Pairing: Max Verstappen x Dr. Anastasia "Ana" Wolff (Original Character)
Summary:
Max Verstappen to Mercedes? The paddock is buzzing. The mediaâs in meltdown.
Dr. Anastasia âAnaâ Wolff, Mercedesâ notoriously brilliant, emotionally unavailable lead systems engineer and Toto Wolffâs eldest daughter, is not handling it well. Because Max isnât just a potential signing, heâs the man sheâs been sleeping with in secret for nearly a decade.
And if the rumours are true, and Max Verstappen really is joining Mercedes, then Anaâs carefully compartmentalised world is about to explode.
Warnings and Notes:Â This chapter contains major character injury, graphic portrayal of injuries and graphic portrayal of a crash in Formula 1. Discussion of death. Also discussion of putting a pet to sleep. Let me know if I missed something else, and I'll add it!
As always big thanks to @llirawolf , who listens to me ramble
Maison Ătoiles, Monaco - 27 September 2025
The drive from the apartment to the house was short.
Still, Ana felt strangely aware of every minute of it.
Jimmy and Sassy sat in their carriers in the back seat, occasionally voicing their strong opinions about travel arrangements. Jack had been narrating their complaints the entire ride like a wildlife documentary.
âJimmy seems calm,â he announced.
âHe usually is,â Ana said.
âSassy sounds angry.â
âThat is also her natural state.â
Susie laughed quietly from the driver seat.
The car turned through the gates and into the drive.
Ana had seen the house before, of course. During their viewing. During visits. On plans, renderings, and photos sent by contractors.
But this was the first time it was finished.
The first time she saw it the way it was meant to exist.
Sunlight washed across pale stone walls and tall windows that reflected the Mediterranean sky. The garden stretched around the house in neat terraces, the lemon trees already catching the afternoon light.
For a moment Ana didnât move.
Jack leaned forward from the back seat.
âWhoa.â
Susie smiled.
âNot bad, huh?â
Ana exhaled softly.
It wasnât just the architecture.
It was the feeling.
Something quiet and steady settled in her chest.
Like a place that had been waiting.
Like⊠home.
Susie parked the car.
Jack immediately opened his door and ran toward the house before Susie could even remind him not to sprint.
âJack!â Susie called.
âSorry!â
Ana lifted the cat carriers out of the back seat.
Jimmy tolerated this with dignity.
Sassy screamed like she was being kidnapped.
Ana adjusted her grip slightly.
âYes,â she said drily. âYour objections have been noted.â
Inside, the front door was already open.
Voices drifted out.
Freya.
And Toto.
Ana stepped into the entry hall.
âHello?â
Freya appeared from the living room almost immediately, moving with the purposeful energy of someone who had already taken control of the entire situation.
âOh good,â she said. âYouâre back.â
Jack ran past her toward the kitchen.
âThere are lemons outside!â
Ana set the cat carriers down gently. âWeâll put them in one of the guest rooms,â she said.
âGood idea,â Susie agreed.
They carried the carriers upstairs to one of the quiet guest bedrooms. Ana opened the doors of the cat carriers.
Jimmy stepped out immediately and began inspecting the unfamiliar space.
Sassy followed.
She sniffed the air.
Then walked directly to the bed and jumped onto it.
Claimed.
Ana nodded approvingly.
âExcellent.â
Behind her, Jack knelt down.
âThey like it.â
âYes.â Sassy stretched luxuriously across the duvet like she had personally financed the property.
Ana crouched briefly to scratch Jimmy behind the ears. âYouâll like it here,â she promised him softly. âI know I will.âÂ
Jimmy purred.
Ana closed the door to keep them from wandering through the chaos of movers.
Downstairs the sounds of movement continued â contractors, tools, voices.
Ana walked slowly back into the living room. And stopped.
The high windows stretched across the wall, flooding the room with warm light.
The kitchen opened seamlessly beside it.
Beyond the glass doors the terraces stepped down through the garden, the trees bright against the stone.
All the pieces she had been coordinating remotely for weeks â phone calls, emails, construction timelines, furniture deliveries â suddenly existed in one place.
Finished.
Real.
The emotion that rose in her chest caught her slightly off guard.
Susie noticed immediately.
âYou okay?â
Ana nodded slowly.
âYes.â
She looked around again.
âIt feelsâŠâ
The sentence didnât finish.
It didnât need to.
Susie understood anyway.
Freya reappeared with a large book in her hands.
The art catalogue.
It now looked significantly thicker than it had that morning.
Ana frowned slightly. âWhat happened to it?â
Freya grinned. âCreative decisions.â
Toto walked in behind her holding a stack of neon sticky notes. âYour aunt has opinions.â
Freya handed the book over.
Ana opened it.
Nearly every page contained a sticky note.
Blue.
Pink.
Yellow.
Some with comments.
Some with arrows.
Some with what appeared to be very strong disapproval.
Ana stared.ââŠYou marked half the catalogue.â
Freya looked pleased. âOnly the promising half.â
Susie leaned over Anaâs shoulder.âOh wow.â
Ana flipped another page.
Another sticky note.
Another.
Another.
Toto crossed his arms. âWe may have gotten carried away.â
Ana closed the book slowly. âI see.â
Freya pointed at one page. âThat sculpture would look excellent in the entry hall.â
Toto pointed at another. âThat painting would work in the living room.â
Freya shook her head. âNo.â
They immediately began arguing quietly about color balance.
Ana watched them for a moment, slightly overwhelmed but amused.
Then Toto looked back at her. âOh,â he added casually. âWe still need to get you a piano.â
Ana blinked. âWhat.â
Toto shrugged. âYou play.â
Freya nodded immediately. âA grand piano would look excellent in that corner.â
She pointed toward the window area of the living room.
Ana followed the gesture.
The space was large.
Open.
Sunlight poured in through the glass.
She could picture it immediately.
Toto noticed the look.
âYes,â he said calmly. âThat corner.â
Ana looked back at her aunt. âYouâre enabling him.â
Freya smiled. âOf course I am.â
Susie laughed softly.
***
Text Messages: Sebastian Vettel & Lewis Hamilton
Sebastian: I need an outside opinion.
Lewis: Youâre asking me?
Thatâs a dangerous start.
Sebastian:Carlos Sainz just suggested I run for FIA president.
Lewis:
What
Sebastian:Long story.
Lewis:I have time. Iâm at the vet.
Sebastian:I texted Carlos Sr. about the penalty points situation and the FIA mess.I suggested he run against Ben Sulayem.
Sebastian:He said it would be a conflict of interest while Carlos Jr. is still racing.
Lewis:Fair point.
Sebastian:Then he said maybe I should do it.
Lewis:đ
Sebastian:This is not funny.
Lewis:Itâs a little funny.
Sebastian:Lewis.
Lewis:Sorry
Honestly that might be the best idea Iâve heard all week.
I would absolutely vote for President Vettel.
Sebastian:Youâre not helping.
Lewis:No Iâm serious.
Lewis:Youâre the only person stubborn enough to fight them and smart enough to understand the sport.
Sebastian:Iâm a retired racing driver who likes bees.
Lewis:Exactly.
Sebastian:That is not a qualification.
Lewis:You care about the future of the sport more than most people in the paddock.
Lewis:Also you already spend half your time arguing with the FIA anyway.
Sebastian:That is also true.
Lewis:So why not do it officially.
Sebastian:It sounds like a nightmare.
Lewis:Most things worth doing are.
Sebastian:You would support it.
Lewis:Absolutely.Seb.The sport needs people who actually care about it.
Sebastian:Iâm not saying yes.
Lewis:But youâre not saying no.
Sebastian:Iâm saying I need to think about it.
Lewis:That sounds like a future president answer.
Sebastian:Donât start.
Lewis:President Vettel.
Sebastian:Lewis.
Lewis:đ
Seb: How are you doing?
Lewis: Honestly?
Lewis: It helps talking about anything that isnât Roscoe right now.
Seb: I understand.
Lewis: Ana helped a lot earlier. Sheâs good at that.
Lewis:Seriously. Run.
Seb: God help the FIA.
Lewis: Exactly.
***
Group Chat: The Old Wolves
(Members: Jenson Button, Sebastian Vettel, Nico Rosberg, David Coulthard, Mark Webber, Fernando Alonso)Â
Sebastian Vettel:So⊠hypothetically speaking.
Mark Webber:oh no
Jenson Button:Whenever you start a message like that it means chaos is coming.
Sebastian Vettel:Carlos Sainz Sr suggested I run for FIA president.
Mark Webber:âŠyouâre kidding
David Coulthard:Well that escalated quickly.
Fernando Alonso:Interesting.
Jenson Button:Wait
Youâre serious?
Sebastian Vettel:He said it would not be appropriate for him because Carlos is still racing.
Mark Webber:that actually makes sense
Sebastian Vettel:Then he suggested me.
Jenson Button:Oh my god.
Fernando Alonso:Yes.
Mark Webber:hang on
Mark Webber:are we actually discussing this like itâs real
Fernando Alonso:We absolutely are.
David Coulthard:If weâre doing this properly, we need to consider the election structure.
Nico Rosberg:Correct.
Nico Rosberg:Okay, quick overview.
Mark Webber:here we go
Nico Rosberg:To run for FIA President you need seven endorsing Vice-Presidents.
Jenson Button:Seven?
Nico Rosberg:Yes.
Two from Europe, and one from each of the remaining FIA sporting regions.
Sebastian Vettel:That sounds complicated.
Nico Rosberg:It is.
David Coulthard:Which regions exactly?
Nico Rosberg:Europe
North America
South America
Middle East & North Africa
Africa
Asia-Pacific
Mark Webber:Jesus.
Fernando Alonso:So we build a coalition.
Mark Webber:Of course Fernando says that like weâre launching a revolution.
Fernando Alonso:We are.
Jenson Button:This is already the best group chat Iâve been in all week.
Sebastian Vettel:I only said I was considering it.
Mark Webber:mate you canât drop that bomb and expect us to stay calm
Nico Rosberg:The bigger issue is endorsements.
Sebastian Vettel:Why.
Nico Rosberg:Because you might actually get the others.
Nico Rosberg:Europe will not be difficult.
Drivers trust you.
You have credibility with safety initiatives.
David Coulthard:Also the environmental projects.
Fernando Alonso:And the fact that you are not currently insane.
Jenson Button:A surprisingly rare qualification.
Nico Rosberg:North America is achievable.
Mark Webber:Asia-Pacific might actually like you too.
Fernando Alonso:Africa could be negotiated.
Sebastian Vettel:You are all talking about this like itâs already happening.
Nico Rosberg:Because it might.
Nico Rosberg:However.
Mark Webber:there it is
Nico Rosberg:You will have one major problem.
Sebastian Vettel:Which is?
Nico Rosberg:Fabiana Ecclestone.
Jenson Button:Oh.
David Coulthard:Yes.
Fernando Alonso:That is a problem.
Sebastian Vettel:Why.
Nico Rosberg:Because she is the only vice-president for South America.Â
Mark Webber:And sheâs very close to the current leadership.
Nico Rosberg:More than close.
Jenson Button:Translation: she loves Ben Sulayem.
Nico Rosberg:Exactly.
Sebastian Vettel:Fantastic.
Mark Webber:so step one of the campaign is convincing the Ecclestone household not to destroy us?
Fernando Alonso:We simply outmaneuver them.
Jenson Button:Fernando, this is not chess.
Fernando Alonso:Everything is chess.
David Coulthard:Letâs stay focused.
Mark Webber:this escalated from âSeb texted Carlosâ to âweâre planning a coupâ
Sebastian Vettel:I regret telling you people.
Jenson Button:Too late now.
Nico Rosberg:Actually.
Sebastian Vettel:What now.
Nico Rosberg:You might genuinely win.
Fernando Alonso:Yes.
Mark Webber:oh god
Jenson Button:Weâre actually doing this arenât we.
Sebastian Vettel:I said I was considering it.
David Coulthard:Seb.
Sebastian Vettel:Yes?
David Coulthard:If you run, weâre all in.
Fernando Alonso:Obviously.
Mark Webber:yeah mate youâve accidentally started a revolution
Sebastian Vettel:âŠthis escalated very quickly.
***
Hospital Pasteur, Nice, France -Â 27 September 2025Â
Ana arrived at the hospital later that afternoon with the quiet efficiency she carried into everything.
By now the corridors had become too familiar.Â
The pale, slightly unforgiving hospital lighting. The low mechanical hum that never really disappeared. The smell of antiseptic threaded with stale coffee from somewhere further down the hall. A trolley rolled past at the far end of the corridor; a nurse murmured something to a colleague; otherwise everything was subdued, as though the building had learned to lower its voice around pain.
She balanced the art catalogue under one arm and pushed open the door to Maxâs room with her free hand.
He was propped up in bed, pillows stacked behind him, his left leg still elevated in its elaborate arrangement of pillows and blankets. His hair was predictably a mess â sleep, medication, frustration, all of it visible in the disorder of it â but he looked more awake than he had the night before. Less grey around the edges. More present.
Across from him sat GP, leaning back in the chair with the posture of someone who had clearly been there a while.
GP looked up first. âWell,â he said dryly, âreinforcements have arrived.â
Max turned his head immediately when he heard her. âThere you are,â he said.
The words were simple, but something in Anaâs chest softened anyway.
She stepped inside, let the door fall shut behind her, and set her bag down by the chair.
âHello,â she said.
GP stood, stretching slightly. âRight,â he said, clapping his hands together once. âIâm going to leave you two alone before Max starts complaining that Iâm interfering with romance.â
Max rolled his eyes. âDonât flatter yourself.â
GP ignored that.
He leaned over briefly, squeezing Maxâs shoulder once â firm, reassuring â then grabbed the empty junk-food basket Eloisa and Francesca had sent earlier.
Ana offered him a small smile. âThank you for visiting him.â
GP waved that away immediately. âSomeone has to make sure he doesnât terrorize the nurses,â he said easily.
Max scoffed. âIâm perfectly behaved.â
GP snorted. âSure.â
He stepped toward the door, pausing briefly beside Ana. âTake care of him,â he said quietly.
Ana nodded. âAlways.â
GP gave Max one last look. âDonât text me nonsense at three in the morning again.â
âNo promises,â Max replied.
GP shook his head and left. The door clicked shut behind him. Ana set the catalogue on the bed.
Max watched her as she moved around the room, slipping her shoes off and setting her bag down.Â
âYou look tired,â he said.
âSo do you.â
âFair.â
She glanced at the narrow hospital chair. Then at the bed. Without saying anything she climbed carefully onto the mattress beside him, moving slowly so she wouldnât jostle his leg.
Max immediately shifted closer.
He simply leaned sideways until his head rested against her shoulder, as though that was where it had been supposed to be all day and he was only now correcting the error.
Ana adjusted slightly so he could fit more comfortably, one arm automatically coming up behind him.
For a moment neither of them spoke.
Just quiet.
Just breathing.
Then she opened the catalogue.
âMy father gave us homework,â she said.
Max groaned softly.
âOh no.â
âYes,â she said calmly, turning the first page. âApparently we have to choose art for the house.â
He didnât move his head from her shoulder. âDangerous idea.â
âWhy?â
âYou have taste.â
âAnd you do not?â
âI only have opinions,â Max said drily.Â
Ana just rolled her eyes. âPapa and Aunt Freya put post its on the ones that they think could work.âÂ
Max frowned slightly. ââŠFreya.â
âYes.â
He turned around slightly to look at her.
âWhoâs Freya?â
Ana blinked. âOh.â
Max stared. âYou forgot to mention that part.â
âShe arrived last night.â
Max waited.
âMy aunt.â
Max blinked again.
âYou have an aunt?â
âYes. Papaâs younger sister.â
âSheâs in Monaco?â
âCurrently yes. She does a lot of travelling for her job.â
Max looked faintly betrayed. âAnd nobody told me?!â
âI didnât even know she was coming. She met Papa in Vienna yesterday evening,â Ana said drily. â Believe me, I am just as surprised as you are.âÂ
Max narrowed his eyes slightly. âStill rude.â
Anaâs lips twitched slightly. âShe is currently supervising the contractors.â
Max leaned back in the bed. ââŠGod help the contractors,â he said drily.Â
Ana nodded. âThat was roughly Papaâs reaction.â
Max looked up at her. âAnd you just left them all alone in our house?â
âYes.â
Max thought about it for a moment. ââŠActually that sounds incredibly entertaining.â
Ana smiled faintly. Max glanced up again.
âSo.â
âYes?â
âDid you pick anything?â
Ana picked up the catalogue and placed it on his lap.
âWe are choosing together.â
Max flipped it open. The catalogue was thick â contemporary art, abstract pieces, photography, sculptures. Maxâs eyes moved lazily across the pages.
They sat like that for several minutes, occasionally pointing at something.
âThis one,â Ana said at one point.
Max squinted at the page.
âThat looks like someone dropped paint on a wall.â
âThat is modern art.â
âIt looks expensive.â
âIt is.â
âThen absolutely not,â Max said firmly.
Ana snorted softly.
They turned another page.
And another.
Max stayed tucked against her shoulder, his hand resting loosely on the edge of the catalogue while they looked through it together.
At one point Max pointed lazily at a sculpture.
âThat one looks like a crashed exhaust pipe.â
âItâs a contemporary steel installation.â
âItâs looks like a crashed exhaust pipe.â
Ana made a small note in the margin anyway.
After a few pages he shifted slightly.
âDid you go to the apartment today?â
âYes.â
âHow mad were the cats?â
âExtremely.â
âSounds right.â
She turned another page.
Then, after a pause, she said, âWe have a logistical problem.â
Max hummed in question.
âWe have a six-car garage,â she continued, âand you own eight cars.â
He groaned again. âOh god.â
âYes,â she said calmly. She flipped another page in the catalogue. âYou own too many cars.â
âI know.â
âSome of them are not⊠practical.âÂ
Max huffed. âThatâs a polite way of saying I cannot currently get into half of them with a broken leg.â
âCorrect.â Ana looked down at him. âDo you want to keep them all? Should I start looking into storage? Do you want to sell some of them?â
Max thought about it. âI am keeping the Audi,â he said immediately. âObviously.â
âObviously.â
âThe Porsche.â
âMm.â
âAnd maybe one Ferrari.â
âOne.â
âOkay maybe two.â
Ana sighed theatrically. âMax.â
He shrugged slightly. âBut the rest?â He was quiet for a moment. âI donât want the Red Bull ones.â
She looked down at him. âThe sponsorship cars.â
He nodded. âThe Aston Martins. The promo stuff.â He shrugged again. âTheyâre not really mine.â
Ana understood immediately.
They were reminders.
Years of partnership. Years of loyalty.
Years that had ended in a hospital bed, legal paperwork, and press releases that had chosen self-protection over decency.
âOkay,â she said quietly. âWe can sell them.â
Max nodded once. âThatâs fine.â
They continued flipping through the catalogue.
A photograph this time â black and white.
Max pointed lazily.
âThat oneâs nice.â
Ana studied it.
âItâs a photograph of the moon.â
âSpace.â
âYou like space?â
Max gave her a look. âYou name your projects after stars.â
Ana looked down at him. âThat is true.â
That pulled something small and warm through her chest.Â
Silence again.
Comfortable.
Then she turned another page.
âSo,â she said casually.
Max hummed.
âYour birthday is Tuesday.â
Max sighed dramatically.
Ana tilted her head slightly. âI have not bought you anything yet.â
Max blinked. âYou donât have to.â
âThat is not how birthdays work.â
âYes, it is.â
âNo. What do you want for your birthday?â
Max didnât even look up. âNothing.â
âMax.â
âI mean it.â
Ana flipped another page. âYou almost died,â she said calmly. âI am getting you something.â
That made him go quiet.
For a second she thought he might say something sincere.
Or difficult.
Or deflect with something outrageous.
Then he said: ââŠa kebab.â
Ana blinked. âA what.â
âA kebab.â
She stared at him. âYou want a kebab for your birthday.â
âYes.â
âYou nearly died and all you want for your birthday is a kebab.â
Max looked at her like this was obvious. âYes.â
Ana stared at him for a moment. Then she shook her head softly.
âYou can have a kebab.â
Max smiled faintly. âGood.â
Ana turned another page in the catalogue.
âYou can have anything,â she added quietly.
Max didnât answer.
He just leaned a little more heavily against her shoulder as they kept looking through the pages together.
Outside the hospital window the afternoon sun shifted slowly across the city.
Inside the room there was only quiet.
And the soft rustle of turning pages.
***
Text Messages: Sophie Kumpen & Max Verstappen
Sophie: Max?
Sophie: Are you awake?
Sophie: Iâm so sorry I fell asleep for 8 hours and slept through my alarm.
Max: Ma.
Sophie: Are you okay?
Sophie: I didnât mean to sleep that long.
Sophie: I was going to come back tonight.
Max: Stay at the hotel.
Sophie: Maxâ
Max: Ana is here.
Max: Donât worry.
Sophie: Are you sure?
Max: Yes.
Max: Sheâs supervising my art education.
Sophie: That sounds dangerous.
Max: You have no idea.
Sophie: Okay. Iâll stay tonight. But Iâm coming early tomorrow.
Max: Deal.
Sophie: I love you.
Max: Love you too.
***
Hospital Pasteur, Nice, France -Â 27 September 2025Â
Max had fallen quiet for a while after Sophie texted him.
Not the heavy silence that had filled the room earlier in the week â the kind that came from pain, anger, and too many thoughts circling the same dark place.
This was different.
The quiet that came when the worst of it had finally passed. When the mind stopped fighting and simply⊠rested.
Ana could probably feel it in the way his breathing had slowed where his head rested against her shoulder, but Max felt it himself more clearly: the steady rhythm of her breathing beneath him, the warmth of her arm behind his back, the soft rustle of glossy pages as the catalogue shifted between them.
The hospital room was full of eveningn sunlight now. The light spilled across the bed, reflecting off the glossy art pages in warm, golden flashes.
Max f pointed at a twisted metal sculpture lazily. âThat one looks like a broken front wing.â
âItâs a minimalist kinetic installation,â Ana said with a roll of her eyes.Â
Max had absolutely no clue what that meant. It did actually look like a broken front wing to him.
But actuallyâŠhe couldnât really find it in himself to care about it either. Especially if Ana kept running her fingernails over his scalp.Â
For just a moment, he felt weirdly similar to Jimmy, whenever Max scratched his chin in just the right spot.Â
After a moment Ana said casually, âSusie made a comment about your car keys today.â
Max hummed, not bothering to open his eyes.. âWhat comment?â
Ana turned the page. âThat none of them are Mercedes.â
Max groaned softly. âThat sounds like judgment.â
âIt is judgment.â
Max just shrugged. âYou literally drive a ten-year-old Volkswagen Golf.â
Ana blinked. âMy Golf is perfectly functional.â
âYour Golf is prehistoric.â
âIt works.â
âYouâre the daughter of a billionaire.â
âAnd I drive a sensible car.â
Max snorted. âYou drive a relic.â
Ana narrowed her eyes at him. âItâs sentimental.âÂ
Then she added, almost as if the thought had just occurred to her, âWe should probably replace the Audi with a Mercedes eventually.â
Max shifted slightly and looked up at her. âWhy.â
âOptics.â
He sighed dramatically. âI can already hear Toto.â
Ana smiled faintly, and surprisingly accurately mimicked Totoâs Austrian accent: ââMax, we have excellent road carsâ.â
Max snorted with laughter. âExactly.â
She shrugged slightly. âYou will be a Mercedes driver next season.â
Max considered that.ââŠfair.â
He leaned back against her again. âOkay,â he agreed easily. âWe can replace the Audi.â
It wasnât like he was emotionally attached to it anyway. It was just another thing of the long list of things that would change through Baku.Â
Max sighed.
âWhat?â
He frowned slightly. âBaku ruined everything.â
She waited. âThe GT3 debut,â Max clarified.
Ana nodded slowly.
That part still stung.
Verstappen.com Racing had been his project. His thing. Something separate from Formula One politics and contracts and sponsorship obligations.
The NĂŒrburgring. The Nordschleife. He had been looking forward to that weekend for months.
âThe Nordschleife race,â he continued. âThat was supposed to be our first proper weekend for the team.â
His jaw tightened slightly.
âAnd now itâs gone.â
Ana turned another page in the catalogue without speaking.
Max continued. âAnd losing the Red Bull sponsorship mid-season doesnât exactly help.â
That part annoyed him even more.
Not just the money. The timing.
Ten years of partnership. Gone.
Ana turned another page in the catalogue. Then she said calmly: âI can cover it.â
Max looked up immediately. âWhat.â
âThe sponsorship gap.â
âNo.â
âItâs not that much money.â
âAbsolutely not.â
Ana just looked at him. âItâs a business investment. I invest in businesses.â
âItâs my team,â Max said. âIâm not taking your money.â
âI have money,â she said. âConsiderable money.â
âThatâs not the point,â Max said, more firmly. âI am not taking your money.â
âYouâre not,â she replied. âYouâre taking a temporary bridge loan from your future wife.â
Max stopped. ââŠyou canât just say that and expect me not to react.â
She ignored that entirely. âYou built something important,â she continued. âIndependent driver development matters to you. Therefore it matters to me.â
He shook his head. âNo. I donât want Verstappen.com Racing to becomeââ
âDependent on me?â she finished. âIt wonât.â She leaned forward slightly. âBecause you wonât need me for long.â
Max narrowed his eyes. âExplain.â
Ana folded her hands together, very businesslike now. âI am quite certain,â she said, âthat between me, Toto, and Susie, we can find you investors within forty-eight hours.â
Max stared. âYouâre serious.â
âYes.âÂ
ââŠyouâve already thought about this.â
âYes.â
He exhaled slowly, half exasperated, half impressed. âYouâre terrifying.â
âIâve been told.â She shrugged. âAlso,â she added calmly, âyou might want to reconsider the car situation.â
âWhat car situation?â
âYour GT3 car.â
Max frowned. âThe Ferrari?â
âYes.â
âWhat about it?âÂ
Ana closed the catalogue slowly and looked down at him. âYou are going to drive for Mercedes in Formula One next season.â
Max nodded slowly. âYes.â
She raised one eyebrow. âAnd your GT3 team currently racesâŠ?â
ââŠa Ferrari.â
âYes.â
Max stared at her.Â
Then realization slowly dawned. âOh.â
Ana nodded.
âI am reasonably certain,â she said calmly, âthat there is a car manufacturer in Stuttgart that might be very interested in supplying your GT3 team.â
Max blinked. ââŠMercedes.â
âCorrect.â
âYou think they would do that?â
Ana stared at him. âMax.â
âWhat?â
âYou are their Formula One driver next year.â
ââŠtrue.â
âThey would absolutely want their brand associated with your racing team.â
Max stared at the ceiling for a moment. Then he started laughing quietly. âWow.â
âWhat?â
âI did not even think about that.â
Ana smiled faintly. âThatâs because you are a racing driver.â
âAnd youâre what?â
âSystems engineer.â
Max looked back at her. âAnd a terrifying strategist.â
âThank you.â
He leaned his head back onto her shoulder again. ââŠso youâre telling me Mercedes might give Verstappen.com Racing GT3 cars.â
âYes.â
ââŠthatâs actually brilliant.â
âI know.â
He was quiet for a moment. Then he muttered: âStill mad about the Nordschleife though.â
Anaâs hand moved automatically, her fingers sliding into his hair. Her nails brushed lightly across his scalp in slow, absent movements.
The tension in his shoulders eased immediately.
âYouâll get back there.â
Max looked at her.
âYou promise?â
âYes.â
Then she reopened the catalogue.
âAnd when you do,â she added calmly, âyouâll be driving a Mercedes.â
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Pairing: Max Verstappen x Dr. Anastasia "Ana" Wolff (Original Character)
Summary:
Max Verstappen to Mercedes? The paddock is buzzing. The mediaâs in meltdown.
Dr. Anastasia âAnaâ Wolff, Mercedesâ notoriously brilliant, emotionally unavailable lead systems engineer and Toto Wolffâs eldest daughter, is not handling it well. Because Max isnât just a potential signing, heâs the man sheâs been sleeping with in secret for nearly a decade.
And if the rumours are true, and Max Verstappen really is joining Mercedes, then Anaâs carefully compartmentalised world is about to explode.
Warnings and Notes: This chapter contains major character injury, graphic portrayal of injuries and graphic portrayal of a crash in Formula 1. However, I do not write anything other than Happy Endings, so I am not going to kill off any of my major characters. So the cliffhanger isnât a cliffhanger, because heâll survive. I swear. Let me know if I missed something else, and I'll add it!
As always big thanks to @llirawolf , who listens to me ramble
Joanna Wolffâs Apartment, Vienna, Austria -Â 26 September 2025Â
Toto already knew what he would find before the door opened.
The hallway outside his motherâs apartment smelled faintly of polish and old varnish, exactly as it had when he was a teenager. Some things never changed. The difference was that he no longer felt like a son coming home.
He felt like a man walking into a negotiation he had postponed for twenty years.
He rang once.
The door opened almost immediately.
Joanna stood there, posture straight, expression already disappointed â not surprised, not relieved, simply prepared.
âYou came,â she said.
âI told you I would.â
He stepped inside.
And he wasnât surprised.
Rosa was on the sofa, arms folded. Stephanie beside her, posture immaculate, like this was a parent-teacher conference she expected to win. The dining table had been cleared â chairs positioned â a tribunal arranged in a living room.
They had staged it.
For a moment Toto didnât speak. He simply looked at them â really looked â and a realization settled in with cold clarity:
They really didnât think they had done anything wrong.
He set his briefcase down slowly.
âGood,â he said quietly. âYouâre all here. That saves time. I donât need to repeat myself three times.â
Rosa stepped forward immediately. âYou cut me off.â
âNo,â Toto replied. âI stopped tolerating what you said.â
âYou punished me because of her.â
Toto didnât react outwardly, but the word her landed exactly where Rosa intended.
âThis conversation is about how you speak about my daughter,â he said.
Stephanie leaned forward. âNo, this is about how she has manipulated you for years.â
He turned his head slowly toward her.
âBe careful.â
Totoâs expression changed â not loud anger, not raised voice.
Worse.
Precision.
âYou will say my daughterâs name,â he said. âOr you will not speak about Anastasia at all.â
Stephanie gave a thin smile. âYou see? Exactly this. Youâre proving the point. You react like this whenever sheâs mentioned.â
âYes,â Toto said evenly. âBecause you speak about Anastasia like she is an inconvenience instead of a human being.â
Joanna sighed. âShe has always complicated everything. Since childhood.â
That did it.
Totoâs restraint snapped â not explosively, but decisively.
âSince childhood?â he repeated quietly.
He took a step forward.
âShe was eight years old.â
No one spoke.
âAnastasia was eight,â he said again, voice sharper now, every word controlled. âWhen her mother left her with a father she didnât knew. A different country. A different language. A different school. She did not know where her room was in my house. She did not know if she was staying a week or forever.â
Rosa shifted uncomfortably.
Joanna frowned. âChildren adapt.â
âAnastasia did,â Toto said. âAlone.â
He pointed lightly toward the table.
âAnd instead of helping her adapt, you hated her.â
Stephanie interjected. âI tried to correct her behavior.â
Toto turned toward her.
âAnastasia was not a behavior problem.â
âShe refused eye contact, ignored peopleââ
âAnastasia was overwhelmed,â Toto cut in sharply.
He rarely raised his voice.
Now he did.
âYou called her cold when she was terrified. You called her rude when she didnât understand social rules she had never been taught. You called her strange when she spent nights learning math and physic because that was predictable and people were not.â
The room went silent.
âAnastasia didnât break things,â he said. âShe didnât scream. She didnât rebel. She tried to become smaller so nobody would send her away again.â
Rosaâs snapped. âYouâre exaggerating.â
Toto looked at her, disbelief visible now.
âYou were a toddler, Rosa,â he snapped. âYou did not notice what I did.â
His jaw tightened.
âI watched a child sit at a dinner table and rehearse sentences in her head before speaking because she was afraid of saying the wrong thing.â
No one interrupted.
âAnd for years,â he continued, voice low but cutting, âyou told Anastasia that she was difficult instead of asking why she was afraid.â
Stephanie leaned back. âYou indulged her. You let her hide behind computers instead of making her normal.â
Toto laughed once â humorless.
âNormal,â he repeated.
âYes,â Stephanie said. âStructure. Discipline. Not this⊠distance she has. She never learned relationships.â
Totoâs eyes hardened.
âAnastasia learned relationships,â he said quietly. âShe learned that affection depended on performance. She learned approval could disappear. She learned adults could leave.â
Stephanie shrugged. âAnd now she isolates you from your family.â
âNo,â Toto said, voice suddenly colder. âYour behavior did that.â
Joanna crossed her arms. âYou choose her over everyone.â
âI choose decency,â he replied.
Rosaâs voice rose. âYou abandoned me!â
Toto turned toward her fully.
âI did not abandon you. I refused to let you blame an sexual assault victim.â
Silence fell instantly.
Stephanie stiffened. âWe are not discussing that.â
âWe are,â Toto said.
âYou overreacted,â she said sharply. âIt was a misunderstanding.â
That was the moment.
The last restraint went.
Totoâs composure broke.
âYou will never call it that again,â he said, voice low and dangerous.
Stephanie scoffed. âYou destroyed your relationship with your daughter over a story.â
Toto stepped closer.
âNo,â he said. âI protected my daughter from someone who hurt her and from people who defended him.â
Joanna frowned. âYou always favor her.â
âI protected her,â he corrected.
Stephanie shook her head. âAnd now she hides behind Susie as well.â
Toto froze.
âCareful,â he said quietly.
Stephanie didnât stop.
âPerhaps,â she said lightly, â Susie encourages this. She always did like playing the perfect understanding stepmother.â
That was it.
Toto lost his temper.
Completely.
âYou do not get to speak about my wife,â he said, voice sharp enough to cut.
Stephanie raised an eyebrow. âWhy? Because she replaces what you lost?â
âSusie,â he said, furious now, âwas the first adult in this entire situation who treated Anastasia like she mattered instead of a problem to solve.â
No one spoke.
âShe listened to her,â he continued. âShe did not analyze her. She did not judge her. She did not try to reshape her personality. She gave her something none of us ever gave her.â
Joanna narrowed her eyes. âAnd what is that?â
âSafety.â
The word landed heavily.
Totoâs voice dropped, thick with anger now.
âShe broke down in Susieâs arms because for the first time she believed she was allowed to.â
âNo,â he said, shaking with restrained fury. âShe survived years of being told she was wrong for existing the way she is.â
The room went completely still.
âYou do not have to understand her mind,â he said, breathing tight, âbut you will respect her humanity.â
Rosaâs hands clenched. âYou chose her over me.â
âI chose conduct,â Toto said.
âYou punished me,â she shot back
âI adjusted your financial arrangement to the same structure your siblings have,â he answered. âI did not punish you. You still receive support. You no longer have unrestricted access to my bank accounts.â
âThat is punishment!â
âNo,â he said calmly. âIt is a boundary.â
Stephanie leaned forward. âYouâre letting a difficult child control you.â
Toto held her gaze.
âAnastasia is not a child,â he said.
âShe behaves like one,â Stephanie replied sharply. âCold, rude, distant. And you excuse it with diagnoses and indulgence.â
He inhaled slowly.
âI am not here to debate her personality with you.â
Joannaâs voice hardened. âYou allow her to disrespect family.â
âNo,â Toto said. âI no longer allow family to disrespect her.â
Rosa scoffed. âYouâre rewriting reality. She has always manipulated you.â
Toto did not raise his voice.
Instead, he reached into his briefcase and set a thin folder on the table.
That got their attention.
âWhat is that?â Joanna asked.
âClarity,â he said.
He opened the folder calmly.
âYou are all financially connected to me in different ways,â Toto continued. âTrust structures. Shared holdings. Discretionary distributions. Informal arrangements that I have maintained because we are family.â
He looked at each of them in turn.
âI have been generous.â
No one interrupted.
âAnd I have also been patient.â
Stephanieâs expression tightened slightly. âIs this a threat?â
Toto shook his head once.
âIt is information.â
He slid a document across the table.
âI have already spoken with my legal team.â
The temperature in the room dropped.
âI can restructure every financial connection here within forty-eight hours,â he said evenly. âTrusts remain intact â I will not punish legally protected beneficiaries. But discretionary payments, property usage, and informal access to my accounts end immediately.â
Rosa stared. âYou wouldnât.â
âI would,â Toto said quietly. âAnd I will, if this continues.â
Joannaâs voice sharpened. âYou would bring lawyers into family matters?â
âYou brought hostility into them,â he replied.
Stephanie crossed her arms. âYouâre being controlled.â
Toto looked at her â not angry now, just finished.
âNo,â he said. âI am done negotiating my childâs dignity.â
Silence spread.
For the first time, Rosa looked uncertain.
âYouâre serious,â she said.
âYes.â
Joanna bristled. âMoney should not determine loyalty.â
âIt does not,â Toto said. âBehavior does. The legal boundaries exist because words have not worked.â
Rosaâs voice softened, but not in apology. âYouâre choosing her.â
âI am choosing respect,â Toto replied.
He closed the folder.
âYou may dislike Anastasia,â he continued. âYou may disagree with her. But you will not insult, blame, or undermine her and still expect access to my resources or my time.â
Stephanie stood. âThis is absurd.â
âNo,â Toto said calmly. âThis is long overdue.â
Joannaâs voice cooled. âAnd if we refuse?â
âThen my lawyers will contact you this week,â Toto answered simply.
The certainty in his tone removed any doubt.
Stephanie stared at the papers. âYou would really do this?â
âI maintained support because we are family,â he said calmly. âBut family does not mean access without respect.â
Rosa looked shaken now. âYou cut us off financially over her?â
âNo,â he said. âOver behavior.â
Joannaâs voice trembled with anger. âYou would choose an accident from Russia over your real family?â
The sentence hung in the air.
Toto did not react immediately.
Then he spoke â very quietly.
âAnastasia did not ask to be born. She is the result of decisions I made when I was a young man living in Russia. Sheâs my daughter.â The temperature in the room seemed to drop.
âAnastasia is my daughter,â he continued. âAnd she was a child abandoned into uncertainty who learned to survive in a house that did not know how to meet her halfway. And despite that â despite all of you â she still defends you. Still refuses to burden me with what you say to her.â
He closed the folder.
âYou hurt her,â he said. âRepeatedly. For years. And you expect access without consequence.â
Then the front door opened.
Everyone turned.
Freya stepped inside, travel bag over her shoulder, hair wind-tangled from the evening air, expression already sharp â she had clearly heard the last sentence.
She looked around the room once.
âToto?â she said slowly. âWhy does it feel like I walked into a courtroom.â
No one answered.
Her eyes moved from Rosa to Stephanie to their mother â and then to the folder on the table.
ââŠOh,â she said quietly.
Toto exhaled once. âYou picked a bad evening to come home, Freya.â
Freya set her bag down.
âActually I think I picked the perfect one. What did you do?â she asked, not to him â to them.
Joanna straightened. âWe are discussing family matters.â
Freyaâs gaze sharpened. âWhich family member are we blaming this time? Let me guess. Anastasia.â
No one spoke.
Then Rosa said, defensively, âPapa cut me off because of her.â
Freya cut her off. âNo. Absolutely not. You always blame her,â she said flatly. âAlways.â
Joanna intervened. âWe are trying to correct misunderstandings.â
Freya stared at her mother in disbelief.
âShe was a child,â Freya said. âYou never liked her because she wasnât easy.â
âShe was disrespectfulââ
âShe was overwhelmed,â Freya snapped. âAnd none of you bothered to notice.â
Stephanie frowned. âYou barely lived here.â
Freya stepped closer now, furious in a way Toto had rarely seen.
âI visited enough to see she watched every conversation before speaking because she was afraid of being corrected,â Freya said. âI saw a ten-year-old apologize for asking questions.â
Silence fell.
Freya looked at Rosa. âAnd youâre doing this?â
Rosaâs voice weakened. âI just wanted him toââ
âYou wanted him to agree with you,â Freya said. âEven if it meant hurting her.â
Joanna said coldly, âShe is too sensitive.â
Freyaâs eyes flashed. âNo. You are just too harsh.â
Then she looked at Toto again â and understood immediately from his expression.
âYou threatened them.â
âI set boundaries,â he said.
Freya nodded once.
âGood.â
Joanna stiffened. âYou take his side?â
Freya picked up her bag again.
âI take the side of the person who was eight years old and treated like an inconvenience.â
Stephanie said sharply, âYou are overreacting.â
Freya turned at the door.
âNo,â she said. âActually, I think I have been underreacting for twenty years.â
She looked at Toto. âIâm not staying here tonight.â
He didnât hesitate.
âNeither am I.â
Joannaâs voice rose. âAre you seriously leaving?â
Toto paused at the threshold.
âYou hurt my child,â he said quietly. âRepeatedly. For years. And you expect access without consequence. When you are prepared to speak about Anastasia with basic decency,â he said, âyou may call me.â
He paused at the door.
âUntil then,â he added quietly, âconsider this a boundary, not a negotiation.â
They left together.
The hallway outside was silent.
For a moment neither spoke.
Freya leaned back against the wall, exhaling. The fury was still in her shoulders, but now it was mixed with something else â guilt, sharp and quiet.
ââŠThat went well,â she said dryly.
Toto huffed once, humorless. âBetter than I expected.â
âThatâs concerning,â she replied.
Then Freya exhaled sharply. âI should have been here more.â
Toto shook his head. âIt wouldnât have changed them.â
Freya glanced at him. âMaybe not. But Ana wouldnât have felt alone.â
They walked toward the lift. The building was old, the floors creaking slightly under their steps, the familiar Viennese stairwell carrying echoes of arguments from decades past. Toto had grown up running through these halls. Tonight he felt like a guest.
Freya pressed the elevator button and crossed her arms.
âI knew they were unfair to her,â she said after a moment. âI didnât realize it was still happening to this day.â
He didnât answer immediately.
âI should have stopped it earlier,â he said quietly.
Freya shook her head. âYou were trying to hold the family together.â
âI was trying to avoid choosing.â
The elevator doors opened. They stepped inside.
âAnd now?â she asked.
âThere is no choice to make.â
Freya studied him a second. Not surprised â but measuring.
ââŠGood,â she said.
They rode down in silence until she spoke again.
âHow is she actually?â Freya asked. â How is Anastasia?â
Toto looked at the closing numbers above the door.
âShe is⊠holding,â he said carefully. âBut she is very tired.â
Freya frowned. âFrom this?â
âFrom everything.â
That caught her attention. She stopped walking.
ââŠWhat do you mean everything?â
He hesitated. He hadnât planned to tell her here, on a Vienna sidewalk under a streetlamp. But there was no point deflecting â not after tonight.
âSheâs in Nice,â he said.
Freya blinked. âWhat?â
âSheâs in Nice.â
âFrance?â she asked, confused. âWhy?â
Toto looked at her.
âSheâs at the hospital.â
Freyaâs posture changed instantly. âWhat happened? Is she hurt?â
âNo,â he said quickly. âNot physically.â
A beat.
Then realization tried to form but didnât quite reach her yet.
âThe driver,â she said slowly. âThe crash. Your⊠future driver. Verstappen. I saw the news butââ
He nodded once.
âSheâs been there since the accident.â
Freya frowned. âWhy would Ana beââ
And then she stopped.
Actually stopped moving.
ââŠToto.â
He didnât answer immediately.
Her eyes narrowed slightly. âWhy would Ana be staying at a hospital for your future employee?â
ââŠBecause she refuses to leave him.â
Freya frowned. âLeave who?â
Toto paused a beat.
âMax.â
Silence.
The elevator doors opened to the underground garage but Freya didnât move.
ââŠMax Verstappen?â she said carefully.
âYes.â
She stared at him.
âThe racing driver Max Verstappen.â
âYes.â
âThe future Mercedes driver Max Verstappen.â
Toto nodded once.
Freya didnât step out of the elevator.
ââŠWhy,â she asked slowly, âis my niece refusing to leave the bedside of a Formula One driver.â
Toto exhaled.
Because there was no gradual way to say it.
âBecause theyâre together.â
Freya stared at him.
No reaction for about three full seconds.
Thenâ
âTheyâre what.â
âTogether.â
âNo,â she said immediately.
âYes.â
âNo,â she repeated, firmer. âNo. You mean she knows him.â
âTheyâre in a relationship.â
Freya walked out of the elevator automatically, then stopped between two parked cars and turned back toward him.
âToto.â
âYes.â
âYour daughter,â she said carefully, âwho forgot she could date at university because she was debugging code.â
âYes.â
âYour daughter who I have never seen voluntarily hold someoneâs hand other than Jackâs.â
âYes.â
ââŠis dating Max Verstappen.â
âYes.â
Freya stared at him for another long second.
Then she laughed â a short, stunned laugh.
âI leave for six months sourcing sapphires and the universe reorganizes itself.â
He almost smiled.
âWhen did this happen?â
âLonger than you think,â he said.
âAnd you didnât tell me?â
âI didnât know.â
Freya rubbed her forehead. âDoes Mother know?â
âAbsolutely not.â
âGood. Sheâd have a heart attack and then blame Ana for it.â
Freya paced once beside the car.
âAnd sheâs staying at the hospital? With him?â
âYes.â
Freyaâs brows drew together now â not shock anymore.
Understanding.
âShe must be terrified.â
Toto nodded once.
âShe wonât say it,â he said. âBut she hasnât really slept since the crash.â
Freya was quiet.
ââŠShe stayed,â she said softly.
âYes.â
âThat means she loves him.â
Toto didnât answer, but he didnât need to.
They stood there a few seconds more.
Then Toto spoke.
âCome to Monaco,â he said.
She looked at him.
âFor a few days,â he continued. âYou can meet her there when she comes back. Somewhere calm. Not this.â
Freya didnât hesitate.
âYes,â she said immediately. âVery good idea.â
A beat.
Freya smirked faintly. âAlso, if I stay here I will end up telling Mother things I canât legally retract.â
He actually laughed â quietly, but genuinely.
âSusie will be happy to see you,â he said.
Freya shrugged. âSusie always liked me.â
âYes,â Toto said. âBecause you never tried to fix Anastasia.â
Freya opened the car door.
âI never thought she needed fixing,â she replied simply. âI thought she needed someone to sit beside her and let her be strange in peace.â
Toto opened the car.
âYou donât have to.â
âI do,â she said. âBecause right now she probably thinks she caused tonight. And she didnât. And someone should tell her that who isnât you or Susie.â
He paused.
ââŠYouâd do that?â
Freya gave him a look.
âSheâs my niece,â she said simply. âI just havenât been a very good aunt.â
Then she added, more lightly:
âAnd I also need to meet the man who managed to convince Anastasia Wolff that emotional attachment was a logical decision.â
***
The Lion, Brackley, England -Â 26 September 2025Â
Gianpiero Lambiase did not trust Peter Bonnington when he said âjust one drink.â
Experience had taught him that âone drinkâ in Formula One translated roughly to a multi-hour emotional debrief disguised as socializing, usually involving telemetry analogies, arguments about tyres, and someone invoking Michael Schumacher whether relevant or not.
Still, Bono had insisted.
You need to get out of the hospital-garage-hotel loop, heâd said over the phone. Also the Brackley lot want to meet you. Properly.
GP had not asked why.
He should have.
The pub was already loud when they walked in â not rowdy, but full. Warm lighting, the hum of after-work conversations, darts hitting boards somewhere in the back, glasses clinking, Premier League murmuring from a television nobody was actually watching.
Several heads turned when they entered.
GP felt it instantly.
He was used to being recognized in a paddock.
Being recognized in a British village pub was⊠different.
Then the room went quiet.
Not dramatically. Not movie-style.
Just⊠a ripple of recognition.
Several engineers turned. A couple mechanics straightened. Someone whispered, âThatâs him.â
GP blinked.
ââŠwhy are they looking at me.â
Bono clapped his shoulder. âBecause you are, whether you like it or not, Max Verstappenâs race engineer.â
GP grimaced. âI would prefer anonymity.â
âToo late.â Bono clapped him on the shoulder. âRelax. They donât bite.â
âYour definition of reassuring is very questionable,â GP muttered.
A voice cut across the room.
âBonoooo!â
The man standing up from the bench to greet them was enormous.
The man had shoulders like a wardrobe and hands the size of GPâs head. Broad-necked, shaved hair, thick beard. The sort of person you instinctively assumed could lift a gearbox assembly without assistance.
The man smiled.
It was possibly the gentlest smile GP had ever seen.
âBono,â he said warmly. âYou made it.â
Then his eyes moved to GP.
âAnd you must be Gianpiero.â
He held out a hand.
GP looked at it.
Bono grinned.
âGP â Solomon Becker. Systems department. Anaâs second-in-command.â
GP had expected⊠he wasnât sure what he expected. Systems engineers in Formula 1 tended to be quiet, wiry, nocturnal creatures who communicated mostly in code.
Solomon looked like he should be captaining England at Twickenham.
Solomon stuck out a hand the size of a dinner plate. GP shook it carefully, bracing for bone loss.
Instead, Solomonâs grip was gentle. Almost careful.
GP recalibrated immediately.
âGood to finally meet you properly,â Solomon continued.
âYouâre an engineer?â GP asked before he could stop himself.
Bono choked on his drink.
Solomon laughed softly. âFormer rugby. Then a knee went. Turns out software doesnât tackle back.â
ââŠprofessionally?â GP asked.
âUnfortunately for my joints, yes.â
âYou are not what I expected.â
âI hear that daily.â
Bono leaned against the bar, thoroughly enjoying himself.
âSolomon is the man who makes Anaâs systems actually run in real life.â
Solomon shook his head. âNo, no. Ana makes them run. We just⊠try not to break them.â
At the mention of her name, his expression softenedâcompletely at odds with his size.
GP noticed immediately.
âYou admire her,â GP said.
Solomon looked almost offended by the understatement.
âSheâs the best engineer Iâve ever seen,â he said simply.
No bravado. No exaggeration. Just fact.
GP studied him more carefully.
âExplain,â he said.
Solomon leaned his hip against the table, thinking.
âYou know how some brilliant people are impossible to work with?â he said. âBecause they need to be the smartest person in the room?â
GP nodded slowly.
âShe isnât like that,â Solomon continued. âShe doesnât want to be the smartest person in the room. She wants to build a room where everyone else gets smarter.â
Bono hummed approvingly into his pint.
Solomon went on, warming now.
âShe notices everything. Whoâs tired. Whoâs stuck. Whoâs afraid to ask a question. She assigns work based on how people think, not their job title. Half the department is doing things they never knew they could do because she just⊠assumed they could.â
âYouâre coming next year,â Solomon said, pleased. âGood. She needs more people who understand drivers.â
GP frowned slightly. âShe manages fine.â
Solomon shook his head. âNo â she manages systems. Drivers are⊠different systems.â
The table laughed.
A woman slid him a pint across the table. âWeâve heard stories.â
âThat is concerning,â GP said.
âOh yes,â Solomon said cheerfully. âThe radio messages.â
GP sighed. âThey are perfectly reasonable.â
The table dissolved into laughter.
Solomon gestured them toward the table. âCome sit. We were arguing about whether engineers should be allowed near marketing.â
âThey shouldnât,â GP said immediately.
At the table GP was introduced to faces heâd seen only in email signatures: Lucy from comms, Jules from electronics, a strategist whose name GP forgot immediately but whose opinions were apparently very strong. Someone slid him a pint without asking.
He clocked the atmosphere within minutes.
This wasnât performative bonding. This was people who argued for a living and trusted each other enough to do it loudly.
Then Solomon said her name.
Solomon leaned closer, lowering his voice. âAna didnât sleep after the crash.â
GPâs expression changed instantly.
âNo,â he said quietly. âI suspected.â
âShe send us Systems Architecture for 2026 instead,â Solomon said drily. âShe never stops when someone she cares about needs her.â
There was no drama in his tone. Just fact.
âShe designed half the redundancy checks we use,â Solomon continued. âYou know why?â
GP shook his head.
âShe doesnât trust the universe to behave. So she builds systems that catch failure before it hurts people.Not because she wants control. Because she wants people safe.â
GP looked down at his glass.
Yes.
That tracked too.
Around them, the conversation shifted â strategy discussions, testing anecdotes, sim driver jokes, telemetry arguments that slowly devolved into exaggerated storytelling. Engineers in their natural habitat: arguing happily about details nobody else in the world would notice.
At one point a strategist and a calibration engineer nearly recreated a whiteboard simulation using beer mats and peanuts.
GP watched.
The conversation driftedâsim anecdotes, testing stories, Bono defending a radio call like it was a constitutional right. Someone started recreating a strategy simulation using beer mats and peanuts.
GP found himself watching.
Listening.
Relaxingâslightly.
Then a chair scraped back beside him.
âMind if I sit?â
The voice was calm. Roughened by years of engines and late nights.
GP turned.
The man whoâd sat down was compact, muscular in a different wayâdense rather than massive. Grease permanently ingrained under the nails. Mercedes logo stitched into his jacket sleeve.
âLeo,â the man said. âMechanic.â
GP nodded. âGP.â
Leo studied him for a moment. Not assessingârecognizing.
ââŠBaku,â Leo said.
GPâs spine straightened almost imperceptibly.
âYes.â
Leo took a sip of his water before continuing.
âI was one of the ones who cut him out.â
The pub noise seemed to recede.
GP swallowed. âYou were there.â
âYeah,â Leo said simply. âHands shook for hours after.â
GP nodded once. He knew that kind of aftermath.
Leo met GPâs eyes.
âIâve been doing this for a few years,â he said. âIâve seen bad crashes. This oneââ
He exhaled.
âThis one was different.â
GP said nothing.
âIâve pulled drivers from cars before. You never forget it. And you donât get casual about safety again after you smell hot carbon and hydraulic fluid and realize how close it was.â
He glanced at Solomon, then back to GP.
âWe build systems differently here,â Leo said. âRedundancies. Procedures. Double-checks nobody sees. It slows you down sometimes.â
GP nodded once. âSafety always costs performance.â
âYeah,â Leo said. âBut weâll always take that trade.â
A beat.
âWeâre not letting something like that happen here,â he said simply.
No accusation.
No criticism.
Just certainty.
GP believed him.
GP frowned. âWhat do you mean.â
âI mean,â Leo continued, voice steady, âno shortcuts. No money trails. No âjust this once.ââ
He leaned forward slightly.
âWe are not going to let someone weaponize a car at Mercedes.â
The words landed heavy.
GP felt something inside him tightenâand then settle.
âIâm glad,â he said quietly. âBecause trust is⊠not easily rebuilt.â
Leo nodded. âWe know.â
Around them, conversation slowly resumed. The moment passedâbut it stayed.
GP looked around the table again.
Solomon laughing softly at something Lucy said. Bono in his element, gesturing wildly. Engineers arguing like family.
He thought of Red Bullâbrilliant, relentless, always at war with the margins.
At Red Bull, everything was intensity. Pressure. Championship margins. Edges sharpened to performance. It was brilliant â but it was always war footing.
Here⊠the competence was just as serious. But it was quieter. Certain.
But the people looked like they intended to stay.
Solomon passed him a bowl of chips. âWe take care of our own here.â
GP glanced around the table â Bono arguing with a data engineer, Lucy explaining to someone why drivers should never be allowed to tweet, laughter cutting through technical jargon.
He thought of Ana sitting beside Maxâs hospital bed.
He thought of Totoâs steady calm in crisis.
He thought of the systems department that had apparently reverse-engineered half a car architecture in two days because Ana sent them an idea.
For the first time since Baku, something inside him eased.
Mercedes, he realized, wasnât just a team.
It was a structure.
A system.
Red Bull had been a family forged in competition.
This⊠felt like a place people stayed.
He took another sip of his drink.
ââŠBono,â he said after a while.
âYes?â
GP looked around the table once more.
âI think,â he admitted quietly, âthis might actually work.â
Bono grinned.
