secret 🤫

name: kenna

age: 22 ♋️

state: colorful colorado

orientation: queer

pronouns: she/her

this is merely just a blog, for me to vent, anonymously, about life.

i doubt this blog will ever go anywhere, at least i hope not, but if you do find this page, and you feel yourself relating, feel free to shoot me a message. i’m always willing to try to help

USA crisis text line:

text “mha” to 741-741 

national crisis phone line:

988

pls, i know the horror stories circulating about reaching out for help, but pls, don’t ever be ashamed to ask for help. or maybe even start a blog of your own, this is essentially an online journal.

life update

i’m no longer sober. currently tipsy.

pretty manager is back. there’s a positive. too bad so is the rest of the old crew, so i barely get to hang out with her… selfish but i missed her. she’s so much more than a manager to me.

work crush is going…. idek. he has sexual feelings for me, but not romantic. and idk if i wanna sit and wait for him to be ready. fuck.

update ig? if you care lol

work crush and i are doing great 😌🥹 he still doesn’t know if he has feelings for me yet but i’m gunna let things flow as they should. he currently has covid and will be out for the whole week so i miss him like crazy

and pretty manager is still gone 😭 so i get to go thru this next week at work without my comfort ppl. it’s been… interesting 😅

granted i went home early today bc my health issues flared. they think i need my gallbladder out, but typical american health care, im getting the run around from every dr i talk to. it’s been a month and the clinic still hasn’t gotten the orders for my ultrasound. gotta love it.

my moms chosen today to complain abt the fact that she’s no where near her kids.

being w family is why i drank tho haha i needed a coping mechanism and i turned to a “bad” one but one that has served me time and time again and allowed me to keep my head above water long enough to get to a healthy coping mechanism. idk.