âWelcome to Mercedes, mate.â
***
Text Messages: Sebastian Vettel & Carlos Sainz Sr. Â
Sebastian Vettel:Carlos
Carlos Sainz Sr.:Sebastian!
I assume this is not a social message.
Sebastian Vettel:You saw the FIA statement.
Carlos Sainz Sr.:Of course I saw it.
Sebastian Vettel:It fixes a mistake.
It does not fix the system.
Carlos Sainz Sr.:Agreed.
Sebastian Vettel:I am going to ask you a serious question.
Carlos Sainz Sr.:Now I am worried.
Sebastian Vettel:You should run for FIA president.
(typing⊠typing⊠typingâŠ)
Carlos Sainz Sr.:I am very flattered.
Carlos Sainz Sr.:But absolutely not.
Sebastian Vettel:Why not?
Carlos Sainz Sr.:My son is an active Formula 1 driver, Sebastian.
That would be a permanent conflict of interest. Every sporting decision would be questioned. Every stewarding call would become political.
Sebastian Vettel:You could step back from race involvement.
Carlos Sainz Sr.:It would not matter. The perception alone would damage the position.
Sebastian Vettel:We need someone who understands drivers and safety.
Carlos Sainz Sr.:Yes.
We do.
(pause)
Carlos Sainz Sr.:Which is why you should do it.
Sebastian Vettel:âŠwhat
Carlos Sainz Sr.:You are respected.
You are retired.
You have credibility with drivers, teams, and fans.
You have already shown you will challenge the governing body publicly.
Sebastian Vettel:Carlos
Carlos Sainz Sr.:I am serious.
Sebastian Vettel:ME?!?
Carlos Sainz Sr.:Why not you?
Sebastian Vettel:Because I plant trees and argue with recycling bins now, Carlos.
Carlos Sainz Sr.:Exactly. You care about long-term systems.
Sebastian Vettel:Running the FIA is not a school sustainability project!
Carlos Sainz Sr.:No. It is far more political and far more exhausting.
Sebastian Vettel:You are not helping.
Carlos Sainz Sr.:Sebastian â you have already started acting like a president. You are lobbying, you are organizing drivers, you are challenging decisions.
The only difference is you do not have the authority yet.
Sebastian Vettel:I wanted reform.
I did not want an election campaign.
Carlos Sainz Sr.:Sometimes those are the same thing.
Sebastian Vettel:I would have to talk to teams, national clubs, mobility commissions, manufacturers, governmentsâ
Carlos Sainz Sr.:Yes.
Sebastian Vettel:I have children.
Carlos Sainz Sr.:You also have influence.
(long pause)
Sebastian Vettel:This was supposed to be you saying yes.
Carlos Sainz Sr.:No, Sebastian.
This is me saying you are the right person.
Sebastian Vettel:I cannot believe you just did that.
Pairing: Max Verstappen x Dr. Anastasia "Ana" Wolff (Original Character)
Summary:
Max Verstappen to Mercedes? The paddock is buzzing. The mediaâs in meltdown.
Dr. Anastasia âAnaâ Wolff, Mercedesâ notoriously brilliant, emotionally unavailable lead systems engineer and Toto Wolffâs eldest daughter, is not handling it well. Because Max isnât just a potential signing, heâs the man sheâs been sleeping with in secret for nearly a decade.
And if the rumours are true, and Max Verstappen really is joining Mercedes, then Anaâs carefully compartmentalised world is about to explode.
Warnings and Notes: This chapter contains major character injury, graphic portrayal of injuries and graphic portrayal of a crash in Formula 1. However, I do not write anything other than Happy Endings, so I am not going to kill off any of my major characters. So the cliffhanger isnât a cliffhanger, because heâll survive. I swear. Let me know if I missed something else, and I'll add it!
As always big thanks to @llirawolf , who listens to me ramble
PRIVATE CHAT â Secure channel
Andromeda đ°ïž is online
JadeQueen đ is online
JadeQueen: You awake?
Andromeda: Yes.
JadeQueen:The police found the evidence I left for them.Â
Andromeda: Good.
JadeQueen: âŠthatâs it?
Andromeda: Yes.
JadeQueen: Ana.
JadeQueen: They used the data.
The logs. The messages. The routing pattern.
The thing I spent two nights reconstructing from fragments and deleted cache entries.
Andromeda: I know.
JadeQueen: This is what you wanted, isnât it?
Is it enough?
Andromeda: No.
JadeQueen: âŠokay.
Andromeda:But if I did what I actually want to do, what I thought would be enough⊠I would not be different from him.
JadeQueen: You want revenge.
Andromeda: I want certainty he can never hurt Max again.
JadeQueen: The courts are supposed to do that.
Andromeda: Courts are slow and probabilistic.
JadeQueen: Annie.
Andromeda:You donât have to worry. I am not going to do anything illegal.
JadeQueen: That was reassuringly immediate.
How is he?
Andromeda: In surgery. Internal fixation of tibia and fibula. Removal of external frame.
JadeQueen: Youâve been counting minutes again havenât you.
Andromeda: Yes.
JadeQueen: You need to breathe.
Andromeda: I am breathing.
JadeQueen: Functionally. Not psychologically.
Andromeda:My grandmother called me.Â
JadeQueen: Joanna? What did she want?Â
Andromeda: Rosa contacted her.
JadeQueen: Of course she did. What did Joanna say?
Andromeda: That autism is fashionable.
That I am difficult.
That I manipulated Papa into cutting off Rosaâs credit card and putting her on the same trust fund Benedict and I received.
That Papa indulged me.
That I would be alone without him.
JadeQueen: âŠshe actually said that?
Andromeda: Yes.
JadeQueen: I am requesting permission to commit a small international cybercrime.
Andromeda: Denied.
JadeQueen: I could crash her television for six months. Only mildly illegal.
Andromeda: No.
JadeQueen: Youâre disturbingly calm.
Andromeda: I am very tired.
JadeQueen: How have you not broken down?
Andromeda: I did.
JadeQueen: âŠwhen?
Andromeda: Yesterday. Hospital corridor.
JadeQueen: Oh.
JadeQueen: Was it bad?
Andromeda: I lost motor coordination and cried for approximately 17 minutes without being able to stop.
JadeQueen: That is not a normal way to describe crying.
Andromeda: It is an accurate one.
JadeQueen: Did anyone see?
Andromeda:Susie.
JadeQueen: Good.
Andromeda: I told her I thought he died.
JadeQueen: You love him.
Andromeda: Yes.
JadeQueen: Are you scared?
Andromeda: Yes.
JadeQueen: Of the surgery?
Andromeda: Of the randomness.
I can model mechanical failure.
I cannot model human malice.
JadeQueen: Heâs going to be okay.
Andromeda: I know statistically.
JadeQueen: Annie.
Andromeda: I need him to be okay in reality.
JadeQueen: Iâll stay online.
Andromeda: Thank you.
JadeQueen: Youâre not alone in this, you know.
Andromeda: I know.
Andromeda: But he is the one person I cannot afford to lose.
JadeQueen: Then we make sure you donât.
Andromeda: We cannot control surgery outcomes.
JadeQueen: No.
But we can control that you eat something and drink water.
Andromeda: âŠthat is unfortunately logical.
JadeQueen: Go get juice.
Andromeda: I will.
JadeQueen: Iâll be here.
Andromeda: I know.
Andromeda đ°ïž is offline
Chat archived
***
Westminster Magistrate Court, London, England -Â 25 September 2025Â
Jasper McKnight had worked homicides.
He had worked gang cases, organized fraud, trafficking networks, and once a particularly ugly poisoning that had taken fourteen months to untangle and still kept him awake some nights. (That crime scene had been the most disgusting thing he had ever seen in his life. He had not been able to look at clotted cream the same since then, which was a damn shame. )Â
He had never â not once â stood in a courtroom because one racing driver had tried to kill another.
The press pack alone was a nightmare.
 Satellite vans lined the street outside Westminster Magistratesâ Court, camera crews stacked shoulder-to-shoulder behind barriers, journalists shouting questions at anyone in a suit as if proximity to the building equaled knowledge.
Inside was quieter.
Courtrooms always were.
Not peaceful â controlled. The kind of silence that forced reality to sit down and behave.
Jasper stood with the Crown Prosecution Service solicitor near the front benches, files under his arm. The case file was already absurdly thick for something barely a week old: telemetry analysis, financial records, forensic reports on a tampered component, witness statements from mechanics who had folded one by one once the money trail appeared.
He had seen many defendants.
He had never seen one quite like George Russell that morning.
George didnât look frightened.
He didnât look shocked.
He looked⊠agitated.
Not fidgety â wound tight. Eyes bright, movements sharp, the restless energy of someone who had slept very little and convinced himself that meant clarity instead of collapse.
When officers brought him into the dock, he immediately scanned the room, searching â not for a lawyer, not for an exit.
For the press.
Jasper noticed that instantly.
The judge noticed too.
District Judge Hargreaves was a woman in her late sixties who had presided over enough serious cases to have developed a permanent expression of exhausted patience. She adjusted her glasses and studied George for a long second before the clerk even began.
âMr Russell,â she said, calm but already tired, âyou are before the court charged with conspiracy to commit grievous bodily harm and attempted murder.â
The words landed heavily in the small courtroom.
George smiled.
Not happily.
Sharply.
âThis is ridiculous,â he said immediately.
His solicitor leaned in. âGeorge, pleaseââ
âHe put himself there,â George continued, louder. âYouâve all decided this narrative already. Nobody is actually looking at what happened on track.â
Jasper felt the CPS lawyer beside him go still.
The judge did not raise her voice.
âMr Russell,â she said evenly, âthis is not a media interview. You will not address the court unless invited.â
George didnât stop.
âHe always drives like that. Always. Everyone knows it. He finally ran out of luck and nowâ now suddenly Iâm responsible because the sport needs a villain?â
A murmur moved through the public gallery.
The judge removed her glasses slowly.
âMr Russell,â she said, voice sharper now, âyou will remain silent while the charge is read. If you continue to interrupt proceedings I will have you removed and the hearing will continue in your absence. Do you understand me?â
For the first time, George paused.
ââŠYes,â he said, but the energy in him didnât settle.
The prosecutor outlined the case. Calm. Clinical.
Payments traced to accounts.
Encrypted communication.
Meetings with mechanics before the Azerbaijan Grand Prix.
A deliberately compromised component.
Jasper watched George as each point was listed.
No fear.
Only anger.
When the clerk asked for confirmation of identity, George leaned forward.
âHe should be here,â he said suddenly. âIf youâre accusing me because he crashed, he should at least show up.â
The judge stared at him.
âThe alleged victim,â she said coolly, âis currently recovering from surgery after sustaining serious injuries. Your lack of perspective is noted.â
Georgeâs jaw tightened.
âHe made a career off reckless driving,â he said. âAnd nowââ
âEnough,â the judge said.
Silence fell instantly.
Then came the bail discussion.
The prosecution requested remand in custody. Standard for attempted murder: seriousness, international connections, potential interference with witnesses â especially given the four co-accused mechanics and the possibility of contact.
Jasper expected it â attempted murder normally guaranteed it. The argument was straightforward: seriousness of offence, international connections, risk of interference with witnesses.
But Georgeâs barrister stood.
He was good. Very good.
No prior convictions.
Surrendered passport.
Permanent UK residence.
Electronic monitoring.
Media scrutiny making flight nearly impossible.
The judge listened for a long time.
Then she folded her hands.
âThis court is satisfied the evidential threshold for charge has been met,â she said. âHowever, bail may be granted under the strictest conditions available to this court.â
Jasper felt the room lean forward.
âMr Russell, you will be released on conditional bail. You will reside at your registered address under house arrest. You will wear an electronic monitoring device. You will surrender all travel documents. You will not contact, directly or indirectly, any witness, any team personnel connected to the investigation, any co-accused, or the injured party.ââ
George opened his mouth.
The judgeâs voice hardened.
âIf you breach these conditions even once, you will be remanded in custody immediately. Am I clear?â
ââŠYes.â
She held his gaze a moment longer.
âI will add one more observation,â she said. âYou would be wise to use the time before trial to reflect on the seriousness of the situation you now face. This court deals in evidence, not rivalry.â
She struck the desk lightly.
âBail granted.â
The hearing ended.
Officers moved toward the dock to escort George out.
As he passed Jasper, George looked directly at him.
âHe knows,â George said quietly, almost conversational. âHe knows he caused it.â
Jasper held his gaze.
For the first time in the entire case, Jasper felt something colder than professional detachment.
Not anger.
Certainty.
Because he had seen many guilty men.
And what unsettled him most was not that George believed the story.
It was that he needed to.
Jasper closed the case file.
This wasnât a motorsport scandal anymore.
This was a criminal trial.
***
The Sun, UK: F1 MELTDOWN: George Russell Charged With Attempted Murder â Then Loses It Outside Court, Blames Max Verstappen for âEverythingâ
25 September 2025 | By Darren Pike, Senior Sports Correspondent
Formula One descended into absolute chaos yesterday as disgraced driver George Russell was formally charged with attempted murder â and then proceeded to unravel in front of cameras, angrily blaming Max Verstappen for the crash that nearly killed the four-time world champion.
Russell, 27, appeared before Westminster Magistratesâ Court on Wednesday morning following a Metropolitan Police investigation into the Azerbaijan Grand Prix horror smash. Prosecutors allege Russell arranged and financed the deliberate sabotage of Verstappenâs car through intermediaries, leading to the high-speed impact in Baku.Â
In a further shock, four mechanics linked to pre-race access to Verstappenâs vehicle have also been charged in connection with the alleged plot. Police confirmed the men face separate criminal proceedings, including conspiracy to cause grievous bodily harm, after investigators traced financial transfers and communications believed to connect them to the tampering of a key car component.
The charge marks one of the most shocking moments in modern sporting history.
COURTROOM DRAMA
Wearing a dark suit and looking visibly agitated, Russell reportedly interrupted proceedings multiple times, shaking his head and muttering to himself as details of the alleged plot were read aloud.
According to court sources, the presiding judge was âclearly unimpressedâ by Russellâs demeanor, warning him to âremain silent and composedâ after he attempted to speak out of turn.
Bail was granted under strict conditions. Russell was released under house arrest, fitted with an electronic monitoring tag, and ordered to surrender his passport. He is prohibited from contacting any individuals connected to Formula One teams, mechanics, or ongoing investigations.
The judge emphasized the seriousness of the charge, noting that the alleged actions âdemonstrate a complete disregard for human life.â
âTHIS IS MAXâS FAULTâ â RUSSELL SNAPS
If the courtroom was tense, the scenes outside were explosive.
As Russell exited the courthouse flanked by lawyers and security, he suddenly broke formation, turning toward the assembled press with wild eyes and clenched fists.
âThis never would have happened if it wasnât for him,â Russell shouted. âHe took everything. My seat. My career. He acts like heâs untouchable and everyone lets him get away with it.â
When reporters pressed him on the charge, Russell doubled down.
âEveryone thinks I lost control,â Russell told assembled media, speaking rapidly and gesturing sharply.
âI didnât lose control. He forced it. He always forces it. He pushes people until something breaks. He thinks heâs untouchable,â Russell said, voice rising.
âPeople finally see what happens when you race him. I didnât start this â he did.â
When asked directly whether he had intended to cause harm, Russell became visibly agitated.
âYou donât understand racing! You donât understand him! He put me in that position â he always does. This was inevitable. He made this sport toxic,â he ranted. âHe drives like he owns the track. Everyone protects him. And now suddenly Iâm the villain?â
Security quickly intervened as Russell attempted to continue speaking, yelling back over his shoulder:
âAsk him why this happened. Ask him.â
One journalist described the scene as âunhingedâ and âdeeply unsettling.â
A CAREER IN FREEFALL
Russellâs arrest and charge come after months of turmoil.
Earlier this year, he lost his Mercedes seat following allegations of sexual assault involving senior team personnel. CCTV footage later leaked to the press, leading to Russellâs immediate contract termination and replacement mid-season.
The collapse of his career coincided with Verstappenâs confirmed move to Mercedes for 2026 â a decision now believed by investigators to be a key motivator behind the alleged sabotage plot.
Legal experts say Russellâs outburst could seriously damage his defense.
âPublicly blaming the victim while facing a charge of this magnitude is extraordinarily ill-advised,â one barrister told The Sun. âIt suggests a lack of remorse and poor impulse control.â
THE CHARGE
Prosecutors allege Russell deliberately arranged interference with Verstappenâs car prior to the race, leading to a high-speed crash that nearly proved fatal. Investigators claim electronic communications and financial transfers link Russell to individuals who accessed the vehicle before the session.
In court, Russell spoke only to confirm his name and date of birth. His legal team entered a plea of not guilty.
Magistrates granted conditional bail. Russell will remain under strict house arrest, fitted with an electronic monitoring tag, and forbidden from contacting any individuals connected to the case or attending any motorsport events.
He must also surrender his passport and observe a nightly curfew.
JUDGE âDEEPLY CONCERNEDâ
According to court sources, the presiding judge expressed concern about Russellâs conduct and warned him directly regarding public statements.
âThis is a serious criminal matter, not a sporting dispute,â the judge reportedly said. âYou would be well advised to refrain from commentary outside legal proceedings.â
PADDOCK REACTION
The Formula 1 community has been left reeling. Verstappen remains in recovery following multiple surgeries, while teams have declined detailed comment pending legal proceedings.
Privately, several drivers are said to be âshockedâ by the allegations.
WHAT HAPPENS NEXT
The case now moves to Crown Court, where a preliminary hearing will determine whether sufficient evidence exists for a full trial. Legal experts say a conviction could carry a lengthy prison sentence.
For now, one of Britainâs most recognisable sporting figures waits at home under electronic monitoring â and the sport he once helped represent is left grappling with a scandal unlike anything in its modern history.
***
Group Chat: WHAT THE HELL IS GOING ON?!
(Members: Lando Norris, Oscar Piastri, Max Verstappen, Yuki Tsunoda, Liam Lawson, Isack Hadjar, Oliver Bearman, Esteban Ocon, Gabriel Bortoleto, Nico Hulkenberg, Kimi Antonelli, Valtteri Bottas, Pierre Gasly, Franco Colapinto, Charles Leclerc, Lewis Hamilton, Alex Albon, Carlos Sainz, Lance Stroll, Fernando Alonso)
Lando Norris: ok i just read the article
Lando Norris: he stood outside a COURT and blamed max
Alex Albon: they CHARGED him
Alex Albon: charged. like an actual crime. not FIA. not sporting penalty. CRIME.
Pierre Gasly: attempted murderâŠ
Esteban Ocon: I never thought I would read those words in F1 news
Lewis Hamilton: None of us did.
Charles Leclerc: house arrest with an electronic tag
this sounds like a film not our paddock
Carlos Sainz: Iâve been in this sport my entire life
I genuinely donât know how to process this
Yuki Tsunoda: I WORK AT RED BULL
WHAT AM I SUPPOSED TO DO WITH THIS INFORMATION
Yuki Tsunoda: I sat in that garage this year
Yuki Tsunoda: I ate lunch with those mechanics
Liam Lawson: yeah
that part is messing with me too
Yuki Tsunoda: I AM STILL AT RED BULL
HELLO???????
Lando Norris: yuki mate maybe not phrase it like that right now
Yuki Tsunoda: NO I MEAN
PEOPLE FROM MY TEAM WERE ARRESTED
AND A DRIVER PAID THEM
I AM DRIVING A CAR BUILT BY HUMANS
I WOULD LIKE NOT TO DIE
Esteban Ocon: Valid concern honestly.
Carlos Sainz: The paddock is not okay right now.
Lewis Hamilton: Nobody is.
Alex Albon: He was one of my closest friends here.
I keep rereading the article hoping it changes.
Pierre Gasly: Iâm sorry, mate.
Alex Albon: I just⊠I never thought he was capable of something like that.
Fernando Alonso: Sometimes pressure breaks people in ways you donât see.
Oscar Piastri: This wasnât a snap decision though.
Kimi Antonelli: There was planning.
Oliver Bearman: Thatâs the scariest part.
Franco Colapinto: Yeah
Fernando Alonso: Racing drivers are competitive.
This is not competition.
Nico HĂŒlkenberg: this is beyond rivalry
Gabriel Bortoleto: the ankle monitor part is what got me
like thatâs prison-adjacent
Oscar Piastri: Attempted murder charges are not issued lightly in the UK.
Oliver Bearman: the judge literally warned him to stop talking
Franco Colapinto: and then he immediately went outside and talked
Lando Norris: not talked
RANTED
Lando Norris: he said max forced it
Pierre Gasly: that part made my stomach drop
Alex Albon: I donât recognise the person in that article.
Fernando Alonso: Pressure reveals character.
Nico HĂŒlkenberg: this isnât pressure
Nico HĂŒlkenberg: this is something else entirely
Lando Norris: i keep replaying the onboard he could have died
Lewis Hamilton: Yes.
Lewis Hamilton: We all understood that immediately.
Pierre Gasly: the worst part is
Max trusted everyone around him
Alex Albon: I keep thinking about how normal everything felt that weekend
Alex Albon: drivers briefing
coffee
jokes
Alex Albon: and apparently someone was planning THAT
Carlos Sainz: thatâs the part that is disturbing
not the crash
the intent
Esteban Ocon: Iâve been angry at people on track
everyone has
Esteban Ocon: but this isnât anger
Fernando Alonso: No.
This is calculation.
Yuki Tsunoda: I donât want to race next weekend
Liam Lawson: same
Charles Leclerc: I think none of us do, if we are honest
Lewis Hamilton: We will.
But not the same way.
Oscar Piastri: The paddock wonât feel normal again for a long time.
Lando Norris: someone tried to kill a driver
Lando Norris: a DRIVER
Pierre Gasly: and we were all out there with him
Nico HĂŒlkenberg: thatâs what keeps hitting me
it could have been any of us
Fernando Alonso: Exactly.
Fernando Alonso: Today it was Max. Tomorrow it could be anyone.
Alex Albon: I just want Max back in the paddock
Yuki Tsunoda: same
Lando Norris: yeah
Lando Norris: i donât care about championships anymore right now
***
Twitter Thread: Is George Russel like⊠completely insane?Â
@/Sector3Purple: The judge literally had to tell a Formula 1 driver to stop talking like this was a driversâ briefing đ
@/MonzaMemes: we went from âtrack limits debateâ to âelectronic ankle monitorâ in ONE WEEK
@/RaceEngineerMemes: FIA penalties: +5 seconds
UK legal system: house arrest and surrender passport
@/dutchorangearmy: He blamed Max outside court????
Max is literally in hospital after surgery.
@/FerrariPain1999: the wildest part is he STILL thinks this is racing politics and not⊠criminal law???
@/TelemetryNerd: Everyone keeps focusing on the rant but the article says:
financial transfers + intermediaries + access to the car
That is planning. That is not anger. That is premeditation.
@/TrackLimitsDeleted: He said âAsk him why this happened.â
Max is literally recovering from surgery and still somehow getting blamed???
@/DriveToCourtroom: Netflix could not have written this and theyâve written some ridiculous things.
@/SilverArrowsIntel: Legal experts are right. Publicly blaming the victim while on bail is catastrophic for a defense case.
@/ScuderiaSoul:
Imagine being a driver strapping into a car next weekend.
@/Max33FansNL: I donât care about championships anymore.
I just want Max healthy.
@/AlpineHopium: You can argue about aggressive racing.
You cannot argue about sabotage.
@/gridgirlthrowaway: I used to worry about safety barriers and halo strength.
I never thought the danger would be another driver.
@/SundayLightsOut: We all watched that crash live.
Now imagine knowing it wasnât an accident.
@/gridwatcher::Attempted murder.
Not a sporting penalty.
Not a controversy.
A crime.
I am sick to my stomach.
@/tyredegnerd:The fact that he stood outside court and blamed Max again is⊠alarming.
Thatâs not PR spin. Thatâs a man unraveling.
@/overcutqueen:âHe forced itâ
No.
You donât sabotage a car because someone âforcedâ you.
Thatâs premeditation.
@/monacostints:I donât care what team you support.
If youâre defending George right now, log off.
@/williamsfan99:Iâve supported George since F2.
This article broke something in me.
@/slipstreamed:Standing outside court blaming the victim is about the worst thing he couldâve done for his defence.
@/chassisfail:Unhinged is the correct word.
Wild eyes.
Ranting.
Security dragging him away.
Thatâs not stress â thatâs obsession.
@/pitwallpsych:This reads less like denial and more like fixation.
Thatâs whatâs terrifying.
@/silverarrowsinsider:People keep asking âhow could this happen in F1?â
Because we glorify pressure until someone breaks.
@/downforcejunkie:Imagine being Maxâs family and reading this.
I would be incandescent with rage.
@/kerbstrike:âHe took everything. My seat. My career.â
That entitlement is loud.
@/laptimeslut:He didnât âlose control.â
He lost perspective a long time ago.
@/racedaywitch:Everyone talking about rivalry â this stopped being rivalry the second sabotage entered the chat.
@/baku_replay:I keep thinking about how many people couldâve been hurt.
Not just Max.
@/pitlaneecho:The saddest part?
He still thinks heâs the victim.
@/LapsAndLaughs:The wildest part is not even the charge.
Itâs him going outside and BLAMING MAX TO CAMERAS.
@/MonzaTifosi:You can hate a driver. You can be rivals.
You do not sabotage a car at 300km/h. Ever.
@/lightsoutandpanic:I feel physically sick reading this.
Max hit the wall at Baku hard enough that the halo sparks looked like fireworks.
He could have died.
@/GridGossip:The judge literally told him to stop talking and he went straight to the press and ranted.
His lawyers must be having heart palpitations.
@/Max33DefenseLeague:âHe took my seatâ is not a motive that will play well in a courtroom.
@/SilverArrowsFan:I keep thinking about the other drivers on track.
Lando was right there.
That accident could have collected multiple cars.
@/DriveToCourt:The moment a driver starts blaming the victim publicly while on bailâŠ
yeah his legal team is not sleeping tonight.
@/TireDegradationStan:The onboard footage already haunted me.
Reading that someone arranged it makes it ten times worse.
@/SlipstreamSam:Iâm sorry but the quotes outside the court???
That wasnât anger.
That was a man who genuinely thinks he did nothing wrong.
@/apexapocalypse:He literally said âI didnât start this â he didâ about a 300km/h crash he allegedly arranged.
That is⊠deeply concerning behavior.
@/PitwallPsychology:Iâm not diagnosing anyone but the public statements read less like denial and more like delusion.
Russelâs reframing attempted murder as racing etiquette.
@/DownforceDaily:The judge: please refrain from public commentary
George: immediately holds a press rant
@/CurbStrike:Thatâs not a meltdown.
Thatâs someone who has lost touch with reality.
@/LateApexBrain:Rivalry is: divebombs, radio messages, passive aggressive interviews.
Not: criminal court and blaming the victim.
@/RaceEngineerAnon:The scary part?
George still talks about it like it was a normal racing dispute.
@/Sector2Chaos:Heâs not even denying the situation properly.
Heâs just⊠justifying it.
@/BoxBoxBoxpls:The âhe took my careerâ argument is terrifying.
Like that explains attempting to harm someone.
@/SundayFormationLap:This reads like a psychological break, not a PR disaster.
@/BrakeTemp900:The man is on bail for attempted murder and chose to argue strategy politics with reporters.
@/SlickTyresAndTea:I genuinely think George Russell believes heâs the victim.
@/MotorsportLawyerUK:Publicly blaming the injured party while awaiting trial is catastrophically bad legal judgment.
His legal team will not be happy.
@/GaragePassGirl:I used to think this was a rivalry that got ugly.
Now it looks like obsession.
@/TrackLimitsDeleted:You know itâs bad when the entire internet stops arguing about whoâs the better driver.
@/brakebiaspls:The way he was shouting like Max personally orchestrated his downfall??
Sir. You are in front of a COURT.
@/Slipstreamed:Blaming the guy you allegedly tried to kill while on bail is certainly⊠a strategy.
@/PaddockArchive:Reminder: this is the same guy who lost his Mercedes seat earlier this year after the incident with Ana Wolff.
This didnât start in Baku.
@/Sector3Witness:George forced a kiss on a team employee, got fired, then months later allegedly sabotages a car.
Thereâs a pattern here and itâs not subtle.
@/TelemetryTruth:He already crossed a line with Ana Wolff.
The paddock moved on too fast.
@/GridMemory:I remember people saying Ana overreacted at the time.
I hope those people are quiet right now.
@/FanInTheGrandstand:I genuinely hope Ana Wolff has security.
If heâs blaming everyone else publicly, thatâs scary behavior.
@/ChicaneTalk:People kept saying âseparate personal from racing.â
You canât. Character doesnât compartmentalize.
@/FinalSectorFocus:The Baku crash didnât come out of nowhere.
It was the endpoint of a spiral everyone ignored.
@/BrakeCheckMate:The fact that security had to physically intervene says everything.
@/GridWideSilence:I canât imagine being a driver watching that footage knowing you shared a grid with him this year.
@/F1ColdSweat:People keep saying âhe snapped.â
No â snapping is sudden.
This feels like something thatâs been building for a long time.
@/PitlaneEthics:Trying to turn a criminal charge into a rivalry narrative is genuinely disturbing:.
@/LastLapLogic:If Max hadnât survived, we wouldnât be reading tweets â weâd be reading obituaries.
And heâs yelling about his seat.
***
Slack Channel: #brackley-nerds
Private Channel. ~30 members.Â
lucy.comms:Has everyone seen the Sun article?
tom.sim: unfortunately yes
kayleigh.powerunit:Charged
Like an actual criminal charge
sam.transmission:ATTEMPTED MURDER
I still canât process those words in the context of formula one
leo.mechanic:He literally went to court and then blamed Max outside???
benjy.data:The shouting at reporters part is what got me
that wasnât âbad PRâ
that was unstable
jess.hr: the judge warned him to stop talking and he still kept going
that is⊠not normal behaviour
ellie.electronics: i worked garage weekends with him in 2023
he sat in our engineering office drinking tea
flo.eng: same
he borrowed my charger once
flo.eng: HOW do you go from that to this
rachel.aero:First Ana⊠now Max
megan.sim: yeah thatâs whatâs messing with me
we already saw a line crossed earlier this year
fatima.pr: and half the internet treated that like gossip
jess.hr: it was not gossip
HR doesnât terminate a driver mid-season for fun
liam.engine:Has anyone heard from Ana?
ellie.electronics:No
and thatâs what scares me
nicola.sim:She never takes time off
I have literally known her to answer emails from her hotel bed when she had flu
zahra.aero:She worked through a concussion once
benjy.data:She once joined a meeting from an airport floor
elliott.systems:Toto said Max had another surgery today
sheâs waiting at the hospital
lucy.comms: âŠoh
maddie.sim: âŠOH
sam.transmission: okay that basically confirms it right
kayleigh.powerunit: yeah that is not âcoworker concernâShe has not left that hospital since baku has she
maddie.sim:Nope.Â
sara.branding:Youâre telling me Dr. Ana Wolff vanished from work for the first time in her life and itâs because sheâs sitting through surgeries???
liv.strategy:That is not colleague behavior
that is partner behavior
megan.sim:I mean
weâve all suspected
liam.eng-lead: i am actually so furious right now
leo.mechanic: same
we stood next to George in garages for YEARS
sam.transmission: he hurt one of our people
and now he nearly killed another
jess.hr: Ana came back to work after that incident and acted like nothing happened
and we all just⊠moved on
kayleigh.powerunit:Max trusted the paddock
thatâs the part killing me
liv.strategy:Drivers trust the teams with their lives
thatâs literally the whole sport
maddie.sim: and someone weaponized that
benjy.data:I donât think the paddock recovers from this quickly
yas.enginecontrol:I donât think we do
elliott.systems:I just keep thinking
sheâs sitting there waiting for surgeons
after all of this and she still sent Solomon a 2026 architecture file two days ago
megan.sim: of course she did
leo.mechanic:I hope Max pulls through surgery
liv.strategy: same
jess.hr: And i hope she comes back to work eventually
but honestly
jess.hr:Right now she shouldnât have to be strong for anyone
sima.calibration: if he hurt her once and now did this
i never want him anywhere near this sport again
***
Group Chat: The Old Wolves
(Members: Jenson Button, Sebastian Vettel, Nico Rosberg, David Coulthard, Mark Webber, Fernando Alonso)Â
Jenson Button: Just read it.
Attempted murder. House arrest.
I donât even know what to say anymore.
David Coulthard: Iâve covered this sport for decades and Iâve never seen anything like this.
This isnât controversy. This is criminal.
Nico Rosberg: Whatâs making my skin crawl is still the mechanics part.
That trust is the whole sport.
Mark Webber: Yeah.
Drivers accept risk.
We never signed up for that.
Fernando Alonso: Someone crossed a line that cannot be uncrossed.
Sebastian Vettel: And yet Red Bull is still taking absolutely no responsibility.
And the FIA has still not taken back the penalty points.Â
Sebastian Vettel: We went out there.
We spoke clearly.
We said this wasnât a racing incident.
We said something was wrong.
Sebastian Vettel: And nothing.
Absolutely nothing.
Jenson Button: Seb, mateâ
Sebastian Vettel: No. Iâm serious.
They penalised Max.
They blamed the victim.
And now multiple people are charged over crimes and they are doing NOTHING?!
Nico Rosberg: The FIA looks ridiculous right now.
Sebastian Vettel: Ridiculous?
They look negligent.
Sebastian Vettel: We told them.
Drivers told them.
Former champions told them.
And they have done ABSOLUTELY NOTHING Someone tried to kill a driver.
And the systemâs first instinct was to hand out penalty points!
Fernando Alonso: That is the part that should terrify everyone.
Jenson Button: The optics are horrific.
Especially now that this is in criminal court.
Nico Rosberg: The FIA canât pretend this is âoutside their remitâ anymore.
Sebastian Vettel: They will try.
Sebastian Vettel: Theyâll say itâs a police matter now.
Wash their hands of it.
No accountability for the initial handling.
Sebastian Vettel: Max trusted that car.
Trusted the people around him.
Trusted the system.
Sebastian Vettel: And the system failed him at every level.
David Coulthard: I donât disagree.
Jenson Button: What worries me is the precedent.
If this doesnât force reform, nothing will.
Nico Rosberg: It has to.
Sebastian Vettel: And I hate that even now, theyâre still not really listening.
Sebastian Vettel: Because until those penalty points are goneâ
Until Red Bullâs handling is actually scrutinisedâ
The message is clear.
Sebastian Vettel: Drivers are expendable.
***
Hospital Pasteur, Nice, France -Â 25 September 2025Â
Ana did not mean to open the article.
She had only intended to clear the notification off her screen.
Her phone had been vibrating almost constantly since morning â messages, missed calls, press alerts she refused to read, automated news feeds she normally filtered with clinical efficiency. She processed information for a living. She understood data. But this was not data anymore. This was noise, and she had spent the last hour deliberately avoiding it.
Her grandmotherâs voice still echoed faintly in her head.
You will end up alone. Without your father, who would tolerate you?
The words sat in her chest like a stone she could not dislodge. She had compartmentalized them â she was good at compartmentalization â but they had not disappeared. They lingered at the edge of her thoughts, contaminating everything else.
So when the notification banner slid down across the screen, she tapped it before she thought.
The page loaded.
She read.
She did not scroll at first. Her eyes moved line by line, precise and focused, the way she read telemetry logs.
Charged with attempted murder.
Her brain stalled for a fraction of a second.
Not investigated.
Not suspected.
Charged.
She kept reading.
Westminster Magistratesâ Court.
Electronic tag.
House arrest.
And thenâ
Her gaze locked on the next paragraph.
âThis never would have happened if it wasnât for him⊠He took everything. My seat. My career.â
Her stomach dropped.
The description of him shouting at the press, blaming Max, speaking rapidly, insisting it was inevitable.
Her hands went cold.
Because this was no longer a theoretical cause-and-effect chain she had built in her head. No longer a possibility she had quietly prepared herself for.
This was confirmation.
George had not simply made a catastrophic decision in a moment of panic.
George still believed he was justified.
The room around her felt suddenly very far away.
For three days she had been operating on logic:
Max alive â stabilize â transfer â surgery â rehabilitation.
Now a new variable inserted itself into the equation.
Intent.
Not accident.
Not miscalculation.
Not mechanical failure.
Intent.
Her thumb hovered over the screen. She read the line again.
complete disregard for human life
Her breathing shallowed slightly.
Because that meant something her brain could not easily categorize: unpredictability. Systems failed. Humans malfunctioned. But deliberate harm removed the safety assumptions she relied on. If someone was willing to do this once, her mind immediately began calculating probabilities of recurrence.
She stopped the thought.
Max was in surgery.
She forced her phone screen dark and stood up.
The room felt wrong without him. Too still. Too quiet.
Jos stood at the window again, the same position he defaulted to when he needed to be ready for action he could not take. Sophie sat in the chair beside the bed, fingers laced tightly together. Victoria perched at the edge of the sofa, watching the door like she expected it to open any second.
Ana knew she had to tell them.
Her brain catalogued the problem:
Information withholding would only make the eventual discovery worse.
They would see it online within minutes.
It was better to control the input.
Her voice worked on the first attempt, which she noted with mild surprise.
âThey have been charged.â
Three heads turned immediately.
Victoria blinked. âWho?â
Ana kept her tone even. Flat enough to remain functional.
âGeorge Russell and four mechanicsâ
The silence that followed was total.
Sophie frowned first. âCharged with what?â
Ana held her phone slightly tighter than she intended.
âAttempted murder. Conspiracy to cause griveous bodily harm.â
Victoria made a small sound she didnât seem to recognize as her own.
Jos didnât move.
Not at first.
Then slowly, very slowly, he turned away from the window.
âWhat,â he said, low.
Ana forced herself to continue. The words needed to be factual. Clean. She could not allow interpretation into her delivery.
âWestminster Magistratesâ Court this morning. Bail granted under house arrest. Electronic monitoring. Passport confiscated.â
Victoria stared at her. âNo â no, thatâ Ana, thatâs criminal court. Thatâs⊠prison.â
âYes,â Ana said quietly.
Sophieâs hand went to her mouth. âThey think he meant to kill him.â
Ana did not answer.
She didnât need to.
Josâs jaw tightened so hard she could see the muscles shift along his cheek.
âDid he deny it?â Sophie asked faintly.
Ana hesitated.
She did not want to say the next part. But omission would not hold.
âHe spoke to the press outside.â
Victoria shook her head. âAnd?â
Ana looked at the floor for a fraction of a second.
âHe blamed Max.â
The reaction was immediate.
Victoria swore under her breath.
Sophieâs eyes filled instantly, anger overtaking fear. âAfter what he did?â
Jos moved.
Not explosively. Worse.
He went very still.
The kind of stillness that came before something broke.
âHe said Max forced it,â Ana continued quietly, because they needed the full picture. âHe stated it was inevitable.â
Jos let out a short, disbelieving breath. Not laughter. Not quite rage. Something harsher.
âHe still thinks this is racing,â he said.
No one corrected him.
Victoria wiped at her eyes roughly. âHe nearly killed him,â she whispered, looking at the empty bed.
Anaâs gaze drifted to the pillow where Maxâs head had rested that morning.
Her chest tightened.
The articleâs words replayed in her mind â he took everything, my seat, my career.
She recognized the cognitive pattern immediately. Externalized blame. Causal displacement. Inability to integrate personal responsibility. Her brain categorized it automatically, clinically.
It did not make it less frightening.
Sophie stood and crossed the room to the bed, resting her hand on the mattress.
âHe canât reach him, can he?â she asked, suddenly urgent.
âNo,â Ana said. âHe is under court restriction. He cannot contact anyone connected to the investigation or Formula One.â
Jos exhaled slowly.
For the first time since sheâd met him, she saw relief on his face.
Small. Temporary. But real.
Victoria sat down hard on the sofa. âI thought the worst part was the crash,â she said quietly. âIt wasnât.â
No, Ana thought.
It was the intent.
She sat back in the chair beside the bed and forced her hands to unclench in her lap.
Max was still in surgery.
That was the variable that mattered.
Everything else â courts, articles, Georgeâs words, her grandmotherâs voice â became background noise she deliberately pushed away.
She focused on the single stable fact she could hold.
He was alive.
Ana lasted exactly eleven minutes after telling them.
Eleven minutes of sitting back down in the chair beside Maxâs empty bed.
 Eleven minutes of staring at nothing while Sophie quietly cried into a paper napkin and Victoria paced in small loops near the door and Jos stood at the window like a guard dog with nowhere to direct the guarding.
Because there was a new variable her mind would not release.
George was not remorseful.
He was angry.
And anger did not behave predictably.
Her thoughts kept looping into increasingly irrational projections â court restrictions failing, someone slipping past hospital security, a press crowd turning chaotic, a person desperate enough not caring about consequences.
She knew it was statistically unlikely.
Her brain still modeled it.
Her hands were cold again.
***
Text Messages: Dr. Anastasia âAnaâ Wolff & Toto Wolff
Ana: I need a number.
Toto: What happened?
Ana: Nikolai Maroz.
The bodyguard you use sometimes. The one you threatened three people over. Including your own legal department.
Toto: Anastasia.
Why?
Ana: I know it is unreasonable.
But George Russell is not thinking rationally and Max is immobilized and publicly located and hospitals are accessible structures.
Toto: You donât need to contact Nikolai.
Ana: I want a redundancy layer.
Toto: I will take care of it.
Ana: You are busy.
Toto: Anastasia. This is not a âbusyâ situation.
Ana: I know it is not logical. George Russell is under house arrest and monitored.
Toto: You are scared.
Toto: I already spoke with hospital administration this morning. Security will be increased.
I am also arranging private security. You wonât see them, but they will be there.
Ana: Thank you.
Toto: Something else happened.
Ana: No. Surgery is still ongoing.
Toto: Not Max.
You.
Toto: Your grandmother called you.
Ana: Yes.
Toto: Why didnât you tell me?
Ana: You have a lot on your plate.
Toto: You are on my plate. Anastasia, she had no right to call you about this. None.
Ana: Rosa spoke to her.
Toto: I know.
Toto: What did she say?
Ana: She disagrees with your decisions.
Toto: Anastasia.
Ana: She said I caused the family rupture.
She said my diagnosis is fashionable.
She said you indulged me and that I was an accident you made in Russia.
Toto: I am so sorry. You should have told me.
Ana: You were coordinating legal, press and logistics across three countries.
Toto: I am still your father.
Ana: I did not want to add load.
Toto: You are not load. She will not contact you again. I will handle it.
Focus on Max.
I will focus on everything else.
Ana: Okay.
Toto: And Anastasia?
Ana: Yes?
Toto: You did nothing wrong.
***
Hospital Pasteur, Nice, France -Â 25 September 2025Â
The surgeon used the phrase âas well as we could have hoped.â
Sophie would remember those exact words for the rest of her life.
The man in green scrubs was explaining screws and plates and alignment and blood supply and rehabilitation timelines. She heard the words, understood most of them, but what actually reached her was simpler:
Max was alive.
Max was stable.
Max was still theirs.
Her knees nearly gave out anyway.
She didnât cry immediately. Not there. Not in front of the surgeon, not in front of the nurses, not in front of the staff who were trying very hard to look professional while clearly knowing who her son was. Instead she nodded, asked sensible questions, listened carefully â the way mothers do when they are holding themselves together by structure alone.
It was only when they were allowed into recovery that the reality hit.
Max looked small.
He had never looked small in his entire life. Not as a child, not as a teenager, not even when he was a scrawny karting boy sleeping in vans and eating sandwiches at circuits. Even hurt, even exhausted, he had always radiated motion. Intent. Energy.
Now he was still.
The sedation had him completely under, his face slack in a way that felt wrong on someone who was normally so intensely present. There were tubes, lines, monitoring wires, a brace around the leg that had been rebuilt by surgeons instead of held together by external metal.
Sophie moved to the side of the bed and touched his hand very carefully.
Warm.
She hadnât realized sheâd been holding her breath until she exhaled.
âHi, sweetheart,â she whispered, even though he couldnât hear her.
Behind her, Victoria hovered again â not sitting, not moving, just standing close enough that she could see him breathe. Her daughter had been trying so hard to be composed since arriving, but Sophie recognized the signs. Victoria had always been the one who felt things quietly.
Her eyes hadnât left him since they entered the room.
âHe looksâŠâ Victoria started, then stopped.
âHe looks like someone who had major surgery,â Sophie said gently. âAnd someone who is healing.â
Victoria nodded, but she still reached forward and very carefully touched his arm, as if checking reality with her own hand.
Sophie watched her daughter and felt something twist in her chest.She suddenly saw it so clearly. The late nights when Max would fall asleep on the couch after karting and Victoria would curl beside him without asking. The unspoken pact between siblings that only existed when they had grown up around adult storms.
She turned slightly.
Ana stood on the other side of the bed.
Not hovering. Not crying. Just present â hands lightly resting on the rail, eyes on Max in a way that was neither medical nor observational but something far more personal. Sophie noticed immediately that she wasnât watching the machines anymore.
She was watching him.
That was new.
For three days Ana had monitored everything â vitals, medication, staff movements, procedures â like she was part of the hospital system itself. Now she simply stood there, very still, shoulders lowered.
Relief.
That was what it looked like.
Not dramatic, not visible to anyone who didnât know to look for it. But Sophie saw it in the loosened tension around her mouth, in the way her breathing had finally slowed.
Sophie understood something then that she hadnât fully articulated before.
Ana had not been strong because she wasnât afraid.
She had been strong because she was terrified and refused to let it matter until he was safe.
Sophie stepped back slightly to give her space.
Ana didnât notice. She reached forward and gently brushed her fingers through Maxâs hair, a small, automatic gesture, and Sophie felt her throat tighten.
That was not caretaker behavior.
That was love.
She glanced toward Jos.
He stood near the foot of the bed, arms crossed, silent. To anyone else he would have looked impassive. Sophie knew better. His shoulders were lowered in a way they had not been since the crash. The rigid tension he carried like armor had eased just a fraction.
Relief looked different on Jos.
It looked like stillness instead of pacing. Like breathing instead of clenched jaw. Like him not looking away from Max.
For three days he had been angry because anger was easier than fear. She had lived with him long enough to understand that. Jos processed the world physically â problems were solved with action. And this had been unsolvable.
Now, watching their son sleep peacefully, she saw what lay under the temper.
He was simply a father who had almost lost his child.
His eyes moved once â not to Max.
To Ana.
It wasnât approval exactly. Jos didnât do approval in a conventional way. But it was recognition. A silent acknowledgement that he now understood why Max looked for her first in every room.
Sophie followed his gaze.
Ana hadnât moved. Her hand still rested in Maxâs hair, not stroking, just there. Grounding him even while he slept.
Victoria finally sat in the chair, exhaustion catching her now that the crisis had passed. She leaned her head against the mattress near Maxâs shoulder, eyes closing briefly.
Sophie watched both of them â her daughter and the woman her son loved â positioned instinctively at either side of him, and something settled deep in her chest.
Max had always carried the world on his shoulders. Racing had demanded it, life had demanded it, expectations had demanded it. For years she had worried what would happen when he finally stopped moving, when there was nothing left to fight.
Now she saw the answer.
He wouldnât be alone.
She brushed her thumb lightly across his knuckles again and allowed herself, finally, to feel the relief she had been holding back since the crash.
âHeâs safe,â she murmured softly.
And this time, she believed it.
***
Text Messages: Peter âBonoâ Bonnington & Gianpiero Lambiase
Bono:You alive?
GP:Define alive.
Bono:Functioning enough to drink whisky?
GP:That depends entirely on how much whisky.
Bono:Good.
Because Iâm invoking emergency paddock protocol.
GP:I donât like the sound of that.
Bono:Friday night.
Brackley lot are going to the pub after work.
You are coming.
GP:Absolutely not.
Bono:GP.
GP:Peter, I have spent the last 72 hours alternating between reading legal statements and wanting to commit crimes.
Bono:Exactly why youâre coming.
GP:I am not socialising with anyone right now.
Bono:Itâs not socialising.
Itâs containment.
GP:Containment?
Bono:Half the factory wants to scream.
The other half wants to cry.
The rest want to punch something.
GP:Reasonable reactions.
Bono:You, specifically, need a drink before you attempt to personally strangle a journalist.
GP:I have considered worse.
Bono:Yes. That is why I am texting you.
GP:I do not work for Mercedes.
Bono:Youâll work for us next year.
Also everyone here considers you honorary staff at this point.
Bono:Look â nobody is okay after today.
The charge made it real.
GP:It was already real when I watched telemetry.
Bono:I know.
GP:I would like five minutes alone with Russell.
No witnesses.
Bono:Which is why you are going to a pub instead.
GP:I am not promising good behavior.
Bono:Weâre engineers.
Bad behavior is limited to angry technical debates and overpouring whisky.
GP:Fine.
Bono:Iâll take that as a yes.
GP:One drink.
Bono:You will have at least three.
GP:One.
Bono:See you Friday, Gianpiero.
GP:If anyone mentions telemetry, I am leaving.
Bono:Noted.
We will instead discuss how awful Ferrari strategy used to be in 2012.
GP:Now that I will attend for.
***
Hospital Pasteur, Nice, France -Â 25 September 2025Â
Max woke up in pieces.
Not physically â the surgeons had, according to several very serious-looking people, put him back together extremely well â but mentally. Consciousness came back the way a badly tuned radio found a signal: static, sound, silence, then a voice, then nothing again.
The first thing he registered was weightlessness.
The second was pain.
The third was her hand.
His fingers tightened automatically before he was even fully aware of it. Warm, small, familiar â anchored to reality far better than the beeping monitors or the sterile smell ever could.
âAna,â he mumbled, eyes still closed.
âI am here,â came the immediate reply, quiet and steady, much closer than the rest of the world.
Good.
Good, that was correct.
He opened his eyes.
The ceiling was different. White, but not the Baku white. Softer. French, his brain supplied unhelpfully. He blinked slowly, trying to force his thoughts into order and failing spectacularly.
He turned his head a few centimeters and found her.
Ana sat beside the bed, posture forward, hand wrapped around his, watching him with the same focused attention she usually reserved for telemetry screens. The relief in her eyes was small but unmistakable.
âHey,â she said softly.
Max stared at her with a kind of intense concentration that usually meant he was calculating lap delta.
Instead he whispered, hoarse, âYouâre real.â
Victoria made a small choking noise from the other side of the room.
âI am,â Ana said gently. âYou are awake. Surgery is finished.â
Max blinked slowly. His eyes were glassy from the medication, unfocused for a second â then abruptly, very sharply, they filled with tears.
Ana froze.
That⊠was not expected.
Max squeezed her hand weakly, lower lip wobbling in a way Ana had never seen in her entire life.
âI saw her,â he said.
Sophie leaned forward. âSaw who, sweetheart?â
Maxâs gaze stayed locked on Ana like nobody else existed.
âOur daughter.â
Silence.
Ana did not react outwardly. Not because she was unaffected â but because her brain had abruptly lost the ability to choose the correct response category.
ââŠwhat?â she said carefully.
Maxâs eyes overflowed immediately.
He shook his head, tears already spilling sideways into his hair. âWe had a baby.â
Victoria clapped both hands over her mouth.
Ana did not move for a full two seconds.
ââŠI beg your pardon,â she said carefully.
âI saw her,â he said urgently, like it was the most important information in the world. âI saw her. She was real. She had my eyes.â
Victoria made a strangled noise that she disguised as a cough.
Ana blinked.
âMax,â she said gently, clinical calm kicking in, âyou are still under significant opioid influence.â
âNo,â he insisted immediately, emotional and completely certain. âYou donât understand. She walked.â
Victoria bent forward, shoulders shaking silently.
âShe was in the garage,â Max continued, voice cracking. âMercedes garage. Abu Dhabi. You were there. GP was there. Kimi was thereââ He sniffed, wiping his face badly with the back of his hand. âShe took three steps and then fell and I picked her up and she grabbed my race suit.â
Ana gently pressed his hand. âMax. You are under heavy anesthesia.â
âNo,â he insisted, grabbing her wrist with surprising determination. âIt was real. I know the difference between dreams and⊠not dreams. Iâve had them before.â
His voice cracked completely.
âI want her,â he whispered, tears now fully falling. âI want a baby with you.â
Victoria lost the battle and emitted a small choking squeak she turned into a very unconvincing throat-clear.
Ana did not look at her.
Ana did not even blink.
Maxâs grip tightened, terrified now in a way she hadnât heard before â not fear of injury, not fear of racing.
Fear of losing a future.
âI almost didnât come back,â he said softly, crying openly now. âAnd she was there and you were there and everything was⊠calm. I want that. I want⊠us. I donât care about anything else. I justââ
His voice broke completely.
âI want a family with you, Nastya.â
The room went completely still.
A tear escaped. âShe had curls. I think she likes cars.â
Victoria made a strangled sound that was definitely a suppressed laugh and not a sob.
Max kept going, emotional and unstoppable.
âShe took her first steps in the garage and everyone pretended they werenât watching but they were watching and Toto was pretending not to cry and you were smiling at me and Iââ his voice cracked again â âIâve never wanted anything more in my life.â
Ana stared at him.
Not flustered.
Not embarrassed.
Completely, utterly unprepared.
âYou are on morphine,â she said.
âI donât care,â Max sniffed, still crying. âI would be a great dad.â
âYou would,â she replied automatically, because that part was simply true.
That only made him cry harder.
âI almost didnât get to,â he said quietly, and suddenly the room understood. The dream wasnât random. His brain had taken the place his mind kept trying not to go â the future he almost lost.
Anaâs expression softened instantly.
She leaned closer, brushing her fingers gently through his hair the same way she had while he slept.
âYou are not required to decide reproduction immediately after orthopedic surgery,â she told him softly.
Max looked at her with damp, unfocused devotion. âI want that,â he whispered hoarsely. âI want a baby with you.â
Victoria had to physically turn away toward the wall.
Ana did not laugh. Did not deflect. She just looked at him â really looked â and for a moment all her practiced composure disappeared.
âMax,â she said softly.
He kept going, unstoppable. âShe was wearing these tiny headphones andââ His voice broke again. âIt felt real. It felt like⊠like I got to see it already and I donât want to lose it.â
The tears werenât hysteria. They were relief. Long-delayed fear draining out sideways into something gentler.
âI nearly didnât get there,â he whispered.
âI donât want to wait,â Max continued, voice thick but determined. âI donât want to be old. I donât want to miss things.â
Ana blinked. âYou are twenty-seven.â
âThatâs not young,â he argued, deeply offended. âThatâs basically thirty.â
Victoria slapped a hand over her mouth and bent forward, shoulders shaking.
Max didnât notice.
 âWe should start immediately.â
Sophie choked on air.
Jos blinked once.
Ana didnât even flinch. âYou just had orthopedic surgery.â
âYes,â Max said patiently, as if explaining to someone who simply wasnât keeping up. âBut not all of me is broken.â
Victoria made a sound that absolutely required a coughing cover.
Max shifted slightly â winced â then ignored it completely, eyes still fixed on Ana with enormous seriousness.
âI almost died,â he said quietly.
The room sobered instantly.
He swallowed, voice softer now, raw in a way he would hate remembering later.
âI donât want to wait for life to happen after racing,â he murmured. âI want it while Iâm here. We already have the house,â he continued. âYou already run half of Europe from a laptop. I can race and also be a father. People do that. Fernando is like ninety and still racing, I can definitely manage bedtime.â
âWe are financially stable,â Max added, clearly listing what he believed were decisive points. âI have championships. You have⊠computers.â
Victoria lost composure entirely and bent over, silently shaking.
Max frowned again. âThis is a logical plan.â
âMax,â she added carefully, âbiology is not instantaneous.â
Max looked personally offended by that information.
âIt should be.â
âIt is not.â
He processed that for a long five seconds, face tightening in concentration.
ââŠwe could start trying,â he said.
Victoria made a strangled sound and fled into the hallway.
Sophie was no longer even pretending composure.
Ana remained perfectly still, because if she moved she might laugh and she knew that would not help.
âMax,â she said gently, âyour leg has screws in it.â
He considered that.
âOkay,â he conceded, âmaybe not today.â
A pause.
ââŠtomorrow?â
Jos made a noise somewhere between a cough and a bark.
Ana squeezed his hand lightly. âWe will not be doing that tomorrow either.â
He looked devastated.
âBut we have a house now,â he said weakly. âThereâs a pool. Pools are good for children.â
âThat is true,â she agreed.
âI almost died,â he said quietly. Not dramatic. Not self-pitying. Just factual. âI donât want my whole life to be later. I donât want to wake up at forty and realize I traded everything for lap time.â
The room went quiet.
His eyes were glassy but intensely clear on her.
âI donât just want championships,â he whispered. âI want a family with you. I want a kid running around the garage stealing radios and drawing on my race suits.â
âI want mornings with you. I want a kitchen table. I want toys on the floor and you complaining about them being in the way and then secretly organizing them by color.â
Ana opened her mouth.
Closed it again.
âI want to teach a kid how to kart,â he continued, emotional but utterly certain. âI want to show her the simulator. I want to hear you explain physics to a six-year-old and they understand you better than I do.â
âI want a little girl who sits in the garage and everyone pretends she isnât running the team,â he continued. âAnd she will absolutely run the team.â
He swallowed.
âI want to come home and youâre there and sheâs there and I donât care what happened in the race because thatâs what matters.â
âI want normal things,â Max said, almost pleading now. âNot just races and flights and recovery schedules. I want a family with you.â
Max swallowed, tears threatening again.
âI donât want to wake up one day and realize I waited too long because I thought there would be time,â he said quietly. âThereâs not always time.â
Ana felt her chest tighten.
She squeezed his hand. âMaxâŠâ
âI want a baby who runs around the house,â he said, words tumbling out now. âAnd a dog. Or two dogs. And a third cat.â
Victoria wheezed softly.
âI want to come home and hear noise,â he continued. âNot just silence and sim rigs.â
Ana brushed her thumb over his knuckles.
âI want a life with you,â he murmured. âAll of it. House, dogs, cats, kid, everything. I donât care about anything else right now.â
Ana brushed her thumb under his eye, wiping a tear away.
âI want a house full of kids,â he said softly. âSmall ones. With your brain and hopefully not my temper.â
Jos made a noise that sounded suspiciously like a cough.
Ana brushed her thumb over his knuckles. âYou need to recover from surgery first.â
He ignored that entirely.
âTheyâll like stars,â he said. âYou can name them. Youâre good at naming things.â
âI name software architectures,â she corrected quietly.
âSame skillset,â Max said firmly.
He looked up at her again, eyes shining, completely sincere.
âI want a daughter,â he said. âAnd a boy too so she has someone to boss around.â
Victoria was now laughing silently into a pillow.
Maxâs voice softened.
âI want you,â he said. âAll of it. Not later. Not after championships. Now.â
âYou are on morphine,â she said gently.
âIâm serious,â he insisted with heartbreaking sincerity. âWeâll be good parents. I know how to teach karting lines.â
Ana almost smiled.
âThat is not the primary parenting skill,â she replied softly.
âI can learn others,â he said immediately. âI want normal things,â he whispered. âNot just races.â
Anaâs thumb brushed his knuckles again.
âYou will have them,â she said gently.
He frowned weakly. âBut I want them with you.â
âYou will,â she repeated.
He studied her face, searching, as if he needed confirmation beyond words.
ââŠyouâre not saying no?â he asked cautiously.
âI am saying,â she replied carefully, âWe will discuss this when you are not hallucinating future paddock toddlers.â
He considered that carefully.
ââŠfine.â
A beat.
Then:
âBut Iâm still proposing again.â
âYou already proposed.â
âI need a sober one,â he said firmly. âThat one didnât count.â
Max tugged weakly at Anaâs hand.
âPromise me,â he whispered.
Ana leaned down so their foreheads almost touched.
âMax,â she said gently, âyour current responsibilities are breathing, healing, and not ripping your stitches.â
He blinked slowly. âOkay.â
Then, still teary, âBut also baby later.â
She exhaled â a tiny, helpless sound â and pressed a soft kiss to his forehead.
âLater,â she agreed.
He relaxed immediately, like that had solved something essential in his brain. Within seconds the medication dragged him back toward sleep, his hand still loosely wrapped around hers.
Victoria immediately collapsed into silent hysterics.
Sophie pressed her hand over her mouth, smiling helplessly through tears.
Jos shook his head, looking at his sleeping son â then at Ana, who still hadnât moved her hand from Maxâs chest.
ââŠWell,â he said quietly, almost gruff to hide the emotion, âat least heâs thinking long term.â
***
Hospital Pasteur, Nice, France -Â 25 September 2025Â
Max was asleep again.
Actually asleep this time â breathing deep and even, the tension finally gone from his shoulders, his hand still loosely wrapped around Anaâs fingers like his body refused to fully let go even unconscious.
Ana didnât move.
She stayed exactly where she was beside the bed, one hand still in his, the other resting lightly against the blanket near his arm, eyes fixed on the rise and fall of his chest in quiet, repetitive confirmation.
Alive.
Victoria watched her for a full minute.
Two.
Three.
And then, very carefully, she scooted her chair closer.
ââŠso,â she whispered.
Ana did not look away from Max. âSo?â
Victoria leaned her elbows onto her knees, lowering her voice conspiratorially.
âYou realize,â she said, âthat my brother just proposed, discussed interior decorating, future daughters, and parenting philosophies within a ten-minute window while medically sedated.â
Ana blinked once. âYes.â
âAnd you didnât even panic.â
âI assessed the situation,â Ana said calmly.
Victoria snorted softly. âYou assessed him planning your entire domestic life.â
Ana finally looked at her. âHe was experiencing a post-traumatic clarity response amplified by opioids.â
Victoria stared at her.
ââŠAna.â
âYes.â
âYou do know most women would be hyperventilating right now.â
Ana considered that.
âI hyperventilated yesterday,â she said matter-of-factly.
Victoriaâs expression softened immediately.
ââŠyeah,â she said quietly. âI heard.â
Anaâs gaze returned to Max. She gently adjusted the blanket near his shoulder, a movement so automatic Victoria realized she probably hadnât even noticed sheâd done it.
Victoria watched the tenderness of it â the carefulness, the precision, the way Ana moved around him like she understood instinctively where pain might be.
Then she smiled faintly.
âYou didnât say no,â she said.
Ana was quiet for a second.
âNo,â she admitted.
Victoria tilted her head. âYou thought about it.â
Ana didnât answer immediately.
Her thumb traced lightly over the back of Maxâs hand â unconscious, repetitive, grounding.
âYes,â she said finally.
Victoria leaned back in her chair, studying her properly now â not the intimidating engineer, not Totoâs daughter, not the calm presence everyone in the hospital had been orbiting.
Just a woman sitting beside the person she loved.
âYou know,â Victoria said softly, âheâs never looked at any of his other girlfriends the way he looks at you.â
Ana frowned faintly. âThat is a statistically small sample size.â
Victoria laughed quietly. âNo. I mean it. Iâve known him his entire life. Max doesnât⊠soften. Not really.â
She glanced at her sleeping brother.
âBut with you? He does. Itâs like he finally relaxes.â
Anaâs eyes lingered on his face.
âHe does not relax,â she said automatically.
Victoria raised an eyebrow. âAna.â
A pause.
ââŠhe sleeps,â Ana corrected softly.
Victoriaâs smile widened a little.
Then her voice gentled.
âHeâd be an amazing dad.â
Anaâs shoulders stilled.
She didnât deflect this time.
Victoria continued quietly, watching Max.
âHeâs stubborn and impossible and competitive about everything,â she said. âBut heâs also the one who taught me to ride a bike for six hours straight because I cried when I fell. He pretended he wasnât tired so I wouldnât quit.â
Ana listened.
âHe used to stay awake when I couldnât sleep,â Victoria went on. âHeâd sit on the floor beside my bed and just talk about random racing facts until I knocked out.â
Her voice softened further.
âHeâs protective. Always has been. Sometimes too much. But he loves⊠completely. Thereâs no halfway with him.â
Ana looked down at Maxâs hand in hers.
âI know,â she said quietly.
Victoria hesitated, then added gently:
âAnd with you? Heâs calm. Iâve never seen him calm before.â
Anaâs throat tightened slightly â a reaction so small most people wouldnât have noticed.
Victoria did.
She leaned closer, lowering her voice.
âAnd for the record,â she added with a small grin, âif you two have a daughter, she is going to run that household.â
Ana exhaled softly. âHighly probable.â
Victoria nudged her lightly with her shoulder.
âYouâre not scared?â
Ana thought about it longer this time.
Then she looked at Max â really looked â at the bruising, the exhaustion, the vulnerability he would hate anyone else seeing.
Pairing: Max Verstappen x Dr. Alessandra "Lessa" Lambiase (Original Character)
Summary:
Alessandra Lambiase has worked in war zones, triage tents, and disaster relief missions.
Nothing prepares her for Formula One.
Nothing prepares Gianpiero Lambiase for his driver very obviously developing a crush on his sister either.Â
And nothing prepares the world for Max Verstappen deciding the correct way to ask a woman out is to win Monza.
Warnings and Notes:Â This has been in the works since September, but I finally finished it! It's a one shot, and it's cute, and don't take it too seriously. Warning of discussions of warzones and trauma surgery and doctors without borders and violence, but it's only in the past and only mentioned in conversations!
As always big thanks to @llirawolf , who listens to me ramble
Monza Qualifying â Q3 Final Runs â Red Bull Radio Transcript
GP: Alright Max, last run. Out-lap target delta plus three. Tyres are in a good window, just build them gently through Lesmo.
Max: Yeah yeah, I know how to drive out-laps.
GP: You asked me yesterday what âgentlyâ meant.
Max: Because you said gently and then complained they were cold.
GP: Because you drove like you were late for a flight.
GP: Okay Max, mode push now. You have a small tailwind into Turn 1.
GP: Good entry. Watch rear on exit.
Max: Rear is fine.
GP: Youâre two tenths up already.
Max: Yeah.
GP: Still pushing, please.
Max: I am pushing.
GP: Iâm just encouraging you.
Max: You sound nervous.
GP: I am monitoring.
Max: Youâre nervous.
(Crosses finish line)
GP: âŠMax.
Max: Yeah?
GP: That is P1.
And⊠that is the fastest lap ever recorded here.
Max: Nice.
GP: You really wanted that one.
Max: Yes.
GP: This wouldnât have anything to do with a certain⊠arrangement?
Max: No comment.
GP: You realise I am involved in this whether I like it or not.
Max: You already were.
GP: I regret asking questions.
Max: You asked.
GP: Well⊠good lap.
Max: Thank you.
(brief pause)
GP: You still have to win tomorrow.
Max: I know.
GP: And the McLarens have long-run pace.
Max: I know.
GP: And this is Monza.
Max: GP.
GP: Yes.
Max: Iâm winning that bet.
GP: âŠUnderstood.
***
FIA Post-Qualifying Press Conference â Monza
Moderator: Max, congratulations. Pole position and the fastest lap ever recorded at Monza. Did you expect that today?
Max: No. The car felt good but⊠not that good. The lap was just very clean. No mistakes, good slipstream, tyres in the right window. Everything worked.
Moderator: We heard some interesting radio communication about a âbet.â Can you tell us what that was?
(Lando immediately turns his head. Oscar also looks over at the same time.)
Max: âŠNo.
Moderator: No?
Max: Itâs just an inside joke.
Oscar: That was not an inside joke voice.
Max: It was.
Lando: Mate, you sounded like you were qualifying for your life.
Max: I was qualifying for pole.
Lando: No, no. Different energy. Iâve raced you long enough to know the difference.
Moderator: So there really is a bet?
Max: No.
Lando: There is absolutely a bet.
Oscar: Thereâs definitely a bet.
Max: There is not a bet.
Lando: You literally told GP, âIâm winning that bet.â
Max: He asked a question.
Oscar: You didnât deny it.
Max: Iâm denying it now.
Lando: Thatâs not convincing.
(Journalists laughing)
Journalist: Max, is it racing-related?
Max: âŠNo comment.
Lando: OH itâs not racing related.
Oscar: Yeah, that confirms it.
Max: I didnât confirm anything.
Lando: You absolutely did.
Journalist: Is there a reward involved?
Max: Itâs an inside joke.
Lando: There is a reward.
Oscar: Thereâs a very specific reward.
Max: You two are making things up.
Lando: You set the fastest lap in Monza history and suddenly youâre mysterious. Suspicious.
Oscar: Youâre calm after poles. Today you look⊠invested.
Max: I am always invested.
Lando: No, today you look like a man with motivation.
(pause)
Journalist: Max, youâre smiling.
Max: I always smile.
Lando: You never smile in press conferences.
Oscar: He doesnât.
Max: I smile.
Lando: You smile when you win championships, not when you get pole in a difficult season.
(more laughter)
Moderator: Weâll leave the mystery for now. Final question â tomorrowâs race. Can you hold off the McLarens?
Max: It wonât be easy. Their race pace is strong. But Iâll try.
Lando: Heâs not âtrying.â Heâs on a mission.
Oscar: Yeah⊠Iâm a bit concerned actually.
Max: You should be concerned anyway.
Lando: Not this concerned.
(press room laughing again)
Moderator: Thank you gentlemen.
(Microphones click off. As they stand up â)
Lando (quietly): Itâs a date, isnât it?
Max: No.
Oscar: Itâs a date.
Max: I hate both of you.
***
Meanwhile on Twitter:Â
@/papayapodium: Max: âitâs an inside jokeâ
Lando + Oscar: immediate federal investigation
@/sectorpurple: HE SET THE FASTEST LAP IN MONZA HISTORY FOR A JOKE?????
sir you donât deploy that kind of pace for banter
@/clercsbassoon: that was not a âhahaâ bet
that was a âI will alter the laws of physicsâ bet
@/f1girlmath: He was HALF A SECOND UP in sector 2
whatever that bet is, itâs important
@/gridgossip: The way Lando immediately clocked itâŠ
drivers know drivers
@/boxboxboxpls: Oscar: âPeople donât do that for jokes.â
Correct.
People do that for romantic motivation
@/tyredegradation: Max Verstappen smiling in a press conference is more suspicious than any stewards investigation
@/papayatheory: He said ânot racing relatedâ
OH BOY
@/chicanesandchaos: I WAS THERE THURSDAY
I AM TELLING YOU
THIS IS ABOUT GPâS SISTER
@/downforcequeen: GP right now: âI did not sign up to engineer a romance subplotâ
@/monzamadness: He literally drove like a man trying to impress someone
@/laptimeanalysis: You do not extract a perfect Ascari + Parabolica combo on pure competitiveness alone
this is emotional horsepower
@/pitlanepsychology: We are witnessing the first ever telemetry-verified crush
@/papayapowerunit: Lando: âitâs a date isnât itâ
Oscar: âitâs a dateâ
Max: ânoâ
that was the least convincing denial I have ever heard
@/racecontrolmemes: F1 2025 storyline:
Max Verstappen vs McLaren vs Feelings
@/gridradio: GP on the radio: calm, composed, strategic
GP in reality: babysitting a world champion in love
@/softlaunchrb: This sport is ridiculous and I love it
@/papayapanic: MAX VERSTAPPEN DOES NOT DO âINSIDE JOKESâ
WHAT IS THE BET
@/lando4ever: Lando immediately clocking it = my emotional support driver
@/oscarplswin: Oscar Piastri has never looked more concerned in his LIFE
that man smelled motivation and got scared
@/boxboxtherapy: Max: âitâs an inside jokeâ
Everyone with ears: that is the most outside joke Iâve ever heard
@/tyresandtea: Fastest lap in MONZA HISTORY over a âjokeâ
yeah okay mate sure
@/grid_gremlin: You donât casually break track records unless thereâs
âą spite
âą love
âą or a deeply unserious man with a serious goal
@/softlaunchrb: MAX VERSTAPPEN HAS MOTIVATION AGAIN
this is not a drill
something has reawakened him
@/pitlanesherlock: Not racing related + specific reward + Max smiling =
congratulations to whoever won the Verstappen Motivation Lottery
@/chicanesandchaos: I would like to formally state that this BET has nothing to do with tyres, cars, or championships
this is personal
@/redbullintern: everyone in the garage knows
and no one is saying anything
which means itâs GOOD
@/verstappening: Max Verstappen with nothing to lose is dangerous
Max Verstappen with something to gain is TERRIFYING
@/fia_hater69: Max said âno commentâ and smiled
case closed
pack it up
@/gridpsychologist: Observed behaviours:
â hyperfocus
â competitive escalation
â denial
Diagnosis: Crush-fueled lap time
***
Text Messages: Victoria Verstappen & Max Verstappen
Victoria: I just watched the press conference.
Max: Okay.
Victoria: Explain the bet.
Max: No.
Victoria: You set the fastest lap in Monza history.
Max: Yes.
Victoria: For an âinside joke.â
Max: Correct.
Victoria: Max.
Max: Victoria.
Victoria: Lando literally asked if it was a date.
Max: He says many things.
Victoria: And you didnât deny it properly.
Max: I said no.
Victoria: You said no while smiling.
Max: I smile.
Victoria: You smile twice a year.
Championship win and when you see a cat.
Max: Thatâs not true.
Victoria: WHAT
IS
THE
BET
Max: If I win tomorrow she goes to dinner with me.
(typing⊠stops⊠typing again)
Victoria: OH MY GOD
Max: Stop.
Victoria: YOU ASKED HER ON A DATE WITH A RACE RESULT
Max: It was efficient.
Victoria: You are unbelievable.
Max: Itâs a clear condition.
Victoria: You are literally courting a woman via motorsport achievement.
Max: I am winning a race.
Victoria: YOU ARE TRYING TO ROMANCE A WOMAN WITH A GRAND PRIX WIN
Max: Itâs Monza.
Victoria: That does not help your argument.
Max: She agreed.
Victoria: She said yes because she didnât think you could do it, didnât she?
Max: âŠ
Victoria: MAX.
Max: Iâm going to win.
Victoria: You are insane.
Max: Maybe.
Victoria: I support this.
Max: You would.
Victoria: Also â if you win, I expect to meet her immediately.
Max: No.
Victoria: I will introduce myself anyway.
Max: Please donât.
Victoria: Too late. I already like her.
Max: Youâve never spoken to her.
Victoria:
Sheâs good for you.
Max: Goodnight.
Victoria: Good luck tomorrow, lover boy.
***
Alessandra had ordered room service because she did not want to be perceived.
The hotel room was dim and cool, shutters half-drawn against the lingering Italian heat. Pasta in white porcelain bowls sat between her and Gianni on the small table by the window, untouched for a moment while they both stared out at the circuit lights glowing faintly through the trees.
It felt surreal â Monza humming outside, engines still echoing in her bones, while she sat here eating carbonara with her brother like this was a perfectly normal Saturday evening.
Gianni was smiling.
Not a polite smile. Not a professional one.
A knowing smile.
âI heard about the bet,â he said casually, twirling pasta onto his fork.
Alessandra closed her eyes for exactly two seconds. âOf course you did.â
âYou didnât even try to deny it.â
âThere was nothing to deny,â she said flatly. âIt was hypothetical.â
Gianni laughed. Out loud. Properly.
âLessa,â he said, delighted, âheâs going to win that thing tomorrow.â
She opened her eyes again. âThat is statistically unlikely.â
Gianni leaned back in his chair, utterly relaxed. âYou let him sniff blood.â
âI did not.â
âYou absolutely did,â he replied. âYou gave him a condition.â
âI gave him an impossible condition.â
âThis is Max Verstappen,â Gianni said, as if that explained everything. âIf you give him a target, he doesnât negotiate with reality. He just⊠does it.â
She frowned slightly, fork paused mid-air. âYou sound very confident.â
âI have worked with him for years,â Gianni said. âWhen he smells opportunity, he goes for it. Championships. Overtakes. Bets heâs not supposed to win.â He smiled again. âYou should be terrified.â
She huffed a quiet laugh despite herself. âHeâs ridiculous.â
âYes.â
âAnd this is all very flattering,â she continued, âbut itâs also absurd. Iâm too old for him.â
Gianni snorted into his water.
âOh come on.â
âIt matters,â she insisted. âI am not twenty-seven. I am tired. I have lived in places where tomorrow was never guaranteed. I donât date racing drivers.â
âYou donât date anyone,â he countered gently.
That landed harder than she expected.
Gianni softened immediately. âLessa,â he said, quieter now, âI would much rather you go on one date with Max Verstappen than have Mama try to marry you off to the neighbourâs son.â
She grimaced. âGianniââ
âIâm serious,â he continued. âI love Max like a little brother. I trust him. Heâs kind in ways people donât see. And he would never treat you like a project or a consolation prize.â
She picked at her food, appetite suddenly dulled.
âYou deserve something soft,â Gianni said. âSomething happy. Something that doesnât involve helicopters or triage or deciding who lives and who doesnât.â
She looked away, jaw tight.
âI donât know how to be that person anymore.â
He watched her carefully. âYou donât have to know. You just have to show up.â
She shook her head. âYouâre romanticising this.â
âNo,â he said simply. âIâm watching my sister finally sit still long enough for someone to notice her.â
Silence stretched between them.
Outside, the distant sound of engines faded as the paddock shut down for the night.
Alessandra sighed, long and slow. âIf he wins tomorrow, it doesnât mean anything.â
Gianniâs grin returned in full force. âOf course it does.â
She shot him a look. âYou are enjoying this far too much.â
âI am,â he agreed happily. âYou should see his face when he thinks no oneâs watching.â
She pressed her lips together, shaking her head.
âHeâs going to be unbearable if he actually wins.â
Gianni laughed. âYouâre just not used to someone chasing you with intent.â
The door clicked shut behind him.
Alessandra sat alone for a moment, staring at the untouched pasta.
Tomorrow, she told herself, was just a race.
And yetâŠ
***
Red Bull Racing Radio Transcript - Last Lap
GP:Okay Max, this is the final lap. Gap to P2 is nineteen point six seconds. No risks now. Mode safe, please.
Max:Yeah.
GP:Just bring it home. Watch Turn 1 braking, tyres are fine but no heroics.
Max:Iâm not doing heroics.
GP:You are often doing heroics.
Max:Today I donât need to.
GP:Exactly. Kerb usage minimal through Lesmo. No unnecessary kerbs at Ascari.
Max:Copy.
(engine screaming down the straights)
GP:Everything looks good. Temperatures all stable. You can take care of the car.
Max:Car feels amazing.
GP:Yes, we noticed.
(through Lesmo 2)
GP:Thatâs tidy. Very tidy. Just a clean Parabolica and youâre done.
Max:Yeah.
(brief pause â car exits Ascari)
GP:Okay Max, this is excellent. Just bring it to the line.
Max:Iâm bringing it.
GP:No kerb on exit.
Max:I know where the kerb is, Gianni.
GP:I am reminding you.
(Through Parabolica, engine rises)
GP:Alright Max⊠checkered flag.
Max:âŠYES!
GP:P1, P1. You win the Italian Grand Prix. Thatâs victory number sixty-six. And the gap was nearly twenty seconds. Fantastic job.
Max:Yessss! The car was unbelievable!
GP:Very well managed race. Excellent pace.
(brief silence as he crosses cooldown)
Max:I won that bet.
(half-second pause)
GP:âŠYes. Yes you did.
Max:You doubted me.
GP:I did not doubt you. I doubted the sanity of the situation.
Max:It worked.
GP:Unfortunately, yes.
Max:You have to admit that was a good strategy.
GP:I am not putting this in the strategy report.
Max:You should.
GP:No.
Max:I told you I would win.
GP:You did.
(pause, crowd noise audible)
Max:GP?
GP:Yes Max.
Max:Best motivation Iâve had all year.
GP:I noticed.
(slight sigh audible over radio)
GP:Alright, pick up rubber and bring it back. And MaxâŠ
Max:Yeah?
GP:We are going to have a conversation later.
Max:I know.
GP:Good job.
Max:Thank you.
***
Alessandra had not intended to watch the race.
Her plan had been simple: remain in the medical room, monitor the screens for incidents, and only step out if she was needed. That was her job. Detached. Observant. Professional.
Instead, by lap twenty she had drifted toward the back of the garage.
By lap thirty she was standing beside the strategy monitors.
By lap forty she had stopped pretending she was there for medical reasons.
The Red Bull garage during a race was unlike anything sheâd experienced. Not chaos â not really â but a kind of tightly contained intensity. Engineers spoke in measured tones. Data streamed across screens in incomprehensible graphs. No one shouted, yet every person was alert in the way surgeons were mid-operation.
The car appeared on the monitors again and again, the onboard camera steady, precise.
Max.
She had watched races before, casually, the way most people did. Television noise in the background of a hospital common room. But standing here, surrounded by people whose entire world hinged on each corner entry, was different.
Every braking zone mattered. Every throttle input drew reactions from the pit wall.
And Max â she recognized the posture now â drove exactly the way he spoke: economical, deliberate, never rushed. There was no drama to it. Just certainty.
She found herself tracking the timing tower.
+6.4
+9.1
+12.8
The gap kept growing.
A mechanic beside her whispered, âHeâs flying.â
No one corrected him.
Gianni stood at the pit wall, voice calm on the radio, but she knew him well enough to read the set of his shoulders. He was focused â intensely so â yet not tense.
They expected this.
Which was absurd, because from what she understood, this wasnât a race they were supposed to dominate.
She folded her arms, telling herself she was simply observing a professional environment.
+16.2
Her stomach dropped slightly.
Not because of the speed. Because she suddenly remembered, with terrible clarity, a quiet medical room and a driver leaning against the counter saying:
If I win, youâll go on a date with me.
She had said yes because it was impossible.
Monza didnât allow miracles like that. McLaren was faster. Ferrari was home. The probabilities were clear.
+18.7
She stared at the screen.
âOh no,â she murmured under her breath.
A mechanic glanced at her. âYou alright, Doc?â
She didnât answer.
The final lap began and the garage went quieter still â not nervous, but anticipatory. No one moved away from the monitors. Even the radio chatter softened.
The car swept through Ascari, smooth and stable.
Gianniâs voice over the speakers: calm instructions, careful reminders.
Then Parabolica.
The engine note climbed, rising toward the straight.
The checkered flag waved on the screen.
The garage erupted.
Cheers, applause, hands slapping shoulders â controlled professionals immediately turning into very loud humans. Someone actually laughed in relief. Mechanics hugged. Engineers exhaled.
And through it all she heard Maxâs voice over the radio:
I won that bet.
Gianniâs resigned reply followed.
Her brain stopped for half a second.
She stared at the screen where his car slowed on the cooldown lap, confetti and tifosi blurring in the background.
He had done it.
Not close. Not lucky.
Dominant.
For a moment, she simply stood there while the realization settled fully.
This man had just won an Italian Grand Prix â pulled twenty seconds on the field â because she had offhandedly made an impossible promise.
Alessandra covered her mouth with her hand.
âOh my God.â
The mechanic beside her misinterpreted immediately. âYeah, incredible race, right?â
She nodded her head faintly, eyes still fixed on the monitor where the car rolled through cheering crowds.
âYes,â she said softly, almost to herself. âThis is a problem.â
***
Post-Race Interview â Italian Grand Prix (Top 3)
Interviewer: Max, congratulations â a dominant win, almost twenty seconds clear at Monza. You looked in complete control. How did you manage that today?
Max: Yeah, the car was really good. The balance was finally where I wanted it and once we got into clean air the tyres were behaving. I could just manage the pace and⊠yeah, everything worked.
Interviewer: We also heard on the radio after the finish you said, âI won that bet.â Can you tell us now what that bet was?
(Lando immediately looks at him. Oscar also turns his head at the exact same time.)
Max: âŠNo.
Interviewer: No?
Max: No.
Interviewer: You set pole yesterday, won the race today, and we heard your engineer acknowledge it. Fans are very curious.
Max: Itâs not important.
Lando: It is very important.
Oscar: Extremely important, actually.
Max: Itâs just something between me and GP.
Lando: It is not between you and GP.
Max: It is.
Lando: He sounded emotionally invested.
Oscar: He sounded resigned.
Max: He always sounds resigned.
(press room laughing)
Journalist: Max, is the bet related to todayâs result?
Max: Maybe.
Lando: Yes.
Oscar: Definitely yes.
Max: You two donât know anything.
Lando: Mate, you drove like a man possessed.
Oscar: You pulled twenty seconds at Monza.
Lando: You were calmer defending a championship than you were today.
Max: I was calm.
Lando: You were not calm.
Oscar: You had purpose.
Max: I always have purpose.
Lando: No, today you had romantic comedy purpose.
(audible laughter from journalists)
Max: I donât know what youâre talking about.
Journalist: So the bet wasnât racing related?
Max: âŠNo comment.
Lando: OH.
Oscar: Okay, yeah, that confirms it.
Max: I didnât confirm anything.
Lando: You absolutely did.
Journalist: Max, are you at least going to tell us if youâve now won whatever the reward was?
Max: Yes.
Interviewer: You have?
Max: Yes.
Lando: Oh my God.
Oscar: Yep.
Interviewer: And what happens now?
(Max pauses. He almost smiles.)
Max: I guess⊠I have dinner plans.
(Lando drops his head into his hands. Oscar looks straight at the camera.)
Lando: Called it.
Oscar: We absolutely called it.
Max: You two are unbelievable.
Lando: You won a Grand Prix for a date!
Max: I won a Grand Prix because I was fastest.
Oscar: Motivation matters.
Interviewer: Well â congratulations on the win⊠and apparently also on your plans tonight.
Max: Thank you.
***
Meanwhile on Twitter:Â
@/papayaproblems: âI guess I have dinner plansâ
SIR YOU WON MONZA NOT PROM
@/softlaunchrb: MAX VERSTAPPEN WON A GRAND PRIX FOR A DATE
THIS SPORT IS CINEMA
@/boxboxpls: Lando collapsing into his hands is the most relatable reaction Iâve ever seen
@/oscarplswin: Oscar looking straight at the camera like heâs in The Office đ
@/gridpsychologist: Observed sequence:
âą mysterious bet
âą fastest lap in history
âą 20s victory margin
âą immediate dinner plans
Conclusion: Motivated Verstappen is a public safety hazard
@/tyresandtea: Max: âitâs not importantâ
Also Max: reorganizes the laws of physics at Monza
@/clercsleftmirror: The engineer sounded resigned because he KNEW
@/pitlanepeach: the way he tried to deny it while smiling???
he never smiles in interviews
never
@/papayaorange22: Lando: âromantic comedy purposeâ
that man has been waiting all weekend to say that
@/fia_hater69: GP absolutely knew what that bet was and let it happen
this is a family operation now
@/verstappening: Max Verstappen when fighting for championships: calm
Max Verstappen when fighting for dinner: unstoppable
@/slipstreamlover: âdinner plansâ is the softest hard launch Iâve ever witnessed
@/monzamadness: he didnât deny the DATE
he denied literally everything else but NOT the date
@/lando4ever: Lando and Oscar were about to interrogate him in the cooldown room
@/pitlanesherlock: timeline:
Thursday â mystery doctor
Saturday â record pole
Sunday â wins race
Sunday night â dinner
this writes itself
@/chicanesandchaos: if I see her in the paddock after the race I will report back
for investigative journalism purposes only đ«Ą
@/papayapanic: âI have dinner plansâ
MAX VERSTAPPEN YOU ARE NOT SUBTLE
@/grid_gremlin: HE DID NOT DENY IT
HE DID NOT DENY IT
HE DID NOT DENY IT
@/softlaunchrb: fastest lap in Monza history â race win â dinner plans
this is a romcom plot
@/pitlanesherlock: Letâs recap:
âą mysterious doctor appears
âą Max forgets how walking works
âą sets pole record
âą wins by 20 seconds
âą confirms dinner
CASE CLOSED
@/fia_hater69: You cannot convince me a man pulls a 20 second gap at MONZA without emotional motivation
@/verstappening: Max Verstappen powered by love is a safety hazard for the rest of the grid
@/boxboxtherapy: Lando: âit was the doctor wasnât it?â
Oscar: immediate agreement Max: âI hate both of youâ
perfect television
@/gridpsychologist: We have officially entered the âdriver wins race to impress womanâ era of Formula 1
@/monzamadness: Ferrari home race
historic lap record
crowd going insane
and the main storyline is MAX VERSTAPPEN ASKING SOMEONE TO DINNER
I love this sport
@/slipstreamlover: Some drivers win trophies
Max wins dates
@/papayaproblems I need Sky Sports to locate this woman immediately
@/pitlanesherlock: WAIT
on the cooldown lap GP said âwe need to have a conversation laterâ
THAT WAS NOT ABOUT TYRE MANAGEMENT
@/softlaunchrb: that was the tone of a man who just realized his driver is about to date his SISTER
@/grid_gremlin: GP did not sound like a race engineer
he sounded like an older brother scheduling a family meeting
@/papayapanic: the pause before âyes you didâ on the radio
that was processing
@/verstappening: MAX WON MONZA TO ASK OUT HIS RACE ENGINEERâS SISTER
THIS SPORT IS UNREAL
@/fia_hater69: GP has coached Max through championship pressure, crashes, safety cars
nothing prepared him for this
@/papayaorange22: âwe need to have a conversation laterâ =
NOT strategy
NOT setup
FAMILY
@/monzamadness: you just KNOW that was a post-race âwhat are your intentions with my sisterâ talk
@/tyresandtea: that sigh from GP on the radio???
that was a man mentally preparing for a family dinner
@/pitlaneoracle: Max Verstappen risking family politics for a date
braver than Turn 1 Monza
@/slipstreamlover: next episode: GP threatening to put a speed limiter on Maxâs love life
***
Gianpiero Lambiase had supervised many post-race debriefs.
Championship wins. Disasters. Controversial penalties. Mechanical failures.
All of them were easier than this.
Max climbed out of the car still buzzing, helmet off before the mechanics had even fully rolled him into position. He was grinning â openly, unrestrainedly grinning â which in itself was rare enough to draw half the garageâs attention.
He hugged a mechanic. Then another. He was talking too fast, hands moving, eyes bright in a way GP hadnât seen since early championship years.
Not relief.
Not pride.
Excitement.
Oh, this was worse than he thought.
GP waited until the chaos thinned, until Max had been weighed, until the FIA officials were satisfied and the engineers were distracted with data. Then he caught Max lightly by the shoulder near the back of the garage.
âTwo minutes,â GP said.
Max stopped immediately.
For a man who could ignore team orders at 300 km/h, he had always listened when Gianni used that tone.
They stepped just outside the garage, away from the mechanics pretending not to watch.
Max was still smiling. Not the composed public one â the real one. He looked, GP thought with mild disbelief, giddy.
âYouâre happy,â GP said flatly.
âI won,â Max replied.
âYouâve won before.â
Max didnât deny that.
There was a short silence, the hum of Monzaâs crowd bleeding through the trees.
GP folded his arms. âI know youâre a good guy.â
Maxâs expression shifted slightly â not defensive, but attentive. He knew what this conversation was.
âBut,â GP continued calmly, âdo not be an idiot to her.â
Max blinked once.
âWe wonât be having a problem,â GP added. âAs long as you remember that part.â
Max nodded immediately. No jokes, no deflection. âI wonât.â
GP held his gaze a moment longer, assessing. Heâd spent years reading telemetry traces and driver behaviour â people were easier. There was no arrogance in Maxâs expression, no triumph. Just certainty.
Good.
He sighed, some of the tension leaving his shoulders.
âYou do realise,â GP said, âyou just won an Italian Grand Prix primarily to ask someone to dinner.â
Max shrugged faintly. âIt helped motivation.â
âI noticed.â
A beat passed.
Then GP jerked his head toward the paddock. âSheâs by medical, I think.â
Max straightened instantly.
âYou have ten minutes before the team photo,â GP added.
Max didnât even pretend to be casual anymore. âOkay.â
He turned and started walking â then walking faster â then very obviously trying not to run.
GP watched him go, shaking his head.
Rupert appeared beside him, arms folded. âYou just gave your driver permission to go on a date with your sister.â
âI did not,â GP said.
Rupert raised an eyebrow.
GP exhaled. ââŠI gave him a time window.â
Rupert grinned. âGood race strategy.â
GP looked toward the medical area where Max had already disappeared around the corner.
ââŠGod help me,â he muttered, though there was a reluctant smile on his face.
***
Alessandra was restocking the medical bag when she heard him before she saw him.
Not his footsteps â those were familiar by now â but the shift in the air. The subtle way people moved aside without quite realizing they were doing it. The way a moment opened.
She turned.
Max stood in the doorway, still in his race suit, hair damp with sweat, cheeks flushed, eyes bright in a way she hadnât seen all weekend. Not sharp-focus bright. Not predatory bright.
Happy.
Genuinely, irrepressibly happy.
âWell,â he said, breathless, like he hadnât entirely slowed down yet. âI won.â
She leaned back against the counter, folding her arms, the corner of her mouth lifting despite herself. âYou did.â
âBy a lot.â
âI noticed.â
For a second he just looked at her, like he was confirming she was real. Like this wasnât another thing his brain had invented to motivate itself through eighty-odd laps at Monza.
âIâm here to cash in,â he said.
She raised an eyebrow. âIs that so?â
âYou said if I won,â he replied calmly, utterly certain, âyouâd go on a date with me.â
She exhaled softly through her nose, something dangerously close to a laugh. âYou realise most people would have taken that as a joke.â
âI didnât.â
âNo,â she agreed. âYou really didnât.â
He stepped closer, stopping a respectful distance away. Not crowding her. Never crowding her. She clocked it immediately â the restraint, the care, the way he waited for her to close the space if she wanted to.
âI donât usually make bets like that,â she said.
âI donât usually win races for dates,â he countered.
That did it.
She laughed â quiet, surprised, a sound that felt like it came from somewhere she hadnât accessed in years.
âYouâre impossible,â she said.
He grinned, wide and unapologetic. âYouâre my lucky charm.â
She scoffed. âI did absolutely nothing.â
âYou existed,â he said simply. âThat was enough.â
Something in her chest shifted â subtle but unmistakable. Like a fault line giving way.
She looked at him properly then. Not the driver. Not the headline. Just the man standing in front of her, eyes soft now that the fight was over, waiting without expectation but with hope so naked it almost hurt to witness.
âYouâre aware,â she said carefully, âthat this is just dinner.â
He nodded immediately. âYes.â
âAnd that Iâm not impressed by trophies.â
âI know.â
She closed her eyes for half a second.
When she opened them again, she nodded.
âOne date,â she said. âDinner.â
His grin returned instantly, brighter than the Monza sun. Victorious, but gentle. Like heâd won something precious, not conquered it.
âOne date,â he echoed.
She felt it then â unmistakable, terrifying, warm.
Oh.
This was happening.
He took a step back, suddenly self-aware again, hands shoving into his pockets like he didnât quite know what to do with them now that the race was over.
âI shouldââ he gestured vaguely toward the garage, the team photo, the obligations waiting for him. âTheyâll be looking for me.â
âYes,â she said. âThey will.â
He hesitated. âDinner tonight?â
She smiled, soft this time. Real. âGo shower first, Verstappen. You smell like a champagne.â
He laughed, delighted, and for a moment he looked younger than his years â unguarded, light, utterly human.
As he turned to leave, he glanced back once more.
âIâll see you later,â he said.
âIâll be here,â she replied.
He left, footsteps quick, joy practically radiating off him.
Alessandra stood there long after the doorway was empty, one hand pressed flat to the counter, heart doing something unfamiliar and dangerous and alive.
She had stitched people back together in impossible conditions.
She had survived things most never would.
Pairing: Max Verstappen x Dr. Anastasia "Ana" Wolff (Original Character)
Summary:
Max Verstappen to Mercedes? The paddock is buzzing. The mediaâs in meltdown.
Dr. Anastasia âAnaâ Wolff, Mercedesâ notoriously brilliant, emotionally unavailable lead systems engineer and Toto Wolffâs eldest daughter, is not handling it well. Because Max isnât just a potential signing, heâs the man sheâs been sleeping with in secret for nearly a decade.
And if the rumours are true, and Max Verstappen really is joining Mercedes, then Anaâs carefully compartmentalised world is about to explode.
Warnings and Notes: This chapter contains major character injury, graphic portrayal of injuries and graphic portrayal of a crash in Formula 1. However, I do not write anything other than Happy Endings, so I am not going to kill off any of my major characters. So the cliffhanger isnât a cliffhanger, because heâll survive. I swear. Let me know if I missed something else, and I'll add it!
As always big thanks to @llirawolf , who listens to me ramble
Twitter Thread: Thatâs how you make a statement
@/f1updates_live:
Mercedes releases official statement on George Russell arrest.
Key line: âNo sporting context, rivalry, or contractual situation is more important than a driverâs life.âVery different tone to Red Bullâs earlier releases.
@/sector3analysis:
That is how you write a crisis statement.
âą No blame shifting
âą Clear support for the injured driver
âą Cooperation with authorities
PR masterclass.
@/gridwatch:
The contrast between the Mercedes and Red Bull statements is⊠staggering.
@/maxvfanpage:
You can literally feel the lawyers AND the humanity in that statement.
@/paddockrumours::
This reads like:
we are not involved
we will cooperate
we care about Max
donât even try to drag us into this
@/tracklimitspls:
This is also Mercedes very quietly telling sponsors: âWe are the stable place.â
@/racecontrolpls:
Red Bull: âdriver errorâ
Mercedes: âdriver safetyâ
Thatâs the whole story right there.
@/dutchlion:
Imagine waking up from surgery and your future team defends you more than your current one.
@/motorsportlawyer:
Important detail: they clearly state Russell is NOT their driver.
Thatâs legal distancing language â extremely deliberate.
@/pitwallgirl:
Also they wished Max strength in recovery by name.
Red Bull never even sounded personal.
@/f1memearchive:
Mercedes PR team currently: đ„đ„đ„
@/lando4wdc:
The paddock politics this season could be studied at university.
@/aerodynamicsnerd:
This isnât just PR. This is reputation positioning for 2026.
@/softtyresonly:
The way the entire sport has rallied around Max is actually kind of emotional.
@/SafetyCarStan:
I donât even support Mercedes but⊠respect.
@/RaceControlUpdates:
Mercedes statement is basically: we will cooperate, we condemn it, and we care about Max first.The contrast to Red Bull PR is⊠noticeable.
@/silverarrowsdata:
âDriverâs life more important than rivalry.â
That line alone just won them half the paddock.
@/DutchLion_33:
They literally wished Max well before even talking about themselves.
How hard was that, Red Bull???
@/orangearmyNL:
I never thought Iâd see Mercedes publicly defending Max Verstappen.
2025 really said plot twist.
@/f1lawwatch:
This is a liability-shield statement.
They are separating the organisation from the individual while supporting the injured party. Very clean.
@/lando4wdc:
Honestly? Respect.
That reads like humans wrote it, not lawyers.
@/pitlanechaos:
Red Bull: âcar damageâ
Mercedes: âdriver safety and dignityâ
Thatâs all you need to know.
@/grandprixhistory:
For decades the rivalry was Mercedes vs Verstappen.
Now itâs Mercedes protecting Verstappen.
Motorsport is wild.
@/gridgossip:
This is also Mercedes signaling to sponsors and the FIA:
âWe are on the safety side of history.â
@/ferrari_tifosi88:
Iâm a Ferrari fan but credit where itâs due.
Thatâs a proper statement.
@/PRStrategyBlog:
Notice they did not defend George, did not attack Red Bull, and did not speculate.
They positioned themselves as the responsible adult in the room.
@/tracklimitmemes:
okay THAT is how you write a statement
night and day compared to red bull
@/SafetyFirstF1:
Mercedes: driver safety first, no speculation, support the victim
Red Bull: car damage analysis
the contrast is⊠loud
@/f1brainrot:
Mercedes basically just said:
we are horrified, weâre cooperating, and we are not touching that man with a ten-meter pole
@/leclercsmile:
F1 Twitter experiencing something new: a competent corporate response
@/britishpresswatch:
PR disaster for Red Bull just got worse.
@/gridreaction:
First time in this entire saga a statement lowered tensions instead of raising them.
@/everyone_else:
âŠthis sport is never going to be the same after this, is it?
***
Text Messages: Susie Wolff & Dr. Anastasia âAnaâ Wolff
Ana:Susie, are you in Monaco?
Susie:I am. What do you need?
Ana:Victoria is on a flight to Nice right now. She didnât want to wait for anyone and just booked it.
Her landing time is 16:35.
I donât want her taking a taxi or dealing with press alone under the circumstances.
Susie:You did the right thing telling me.
Send me the flight number.
Ana:KL1483 from Amsterdam. Terminal 2.
Susie:Iâll be there before she lands. Iâll bring her straight to the hospital.
Ana:Thank you.
Susie:Ana â you donât need to manage everything by yourself.
Ana:Iâm not. Iâm delegating.
Susie:âŠthat is the most you answer I have ever received.
Ana:Max is sleeping. They are transferring him later. I just want one thing to go smoothly for his family.
Susie:It will. I promise.
Iâll text you when I have her.
Ana:Thank you.
***
Text Messages: Raymond Vermeulen & Toto Wolff
Raymond Vermeulen: I am on a plane.
Toto Wolff: That is usually how flights work, yes.
Raymond: To Switzerland.
Toto: âŠRaymond.
Raymond: I am going to the FIA headquarters.
Toto: I assumed.
Raymond: I am going to speak to them about the penalty points.
Toto: Speak.
Raymond: Fine.
Scream.
Toto: Please do not get arrested in addition to my former driver.
Raymond: They penalised a man whose car was sabotaged.
Toto: I am aware.
Raymond: He nearly died, Toto. And they gave him points on his license.
Toto: I know.
Raymond: I have prepared a document.
Toto: How long.
Raymond: Forty-three pages.
Toto: That is not a document. That is a declaration of war.
Raymond: Correct.
Toto: What is your objective.
Raymond: Immediate removal of all penalty points. Public acknowledgement. And an internal review.
Toto: You are optimistic.
Raymond: I am Dutch and very angry.
Toto: Dangerous combination.
Raymond: They questioned his driving standards while he was driving a compromised car.
Toto: You will not be wrong.
Raymond: I will also bring telemetry analysis.
Toto: Of course you will.
Raymond: And an independent engineer report.
Toto: You have already commissioned one.
Raymond: Two.
Toto: Naturally.
Raymond: How is he.
Toto: Sleeping.
Raymond: Good.
(typingâŠ)
Raymond: Tell him I am fixing it.
Toto: I will.
Raymond: Also tell him not to read the news.
Toto: We confiscated his phone.
Raymond: Excellent decision.
Toto: Raymond.
Raymond: Yes.
Toto: Try not to shout at them immediately. Begin with diplomacy.
Raymond: I will begin with diplomacy.
Toto: And then?
Raymond: Then I will shout.
Toto: I expected nothing else.
***
 Baku City Hospital, Baku, Azerbaijan - 24 September 2025Â
The medical jet was quieter than any aircraft Max had ever been on.
Not quieter in sound â the engines were still there, a constant low vibration under the floor â but quieter in expectation. No engineers waiting with laptops. No strategy discussions. No headset, no countdown, no pressure to perform the second the wheels left the ground.
Just a stretcher bolted into the cabin and a slow climb away from Baku.
Max hadnât realised how much he hated that place until the aircraft lifted off.
He watched the city through the small oval window beside him as long as his neck allowed. Buildings shrinking. Coastline fading. The circuit â somewhere out there â becoming smaller and smaller until it was just geography instead of memory.
His shoulders loosened for the first time in days.
âIâm not going back there,â he muttered.
Ana, seated right beside the stretcher, looked up immediately. Sheâd been watching the monitors with the same quiet intensity she watched everything.
âYou wonât,â she said calmly. âYour rehabilitation will be in Nice.â
He exhaled slowly.
Good.
He didnât think he could walk past that wall again. Not now. Maybe not ever.
Across the cabin, Toto was speaking in a low voice to one of the medical staff, practical and focused, while Sophie pretended to read something she hadnât turned the page of in ten minutes. Jos stood near the cockpit door, arms crossed, still vibrating with contained anger.
Max dragged his attention back to Ana.
She looked⊠fine.
Too fine.
Hair pulled back neatly. Posture straight. Hands steady as she adjusted the blanket over his leg and checked the IV line. If someone walked in, theyâd think she was calm.
Max knew better.
Her movements were precise to the point of overcorrection â the way she behaved when she was holding herself together by structure alone.
âYou havenât slept,â he said.
âI slept,â she replied immediately.
Max raised an eyebrow.
Ana paused. âI rested horizontally.â
âThatâs not sleep.â
âIt is adjacent to sleep.â
He snorted, then winced when his ribs protested. âYouâre terrible at lying.â
âI am not lying. I am approximating.â
He looked at her for a long second.
Her eyes flicked to him, assessing, then away again. She reached automatically for his hand when the aircraft hit a pocket of turbulence, not noticing sheâd done it.
Her fingers were cold.
âHey,â he said quietly.
âIâm here.â
âI know.â
He tightened his grip slightly. âYouâre allowed to be not okay, you know.â
Her jaw shifted almost imperceptibly. âYou survived a high-energy impact with significant injuries and a surgical intervention less than seventy-two hours ago. My emotional state is statistically irrelevant.â
Max stared at her.
âYeah,â he said softly. âThatâs not how that works.â
She didnât answer.
Instead she adjusted the pillow behind his shoulder for the third time in five minutes.
He let her.
Because this â the fixing, the monitoring, the constant management â was how she coped. And if he took that away right now, she might actually fall apart.
âSo,â he said, deliberately casual, âRaymond texted Toto earlier.â
Her eyes flicked up. âI know.â
âHeâs in Switzerland?â
âYes.â
âWhat is he doing in Switzerland?â
Ana hesitated a fraction.
âYelling at the FIA,â she said.
Max blinked.
Then he laughed â a short, breathy sound he immediately regretted because it hurt.
âThat sounds right,â he murmured. âPoor FIA.â
Max pictured it vividly â Raymond in a suit, restrained fury weaponized into legal language â and felt something close to amusement bubble up.
âHonestly,â he said, âthat might be the funniest part of this whole mess.â
âLetâs not call anything about this funny,â Ana said, but there was a ghost of a smile there too.
He glanced at her then. Really looked.
Anything to avoid thinking about the other thing.
The name that kept trying to surface in his head.
George Russell.
He pushed it away immediately. Hard.
He wasnât ready. His brain just⊠slid off it every time he tried to hold the thought. Like touching a hot surface and instinctively pulling back.
So he didnât.
Instead he focused on Ana.
On how she kept checking his pulse even though the monitor did it for her.
On how she hadnât eaten the food the nurse brought.
On how every time he shifted even slightly, her attention snapped back to him instantly.
âYouâre doing it again,â he said.
âDoing what.â
âWatching me like I might disappear.â
For a second â just a second â something cracked in her expression.
Gone almost immediately.
âI am monitoring you,â she said quietly.
Max squeezed her hand.
âIâm not going anywhere, Nastya.â
Her fingers tightened around his in response â not enough anyone else would notice. He did.
Across the cabin, Sophie glanced over, relief softening her features when she saw Max awake. Jos looked too, his expression complicated â anger, exhaustion, and something almost like gratitude when he saw Ana still sitting there beside him.
Toto caught Maxâs eye a moment later and gave him a small nod.
Everything was still chaos. Investigations, statements, lawyers, headlines.
But inside the cabin, for a few hours, it was contained.
Max looked back at Ana.
âYou should sleep,â he murmured.
âI will later.â
âYou always say that.â
âYes.â
He shifted his hand slightly so she couldnât pull away.
âStay.â
âI wasnât planning on leaving.â
He believed her.
The aircraft hummed steadily westward across Europe, away from sirens, flashing lights, and concrete walls.
For the first time since the crash, Max felt something dangerously close to safe.
Not because of the doctors.
Not because of the team.
Because she was still sitting there, fingers wrapped around his, watching him breathe like it mattered more than anything else in the world.
***
Nice CĂŽte d'Azur Airport, Nice, France -Â 24 September 2025Â
The arrivals hall at Nice CĂŽte dâAzur Airport was too bright.
Victoria hadnât slept on the flight. She hadnât really sat either â just existed in a tight coil of adrenaline and dread, fingers locked around her phone like it was the only thing keeping her upright. Every hour she had checked for messages. Every vibration had stopped her heart.
She knew Max was alive.
Everyone kept telling her he was alive.
Her brain accepted the words.
 Her body did not.
The sliding doors opened and warm Mediterranean air rushed in, but she barely registered it. Her hands were shaking so badly she almost dropped her passport while shoving it into her bag. People moved around her â tourists, families, taxi drivers holding signs â normal life continuing in a way that felt offensive.
How could everything still be normal?
Her brother had nearly died three days ago.
Nothing had helped since she had watched the crash video on her kitchen floor, the phone falling from her hands before the car even stopped moving.
Max.
Her big brother.
The person who had always been indestructible in her mind.
Victoria scanned the crowd â and then she saw her.
Susie.
Tall, composed, unmistakable even in simple trousers and a blouse, standing just beyond the barrier. She wasnât doing anything dramatic, not waving or calling out. Just watching the exit with the stillness of someone who was used to waiting through crises without showing it publicly.
Victoria had met her many times before â paddocks and race weekends, and during that summer she had gotten to know her betterâ and she had always liked her. Susie carried authority without trying. Not loud, not performative, just⊠steady. The kind of person people instinctively listened to.
And now Victoria suddenly understood why Ana was the way she was.
Because the second Susie saw her, the professional composure softened into something unmistakably maternal.
Victoria didnât remember crossing the distance.
One moment she was gripping her suitcase handle. The next she was standing in front of her and her vision blurred.
âIâm so sorry,â she heard herself say â completely nonsensical and yet the only words her brain produced.
Susie didnât hesitate. She stepped forward and pulled her into a firm hug.
âHey,â Susie said gently. âNo. None of that.â
That was it.
Victoria broke.
Not loudly. Not dramatically. Just a sudden collapse of the control she hadnât realized sheâd been holding for seventy-two hours. Her hands grabbed the back of Susieâs jacket, shoulders shaking as the adrenaline finally drained out.
âI thoughtââ she started, and couldnât finish.
Susie tightened her arms around her. Not comforting in the vague, polite way people did when they didnât know what to say. Anchoring. Grounding. The way you held someone when you meant it.
âHeâs alive,â Susie said quietly. âHeâs injured, and heâs exhausted, but heâs alive.â
Victoria nodded into her shoulder, tears hot and relentless. âI saw it. I watched it happen.â
âI know.â
âHe doesnât crash like that,â Victoria whispered. âMax doesnât lose control like that.â
Susie didnât immediately answer.
And that silence told Victoria more than reassurance would have.
After a moment Susie gently drew back, hands steady on her shoulders. âCome on. Letâs get you to the car. You need water. And probably sugar.â
Victoria wiped at her face, though the tears kept coming anyway. As they began walking, she found herself watching Susie from the corner of her eye â the calm way she moved, the way she quietly guided rather than pushed, the subtle awareness of everything around them.
âIs Ana okay?â Victoria asked, the first question sheâd asked that wasnât about Max.
Susieâs expression softened further. âSheâs holding herself together for him.â
Victoria exhaled shakily. âThat means sheâs not okay.â
A small, sad smile. âNo. Sheâs not.â
They stepped into the parking structure, the air cooler now. Victoriaâs legs still felt oddly unsteady, like her body hadnât yet accepted that the worst outcome hadnât happened.
At the passenger door she stopped.
âWhatââ Her voice wavered. âWhat am I going to see?â
Susie didnât sugarcoat it.
âHeâs injured,â she said calmly. âYouâll see the external fixation on his leg. His shoulder is immobilisied. Bruising. He tires easily. But he is himself. Talk to him normally. That will help more than anything.â
Victoria nodded, forcing a breath into her lungs. âOkay.â
She opened the door but didnât get in yet.
Her voice dropped. âThey said George Russell did it.â
Susieâs jaw tightened, almost imperceptibly.
âYes.â
Victoria stared at the pavement. âI donât understand how anyone could look at Maxie andâŠâ Her voice failed again.
Susie placed a steady hand over hers. âYou donât need to understand it right now.â
Victoria swallowed. âI just need to see him.â
âYou will,â Susie said. âWeâre going straight to the hospital.â
Inside the car, Victoria clasped her hands in her lap as Susie pulled onto the road. She barely noticed the sea, the light on the water, the palms along the promenade. Her mind kept replaying childhood memories instead â Max teaching her to ride a bike, Max sitting beside her during thunderstorms, Max always being the one she called first.
âIâve never seen him hurt like this,â she said quietly. âEven when we were kids, Maxâd just⊠get back up immediately.â
Susie glanced at her. âHe still will.â
Victoria nodded, though her voice trembled. âI know. I just need to see it.â
Silence settled for a minute.
âWas Ana there the whole time?â she asked.
âYes.â
Victoria swallowed. âGood.â
She stared out the window for a moment, then said softly, almost to herself, âSheâs like you.â
Susie looked at her. âHow?â
âShe doesnât panic,â Victoria said. âNot outwardly. She⊠organizes. Fixes. Takes control of everything around her. Itâs terrifying.â
Susie huffed a faint breath. âShe feels it. She just processes differently.â
Victoria nodded. âI know. But Maxââ Her voice softened. âMax trusts very few people completely.â
Another pause.
âHe trusts her,â she said.
Susie didnât disagree.
âI know.â
Victoria watched the hospital buildings approaching in the distance, heart starting to race again.
âHe wonât say it,â she whispered, âbut he needs her.â
Susieâs gaze softened, looking out toward the road ahead.
âYes,â she said gently. âHe does.â
And for the first time since the crash, something inside Victoria steadied â fragile but real.
If Ana was still beside himâŠ
then Max hadnât faced it alone.
And that, more than any doctorâs reassurance, finally made her believe he might actually be okay.
***
Hospital Pasteur, Nice, France -Â 24 September 2025Â
The hospital in Nice did not smell like Baku.
That was the first thing Max noticed.
No jet fuel lingering in his memory, no smoke that his brain kept insisting he could still taste, no distant echo of sirens layered into the back of his thoughts. Just clean air, filtered and cool, sunlight cutting across white walls in long Mediterranean lines.
He hadnât realized how much he hated the other place until he left it.
Here, the room had windows. Real ones. They looked out over trees that didnât belong to a world where cars disintegrated at 300 kilometers per hour. Nurses spoke softly in French. No one ran. No one whispered in urgent tones just outside the door.
His body still hurt everywhere, but his brain â for the first time since the crash â wasnât waiting for the next catastrophe.
He lay propped against pillows, shoulder immobilized, leg elevated and still held by external fixation. Every movement was calculated. Even breathing too deep pulled somewhere along his ribs.
But it was quiet.
Ana sat in the chair beside the bed, laptop closed, phone in her hand but not really looking at it. She had been like that the whole flight too â present, alert, watching him without appearing to watch him.
He studied her for a moment.
She looked worse than he did.
Not physically. No bruises. No casts.
Just⊠thinner. Tighter. As if someone had wound a spring inside her and never let it release.
âYouâre still running on no sleep,â he said.
She looked up immediately. âYou need water.â
âThat wasnât what I said.â
âYou do need water.â
âNastya.â
Her eyes met his, and for a second the mask slipped â exhaustion, fear, something fragile she would never willingly show anyone else.
âI am fine,â she said.
Max exhaled slowly.
He knew she wasnât.
She had not cried once. Not really. Not in Baku. Not on the flight. Not here.
And that scared him more than if she had screamed.
He shifted slightly, wincing. âYou need to go home.â
âNo.â
âYeah.â
âNo.â
He gave her a look. âYou look like youâre about to fall over.â
âI am not.â
âYou havenât slept more than a handful of hours.â
âI have rested.â
âThatâs not sleep.â
Silence.
Then, softer: âIâm okay.â
Max shook his head carefully against the pillow. âYouâre not okay. And youâre no good to me if you collapse.â
Her jaw tightened. âIâm not leaving you.â
âYouâre not leaving,â he corrected gently. âYouâre going to sleep.â
She didnât answer. Her fingers tightened around her phone.
âNastya,â he said quietly. âPlease.â
That word did it.
That stopped her more than anything else had.
Before she could answer, there was a soft knock at the door and it opened.
Susie stepped in first, giving him a smile.
And behind herâ
Victoria.
For a split second Max thought his brain had invented her.
She looked smaller than he remembered, hair messy from travel, eyes already red before she even fully crossed the threshold.
âHi,â he said softly.
That was all it took.
His little sister burst into tears and crossed the room in three quick steps, stopping only when she reached the bed because she clearly didnât know where she could safely touch him.
âOh my god,â she whispered, crying openly now. âOh my god.â
Max lifted his good arm carefully.
She leaned into him immediately, careful but desperate, hugging around his shoulder without jostling anything. He felt her shaking.
âHey,â he murmured. âIâm okay.â
âYouâre not okay,â she choked.
âIâm alive.â
Her face pressed into his shoulder, and he felt something inside his chest settle for the first time since Baku.
âI thought you died,â she whispered.
Max closed his eyes briefly.
âI didnât.â
She pulled back just enough to look at him, scanning every bruise like she was memorizing proof.
âYou scared me,â she said, voice breaking.
âSorry.â
âYouâre not allowed to do that again.â
He gave the faintest smile. âIâll try.â
She tried to say something else and failed, pressing her forehead into his shoulder instead.
âI thoughtââ she choked.
âI know.â
Her grip tightened. âI watched it.â
âYeah,â he said quietly. âDonât do that again.â
She let out a wet laugh that turned into another tearful breath. âYou idiot.â
âAccurate.â
She pulled back just enough to look at him properly, eyes scanning his face like she needed visual confirmation.
âYouâre really here.â
âCanât get rid of me that easily,â he said. âYouâre still stuck with me.â
She wiped her eyes quickly. âGood.â
The room had softened around them â even Jos had gone quiet, standing near the window, watching with an expression Max rarely saw on his fatherâs face. Not anger.
Relief.
Victoria finally sat beside the bed, still holding his hand. âDoes it hurt?â
âEverything hurts.â
âOkay.â
Max glanced toward Ana.
She hadnât moved closer. She stood slightly back, giving them space, but he could feel her attention on him anyway. Always tracking.
He sighed softly.
âNastya,â he said gently. âGo.â
She didnât move. âMaxââ
âGo home with your parents. Sleep.â
âIâm fine.â
âYouâre not,â he said quietly. âAnd Iâm not going anywhere tonight.â
Susie spoke softly from the doorway. âHeâs right.â
Ana hesitated.
Max gave her a small tired smile. âIâll still be here in the morning.â
Victoria laughed wetly and wiped her face. Then she glanced toward Ana, and something softer passed through her expression.
âThank you,â she said quietly.
Ana looked almost startled. âI did nothing.â
âYou stayed,â Victoria said.
Ana didnât know how to answer that.
Max watched them both â and then looked at his parents.
They were exhausted. All of them were.
âOkay,â he said gently. âEveryone out.â
Four heads turned toward him.
âWhat?â Sophie asked.
âYou,â he said to Ana. âGo with your parents. Sleep.â
She hesitated again.
He raised an eyebrow. âThat wasnât a suggestion.â
Sophie understood immediately. âHeâs right.â
Jos started to protest, but Max cut him off softly. âPa. Iâm not going anywhere.â
Toto, standing near the door, nodded. âIâve arranged hotel rooms five minutes away.â
Max looked at his mother. âYou need sleep too.â
Sophie squeezed his hand gently. âWeâll be back in the morning.â
Victoria squeezed Maxâs hand. âIâll stay.â
Max smirked faintly. âYouâre worse than her.â
âYes,â she said immediately.
For the first time since Baku, the room felt almost normal.
Not safe yet.
But human.
One by one, they left.
Ana was last.
She stood beside the bed for a moment.
âYou call me if you need me,â she said.
âI will.â
Her hand rested lightly against his wrist â a small, grounding touch â before she finally allowed Susie to guide her out.
And as everyone slowly began to leave, Max leaned back against the pillows, watching his sister still standing beside him, refusing to let go of his hand.
The betrayal, the crash, George â it all waited somewhere outside the room.
For a few quiet minutes, he allowed himself not to think about any of it.
He was alive.
And his little sister was here to prove it.
***
Hospital Pasteur, Nice, France -Â 24 September 2025Â
The door closed softly behind her.
Ana made it three steps down the corridor.
That was as far as she got.
She had been moving on instructions for three days â speak to doctors, sign papers, verify medication dosages, check vitals, coordinate transport, answer questions, filter noise. Every thought had been a task, every emotion categorized as non-actionable. There had simply not been time for anything else.
The corridor in Nice was quiet. No journalists shouting. No sirens. No smell of fuel. Just believe-it-or-not normal hospital sounds: a trolley rolling somewhere distant, muted voices, afternoon light falling across the tiled floor.
Her brain finally registered something it had not allowed itself to register since Baku.
There was no next step.
Max was alive.
And she was no longer required to keep him alive minute-to-minute.
The system lost its emergency load.
Her body did not know what to do with that.
Her hands began shaking.
At first it was small â a tremor in her fingers as she reached for her phone to check something she didnât need to check. The screen blurred. She blinked hard, once, twice, trying to refocus.
It didnât work.
Her breathing shortened. Not panic yet â just⊠wrong. Her chest felt tight, air not quite reaching the bottom of her lungs.
Incorrect input, her mind supplied automatically, searching for a problem to solve.
She tried to take a deeper breath.
It hitched.
Her throat tightened.
And suddenly every sound in the corridor became too loud and too far away at the same time.
Susie had only taken a few steps ahead before she heard it â a small, broken inhale behind her. Not a sob yet. The precursor.
She turned.
Ana was standing in the middle of the hallway, completely still.
Her face had gone white. Not pale â drained. Her eyes unfocused, hands hanging uselessly at her sides like sheâd forgotten how to use them.
âAna?â Susie said softly.
Ana tried to answer.
Nothing came out.
For seventy-two hours she had functioned on a single operating mode: control.
Collect data.
Talk to doctors.
Track medication.
Anticipate complications.
Prevent worst outcomes.
She had not cried when she saw the wrecked car.
Not when the surgeon described the leg.
Not when Max woke up confused and in pain.
Not when the mechanics were arrested.
Not when Georgeâs name was spoken.
Because crying did not help systems survive.
But now she was outside the room.
Now she could not hear his breathing.
She pressed her palm flat against the wall.
The wall did not stop the sensation that the world had tilted sideways.
Her thoughts stopped being ordered. They came all at once â images, not logic.
Carbon fibre folding.
The onboard replay she should never have watched.
The silence on the radio.
His head unmoving inside the cockpit.
The doctor saying he was lucky.
The words he could have died.
Her breathing broke.
She tried to inhale and instead made a sharp, involuntary sound she didnât recognize as her own voice.
Susie reached her just as her knees nearly gave out.
âAnaââ
Ana grabbed her.
Not politely. Not composed.
Her hands clutched at Susieâs coat like she needed a physical anchor to remain upright and then the first sob tore out of her chest, raw and uncontrolled.
It hurt.
Actual physical pain, like her ribs were collapsing inward.
âIââ Ana tried to speak, but it dissolved into another broken sound.
She buried her face into her motherâs shoulder and the dam finally failed.
Ana cried.
Not quiet tears.
Not the restrained blinking she used in public.
Hysterical, shaking sobs she couldnât stop even when she tried. Her fingers tightened in the fabric of Susieâs coat, knuckles white, like letting go would make something terrible happen.
âI thought he died,â Ana choked. âI thoughtâ I thoughtâHe chose the wall â I know he did â he protected Lando and I knew what that meant and they said surgery and nobody would give me numbers and I calculated survival probabilities and Iââ
Her words fractured, breath hitching violently. Every suppressed hour hit at once.
Susie wrapped both arms around her immediately, one hand cradling the back of her head, pressing her close without trying to quiet her.
âIâ I couldnâtâ they saidâ he didnât answerââ
She was crying hard now. Not silent tears â full, shaking, hysterical sobs that made her shoulders heave. Her forehead pressed into Susieâs shoulder as if proximity alone could anchor her.
âItâs alright,â she whispered, one hand cradling the back of Anaâs head. âHeâs here. Heâs alive. You did it. You got him here.â
Ana shook her head rapidly, clinging harder. âI couldnât fix it. I couldnât stop it. I run simulations for failure, Iâ I plan for failure, Iââ Her breath hitched painfully. âI watched it happen and I couldnât do anything.â
The words dissolved into another wave of sobbing. The kind that emptied lungs and left her gasping. She was no longer trying to be quiet, no longer trying to be composed. All the fear she had compressed into orderly function spilled out at once.
Anaâs grip tightened in her coat, knuckles white.
âHe was alone in the car,â she whispered, voice raw. âAnd I couldnât reach him.â
Susie pressed her cheek to Anaâs hair. âBut you were there when he woke.â
A shuddering breath.
Ana buried her face against her shoulder and the crying came all at once, violently, as if something inside her had been held under pressure and the seal finally failed.
She couldnât stop.
Her body shook hard enough that Susie had to steady them both against the wall.
âI couldnâtâ I couldnât fix it,â Ana choked. âI couldnâtâ I didnât knowâ I didnât see it and I always see itââ
For three days she had operated on logic: stabilise patient, coordinate transfer, manage pain, control variables. Every decision had been actionable.
But the crash had not been a system failure she could engineer around.
It had been intentional..
Human.
âI canât fix this,â she sobbed. âI canât design around this. I canâtâ I couldnât stop it.â
That was the real terror.
Not the injuries.
The unpredictability.
Systems she could model, she could control.
 Human malice she could not.
Her breathing stuttered again, tears still falling uncontrollably. For the first time in days she wasnât the composed engineer, the calm presence in the hospital room.
She was just a woman who had watched the person she loved almost die.
âI was there,â she sobbed. âAnd I couldnât stop it. He trusted themâ he trustedâ and Iââ
Her voice broke completely.
Susie stroked her hair, holding her.
âThis wasnât yours to stop,â she said softly. âYou didnât cause it.â
Ana shook her head violently, clutching tighter. âIf I hadnâtâ if Georgeâ if Iââ
She couldnât finish the thought.
But Susie understood anyway.
Not logic.
Guilt.
Because Anaâs mind built causal chains for everything. Every outcome had an input. Every failure had a root cause. And somewhere in her brain, she had already drawn a line:
George â her â Max.
Susie cupped the back of her head gently, forcing her to stay present. âListen to me. Max is alive because of what you did. Not in spite of it.â
Ana cried harder.
âI watched the monitors,â she whispered hoarsely. âEvery hour I thought they would drop. I thought I would look away and he wouldââ
Her breathing broke into near-panic.
Susie shifted, guiding her down onto the corridor bench and sitting beside her without letting go. Ana still clung to her coat, fingers knotted into the wool like letting go would undo reality.
Her breath hitched into near-hyperventilation. She broke again, clutching Susie harder.
âI canât lose him,â she sobbed. âI canât.â
Susieâs eyes closed briefly, her own throat tightening, but her voice stayed steady.
âYou didnât,â she said softly. âHeâs here. You did exactly what he needed you to do.â
Ana shook her head, crying harder.Â
âI should have stopped it,â she whispered, irrational guilt flooding out now that control was gone. âI should have seen it. I see everything. I missed this and he almost died because I didnâtââ
Susie gently cupped her face, forcing her to look up.
âNo,â she said firmly, but gently. âYou are not responsible for someone elseâs violence.â
âI love him,â Ana whispered, voice small and wrecked. âAnd I almost lost him.â
Susie held her tighter.
âI know,â she said softly. âI know.â
Anaâs grip loosened only slightly, exhaustion finally catching up to her, sobs fading into shuddering breaths as adrenaline drained away. She didnât stop holding onto her mother, forehead pressed to her shoulder, eyes squeezed shut like if she opened them the world might rewind to the moment the car hit the wall.
Susie rested her cheek against Anaâs hair.
âIâm so tired,â Ana whispered eventually, voice shredded. âI donât know how to turn my brain off.â
Susie pressed a kiss into her hair. âThen donât. Just let someone else hold you while it runs.â
Ana clung to her like a child who had finally reached the end of her endurance.
When the sobs eased into shaky breaths, Susie kept her there anyway, one hand smoothing down her back, steady and warm.
âWeâll go home,â she said quietly. âYouâll sleep. Weâll come back in the morning.â
Ana nodded weakly, eyes red, utterly spent.
Toto stepped forward then, resting a hand at her backâpresent, grounding, wordless.
And together, the three of them walked down the corridor.
***
Hospital Pasteur, Nice, France -Â 24 September 2025Â
Jos heard the sound before he understood it.
A sob.
Not the quiet crying he had heard from drivers over the years â disappointment, pain, frustration â but something rawer. It cut through the corridor sharply enough that he looked up immediately.
Down the hall, near the windows, Susie stood with someone in her arms.
Ana.
Jos stopped moving.
For a moment his brain didnât reconcile what he was seeing.
Because the girl he had watched for days didnât break.
She calculated. She organised. She spoke to surgeons like a colleague, not a frightened twenty-something. She corrected medication timings before nurses did. She had looked at Maxâs external fixation frame without flinching while he himself had needed to look away constantly.
He had privately decided she was⊠strange. Too controlled. Too cold.
Now she was shaking so hard Susie had to hold her upright.
Her hands were gripping Susieâs coat like a drowning person clinging to a rope, shoulders jerking with each sob she couldnât contain. The sounds coming from her werenât composed or quiet â they were wrecked, torn out of her without permission.
âI thought he died,â she choked, the words carrying down the corridor.
Jos felt something in his chest shift.
He had expected tears from Sophie. From Victoria when she arrived. From family.
He had not expected this.
âOh,â Sophie breathed beside him, having followed him out more quietly than heâd realized.
Jos didnât answer.
He couldnât take his eyes off Ana.
Susie had her wrapped up completely, one hand cradling the back of her head, murmuring something Jos couldnât hear. Toto stood a little to the side, close enough to step in if Ana collapsed entirely, his face tight with worry and something like helplessness Jos recognized all too well.
Ana bent forward slightly, almost folding into herself as the crying intensified, Susie bracing her weight and guiding her toward the bench. She didnât look like the woman who had calmly instructed doctors about transfer logistics an hour ago. She looked young. Terribly young.
âI should have stopped it,â she whispered hoarsely. âI should have seen itââ
Susie held her face gently, forcing her to look up. âYou are not responsible for someone elseâs violence.â
Ana shook her head, still crying. âI love him.â
The words landed harder than the sobbing.
Jos looked away for a second â not out of discomfort, but because something unfamiliar tightened behind his eyes and he didnât like the sensation.
He had seen drivers celebrate championships with less emotion than that.
This wasnât fear of scandal. Not reputation. Not convenience.
This was raw terror at almost losing Max.
Realisation settled slowly and uncomfortably.
She hadnât been calm because she didnât care.
She had been calm because she was holding herself together so Max could.
And now, outside the room, when Max was finally stable, when someone else was there to catch herâ
She broke.
Jos shifted his weight, suddenly unsure where to put himself. He felt like an intruder on something deeply private. Something sacred.
Toto caught his eye briefly, then nodded onceâan unspoken agreement. He stepped closer to Susie, murmured something low and calm. Susie nodded back, pressing a kiss into Anaâs hair.
âWeâll take her home,â Susie said softly. âShe needs sleep. Real sleep.â
Ana didnât protest. She didnât even lift her head. She just let Susie and Toto guide her up, still clinging faintly to her motherâs sleeve like a child afraid to be left alone.
Jos watched them walk down the corridor together.
Watched Anaâs shoulders shake less with every step as Susie murmured to her, Toto steady at her other side.
When they were gone, the corridor felt oddly hollow.
Jos exhaled slowly, like heâd been holding his breath without realizing it.
Only when they turned the corner did Sophie come to stand beside him.
For a moment neither of them spoke.
Sophie exhaled slowly. âYou saw.â
He nodded once.
âI thoughtâŠâ Jos stopped. He didnât finish the sentence. He wasnât even sure what he had thought â that she was detached, clinical, incapable of emotional response. That Max had fallen too hard for someone who wouldnât fall back.
He had been wrong.
Sophieâs voice softened. âTo see our son loved like thatâŠâ
Jos looked toward the door of Maxâs room.
Through the small window he could see him â pale, alive.
For the first time since Baku, some of the anger inside him shifted into something else. Not gone. Never gone. But changed.
Because he understood something now with absolute clarity:
Max wasnât holding onto her.
She was holding onto him just as tightly.
Jos rubbed a hand over his face, voice rougher than he intended.
âYeah,â he muttered quietly. âHe picked the right one.â
***
Wolff Residence, Monaco -Â 24 September 2025Â
Susie knew her daughterâs panic.
She knew the signs the way only a mother could â the sharp, shallow breathing, the moment Anaâs eyes stopped tracking the room, the way her hands searched for something predictable to hold onto when the world became too loud, too chaotic, too human. She knew how to lower her voice, how to slow her own movements, how to sit nearby without touching until touching was wanted.
She had spent years learning the rhythm of it.
This wasnât that.
Ana sat in the passenger seat on the drive back to Monaco as if the scaffolding inside her had been quietly removed. No trembling, no pacing fingers, no repetitive motions to anchor herself. She didnât watch the coastline or the passing traffic. She didnât even seem to blink much. She simply existed â upright because the seat held her there, hands resting loosely in her lap, gaze unfixed.
It frightened Susie more than any panic attack ever had.
Toto drove in silence.Â
Susie could read him without looking directly: the stiffness in his shoulders, the careful control in the way he held the steering wheel, the way his jaw tightened every time the road curved. He was doing what he always did under pressure â focusing on something concrete so he wouldnât think about what wasnât.
She reached across the console once and rested her hand over his forearm. He didnât look at her, but his grip eased a fraction.
When they reached the apartment, Susie didnât ask Ana what she wanted. Choice required energy, and Ana had none left.
She guided her inside gently, one hand warm and steady at her elbow.
âCome on, sweetheart,â she said softly. âBath first.â
Ana nodded immediately, automatic compliance â not agreement, just relief at not needing to decide.
Susie ran the water herself. She checked the temperature, then checked it again. She added the lavender oil Ana always relaxed into, the scent familiar and grounding. She moved slowly and without commentary as she helped her daughter out of her clothes â not clinical, not brisk, simply present. No fussing, no questions.
Care, not caretaking.
Ana lowered herself into the bath with a quiet exhale, like gravity had finally caught up with her. The tension didnât vanish, but it softened at the edges. Her shoulders dipped beneath the water, and for the first time since leaving the hospital she seemed less rigidly upright.
Susie stayed seated beside the tub the entire time. One hand rested on the tile, the other occasionally smoothing damp strands of hair away from Anaâs face when they clung to her cheek.
âYouâre safe,â Susie said quietly. She didnât wait for Ana to ask. âMax is safe. You did everything you could.â
Tears slid from the corners of Anaâs eyes, silent, disappearing into the bathwater.
When she finally helped her out, Susie wrapped her in the largest towel they owned and held it closed around her shoulders, guiding her down the hallway without hurry. Ana leaned into the guidance without resistance.
Susie paused only briefly at the bedroom door.
Anaâs bedroom.
She didnât overthink it. She pulled back the covers and settled Ana beneath them. The bed was warm and familiar and unmistakably home, and Ana seemed to sink into it as if her body had been waiting for permission to stop.
Susie stood there a moment longer than necessary, watching her daughterâs eyes flutter with exhaustion.
This wasnât temporary, she realized with quiet certainty. Not the fear, not the attachment, not the place Ana held in their lives. Guest rooms were for visitors.
Ana wasnât a visitor.
âIâll be right back,â she said softly.
In the kitchen, Toto stood at the counter, hands braced against the marble, staring down without seeing anything. He looked composed to anyone who didnât know him. Susie knew better. He was holding himself together by routine alone.
Toto closed his eyes briefly. âOf course she hasnât.â
Susie moved without thinking â cupboards opening, cereal poured, bread toasted, honey drizzled, juice poured. Familiar tasks. Nourishment before questions.
Jack padded into the kitchen in his pyjamas, relief immediate when he saw both parents present.
His shoulders relaxed. He climbed onto a stool and waited with patient seriousness.
They carried the tray together.
Ana stirred when Susie sat beside her, blinking slowly, disoriented for a second before recognizing the room. Susie kept her voice gentle.
âHey. Just a little bit.â
Ana studied the cereal bowl like it required solving, then accepted the spoon Jack offered. He watched her with intense focus, the solemn responsibility of a child determined to help.
âThat oneâs good,â he said earnestly. âIt has marshmallows.â
A faint smile touched her mouth.
Toto remained in the doorway, arms folded tight across his chest, watching his daughter eat cereal in her bed as though it were the most important thing he would witness that day.
Jack finished his toast, yawned, and climbed onto the bed beside her without asking.
âWeâre all here,â he declared, satisfied.
Susie tucked the blankets around both of them, a deep ache of relief settling beneath her ribs.
Anaâs eyes drifted shut again, exhaustion finally winning. Susie smoothed her hair back from her forehead.
âYou sleep,â she murmured. âWeâll wake you when itâs time to go back.â
Anaâs voice was barely audible.
âThank you.â
Susie pressed a light kiss to her temple.
âAlways,â she said.
Susie stayed until her breathing evened out, until the house felt quieter again.
Only then did she allow herself to sit back and feel it â the fear, the fury, the relief â all tangled together.
Her daughter was safe.
For tonight, that was enough.
***
Wolff Residence, Monaco -Â 24 September 2025Â
Toto didnât come to bed immediately.
Susie found him on the balcony.
Monaco was quiet at that hour â the harbor lights reflecting in the water, a few late cars humming somewhere below, the city moving at a softer pace than the one they had just left behind in Baku and hospital corridors and fluorescent stairwells.
He was leaning on the railing, both hands gripping it, shoulders bowed forward like the weight he was holding had finally become physical.
She didnât speak right away. She simply stepped beside him and rested a hand lightly between his shoulder blades.
For a long moment, he didnât move.
Then he exhaled.
âSheâs asleep,â Susie said softly.
âI know,â Toto replied. His voice sounded steady. That was the problem. âJack too?â
âYes.â
A pause.
âAnd you?â she asked.
He exhaled through his nose. âWorking on it.â
For a long moment, Toto said nothing.
Then, quietly, like the words surprised him too, he said, âIf that had been my son⊠I donât think I would have survived it.â
Susie closed her eyes.
âI watched Max on that hospital bed,â Toto continued, staring out at the dark. âAnastasia holding his hand. Tubes everywhere. That legâŠâ His jaw tightened. âAnd all I could think was: if that were Jack or Benny in that bed, I would be feral. Completely feral.â
He laughed once, hollow. âAnd then I realised â I already am.â
Susieâs hand pressed more firmly against his back.
Toto swallowed hard. âI donât know how Jos stood there,â he admitted. âI donât know how any parent does. I watched Anastasia get hurt this year and that made me want to murder people. But thisââ He shook his head. âShe loves him, Susie. Completely. If he had died, it would have taken something from her she would never get back.â
Susie understood immediately. This wasnât about contracts or teams or even the sport anymore.
It was about the fact that Toto had watched a boy who mattered to his daughter almost die in front of him.
Susie reached for his hand. He let her take it, fingers cold against hers.
âI keep thinking I should be⊠doing something,â he said. âCalling someone. Fixing something. Managing it. Thatâs what I do. But thereâs nothing to fix. He nearly died. Someone wanted him to die. And all I could do was stand there and watch monitors.â
His voice finally cracked.
âI felt useless,â he said hoarsely. âThe same way I did when my father was sick. Sitting there as a teenager, listening to doctors talk about tumours and timelines and knowing none of it mattered because I couldnât change the outcome.â
Susieâs grip tightened.
âI hated that feeling,â Toto went on. âI built my entire life around never feeling that powerless again. And then Baku happened.â
Silence settled between them, heavy but not empty.
He stared out over the water, eyes unfocused. âI felt⊠useless. Completely useless. Like I did when I was fifteen.â
Susieâs fingers stilled slightly against his back.
âMy father,â Toto said, barely above a whisper. âWhen he got sick. The brain tumour. Everyone around me was doing things â doctors, adults, decisions â and I could do nothing. I remember standing in the hospital and realizing that adults donât actually control anything. Not the important things.â
He let out a shaky breath.
âThatâs what this felt like. I could organize aircraft, surgeons, legal teams, entire corporations â and none of it mattered if his heart stopped on that monitor.â
Susie slid her arms around him from behind, resting her cheek against his shoulder.
âYou werenât useless,â she said softly.
âI couldnât protect Anastasia from it,â he replied.
âYou helped keep Max alive,â she said gently. âAnd you kept her standing long enough to get him here.â
Toto shook his head slightly. âI still wanted to fix it. Like a problem. And it wasnât a problem. It was⊠chance. Violence. Human stupidity.â
Silence settled between them, the kind that only exists between people who know each other too well to fill it unnecessarily.
âMaybe you should call your sister,â Susie said gently. âNot tonight. Just⊠soon.â
Toto nodded slowly. âYeah. Tomorrow.â He swallowed. âSheâll tell me Iâm catastrophising.â
âShe loves you,â Susie said.
He rubbed his face with both hands, forcing himself back into practical thought because it was safer there.
âThe surgeons want to do the internal fixation on his leg tomorrow afternoon,â he said. âIf the swelling holds. Iâll need to go to Stuttgart Friday â board meeting, engines, and I need to look like a functioning human being.â
Susie turned him gently toward her.
âShhh,â she murmured, placing a hand against his chest. âNot tonight.â
He tried to keep talking anyway. âThere are still statements to review andââ
âNo,â she said softly but firmly. âNow you sleep.â
He didnât argue.
He leaned forward, forehead resting briefly against hers, exhaustion finally breaking through the structure he held himself together with.
And then, almost absently, he said:
âHe made me his medical proxy.â
Susie blinked. âWho did?â
Toto frowned slightly, as if realizing heâd said something he hadnât intended to.
âMax,â he answered. âAfter surgery, when he woke completely drugged, he looked at me and said I had every reason to keep him alive next year. And I told him I had every reason to keep him alive, period,â Toto said quietly. âThat was after he proposed to Ana.â
Susie blinked. âHe what?â
Toto froze.
Slowly, he turned his head toward her.
ââŠI may have forgotten to mention that.â
Susie stared at him. âToto.â
âHe was on painkillers,â Toto said quickly. âVery strong ones.â
âThat is not the relevant part.â
âHe was extremely sincere,â Toto added weakly.
Susie pressed her hand to her mouth â not shocked exactly, but overwhelmed by the timing, the absurdity, the tenderness of it.
âAnd she said yes?â she asked quietly.
âShe said she wouldnât hold him to what he said while high on painkillers, but yes.âÂ
âShe didnât tell me,â she said, half laughing, half stunned.
âShe hasnât really told anyone,â Toto replied. âI donât think sheâs processed it yet.â
Susie leaned back against the wall, exhaling. âOf course he did it high on painkillers.â
Then Susie exhaled softly, emotion finally catching up to her. âWell,â she said, voice gentler now, âthat explains a lot.â
Toto leaned into her then, the last of the control draining away.
âWe nearly lost him,â he whispered.
Susie held him tighter.
âBut we didnât,â she said. âAnd she didnât.â
She pulled him toward the bedroom.
âCome to bed,â she murmured. âTomorrow we deal with the world again.â
Toto didnât argue. He just nodded and let her lead him inside.
***
Hospital Pasteur, Nice, France -Â 24 September 2025Â
âYou can sit, you know,â Max said, a faint thread of amusement in his voice, because Victoria was still hovering beside the bed like the floor might collapse if she committed to it.
Victoria glanced at the empty chair Ana had left behind.
Then at the bed.
Then she made a decision.
Without asking, she climbed in.
Carefully â very carefully â navigating around the traction frame and wires with surprising precision. She settled beside him, curling against his good shoulder and resting her head on his chest exactly the way she used to when they were kids.
For one disorienting second, Max wasnât in a hospital in Nice.
He was a kid again in a tiny bedroom in Hasselt, one blanket pulled over both of them while their parents argued downstairs. Victoria pressed into his side because she was scared, and he pretended he wasnât.
His arm moved before he thought about it, wrapping around her shoulders, hand coming to rest gently in her hair.
The movement hurt â a deep pull through bruised muscle and stitched skin â but he didnât let it show. Heâd taken worse hits in races. This one mattered.
âYou okay?â he asked quietly.
She made a small, unimpressed sound. âYou nearly died.â
âTechnically didnât.â
âMax.â
He sighed softly. âIâm okay, Vic.â His arm tightened slightly around her. âIâm here.â
They stayed like that for a while, the monitors clicking steadily beside them.
âI watched it,â she admitted finally.
Max winced. âYou shouldnât have.â
âI couldnât not,â she whispered. âEveryone was texting, nobody knew anything, and then the replayââ She pressed her face into his shirt. âIt didnât look like a normal crash.â
Max stared at the far wall.
âThe car didnât⊠behave,â he said.
He could still feel it.
Not the impact â his brain refused to replay that â but the moment before. The steering weight vanishing. The rear stepping out in a way that didnât belong to physics he understood. The instant calculation happening faster than conscious thought.
Wall or Lando.
He swallowed.
âIt went too fast to fix,â he said gently.
Victoria was quiet for a moment.
ââŠDid you choose the wall?â she asked softly.
He didnât answer immediately.
Because he remembered the orange car in his peripheral vision and the math his brain had done before he even formed the thought.
Then, quietly, âIt was the safest direction available.â
Her fingers clenched in his shirt.
âMaxââ
âIâm okay,â he said firmly. âFocus on that part.â
She nodded into his shoulder.
After a moment she asked, very carefully, âGeorge Russell.â
Max went completely still.
His chest tightened â not from injury. From something colder.
He looked up at the ceiling.
âI donât want to talk about him,â he said.
Her voice was small. âHe tried to kill you.â
Max closed his eyes.
He didnât feel anger first.
He felt⊠confusion. A kind of disorientation deeper than the concussion. Because racing had rules â even unspoken ones. You fought hard. You took risks. But you trusted the other driver wanted to go home alive too.
âI donât understand it yet,â he admitted quietly. âSo Iâm not thinking about it tonight.â
He knew himself well enough to recognize a limit. If he opened that door right now he wouldnât sleep again.
She accepted that immediately. She knew him â when he locked a door in his head, it stayed locked.
Instead she sniffed. âAna told me you proposed.â
Max groaned softly. âI was high.â
âYou did it on morphine,â she said, a weak laugh escaping despite the tears. âIconic behavior.â
âI barely remember it.â
âDo you regret it?â
He didnât answer right away.
âNo,â he said quietly. âNot one bit.â
He stared at the ceiling again.
âI probably owe her a real proposal though.â
âYes,â Victoria said firmly. âPreferably while sober.â
She shifted to look at him. âAre you gonna show me the ring?â
He hesitated.
ââŠmaybe.â
âMax Emilian Verstappen.â
He sighed. âItâs in my apartment.â
âWhere.â
âIn the sock drawer.â
Victoria stared at him.
Then she burst into laughter. âYou hid an engagement ring in the sock drawer?!â
âItâs safe!â
âItâs socks!â
âNo one touches my socks.â
He could feel her laughter against his ribs. It hurt a little â but it was worth it. The sound pulled something tight out of his chest.
She was still laughing when she asked, âWhat does it look like?â
Max glanced away, suddenly awkward.
âItâs a star sapphire,â he said.
Victoria blinked. âA what?â
âA star sapphire,â he repeated. âIt has this optical thing â asterism â it looks like a star when light hits it.â
She stared at him in disbelief.
âAnd a double diamond halo,â he added. âPlatinum Band. Itâs engraved.âÂ
She pushed herself up on an elbow. âHow the fuck do you know what any of that means?!â
Max looked vaguely defensive. âItâs custom. It took like a year,â he muttered. âI worked with a designer.â
âA year?! You, the man who wears the same five T-shirts on rotation, secretly designed jewelry for twelve months?â
âI wanted it to be right,â he said quietly.
He remembered emails sent after midnight, video calls between races, holding stones under different light conditions because heâd asked for photos from multiple angles. Heâd learned more about gemstones in twelve months than he ever intended to know.
Victoriaâs expression softened immediately.
ââŠMax.â
He shrugged as much as his shoulder allowed. âI had time between races.â
âYou designed a ring for a year,â she said, stunned.
He looked back at the ceiling, almost embarrassed. âYeah.â
He hesitated, then added more quietly:
âShe likes stars.â
His voice softened further.
âShe names everything after them. Her simulations. Projects. Code branches. I figured⊠she should have one she can actually hold.â
Victoria stared at him.
âIt wasnât just⊠a year,â he said after a moment, voice low. âThe design part, yeah. But the stone took longer.â
Victoria lifted her head slightly. âWhat do you mean?â
Max stared at the ceiling again, seeing not hospital lights but jewelersâ benches and velvet trays and the way light fractured differently depending on the cut.
âI went through a lot of sapphires,â he admitted.
âA lot like⊠three?â she asked.
He huffed out a quiet, humorless breath. âLike twelve.â
She pushed herself up properly now, bracing on her elbow. âTwelve.â
âStill have them,â he added. âTheyâre in a safe.â
Victoria blinked at him. âYou own a collection of rejected sapphires?â
âThey werenât rejected,â he said, faintly defensive. âThey just werenât hers.â
He remembered each one. Too blue. Too light. Too clean. Too modern. Stones that looked perfect on paper and dead in his hand. Stones that threw light without character. Without⊠history.
âI wanted one that did the star thing properly,â he continued. âNot just technically. I wanted it to⊠move. When you tilt it. Like itâs alive.â
Victoria stared at him like she was watching a stranger wearing her brotherâs face.
âAnd the one you chose?â she asked carefully.
Max hesitated.
âVintage,â he said. âRussian mined â Ural Mountains origin. Old deposit. They donât really get stones like that anymore.â
Her eyes widened. âMax.â
âIt mattered,â he said quietly.
He remembered the moment heâd known.
The jeweler had placed it on the table last, almost as an afterthought. Smaller than some of the others. Darker in tone. Not perfect â a faint inclusion off-center that only showed if you knew where to look.
Heâd tilted it under the light.
And the star had bloomed across its surface â not sharp, not artificial. Soft-edged. Like something ancient and patient.
It had reminded him of the way Ana talked about stars. Not romantically. Practically. As constants. Reference points. Things you navigated by when everything else moved.
âThat one felt⊠right,â he said. âLike it had already lived a life before it got to her.â
Victoria swallowed.
âYou went through all that,â she said quietly, âand you still hid it in a sock drawer.â
Max shrugged faintly. âDidnât want it in a hotel safe. Or with security. Socks are⊠stable.â
She let out a weak laugh, then shook her head, overwhelmed.
âYou realize,â she said, âthis is the most insane thing youâve ever done.â
He smiled a little. âIâve won championships.â
âThis is worse,â she said. âThis is emotional planning.â
He didnât deny it.
Because the truth was, designing that ring had been the one thing in his life that had never been about pressure or expectations or performance. There had been no stopwatch. No one watching. No one to impress.
He hadnât chosen the ring because it was beautiful, even though it was.
He had chosen it because it was durable â sapphire was one of the hardest natural materials on earth.
Heâd picked a stone that would survive impact.
âYou are so gone,â she said softly.
âYeah,â he said simply.
âYou never actually told me how you met her.â
He smiled faintly â a real one, the first in days.
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Pairing: Max Verstappen x Dr. Anastasia "Ana" Wolff (Original Character)
Summary:
Max Verstappen to Mercedes? The paddock is buzzing. The mediaâs in meltdown.
Dr. Anastasia âAnaâ Wolff, Mercedesâ notoriously brilliant, emotionally unavailable lead systems engineer and Toto Wolffâs eldest daughter, is not handling it well. Because Max isnât just a potential signing, heâs the man sheâs been sleeping with in secret for nearly a decade.
And if the rumours are true, and Max Verstappen really is joining Mercedes, then Anaâs carefully compartmentalised world is about to explode.
Warnings and Notes: This chapter contains major character injury, graphic portrayal of injuries and graphic portrayal of a crash in Formula 1. However, I do not write anything other than Happy Endings, so I am not going to kill off any of my major characters. So the cliffhanger isnât a cliffhanger, because heâll survive. I swear. Let me know if I missed something else, and I'll add it!
As always big thanks to @llirawolf , who listens to me ramble
Text Messages: Dr. Anastasia âAnaâ Wolff & Victoria Verstappen
Ana: Heâs awake.
Victoria: OH THANK GOD.
How awake is awake?
Ana: Eyes open. Recognised me. Asked for water. Complained about the lights.
Victoria: That tracks.
How does he look?
Ana: Bruised. Very drugged. Still Max.
Victoria: Still Max is the important part.
Is he talking nonsense yet?
Ana: Define nonsense.
Victoria: Ana.
Ana: âŠ
Victoria: Ana Wolff.
Ana: He proposed.
Victoria: I KNEW IT.
Ana: You absolutely did not.
Victoria: I 100% did.
You donât survive that crash, wake up high on morphine, and not confess something dramatic.
Ana: It wasnât even dramatic.
He just⊠said it. Very sincerely. Slightly slurred.
Victoria: Oh my god.
Ana: Before you say anything â
I am not holding him to it.
Victoria: You donât have to explain that to me.
Ana: He was on an insane amount of painkillers.
This does not count as informed consent.
Victoria: You are impossible.
Ana: Iâm serious.
If he still wants it when heâs clear-headed and not hallucinating hospital ceiling tiles, then weâll talk.
Victoria: And what did you say?
Ana: I said yes. He smiled. Then fell asleep again.
Victoria: Of course he did.
Ana: Vic⊠heâs really hurt.
I donât want this moment tangled up in trauma and medication.
Victoria: I know.
And youâre right. Annoyingly so.
Ana: Still.
Heâs awake.
Victoria: Thatâs everything.
Iâm so relieved I could cry.
Ana: Me too.
I just⊠not right now.
Victoria: Thatâs okay.
Iâll cry enough for both of us.
Ana: Thank you.
Victoria: Tell him I love him when he wakes up properly.
Ana: I will.
Victoria: And Ana?
Ana: Yes?
Victoria: Whether he was drugged or not â
He meant it.
Ana: âŠI know.
Victoria: Weâll talk later.
Go sit with him.
Ana: Already am.
***
Text Messages: Dr. Anastasia âAnaâ Wolff & Gianpiero Lambiase
Ana: Heâs awake.
GP: âŠproperly awake?
Ana: Eyes open. Conscious. Knows who he is. Knows who I am.
GP: Thank fuck.
Ana: Very drugged. Complained about the lights. Asked for water. Tried to sit up.
GP: That sounds like him.
Did you stop him?
Ana: Immediately.
He was deeply offended.
GP: Good. Heâs alive enough to be annoyed â thatâs a very strong sign.
Ana: Theyâre optimistic. Leg is bad, but manageable. Neuro looks okay so far.
GP: I donât think Iâve unclenched my jaw since yesterday.
Ana: Neither have I.
GP: Tell himâ
Actually. Donât. He doesnât need engineering updates right now.
Ana: I wonât.
Iâm just sitting here.
GP: Thatâs exactly where you should be.
Ana: Thank you for⊠everything. Even when you werenât allowed to be there.
GP: Heâs my driver. Gardening leave or not.
That doesnât switch off.
Ana: I know.
GP: Let me know when heâs properly lucid.
And Ana?
Ana: Yes?
GP: Iâm very glad he woke up to you.
Text Messages: Dr. Anastasia âAnaâ Wolff & Valterri Bottas
Ana: Max is awake.
Valtteri: Awake awake?
Ana: Yes. Conscious. Responsive. Very medicated and grumpy.
Valtteri: Thank fuck.
How bad?
Ana: Leg is bad but stable. Surgery went well. Neuro looks okay so far.
Doctors are cautiously optimistic.
Valtteri: Iâm telling everyone. Theyâve all been on edge.
Ana: Please do.
Just⊠keep it factual. No speculation.
Valtteri: Of course.
The gridâs been asking nonstop. Lando especially looks wrecked.
Ana: Tell them he knows what happened. He asked about the race before he asked about his phone.
Valtteri: That tracks.
Iâll update the group chats.
Ana: Thank you. Truly.
Valtteri: Anytime.
Weâre all pulling for him. And for you.
***Â
Text Messages: Dr. Anastasia âAnaâ Wolff & Dr. Edward Moran-Portman
Ana: Surgery went well.
Heâs out. Awake. Talking.
Still very⊠Max, just heavily medicated.
Edward: Thank God.
Iâve been thinking about you both nonstop.
Whatâs the status on the leg?
Ana: Open fracture stabilized.
Aggressive intervention, plates, external fixation for now.
Theyâre optimistic about long-term recovery, but itâll be months.
Edward: That was the right call. Young, strong, excellent baseline fitness.
Aggressive is exactly what you want.
Ana: Thatâs what you said earlier. You were right.
Theyâre keeping him here overnight for monitoring, but weâre already talking about transfer.
Edward: Good. He doesnât need to recover long-term in Baku.
Ana: Exactly.
Toto asked whether moving him closer to home would be medically reasonable once heâs stable.
Edward: It would be preferable.
Listenâthereâs an excellent orthopedic and trauma unit in Nice.
Centre Hospitalier Universitaire de Nice. I know the lead surgeon personally.
Ana: You do.
Edward: I trained with him. Brilliant hands. Conservative ego. Exactly what you want.
If Max is stable enough to transport, I can make a call tonight.
Ana: That would mean Monaco is⊠an hour away.
Edward: Yes.
And continuity of care, privacy, better rehab planning.
Ana: I like all of those words.
Edward: Of course you do.
How are you, Ana?
Ana: Functioning.
Edward: That wasnât the question.
Ana: âŠAsk me again in a week.
Edward: Fair enough.
Iâll make the call. Discreetly.
Once heâs stable for air transfer, itâs the right move.
Ana: Thank you. Truly.
AndâEdward?
Edward: Yes?
Ana: Iâm glad Henry married you.
Edward: He says the same thing when I stop him from catastrophizing.
Get some rest if you can. Iâll message once Iâve spoken to the surgeon.
Ana: Okay.
And thank youâfor translating the medical reality when my brain couldnât.
Edward: Anytime.Â
***
Group Chat: WHAT THE HELL IS GOING ON?!
(Members: Lando Norris, Oscar Piastri, Max Verstappen, Yuki Tsunoda, Liam Lawson, Isack Hadjar, Oliver Bearman, Esteban Ocon, Gabriel Bortoleto, Nico Hulkenberg, Kimi Antonelli, Valtteri Bottas, Pierre Gasly, Franco Colapinto, Charles Leclerc, Lewis Hamilton, Alex Albon, Carlos Sainz, Lance Stroll, Fernando Alonso)
Valtteri: Update: Max is awake.
Leg looks good considering everything.
Neuro checks are good too.
Lando: Oh thank fuck.
Oscar: Thatâs the best message Iâve read in 24 hours.
Alex: I didnât realize how tense I was until just now.
Charles: Merci, Valtteri. Truly.
Lewis: Good. That matters.
Yuki: Okay but WHAT is going on here
I was literally questioned by police like 20 minutes ago??
Lando: Waitâwhat??
Yuki: Yeah. Actual questions. Names. Times.
I thought it was a joke. It was not a joke.
Charles: âŠquestioned about what?
Alex: Have you SEEN the paddock??
Itâs crawling with cops.
Oscar: This is not normal. At all.
Fernando: For what itâs worthâ
The FIA is suddenly being very apologetic about the GDPA statement.
Carlos: Yeah. This morning they were dismissive and hostile.
Now itâs all âwe understand your concernsâ and âthank you for your cooperation.â
Lando: Thatâs⊠ominous.
Fernando: It tells me something is happening behind the scenes.
Institutions donât change tone unless theyâve lost control of the narrative.
Yuki: So youâre saying I wasnât questioned for fun.
Carlos: Correct. Extremely not for fun.
Lewis: Iâve seen this before.
When it stops being sporting politics and starts being legal.
Alex: Jesus.
Valtteri: I donât know details.
But I know this isnât about racing anymore.
Lando: Yeah.
This feels⊠darker.
Fernando: Whatever it is, we were right to stop that race.
Carlos: And weâll stand by that.
Oscar: Seconded.
Yuki: Same.
Also I would like ONE normal race weekend please.
Lando: Denied by the universe, mate.
Valtteri: Iâll update if I hear more.
For nowâMax is alive. Thatâs the headline.
Lewis: Agreed.
Everything else can burn later.
Fernando: Exactly.
****
Twitter Thread: Whatâs up with the Police?!
@/gridlockgossip:
đš uh. why does the Baku paddock look like a crime drama this morning
there are POLICE. like⊠actual police. plural.
@/pitlanepanic:
just walked past the media entrance and counted THREE uniformed officers + plainclothes
since when is F1 doing Law & Order: Motorsport Unit???
@/f1overcaffeinated:
me yesterday: wow what a horrific crash
me today: why is the paddock being treated like a crime scene
@/sector3stress:
no because this isnât normal âweâre asking questionsâ police
this is âcordons + notebooks + very serious vibesâ police
@/wifiofthewindtunnel:
why are people acting like this is normal
I have been watching F1 for 20 years and the only time Iâve seen police like this is AFTER A DEATH
@/tiresmokeandtears:
someone pls explain why there are cops going in and out of team hospitality
this is a RACE WEEKEND not a Netflix true crime pilot
@/garagepsychology:
the fact that the paddock is QUIET says everything
no joking, no laughing, no media chaos
everyone looks like they know something we donât
@/f1detectiveagency:
okay THEORY TIME đ§”
â horrific crash
â immediate black flag after driver revolt
â Red Bull statement blaming driver
â police swarm next morning
this is not coincidence
@/nothisturntobechaotic:
are we seriously pretending this isnât about sabotage
because I am not that stupid and neither is anyone else here
@/pitwallprofessor:
for context: police donât just âcheck things outâ in F1
if theyâre here, someone filed a report that crossed from sporting issue â criminal issue
@/mercedescryaccount:
saw officers near the Red Bull garage specifically
not saying anything
just saying đ
@/redflagpsychology:
this is giving âwe found something in the dataâ energy
and I donât like it
@/systemsandsecrets:
I watched three mechanics go pale when the police walked past
like FULL color drain
whatever this is, itâs serious
@/holygridmess:
yesterday we were arguing about penalty points
today we are watching a literal investigation unfold
formula 1 has fully left the chat
@/paddockrentfree:
remember when people said âlet the FIA investigateâ
yeah well apparently someone skipped them and went STRAIGHT to the cops
@/oversteerenthusiast:
if this turns out to be sabotage i am never shutting up again
NEVER
@/gridgaslight:
I feel sick
if someone messed with that car knowingly
and we all watched it live
thatâs not sport anymore
@/burnbookbutpolite:
the silence from Red Bull this morning is deafening
no updates
no outrage
no âweâre cooperatingâ
nothing
@/monacopsychoanalysis:
Max is still in hospital
and the paddock looks like this
I need everyone to sit with the implications for five seconds
@/f1femmes:
whatever happened
someone crossed a line that canât be uncrossed
@/cryingovercars:
this isnât gossip anymore
this is history happening in real time
@/gridlockgossip:
no official statements yet
but yeah
the Baku paddock is swarming with police
and nobody looks surprised
which might be the scariest part
***
PRIVATE CHAT â Secure channel
Andromeda đ°ïž is online
JadeQueen đ is online
JadeQueen: It was George Russell. I have proof. Financial. Direct. Multiple mechanics.
Itâs him, Ana.
JadeQueen:Listen to me.
This isnât internet sleuthing. This isnât fandom bullshit.
This is criminal. This is prison-level criminal.
Itâs attempted murder.
Andromeda: I am aware.
JadeQueen: Annieâ
Youâre not reacting.
Andromeda: I am.
JadeQueen: No, youâre not yelling. Or spiraling. Or asking for more proof.
Youâre just⊠flat.
Andromeda: Because if I let myself feel this, Xia, I will break something that cannot be put back together.
JadeQueen: âŠthat scares me.
Andromeda: Good. It should.
JadeQueen: Okay.
Okay, listen to me very carefully.
I can package this. Quietly. Securely. I can drop it anonymously to journalists, to the FIA, toâ
Andromeda: No.
JadeQueen: Annie.
Andromeda: I donât want leaks.
I donât want threads.
I donât want speculation or public bloodsport.
JadeQueen: Then what do you want?
Andromeda: I want it done properly.
JadeQueen: Meaning?
Andromeda: Police.
Courts.
Evidence chains that cannot be questioned.
Consequences that are permanent.
JadeQueen: âŠJesus.
Andromeda: He put money into a system to make a machine fail at 300 kilometers per hour.
My partner almost died.
There is no version of this that ends with a PR apology.
JadeQueen: Ana, Iâve known you a long time.
Iâve seen you angry.
This is different.
Andromeda: Yes.
JadeQueen: You sound like youâre standing in a vacuum.
Andromeda: I am thinking clearly.
JadeQueen: Thatâs what terrifies me.
Andromeda: Xia.
JadeQueen: Yeah?
Andromeda: I donât know what to do with this knowledge yet.
JadeQueen: Okay.
Andromeda: But I know exactly what cannot happen.
JadeQueen: Which is?
Andromeda: He does not get to walk away.
Not quietly.
Not loudly.
Not ever.
JadeQueen: âŠIâm with you.
Andromeda: I know.
JadeQueen: Whatever you needâdata, timelines, cross-verification, legal packagingâ
Iâm here.
Andromeda: Thank you.
JadeQueen: Annie?
Andromeda: Yes.
JadeQueen: Promise me something.
Andromeda: What.
JadeQueen: Donât burn yourself alive to keep him safe.
Andromeda: I wonât.
Andromeda:I will make sure George Russell never does this to anyone again.
Andromeda đ°ïž is offline
Chat archived
***
Hospitals had a way of stripping time down to something thin and cruel.
 Minutes stretched. Hours folded in on themselves. Everything smelled faintly of antiseptic and overheated machines, like the building itself was holding its breath.
Sophie sat in the chair beside Maxâs bed, fingers wrapped around a paper cup sheâd forgotten to drink from. The monitors hummed steadily. Too steadily. Sheâd learned, over years of racing, to distrust silence almost as much as noise.
Max lay pale against the sheets, dark lashes stark against skin that still looked wrongfully still. Tubes. Bandages. The immobilized leg that made her chest tighten every time she looked at it.
Alive, she reminded herself. Heâs alive.
Ana sat on the other side of the bed, close enough that her knee touched the mattress frame, phone resting loosely in her hand. She hadnât been scrollingâSophie had noticed that immediately. Anaâs eyes had gone distant in a way Sophie recognized with the instinct of a mother whoâd watched a child shut doors quietly instead of slamming them.
A buzz. Ana glanced down.
Just once.
Something changed.
It wasnât dramatic. No gasp. No tears. No visible reaction at all. But the air around her seemed to cool, like someone had opened a window Sophie couldnât see.
âAna?â Sophie said softly.
Ana locked her phone and set it face-down on the table, movements precise, controlled. She looked back at Max instead of at Sophie.
âIt doesnât matter,â Ana said quietly. âNot right now.â
Sophie studied her face. Too calm. Too still. Sheâd seen that look beforeâin mirrors, years ago, when fear had nowhere safe to go and had learned to behave.
âWhat doesnât matter?â Sophie asked gently.
âAnything that isnât him,â Ana replied.
Sophie nodded. She understood that language. Sheâd spoken it herself in pit lanes and medical centers and too many nights that smelled like oil and dread.
They sat in silence for a moment, broken only by the steady beeping of the monitors and the distant murmur of nursesâ voices in the corridor.
Then Sophie smiled faintly, because she needed to say something that wasnât terrifying.
âHe really did it,â she said.
Anaâs brow creased slightly. âDid what?â
Sophie tilted her head toward Max. âProposed. High as a kite. Barely coherent. Very romantic.â
A ghost of a smile touched Anaâs mouth. It didnât reach her eyes, but it was real. Ana nodded. Her fingers brushed the edge of the mattress, careful, reverent.
âI said yes,â she said quietly. Not triumphantly. Not for effect. Just a fact, offered gently into the room.
Sophie felt something warm and sharp bloom behind her eyes.
âGood,â she said, voice thick. âAbout time he figured that out.â
They sat like that for a while longer, two women orbiting the same fragile center.
Then Ana spoke again, hesitating this timeâjust a fraction.
âWe bought a house,â she said.
Sophie blinked. âYou did?â
Ana nodded. âIn Monaco. Quiet street. He wanted a garden. I wanted light.â
Sophie stared at her, surprise giving way to something softer. âHe didnât tell me.â
âHe wanted it to be finished first,â Ana said. âHe said⊠he wanted something that stayed.â
Sophie swallowed hard.
âMaxie,â she murmured fondly. âAlways planning the future like itâs a secret strategy.â
Ana glanced at Max again, her expression tightening for just a heartbeat before smoothing out.
âHe was happy,â she said. âAbout it. About us.â
Sophie reached across the bed rail and placed her hand over Anaâs, squeezing gently.
âHe still will be,â she said. âYou hear me? This doesnât get to steal that.â
Ana didnât look at her, but she squeezed back.
âI know,â she said.
Sophie watched her thenâreally watched her. The way Ana sat so straight it had to hurt. The way she kept herself contained, like a storm wrapped in glass.
Whatever had come through on that phone⊠it hadnât been small.
But Sophie also knew this: there would be time for answers later. For anger. For justice. For reckoning.
Right now, there was only the quiet rise and fall of her sonâs chest.
Only the fact that he was still here.
Sophie leaned back in her chair, eyes never leaving Max.
âRest,â she murmuredâto both of them, she wasnât sure. âWeâll deal with the world later.â
Ana didnât respond.
But she didnât move away either.
***
Group Chat: âWHO IS MAX VERSTAPPEN DATINGâ
 (Members: Lando Norris, Oscar Piastri, Carlos Sainz, Daniel Ricciardo, Alex Albon)
Daniel: Alright Iâm not even in F1 anymore and Iâm stress-refreshing Twitter like it pays my mortgage.
Someone tell me whatâs real. Is Max okay??
Lando: Yeah. Heâs out of surgery.
Awake now. Still in hospital but stable.
Daniel: Oh thank god.
That crash wasâ mate. I nearly threw my phone.
Oscar: Same.
Ana told Valtteri, Valtteri told us. Doctors are optimistic.
Alex: Legâs broken, surgery went aggressive but clean.
No head injury so far.
Daniel: Fuck.
That couldâve been⊠so much worse.
Lando: It shouldnât have happened.
Car was wrong. Everyone saw it.
Carlos: Which is why the GDPA is fighting the FIA right now.
Weâre pushing for a formal statement + investigation.
Daniel: GOOD.
Because giving him penalty points while heâs literally in surgery is psychotic.
Alex: I lost it when I saw that.
Likeâread the room???
Oscar: Drivers are united on this.
Lewis, Fernando, everyone.
Daniel: If you need a retired idiot yelling into a microphone, I volunteer.
Lando: Noted đ
But yeahâGDPAâs standing firm. Race shouldnât have resumed, penalties are a joke, and safety comes first.
Daniel: Tell Max when heâs more human again that the whole grid had his back.
Even the annoying ones.
Oscar: Especially the annoying ones.
Alex: Weâll keep you updated, mate.
Daniel: Please do.
And give Ana⊠idk. A hug. Or a medal. Or both.
Lando: Yeah.
Sheâs holding it together in a way thatâs honestly terrifying.
Carlos: Weâve got him.
And weâre not letting this go.
Daniel: Good.
Because nobody deserves to go out like that.
***
Text Messages: Dr. Anastasia âAnaâ Wolff & Susie Wolff
Ana: Max is awake.
Susie: Oh sweetheartâthank God.
How are you?
Ana: Functional.
Iâm sitting with him.
Susie: Thatâs about what I expected.
Jack keeps asking if Max is awake yet. I told him yes.
Ana: Is he okay?
Jack, I mean.
Susie: Heâs rattled, but heâs safe.
We watched together. He knew it was bad even when they cut the feed.
Ana: Iâm sorry he had to see that.
Susie: So am I. But he also saw how everyone came together.
That matters.
Ana: Are you okay?
Susie: I am.
Scared. Angry. Protective. But okay.
Ana: Good.
Susie: You can call me, you know.
Ana: If I call you, Iâm going to cry.
Susie: That would also be okay.
Ana: I canât right now.
I need to keep my head clear.
Susie: I understand.
Iâm here whenever you need meâcrying or not.
Ana: I just needed to know you and Jack are fine.
Susie: We are. And weâre not going anywhere.
Ana: Thank you.
***
Baku City Circuit, Baku, Azerbaijan -Â 22 September 2025Â
Toto didnât bother sitting down before he called.
Susie picked up on the second ring.
âToto?â
He exhaled slowly. âThey paid them.â
A beat.
Thenâ
âOh for fuckâs sake.â
He closed his eyes. Of all the reactions heâd braced for, that one meant she understood immediately, viscerally.
âThe mechanics,â he continued, voice low and tight. âMoney changed hands. To alter the car. Intentionally.â
Silence. Not disbelief. Not shock. The kind of silence that meant Susie was going very, very still.
âThey nearly killed him,â she said at last. Not raised. Worseâflat.
âYes.â
âAnd Red Bull said nothing.â
âYes.â
âAnd the FIAââ
âIs still pretending this is a driving standards issue,â Toto finished, bitterness leaking through despite himself.
Susie swore, viciously. The kind of swearing she reserved for structural injustice and people who should know better.
âDo we know who ordered it?â she asked.
âWe know the money trail. We know the component. We know it wasnât an accident,â Toto said. âThatâs enough for the police. The rest will come.â
Another pause. Shorter this time. Sharper.
âToto,â Susie said quietly, âthereâs something else, isnât there.â
He hesitated. Just long enough for her to know.
âMy private investigator,â he said finally. âThe one Iâve had keeping an eye on⊠other matters.â He swallowed. âHe flagged something. Before the crash.â
Susieâs voice dropped. âWhat kind of something.â
âOne of the Red Bull mechanics,â Toto said, choosing each word with care, âwas seen meeting with George Russell. A few days before Baku.â
The silence on the line shattered.
âWhat.â
Not a question. A warning.
âThey were seen together,â Toto repeated. âAt a hotel bar.â
Susie inhaled sharply.
âOh no,â she said. âNo. No no no.â
âI donât have proof yet,â Toto said quickly. âJust enough to know this is no coincidence.â
âGeorge Russell,â Susie repeated, her voice climbing now. âThe same George Russell who assaulted Ana. The same George Russell who just happened to lose his seat to Max next year.â
âYes.â
Her restraint snapped.
âYou have got to be kidding me,â she said, fury blazing through the line. âThat man does not get to touch our family again. He does not get to orbit this story.â
Toto rubbed a hand over his face. âI know.â
âHe doesnât get to ruin Anaâs life and try to murder her partner,â Susie continued, words sharp enough to cut glass. âIf this is trueââ
âIf this is true,â Toto said quietly, âit becomes criminal conspiracy. At minimum.â
Susie laughed once, short and dangerous. âAt minimum.â
Another breath. Controlled. Measured. He could hear her pulling herself back from the edge.
âHave you told Ana?â she asked again, more softly now.
âAbout the meeting with Geroge yes,â Toto said. âNot yet about the mechanics.â
âGood,â Susie replied immediately. âNot until you have something she can use. You donât drop that kind of truth without a plan.â
âThat was my instinct too.â
âAnd Maxâs parents?â
âIâll tell them,â Toto said. âCarefully.â
Susie hummed darkly. âJos is going to explode.â
âYes.â
âAnd Sophie will go very, very quiet,â Susie added. âWhich is worse.â
Toto allowed himself a thin, humorless smile. âYou know them well.â
A beat.
âAnd in the middle of all this,â Toto added, because apparently the universe enjoyed piling on, âHannah Schmitz quit.â
Susie blinked audibly. âShe what.â
âShe resigned on the spot,â Toto said. âShowed up with Maxâs luggage and internal telemetry on a USB stick at Bonosâs doorstep.â
There was a stunned pauseâthen Susie laughed, incredulous and sharp.
âOf course she did.â
âYes,â Toto said dryly. âWhich brings me to my next problem.â
âIâm afraid to ask.â
âAnaâs birthday,â Toto said. âAnd I need to somehow acquire Hannah Schmitz as a gift.â
Susie laughed properly nowâbrittle, furious, real. âYou are planning to poach Red Bullâs head of strategy while their driver is in hospital, their mechanics are under investigation, and Geroge Russell might be exposed as a criminal.â
âWhen you list it like that,â Toto said, âit sounds⊠bold.â
âYouâve always been bold,â Susie replied. Then, softer: âAna will love that.â
âShe will,â Toto agreed. âOnce sheâs done being incandescent.â
âAnd Max?â
âHeâs alive,â Toto said quietly. âThatâs all that matters right now.â
Susieâs voice softened instantly. âIâm proud of you.â
He swallowed. âI wish Iâd been this good at protecting her earlier.â
âYou are now,â she said firmly. âThat counts.â
They sat in silence for a momentâdistance, grief, resolve braided together.
âCome home when you can,â Susie said eventually. âOr donât. Weâll manage.â
Toto nodded, even though she couldnât see it. âIâll call you after I speak to Ana.â
âAnd Toto?â
âYes?â
âIf this involves George Russell,â Susie said coldly, âthen this doesnât end quietly.â
Totoâs mouth curved into something grim and resolute.
âNo,â he said. âIt really doesnât.â
He hung up.
Squared his shoulders.
There were truths to tell.
And this time, the war wasnât metaphorical.
***
Peter Bonningtonâs Hotel Room, Baku, Azerbaijan -Â 22 September 2025Â
Bono hadnât slept.
That much was obvious the second Toto walked into the hotel conference room that had been quietly commandeered sometime around three in the morning. Coffee cups everywhere. A laptop balanced on a stack of folders. Three phones charging at once. The hollowed-out look of someone who had decided rest was a luxury for later.
Bono looked up when the door opened.
âToto,â he said, voice rough. âYou look like youâve been negotiating with the devil.â
âClose enough,â Toto replied dryly, shutting the door behind him. âI hear youâve been busy.â
Bono snorted once and gestured to the table.
âBusy is one word for it.â
âThis,â Bono said, tapping the top folder, âis everything we have. Public footage, private analysis, the Red Bull telemetry Hannah brought, and cross-correlated data from Kimiâs dash cam.â
Totoâs eyes flicked instinctively to Hannah.
She was sitting on the edge of the table, arms crossed, hair in a messy knot, looking like someone who had detonated her life and didnât regret it even a little.
Bono continued, voice steady now, focused in the way engineers got when the emotion had burned off and left purpose behind.
âWe isolated the failure point. The fracture wasnât random. It propagated along a stress line that should never have existed unless the component was altered.â
He flipped a page.
âManufacturing defect? Ruled out. Fatigue? No. Assembly variance?â A sharp breath. âYes. Very deliberate variance.â
Toto closed his eyes briefly.
Bono didnât stop.
âIâve packaged it for law enforcement. Azerbaijan authorities, British police, FIA if they dare ask. Chain of custody is clean. Hannah logged when she copied the data, I verified hashes. Nothing here can be dismissed as speculation.â
He slid the folder across the table.
âFor the police,â Bono said quietly. âAnd for Max.â
Toto picked it up with both hands.
âThank you,â he said, and for once the words were insufficient.
Behind him, Hannah cleared her throat.
âWell,â she said lightly, âsince weâre already in a life-changing conversationââ
Toto turned to her fully.
âI was hoping youâd say that.â
She raised an eyebrow. âIâm listening.â
Toto didnât dance around it. There was no point.
âMercedes would like you,â he said. âImmediately. Strategy. Full authority. No political nonsense. Youâd work with Ana.â
Hannahâs expression flickeredâjust for a moment.
âOf course I would,â she said dryly. âSheâs terrifying.â
Toto allowed himself a thin smile.
âShe is.â
Hannah tilted her head. âI want it in writing.â
Bono choked on his coffee.
Toto laughedâactually laughed, sharp and surprised.
âFair,â he said. âVery fair.â
She hopped off the table, all business now.
âContract. Role. Protection,â she added calmly. âBecause I didnât just quit a job. I burned a bridge with a flamethrower.â
âYou wonât be exposed,â Toto said immediately. âWeâll handle the optics. And the legal side.â
Hannah studied him for a long moment.
Then she nodded. âGood. Then yes.â
Bono let out a breath heâd been holding for hours.
Toto tucked the folder under his arm.
âIâll get legal on this,â he said. âBoth matters.â
He paused at the door, looking back at themâat the engineer whoâd stayed up all night to make the truth undeniable, and the strategist whoâd walked away from a team that failed its driver.
âFor what itâs worth,â Toto said quietly, âAna will be⊠very glad youâre here.â
Hannah smirked faintly.
âI assumed she would be.â
Toto opened the door.
âAnd Bono?â
âYes?â
Toto met his eyes, voice low, unwavering.
âYou did good.â
Bono swallowed and nodded once.
As Toto walked out, folder in hand, one thing was clear:
This wasnât just damage control anymore.
It was accountability.
****
 Baku City Hospital, Baku, Azerbaijan - 22 September 2025Â
Jos had been pacing the same four tiles of hospital corridor for nearly an hour.
Forward. Turn. Back. Turn again.
Like an old habit he couldnât break, even nowâespecially now.
Max was alive. That should have been enough.
But it wasnât.
Sophie sat rigidly in one of the plastic chairs, hands clasped so tightly her knuckles had gone white. She hadnât criedânot yetâbut Jos could feel the pressure of it in the room, the way storms gathered before breaking.
Ana stood a little apart from them, back against the wall, phone in her hand but dark. Still. Too still. Like a piece of machinery powered down, waiting for a command.
And then Toto arrived.
Jos saw it immediatelyâthe way Toto carried himself had changed. No frantic edge. No uncertainty. Just a grim, contained certainty that made Josâs stomach drop.
âToto,â Sophie said, standing at once. âWhat is it?â
Toto didnât waste time.
âWe have evidence,â he said. âNot speculation. Evidence. At least two Red Bull mechanics deliberately altered a component on Maxâs car.â
The words landed like a bomb.
Jos felt something tear loose inside his chest.
âWhat,â he said hoarsely. âWhat did you just say?â
âThey interfered with a structural component,â Toto continued, voice controlled, precise. âIt caused the failure cascade. It wasnât driver error. It wasnât racing. It was sabotage.â
Sophie made a sharp, furious soundâhalf breath, half growl.
âThey what?â she snapped. âThey tampered with his car?â
Jos didnât hear the rest.
His vision tunneled. Blood roared in his ears.
âThey tried to kill him,â Jos said, voice rising, breaking. âThey tried to kill my son.â
âYes,â Toto said firmly. âThey endangered him. Recklessly. Criminally. The police are involved.â
Jos surged forward a step before Sophieâs hand snapped out, gripping his arm.
âJos,â she hissed. âDonât.â
But Jos couldnât stop shaking.
He turnedâwildlyâto Ana.
She hadnât moved.
Her face was pale, composed, unreadable. No tears. No shaking. No visible reaction at all.
And something about thatâabout her stillnessâlit Josâs anger like a match to fuel.
âYou hear that?â Jos snapped at her. âThey nearly killed him. And youâre just standing there likeâlike itâs data on a screen.â
Ana didnât look at him.
âThatâs because it is data,â she said calmly.
The temperature in the hospital room dropped.
Jos stared at her. âExcuse me?â
She finally lifted her eyes.
They were flat. Cold. Focused in a way that made something in Josâs gut twist unpleasantly.
âI screamed when the car hit the wall,â Ana said evenly. âI dissociated when they couldnât get him out. I sat through surgery without breathing properly for five hours.â
Her voice never rose.
âNow,â she continued, âI am thinking.â
Jos scoffed, sharp and ugly. âThinking? Thatâs your answer? You think that makes you better than the rest of us?â
Ana took a step forward.
Just one.
But it was enough.
âYou want hysterics?â she asked softly. âYou want rage? Because I can do that too.â
Jos opened his mouthâ
She cut him off.
âIf you want to scream, scream at the people who taught Max that pain is how you earn love,â she said, voice sharpening like a blade. âScream at the culture that convinced him driving a broken car was better than disappointing a team. Scream at yourself for every time you told him to push through danger like it was character-building.â
Jos froze.
Sophie sucked in a sharp breath.
Ana didnât stop.
âBut do not,â she said, stepping closer now, eyes burning with something far more frightening than anger, âtell me how Iâm allowed to survive watching the man I love almost die.â
Her voice droppedâquiet, lethal.
âI am cold right now because if I let myself feel what I want to do to the people who did this,â she said, âthey would not survive it.â
The silence that followed was absolute.
Jos felt it then.
Fear.
Not for Max.
Not for the mechanics.
But for the woman standing in front of him.
This wasnât grief.
This was resolve.
Ana stepped back, composure snapping neatly back into place like armor locking into position.
âThe police will handle the mechanics,â she said, turning slightly toward Toto. âI will handle everything else.â
Jos swallowed.
For the first time since Max was a child, since rain-soaked kart tracks and shouting and expectation, Jos Verstappen understood something with bone-deep clarity:
Ana Wolff was not fragile.
She was dangerous.
And she was on Maxâs side.
Sophie exhaled slowly, then reached out and took Anaâs hand without asking.
âThank you,â she said quietly.
Ana squeezed back once.
Jos said nothing.
He didnât trust himself to speak.
And somewhere deep inside him, a truth settledâheavy and undeniable:
Whoever had hurt Max had made a catastrophic miscalculation.
Because Ana Wolff did not forget.
And she did not forgive.
***
Mercedes F1 HQ, Brackley, England - 22 September 2025
Solomon Becker was halfway through his coffee when the email came in.
From: A. Wolff
Subject: â
Attachment: 2026.zip
No greeting.
No explanation.
Just a folder.
That alone made his stomach tighten.
Ana did not send things casually. Ana sent things when the ground was about to move.
He closed Slack. Silenced his phone. Took a breath he didnât realize heâd been holding since yesterday. Then he clicked.
The folder opened.
And Solomon said, out loud, to an empty office:
ââŠfuck.â
It wasnât just one document.
It was an ecosystem.
Subfolders bloomed across his screen like a star mapâControl Architecture, Redundancy Models, Failure Containment, Adaptive Feedback, Predictive Load Migration.Â
Solomon ran a hand through his hair and leaned back in his chair.
He had known Ana since she was a teenagerâbrilliant, feral, quiet in the way dangerous things were quiet. Heâd watched her walk into rooms full of senior engineers twice her age and calmly dismantle their assumptions with a whiteboard marker and a raised eyebrow. He had accepted, years ago, that she would one day be smarter than him.
But thisâ
This was something else.
He opened the first architecture diagram.
And immediately lost the thread.
Not because it was sloppy.
Because it was too clean.
The logic trees werenât linear. They braided. Feedback loops didnât just respondâthey anticipated. Failure states werenât mitigated; they were rerouted, redistributed, absorbed like shockwaves disappearing into deep water.
This wasnât a car system.
This was a philosophy.
âJesus Christ,â Solomon muttered, scrolling.
Sheâd built redundancy not as backup, but as continuity. Systems that assumed something would go wrongâand simply refused to let that matter. Load-balancing that treated instability as data, not error. Control layers that could isolate a catastrophic failure in microseconds without cascading loss.
It was elegant.
It was ruthless.
It was personal.
Halfway through a document titled Non-Negotiables, Solomon had to stop and just stare at the screen.
He understood maybe half of it.
And that was the most frightening part.
Because the half he did understand was revolutionary.
Because Solomon Becker was not stupid. He was one of the best systems engineers in Brackley. If he was strugglingâ
Then Ana hadnât just raised the ceiling.
Sheâd left the building entirely.
He scrolled further.
Margin notes appearedâAnaâs voice bleeding through the code and diagrams.
No single point of failure. Ever. Assume the worst. Build anyway. Drivers should never have to fight the car.
Solomon swallowed.
This wasnât R&D.
This was a vow.
A quiet, furious promise written in architecture and math and foresight.
He checked the timestamps.
Some of these files were old. Months old. Maybe longer.
Sheâd been carrying this alone.
Of course she had.
Solomon felt something he rarely felt in his career:
Pure, unfiltered awe.
Then, a creeping, rising panic.
Ana had done all of this without telling anyone.
Not the team.
Not the board.
Not him.
Sheâd built an entire next generation of systems architecture quietlyâlike someone making a secret weapon from logic, precision, and absolute obsession.
Finally, he whispered:
âJesus ChristâŠâ
He sat there, stunned.
Then leaned back again.
Because he already knew what the world would say about this.
âGame-changing.â
But Solomonâwho had seen Ana build whole subsystems while others were still debugging dead-endsâknew the deeper truth:
This wasnât just a technical leap.
It was Ana being Ana.
And he feltâterrified and privilegedâthat he was the only person in the world to see it before everyone else did.
He leaned back in his chair, running a hand over his face.
âSheâs changed the game,â he murmured to no one.
He thought about the timing.
The crash.
The hospital.
Max.
Of course she had done this now.
Ana didnât rage like other people. She didnât scream. She didnât flail.
She built systems so nothing like that could ever happen again.
This wasnât just a car.
This was a promise.
A promise that the machine would never betray the driver the way that Red Bull car had betrayed Max.
Solomon closed the folder carefully, like it might bite.
Then he reopened it.
Because if Ana Wolff had just quietly handed him the future of Formula 1â
Then his job wasnât to fully understand it yet.
His job was to protect it.
And to make sure the world was ready for what sheâd just unleashed.
***
Mercedes F1 HQ, Brackley, England - 22 September 2025
Solomon Becker did not go home.
He stood in the doorway of Elliot Priceâs office instead, one hand braced against the frame, laptop tucked under his arm like contraband.
Elliot looked up from his screen, glasses halfway down his nose. âIf this is about the actuator latency report, I swear to Godââ
âWe need to talk,â Solomon said.
Elliot frowned. âYou look like youâve seen a ghost.â
âWorse,â Solomon replied. âIâve seen Anaâs private folder.â
That did it.
Elliotâs chair scraped back as he stood. âHer what?â
Solomon walked in, shut the door, and wordlessly placed the laptop on Elliotâs desk. He opened the folder. The same one. The one that had been haunting him for the last three hours.
Elliot leaned in.
Ten seconds passed.
Then twenty.
Thenâ
ââŠwhat the fuck,â Elliot breathed.
Solomon let out a humorless laugh. âThat was my reaction too.â
Elliot scrolled. Slower now. Careful. Like someone handling something explosive.
âThis isnâtââ He stopped, started again. âThis isnât an architecture proposal.â
âNo.â
âThis is a philosophy.â
âYes.â
Elliot clicked into Adaptive Redundancy Logic.
His eyebrows climbed his forehead in real time.
âSheâs not just adding layers,â he said slowly. âSheâs⊠braiding them.â
Solomon nodded. âHorizontal failover. No single collapse point.â
Elliot swore under his breath. âThat alone wouldâve preventedââ He cut himself off, jaw tightening. âJesus.â
They moved to the whiteboard without discussing it, instinctively grabbing markers like this was muscle memory.
Boxes. Arrows. Loops.
Then more arrows.
Then crossed-out arrows.
Then silence.
Elliot stepped back, marker still in hand. âOkay. Either Iâm missing something obviousââ
âYouâre not.â
ââor sheâs solved a problem the entire paddock has been quietly pretending wasnât solvable.â
Solomon stared at the board. âSheâs made the car a partner instead of a tool.â
Elliot laughed once, incredulous. âOf course she did.â
They opened Driver-Centric Stability Arbitration next.
Elliot read. Froze.
Read it again.
âThis system prioritizes intent,â he said.
âYes.â
âNot input.â
âYes.â
âThatâsââ He stopped. Dragged a hand down his face. âThatâs insane.â
âThatâs Ana.â
They worked in near silence for an hour.
Then two.
Coffee appeared. Disappeared. Reappeared.
At some point Elliot sank into the chair, staring at the screen like it had personally offended him.
âSheâs built in ethical governors,â he said quietly. âDo you see this?â
Solomon nodded. âReal-Time Ethics Gate. Version three.â
Elliot let out a sound halfway between awe and despair. âSheâs put morality into a control system.â
âSheâs put care into it.â
Another long silence.
Elliot finally looked up at Solomon. âShe didnât send this because she wanted feedback.â
âNo.â
âShe sent this because she trusts us.â
âYes.â
âAnd because something scared her badly enough that she never wants to see it happen again.â
Solomon swallowed.
Elliot leaned back, staring at the ceiling. âSheâs too fucking smart.â
Solomon snorted. âWelcome to the club.â
Elliot glanced at him sideways. âDo you understand all of it?â
Solomon didnât hesitate. âNo.â
âDo you understand enough to know itâll work?â
They sat there, surrounded by equations that bent reality and logic diagrams that felt almost⊠protective.
After a while, Elliot spoke again, softer.
âSheâs building this for him, isnât she.â
Solomon didnât ask who.
âYes,â he said. âBut not just for him.â
Elliot nodded. âFor anyone who comes after.â
They closed the folder together.
Locked it down.
Added layers of security without saying a word.
Because this wasnât just IP.
This was Ana Wolff turning pain into architecture.
And Solomon knew, with bone-deep certainty, that when the Mercedes 2026 car hit the trackâ
Nothing like Baku would ever happen again.
âSheâs terrifying,â Elliot said quietly.
Solomon smiled, tired and proud all at once.
âYes,â he said. âAnd thank God sheâs on our side.â
***
 Baku City Hospital, Baku, Azerbaijan - 22 September 2025Â
The hospital at night felt like a different country.
Muted lights. Slower footsteps. The low, rhythmic beeping of machines that reminded Totoâover and overâthat Max was still here. Breathing. Alive. Sleeping under layers of sedation and monitoring and quiet vigilance.
Sophie and Jos had left an hour ago, exhaustion finally winning out after too many confrontations and too little resolution. Raymond had shepherded them toward a hotel with the firmness of a man who knew when everyone was one wrong word away from disaster.
So now it was just Toto and Ana.
And Max.
Ana sat in the chair beside the bed, spine straight, phone face-down in her lap. She hadnât moved in a long time. Hadnât scrolled. Hadnât typed. Hadnât coded. She was simply⊠there. Watching the slow rise and fall of Maxâs chest as if it were the only variable left in the universe.
Toto leaned against the doorframe for a moment, studying her.
She looked smaller like this. Stripped of adrenaline. Of purpose. Of anger. Just a young woman who had burned through every ounce of herself and was running on nothing but stubbornness and love.
He cleared his throat softly.
âSternchen,â he said.
Ana didnât look up.
âYou havenât slept in thirty-six hours.â
âI know.â
âYou havenât eaten properly.â
âI know.â
âAnd youâve been sitting like that since surgery ended.â
âI know.â
Toto walked over and crouched in front of her, careful not to block her view of Max.
âAna,â he said gently. âHeâs stable. The doctors will wake him properly in the morning. You cannot keep going like this.â
Her fingers tightened minutely around her phone.
âI will sleep,â she said, voice flat, âwhen heâs better.â
Toto exhaled through his nose.
âThatâs not how recovery works,â he said quietly. âFor him or for you.â
She finally looked at him then.
Her eyes were ringed with exhaustion, red at the edgesânot from crying, but from not allowing herself to. The control it must have taken hurt him more than tears would have.
âYou donât understand,â she said softly.
âI think I do,â Toto replied.
She shook her head once. âNo. You donât. Because if I stopâif I sleepâmy brain will replay everything. The crash. The silence. The saws. The bone.â Her jaw clenched. âI canât do that yet.â
Toto felt his chest tighten.
He reached up and gently took her wrist.
âThen donât do it alone,â he said.
She hesitated.
Just for a second.
And then the armor cracked.
She stood abruptly, as if the decision had been made somewhere deeper than thought, crossed the small space between them, and sank down beside him on the narrow couch under the window.
Curled in.
Not delicately. Not politely. But fullyâknees tucked up, shoulder pressed into his chest, her forehead resting just beneath his collarbone like it had known that place once.
Like it remembered something he had never been able to give her.
Toto wrapped an arm around her instinctively.
She made a small soundâbarely audibleâand relaxed into him, tension leaking out of her in slow, painful increments.
For a long moment, neither of them spoke.
The machines hummed.
The city slept.
And Toto thought, not for the first time tonight, about time.
About the first eight years of Anaâs life he had never known existed.
Eight years of scraped knees and bad dreams and first words and first fearsâgone. Not because he chose absence, but because fate had stolen the choice entirely.
He had met her at eight already guarded. Already quiet. Already too self-contained for a child.
He had never had this.
Never had her curl into him because she was tired. Never had to convince her to sleep. Never carried her to bed. Never held her through childhood storms.
And now, here she wasâtwenty-seven years old, brilliant, terrifying, unbreakableâand somehow still capable of fitting against him like this.
Trusting him.
He pressed his chin lightly to the top of her head.
âIâm sorry,â he murmured.
She shifted slightly. âFor what?â
âFor the years I didnât know you,â he said. âFor the years you had to learn how to be strong by yourself.â
Her fingers curled into the fabric of his shirt.
âYouâre here now,â she said, very quietly.Â
Toto swallowed.
They sat like that for a while longer.
Then Ana spoke again, muffled against his chest.
âHe proposed.â
Toto stiffened. Just a fraction.
âHe⊠what?â
Ana huffedâa breath that might have been a laugh in another life.
âMax,â she said. âWhen he woke up briefly earlier. Completely drugged. Very convincing.â A pause. âVery sincere.â
Toto leaned back slightly to look at her.
âAnd?â
âI said yes,â she said simply. âBut I told him I wonât hold him to it until heâs fully awake and painkillers arenât doing⊠whatever that was.â
Toto stared at her.
Thenâslowlyâhe smiled.
Not the CEO smile. Not the press conference one.
The one he rarely allowed himself.
âHe chose well,â Toto said quietly.
She tilted her head up just enough to look at him. âYouâre not⊠upset?â
âUpset?â he echoed. âAna, after tonight? After everything?â He shook his head. âIf anyone deserves someone who would crash into a wall rather than hurt another driverâitâs you.â
Her throat bobbed.
âI love him,â she whispered.
âI know,â Toto said. âI can see it.â
She settled back against him, exhaustion finally dragging at her limbs.
Minutes passed.
Her breathing slowed.
Evened out.
And sometime before dawn, Ana Wolff fell asleep curled against her father, as machines kept watch over the man she loved.
Toto didnât move.
He didnât dare.
He simply held her, guarding the fragile peace of the moment, thinking that maybeâjust maybeâsome things lost could still be found again.
Even if it took a lifetime to get there.
***
 Baku City Hospital, Baku, Azerbaijan - 22 September 2025Â
Max woke up the way people surfaced from deep water.
Slow. Confused. Heavy.
Pain came firstânot sharp, not screaming, but vast. A whole-body ache wrapped in cotton. His limbs felt like they belonged to someone else. His head was full of fog and strange light, like heâd been poured full of warm honey.
He blinked.
Ceiling. White. Too clean.
Hospital.
Right.
That⊠tracked.
He tried to move and immediately regretted it. Something tugged at his leg in a way that made the world tilt sideways. He made a noiseâhalf groan, half confused protest.
âEasy,â someone said quietly.
Max turned his head.
Toto.
That took a second to process.
Not GP. Not Ana. Not a doctor.
Toto Wolff. Sitting in a chair near the bed, jacket off, sleeves rolled up, looking like he hadnât slept in a decade.
Max squinted at him.
âHuh,â he murmured. âYouâre real.â
Toto snorted softly. âUnfortunately.â
Max considered this, very seriously.
ââŠyouâre my emergency contact,â he said.
âYes,â Toto replied. âApparently.â
Max nodded, satisfied. âGood choice.â
Toto raised an eyebrow. âYou didnât tell me.â
âRaymond did it. Or maybe I did it. Hard to say. Forms were involved.â Max said earnestly.Â
He licked his lips, blinking slowly.
âDid I crash?â
âYes,â Toto said.
âBad?â
âVery.â
Max winced in delayed sympathy with himself. âThat explains the leg. And⊠the floating feeling.â
âThat would be the painkillers.â
âOh.â He smiled faintly. âTheyâre great.â
Toto watched him carefully. âDo you remember anything?â
Max stared at the ceiling for a moment.
âThe wall,â he said slowly. âThe castle bit. Lando was there. Blue flags.â His brow furrowed. âThe car⊠wasnât listening. It wasnât me.â
âI know,â Toto said.
Max exhaled, relieved. âGood. Because if it was me, Ana would pretend not to be mad but sheâd be so disappointed.â
Totoâs mouth tightened.
Max turned his head again, squinting around the room.
âWhere is she?â
âAsleep,â Toto said. âOn the couch. She hasnât left your side.â
Maxâs expression softened instantly, like someone had turned down the noise in his head.
âI love her,â he said, very seriously. âA lot.â
âI know.â
âNo, likeâa lot,â Max insisted, frowning as if Toto hadnât grasped the scale of the thing. âI think I told her. Did I tell her?â
âYou proposed,â Toto said.
Maxâs eyes widened.
âI did?â A beat. âNice.â
Toto huffed a quiet laugh despite himself.
âShe said yes,â Toto added. âWith conditions.â
Max nodded solemnly. âGood. Sensible woman. Drugs make me bold.â
âYouâre bold without them.â
âTrue.â He paused. âDid I say something stupid?â
âOnly that you wanted to marry her.â
Max smiled, slow and hazy. He shifted slightly, then hissed and froze.
âDonât move,â Toto warned.
âNoted.â He breathed through it, then looked back at Toto with surprising clarity. âHey.â
âYes?â
âYouâre her dad.â
âI am.â
Max nodded again, as if confirming a crucial data point.
âShe loves you,â he said. âA lot. Doesnât always say it. But she does.â
Toto swallowed.
âI know,â he said quietly.
Maxâs eyes drifted, then snapped back into focus with a crooked grin.
âYouâre my emergency contact because you have every reason to keep me alive for next year.â
Toto leaned forward slightly.
âMax,â he said firmly, âI have every reason to keep you alive. Period.â
Max blinked at him.
Thenâunexpectedlyâhis eyes filled.
âOh,â he said, voice wobbling. âOkay. Thatâs⊠better.â
He sniffed once, offended by his own emotions.
âSorry,â he added. âDrugs.â
Toto reached out and rested a steady hand on Maxâs shoulder.
âYou donât need to apologize.â
Max stared at that hand for a moment, then relaxed.
âI scared her,â he murmured.
âYes.â
âI didnât mean to.â
âI know.â
Another pause.
âCan you tell her,â Max said slowly, carefully, âthat if she doesnât want to marry me when Iâm not high, thatâs okay. But Iâm still going to love her. And I still want that house. And maybe two dogs.Â
Toto smiled, eyes stinging.
âIâll tell her,â he said.
Maxâs eyelids drooped.
âGood,â he murmured. âYouâre good at this dad thing. Late start. But strong finish.â
Toto snorted. âGo to sleep.â
Max smiled faintly, already drifting.
âOkay,â he said. âBut tell Ana Iâm still alive. And that I meant it.â
âI will.â
Maxâs breathing evened out, consciousness slipping away again, leaving behind the soft, steady beep of monitors and the quiet certainty of a man who had survived.
Toto stayed where he was.
***
Press Release: Verstappen.com
We would like to share a brief update on Maxâs condition and to express our gratitude following the events of the Azerbaijan Grand Prix.
Max has come through surgery and the immediate medical procedures well. He is awake, responsive, and receiving excellent care. While there is still a long road ahead in terms of recovery, we are relieved and grateful to say that his condition is stable and progressing as expected.
We would like to sincerely thank the medical teams at the circuit, the doctors and nurses at the hospital, and the emergency responders whose professionalism, speed, and expertise made a critical difference. Their actions undoubtedly saved Maxâs life, and our gratitude to them cannot be overstated.
We also want to thank the marshals, stewards, and paddock personnel who acted decisively and selflessly in extremely difficult circumstances. Motorsport is built on risk, but it is also built on people who step forward when it matters most. We saw that clearly this weekend.
Our thanks extend to the mechanics and team members from across the paddock who assisted during the incident. In a moment that transcended teams and rivalries, they came together as one. That solidarity will stay with us forever.
We would also like to thank the drivers, teams, and members of the GPDA for their support, solidarity, and humanity in the hours that followed. The messages of concern and care have meant more than words can adequately express.
Finally, we would like to thank everyone who has sent messages of supportâfans, fellow drivers, teams, and members of the wider motorsport community. Max and our family have felt that support deeply.
Right now, our focus is entirely on Maxâs recovery and well-being. We ask for privacy and patience as he takes the time he needs to heal.
***
Twitter Thread: Thank God
@/RaceWatcher77 This is how you do a statement. Classy. Human. No blame, just gratitude. Glad Max is awake đ
@/DutchLion_33 âUndoubtedly saved Maxâs lifeâ
Iâm not crying. Youâre crying.
Thank you to every marshal and medic out there.
@/F1EthicsNow Notice how this statement thanks everyone who helped â across teams.
And yet one team still hasnât managed a proper well-wishes post.
Interesting.
@/SectorThree The fact they explicitly thanked mechanics from other teamsâŠ
That says everything about what really happened in that pit lane.
@/MaxForever1 Long road ahead but HE IS AWAKE.
Thatâs all that matters right now. đ§Ąđ§Ąđ§Ą
@PaddockInsider This reads like people who know exactly how close they came to losing him.
@/Turn8Trauma âMotorsport is built on risk, but also on people who step forward when it matters most.â
That line should be printed on every paddock wall.
@/GridDadEnergy The Verstappens thanking the GPDA tells you how bad this really was.
@/OrangeSmoke Notice what they donât say.
No mention of penalties.
No mention of blame.
Just recovery.
Thatâs restraint.
@/NotTheFIA Meanwhile the FIA:
đïžđđïž
(reading this and pretending nothing else happened)
@/SimRacingLover If Max wasnât as strong as he is, this would be a very different statement.
Hug your loved ones tonight.
@/LandoFanButHumanFirst Rivals or not â nobody deserves that.
Glad heâs stable. Speedy recovery, Max.
@/OrangeArmyNL Privacy. Patience. Recovery.
Weâll wait as long as it takes. đ§Ą
@/TelemetryNerd The way they emphasize solidarity across teamsâŠ
Yeah. Something shifted in Baku.
@/JustHereForTruth This statement makes Red Bullâs earlier one look even worse, somehow.
@MedicsOfMotorsport Thank you for highlighting emergency responders.
These are the people who stand between tragedy and survival.
@/F1IsFamily Today reminded us that behind helmets are sons, partners, families.
Wishing Max strength and peace during recovery.
@/AlwaysMax33 Heâs alive.
Thatâs it.
Thatâs the tweet. đ§Ą
@/MercMechanicFanâIn a moment that transcended teams and rivalriesâ
This is why I love this sport, even when it breaks my heart.
@/FIAwatchdogThis statement reads like dignity in the face of absolute chaos.
****
Slack Channel: #brackley-nerds
Private Channel. ~30 members.Â
james.brakes: Okay but can someone explain why half the paddock looks like a crime drama right now
jules.elec: I just walked past three police vans and a guy with a clipboard who absolutely did not look FIA
tom.sim: Same. I am choosing to interpret this as âšnot our problemâš
liv.strategy: Honestly? Iâm just glad weâre getting out of here tonight. This weekend has taken years off my life.
sam.transmission: The vibes are⊠deeply off.
Like âeveryone suddenly being very politeâ levels of off.
flo.eng: You know itâs bad when even the PR people look scared.
leo.mechanic: I am not saying anything.
But the police are doing their job.
james.brakes: LEO.
jules.elec: Leo that sentence alone is saying something
leo.mechanic: I am saying nothing.
I am saying I trust due process.
tom.sim: That is the most ominous thing you could have said.
Anna K. Whatever is happening, I just want to be very clear that I did not touch anything.
liv.strategy: Same. I barely even breathed near the cars.
sam.transmission: I nodded at a Red Bull mechanic once and now Iâm wondering if that was too much interaction.
flo.eng: I made eye contact with someone in a navy polo. Am I an accessory.
elliott.systems: Quick systems update:
Weâre running internal sims tonight. Donât worry about us.
tom.sim: Bold of you to say that in this week.
jules.elec: Please donât break anything before Ana comes back to fix it đ
flo.eng: Yes, respectfully, we do not have the emotional bandwidth.
elliott.systems: Oh, donât worry.
Sheâs the one breaking our brains, not the other way around.
liv.strategy: You okay there, mate?
elliott.systems: Define okay.
sam.transmission: Oh no. Heâs spiralling again.
elliott.systems: I opened the new architecture folder she sent.
I understood maybe⊠60%.
Which is humbling because 60% of Ana is still more advanced than anything Iâve seen in my life.
james.brakes: That sounds about right.
elliott.systems: There are feedback loops in there that feel illegal.
Like I keep expecting the laws of physics to email me a cease and desist.
jules.elec: Sheâs terrifying. Affectionately.
tom.sim: Genius-level terrifying.
liv.strategy: This is why sheâs banned from explaining things without a whiteboard and snacks.
flo.eng: And why we all just nod like we understand and then panic later.
sam.transmission: Circling backâdoes anyone actually know whatâs happening in the paddock?
leo.mechanic: No.
james.brakes: Do we suspect?
leo.mechanic: Yes.
jules.elec: Do we discuss it?
leo.mechanic: Absolutely not.
Anna K. I like this policy.
liv.strategy: Same. Ignorance is safety.
tom.sim: All I know is:
Police everywhere
Everyone looks exhausted
I want a shower and a bed
sam.transmission: Amen.
elliott.systems: And tomorrow we go back to pretending our jobs are normal.
james.brakes: Nothing says ânormalâ like advanced hybrid systems and potential international incidents.
sam.transmission: Mercedes things.
leo.mechanic: Get home safe, everyone.
liv.strategy: Seconded.
And maybe⊠donât google anything tonight.
elliott.systems: Too late.
I googled Ana Wolffâs math references and now Iâm worse.
james.brakes: Goodnight, Elliott.
elliott.systems: Goodnight.
If I donât understand systems tomorrow, please tell my family I tried.
***
Group Chat: The Old Wolves
(Members: Jenson Button, Sebastian Vettel, Nico Rosberg, David Coulthard, Mark Webber, Fernando Alonso)Â
Fernando: Heâs awake.
Mark: Thank fuck.
Jenson: Proper awake? Or âeyes open, still on the good drugsâ awake?
Fernando: Awake enough. Stable. Doctors are cautiously optimistic.
David: Thatâs the best sentence Iâve read all day.
Sebastian: Good. Really good. That crash⊠I havenât stopped thinking about it.
Nico: Same. I was on air trying to sound calm while my brain was screaming.
Fernando: Iâm going to the hospital tomorrow.
And Iâm dragging Lando with me whether he likes it or not.
Jenson: He still not okay?
Fernando: Heâs a wreck.
Wonât sleep. Keeps replaying it. Keeps saying âhe chose the wallâ like itâs a loop he canât break.
Mark: That kind of thing stays with you. Especially when you know why it happened.
Seb: Good call, Nando. He shouldnât be alone with that.
Mark: Oscar okay?
Fernando: Holding it together better, but still shaken.
Honestly? Half the grid looked like they needed supervision.
David: Which brings us to⊠the police.
Jenson: Yeah, can we talk about that?
Nico: Iâve never seen a paddock swarm like that outside of a fatality.
Unmarked cars. Plain clothes. Not FIA security. Real police. I had a producer whispering in my ear asking if this was âroutine.â
I nearly laughed.
Fernando: Oh, itâs not routine.
And notice how the FIA suddenly found their manners?
Lots of âwe appreciate the driversâ concernsâ and âongoing cooperation.â
David: Amazing what a few police badges will do for tone.
Fernando: They were all teeth yesterday.
Today? Apologies. Handshakes. Reassurances.
Sebastian:
That doesnât happen unless somethingâs actually moving behind the scenes.
Fernando: Exactly.
I donât know detailsâand honestly, I donât want them yetâbut something is very, very wrong.
Nico: And Max being awake changes everything.
Jenson: Yeah. Hard to sweep things under the rug when the driver survives and can talk.
Mark: Also explains why everyoneâs suddenly walking on eggshells.
Sebastian:
Good. They should.
Fernando: For now, priority is him.
Then we make sure this never happens again.
David: If the drivers need usâpress, statements, whateverâweâre there.
Jenson: Always.
Mark: You donât leave one of your own hanging.
Sebastian:
Never.
Nico: Keep us posted after the hospital, Fernando.
Fernando: Will do.
And if Lando tries to dodge me, Iâll physically carry him.
Jenson: I would pay to see that.
Fernando: Youâll get the video after.
Mark: Good night, lads.
Sleep if you can.
Sebastian:
Good night.
And⊠Iâm really glad heâs still with us.
Pairing: Max Verstappen x Dr. Anastasia "Ana" Wolff (Original Character)
Summary:
Max Verstappen to Mercedes? The paddock is buzzing. The mediaâs in meltdown.
Dr. Anastasia âAnaâ Wolff, Mercedesâ notoriously brilliant, emotionally unavailable lead systems engineer and Toto Wolffâs eldest daughter, is not handling it well. Because Max isnât just a potential signing, heâs the man sheâs been sleeping with in secret for nearly a decade.
And if the rumours are true, and Max Verstappen really is joining Mercedes, then Anaâs carefully compartmentalised world is about to explode.
Warnings and Notes: This chapter contains major character injury, graphic portrayal of injuries and graphic portrayal of a crash in Formula 1. However, I do not write anything other than Happy Endings, so I am not going to kill off any of my major characters. So the cliffhanger isnât a cliffhanger, because heâll survive. I swear. Let me know if I missed something else, and I'll add it!
As always big thanks to @llirawolf , who listens to me ramble
Press Release: GDPA Statement Regarding the Azerbaijan Grand Prix
The Grand Prix Driversâ Association wishes to address the events of the 2025 Azerbaijan Grand Prix.
First and foremost, our thoughts are with Max Verstappen and his family and loved ones. We are relieved to confirm that Max has come through surgery and is in stable condition. We wish him strength and a full recovery.
Max is a colleague, a competitor, and a friend to many of us, and seeing a driver suffer a serious accident is something that affects the entire grid deeply.
However, the circumstances surrounding the incident raise serious and urgent concerns.
The drivers collectively witnessed a crash of exceptional violence, involving a car that displayed clear instability over multiple laps prior to the accident. Following the incident, the prolonged extraction, the absence of immediate information, and the visible distress among drivers and personnel underscored the severity of the situation.
In light of this, the GDPA wishes to make the following points clear:
Driver safety must be the absolute priority. When there is credible evidence that a car may be mechanically compromised, responsibility cannot be shifted onto the driver by default. The burden must be on systems, teams, and regulators to ensure that unsafe machinery is removed from competition.
The continuation of the race would have been unacceptable. Â Multiple drivers expressed, in real time, that the race should not continue under these conditions. The emotional and psychological state of the grid, combined with the uncertainty surrounding the incident, made any resumption incompatible with safe competition.
The timing and nature of post-incident sporting penalties are deeply troubling. Issuing sporting sanctions while a driver is undergoing emergency surgery undermines trust in governance and raises serious questions about judgment, process, and proportionality.
A full, independent investigation is required. The drivers call for a transparent investigation into the technical, procedural, and regulatory factors that contributed to this incident, including pre-crash car behavior, team decision-making, and race control responses.We are deeply troubled by disciplinary actions taken in the immediate aftermath of the accident, at a time when the full technical and medical facts were neither available nor understood. Any assessment of responsibility must wait until a thorough, independent investigation has been completed.
The GDPA therefore formally requests:
A full and transparent investigation into the technical failure that led to the accident.
Clear accountability regarding decisions made before and after the incident.
A reaffirmation that driver safety must always take precedence over sporting outcomes, commercial considerations, or procedural inertia.
Formula 1 is inherently dangerous: it is a sport where human lives are placed at risk every time the lights go out. Every driver accepts that risk. But accepting risk does not mean accepting preventable failure, nor does it mean accepting processes that prioritise continuation over care.
We race because we love this sport. We continue racing because we trust that when something goes wrong, our safety will never be treated as secondary.
That trust must be upheld.
On behalf of the drivers,
Grand Prix Driversâ Association
For media enquiries, please contact:
press@/gpda.org
****
Twitter Thread: Nuclear
@/pitlaneempathy:
FINALLY. The GDPA said what everyone is thinking. Safety first. Not PR.
@/oversteerenthusiast
That GDPA statement is tone-perfect. Concise, firm, no bullshit. THIS is how you speak for the drivers.
@/f1moralcompass
Drivers united for safety AND accountability = REAL leadership. Respect.
@/holygridmess
The part about not assessing responsibility until after independent investigation â chefâs kiss. Rational and powerful.
@/softlaunchdetective
This is going to put pressure on the FIA more than any hashtag or fan campaign.
@/gridlockgossip
GDPA just served a statement thatâs equal parts compassion and fire. Also: that line about relief not erasing concern hits HARD.
@/charleslecryn
Driversâ union with actual teeth. Respect for calling out the timing of the penalties.
@/f1watchdog
Waiting for the FIA comment now⊠this just raised the stakes significantly.
@/systemsruinedme
Okay but: they actually called out disciplinary timing. Thatâs bold AF.
@/paddockrentfree
Totally agree with this. We should want a thorough investigation before blame is assigned.
@/moralchicane
The GDPA didnât just say âMax should be safeâ â they said all drivers. Thatâs integrity.
@/emotionallyunstablepaddockfan
I wasnât expecting this level of unity from the grid but I am HERE for it.
@/checkeredflagged
If this doesnât trigger real action â clear reports, transparency, maybe even changes to safety protocols â then nothing will.
@/f1moralcompass
The GDPA didnât mince words and they shouldnât have.
This whole circus needed this.
@/circuitcryclub
Driver unity is everything. Hearing them speak with clarity instead of PR doublespeak is refreshing.
@/nojustcars
The stewards gave penalty points while he was in surgery. This statement might be the first sane thing that happened all weekend.
@/charleslecryn
Respect to the drivers for speaking out together. This isnât about sides. Itâs about basics.
@/f1watchdog
This sets precedent â driver welfare over optics, and thatâs significant.
@/paddockdetective
GDPA stepping up and voicing exactly what we all knew but couldnât say in 280 characters.
@/holygrid
Just. Respect.
@/emotionallyunstablepaddockfan
Can we get a moment to appreciate how rare it is for a group statement to actually matter?
@/charlespitlanepapi
The boardrooms should feel this. Not just read it.
***
 Baku City Hospital, Baku, Azerbaijan - 22 September 2025Â
Ana told Toto it was fine.
She said it calmly, evenly, with the same tone she used when she signed off seven-figure development budgets or told people that no, actually, the simulation was right and they were wrong.
âIâll stay,â she said. âGo. Deal with the team.â
Toto hesitatedâbecause of course he didâbut he knew that look. The one that said this is not a debate. He squeezed her shoulder once, quietly, like an apology and a promise wrapped together.
Raymond went with him. He didnât even pretend otherwise. Heâd already been vibrating with contained rage since the moment he arrived. Red Bull was going to hear from him. Loudly.
So Ana stayed.
The hospital room was too white. Too clean. Too quiet.
Max lay in the bed, wrapped in wires and tubing and casts, his left leg elevated and encased in something that looked more like scaffolding than medical equipment. His face was pale, lips slightly parted, breathing slow and assisted. He looked smaller like this. Younger. Not the unstoppable force the world argued aboutâjust a man who had been broken open by a machine that should have protected him.
Ana sat in the chair beside the bed, spine straight, phone in her hands.
Sophie sat on the other side, fingers laced together so tightly her knuckles had gone white hours ago. She hadnât left once. Not to eat. Not to drink. She watched Max breathe like it was the only thing anchoring her to the planet.
Jos stood near the window.
Pacing.
Stopping.
Starting again.
Every so often his gaze would flick to Anaâsharp, assessing, irritated in that way that had nothing to do with her and everything to do with the fact that she existed in this room at all.
After the third time, he finally snapped.
âYou could at least look at him,â Jos said, voice tight. âInstead of playing on your phone.â
Ana didnât look up.
âI am,â she said.
Jos scoffed. âDoesnât look like it.â
She paused then. Just for a second.
Her thumbs stopped moving.
Then she lifted her eyes to himâflat, glacial, utterly uninterested in whatever power he thought he held here.
âI am building the car he will drive in 2026,â Ana said quietly. âOne that wonât try to kill him.â
Silence.
Sophie turned her head slowly, startled.
Jos blinked. âWhat?â
Ana looked back down at her screen and resumed typing, thumbs flying with brutal efficiency.
âI donât need to hold his hand to be present,â she continued, voice level. âHe knows Iâm here. I donât need to perform grief to satisfy you.â
Jos bristled. âYou think this is about me?â
âYes,â Ana said, instantly. âAlmost everything you do is.â
That landed.
Hard.
Sophie sucked in a sharp breathânot disapproval, not shock, just⊠tired recognition.
Jos opened his mouth. Closed it. Took a step forward like he might say something truly unforgivable.
Ana didnât even look up again.
Hours passed.
Machines beeped. Nurses came and went. Sophie dozed sitting upright, one hand still wrapped around Maxâs fingers. Jos eventually went silent, retreating back to the window, reduced to a restless shadow.
Ana coded.
Lines of logic. Safety redundancies. Structural failure pathways mapped and remapped. No single-point failures. No compromised components. No âacceptable riskâ margins that could be bought or ignored or overridden.
Her phone screen reflected faintly in the glass of the monitor beside Maxâs bedâgreen text on black, endless, ruthless.
She wasnât crying.
She wasnât shaking.
This was what she did when fear threatened to eat her alive.
She built something better.
Every so often she glanced upâat Maxâs chest rising and falling, at the steady rhythm of his heart on the monitorâand then she went back to work.
The car would be perfect.
It would protect him.
It would never betray him the way that Red Bull had.
And anyone who thought otherwiseâanyone at allâwas going to learn just how dangerous Ana Wolff could be when she decided to love someone like this.
***
Baku City Circuit, Baku, Azerbaijan -Â 19 September 2025Â
Raymond Vermeulen did not raise his voice often.
When he did, it was because something had gone catastrophically wrong.
The Red Bull hospitality suite looked like a crime scene trying to pass as a workplaceâhalf-drunk coffees, discarded headsets, people standing in small clusters speaking in low, frantic tones. No one quite knew where to stand. No one quite knew who was in charge anymore.
Raymond walked in like a storm given human shape.
âWhere is he,â he demanded.
A junior PR staffer flinched. âMr. Vermeulenââ
âWhere,â Raymond repeated, louder, âis the person who thought it was acceptable to release that statement.â
Silence.
Then someoneâbrave or foolishâgestured vaguely toward the back.
Raymond didnât wait. He marched straight through, past engineers who suddenly found the floor fascinating, past comms staff pretending to be on calls, until he reached a cluster of senior personnel.
And Laurent Mekies.
Laurent looked⊠unwell.
His eyes were red-rimmed. One hand kept rubbing at his forehead like he was trying to erase a migraine by force. Papers were spread in front of him, but none of them were being read.
Raymond stopped in front of the table and dropped Maxâs printed medical update on top of everything.
âThat,â Raymond said, voice shaking with fury, âis the condition of your driver.â
Laurent blinked at the paper like it might bite him.
âHeâsâheâs in surgery,â Laurent said weakly. âWeâre waiting for confirmationââ
âAnd while heâs unconscious,â Raymond snapped, âyou put out a statement blaming him.â
One of the comms directors tried to interject. âWe had to say something. The mediaââ
âYou did not have to say that,â Raymond cut in. âYou did not have to imply driver error. You did not have to talk about âaggressive driving.â You did not have to mention car damage before mentioning that he might lose his leg.â
The room tightened.
Laurent swallowed. âWeâre under immense pressure.â
Raymond laughedâa sharp, humorless sound.
âOh, good,â he said. âBecause Max Verstappen is under a lot of pressure too. Mostly from the crushed car that nearly killed him.â
Laurent pushed his chair back abruptly and stood.
âYou think I wanted this?â he burst out. His voice cracked. âYou think I wanted my first season as team principal to end with a car upside down in the castle and the entire grid threatening a boycott?â
Raymond stepped closer.
âI think,â he said quietly, âthat your job was to keep your driver safe.â
Laurentâs hands were shaking now.
âThe data didnât show a critical fault,â Laurent said, too fast. âThe car was unstable, yes, but notâ not to that extent. He didnât ask to retire. Race control penalized him. Weââ
âYou left him out,â Raymond roared.
That finally did it.
Laurentâs composure shattered.
He dragged both hands down his face and turned away, pacing like a trapped animal.
âI didnât know,â he said hoarsely. âI didnât know it would fail like that. God, do you think Iâd let him drive if I thought the car would disintegrate?â
Raymondâs voice dropped to something cold and lethal.
âSomeone did.â
Laurent stopped pacing.
âWhat?â
âSomeone knew,â Raymond said. âAnd until I know who, you donât get to talk about pressure.â
A senior engineer tried to calm things down. âRaymond, emotions are highââ
âNo,â Raymond snapped, rounding on him. âEmotions are appropriate.â
He turned back to Laurent.
âMax trusted this team,â Raymond said. âHe trusted the people who touched that car. And now heâs lying in a hospital bed with his leg held together by metal because of it.â
Laurentâs eyes shone.
âI canât fix this,â he whispered.
âNo,â Raymond agreed. âYou canât.â
The words landed like a verdict.
Laurent sank back into his chair, staring at nothing. His breathing was shallow, uneven. For a moment, he looked like a man realizingâtoo lateâthat the job heâd wanted was never going to survive the reality.
Raymond straightened his jacket.
âYou will cooperate,â he said flatly. âWith the FIA. With the GDPA. With any investigation that comes. You will not release another statement without clearing it with me. And if I find out even one person in this team knew something was wrong and stayed silentââ
He didnât finish the sentence.
He didnât need to.
Laurent nodded, numb.
âYes,â he said. âOf course.â
Raymond turned and walked out.
Behind him, the Red Bull garage remained frozenâleaderless, shaken, and painfully aware of one simple truth:
Max Verstappen wasnât just injured.
He was gone.
And everything that had been built around him was coming apart at the seams.
***
Baku City Circuit, Baku, Azerbaijan -Â 19 September 2025Â
Toto returned to the Mercedes hospitality like a man walking back into a battlefield after the bodies had been cleared.
The place was quieter than usualâtoo quiet. Engineers spoke in low voices. Phones buzzed and were silenced immediately. Every screen still seemed to carry the ghost of that wrecked Red Bull, upside down against stone.
He had just dropped his bag onto the chair in his office when there was a hesitant knock at the door.
âBoss?â
Leo.
Toto looked up instantly. One glance told him everythingâLeoâs shoulders were tight, his jaw clenched, his eyes bright with something between fear and resolve.
âCome in,â Toto said.
Leo shut the door behind him. Locked it.
Then he pulled out his phone.
âI⊠I need to show you something,â Leo said. âI wasnât sure at first. But I recorded it. Just in case.â
Toto didnât interrupt. He didnât rush him. He simply nodded.
Leo hit play.
Voices sharpened. Accents familiar enough to make Totoâs stomach drop.
âDonât get dramatic. You got paid. We all did.â
ââŠI didnât think itâd fail like that. I justâ I filed it thinner. Just a touch. Enough that itâd go under stress.â
âAnd now? Now itâs done. Moneyâs cleared. Donât start losing your nerve.â
Leo stopped the recording, hands shaking slightly. âThereâs more,â he said quietly. âHe starts panicking after that. Iâve got the whole thing. Time stamps. Faces. Voices.â
Toto stared at the phone like it might combust.
For one long, dangerous second, something very dark passed through his expression.
Then it vanished.
What replaced it was colder. Sharper. Controlled.
âWe are not sitting on this,â Toto said immediately. No hesitation. No discussion. âWe are going straight to the police.â
Leo swallowed. âAzerbaijan orâ?â
âBoth,â Toto said. âNow.â
He was already reaching for his own phone.
Within minutes, the room filled with quiet, lethal efficiency.
Mercedes legal. FIA legal. External counsel.
And thenâAzerbaijani authorities.
The response was immediate. Almost eager.
Sabotage.
Deliberate mechanical interference.
Near-fatal consequences during an FIA-sanctioned event.
That wasnât motorsport anymore.
That was criminal.
Toto stood beside Leo as the recording was formally handed over, his voice calm and unmistakable.
âThe mechanics involved are British citizens,â Toto said. âRed Bull Racing operates out of Milton Keynes. This will require cooperation with UK authorities.â
The Azerbaijani officer nodded without hesitation.
âOf course,â he said. âWe will liaise directly with British police. This incident occurred on our circuit. We take it very seriously.â
Very seriously turned out to be an understatement.
By the time Toto left the room, warrants were already being discussed.
Phones were ringing in England.
And somewhere between Baku and Britain, the walls were beginning to close in.
Leo stood there, pale but resolute.
âI didnât know if I shouldââ he started.
Toto turned to him sharply. Not angry. Not cold.
Proud.
âYou did exactly what you should have done,â Toto said. âYou may have saved a life.â
Leoâs throat bobbed.
Toto placed a steady hand on his shoulder.
âAnd I promise you this,â he added quietly. âNo one who touched that car will ever touch another one again.â
As Toto walked away to make the next call his thoughts were brutally clear.
This was no longer about contracts, politics, or championships.
Someone had tried to kill a driver.
Someone had almost killed the man his daughter loved.
And now?
Now there would be consequences.
***
 Baku City Hospital, Baku, Azerbaijan - 22 September 2025Â
Max surfaced the way people do from deep waterâslow, disoriented, lungs burning with the vague sense that heâd forgotten something important.
Light hurt.
Sound came in fragments: a machine beeping too close to his head, muffled voices, the soft rustle of fabric. His body felt⊠wrong. Heavy. Not painful, exactlyâmore like pain had been wrapped in cotton and shoved to the edges of his awareness.
He blinked.
Once. Twice.
The ceiling swam.
ââawake,â someone said. Far away. âHeâs waking up.â
Max frowned. That seemed inconvenient. He was very busy doing⊠something. Thinking? No. Not thinking. Wanting.
There was one thingâone personâhis brain latched onto with absolute, drug-fuelled clarity.
Ana.
âAna?â he croaked.
His voice sounded like it belonged to someone else. A bad impression of himself.
Immediatelyâinstantlyâshe was there.
She appeared in his line of sight like sheâd been summoned, moving too fast, eyes sharp and bright and terrified and controlled all at once. He registered her face before he registered anything else.
Good. She was real. Still here.
âHey,â she said softly, leaning in. âIâm here.â
Relief hit him so hard his eyes burned.
âThere you are,â he slurred, a lopsided smile tugging at his mouth. âBeen lookinâ for you.â
Ana huffed out something that might have been a laugh if she wasnât clearly on the verge of several emotional crises. âYouâre not lost. Youâre in hospital.â
âMm,â Max said thoughtfully. âHate that place.â
âYou love hospitals,â she replied. âThey keep you alive.â
The fog made it hard to hold onto more than one thought at a time, but this one felt important.
âI crashed,â he said slowly, like he was piecing together a mystery. âDid Iâdid I hit Lando?â
Anaâs hand slid into his hair immediately, grounding, steady.
âNo,â she said firmly. âYou didnât hit anyone.â
Max relaxed instantly.
âGood,â he said. âCouldnât live with that.â
She laughed again, wet and broken.
âYou donât remember anything else?â
He squinted.
âThere was a wall,â he said thoughtfully. âI picked the wall.â
Ana closed her eyes.
âOf course you did,â she whispered.
Max watched her for a moment, drugged brain humming, emotions leaking through the cracks without permission. Everything felt louder, closer. The love sat in his chest like a physical thing, heavy and undeniable.
Then his gaze driftedâbrieflyâto the side of the room.
His mother.
His father.
Oh.
Right.
Parents.
This information did absolutely nothing to stop him.
âNastya,â he said again, more urgently now, fingers twitching weakly against the sheets like he was trying to reach for her and his body hadnât quite caught up with the instruction.
She took his hand immediately. Wrapped both of hers around it, grounding, steady.
âIâm here,â she repeated. âIâm not going anywhere.â
That felt important.
Max nodded solemnly, as if sheâd just answered a very serious question about the universe.
He was quiet for a few seconds, eyes drifting shut, then opening again with renewed focusâas if heâd remembered something extremely important.
âNastya.â
âYes?â
âI had a dream.â
Her chest tightened. âYeah?â
âWe had a house,â he said slowly, as if the words were precious and slippery. âIn Monaco. And a baby.â
Ana stopped breathing.
âShe had dark hair,â Max continued earnestly. âAnd she was really small. And I was holding her andââ he blinked, visibly overwhelmed, ââI was really good at it. Holding her. I think.â
Sophie made a strangled sound.
Jos turned around sharply. âWhat?â
Max frowned at the interruption. âIâm talking.â
Ana squeezed his hand gently. âMaxââ
âNo, wait,â he insisted, suddenly serious in that drugged, unfiltered way. âThis is important.â
He shifted slightly, grimaced, then powered through it with the stubbornness that had won him four championships and nearly gotten him killed.
âI was thinkinâ⊠while I was⊠asleep,â he murmured.Â
Anaâs eyebrows knit together. âYou were unconscious.â
âYeah,â he said cheerfully. âThat. Very productive.â
Sophie made a small, fond noise from the other side of the bed. Jos shifted, arms crossed, clearly trying not to listen while listening extremely hard.
Max tightened his grip on Anaâs hand with surprising strength.
âListen,â he said, words starting to blur together, sincerity leaking out of every syllable. âI donât wanna do life without you. Likeâat all. Zero percent.â
Ana froze.
âMaxââ
âI mean it,â he continued, steamrolling gently but decisively, eyes glassy and unfocused but locked on her face like she was the only thing anchoring him to consciousness. âYouâre my favourite person. Ever. You fix stuff. You scare people. You smell nice. You yell at me when Iâm stupid.â
Sophie pressed a hand over her mouth.
Jos stared at the wall with the intensity of a man praying for divine intervention.
Max squinted at Ana, concentrating very hard.
âI think,â he said slowly, âthat means I should marry you.â
The room went silent.
Flatlined.
Ana stared at him.
âMax,â she said carefully, âyou are extremely high right now.â
He frowned. âRude.â
âYou are on enough pain medication to tranquillise a horse.â
âStrong horse,â he countered.
âYou just woke up from surgery.â
âI did,â he agreed cheerfully.
âYou have a broken leg. Several broken ribs. A concussion.â
He considered this.
ââŠstill wanna marry you.â
Ana laughed, the sound breaking apart halfway through.
She swallowed. âYou cannot propose in front of your parents while barely conscious.â
Maxâs mouth twisted into something stubborn and soft and unbearably him.
âWhy not?â he asked. âThey already like you. Ma loves you. Paâs scared of you.â
Jos bristled. âI am notââ
âSee?â Max said, triumphant. âPerfect.â
Ana squeezed his hand, torn between laughter and tears and the very real urge to throttle him gently.
âThis is not how this works,â she whispered.
Maxâs eyes flickered, heavy-lidded but earnest.
âI almost died,â he said, like he was stating a mildly inconvenient fact. âAnd all I wanted was you. So⊠seems logical.â
Logic.
Her fatal weakness.
âYou canât propose like this,â she said, voice shaking. âYouâre not even coherent.â
Max squeezed her fingers weakly.
âI am,â he insisted. âI just⊠donât have a ring with me.â
âThat is not the main issue.â
âI should. I have it. Itâs in Monaco,â Max said firmly. âI should have planned this better. But I didnât. Because Red Bullââ he scowled faintly, then lost that thought entirely, ââanyway.â
He tugged weakly at her fingers.
âNastya,â he slurred solemnly, âwill you marry me? I promise Iâll listen to you about cars and⊠everything. And Iâll never drive a possessed Red Bull again.â
Her breath left her in a broken laugh-sob.
Sophie was openly crying now.
Jos closed his eyes and rubbed his face like a man who had lost control of his entire life.
Ana leaned forward, forehead pressing gently to Maxâs.
âYou are unbelievable,â she whispered.
âIs that a yes?â he asked, hopeful, eyes drooping.
She kissed him.
Soft. Careful. Trembling.
âYes,â she breathed against his lips. âItâs a yes.â
Max smiledâslow, victorious, utterly wrecked.
âKnew it,â he murmured. âBest decisions while drugged.â
His eyes fluttered shut almost immediately after, consciousness slipping away again, proposal complete.
His eyes fluttered once more.
âNastya?â
âYes.â
âDonât let them put me back in the Red Bull.â
She laughed through tears. âI wonât.â
âGood,â he said sleepily. âI trust you.â
And with that, Max Verstappenâfour-time world champion, absolute menaceâfell back asleep, still holding her hand, a crooked, satisfied smile on his face.
Ana stayed exactly where she was.
Because even high, even broken, even surrounded by beeping machines and stunned parentsâ
He had chosen her.
***
Murphy Sheep Farm, Harlestone, England - 22 September 2025
Xia stared at the terminal like it had personally offended her.
Not because it was difficult.
Because it was easy.
That was the part that made her stomach sink.
She sat cross-legged on the floor of home office, back against the couch, laptop balanced on her knees, secondary screen glowing with raw packet logs sheâd pulled out of places that were never meant to be seen. The room was dark except for the blue-white light of code and the city glow bleeding in through the windows.
Forget the mechanics, Ana had said.
I need to know if it was him.
Xia had laughed then. A sharp, disbelieving sound.
What the hell, Annie.
But sheâd done it anyway.
Because when Ana asked for something like that, it was never paranoia. It was pattern recognition.
Xia flexed her fingers once, then went back to work.
Xia slipped through the backdoor sheâd left months ago when she hacked George the last timeâcustom, elegant, almost affectionate in its design. Not a smash-and-grab. More like leaving a window unlatched because she knew she might want to come back.
The machine welcomed her in without resistance.
She slid through the system without resistance, bypassing biometric logs, ghosting past encryption layers like they were polite suggestions. His desktop bloomed into view.
Tidy. Minimalist. Corporate neutral.
She felt a flicker of irritation.
âOf course,â she muttered.
She didnât look at his emails first. Or his calendar.Â
She went straight to the money.
Follow the money. Always.
Her script unfurled silently, parsing transaction histories buried beneath three layers of obfuscationâshell accounts, intermediary wallets, offshore buffers designed to look like boring investment noise.
Xia leaned forward.
There.
A cluster.
Not big sums. That was the clever part.
Five figures here.
Four there.
Staggered.
Irregular.
She tagged the recipients.
One name.
Two.
Three.
Four.
Five.
Her breath went shallow.
Red Bull mechanics.
Not senior engineers. Not management.
Hands-on crew.
The kind who touched cars.
The kind who could loosen something. Replace something. âMissâ something during inspection.
Xia felt cold settle behind her eyes.
She opened the message logs tied to the transfers.
Encrypted chats. Auto-delete enabled.
Cute.
She recovered them anyway.
The first message bloomed on screen.
Just make sure it doesnât last the race.
Xia didnât blink.
Another.
It has to look like failure. Not interference.
Another.
He always pushes. Itâll finish itself.
Her jaw tightened.
She scrolled.
There was no anger in the messages.
No panic.
No desperation.
Just⊠certainty.
The calm entitlement of someone who believed the universe owed him correction.
Xia exhaled slowly through her nose.
âJesus Christ,â she whispered.
She leaned back, rubbing a hand over her face.
This wasnât a spur-of-the-moment thing.
This wasnât rage.
This wasnât an accident.
This was planning.
She pulled more dataâtimestamps, locations, metadata triangulation. One of the mechanics had logged a purchase hours after the crash. A car. Too expensive for his salary. Another had paid off a loan.
And thereâ
She froze.
A note. Not meant to be sent. Drafted. Deleted. Recovered from cache.
Heâs had everything handed to him since birth. They built him a car. A team. A narrative. Nobody ever made it hard for him.
Xiaâs fingers went numb.
People like that donât learn unless something breaks.
She slammed the laptop shut.
For three full seconds, she just sat there, breathing hard, the countryside humming obliviously outside.
Ana had been right.
There were not many people allowed to touch that car.
Xia opened the laptop again and began exporting filesâclean, verified, redundant. She packaged everything: transactions, messages, metadata, cryptographic hashes.
She triple-backed it up.
Then she encrypted it in a way that would make most law enforcement agencies weep.
Then she left a tidy little file right there in plain view on Georgeâs desktop.Â
Only then did she open her phone.
Her message to Ana was short.
Clinical.
Unmistakable.
Xia:
It was George Russell. I have proof. Financial. Direct. Multiple mechanics.
Pairing: Max Verstappen x Dr. Anastasia "Ana" Wolff (Original Character)
Summary:
Max Verstappen to Mercedes? The paddock is buzzing. The mediaâs in meltdown.
Dr. Anastasia âAnaâ Wolff, Mercedesâ notoriously brilliant, emotionally unavailable lead systems engineer and Toto Wolffâs eldest daughter, is not handling it well. Because Max isnât just a potential signing, heâs the man sheâs been sleeping with in secret for nearly a decade.
And if the rumours are true, and Max Verstappen really is joining Mercedes, then Anaâs carefully compartmentalised world is about to explode.
Warnings and Notes: This chapter contains major character injury, graphic portrayal of injuries and graphic portrayal of a crash in Formula 1. However, I do not write anything other than Happy Endings, so I am not going to kill off any of my major characters. So the cliffhanger isnât a cliffhanger, because heâll survive. I swear. Let me know if I missed something else, and I'll add it!
As always big thanks to @llirawolf , who listens to me ramble
Peter Bonningtonâs Hotel Room, Baku, Azerbaijan -Â 21 September 2025Â
Bono had been sitting on the edge of his hotel bed, elbows on knees, staring at absolutely nothing.
Heâd replayed the crash a dozen times already. Not because he wanted toâGod, noâbut because his brain wouldnât stop demanding answers. Engineers were built like that. If something catastrophic happened, there had to be a reason. A cause. A failure point you could name and kill.
There was a knock at the door.
Bono frowned.Â
He crossed the room and opened it.
And stared.
Jonathan Wheatley stood there, hands in his jacket pockets, expression unreadable.
Behind himâ
Adrian Newey.
Bono blinked once.
Twice.
ââŠwhat the hell.â
Jonathan tilted his head. âEvening, Bono.â
Adrian smiled faintly, like this was all perfectly reasonable. âHeard you might appreciate an extra set of eyes.â
Bono stepped back automatically. âRight. Sure. Why not. Come in. Do you want tea? Or to dismantle my understanding of reality?â
They were barely inside when Jonathan gestured at Bonoâs laptop.
âCan we see what youâve got?â
Bono nodded numbly and reopened the crash footage. Onboards. Trackside. Slow-motion telemetry overlays heâd pulled from public feeds.
They leaned in.
Silence filled the roomâheavy, reverent, terrifying.
Adrianâs brow furrowed.
Jonathan exhaled sharply.
âThat yaw spike,â Jonathan muttered. âThatâs not driver input.â
âNo,â Adrian agreed quietly. âThatâs structural.â
Bono swallowed. âSo Iâm not losing my mind.â
âNo,â Adrian said gently. âYouâre just very, very unlucky to be right.â
Another knock.
Bono didnât even question it anymore.
He opened the door.
Hannah Schmitz stood there.
With a suitcase.
And a second bag slung over her shoulder.
And a USB stick held between two fingers like a peace offering.
She looked exhausted. Furious. Free.
âHi,â she said. âI quit my job.â
Silence.
Absolute, biblical silence.
Bono stared. Adrian blinked. Jonathan swore under his breath.
Hannah stepped inside, dropped the suitcase by the wall, and held out the USB.
âInternal telemetry,â she said. âEverything. Control loops. Power unit logs. Brake migration. All of it.â
Bono took it like it might explode.
âYouââ He cleared his throat. âYou what?â
âI quit,â she repeated calmly. âDamage limitation mode started the moment Max stopped moving. I wasnât going to be part of that.â
She nudged the second bag with her foot.
âAnd thatâs Maxâs luggage. From his hotel room. Red Bull PR wanted it secured.â She smiled thinly. âI disagreed.â
Bono exhaled shakily and laughed onceâsharp, incredulous.
âWell,â he said, plugging the USB in, âI doubt youâll be unemployed for long.â
Hannah snorted. âWhyâs that?â
Bono didnât look up from the screen.
âBecause Ana Wolff is going to pounce on you like a heat-seeking missile.â
Adrian, without looking up from the screen, added mildly, âAlternatively, Aston Martin would be very interested.â
Jonathan smirked. âAs would Audi.â
She smiled tiredly.
âGood to know,â she said. âI like being wanted.â
Bono watched the first data streams populate the screen and felt that familiar, sickening calm settle over him.
The kind that came when you stopped hoping it was nothing and started preparing for it to be something.
Lines of telemetry bloomed across the laptopâclean, horrifyingly precise. Control loops. Rear suspension load traces. Torque demand vs delivery. Brake migration spikes that didnât line up with driver input.
Adrian leaned closer, fingers steepled.
Jonathan shifted his weight, already frowning.
Hannah folded her arms and said nothing. She didnât need to.
Bono swallowed and reached for his phone.
âLetâs get GP,â he said quietly.
No one argued.
He dialed. Put it on speaker. The ring barely completed before it connected.
GPâs voice came through instantly. âIâm here.â
Bono didnât waste time. âWeâve got you on speaker. Adrianâs here. Jonathan too. Hannah just dropped internal telemetry on my desk.â
A beat.
Then GP said, flat and controlled, âOkay.â
Bono shared his screen to the TV and scrubbed back through the onboards.
âWatch this,â he said. âLap thirty-seven. Castle section approach.â
They watched Maxâs onboard first. The twitch. The correction. The moment the car stopped behaving like a machine and started acting like a betrayal.
Adrian shook his head slowly. âThatâs not progressive failure.â
âNo,â Jonathan agreed. âThatâs instantaneous.â
Bono pulled up Kimi Antonelliâs dash camâtwo cars back, slightly offset. A view no one had really looked at yet.
âHere,â Bono said. âFrame-by-frame.â
He slowed it.
Once. Twice.
Then GP inhaled sharply.
âStop,â GP said. âThere.â
Bono froze the frame.
A flicker at the rear of Maxâs carâtiny, almost invisible at full speed.
Adrian leaned in until his nose was practically touching the screen.
A componentâsmall, darkâsheared away from the rear assembly and vanished sideways into the air.
Hannahâs breath caught.
âThatâs not debris pickup,â Jonathan said immediately. âThatâs parting.â
GPâs voice was tight now. âZoom.â
Bono zoomed.
The fragment rotated once before disappearing under Kimiâs front wing.
Adrian straightened slowly.
âThat,â he said, very quietly, âis a load-bearing element.â
Bono felt his pulse in his ears. âRear suspension interface,â he murmured. âOrââ
âOr the damper linkage,â Hannah finished. Her voice was deadly calm. âThat explains the yaw spike. Total loss of rear stability in under a tenth.â
Jonathan exhaled hard. âThat part doesnât just fail.â
GP was silent.
Too silent.
âGP?â Bono prompted.
GP spoke at last, each word measured. âThat component is over-engineered to hell. Safety factor ofâwhatâfour? Five?â
âAt least,â Adrian said.
âAnd it doesnât shear clean like that unlessââ GP stopped.
Bono closed his eyes for half a second. âUnless it was compromised.â
âYes,â GP said. âUnless someone made sure it would break.â
The room went still.
Not shocked.
Not confused.
Just⊠grimly, devastatingly aligned.
Hannahâs jaw tightened. âThere are maybe six people allowed to touch that area without secondary sign-off.â
He thought of Anaâwhite-faced in the garage, silent, breaking apart molecule by molecule while the world kept spinning.
He clenched his jaw.
âYeah,â he said. âShe does.â
The line went dead.
Bono stared at the phone for a long moment.
Then at the screen.
At the broken car.
At the moment something snapped.
At the proof.
Bono felt something cold and furious settle into his chestânot panic, not grief, but clarity.
He rewound the clip once more and watched it again.
The moment.
The break.
The silence that followed.
Max choosing the wall instead of Lando.
Max paying for someone elseâs decision with his body.
Bono straightened.
This wasnât just a failure.
It was a line crossed.
And Ana Wolff was going to burn the ground down to find out who did it.
***
Text Messages: Gianpiero Lambiase & Dr. Anastasia âAnaâ Wolff
GP: Ana.
Weâve got it.
Ana: What failed.
GP: Rear load-bearing structural component.
Under-floor assembly, just ahead of the rear axle.
It shouldnât fail. Ever.
Ana: Mode of failure.
GP: Microfracture.
Deliberate weakening.
Would only snap under peak lateral load.
Which is exactly what happened in Turn 8.
Ana: So not driver error.
GP: Not even close.
Max never had a chance to save it.
Ana: Who is allowed to touch that component?
GP: Five people.
Six, if you count sign-off authority.
All senior. All trusted. All know exactly what theyâre doing.
Ana: Names.
GP: Iâll send them separately.
Ana: Good.
Iâll deal with it.
GP: I figured you would.
GP: Alsoâ
Hannah quit.
Ana: âŠshe did what.
GP: Walked. Brought all internal telemetry with her.
Damage limitation mode was the final straw.
Ana: Is she safe?
GP: Yes. With Bono.If you want her, move quickly.
Adrian and Jonathan are already circling, and Aston/Audi will not hesitate.
Ana: I do.
GP: Didnât doubt that for a second.
Ana: Thank you. For finding this.
For not letting it disappear.
GP: For him?
Always.
Weâll get him the car he deserves.
***
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Ana: It was sabotage.
Mechanical. Intentional.
One component. One failure point.
It was always meant to break.
Xia: âŠJesus.
So youâre not asking if anymore. Youâre asking who.
Ana: Exactly.
Xia: Send me what you have.
Ana: Sending names.
One of them did it.
Ana: â
[redacted]
[redacted]
[redacted]
[redacted]
[redacted]
[redacted]
All had authorized access.
All were present across the relevant build window.
Xia: Thatâs not a list.
Thatâs a kill room.
Ana: I donât want revenge.
I want certainty.
Xia: Youâll get it.
Digital footprints donât lieâpeople do.
Ana: Be careful.
Xia: Always.
I wonât touch anything that traces back to you.
Ana: Good.
Xia: One question.
If I find the answer⊠what do you want done with it?
Ana:I want them to never touch a race car again. Â
Xia: Understood.
Iâll start.Â
Ana: Thank you.
Xia: AnnieâŠ
Whoever did this underestimated you.
Ana: They always do.
Xia: Iâll message you when I have something solid.
Until thenâstay with Max.
Ana: I will.
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***
FIA Formula 1 World Championship
2025 AZERBAIJAN GRAND PRIX
19 - 21 September 2025
From The Stewards
To The Team Manager, Oracle Red Bull Racing
Document 45
Date 21 September 2025
Time 23:33
The Stewards, having received a report from the Race Director, have considered the following matter and determine the following:
No / Driver 1 - Max Verstappen
Competitor Oracle Red Bull Racing
Time 15:51
Session Race
Fact Car 1 drove erratically when defending its position against car 23
Infringement Breach of Appendix L, Chapter IV, Article 2 e) of the International Sporting Code.
Decision 10 second time penalty.
4 penalty point (total of 12 for the 12 month period).
ReasonÂ
The Stewards reviewed positioning/marshalling system data, and video evidence.
Car 1 made several erratic moves between turns 2 and 3 as Car 23 was approaching.Â
Competitors are reminded that they have the right to appeal certain decisions of the Stewards, in accordance with Article 15 of the FIA International Sporting Code and Chapter 4 of the FIA Judicial and Disciplinary Rules, within the applicable time limits.
Decisions of the Stewards are taken independently of the FIA and are based solely on the relevant regulations, guidelines and evidence presented.
***
Twitter Thread: Stewarts 1 - Humanity 0Â
Twitter Thread: FIA Penalty Fallout
@/pitlanechaos
ARE YOU ACTUALLY KIDDING ME
THE FIA JUST GAVE MAX 4 PENALTY POINTS
WHILE HE IS IN SURGERYAFTER THE MOST HORRIFIC CRASH IN YEARS
@/apextrauma
Let me get this straight:
â No collision
â Car clearly unstable
â Driver later nearly killed
â FIA: âyes but vibes were erraticâ
@/turn1truth
Four penalty points is what you give someone who punts another driver into the wall.
Not someone who was fighting a possessed car and then ended up upside down in a castle.
@/oversteerpls
They penalized him for âerratic defendingâ
And then the car LITERALLY DISINTEGRATED
Do you thinkâjust maybeâthat explains the erratic movement???
@/fiawatchlist
Max Verstappen now on 12 penalty pointsBecause the FIA decided to play bureaucratic whack-a-mole
While heâs unconscious in a hospital bed.
@/carbonfibercrying
The timing is what gets me.
You couldâve waited.
You couldâve reviewed it later.
You chose now.
@/racecontrolwho
So let me summarize:
Car breaks
Driver fights it
Driver crashes violently
FIA: âAlso youâve got a race ban, babes đâ
@/alexalbonfan
As an Alex fan:
Alex would be HORRIFIED by this decision.
There was no contact.
No harm.
Nothing to penalize.
@/monacopsyche
Theyâre effectively saying:
âYes the car failed catastrophically BUT ALSO thatâs the driverâs fault.â
@/downforceandrage
Penalty points are supposed to be a safety deterrent.
How does this improve safety??
Explain it like weâre five.
@/ghostofspa
We have precedent for delaying steward decisions after medical incidents.
The FIA just chose not to use it.
@/screamingintogravel
This is how you turn a safety issue into a scandal.
This is how you tell drivers:
âIf your car fails, weâll blame you.â
@/notneutralanymore
Imagine being Alex Albon and waking up to see THIS
When you werenât even touched.
@/wheelgunriot
If Max misses a race next year because of THIS
This decision will live in infamy.
@/f1ethicscommittee
Penalty issued at 23:33 local timeWhile the driver is still in surgery
Is not âprocedural neutralityâ
Itâs cruelty.
@/marshalscorner
The FIA could have shown restraint.
Instead they showed paperwork.
@/flatoutfurious
No âget well soon.â
No acknowledgment of the crash severity.
Just:
âHereâs 4 points. Good luck with the titanium.â
@/f1memorylane
Weâve seen drivers kill cars, crash out, walk away â and stewards wait days.
But today?
Speedrun accountability, zero humanity.
@/maxdefenseleague
You can dislike Max Verstappen
You can argue about his driving style
But if youâre okay with THIS decision?
Youâre the problem.
@/blackflagtruth
They black-flagged the race eventually.
But they couldnât black-flag their own decision making.
@/gridwideanger
FIA really said:
âThoughts and prayers. Also hereâs a ban countdown.â
@/endofthread
This isnât justice.
Itâs tone-deaf, dangerous, and insulting.
And the paddock will not forget it.
@/monacopaddock
Max is literally on an operating table right now
And the FIA is like:
âAlso, fuck you.â
@/safetyfirstmyass
What message does this send exactly?
That drivers should⊠what?
Let the car take them out sooner???
@/carbonfibretears
This feels like theyâre trying to rewrite the narrative
âerratic drivingâ instead of âmechanical failureâ
@/f1watchdog
Remember:
Penalty points stay on your license for 12 months
This could affect 2026
While the man is still unconscious
@/racecontrolpls
I need someone at the FIA to explain this decision
ON CAMERA
With a straight face
***
Lambiase Residence, Milton Keynes, England - 21 September 2025Â
GP had stopped pretending he was going to sleep hours ago.
The living room was dark except for the muted glow of the television, paused on a frame he had memorised against his will: Castle section. Frame-by-frame scrub. The Red Bull already wrong. Already gone.
Francesca had fallen asleep curled up at one end of the couch, knees tucked to her chest, one arm thrown over Max the dogâs back. The dog hadnât moved in over an hourâhead up, ears alert, like he understood exactly what kind of night this was. Like he was standing guard for someone who wasnât here.
Eloisa sat beside GP on the floor, her back against the couch, her hand resting lightly on his shoulder. She hadnât told him to turn it off. She knew better than that.
GP rewound again.
The rear snapped. Not a driver correction. Not instinct. Failure.
âIâve watched this crash more times than I watched my own wedding video,â he said quietly, voice rough around the edges. âAnd I still keep thinkingâmaybe if I look at it again, it wonât happen.â
Eloisa leaned her head against his shoulder. âYouâre trying to undo it.â
âI shouldâve been there,â GP said immediately. The words came out sharp, rehearsed. âI shouldâve been on the radio. I shouldâve been talking him through it. He listens when I talk. He trusts me.â
âYou werenât allowed,â she said gently.
âI donât care.â His jaw clenched. âIâve been talking him through bad cars since he was eighteen years old. Eighteen. A kid who looked like he was carved out of stubbornness and bad sleep.â
He scrubbed back again, stopping just before the moment everything went wrong.
âWhen he first came in,â GP continued, softer now, âhe didnât ask questions. He absorbed. Everything. Youâd explain something once and heâd never forget it. He was angry back thenâangry at everythingâbut not cruel. Never cruel.â
Eloisa smiled faintly. âYou always said he was older than he looked.â
âHe was.â GP exhaled. âBut he still trusted people like a kid. Trusted that if something was wrong, weâd catch it. That someone was watching his back.â
The room was quiet except for the low hum of the paused broadcast.
âIâve seen him grow up,â GP said. âIâve seen him learn when to push and when to lift. When to fight and when to protect himself. And tonightââ His voice cracked. âTonight he chose the wall instead of another driver. Like it was nothing. Like pain was just another variable to manage.â
Eloisa squeezed his shoulder. âHeâs alive because of that.â
âI know.â GP swallowed hard. âBut he shouldnât have had to make that choice.â
Francesca shifted in her sleep, murmuring Maxâs nameâhalf-dream, half-prayer. Max the dog lifted his head briefly, then settled again when everything stayed quiet.
GP reached for his phone without really thinking.
Big mistake.
The screen lit up with notificationsâmentions, screenshots, outrage. One headline burned straight into his skull.
FIA Decision: 4 Penalty Points Issued to Verstappen
GP stared.
Once.
Twice.
Then the dam broke.
âOh, you have got to be fucking kidding me,â he snapped, shooting to his feet so fast Eloisa startled.
âWhat?â she asked.
âThey penalised him,â GP said, scrolling furiously. âFour penalty points. For âerratic driving.ââ
Eloisa went still. âHeâs in surgery.â
âI KNOW,â GP barked. He ran a hand through his hair, pacing now. âHeâs unconscious on an operating table and theyâre handing out penalty points like itâs a goddamn parking ticket.â
He laughed onceâshort, furious, disbelieving. âErratic driving. The car was breaking underneath him. We KNOW it was sabotage. We KNOW something snapped.â
He jabbed a finger at the screen like it could feel shame. âTheyâre rewriting it. Blaming him. Again.â
Eloisa stood and took his face in her hands, forcing him to stop pacing. âHey. Breathe.â
His chest heaved. âThey let him go out in that car. They ignored the signs. And now theyâre punishing him for surviving.â
Francesca stirred again, eyes blinking open, immediately scanning the room. âIs Max okay?â she asked sleepily.
GPâs anger softened instantly. He knelt in front of her. âHeâs still in surgery, sweetheart. But heâs strong. Heâs very strong.â
She nodded solemnly. âHeâs brave,â she said. âHe always is.â
âYes,â GP said, voice thick. âHe is.â
She curled back into the couch, Max the dog pressing closer to her like a furry shield.
GP stood again, slower this time. He looked back at the paused screenâat the moment before everything went wrong.
âI shouldâve protected him better,â he said quietly.
Eloisa wrapped her arms around him from behind. âYouâve protected him for years.â
âNot tonight.â
âYou didnât fail him,â she said firmly. âThe system did.â
GP closed his eyes.
Then he opened them, fire settling into something colder. Sharper.
âThey can give him all the penalty points they want,â he said. âI donât care. Because we know the truth. And so will everyone else.â
He reached for his phone againâthis time not to scroll.
âTo hell with gardening leave,â he muttered.
And somewhere far away, in a hospital filled with fluorescent lights and quiet beeping machines, Max Verstappen was still alive.
And that, for GP, was the only thing that mattered.
***
 Baku City Hospital, Baku, Azerbaijan - 22 September 2025Â
Anastasia sat beside him.
She hadnât moved in hours.
Not really.
Her body was stillâperfect posture, legs crossed, shoulders squaredâbut her thumbs were moving constantly, flying across her phone screen with frightening precision. No doom-scrolling. No spiraling. Just typing. Sending. Receiving. Processing.
Building something.
Toto watched her out of the corner of his eye and felt a prickle of unease he didnât fully understand yet.
Heâd seen Anastasia under pressure before.
Boardrooms. Technical crises. Race weekends where everything hinged on a single decision.
But this was different.
This was personal.
âAnastasia,â he said gently, after watching her type for what felt like the hundredth uninterrupted minute. âYou need to put that down for a moment.â
She didnât look up. âI canât.â
He sighed, rubbing a hand over his face. âYouâve been on that phone since we got here.â
âYes.â
âYou havenât eaten.â
âIâm not hungry.â
That made him look at her properly.
Her eyes were brightâtoo bright. Focused. Sharp in a way that made his instincts, honed over decades of negotiation and crisis, whisper a warning.
This was not panic.
This was something far more dangerous.
Then she spoke, flat and precise, without lifting her gaze.
âThe car was sabotaged.â
Toto stilled.
The words hung between them, absurd and enormous.
âSternchen,â he said carefully, âyou donât have evidence for that.â
Her thumbs stopped.
Slowly, she looked up at him.
Not angry.
Not hysterical.
Just⊠cold.
âI do,â she said. âI just donât have something that would satisfy a press release.â
Toto shook his head. âYouâre exhausted. Youâre emotional. This is not the moment toââ
âThe failure mode doesnât match fatigue,â she interrupted calmly. âIt doesnât match wear. It doesnât match manufacturing variance or installation error.â
âAnastasiaââ
âIt matches a controlled mechanical failure under load,â she continued, voice steady, clinical. âA component designed to hold until a specific threshold, and then fail catastrophically.â
Toto leaned back in his chair, jaw tightening. âThe FIA will investigate.â
She stared at him.
Actually stared.
âThe same FIA,â she said quietly, âthat just issued Max enough penalty points for a race ban while heâs still in surgery?â
That landed like a punch.
Totoâs mouth opened. Closed.
âThat FIA?â she finished.
Silence stretched.
Toto exhaled slowly. âYouâre asking me to believe that someone intentionally put him in that car knowing it would fail.â
âYes.â
âSomeone who works at Red Bull.â
âYes.â
âSomeone who had access to that specific component.â
âYes.â
âAnd youâre prepared to accuseââ
âIâm not accusing,â Ana said softly. âIâm identifying.â
That was when Toto felt it.
That shift.
The moment he realised his daughter was no longer reacting to trauma.
She was processing a problem.
And Ana, when faced with a problem, did not flail.
She dissected.
Heâd always known she was brilliant. Ruthlessly so.
But sitting here, fluorescent lights humming overhead, Maxâs life balanced on surgical precision behind closed doorsâ
Toto realised something new.
Ana was incandescent with rage.
And she wasnât burning.
She was freezing.
âPapa,â she said, using the word rarely, deliberately, âHannah Schmitz quit her job tonight.â
That snapped his attention back fully. âWhat?â
âShe walked out,â Ana said. âBrought internal telemetry with her. Handed it to Bono.â
Totoâs eyebrows shot up. âShe did what?â
âRed Bull went into damage limitation mode the moment Max stopped moving,â Ana continued evenly. âShe refused to be part of it.â
Toto closed his eyes for a moment.
Hannah Schmitz didnât quit lightly.
People like her didnât jump without a parachute.
Unless the ground behind them was on fire.
âWhen?â he asked.
âHours ago.â
âAnd youâre telling me this now.â
âYes.â
Because she hadnât been asking his permission.
Sheâd been informing him.
Toto looked at his daughter properly now.
Her spine was straight. Her breathing measured. Her face composed in a way that chilled him.
This wasnât grief.
This wasnât fear.
This was a systems engineer confronting a hostile variable.
Heâd seen this version of Ana exactly twice before.
Once, when a supplier lied to her about tolerances.
Once, when a senior engineer tried to bury a fault to protect his reputation.
Both men no longer worked in Formula One.
âAnastasia,â Toto said slowly, âif youâre wrongââ
âIâm not.â
âIf youâre right,â he countered, âthis becomes criminal.â
She nodded. âIâm aware.â
âThis will destroy careers.â
âYes.â
âIt will ignite a war.â
She tilted her head slightly, considering.
âGood.â
That was the moment Toto understood just how dangerous she was when angry.
Not because she would shout.
Not because she would lash out.
But because she would apply logic without mercy.
No emotion clouding judgment.
No hesitation.
No concern for collateral damage.
Only cause and effect.
Toto leaned forward, lowering his voice.
âYou are not doing this alone,â he said firmly.
Ana held his gaze.
âI wasnât planning to.â
A beat passed.
Then she looked back down at her phone and resumed typingâcalm, efficient, surgical.
Outside the operating theatre, the world still believed this was an accident.
Inside that corridor, Toto Wolff realised something else entirely:
Whoever had touched that car had made a catastrophic miscalculation.
They had hurt Max Verstappen.
And they had awakened Anastasia Wolff.
And Toto, watching his daughter turn fury into evidence, knew with terrifying certaintyâ
The reckoning would be absolute.
***
 Baku City Hospital, Baku, Azerbaijan - 22 September 2025Â
The news came quietly.
No fanfare. No rush of feet. Just a doctor stepping into the waiting area with a tired smile that didnât quite hide the hours behind it.
âHeâs out of surgery,â he said. âIt went well.â
Ana felt the words register somewhere far awayâlike sound underwater. Out of surgery. Went well. Stable. The vocabulary of survival, delivered with practiced calm.
Toto exhaled beside her, a sound that carried weeks of pressure in it.
The doctor kept talking. Leg stabilised. Internal fixation successful. No neurological deficits observed so far. Heâll be monitored closely for the next twenty-four hours. ICU, but precautionary. You can see him, if youâd like.
If youâd like.
Ana stood before she consciously decided to. Her body moved on instruction she didnât remember issuing.
âYes,â she said. Her voice was steady. âIâd like to.â
The walk down the corridor felt unrealâtoo long, too bright, too clean for what had happened inside those walls. Her reflection slid past in the glass panels: composed, upright, almost serene.
Nobody would have guessed that she was holding herself together molecule by molecule.
The door opened.
Max lay in the bed like a ghost of himself.
Machines surrounded himâmonitors, lines, quiet beeping that felt obscenely gentle after the violence of the crash. His leg was immobilised, wrapped and braced in layers that spoke of surgical precision and brutal force. There were bruises already blooming along his collarbone, his ribs. Scratches. Tape. A faint mark on his temple where something had kissed skin too hard.
He was pale.
Breathing.
Alive.
Ana stopped just inside the room.
And something inside her locked shut.
Not because she didnât feel.
Because she felt too much.
Love hit her firstâviolent, immediate, bone-deep. The kind of love that didnât flutter or warm but anchored, heavy and absolute. The kind that said: this person is mine, and the world is smaller without them.
Then came the images.
The car airborne.
The halo twisted.
The silence on the radio.
The bone.
Her mind tried to connect them to the man in the bed, and something in her refused to let that happen all at once.
So she did what she had learned to do a lifetime ago.
She compartmentalised.
Ana stepped closer, carefully, like approaching a wild animal that had been hurt. She didnât touch him yet. She needed to see everything first. To catalogue. To understand.
He looked impossibly young like this. Stripped of speed and fire and defiance. Just a man, unconscious, breathing because other people had fought very hard to keep him that way.
Her chest tightened.
She loved him.
God, she loved him.
And underneath that loveâsharp and crystallineâwas something else entirely.
Rage.
Not loud. Not hot.
Clean.
She looked at his leg and felt the calm certainty of someone identifying a fault in a system.
Someone did this.
Someone decided his life was an acceptable variable.
Her jaw tightened imperceptibly.
Ana had spent years pretending she didnât have feelings.
It was easier that way. Feelings were messy. Inefficient. Vulnerable to exploitation. She told herself she was above them, that she operated on logic and precision alone.
That had never been entirely true.
There had always been a handful of people who bypassed the armour. Jack. Susie. Toto, eventually.
And now Max.
She would never admit it out loud, but she had known the moment he mattered in a way that was dangerous. The moment she stopped seeing him as a driver, a variable, a brilliant mind behind a wheelâand started seeing him as someone she would break the world for if necessary.
She stepped closer and finally let herself touch him.
Her fingers wrapped gently around his hand, careful of lines and tape. Warm. Real.
âIâm here,â she murmured, even though he couldnât hear her. âYouâre okay.â
The words were for her as much as for him.
She stood there for a long moment, breathing in time with the machines, anchoring herself to the simple, miraculous fact of his existence.
And beneath the calm surface she presented to the world, a promise formedâquiet, unyielding, absolute.
She would find who did this.
She would dismantle every choice that led to him lying here.
Ana Wolff did not go to war often.
But when she didâ
She did not miss.
And as the machines continued their steady vigil around Max Verstappen, Ana Wolff sat perfectly still and made a silent promise:
Everyone responsible for this would suffer.
Not emotionally.
Not publicly.
Precisely.
Completely.
And without mercy.
And as the machines continued their steady vigil around Max Verstappen, Ana Wolff sat perfectly still and made a silent promise:
Everyone responsible for this would suffer.
Precisely.
Completely.
And without mercy.
***
Somewhere -Â 22 September 2025Â
Max didnât feel pain.
Not in the way people meant when they said the word.
There was pressureâdistant, rhythmic, like waves breaking far below himâbut it never quite reached him. Instead, there was light. Warm, filtered light. The kind that came through linen curtains in the late afternoon.
He was standing in a house.
Their house.
Monaco sunlight spilled across pale stone floors, soft and honeyed, catching dust motes in the air.
Max stood in a doorway, barefoot, slightly disoriented, with the vague sense that heâd forgotten something important â like how heâd gotten here, or why his chest felt tight â but none of that seemed urgent.
Because the house was theirs.
He knew it the way you know your own name.
Monaco. The new place. The one with the garden that Ana had walked through three times already, mentally rearranging furniture that didnât exist yet. The one with the skylight she wanted for the library. The one that still smelled faintly of plaster and salt air and possibility.
And Ana was there.
She stood by the kitchen island, sleeves rolled up, hair pulled back in a messy knot that meant sheâd been thinking hard about something and lost the fight with gravity. She was laughing â actually laughing â at something he couldnât quite hear.
In her armsâ
Maxâs breath caught.
A baby.
A little girl.
She was impossibly small and impossibly solid at the same time, bundled against Anaâs chest, one tiny fist gripping the collar of her shirt like she refused to be put down ever again. She was wrapped in a light pink blanket, covered in stars.Â
And her hairâ
Dark.
Thick.
A shock of it, already unruly, standing up in soft defiance.
Max felt something in his chest crack open.
âOh,â he whispered, without meaning to.
Ana looked up, eyes softening instantly when she saw him â that look she only ever gave him when she forgot to guard herself.
âHey,â she said, quietly. âYouâre awake.â
That felt important.
Max crossed the room without quite remembering moving. His hands shook when he reached out, hovering uselessly until Ana shifted the baby slightly and smiled at him â reassuring, gentle, unafraid.
She shifted, holding the baby out to him.
âHere. She missed you.â
He took her before he could thinkâinstinct, not choice.
The weight was perfect.
So light, so real.
She blinked up at him with impossibly big eyes and a frown that was definitely Anaâs.
âHey there,â Max whispered. His throat went tight. âHey, meisje.â
Her tiny fingers wrapped around his thumb.
The world stopped existing.
Ana leaned against his shoulder, watching them.
âEvery time you hold her, you look surprised,â she murmured.
âI am,â he said quietly.
âSheâs⊠sheâs perfect.â
The moment the weight settled against him, Maxâs entire world rearranged itself.
She fit.
Like she had always belonged there.
Her warmth soaked straight through his shirt. Her breath puffed softly against his collarbone. One tiny hand curled around his finger with surprising strength, like she was claiming him.
Max stared down at her, stunned.
She blinked up at him â unfocused, solemn, ancient in the way newborns sometimes are â and then frowned slightly, as if considering something very serious.
âOh no,â Max murmured. âSheâs judging me already.â
Ana laughed, low and fond. âShe gets that from you.â
âNo,â he said fiercely. âShe gets everything good from you.â
The baby yawned â a ridiculous, gummy thing â and then, without warning, settled completely.
Trusted him.
Max felt tears prick his eyes, sudden and humiliating and unstoppable.
âI love her,â he said hoarsely, the words tearing themselves out of him before he could think better of it.
Max held his daughterâhis daughterâand the world felt suddenly fragile in a way that made sense. Precious. Worth fighting for.
âI donât ever want to leave this,â he admitted.
Anaâs voice was gentle but steady. âThen donât.â
He frowned. âWhat ifââ
She cut him off, placing her hand over his heart.
âYouâre still here,â she said. âYouâre fighting. Come back to me.â
The room began to blur.
The sunlight softened, stretched, like it was being pulled away.
The baby stirred, then yawned, impossibly small mouth opening wide.
Max tightened his arms instinctively.
âNo,â he whispered. âPleaseââ
Ana leaned in, forehead to his.
âRemember this,â she said. âRemember what youâre coming back to.â
He felt it then.
A tug.
A distant, insistent pull.
Beeping.
Cold.
Voices.
Max pressed a kiss to his daughterâs hair.
âIâll be back,â he promised her. âI swear.â
Her fingers tightened once more around his.
Thenâ
Darkness.
But not empty.
Full.
And when his body fought its way back toward pain and light and reality, one truth burned brighter than anything else:
Pairing: Max Verstappen x Dr. Anastasia "Ana" Wolff (Original Character)
Summary:
Max Verstappen to Mercedes? The paddock is buzzing. The mediaâs in meltdown.
Dr. Anastasia âAnaâ Wolff, Mercedesâ notoriously brilliant, emotionally unavailable lead systems engineer and Toto Wolffâs eldest daughter, is not handling it well. Because Max isnât just a potential signing, heâs the man sheâs been sleeping with in secret for nearly a decade.
And if the rumours are true, and Max Verstappen really is joining Mercedes, then Anaâs carefully compartmentalised world is about to explode.
Warnings and Notes: This chapter contains major character injury, graphic portrayal of injuries and graphic portrayal of a crash in Formula 1. However, I do not write anything other than Happy Endings, so I am not going to kill off any of my major characters. So the cliffhanger isnât a cliffhanger, because heâll survive. I swear. Let me know if I missed something else, and I'll add it!
As always big thanks to @llirawolf , who listens to me ramble
 Baku City Hospital, Baku, Azerbaijan - 21 September 2025Â
The hospital corridor smelled like antiseptic and something metallic that clung to the back of the throat.
Too bright.
Too quiet.
Too final in the way only hospitals ever were.
Toto sat rigid in the hard plastic chair outside the operating theatre, hands folded because if he let them move, he wasnât sure what theyâd do. Ana sat beside him, close enough that he could feel the tension rolling off her in waves, but not touching. She hadnât leaned into him. She hadnât cried. She hadnât said much of anything at all.
She was folded inward.
Her posture was precise. Controlled. Almost clinical.
The way she got when emotion became too large to process safely.
She stared at the floor tiles like they contained answers.
Max was in surgery.
Orthopaedic trauma team. Vascular consult. Neuro on standby.
Aggressive intervention.
The words replayed in Totoâs head like a broken record.
His phone buzzed.
Susie.
He hesitated for half a secondâthen answered.
âSusie.â
Her voice came through immediately, too calm, which meant she was holding herself together by her fingernails.
âHow is she?â she asked. âHow is Ana?â
Toto closed his eyes.
He leaned forward, elbows on his knees, phone pressed to his ear like it might anchor him.
âHow would you feel,â he said quietly, âif that was me in surgery?â
There was silence on the line.
A breath. Sharp. Caught.
âOh,â Susie whispered. âOh, Toto.â
âSheâs functioning,â he continued, voice low, steady because it had to be. âNot⊠coping. Functioning. She hasnât cried. She hasnât shaken. She hasnât asked questions she doesnât already know the answers to.â
Susie exhaled slowly. âThatâs worse.â
âYes,â Toto said. âIt is.â
He glanced sideways.
Ana hadnât moved. Her hands were folded neatly in her lap, fingers interlaced, knuckles white. Her foot bounced once, stopped, bounced againâprecise, rhythmic, like she was regulating herself one small movement at a time.
âShe watched him disappear into that car,â Toto said, voice roughening despite himself. âAnd she watched them cut him out. She watched his legââ
He stopped.
Swallowed.
âShe thinks if she feels too much,â he said, âsheâll break.â
Susieâs voice softened into something fierce and aching.
âIs she letting you sit with her?â
âYes.â
âGood. Donât leave.â
âI wonât.â
Another pause.
âDoes she know how bad it is?â Susie asked gently.
âShe knows exactly how bad it is,â Toto replied. âShe just refuses to speculate beyond confirmed data.â
Of course she does, Susie didnât sayâbut Toto heard it anyway.
Susie took a breath on the other end.
âIf it were you,â she said quietly, âI would not be functioning.â
Totoâs jaw tightened.
âThatâs how she feels,â he said. âShe just doesnât allow herself to show it.â
He watched as Anaâs fingers flexed onceâjust onceâbefore locking together again.
âShe asked Edward to translate the medical language,â Toto added. âNot because she didnât understand it. Because she didnât trust herself not to dissociate if she heard it raw.â
Susie exhaled shakily. âMy poor girl.â
Totoâs throat tightened at that.
At the ownership in it. The certainty.
âI should be there,â Susie said. âI should be with her.â
âYou are,â Toto replied softly. âShe knows. She asked me earlier if you were watching Jack.â
That did it.
Susieâs breath hitched.
âI am,â she said. âHe knows something bad happened. Heâs pretending he doesnât. He asked if Max is brave.â
Toto closed his eyes.
âHe is,â he said. âHeâs very brave.â
A nurse walked past. The operating theatre doors stayed closed.
Still no news.
âHow long?â Susie asked.
âThey said hours.â
âCall me the second you know anything.â
âI will.â
âToto,â she said, and there was steel under the softness now. âIf she starts to unravelâreally unravelâdonât try to fix it. Just stay.â
âI know,â he said.
Because he had learned that lesson the hard way.
He ended the call and lowered the phone slowly.
Ana didnât look up.
He shifted just enough that their shoulders brushed.
She flinchedâthen didnât pull away.
After a long moment, she spoke. Her voice was flat, careful.
âDid Susie ask how I am?â
âYes.â
âWhat did you tell her?â
Toto didnât lie.
âI told her the truth.â
Ana nodded once.
Then, after a beat, she whisperedânot breaking, not shaking, just devastatingly honest:
âIf he dies, I donât think I will survive it intact.â
Toto turned toward her fully.
He didnât argue.
Didnât reassure.
Didnât lie.
He simply said, with all the gravity of a man who had failed once and would not fail again:
âThen he wonât die.â
Ana finally looked at him.
Her eyes were dry.
Her face was wreckage.
âPromise?â she asked. Not like a scientist. Like a child.
Toto didnât hesitate.
âI promise,â he said.
And in that moment, sitting under fluorescent lights outside an operating theatre, Toto Wolff understood something with brutal clarity:
This wasnât about motorsport. This wasnât about contracts or teams or futures.
This was about a young woman who had finally allowed herself to loveâand the man she loved fighting to come back to her.
And Toto would burn the world down before he let her lose him.
***
PRIVATE CHAT â Secure channel
Andromeda đ°ïž is online
JadeQueen đ is online
Andromeda: Something was wrong with that car.
JadeQueen: Annie⊠I build neural nets and break firewalls for fun.
I know exactly nothing about F1 cars.
Andromeda: Iâm not asking about aerodynamics.
JadeQueen: Thatâs somehow worse.
Andromeda: I need a favour.
JadeQueen:Anything.
Andromeda: I need to know who did this.
JadeQueen: âŠdid what.
Andromeda: The failure wasnât stochastic.
It wasnât wear.
It wasnât random.
JadeQueen: Annie. You think it was sabotage.
Andromeda: I think it was a mechanical failure.
JadeQueen: That is not reassuring.
Andromeda: There are not many people who are allowed to touch that car, Xia.
Not many who can alter a load path.
Not many who know which bolt fails last.
JadeQueen: Jesus.
Andromeda: I need names.
JadeQueen: Youâre asking me to dig into a Formula 1 team.
Andromeda: Iâm asking you to find out who put the wrong variable into a closed system.
JadeQueen: If youâre wrongâ
Andromeda: Then we confirm Iâm wrong and we stop.
JadeQueen: And if youâre right?
Andromeda: Then someone sent the man I love into a wall at 200 km/h.
JadeQueen: Iâve got you, Annie.
Andromeda: I know you do.
JadeQueen: Iâll start pulling threads.
Quietly.
Andromeda: Please.
JadeQueen: And Annie?
Andromeda: Yes?
JadeQueen: If this turns out to be nothingâ
Andromeda:Then we pretend this conversation never happened.Â
JadeQueen: If this is sabotageâŠ
What are you going to do?
Andromeda: Make sure it never happens again.
JadeQueen: That wasnât an answer.
Andromeda: Itâs the only one Iâm willing to give right now.
Andromeda đ°ïž is offline
Chat archived
***
 Baku City Hospital, Baku, Azerbaijan - 21 September 2025Â
The call connected on the third ring.
âDr. Wolff,â Solomon said, professional as ever. âI was just about to message youââ
âSolomon,â Ana interrupted quietly. âI need to tell you something. And I need you to listen all the way through before you respond.â
There was a pause. The kind that meant heâd already clocked the tone shift.
âOkay,â he said. âIâm listening.â
Ana exhaled slowly. Measured. Controlled. The way she did before walking into a systems review that could end careers.
âMax Verstappen is my boyfriend,â she said. âHas been for a ⊠very long time. And he was in that car today.â
Silence.
Not the awkward kind. The stunned, processing kind.
ââŠRight,â Solomon said eventually. âOkay. Thatâsâokay.â
She waited for the question. The disbelief. The why didnât you tell us.
It didnât come.
âIâm not coming in on Monday,â Ana continued. âOr Tuesday. Possibly longer. Heâs in surgery. Iâm at the hospital with my father. I wonât be available except for absolute emergencies, and even thenââ She swallowed. ââyou should assume Iâm not reachable.â
Another pause.
Then Solomon exhaled, slow and steady.
âOkay,â he said again. Firmer this time. âWeâll manage.â
Ana blinked. âYouâwhat?â
âWeâll manage,â he repeated. âAltair is stable. The deployment window is locked. I know the failure trees, I know who to lean on, and I know when to say no. Nothing is going to break just because youâre not here for a few days.â
She stared at the wall opposite the hospital corridor, lights humming softly above her.
âI didnât want this to affect the team,â she said quietly.
âAna,â Solomon said, and for the first time he dropped the title, âthe team is not a glass ornament. And neither are you.â
She closed her eyes.
âI should have told you earlier,â she murmured. âAbout him. About⊠us.â
âYes,â Solomon agreed gently. âYou probably should have.â
Her shoulders tightened.
âBut,â he added immediately, âI also understand why you didnât.â
That made her open her eyes again.
âIâve worked with you for years,â he continued. âIâve seen how you separate variables. How you protect what matters by keeping it out of the noise. Max was⊠clearly one of those protected variables.â
A beat.
âAnd frankly,â he said dryly, âthis explains a lot of your calendar gymnastics over the last decade.â
Despite everything, a weak huff of a laugh escaped her.
âIâm serious,â Solomon said. âGo be where you need to be. Weâll hold the line. If anything truly critical comes up, Iâll decide whether itâs worth interrupting youâand ninety-nine percent of the time, it wonât be. You built this department to run without you in emergencies.â
âI didnât meanââ
âYou absolutely did,â he interrupted gently. âYou just didnât plan on the emergency being the man you love nearly dying on live television.â
Her breath stuttered. She pressed her thumb into her palm until it hurt.
âIâm sorry,â she said quietly.
âFor what?â Solomon asked.
âFor making this⊠complicated.â
Solomon laughed once, incredulous.
âAna,â he said, âyou secretly dated a four-time world champion for years and still delivered a Grand Chelem-winning control system. Complicated is kind of your brand.â
ââŠThank you,â Ana said. The words felt heavier than equations, harder than any presentation sheâd ever given.
âDonât thank me,â he replied. âJustâwhen he wakes up, tell him that the systems department is rooting for him. Even if weâre not supposed to say that out loud.â
Her throat tightened.
âI will,â she promised.
âAnd Ana?â
âYes?â
âIf anyone gives you grief for thisâinternally or otherwiseâsend them to me. I enjoy dismantling bad arguments.â
That earned a real smile this time.
âI know you do.â
âGo,â Solomon said softly. âBe human. Weâve got the machines.â
***
Somewhere above Europe -Â 21 September 2025Â
Raymond Vermeulen hated flying for exactly this reason.
Not the turbulence.
Not the cramped seats.
Not even the dreadful coffee.
This.
Being wedged between two people who had once loved each other, then loathed each other, and now existed in a brittle ceasefire held together by shared children and mutual trauma.
He sat between Jos Verstappen and Sophie Kumpen, knees angled awkwardly, hands folded in his lap like a man waiting to be judged by a panel. Across the aisle, nobody from the crew dared look at them. Even the flight attendants moved with the reverence usually reserved for funerals.
Which, Raymond thought grimly, wasnât far off.
Jos stared straight ahead, jaw tight, vibrating with a fury that had nowhere to go at thirty thousand feet.
Sophie stared out the window, arms crossed, fury honed into something colder. Sharper.
Raymond cleared his throat. Immediately regretted it.
âSo,â Jos said, finally, voice clipped and dangerous. âExplain it to me again.â
Raymond sighed inwardly. Here we go.
âMax changed his medical proxy this season,â he said evenly. âQuietly. Legally. Everything filed correctly.â
Jos snapped his head toward him. âTo Toto Wolff.â
âYes.â
âWhy,â Jos demanded, âwould my son choose him over his own father?â
Raymond chose his words carefully. Heâd been doing that for years now.
âBecause Max is a grown man,â he said. âAnd because he made a rational decision.â
Jos scoffed. âRational.â
âYes,â Raymond said calmly. âIn Maxâs words: Toto has every reason to keep me alive for next year.â
The silence that followed was radioactive.
Jos turned red. âThatâsââ He broke off, hands clenching. âThatâs business. Thatâs cynical.â
âItâs Max,â Raymond replied. âHe doesnât separate those things.â
Josâs voice rose. âAnd you didnât think to tell me?â
Raymond finally turned fully toward him. Tired. Measured. Done.
âNo,â he said. âBecause your son didnât ask me to. And because your son is not a child.â
Jos turned on Raymond again.
âYou should have told me.â
Raymond didnât raise his voice. Didnât soften it either.
âNo. I shouldnât have. He trusted me to execute his wishes, not to manage your feelings.â
That did it.
Josâs anger finally cracked through the surface.
âThis is what happens when everyone keeps secrets,â he snapped. âHe shuts people out, he makes decisions aloneââ
Sophie cut in like a blade. âOh, donât you dare.â
Jos turned toward her.
âDonât I dare what?â
âPretend this is about secrecy,â she shot back. âThis is about control. It always has been.â
Raymond closed his eyes briefly. This was going exactly where he feared it would.
Jos bristled. âI pushed him because thatâs how you make champions.â
âAnd he became one,â Sophie said sharply. âFour times over. This happened,â Sophie continued, voice shaking with contained fury, âbecause you never know when to stop.â
Jos laughed harshly. âThatâs rich.â
âYou push,â she said, turning fully toward him now, eyes blazing. âYou always push. More. Faster. Harder. Like nothing is ever enough.â
âHeâs a four-time world champion,â Jos shot back. âThat doesnât happen by accident.â
âAnd heâs reached more than you ever did,â Sophie snapped, venomous. âMr Two-Time Podium Sitter.â
Raymond winced. That one landed.
Jos snapped back, âPressure made him who he is!â
âNo,â Sophie said, eyes flashing. âTalent did. And discipline. And intelligence. And maybeâjust maybeâhe wouldnât be hurt right now without the constant push for more.â
Raymond felt his stomach tighten.
Jos stood abruptly, pacing the narrow aisle.
âSo now this is my fault.â
Sophie didnât flinch. âHe crashed in a car that was wrong. But yesâI think the environment he was in didnât protect him. And you were part of that.â
Raymond watched Jos deflate just a fractionâenough to notice.
There it was. The guilt. The thing Jos never admitted to out loud.
Raymond leaned back in his seat, mind drifting despite himself.
Max had known something was off at Red Bull. Not just technicallyâstructurally. Politically. Emotionally. The way systems failed when people stopped listening. The way warning signs got brushed aside because performance mattered more than safety.
Heâd felt it.
Heâd prepared for it.
Changed his will.
Named a medical proxy.
Planned an exit.
Raymond swallowed hard.
Jos finally sat back down, rubbing his face with both hands.
âI sent him texts before the race,â he muttered. âAbout qualifying. About the car.â
Sophie looked at him sharply.
âAnd?â
Jos didnât answer.
Raymond felt his stomach sink.
Sophieâs voice went very quiet. âJos.â
âHe didnât answer,â Jos said hoarsely. âI thought he was just pissed at me.â
Raymond closed his eyes for a brief second.
No one spoke after that.
The plane droned on, indifferent.
Raymond sat between them, the keeper of too many secrets, thinking about how Max had trusted him with decisions that suggested heâd knownâon some levelâthat something was wrong at Red Bull long before the crash.
And as the aircraft began its descent, Raymond had one clear, sobering thought:
Max hadnât been reckless.
Heâd been prepared.
And that realization scared him more than the turbulence ever could.
The plane droned on, carrying three people bound together by a man currently unconscious in a hospital bedâeach of them grappling with their own version of fear, regret, and love.
Raymond stared out the window, watching clouds drift past.
Max had always been ten steps ahead.
Even when no one else wanted to see it.
***
 Baku City Hospital, Baku, Azerbaijan - 21 September 2025Â
The phone in Totoâs hand vibrated.
He looked at the name on the screen and exhaled through his nose.
Ola.
He stepped a few meters away, lowering his voice automatically, as if Max could hear him through concrete and steel.
âOla.â
âToto.â Ola KĂ€llenius sounded unusually restrained. Not panicked. Not cold. Something in between. âDo we know anything yet?â
Toto closed his eyes briefly. âHeâs still in surgery.â
A pause. The kind where too many people are listening on the other end.
âI heard,â Ola said carefully, âthat youâre listed as his medical proxy.â
Toto let out a short, humorless breath. âYes. I found that out today. Along with everyone else.â
âYou didnât know?â
âNo,â Toto said flatly. âI had no bloody clue.â
Another pause. This one heavier.
âThe board is⊠nervous,â Ola admitted. âAbout what that implies. About next year. Aboutââ
Toto cut him off, not sharply, but decisively.
âOla,â he said, voice low and steady in a way that had ended arguments far more political than this, âI think we should concentrate on him surviving the next few hours before we worry about whether heâs driving a car for us next year.â
Silence.
Then, quietly: âOf course.â
Toto looked back down the corridor, where a red light glowed above the theatre doors like an accusation.
âHeâs twenty-seven,â Toto continued, not raising his voice. âHeâs young. Heâs strong. And right now heâs on an operating table with surgeons deciding how aggressive they can be without risking his life or his leg. That is the only timeline that matters.â
âI understand,â Ola said, and this time it wasnât corporate reassurance. It sounded human. âThe board will wait.â
âThey will,â Toto said. âAnd if they canâtââ He stopped himself, then finished calmly. ââthen thatâs my problem, not his.â
Another beat.
âHow is Ana?â Ola asked, more softly now.
Toto glanced back at her. She was staring at the floor, jaw set, eyes too clear. Holding herself together with pure will.
âSheâs standing,â he said. âWhich is more than I expected.â
Ola exhaled. âPlease tell her weâre thinking of her.â
âI will.â
When the call ended, Toto didnât put the phone away immediately. He stood there for a moment longer, grounding himself, then walked back to Ana and sat down beside her.
âOla?â she asked without looking up.
âYes.â
âWhat did he want?â
Toto didnât lie. He never lied to her about things that mattered.
âHe wanted to know what this means for next year.â
Anaâs lips twitched, just barely. âFigures.â
âI told him,â Toto said quietly, âthat right now the only thing that matters is Max surviving.â
She nodded once. Hard. Like she needed the confirmation.
âGood,â she said. âBecause I donât care about next year. Or contracts. Or boards.â
Her voice didnât waverâbut her hands did.
âI just need him to wake up.â
***
Text Messages: Gianpiero Lambiase & Jonathan Wheatley
GP:
Iâm on gardening leave so officially Iâm a decorative houseplant.
Unofficially I want the truth.
Jonathan: Iâm here.
GP: For Max.
Jonathan: Always.
GP: We need to figure out what went wrong with that car.
Jonathan: Say less.
GP: Iâm serious, Jonathan.
Jonathan: So am I.
I started as a mechanic. I donât forget what âwrongâ looks like.
And that wasnât driver error. That was a failure.
GP: Theyâre going to bury it.
Jonathan: Theyâll try.
For him, Iâll tear the whole place apart with a toothbrush.
GP: Good.
Jonathan: Where are you?
GP: Not in the paddock. Gardening leave.
Jonathan: Convenient for plausible deniability.
GP: Exactly.
Jonathan: Whoâs coordinating?
GP: Me. Go find Bono.
Jonathan: Bono?
GP: He sees it.
Heâll know what matters.
And heâll keep his mouth shut until itâs time.
Jonathan: Understood.
***
Text Messages: Adrian Newey & Jonathan Wheatley
Jonathan: Adrian.
Adrian: Iâm assuming this is about Max.
Jonathan: It is.
Adrian: I thought so.
Iâve already watched the footage.
Jonathan: Then you saw it wasnât driver error.
Adrian: I saw a car behave in a way it mathematically shouldnât.
That rear didnât step out â it left.
Jonathan: Exactly.
Adrian: Something failed.
Jonathan: Or was allowed to fail.
Adrian: They didnât retire him.
Jonathan: No.
Adrian: They knew it was unstable.
Jonathan: Yes.
Adrian: And they left him out there in the castle section.
Jonathan: Yes.
Adrian: âŠRight.
Jonathan: I need your eyes on this. Not as a designer. As someone who knows when a system has been compromised.
Adrian: You realise this will not make me popular.
Jonathan: Max is in surgery with an open fracture.
Adrian: Say no more.
Jonathan: Good.
Adrian: Who else is involved?
Jonathan: GP.
Bonoâs apparently already tearing the crash apart frame by frame.
Adrian: Then thatâs who I want to speak to.
Jonathan: Thatâs what I was going to say.
Bono is very good when heâs angry.
Adrian: So am I.
Adrian: Jonathan.
Jonathan: Yeah?
Adrian: Max chose the wall.
Jonathan: I know.
Adrian: That tells me everything about the man.
Now letâs find out what betrayed him.
Jonathan: Thank you.
Adrian: This isnât about teams.
Itâs about truth.
Adrian: If someone touched that car knowing what it would doâ
we will find it.
Jonathan: We will.
***
Valtteri Bottasâ Hotel Room, Baku, Azerbaijan -Â 21 September 2025Â
Lando had stopped being surprised by anything around hour three.
Hour one had been shock.
Hour two had been anger.
Hour three was this strange, hollow limbo where the grid had collectively decided that if they stayed still for too long, they might actually fall apart.
So they moved.
First from Mercedes hospitalityâtoo many eyes, too many whispers, too many screens replaying the same horrific anglesâto somewhere smaller. Quieter. Contained.
Valtteriâs hotel room.
Which, somehow, felt exactly right.
It was neat in that aggressively Finnish way: clean surfaces, blackout curtains half-drawn, one lonely plant on the windowsill doing its best. Someone had dragged chairs in from the hallway. Someone else had sat on the floor. SomeoneâOscar, Lando thoughtâhad taken it upon themselves to start handing out water like a flight attendant during turbulence.
No one was really talking.
Until someone pulled up the Red Bull statement.
âOh, for fuckâs sake,â Lando said, the words tumbling out before he could stop them.
Oscar leaned over his shoulder. Read it once. Twice.
âThatâs it?â Oscar said flatly. âThatâs⊠thatâs what theyâre putting out?â
Carlos, sitting on the edge of the bed, scoffed. âNo well wishes. No âweâre relieved heâs alive.â Justââearlier penalty for erratic drivingâ like theyâre underlining it with a highlighter.â
âLike he caused it,â Lando snapped. His hands were shaking again, and he hated that they were. âLike it was his fault.â
Valtteri, who had been quiet until now, finally spoke from where he was leaning against the wall, arms crossed.
âTheyâre in damage-control mode,â he said calmly. Too calmly. âWhich usually means they donât know what the hell actually happened.â
âOr they know,â Oscar said quietly, âand donât want to say it.â
That settled like lead in Landoâs stomach.
Someone knocked.
Yuki stuck his head in, eyes red, expression tight.
âYou guys okay?â he asked.
A chorus of humorless laughs answered him.
Yuki stepped fully inside, shutting the door behind him. âRed Bull is a mess,â he said flatly
Lando lifted his head. âYeah? You donât say.â
Yuki ran a hand through his hair. âLike⊠actually a mess. No oneâs talking to anyone. Nobody knows anything. Nobodyâs talking. Engineers are scared. Management is angry. Everyone is blaming everyone else.â
Esteban frowned. âBlaming who?â
Yuki didnât hesitate. âMax. Of course.â
The room went very still.
âThatâs bullshit,â Lando said immediately. âThat car tried to kill him.â
Yuki nodded. âI know. We know. But theyâre not saying that.â
Fernando swore quietly in Spanish.
Valtteri exhaled through his nose, slow and controlled. âThey should have retired the car,â he said. âMuch earlier.â
âYes,â Lando snapped. âThank you. Someone with sense.â
âThey didnât even tell Jos anything,â Yuki added. âI overheard that from one of the press officers.â
Lando clenched his jaw. âUnbelievable.â
Another knock. Firmer this time.
Isack Hadjar stepped in.
He looked⊠wrong.
Not injured. Not panicked. Just hollowed out in that very specific way that came from having your future rearranged without your consent.
He closed the door behind him slowly.
âSo,â Isack said, voice thin, trying for humor and failing miserably, âapparently Iâm driving for Red Bull now.â
The room went dead silent.
Pierre blinked. âWhat?â
âYeah,â Isack said, rubbing a hand over his face. âJust got the call. âInterim replacement.â Effective immediately. No pressure.â
Yuki let out a bitter laugh. âWelcome to the chaos.â
âI didnât even celebrate,â Isack continued, voice cracking just a little. âI just thoughtâif thatâs how they treat himâwhat the hell are they going to do to me?â
No one had an answer.
Lando felt that familiar, sickening churn in his gutâthe one that came when he realized the sport he loved was perfectly capable of being cruel beyond reason.
âThey threw him under the bus,â Lando said quietly. âAnd heâs not even awake to defend himself.â
Oscar nodded. âThatâs the part thatâs getting me.â
Valtteri pushed off the wall and crossed the room, stopping in front of Isack.
âListen,â he said, voice steady, grounding. âThis is not on you. You didnât ask for this. And if anyone tries to make you the villain in their storyââ He shook his head. âThatâs their failure. Not yours.â
Isack swallowed. âThanks.â
Lando sank into his chair, running a hand through his hair.
âThis is so fucked,â he muttered. âAll of it.â
Oscar nodded. âThey nearly kill one of the greatest drivers ever and the response is⊠a press release about damage.â
âAnd a replacement announcement before heâs even out of surgery,â Carlos added darkly.
Lando felt something snapânot loudly, not explosively, but cleanly.
âI donât care what anyone says,â he said. âHe saved my life out there.â
Everyone looked at him.
âHe couldâve hit me,â Lando continued, jaw tight, eyes burning. âHe didnât. He chose the wall. On instinct. And now theyâre treating him like a liability.â
Nobody argued.
Isack stared at the floor.
âI donât want to be there,â he admitted. âBut if I say noâŠâ
âTheyâll blacklist you,â Oscar said softly.
Isack nodded.
âThen you survive it,â Valterri said. âYou keep your head down. You learn. And you remember this feeling.â
Isack looked up. âWhy?â
âSo you never become them.â
The room went quiet again.
Lando pulled his phone out, staring at the blank screen like he might will it into lighting up with news that Max had woken up, that everything was suddenly less broken.
Nothing.
Outside, the city of Baku hummed on, oblivious.
Inside Valtteri Bottasâs hotel room, the grid sat in a loose circleâdrivers, rivals, kids whoâd grown up watching Max Verstappen like he was gravity itself.
***
Somewhere -Â 21 September 2025Â
The room was dark, but not carelessly so.
The lights were low by design â a single lamp behind the screens, angled just enough to keep reflections off the glass.
Two monitors.
 One replaying the crash on a slow loop.
 One showing a news feed that refreshed every thirty seconds whether anyone was watching or not.
The sound was off.
It didnât need sound.
The footage played again.
The car twitched.
The rear snapped.
The impact bloomed white.
He rewound it two seconds.
Paused.
There it was â the moment everyone else missed. The fraction of a second where something let go. Where physics took over because it had been allowed to.
A finger tapped once against the desk.
Not nervously.
Not excitedly.
In acknowledgment.
People were dramatic about it. Online, especially.
Threads and think pieces and prayers from people who had never once cared how the sport actually worked.
Thoughts and prayers, as if that mattered.
He leaned back in the chair, arms crossing loosely.
Deserved was an ugly word, people said. But heâd always found it efficient.
Some drivers were handed careers. Others had to fight for them.
That was the difference no one ever wanted to talk about.
The screen switched automatically to an interview clip â old, archived. A younger face, already confident, already celebrated. Talking about how racing was âjust in his blood.â
Of course it was.
When your father put you in a kart before you could spell your own name.
Built-in advantage.
Generational backing.
Born into it. Raised in it. A father who had been there, who had known the paddock, the people, the rules â who had known how to shape a boy into a weapon and call it destiny.
Some people were handed a map before they ever learned how to read.
A pipeline no one else got.
He exhaled slowly through his nose.
They liked to pretend the playing field was even.
 It never was.
Some people had teams built around them â cars shaped to their preferences, entire organizations bending until the machine fit like a glove.Â
Red Bull had built an empire around Max Verstappen. They had bent themselves into the shape he needed. Built cars that suited him and only him. Let teammates orbit like afterthoughts â useful, expendable, replaceable.
No real challenge.
No real threat.
Just a straight line from talent to dominance, lubricated by resources and worship.
Championship after championship handed over with a bow on top.
No mention of how convenient it was to never be seriously challenged by a teammate. No real threat. No equal machinery with someone just as hungry on the other side of the garage.
The news feed refreshed.
CONDITION STABLE
SURGERY ONGOING
FIA INVESTIGATING INCIDENT
He snorted quietly.
Investigate all you want.
Theyâd find what heâd allowed them to find. A failure. A mistake. A tragic, unfortunate chain of events.
That was the beauty of it.
Heâd simply⊠corrected an imbalance.
Money moved quietly when you knew who to speak to.
People were always eager to be helpful when they thought they were fixing a problem for the right person.
A finger flicked to another window.
A banking app.
Transaction complete.
He closed it without ceremony.
Online, they were losing their minds now. Calling it a miracle he was alive. Talking about legacy and safety and how the sport had nearly lost one of its greats.
As if greatness was some kind of divine right.
He watched the replay one last time.
The car snapped.
The wall came fast.
Not fatal. He hadnât wanted that.
Just⊠humbling.
A reminder.
If you were going to take someone elseâs future, you didnât get to do it untouched.
Pairing: Max Verstappen x Dr. Anastasia "Ana" Wolff (Original Character)
Summary:
Max Verstappen to Mercedes? The paddock is buzzing. The mediaâs in meltdown.
Dr. Anastasia âAnaâ Wolff, Mercedesâ notoriously brilliant, emotionally unavailable lead systems engineer and Toto Wolffâs eldest daughter, is not handling it well. Because Max isnât just a potential signing, heâs the man sheâs been sleeping with in secret for nearly a decade.
And if the rumours are true, and Max Verstappen really is joining Mercedes, then Anaâs carefully compartmentalised world is about to explode.
Warnings and Notes: This chapter contains major character injury, graphic portrayal of injuries and graphic portrayal of a crash in Formula 1. However, I do not write anything other than Happy Endings, so I am not going to kill off any of my major characters. So the cliffhanger isnât a cliffhanger, because heâll survive. I swear. Let me know if I missed something else, and I'll add it!
As always big thanks to @llirawolf , who listens to me ramble
Slack Channel: #brackley-nerds
Private Channel. ~30 members.Â
lorelai.pa: Is everyone okay?
kayleigh.powerunit:: No.
leo.mechanic: Short answer: absolutely not.
Long answer: WHAT THE FUCK WAS THAT.
fatima.pr: I canât stop replaying it. That wasnât driver input. That was a system failure.
kayleigh.powerunit: Thank you. I thought I was losing my mind. Rear load dropped like it fell off a cliff.
leo.mechanic:That car shouldnât have been able to do that.
liam.eng-lead: The way it snapped wasnât oversteer. It was⊠structural.
lorelai.pa: Alsoâhas anyone heard anything? Properly? Not Sky. Not PR.
rachel.aero: Brad just told me: surgery. Leg. Thatâs all heâd say.
kayleigh.powerunit: Fuck.
liam.eng-lead: Iâm so angry I canât even focus.
leo.mechanic: Same. And then that Red Bull statement??
âSignificant damage to the car.â
I nearly threw my laptop.
kayleigh.powerunit: They didnât even wish him well.
james.brakes: I know weâre not supposed to speculate butâ
That wasnât âdriver error.â
rachel.aero: No. And anyone who says it is has never looked at telemetry in their life.
fatima.pr: Also⊠Ana.
Has anyone checked if sheâs okay?
liam.eng-lead: Toto took her with him to the hospital. Thatâs all I know.
kayleigh.powerunit: Good. Thank god she wasnât alone.
rachel.aero: Iâve never seen her freeze like that. Ever.
liam.eng-lead: Me neither. And Iâve seen her handle cost cap hearings and engine failures like it was sudoku.
rachel.aero: Did you all see the other teams helping cut him out?
leo.mechanic: Yeah.
Mercedes. McLaren. Williams.
Everyone except Red Bull.
kayleigh.powerunit: Thatâs going to sit badly with people for a long time.
fatima.pr: I keep thinkingâif Altair had been under him today, heâd have finished the race.
rachel.aero: Next year.
liam.eng-lead: Next year.
leo.mechanic: I donât usually say this butâ
I want him in our car. Yesterday.
kayleigh.powerunit: Same. And not just because heâs Max.
Because no one deserves to be treated like that by their own team.
rachel.aero: Drivers are not expendable variables.
Someone should remind Red Bull of that.
fatima.pr: Do we think the race resumes?
liam.eng-lead: If it does, Iâll lose a lot of respect for a lot of people.
kayleigh.powerunit: Lando looked wrecked. Oscar too.
leo.mechanic: Good. Because that means theyâre human.
kayleigh.powerunit: Ana screamed.
lorelai.pa: What?
kayleigh.powerunit: Not a gasp. Not a sharp inhale.
When the crash happened. A scream. Likeâraw. It cut straight through the room.
liam.eng-lead: Jesus.
kayleigh.powerunit: Iâve never heard her make a sound like that. Ever.
She went completely white. Like all the blood just⊠left.
james.brakes: I saw her too. She wasnât moving. Just staring at the screen like it was the only thing keeping her upright.
rachel.aero: She didnât even react when the saws started cutting.
liam.eng-lead:And then the FIA showed up, they literally said, âYouâre listed as the primary medical proxy,â and Toto looked just as surprised as everyone else.
james.brakes: That is not⊠casual.
fatima.pr: Thatâs not âfriend of the familyâ territory.
james.brakes: Thatâs âthis has been serious for a long timeâ territory.
rachel.aero: That explains why he didnât hesitate. He just grabbed Ana and left with them.
kayleigh.powerunit: She clung to him like she was about to fall apart. I donât think she even realized where she was.
rachel.aero: SoâŠ
Weâre all thinking the same thing, right?
liam.eng-lead: Yeah.
lorelai.pa: Theyâre together.
james.brakes: Like. Actually together.
leo.mechanic: Not PR. Not rumor. Not speculation.
kayleigh.powerunit: Iâve seen fake relationships in this paddock.
That was not one of them.
liam.eng-lead: No one screams like that for a rumor.
lorelai.pa: And no one becomes your medical proxy by accident.
rachel.aero: For what itâs worthâ
If anyone needs to step away, do it. Nobodyâs keeping score today.
lorelai.pa: Thanks. Iâm going to walk outside and scream into the air.
fatima.pr: Mood.
leo.mechanic: Weâll pick up the pieces when we can.
Right now? We just wait.
rachel.aero: And hope.
***
Text Messages: Gianpiero Lambiase & Dr. Anastasia âAnaâ Wolff
GP: Ana.
How is he?
Ana: In surgery.
Left leg: open fracture.
Head injury under evaluation.
Dislocated Shoulder.
Vitals unstable on arrival, now improving.
GP: âŠOkay.
Is anyone with you?
Ana: Toto.
GP: Good.
And you?
Are you doing alright?
Ana: Unnecessary question.
GP: Itâs really not.
Ana: There was something wrong with that car.
GP: Yeah.
I saw it too.
Rear stability was behaving like the dampers were haunted.
Ana: None of it correlated with driver input.
GP: Exactly what I thought.
Max wasnât erratic.
The chassis was.
Ana: Red Bullâs analysis will cover that.
If they are competent.
GP: Theyâre not.
Not anymore.
Ana: Yes.
GP: AnaâŠ
You donât have to pretend with me.
Ana: I am not pretending.
I am prioritizing.
GP: Prioritizing what?
Ana: Information.
Decisions.
Containment.
GP: Containment of⊠what?
Ana: If I let anything else through, I wonât function.
GP: Alright.
Then tell me what you know.
Ana: The car was wrong.
Fatally wrong.
And Max compensated until he couldnât.
He chose the wall instead of Lando.
He should not have been in that position.
Systemic failure leading to catastrophic failure.
Preventable.
GP: I agree.
I saw the inputs.
He was fighting a vehicle that wanted to kill him.
Ana: Yes.
GP: And next year?
Weâll build him something that wonât.
Ana: Yes.
Next year will be different.
GP:
Youâre not alone in this.
Ana: Acknowledged.
GP: Update me when heâs out of surgery?
Ana: Yes.
GP: And Ana?
Ana: What?
GP: Heâs strong.
And stubborn.
Just like you.
***
Group Chat: âWHO IS MAX VERSTAPPEN DATINGâ
 (Members: Lando Norris, Oscar Piastri, Carlos Sainz, Daniel Ricciardo)
Daniel: Has anyone heard anything???
They cut the broadcast, Iâm not in the paddock anymore, and Iâm losing my mind.
Lando: No.
And I hate that.
Daniel: That crash was fucked.
Likeânot racing incident fucked.
End-of-highlights-montage fucked.
Oscar: It was bad bad.
Daniel: He chose the wall.
I saw it.
You donât do that unless youâre protecting someone.
Lando: Yeah.
Carlos: I was watching the replay on loop.
That car snapped in a way it shouldnât.
Daniel: Is he moving? Is he conscious? Why is nobody saying anything??
Oscar: They havenât said a word.
Medical car left.
Thatâs all we know.
Daniel: I swear to god if the FIA tries to âwait and seeââ
Lando: They already are.
Daniel: Youâre kidding.
Lando: Nope.
Race control wants to âassess conditions.â
Daniel: ASSESS WHAT THE MAN WAS STUCK UPSIDE DOWN IN A WALL
Carlos: This race is done.
Oscar: Yeah.
Daniel: You mean like⊠metaphorically orâ
Lando: No. Literally.
Weâre not racing.
Daniel: Oh thank god.
Oscar: Drivers are talking.
Garage to garage.
Daniel: Good. Because if anyone goes back out thereâ
Carlos: Fernando is already with the FIA.
Daniel: Of course he is. King behaviour.
Lando: Lewis too.
Daniel: Okay yeah if Lewis and Fernando agree on something the universe has spoken.
Oscar: No one feels right.
You could feel it in the pit lane.
Everyoneâs just⊠off.
Daniel: Iâm not even there and I feel sick.
Lando: I threw up when I got back to the garage.
Daniel: MateâŠ
Lando: I keep seeing it.
The angle.
If he hadnât turnedâ
Oscar: Donât.
Daniel: He saved you.
Lando: âŠI know.
Carlos: This isnât something you just âcontinueâ from.
Daniel: Absolutely not.
You donât wave a green flag after that.
Oscar: Weâre boycotting.
All of us.
Daniel: Good.
Full support from retired chaos uncle Daniel.
Lando: If the FIA forces it, Iâm parking the car.
Carlos: Same.
Oscar: Same.
Daniel: Proud of you idiots.
Seriously.
Lando: I just want to know heâs alive.
Daniel: Yeah.
Oscar: Same.
Carlos: Same.
Daniel: Someone better start talking soon.
Because silence like this is terrifying.
Lando: Weâll sit.
Weâll wait.
We wonât race.
Daniel: As it should be.
***
Baku City Circuit, Baku, Azerbaijan -Â 21 September 2025Â
Bono watched the crash again.
He told himself it was technical diligence.
That rewatching incidents was part of the job.
That this was no different from any other red-flag analysis heâd done in his career.
It was a lie.
. Bono stood alone in front of the replay screen, arms folded tight across his chest, jaw locked.
He pressed play.
Again.
Maxâs onboard filled the screen.
The steering trace jittered before the braking zoneâtiny, almost imperceptible corrections that shouldnât have been there. Not from Max. Not at that speed. Not in that corner.
Not progressive. Not aerodynamic wash. Not tyre degradation.
A snap.
Something gave.
And Bono felt a cold, familiar sensation crawl up his spineâthe same one heâd had years ago, in another category, when a car failed in a way that didnât match any model.
âThatâs not driving error,â he said quietly.
He scrubbed back ten seconds.
The car didnât slide.
It broke.
The rear stepped out as if something structural had failed under loadâsudden loss of compliance, instant asymmetry. The kind of failure you saw when a component didnât just wear out, but let go.
Bono leaned closer to the screen.
âThatâs not overcorrection,â he whispered. âThatâs a release.â
He replayed the moment Max chose the wall.
Because that, too, mattered.
The steering inputâbrief, decisive, unmistakable.
Max had space.
Fractional space.
Enough to let the car rotate further.
Enough to risk clipping Norris.
He didnât.
He turned the other way.
Into stone.
Bono closed his eyes.
âYou knew,â he said softly. âYou knew what would happen.â
He opened them again and scrubbed back, this time focusing not on the crashâbut the laps before.
Lap 31.
Lap 32.
Lap 33.
Micro-instability. Increasing amplitude.
The car had been deteriorating.
Not suddenly.
Progressively.
Like a crack propagating under stress.
Bono straightened slowly.
âThat doesnât happen by accident,â he said.
His mindâtrained by decades of racingâstarted doing what it always did: building failure trees.
If it were tyre-related, it would show thermal warning signs.
If it were aero damage, there would be loss of load consistency.
If it were driver input, the traces would be chaotic but human.
If a component had been improperly torquedâŠ
If a fastening had been compromisedâŠ
If someone had wanted a failure under loadâŠ
He swallowed.
No.
That was a dangerous thought.
Formula 1 didnât do sabotage.
Not like that.
Not intentionally.
And yetâ
Bono had been around long enough to know two things were true at the same time:
People were fallible.
And pressure made people do unforgivable things.
Red Bull right now was chaos.
Leadership fracture.
Key personnel leaving.
A star driver on his way out.
And a car that suddenly behaved like a grenade.
Bono ran a hand down his face.
âIf someone touched that car,â he murmured, âthey didnât mean for it to do that.â
Because no oneâno oneâplanned a crash like that.
But intent didnât matter when consequences looked like Max Verstappen being cut out of carbon fibre while unconscious.
Bono stared at the frozen frame of the car mid-air, upside down, halo sparking against stone.
âSomeone needs to look at this,â he said quietly.
Not Red Bull.
Not the FIA alone.
Independent.
Forensic.
Because this wasnât just a crash.
It was a failure that didnât make sense.
And Bonoâengineer, race veteran, man who had watched too many drivers get hurt by systems that failed themâknew one thing with absolute certainty:
Something was wrong with that car.
And whether by negligence or by hand, something snapped.
And Max Verstappen paid for it with his body.
***
Text Messages: Gianpiero Lambiase & Peter âBonoâ Bonnington
Bono: Hey mate.
How are you holding up?
GP: I wasnât in the car.
Bono: I know.
Thatâs not what I meant.
GP: âŠ
Bono: You werenât on the radio.
First time in years that a crash happens and youâre not there talking him through it.
Thatâs not nothing.
GP: Gardening leave.
Couldnât even open the channel if I wanted to.
Bono: Yeah.
I know.
GP: Doesnât make it easier.
Bono: No.
It really doesnât.
Bono: Listen.
Iâve watched that onboard five times now.
GP: So have I.
Bono: That wasnât Max.
That wasnât driving error.
That wasnât âpushing too hard.â
GP: I know.
Bono: The rear just⊠let go.
No warning.
No correction window.
That doesnât happen at that speed in that corner unless something fails.
GP: Or is made to fail.
Bono: âŠyeah.
GP: Something was wrong with that car.
Bono: I want more data.
GP: I know you do.
Bono: Full trace.
Mechanical.
Hydraulics.
Control loops.
Everything.
GP: Iâm not supposed to have access.
Bono: I donât care.
GP: Neither do I.
Bono: Good.
GP: Iâll get more data.
Bono: How?
GP: Carefully.
Quietly.
And not in a way that leaves fingerprints.
Bono: Thatâs all I needed to hear.
GP: Whatever happened out thereâ
Max didnât deserve it.
Bono: No.
He didnât.
GP: And Ana shouldnât be standing in a hospital wondering if the man she loves is going to wake up.
Bono: âŠyeah.
GP: Iâll be in touch.
Bono: Iâll be waiting.
***
Text Messages: Gianpiero Lambiase & Hannah Schmitz
GP: Hannah.
Hannah: I canât do this.
I actually canât do this anymore.
GP: I saw the crash.
Hannah: Theyâre already in damage limitation mode.
Statements.
Talking points.
âUnfortunate incident.â
I want to throw up.
GP: I know.
Hannah: We knew something was off.
We knew it.
The balance was wrong all weekend, the oscillation never settled, the rear was unpredictable and nobody wanted to be the person who said park the car.
GP: Did you tell them?
Hannah: Of course I did.
Multiple times.
So did half the strategy room.
But itâs Max, and itâs points, and itâs âhe can handle it.â
So they let him fight a car that was actively trying to kill him.
GP: Silence on the pit wall doesnât mean ignorance.
It means cowardice.
Hannah: And now theyâre acting like this was inevitable.
Like itâs just racing.
Like he didnât choose the wall over Lando.
GP: He did.
Hannah: Iâm done, GP.
I mean it.
I canât keep doing this and pretending itâs fine.
Iâm going to quit.
Iâm going to disappear.
Change my number.
Move somewhere quiet.
Grow tomatoes.
Anything but this.
GP: Okay.
Hannah: âŠokay?
GP: When you disappear can you take the data with you?
Hannah: I watched the traces live, GP.
That wasnât a style issue.
That was structural.
GP: Then I need it.
Hannah: All of it?
GP: Everything.
Hannah: If I do this⊠Iâm really gone.
GP: Good.
You deserve better than them.
Hannah: You swear this doesnât get buried?
GP: On my life.
Hannah: âŠfine.
GP: Thank you.
Hannah: For the record?
GP: Yeah.
Hannah: If he dies because we didnât stop that carâ
I will never forgive them.
Or myself.
GP: He wonât die.
But the truth doesnât get to disappear with you.
Hannah: Iâll be in touch.
GP: Iâll be ready.
***
Text Messages: Lewis Hamilton & Nico Rosberg
Lewis: Theyâre still trying to restart the race.
Nico: âŠwhat?
Lewis: FIA says âweâll reassess shortly.â
Which is PR-speak for letâs see if the drivers fall back in line.
Nico: Mate. Iâm literally on air right now.
Lewis: Perfect.
Nico: That is not perfect.
Lewis: It is if you interview me.
Nico: Iâm sorryâwhat?
Lewis: Iâll come find you.
You put a mic in my face.
Iâll say it out loud.
Nico: Lewis, I am contractually obligated to be neutral.
Lewis: Youâre contractually obligated not to swear.
Not to be blind.
Nico: You are absolutely insane.
Lewis: Iâm a seven-time world champion.
If anyone can say âthis race should not restartâ and survive itâitâs me.
Nico: This will set the internet on fire.
Lewis: Good. It should be on fire.
Nico: Theyâre going to accuse you of politicising it.
Lewis: Let them.
This isnât politics.
This is safety.
Nico: Lewisâ
Lewis: Max Verstappen chose the wall instead of another driver.
That car failed him.
And now heâs in surgery.
Nico: âŠyou really want to do this.
Lewis: I do.
Nico: You and Max havenât exactly been best friends.
Lewis: We donât have to like each other to respect each other.
Heâs one of the best drivers this sport has ever seen.
And even if he wasnâtâthis still wouldnât be right.
Nico: The FIA wonât like this.
Lewis: I donât care.
Iâm not letting them sweep this under a red flag and a press release.
Nico: You realise once you say it, you canât take it back.
Lewis: Iâm counting on that.
Nico: Where are you?
Lewis: On my way down the pit lane.
Red fireproofs. Hard to miss.
Nico: I swear, youâre going to give my producer a heart attack.
Lewis: Tell them itâs for the greater good.
Nico: âŠFine.
Lewis: Thank you.
Nico: Lewis?
Lewis: Yeah?
Nico: For what itâs worthâ
youâre right.
This doesnât feel right.
Lewis: I know.
Nico: Iâll ask you the question.
Lewis: Good.
Iâll give you the answer they donât want.
***
Transcript: Sky Sports F1 â Azerbaijjan GPÂ
Nico Rosberg (live, to camera): ââŠand while we await further information on Max Verstappenâs condition, questions are being raised about whether this race should resume. Weâre joined now byââ
(A figure steps into frame from the left. Red race suit.Â
Nico (blinks): âLewis Hamilton.
Well. This is⊠unexpected.
Lewis Hamilton: Hi, Nico.
Nico: Lewis, youâreâthis wasnât scheduled.
Lewis: I know. Thatâs kind of the point.
(Producerâs voice faintly audible in Nicoâs earpiece. Nico winces.)
Nico (measured): Lewis, obviously emotions are high. Before weâ
Lewis (cuts in, calm, steady): Iâm not here to speculate. Iâm here to be very clear.
This race should not restart.
Nico: Thatâs⊠a strong statement.
Lewis: It needs to be.
A driver has just had one of the worst crashes weâve seen in years. Heâs been taken to hospital. Heâs in surgery. And weâre still talking about lap counts and tyre windows.
Nico: The FIA position is thatâ
Lewis: âWith respect, I donât care what the FIA position is right now.
(Somewhere off-camera, someone audibly inhales.)
Lewis (continues): We all saw it. That wasnât a small accident. That wasnât âdriver error.â
Something was wrong with that car. Everyone in this paddock knows it.
Nico: Lewis, to be fair, we donât have confirmation of a mechanical failureâ
Lewis: You donât need a spreadsheet to know when a car behaves like that.
Max didnât lose it. The car did.
Nico: You and Maxâhavenât always seen eye to eye.
Lewis: That has nothing to do with this.
I respect him as a driver. I respect what he did today.
He chose the wall instead of another car. Thatâs instinct. Thatâs character.
And now heâs paying for it with his body.
(Nico swallows. His voice lowers.)
Nico: Youâre saying the drivers wonât continue?
Lewis: Iâm saying they shouldnât.
And if the FIA insists, they should be prepared to explain why entertainment mattered more than safety.
Nico: Lewisâ
Lewis: Iâve been in this sport a long time. Iâve seen what happens when we rush back because the schedule demands it.
We always say âwe learn.â
Wellâhereâs the moment to prove it.
(Another pause. Nico glances briefly off-camera, then back.)
Nico: Ferrari, Red Bull, Mercedesâteams are waiting for direction.
Lewis: Drivers donât need direction right now.
We need decency.
Nico: You understand this will put pressure on the FIA.
Lewis: Good.
Thatâs literally their job.
(A murmur ripples through the paddock behind them.)
Nico: Last questionâif the race is restarted?
Lewis: Then theyâre telling every driver on this grid that what happened to Max Verstappen is acceptable collateral.
And I donât believe a single driver here agrees with that.
(Lewis looks directly into the camera now.)
Lewis: We race cars.
Weâre not disposable.
(He steps back out of frame.)
Nico (quietly): âŠLewis Hamilton, ladies and gentlemen.
(The broadcast cuts abruptly to a wide shot of the pit lane. The Sky Sports logo reappears. The FIA ticker at the bottom now reads: âRace restart under review.â)
Somewhere in Race Control, phones start ringing.
***
Twitter Thread: Lewis Hamilton Hijacks Sky Sports
@/gridlockgossip:
LEWIS HAMILTON JUST HIJACKED SKY SPORTS AND SAID âI DONâT CARE WHAT THE FIA THINKSâ
SEVEN. TIME. WORLD. CHAMPION. ENERGY.
@/tiresmokeandtears:
The way Lewis walked into that interview like âI am not asking, I am informing.â
That man said NOT TODAY.
@/holygridmess:
Lewis Hamilton using his entire legacy as a weapon to protect another driver is actually making me emotional??
THIS is leadership.
@/f1feminist:
âI respect him as a driver. He chose the wall.â
Lewis acknowledging Maxâs instinctive decision instead of rivalry talk???
I am unwell.
@/paddockpsychology:
You could literally see Nico switch from pundit mode to âoh god this is history happeningâ mode in real time.
@/oversteerenthusiast:
Ferrari PR department currently screaming crying throwing up because Lewis does NOT care.
@/racecontrolnightmare:
The FIA absolutely did not plan for Lewis Hamilton to go rogue on LIVE TELEVISION.
@/thisisnotadrillf1:
Lewis Hamilton just reframed the entire conversation from âcan we race?â to âshould we race?â
Thatâs power.
@/maxverstappenfanclub:
I have never said this before but:
Thank you, Lewis Hamilton.
@/archivistofchaos:
Mark this down.
This is one of those moments people will reference in documentaries in 10 years.
@/softlaunchdetective:
Lewis didnât even mention championships or points.
Just safety.
Just humanity.
Insane levels of respect.
@/danicadefender:
Danica Patrick real quiet right now.
@/f1dadenergy:
Lewis Hamilton said âIâve seen what happens when we rush backâ and suddenly the ghosts of this sport stood up behind him.
@/brakebiasbaby:
The FIA thought they could just red flag, wait 20 minutes, and carry on.
Lewis said absolutely not.
@/landoisstillpale:
Lando looked like he saw death and Lewis said âlisten to the drivers.â
THANK YOU.
@/mercedeslegacy:
Seven world titles and he used them to protect someone else.
@/safetynotshow:
If the race restarts after THAT interview, the FIA deserves every ounce of backlash.
@/cryingovercars:
Max and Lewis have fought for YEARS and Lewis still said âthis isnât right.â
Iâm actually crying.
@/fiawatch:
âRace restart under reviewâ =
âWe did not expect Lewis Hamilton to drag us like this on live TV.â
@/monacobabysquirrel:
If Lewis Hamilton says stop the race, you stop the damn race.
@/noonemoved:
That wasnât a protest.
That was a statement.
@/systemsruinedme:
Lewis Hamilton didnât crash the interview.
He commandeered it.
@/f1historynerd:
Add this to the list of moments where drivers forced the sport to evolve.
Right next to Senna. Right next to Lauda.
@/finalsector:
Lewis Hamilton just reminded everyone that drivers are not expendable.
And I hope the FIA heard him loud and clear.
@/gridlockgossip:
LEWIS HAMILTON JUST WALKED INTO A LIVE SKY INTERVIEW AND SAID âI DONâT CARE WHAT THE FIA THINKSâ
SEVEN. TIME. WORLD. CHAMPION. ENERGY.
@/pitlanechaos:
Lewis said âthis race should not restartâ ON LIVE TV and I felt the FIAâs soul leave their body.
@/silverarrowslegacy:
You could literally hear the producers screaming in Nicoâs earpiece and Lewis just⊠kept talking. King behavior.
@/tyresmokeandtruth:
âHe chose the wall instead of another car.â
Lewis Hamilton just reframed the entire crash in one sentence.
@/f1unionnow:
THIS is why drivers need collective power. Lewis just used his platform exactly how it should be used.
@/holygridmess:
Lewis Hamilton đ€ crashing Sky Sports
đ€ publicly dragging the FIA
đ€ being correct
@/mclarenheart:
The way Nicoâs face dropped when Lewis said âI donât care what the FIA position isâ đđđ
@/dataoverdrama:
Notice how Lewis never speculated recklessly. He didnât accuse. He didnât scream.
He just said: this isnât right. And thatâs worse for the FIA.
@/redflagmeansSTOP:
If a 7x world champion says this race shouldnât restart, maybeâJUST MAYBEâwe listen???
@/ferraristrategist:
Ferrari PR team currently having a collective aneurysm because Lewis just hijacked the narrative.
@/engineerscantlie:
Lewis Hamilton saying âsomething was wrong with that carâ is NOT casual commentary.
Thatâs someone who knows.
@/landohastoomanyopinions:
Lewis said what every driver is thinking but isnât allowed to say. Respect.
@/maxprotectors:
Max and Lewis havenât always agreed but THIS is respect. This is solidarity. This is drivers protecting drivers.
@/wifiofthewindtunnel:
The FIA wanted to restart the race like nothing happened and Lewis Hamilton said ABSOLUTELY NOT on live television.
This is historic.
@/formula1:
đš UPDATE đš
Race restart decision pending further review.
@/holyshitf1:
Lewis Hamilton really said âschedule be damnedâ on LIVE TELEVISION
7x world champion behavior
@/fiawatcher:
The FIA HATES this man right now and I LOVE IT
@/silverarrowlegacy:
Lewis crashing Nicoâs interview to protect Max Verstappen was NOT on my 2025 bingo card but here we are
@/oversteerenthusiast:
Lewis: âI donât care what the FIA position isâ
FIA: screams into cost cap spreadsheets
@/safetyfirstf1:
Say what you want about Lewis but when it comes to driver safety he has NEVER missed
This is why heâs respected across the grid
@/engineerscantlie:
When Lewis says âsomething was wrong with that carâ every engineer on the grid just nodded silently
@/papayaplease:
Max and Lewis donât have to like each other for this
Respect is louder than rivalry
@/redflagtruth:
Lewis Hamilton just forced the FIA into a PR nightmare in under 90 seconds
That is TALENT
@/formulaunhinged
Ferrari execs watching Lewis say this on Sky like đđđ
Sir he does NOT drive for you anymore
@/pitlanepsychology:
Notice how Lewis never once blamed a driver
Only the system
Thatâs intentional
@/nicoappreciation:
Nico Rosberg trying to keep a straight face while Lewis detonates race control live on air deserves an Emmy
@/carbonfiberheart:
7 time champion using his platform to say âwe are not disposableâ
Thatâs not drama
Thatâs legacy
@/fiaskeptic:
If the FIA restarts this race after THAT interview they are insane
@/standwithdrivers:
Drivers are already parking cars
Lewis just gave them public cover
Brilliant move
@/maxverstappn:
Iâve never agreed with Lewis more in my life
@/landohastoomanyopinions:
that was the calmest act of violence iâve ever seen
@/holygridmess:
First Bottas to Cadillac
Then secret adoption drama
Now Lewis Hamilton staging a live TV coup
Formula 1 is NOT REAL ANYMORE.
Baku City Circuit, Baku, Azerbaijan -Â 21 September 2025Â
The Mercedes hospitality was unusually quiet.
Not silent â Formula 1 was never silent â but muted, like the volume of the world had been turned down out of respect. Coffee cups sat untouched. Someone had forgotten a tablet on a chair, telemetry frozen mid-lap like a paused heartbeat.
That was how the rookies ended up there.
Not summoned.
Not scheduled.
Just⊠drawn.
Kimi Antonelli sat curled into one of the couches, hoodie sleeves pulled over his hands, staring into a mug he hadnât touched in ten minutes.
Gabriel Bortoleto leaned against the counter, arms crossed, jaw tight. Oliver Bearman was perched on the arm of a chair, foot bouncing nonstop. Isack Hadjar hovered nearby, quiet, listening more than speaking.
For a moment, none of them spoke.
Then Ollie exhaled, sharp and disbelieving.
âFuck,â he said quietly. âThat was⊠that was bad.â
No one told him not to swear.
Kimi nodded once. âYeah.â
Gabriel leaned back against the counter, arms folded. His voice was calm, but his eyes werenât.
 âIâve watched Max crash before,â he said. âWe all have. But not like that. Not⊠stuck.â
Kimi swallowed.
âI was behind Lando,â he said, finally. âI saw it from the worst possible angle. The moment the rear snapped â it wasnât a mistake. It wasnât overdriving. It just⊠went.â
Ollie frowned. âYou sure?â
Kimi nodded again. Firmer this time. âIâve spun cars. Iâve lost rears. This wasnât that. He was correcting before it even finished breaking.â
There was a beat of silence.
Then Gabriel said softly, âHe chose the wall.â
All of them knew what that meant.
Ollie ran a hand through his hair. âItâs insane. Heâs⊠heâs Max Verstappen. Like â the Max Verstappen. And he stillââ
ââstill thinks about other drivers,â Kimi finished. His voice cracked, just slightly. âYeah.â
He shifted, elbows on knees now, hands clasped.
âYou know what fucked me up?â Kimi said. âAustria. Our crash. I thought he was going to murder me.â
Ollie snorted weakly. âEveryone did.â
Kimi gave a small, humourless smile.
âI went to Red Bull to apologise later. He wasnât angry.âÂ
Ollie looked at him. âHe didnât blame you?â
âNot even once,â Kimi said. âI was shaking like an idiot and he justââ He shrugged. âTreated me like I belonged there.â
That landed.
âHe said that I was youngâŠthat I was gonna make mistakes. And that he had made stupid moves too. That everyone has. That I should try to learn from it.â Â
Gabriel stared down at the floor for a second, then laughed quietly â not because it was funny, but because it hurt less than not laughing.
âHeâs been like that since karting,â he said. âWhen I joined Team RedlineâŠI was just some Brazilian kid with good laps and bad funding.â
Ollie looked up. âYeah?â
Gabriel nodded. âHeâd message me setups. Randomly. Or ask if I wanted to run stints together. When people started paying attention, he told me, âDonât let it make you smaller.ââ
Kimi blinked. âThatâs⊠very Max, actually.â
Gabrielâs mouth twitched. âWhen I got my first F2 win, he sent me a voice note. Just said, âTold you.â Like it was obvious.â
Ollie shook his head slowly. âThatâs mad.â
They sat with that for a moment â the weight of realizing that the man lying in a hospital bed was not just a legend, not just a rival, not just a benchmark â but someone who had quietly shaped all of them.
âHe didnât have to,â Ollie said finally. âHe couldâve been a dick. Plenty of champions are.â
Kimi looked up, eyes sharp despite the exhaustion. âHe knows what itâs like to be young and fast and alone.â
Gabriel nodded. âAnd he hates when people forget that part.â
Another silence.
This one heavier.
Ollie broke it, voice low. âIf he doesnât make it backâŠâ
Kimiâs head snapped up. âHe will.â
There was no doubt in it. No hedging.
Gabriel straightened too. âHe will.â
They werenât saying it like hope.
They were saying it like fact.
Because legends didnât end like that.
Because stubborn people didnât.
Because Max Verstappen had always been the kind of person who got back up â and made sure others did too.
Outside, the paddock buzzed with uncertainty and anger and politics.
Inside the Mercedes hospitality, the rookies sat together â quiet, shaken, fiercely loyal â carrying the unspoken understanding that whatever happened next, they would remember this:
That the benchmark had also been a mentor.
That the legend had been kind.
And that one day, if they were ever half the driver Max Verstappen was â they hoped theyâd be half the person too.
****
Baku City Circuit, Baku, Azerbaijan -Â 21 September 2025Â
Lando had stopped pretending he was fine somewhere around the second replay.
The first time the footage looped, he told himself it was just adrenaline.
 The second time, his hands started shaking.
 By the third, he couldnât look at the screen at all.
He was sitting on the edge of a folding chair in the McLaren garage,, fireproofs half-unzipped, chest tight in a way that had nothing to do with belts or G-forces. Oscar hovered nearby, saying nothing, because Oscar understood when silence was better than words.
Lando kept seeing it anyway.
The blue flags.
The castle section.
The split second where Maxâs car snapped and there was no space left to save anything except someone else.
He chose the wall.
The realization sat in his stomach like a swallowed stone.
Someone handed him water. He drank it without tasting anything.
And then Lewis went on air.
Lando didnât see it live. Someone swore loudly from the next garage. Another voice said, âHoly shit, Lewis.â A mechanic froze mid-step.
By the time Lando looked up, Sky Sports was showing Lewis Hamilton standing exactly where the FIA did not want him to be, saying exactly what they did not want him to say.
Lando felt something shift.
Not relief.
Not yet.
Permission.
Lewis wasnât emotional. He wasnât dramatic. He was calm in the way that only came from someone who had seen death up close and decided not to look away.
âWe race cars. Weâre not disposable,â Lewis said.
Lando swallowed hard.
Drivers started moving before anyone consciously decided to.
It wasnât a march. It wasnât coordinated. It was instinct.
Fernando appeared firstâarms folded, jaw set, expression grim. Carlos followed him without a word. Charles drifted in, pale and tight-lipped.Â
Then more.Â
Williams. Aston. Haas. Kick Sauber.
 One by one.
They didnât go to Race Control.
They went to Mercedes.
Lando realized it slowly, the way you realize a room has filled without noticing the doors opening. The Mercedes hospitality became a gravitational pointâquiet, steady, unflinching.
In some weird way did it make sense. Max was going to be driving for them next year.Â
Lando found himself walking too.
Oscar stayed half a step behind him, like he always did when things got overwhelming. No words. Just presence.
Inside, no one talked much.
Someone passed coffee. Someone else handed out towels. A few drivers sat. A few paced. Most just stood, arms crossed, eyes fixed on nothing.
Landoâs stomach rolled again.
âI canât do this,â he muttered, not really to anyone.
Oscar nodded. âYou shouldnât have to.â
Lando ran a hand through his hair, breathing hard.
âThey canât restart this. They just canât.â
Fernandoâs voice cut in, low and absolute. âThey wonât. Not now.â
Lando wasnât sure he believed that.
The FIA had waited too long before. They always waited too long.
Then someoneâs phone buzzed.
Then another.
Then a murmur rippled through the roomâquiet, disbelieving, fragile.
Lando felt Oscarâs hand touch his arm.
âLando.â
He looked up.
Black flag. Race abandoned.
For a second, Lando didnât react.
Then his knees went weak.
He sat down hard, elbows on his thighs, head dropping forward as the adrenaline finally, mercifully, drained out of him.
It wasnât victory.
It wasnât justice.
It wasnât even enough.
But it was something.
He pressed his palms to his eyes and breathed.
Around him, drivers exhaled too. Some swore softly. Someone laughed onceâsharp and broken. Someone else wiped their face and didnât bother pretending it was sweat.
Lando thought of Max again.
Of the split second.
Of the choice.
And of Lewisâstanding in front of cameras, using everything he was to stop the sport from pretending this was normal.
For the first time since the crash, Lando felt something loosen in his chest.
They had listened.
Too late.
But not completely.
No restart.
No pretending this was normal.
No points that mattered more than a life.
Oscar sat beside him without a word.
Across the room, someone started crying â openly, unashamed.
Lewis closed his eyes and exhaled slowly, like heâd just finished carrying something impossibly heavy.
Lando felt it then â the full weight of it.
Theyâd stopped the race.
Theyâd done the right thing.
And it had taken a crash that could have killed one of the best drivers any of them had ever known to make it happen.
He wiped at his eyes angrily.
âThis shouldnât be what it takes,â he muttered.
Oscar nodded. âNo.â
Lando looked around the room â at rivals, champions, rookies, legends â all of them gathered not under a team banner, but under something older and simpler.
Solidarity.
Fear.
Respect.
Somewhere across the city, Max Verstappen was in surgery.
And here, in the quiet of Mercedes hospitality, Lando understood something with absolute clarity:
Formula 1 liked to pretend it was about speed.
About bravery.
About pushing limits.
But when it really mattered â when metal met stone and the margin disappeared â it was about people choosing each other.
And today, at least, they had.
***
Twitter Thread: Black Flag
@/gridlockgossip:
every single driver just⊠gravitated to the mercedes hospitality. no pr, no team orders, just quiet solidarity. and THEN the black flag.
this is going to go down in f1 history.
@/holygridmess:
lewis spoke.
the grid moved.
the fia folded.
thatâs the tweet.
@/oversteerenthusiast:
you could literally SEE the moment everyone collectively said ânah, weâre not doing this.â
that wasnât a boycott, that was a moral compass.
@/pitwallpoet:
not one driver went to the fia.
they went to mercedes.
to each other.
that tells you everything.
@/landoapologist:
lando norris looked haunted.
like he was still seeing the crash every time he blinked. i canât even imagine being the one max avoided.
@/monacobabysquirrel:
oscar walking behind lando like his emotional service australian is going to make me cry.
the kids should not have to carry this kind of trauma.
@/charleslecryn:
charles, carlos, lando, fernando, kimi, oscar, everyone.
no rivalry.
no colors.
just drivers standing together.
chills.
@/circuitcryclub:
the black flag came down AFTER the grid stood together, not before.
they forced the fiaâs hand.
they did that.
@/systemsruinedme:
the optics of every single teamâs driver huddled under the silver star while the fia scrambled for a statement??
cinema.
@/teamradiolewis:
lewis really said âi respect max as a driverâ and then mobilized the entire grid like a union leader.
we are witnessing a moment.
@/archivistofchaos:
black flag confirmed.
race abandoned.
the right decision.
but it took too damn long.
@/brakebiasbaby:
drivers 1, fia 0.
lewis hamilton 1000000.
@/gridlawyer:
people underestimate what âblack flagâ means.
itâs the nuclear option.
it means: the race is over, safety has failed, we start again another day.
@/softlaunchdetective:
the whole paddock basically turned into âno one races until we know max is alive.â
and honestly? thatâs the only human response.
@/whydidnoonetellme:
fernando and carlos reportedly told the fia âyou want to race? do it without us.â
spanish solidarity supremacy.
@/paddockrentfree:
the way they all drifted toward mercedes hospitality like moths to the only source of decency left in that paddock đ
@/garagepsych:
not to be dramatic but the drivers refusing to go back out might have just changed f1 culture forever.
@/burnbookbutpolite:
the fia: âweâre evaluating conditionsâ
the grid: âwe already evaluated morality.â
@/redflagromantic:
in twenty years theyâll show a shot of all the helmets lined up on the table in mercedes hospitality and say
thatâs the day the drivers took back their sport.
@/emotionallyunstablepaddockfan:
every generation needs a moment where they draw the line.
this was theirs.
@/noonecallracecontrol:
can we take a second to appreciate that lewis hamilton mightâve just saved someoneâs life after the crash by refusing to let them restart?
@/tiresmokeandtears:
if this doesnât force a full investigation into red bull and fia safety protocols i will riot.
@/f1feminist:
black flag doesnât erase what happened. but it acknowledges it.
and thatâs where healing starts.
@/pitlaneafterdark:
it took trauma, unity, and lewis hamilton hijacking a live broadcast for the fia to remember drivers are people.
@/gridheart:
the grid stood together.
for once, everyone stood on the same side.
and that side was human.
@/landoisstillpale:
I have never seen Lando Norris look like that. Ever.
That boy was TRAUMATIZED.
@/f1femmes:
Black flag confirmed.
That happened because drivers stood together.
Because Lewis spoke up.
Because they refused to pretend this was fine.
@/paddockpsychology:
Group trauma response in real time.
People seek safety where leadership feels real.
Mercedes hospitality became that space today.
@/smoothoperator33:
Fernando arguing with the FIA while the grid backs him up is EXACTLY why the GPDA exists.
@/engineerscantlie:
The silence in that room mustâve been unreal.
No egos. No rivalries. Just âare you okay?â
@/oversteerenthusiast:
Lewis Hamilton didnât just stop a race.
He unified the grid.
@/racecontrolnightmare:
FIA thought they could wait this out.
They underestimated Lewis Hamilton and 19 drivers with eyes.
@/monacobabysquirrelââ
Everyone keeps saying âhistoric momentâ but like⊠yeah.
This is one of those days weâll talk about in 20 years.
@/systemsruinedme:
No memes. No jokes.
Just relief.
@/charlespitlanepapi:
Rivalries ended the moment Max didnât answer the radio.
@/gridunion:
THIS is what unity looks like.
@/f1historynerd:
Mark it down:
Baku 2025 â the day drivers said no more.
@/safetynotshow:
If you still think âthe show must go onâ after today, please find another sport.
@/finalsector:
Black flag confirmed.
Drivers safe.
And for onceâ
the right call.
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Summary:
Max Verstappen to Mercedes? The paddock is buzzing. The mediaâs in meltdown.
Dr. Anastasia âAnaâ Wolff, Mercedesâ notoriously brilliant, emotionally unavailable lead systems engineer and Toto Wolffâs eldest daughter, is not handling it well. Because Max isnât just a potential signing, heâs the man sheâs been sleeping with in secret for nearly a decade.
And if the rumours are true, and Max Verstappen really is joining Mercedes, then Anaâs carefully compartmentalised world is about to explode.
Warnings and Notes: This chapter contains major character injury, graphic portrayal of injuries and graphic portrayal of a crash in Formula 1. However, I do not write anything other than Happy Endings, so I am not going to kill off any of my major characters. So the cliffhanger isnât a cliffhanger, because heâll survive. I swear. Let me know if I missed something else, and I'll add it!
As always big thanks to @llirawolf , who listens to me ramble
Baku City Circuit, Baku, Azerbaijan -Â 19 September 2025Â
The Baku paddock always felt like a contradiction â
ancient stone walls meeting neon sponsor boards,
flat-out straights framed by medieval towers,
chaos wrapped in glamour wrapped in mathematical precision.
Ana liked contradictions.
They behaved like systems.
Predictable in their unpredictability.
But today?
Today was something else entirely.
Because the moment the W16 rolled out for the first laps of FP1,
Altair sang.
Not literally of course â but the data stream lit up her tablet like a sunrise.Â
Smoother-than-simulator energy recovery.
Stability at speed that shouldnât be possible on a street circuit.
Thermal dissipation exactly on target.
And the holy grail:
zero hysteresis across the castle section.
Ana felt a slow, contented warmth settle beneath her ribs â a rarity during sessions.
Kimi keyed his radio, voice calm but unmistakably pleased: âCar feels good. Like Monza but⊠calmer? Very stable on entry.â
Valtteri followed, the smile audible in his tone: âRear is planted. I can trust it. Nice job, team.â
Nice job, team.
Anaâs lips quirked, just slightly.
She didnât need the credit.
But she liked hearing the system behave exactly as she designed it to.
Around her, the garage hummed with quiet, controlled satisfaction.
The engineers hovered, the strategists murmured, and somewhere behind her, Toto pretended he wasnât glowing like a proud father with two golden children.
Mercedes: fast. Efficient. In control.
Meanwhileâ
Ana flicked her eyes to the Red Bull timing mini-window.
Max: P13.
Yuki: P20.
Both complaining about instability.
Both losing time in the same places Altair was giving Mercedes free performance.
Ana watched the deltas tighten. Watched panic ripple in the Red Bull garage on the overhead feed.
Watched Laurent Mekies rub his face like a man reconsidering all his life choices.
She inhaled through her nose.
Not pride.
Not schadenfreude.
Resolve.
Because Max deserved better than the twitchy, unpredictable, politically-corroded mess he was driving this year.
He deserved a car worthy of the way he drove â sharp, instinctual, brilliant.
Max wasnât even bothering to hide the radio frustration.
Understeer, oversteer, snap oversteer, pick one â at least commit!
We changed the setup but nothing responds.
Why is the torque mapping this inconsistent?
Is this car allergic to corners?
Ana exhaled slowly.
Max deserved better.
She watched his on-board again: the wheel corrections, the micro-fights, the irritation threading his voice.
He was wrestling a car that refused to cooperate.
Her chest tightened.
Three more months, she reminded herself. Just get him through this year.
Next season, he would be in a Mercedes.
Her Mercedes.
Altair was just the beginning. She had entire architectures prototyped. Versions of systems the board didnât even know existed yet. Notes scribbled in three languages. Models that ran overnight because she couldnât trust anyone else with the simulations yet.
She could see it â the car she would build him.
A thing of precision. Stability. Elegance. A system that anticipated him instead of punishing him.
The car he deserved.
And maybeâfor the first time in his careerâMax could just drive, not fight.
A new delta flashed across the monitors.
Kimi: P1. Valtteri: P3. Max: still languishing.
Someone behind her whistled. âMercedes is cooking again.â
Ana kept her voice flat. âItâs early.â
But inside:
Just wait. Just wait until next year.
She gripped the pit wall railing, grounding herself as the wind whipped across the straight.
Baku was chaos. But controlled chaos was her domain.
And the future? The future was hers to build.
For Kimi.
 For the team.
 And especiallyâquietly, fiercelyâfor Max.
Iâll build you a car worthy of you, she promised in silence.
The data stream ticked upward, purple sectors flooding across the screens.
It was a good start.
A very good start.
And next year?
Next year would be war.
 Her war.
 His victory.
Together.
***
Text Messages: Max Verstappen & Gianpiero Lambiase
Max: GP.
Max: GP.
Max: GP.
GP: Iâm on a walk with Max the dog.
Max: Iâm in hell.
GP: Yes, I saw your lap times.
Max: I swear to god I am going to throw this car into the Caspian Sea.
GP: Weâve talked about this.
You canât litter in international waters.
Max: THE CAR DOESNâT TURN.
GP: Have you tried asking nicely?
Max: GP.
GP: Just brainstorming.
Max: It either understeers like a dying cow OR snaps like a feral cat. Pick one. PICK ONE.
GP: So⊠inconsistency across the load curve?
Max: YES.
And no one knows why.
Itâs like the car is possessed. By a demon who hates me personally.
GP: That does sound suboptimal.
Max: UNDERSTATEMENT.
GP: Have you described this to the engineers?
Max: YES.
They nodded.
Then Laurent Mekies looked like he needed a therapist and a vacation.
And Hannah almost cried. AGAIN.
I HATE this.
GP: Donât make Hannah cry. Sheâs the only thing holding that place together.
Max: I KNOW.
Which is why I didnât yell.
I just⊠aggressively breathed.
GP: Terrifying.
Max: Also Bearman is P12 and having the time of his life because apparently he thinks this is âa good challenge.â
GP:His brain isnât done cooking.
Max: GP I cannot do another year of this car.
I swear the steering wheel is sentient and trying to kill me.
GP: Three more months.
Then you get a competent car and a functional workplace.
Max: Are you speaking about Mercedes or Ana?
GP: Yes.
Max: Altair is insane. Did you see Kimi? And Bottas??
GP: Yes. Ana built a weapon.
Max: Tell her to stop being good at her job until NEXT YEAR when I BENEFIT.
GP: Oh sure, let me just text her:
âHi Ana, Max says please sabotage your own team for his emotional comfort.â
Max: Donât actually text that.
GP: Iâm already typing it.
Max: DONâT.
GP: Relax.
Sheâs busy building you your future world championship car.
Max: âŠshe told you that?
GP: She didnât have to.
Max: Okay I actually feel better now.
GP: Good.
Now go to the engineering room and pretend to be polite.
Max: I will make NO promises.
GP: Iâm putting you on mute.
***
Text Messages: Benedict Wolff & Toto Wolff
Benedict: Papa??
Benedict: Are you awake?
Toto: What happened?
Benedict:Rosa said you âcut her offâ.Â
Her words, not mine.
Sheâs been screaming for twenty minutes.
Toto: No.
I did not cut her off.
Benedict: She said you âabandonedâ her financially.
Toto: I set up a trust fund.
A one-time sum.
Enough to support her comfortably while she learns how to live like an adult.
What she does with that money is her choice.
Benedict: âŠwait.
A trust fund?
Thatâs it?
Toto: Yes.
Benedict: She made it sound like you left her on the street with a backpack and a prayer.
Toto: I did not.
She received exactly the same amount Ana received when she turned 18.
And the same amount you received.
Benedict: âŠoh.
Right.
I DID get that.
Toto: Yes.
And you handled it responsibly.
Benedict: I keep it in the bank.
And bought that stupid bike, but you told me that was fine.
Toto: Because it was fine.
Benedict: So Rosa isâŠ
being dramatic?
Toto: Rosa is having a tantrum because she is not being given unlimited access to my bank account.
Benedict: That⊠sounds accurate.
Toto: This is not punishment.
This is a boundary.
Benedict: Papa, I believe you.
I justâ
She said you âchose Ana over her.â
Toto: I chose to stop enabling bad behaviour.
That is different from choosing one child over another.
Benedict: Right.
Right.
Iâm trying to explain that to her, but sheâsâ
Well.
Sheâs Rosa.
Toto: I know.
Benedict: She also said something about how âAna gets everything handed to her,â which made me laugh so hard she threw a pillow at me.
Ana worked harder than all of us combined.
Toto: Thank you for saying that.
Benedict: PapaâŠ
Sheâs really spiraling.
Toto:Â Let her calm down.
She needs space to sit with her choices.
Benedict: Okay.
Justâ
One more question.
Toto: Yes?
Benedict: Does Ana know?
Toto: Yes.
We told her.
Benedict: How did she react?
Toto: Exactly as I expected.
She said she didnât want me to choose.
Then she accepted the boundary.
Because she understands the difference.
Benedict: Of course she did.
Ana always did understand things we didnât.
Toto: She sees reality clearly.
Even when it hurts.
Benedict: Okay.
Iâll handle Rosa.
Or at least⊠try.
Toto: Thank you, Benedict.
Benedict: Papa?
Toto: Yes?
Benedict: For what itâs worthâŠ
Youâre doing the right thing.
Toto: I hope so.
Benedict: I know so.
***
Baku City Circuit, Baku, Azerbaijan -Â 20 September 2025Â
Toto had spent half his life in garages.
He knew every sound by heart â the pneumatic guns, the generators, the comms static, the shouted numbers, the collective inhale when a car fired up.
He had never thought of the noise as too much.
Not until he began to really see his daughter.
Anastasia stood beside the rear workstation table, tablet in one hand, stylus in the other, light hair pulled back, posture laser-focused on the hybrid data scrolling across her screen. To anyone else, she looked like the most self-possessed engineer in the building.
But Toto knew the tells.
The small ones.
 The ones you didnât see unless you were her father.
 Or unless you had once missed them.
Her noise-cancelling headphones were hooked around her neck â not on, not needed yet, but ready.
 Her room service breakfast tray from the morning had been untouched except for half a slice of toastâ she always ate the least sensory food on race weekends.
 And even though she stood in the center of the garage, she positioned herself with a wall at her back.
 Not fully enclosed.
 Just enough to know nothing could come up behind her.
Every few minutes she tapped her stylus against her thigh three times â not four, not two, always three â an anchor rhythm she had done since she was eight years old.
She didnât even realize she was doing it.
And the heartbreak of it â the softness of it, the strength of it â hit Toto fresh every time.
She handed a datapad to another trackside systems engineer. Her voice was crisp, clinical, perfectly professional.
âNo, leave the modulation the way I programmed it,â she said. âThe software is more stable than the driver right now.â
Kimi overheard and laughed from across the garage.
Valtteri gave her a thumbs-up.
Ana didnât react. She never did when someone praised her work. She simply nodded and sunk deeper into the data.
Toto watched her, arms folded, pretending he was observing the team. But reallyâhe was observing her.
She moved through the garage like someone walking through a museum of landmines â not afraid, not fragile, just⊠aware.
Hyper-aware.
When the mechanics began a wheel gun test, she subtly flinched. No one noticed â except him.
Her hand drifted toward the headphones around her neck, fingers brushing the ear cup, deciding whether she needed them yet.
She didnât put them on.
But she stayed close to the wall.
When the crowd outside roared â some replay on the big screen â she took a half-step back, eyes narrowing, inhaling through her nose the way sheâd taught herself. Grounding. Resetting.
She had told Toto once, years ago, âIâm not overwhelmed. I just have to manage the world harder than most people.â
He hadnât understood then.
He understood now.
Every mechanic in the garage respected her.
 Every engineer deferred to her judgment.
 Kimi worshipped her.
 Valtteri listened when she spoke like it was gospel.
But only Toto saw the exhaustion woven in her edges.
Only Toto knew that after FP1 she would slip quietly into the small engineering office two doors down, the one with the broken light and unused whiteboard, where she kept a blanket and a thermos and an emergency protein bar.
Anastasia thought she was being subtle.
She wasnât.
Toto had made sure that office stayed empty for her.
He watched now as she touched the comms unit, adjusting a fader because the crackle was too sharp for her.
Saw the stiffness in her shoulders when a cameraman walked behind her unexpectedly.
Noticed the way her eyes tracked exit points on instinct.
She carried all of it with quiet grace â the routines, the accommodations, the coping mechanisms sheâd built because no one built them for her when she was small.
And still, she built masterpieces like Altair.
Still, she held the entire hybrid program together in her hands.
Still, she changed the trajectory of their team.
He felt a swell of pride so sharp it bordered on pain.
Then she looked up at him.
Just a glance â barely a second.
But she softened, only a fraction, when she saw him.
Not the steel-spined engineer.
Not the clinical genius.
Just his daughter.
Toto nodded once, slow and deliberate.
A silent message:
I see you.
I see all of it.
And I am here.
Ana looked away â but the tension in her shoulders eased by two degrees.
And Toto thought, not for the first time:
She survived a world never built for her.
She thrived in it anyway.
***
Baku City Circuit, Baku, Azerbaijan -Â 20 September 2025Â
Ana didnât need a screen to know when something had gone wrong.
She felt it first.
A shift in radio tone.
A silence where there should have been swearing.
A drop â not in lap time, but in certainty.
When the timing tower flashed P17 â Verstappen, she forced herself not to react.
Not outwardly.
Inside, something went cold.
She stood in the Mercedes garage with her tablet tucked against her chest, Altair data running quietly in the background, and watched the replay once, twice, a third time.
Maxâs car didnât look slow.
It looked⊠wrong.
Not broken.
Not misconfigured.
Not catastrophically flawed the way Red Bullâs internal collapse had been slowly revealing itself all year.
Just⊠off.
A half-beat delay in rotation.
A throttle pickup that lagged by something she couldnât quantify.
A steering correction in Turn 3 that didnât match the input telemetry shown on the broadcast overlays.
But she didnât have the data.
Sheâd memorized how the RB21 behaved when it was healthy.
She knew what Max could force a car to do even when it resisted.
And thatâThat wasnât him wrestling a stubborn chassis.
That was him fighting a ghost in the machine.
Ana narrowed her eyes, replaying the clip again.
It wasnât aero balance.
It wasnât rear instability.
But it was something.
She hated âsomething.â
 âSomethingâ was what killed reliability programs.
 âSomethingâ was what destroyed races.
 âSomethingâ was what engineers said when they didnât want to admit theyâd made a mistake.
Behind her, the garage erupted as Kimi posted P2 and Valtteri P4.
The hybrid mapping gleamed on her screenâsmooth, elegant, purring like music. Altair was doing exactly what it was designed to do.
 Exactly what she had designed it to do.
Kimiâs sector times glowed green.
 Valtteriâs lift-and-coast was perfectly aligned.
 Every algorithm, every micro-adjustment, every calibration behaved seamlessly.
Mercedes was thriving.
And Max was out in Q1.
Her stomach tightened.
She tracked him on the monitor as he climbed from the car â jaw set, eyes flat, frustration pulled tight beneath his skin.
The look he had when he wasnât angry yet.
 Just disappointed.
 Which was worse.
He didnât throw anything.
He didnât scowl.
He didnât publicly spiral like so many other drivers would.
He just⊠shut down.
A quiet switch flicking inside him.
And every instinct in Anaâs body recognized it.
She forced herself to focus back on the data stream.
This was her job.
Her team.
Her drivers.
Kimi was waiting for her adjustments for Q3.
Valtteri wanted confirmation that his turn-in preset could handle the evening temperature drop.
She pushed the worry down into the compartment of her mind where she stored everything she couldnât afford to feel yet.
Max wouldnât want her to be distracted.
 He wouldnât want her risking Mercedes performance for something she could not control, could not fixânot yet.
Mercedes first.
Emotion later.
Still, as she typed a note into her tablet â Altair performing at +0.03 above expected; full optimization achievable â her thoughts drifted back to the Red Bull.
It wasnât the car falling apart from incompetence.
It wasnât haphazard development.
It wasnât even the typical instability from internal chaos.
It was something subtler.
Smaller.
Technical.
Hidden.
Something no one else would see unless they were looking for it.
But as she walked toward the back rooms for the hybrid briefing, one thought lingered like a shadow:
Next year, she promised silently, fingers tightening around her tabletâ
Iâll build you a car that never lets you down again.
***
Text Messages: Dr. Anastasia âAnaâ Wolff & Max Verstappen
Ana: Iâm sorry.
I know it sucks.
I love you.
Max: It sucks a lot.
Ana: I know.
If I could drag that car into Q1 myself I would.
Or set it on fire.
Either/or.
Max: âŠprobably both knowing you.
Ana: Correct.
Max: But hey
I love you too.
Ana: Even when Iâm texting you during debrief?
Max: Especially then.
You should see my face. I look like a kicked puppy waiting for a treat.
Ana: Thatâs horrifying.
Stop being cute while Iâm working.
Max: Canât.
Also
donât worry about me.
Ana: I always worry about you.
Max: I know.
But Iâve had much worse days.
And I still get to go home with you.
Ana: âŠthatâs not fair.
You canât just say things like that.
Iâm supposed to be focusing.
Max: Iâm helping your cortisol levels.
Ana: That is not scientifically accurate.
Max: It feels accurate.
Ana: Okay but seriouslyâ
Are you okay?
Max: Frustrated.
Annoyed.
Very annoyed.
But not broken.
Ana: Good.
Because next year?
Iâm not letting you out in Q1 ever again.
Max: Thatâs hot.
Ana: Stop.
Max: Never.
Ana: I love you.
Max: I love you more.
Now go win a race for me.
Ana: Fine.
But only because you asked nicely.
***
Text Messages: Sophie Kumpen & Max Verstappen
Sophie: Good morning, Maxie â€ïž
Are you feeling okay today?
Max: Morning mama
Yeah
Car is terrible
But Iâm fine
Sophie: You always say that when you are not fine.
Max: Iâm⊠medium.
Sophie: Ah.
Well, medium is better than bad.
And nerves mean you care.
Thatâs a good sign.
Sophie: Also
I lit your candle this morning. đŻïž
Like always.
For luck.
For safety.
For a calm mind.
Max: Thanks mama
Light a second one
Maybe it will fix the car
Sophie: Even candles have limits, Max.
Max: I was afraid of that.
Sophie: But it will keep you safe.
And that matters more than the car.
Max: I know
Love you
Thanks for lighting it
Sophie: Altijd đ
And remember:
Drive smart today.
And try not to shout at the engineers, even if they deserve it.
Max: No promises
Sophie: Of course not.
But I believe in you.
And the candle does too.
Max: Iâll call you after the race
Love you mama
Sophie: Love you too, Maxie.
***
Text Messages: Jos Verstappen & Max Verstappen
Jos: What the hell was qualifying yesterday?
P18? Max. P18.
You were outqualified by a bloody Haas.
Max: Good morning to you too đ
Jos: Donât be smart.
Explain.
How does the best driver on the grid end up behind Hulkenberg?
Max: Maybe because the car is POSSESSED.
It snaps if I breathe wrong.
Jos: Excuses.
You didnât push hard enough.
Max: I DID push.
Thatâs why I almost put it in the wall three times.
The setup is a disaster.
The rear end tries to kill me every corner.
Jos: Others manage it.
Tsunoda got through Q2.
Max: Because he drives like heâs on a Sunday cruise.
Iâm trying to survive AND go fast.
Jos: You can survive AND go fast if you drive properly.
Max: Right.
Thanks.
Great pep talk.
Jos: Donât get emotional. Iâm telling you the truth.
If you want to win championships, you canât let weekends like this happen.
Max: I already HAVE four championships.
Jos: And?
Do you want more or do you want excuses?
Max: Iâm doing my best with what Iâve got.
Jos: Your best used to be better.
Max: I canât fight the car AND you.
Not today.
Jos: Iâm not fighting you.
I just know what youâre capable of.
***
Baku City Circuit, Baku, Azerbaijan -Â 21 September 2025Â
Max knew the car was wrong.
Heâd known since Lap 3.
The rear didnât step â it lurched. The torque didnât respond â it surged. The floor didnât load â it dropped.
Something inside the Red Bull was breaking, and he could feel it in his bones.
But he could still drive it.
He always could.
Or⊠he used to.
Lap after lap, he fought the thing like wrestling a wild animal.
Every corner was a negotiation.
Every straight a gamble.
Every correction a lightning-fast prayer.
Then Lando appeared in his mirrors.
Blue flags.
Shit.
He wasnât proud of being lapped, but he also didnât care.
The car was dying under him.
He just needed to bring it home.
Let him through cleanly, he thought. Donât be the problem.
He braked early into Turn 7.
Left enough space for a double-decker bus.
But the carâ
The car didnât care.
Something in the rear suspension twitched.
A vibration heâd felt for ten laps suddenly magnified into a violent shudder.
âNo no noââ
The rear snapped.
Not gently.
Not progressively.
Catastrophically.
The wheel went light in his hands.
Then heavy.
Then useless.
He tried to countersteer â instinct, muscle memory â
but the car wasnât listening anymore.
It jerked toward Landoâs line.
Maxâs blood ran cold.
There wasnât time to think.
Barely time to breathe.
Hit Lando?
No.
Never.
Max yanked the wheel â hard, too hard, the kind of movement you only make when youâve chosen the wall instead of another human being.
The car obeyed just enough to betray him completely.
The impact with the first wall knocked the air out of him.
Pain lanced down his left side.
His head snapped forwardâ
the belts caughtâ
then the world turned upside-down.
Noâ
The world disappeared.
He wasnât sure when he left the ground.
He only registered the sickening, weightless float of a car no longer touching the earth.
Then he heard metal scream.
Not scrape.
Scream.
The car hit something â the castle wall? the barrier? â he couldnât tell.
Everything spun.
His vision blurred into sky-stone-sparks-sky-stone-sparks.
He tried to breathe.
Nothing.
He tried to radio.
Nothing.
He tried to move.
Godâ
no.
His left leg lit up in blinding, nauseating pain.
Something warm flooded his fireproofs.
He didnât want to look.
He didnât have to.
He knew a broken bone when his body screamed it.
Then came the second impact.
Worse.
A crunch so deep his skull rang and his teeth ached.
The car folded inward.
The halo smashed sideways into stone.
His helmet bounced off something hard.
His world fractured into black spots.
Upside-down.
He was upside-down.
He sucked in a breath but the belts dug into his chest and no air came.
He tried to speakâ
ââhelpââ
But nothing left his mouth.
He tasted blood.
His ears rang.
He couldnât see properly. Everything was sideways. Wrong. Warped.
His vision tunneled.
His pulse slowed.
And in the narrowing world inside his helmet, one name surfaced through the fog.
Ana.
Her face â
Her laugh â
The way she took his hand in the mornings like she was grounding him to the planet.
He saw her sitting in their new house, sunlight on her hair, a blueprint spread over her lap.
He saw the ring heâd been hiding for years in a drawer she never opened.
 Burning a hole in his entire future.
He saw kids â hazy, imagined, but real â with her eyes and his smile.
He saw her at breakfast, hand wrapped around a mug, teasing him about being jealous of Henry.
He saw her looking at him like he was the only thing that had ever made sense.
No.
No no no.
Not yet.
He pushed against the belt, pain exploding down his leg like fireworks.
He choked on a breath.
Darkness pulled at him.
I canât die. I canât die yet. I havenât asked her. I havenât married her. We donât have kids. I havenât had enough time with her. Not even close.
Something warm trickled down his temple.
His eyes fluttered.
He heard shouting â far away, underwater.
Saw sparks â saws hitting carbon.
Saw hands reaching but not reaching him.
Darkness claimed the edges of the world.
Max forced one last thought, a desperate, furious snarl inside his own mind:
Iâm not finished. Sheâs waiting for me. Iâm not done. Iâm not done.
His consciousness flickeredâ
Then went dark.
***
Baku City Circuit, Baku, Azerbaijan -Â 21 September 2025Â
The race had been chaos from the start â unpredictable gusts, the asphalt heating in uneven patches, debris appearing and disappearing in ways that made Anaâs skin itch. But even through all of that, even through the rising tension of the midfield and the brilliance of Mercedesâ own pace, one thing never settled:
Red Bullâs car was wrong.
Deeply, structurally, frighteningly wrong.
Ana kept glancing at Maxâs sector traces, overlaying them mentally with the baseline from Friday.
Stability variance: rising.
 Torque delivery: inconsistent.
 Rear load distribution: off by a margin no championship team should ever allow.
He was coaxing a wounded animal, and it was biting back.
The first laps were chaos disguised as racing.
He caught a snap in Turn 2.
 Another in Turn 3.
 The car behaved like it had seven personalities and all of them angry.
Each time the rear stepped out, he corrected it instinctively, violentlyâbut always perfectly.
But even perfection couldnât fight physics forever.
From the Red Bull pit wall, she heard swearing over the open feed.
From the race control speakers came something worse:
âCar 1 â noted for erratic driving.â
Anaâs head snapped up.
âWhat?â she breathed.
Seconds later:
âCar 1 â five-second penalty for unsafe maneuvering.â
Her stomach plummeted.
Because she knew what that meant.
 She knew how race control worked.
 Max hadnât done anything dangerousâthe car had.
It was the classic illusion:
When the machinery fails, the driver gets blamed.
She wanted to scream.
Wanted to reach through the screen and shake the Race Directors by their collars.
His sector times were a horror showâno consistency, no rhythm.
She could see the feedback loops destabilizing, the oscillation curve on throttle spikes doubling where it should halve. The car wasnât just unstable.
It was fighting him.
By Lap 38, she felt nauseous.
Then the blue flags lit.
Lando Norris â leading dominantly â was about to lap Max.
Anaâs stomach dropped.
Castle section.
Of all places.
A part of the track built for nightmares.
She forced herself to breathe.
Max will let him through. Max is smart. Heâs careful around lapped trafficâ
Then she saw it.
A flicker.
A twitch in the rear.
The kind of movement she wished she didnât understand.
Everything inside her went still.
Turn 8.
Too fast.
Too narrow.
Too unforgiving.
Max braked.
The Red Bull snapped sideways, violently â not a slide, but a catastrophic failure of rear stability.
The car hit the wall.
And the world ended.
A split-second after the initial impact, a structural piece under the floor tore free â and the Red Bull launched.
Not a hop.
Not a bounce.
A flight.
The car was airborne â fully, horrifyingly airborne â twisting like a thrown blade.
It rotated once.
Twice.
A third time.
Its nose clipped the castle wall at nearly 200 km/h, shattering carbon fiber like shrapnel.
Sparks.
Debris.
A shower of parts raining down onto the track and into the narrow alleyways.
Then the chassis slammed into the barrier upside-down.
But the momentum didnât stop.
The car skidded on its halo â grinding metal, screeching like a dying animal â until it hit a secondary wall and bounced upward again.
The Red Bull wedged itself between the barrier and the stone wall of the castle.
Upside-down.
Crushed.
Unrecognizable.
Half the rear wing was gone.
The right sidepod had caved in.
The suspension hung limp like broken limbs.
And worst of allâ
The cockpit was buried.
 The halo was twisted at an angle no halo should ever be.
Someone screamed.
Ana didnât realize it was her until her throat burned.
Her headset filled with chaos:
âRED FLAG! RED FLAG!â âMedical car approachingââ âWeâve lost the feedâ telemetryâs deadââ âMax? Max, do you copy?!â
Silence.
Somebodyâs voice cracked:
âMax? Please answer. Max?!â
Still nothing.
No movement.
No flicker.
Nothing.
Ana felt everything inside her stop.
Not metaphorically.
Literally.
Her heart skipped, then stuttered painfully, then slammed back to life at double speed.
âRed flag,â someone said distantly. âRed flag. Medical car is deployed.â
The Mercedes pit wall moved, shouted, coordinatedâevery engineer snapping into protocolsâbut Ana heard none of it.
Every cell in her body had tunneled into that crushed, upside-down car wedged into medieval stone.
 The underside of Maxâs car â crushed, twisted, bent around him like a metal coffin.
Her chest spasmed.
No. No no no no no.
She swallowed a sob, her whole body trembling.
Around her, Mercedes personnel froze. Even rival engineers stopped mid-sentence. Mechanics stared at the screens with hands over their mouths.
Someone touched her shoulder gently â she flinched like sheâd been burned.
The marshals reached the car.
They tried to lift it.
It didnât move.
The halo was jammed into stone.
Thenâ
Smoke.
Thin at first.
Then heavier.
Not flames â battery discharge. The kind that could become fire.
Anaâs breath hitched so violently she choked.
No radio.
No movement.
He should be speaking.
Even unconscious drivers groaned. Even stunned drivers moved.
But Maxâs carâ
Maxâ
was silent.
Nothing.
Just the sickening image of a car that should have protected him crushed into a shape that looked like death.
The camera cut away again.
She couldnât breathe.
Her brainâso precise, so analyticalâcouldnât build a model to sit inside this kind of terror.
She wasnât an engineer right now.
Not a Wolff.
Not the head of systems.
Not the woman who could tell if a calibration was off by 0.002 milliseconds.
She was just Ana.
Ana who had watched her mother leave.
Ana who grew up holding her own fear because no one else would.
 Ana who finally, finally had something she wasnât ready to lose.
Her knees buckled.
She grabbed onto a console to stay upright.
Some part of her registered Toto shouting orders, voices rising, marshals sprinting.
But all she could see was the number on the top left of her live telemetry feed:
Car 1 â No Signal.
Anaâs hand pressed over her mouth, as if she could physically hold in the terror tearing through her.
She didnât think.
She didnât calculate.
She didnât reason.
She only knew one thing with absolute, devastating clarity:
The man she loved might be dying inside a broken machine, and she could do nothing to save him.
And Ana Wolff had never felt helpless like this in her life.
***
Baku City Circuit, Baku, Azerbaijan -Â 21 September 2025Â
Lando had seen crashes.
Heâd seen bad ones â Silverstone, Spa, Zandvoort.
Heâd seen the ones that made the whole grid go silent in group chats at 2 a.m.
But he had never â in his entire career â seen anything like this.
Heâd been leading the race.
Smooth. Controlled. Baku actually behaving for once.
Lap 38.
 Blue flags ahead.
He saw the car he was about to lap and exhaled.
Max.
He trusted Max.
Trusted him more than most.
Trusted him because Max was predictable in traffic â as predictable as brilliance could be.
But the Red Bull ahead wasnât predictable.
It was twitching.
 Fighting itself.
 Snapping in ways that made Landoâs instincts scream.
âCar ahead struggling with rear stability,â his engineer warned, voice tight.
No shit, Lando wanted to snap.
He closed the gap carefully, ready to take the inside of Turn 8 â
Then it happened.
The Red Bull lurched.
Not slid.
Not stepped out.
Lurched sideways like something underneath had broken.
Max had less than a heartbeat to react â and still reacted faster than any other human alive.
The car veered toward Landoâs line.
And thenâ
He chose.
Lando saw the moment â crystal clear, horrifying, definitive.
Max could hit him.
 Or he could hit the wall.
The decision took a tenth of a second.
Max wrenched the wheel away.
Away from Lando.
Straight into stone.
The Red Bull slammed the barrier.
Lifted.
Launched â horrifyingly, violently, impossibly high.
Carbon exploded in every direction.
The car twisted midair like a piece of scrap metal caught in a tornado.
Landoâs breath vanished.
âNoâno no noââ he gasped.
The Red Bull hit the castle wall upside-down.
Then slid.
On its halo.
For meters.
And meters.
And meters.
Sparks. Screeching. Debris. Smoke.
And no movement.
His engineer was yelling something â safety car, delta, avoid debris â but Lando wasnât hearing a word.
Max wasnât getting out.
The marshals were sprinting.
The medical car was tearing down the straight.
Landoâs stomach turned.
Then the replay hit him like a punch to the chest:
Max had turned away from him.
He had sacrificed himself â violently â to avoid hitting Lando.
âHe did that⊠for me,â Lando whispered, voice cracking inside his helmet.
His engineer tried to calm him â âFocus, mate, focus. Keep the delta positive.â â but Lando was already shaking.
He pulled into the pits at the red flag.
And the world around him blurred.
McLaren mechanics swarmed.
 Hands pulled him from the car.
 Someone removed his helmet.
Lando dropped to his knees, nausea punching up his throat so violently he didnât even try to stop it.
He threw up beside his front wing.
Someone touched his shoulder â gentle, familiar.
Oscar.
âMate,â Oscar whispered, voice trembling. âLando. Lando, breatheââ
âHe did that for me.â Landoâs voice cracked open like glass. âHe deliberately put it in the wall so he wouldnât hit me. I saw it. I saw it, Oscarâhe chose the wall.â
Oscar froze, horror flickering across his face.
âNo,â Oscar began, âLando, you donât know thatââ
âYes, I do!â Lando shouted, chest heaving. âI felt it! I saw the correction! He saw me coming and heâheââ
He couldnât finish.
Because the screens cut to Max being pulled out.
Limp.
Unmoving.
Blood on the suit.
His legâ
Godâ
His leg.
Open fracture.
Bone visible.
Oscar gagged, turning away, hand over his mouth.
Lando shook, fists pressed to his forehead.
âThey canât keep racing,â he whispered. âOscar. They canât. They canât run this race.â
Oscar swallowed hard. âTheyâre discussingââ
âDiscussing?!â
Lando snapped upright, eyes bloodshot and furious.
âHe might be dying and theyâre DISCUSSING?!â
McLaren staff looked terrified â not of the crash, not of the red flag â but of Lando.
He was shaking.
Vibrating.
A breath away from a full meltdown.
Oscar knelt in front of him, grounding him with both hands on his shoulders.
âLook at me.â
Lando blinked.
âLando, look at me.â
His eyes finally locked onto Oscarâs.
âWe go to Zak,â Oscar said quietly. âWe go now.â
Lando nodded once, stumbling to his feet.
Oscar kept one hand on his back the entire time â not guiding him, just keeping him upright.
They found Zak mid-argument with FIA officials.
âNo, absolutely not, you cannot restartââ
âWe are assessing the circuit safetyââ
âASSESS FASTER,â Zak barked.
Lando didnât wait.
He shoved between them.
âYou canât restart this race,â he said, voice low and violently steady. âYou canât. Max isâMaxââ
His throat closed.
Oscar stepped in, finishing for him:
âYou need to black flag the race. You cannot ask drivers to continue after witnessing that. Weâre human beings, not simulations.â
The FIA official pinched the bridge of his nose.
âWe understand the emotional distressââ
âNo, you donât,â Lando snapped. âBecause if you did, this race would already be over.â
He pointed at the screen â at the wreckage, at the blood, at the halo twisted into a shape it was never designed for.
âYou send us back out there and every driver on that grid is going to be thinking not about racing, but about whether their friend just died.â
Zak put a firm hand on Landoâs shoulder.
The FIA official looked between them â then at the screens â then finally muttered:
âWe⊠will convene again. Thank you.â
They walked away.
Lando leaned into Oscar for a moment, just to stay upright.
âHe saved me,â he whispered, voice breaking again.
âHe chose the wall so he wouldnât kill me. And now he mightâhe mightââ
Oscar tightened his grip.
âHey,â he said softly. âDonât. Donât go there. Not yet.â
Lando choked out a breath that mightâve been a sob.
All he could see â over and over and over â was the moment Max made the choice.
Him or the wall.
And Max chose the wall.
And now Max might not survive it.
***
Wolff Residence, Monaco - 21 September 2025
The race was quiet.
Not completely â she could still hear the engines through the speakers,, still hear Jackâs quiet commentary as he lined his toy cars on the carpet â but quiet enough that it didnât overwhelm.
A Sunday ritual.
She sat on the edge of the sofa, one eye on the screen, one eye on her son.
Jack, at eight years old, had inherited all of Totoâs intensity and none of his poker face.
His little Mercedes hoodie was too big, sleeves swallowed his hands, and he kept leaning forward like he could will the cars into behaving.
âValtteriâs doing well,â he said matter-of-factly. âKimi too. Red Bull still looks wrong.â
Susie gave a small smile. âYour sister said the same.â
He beamed at that â he always did when Ana noticed something he noticed too.
They watched a few laps in companionable silence.
Until they didnât.
Because something changed.
Susie felt it before the commentators reacted â a tightening in her chest, a prickle down her arms, a shift in the tone of the onboards. Years of racing had trained her instincts to hear danger before it arrived.
The camera cut to Max.
Rear sliding.
Countersteer.
Correction.
Another snap.
Jack straightened sharply.
âMama⊠thatâs not normal.â
âNo,â she said quietly. âIt isnât.â
Then the blue flags lit.
Lando behind him.
Castle section ahead.
Susieâs stomach dropped.
âCome on, Max,â she whispered. âJust let him through.â
Jack leaned forward, breath held.
And thenâ
The car stepped out.
Not a twitch.
Not a slide.
A violent, catastrophic loss of control.
Max corrected â too hard, too fast â and Susie saw it before the camera could track it:
He wasnât avoiding the wall.
He was avoiding Lando.
âOh god,â Susie breathedâ
And the world shattered.
The Red Bull hit the wall.
Launched.
Twisted.
Flipped.
Not once.
Twice.
Three full rotations.
Jack screamed.
âMama!â
Her hand shot out blindly for him, pulling him against her chest as the car smashed into the castle wall upside-down with a force that made her ribs ache just watching it.
Sparks burst across the screen.
Debris rained down.
The chassis folded where no chassis should fold.
The commentatorsâ voices had dissolved into horrified noise.
Then the broadcast cut away.
Straight to pit lane.
Straight to officials.
Straight to anything except the car wedged into the castle.
Jack was shaking in her arms.
âMama⊠Mama, is he alive?â
She swallowed â or tried to. Her throat wouldnât cooperate.
Broadcast cameras never cut away that fast unlessâ
She couldnât finish the thought.
Her heartbeat roared in her ears.
Her fingers trembled where they held her son.
Her mind raced through every crash sheâd ever seen, every nightmare scenario, every time motorsport reminded everyone that safety wasnât absolute.
Jack looked up at her â tear-filled, terrified, far too old in that moment.
âMama⊠theyâre not showing him. Why arenât they showing him?â
She smoothed a hand through his hair, trying to steady her breathing, trying to be calm for him, trying not to imagine Ana seeing this live from the garage.
âItâs because it looked very bad,â Susie said softly. âAnd when it looks very bad, they hide it until they know more.â
Jackâs lip quivered.
âIs heâ?â
âWe donât know yet.â
âBut he wasnât moving,â Jack whispered, voice cracking. âWhen it flipped, Max wasnâtâ Mama, I didnât see him move.â
Susieâs breath caught in her chest so fast it hurt.
He was eight.
He should not understand this.
He should not recognize stillness like that.
But he had Ana for a sister.
Toto for a father.
Motorsport for a household language.
He knew more than he should.
She tightened her arms around him.
âWe wait,â she said, though her own voice shook. âAnd we hope.â
Jack nodded, pressing his face into her shoulder.
A beat later â
The feed briefly, accidentally, showed a sliver of the wreck again.
Susieâs hand flew to her mouth.
The Red Bull was upside-down.
The halo twisted.
Marshals trying â and failing â to lift the car.
âOh god.â
Jack saw it too.
âMama⊠Anaâs there.â
âYes,â Susie whispered, feeling tears burn the back of her eyes. âYour sister is there.â
Which meant Ana was watching this.
Hearing nothing.
Seeing nothing.
Knowing nothing except that the man she loved was trapped under a car that would not lift.
***
Baku City Circuit, Baku, Azerbaijan -Â 21 September 2025Â
Toto had seen crashes.
He had lived through the sportâs worst nights.
He had stood at the edge of tracks with sirens wailing and known what grief felt like before the medical reports arrived.
But thisâ
this was something far more ancient and primal.
The moment Max Verstappenâs car hit the wall, flipped, and stayed upside-down, wedged like wreckage in a medieval grave, Toto felt the garage inhale as one.
A collective, horrified breath.
And then the silence.
No radio.
No movement.
No confirmation of life.
Just the image of a crushed chassis jammed into the castle wall like the circuit itself had swallowed him.
Max Verstappenâs car wasnât just crashed.
It was entombed.
And he wasnât answering.
Not on the radio.
Not through telemetry.
Dead silence.
Around Toto, the garage screens flickered between shaky camera angles and horrified commentators grasping for words. Engineers froze mid-analysis. Crew members stared, white-knuckled.
Only AnaâŠ
She wasnât staring.
She was gone.
Standing there physically, headset askew, eyes fixed on nothing.
A stillness so deep it terrified him more than the crash.
Her hands trembledânot visibly, not dramatically. He only saw it because he knew her. Because heâd watched her steady scalpel-precise hands build the Altair system from nothing. Now they shook so slightly it fractured him.
He didnât touch her.
Not yet.
If he touched her, she would break.
A roar outside. A ripple through the pit lane.
The marshals had arrived at the wreck.
Totoâs gaze snapped to the monitor.
Three marshals were trying to lift the car.
It didnât budge.
The Red Bull chassis was wedged into the stone like it had tried to bury itself alive. One marshal crawled halfway under it, helmet scraping the debris.
He shouted somethingâurgent, panicked.
More marshals came.
Eight of them now.
Pushing, pulling, bracing.
Nothing.
Then Toto heard a voice behind himâtight, hoarse, panicked but certain:
âThey need to cut him out.â
He turned.
Leo.
One of Mercedesâ quieter mechanics.
Brilliant with power units.
He was trembling.
And crying.
âThey canât get him out unless they cut the car,â Leo said again, louder this time, voice cracking. âThey have to cut him out. The chassis is collapsed around the halo. Itâs locked.â
Toto didnât question it.
He didnât need to.
He saw it too.
And then, like a dam breakingâ
The pit lane mobilized.
Mercedes mechanics sprinted out firstâno hesitation, grabbing the electric saws kept for emergency extraction training.
Then McLaren joined them.
Then Williams.
Three teams.
 Thirty people.
 Running toward a Red Bull car as if their own lives depended on it.
He watched them disappear down the pit lane, packs of men in fireproof suits carrying saws as if heading into battle.
The camera cut againâto the wreck.
Williams mechanics arrived first, jumping the barrier without waiting for permission.
 McLaren followedâthree of their biggest guys helping lift debris.
 Mercedes arrived with Leo at the front, already fitting a cutting disk to a portable saw with shaking hands.
A marshal shoutedâbut didnât stop them.
 Nobody was stopping them.
Formula 1 became a single team in twenty seconds.
Sparks erupted as the first saw hit carbon fiber.
They were cutting Max out.
Because there was no other way.
Still no radio.
Still no movement.
The Red Bull halo was so twisted it hardly looked like a protective structure anymore.
The cockpit padding was partially ripped.
There was bloodâTotoâs stomach lurched hard at thatâvisible on the edge of the chassis.
Someone swore on the Mercedes radio.
Someone else sounded like they were praying.
Ana didnât react.
Not to the cutting.
Not to the sparks.
Not to the fact that three teams were working together to save her boyfriend's life.
She wasnât seeing any of it anymore.
Her breath was shallow.
Her pupils blown wide.
Her hands rigid at her sides.
Frozen.
Shock.
Toto movedâslowly, carefullyâuntil he was standing beside her.
âAnastasia,â he said quietly.
No response.
âAna⊠look at me.â
Nothing.
âAnastasia.â
Her eyes flicked toward him, but she didnât really see him.
Behind them, the saw screeched. Sparks sprayed against the wall. A chunk of carbon fell away from the car.
Still no movement from Max.
Still no voice.
Still nothing but dread.
Toto put a hand on Anaâs shoulder.
She flinched.
Then her voiceâbarely a whisper, cracked, empty:
ââŠheâs not answering.â
Toto swallowed hard.
âI know.â
ââŠhe should be answering.â
âI know.â
Toto felt his throat close.
ââŠheâs not moving.â
And Totoâs heart broke.
Because she didnât sound panicked.
She didnât sound hysterical.
She sounded eight years old againâ
standing in his doorway, clutching a backpack, trying not to cry.
He reached her and gently touched her arm.
âAna,â he whispered, âlook at me.â
She didnât.
She physically couldnât pull her eyes from the screen.
The saws screamed louder.
Carbon hissed and splintered.
Sparks flew like fireworks over the castle stones.
Still no radio.
Still no movement.
And Toto understood something he had never fully realized until this moment:
Ana might have been born in Russia.
Raised partly in Austria.
Educated in England.
But her heart â the only real, unguarded part of her â lived in a Red Bull car currently being carved open like a can of sardines.
She was not built to survive this.
He stood beside her.
Not touching.
Not rushing.
Just anchoring her with presence.
Because she was shaking now.
Visibly.
Quietly.
Thenâ
One of the medical crew shouted something and waved frantically.
More sparks.
More cutting.
And Totoâs breath caught in his chest as the halo finally began to separate from the stone.
The car shifted.
Just a few centimeters.
But enough for medics to crawl deeper under the chassis.
Still no movement inside.
Still no voice on radio.
Ana whispered one word, cracked and broken:
ââŠMax.â
And Toto tightened his jaw, his hands, his stanceâ
Because he had never hated helplessness more in his life.
The saws screamed.
Carbon cracked.
Stone dust fell in grey sheets over the marshals crawling under the chassis.
The halo was pried, bent, cracked again â and finally gave with a horrible metallic snap.
The Red Bull shifted.
Not much.
Not enough for comfort.
Just enough to allow medics to wedge themselves deeper into the crushed survival cell.
Toto held his breath.
Ana didnât breathe at all.
Thenâ
A medicâs voice rose above the noise:
âWE HAVE ACCESS!â
The world lurched forward.
Hands reached.
Harnesses were cut.
Debris cleared with frantic efficiency.
Then the part Toto had been dreading â
and praying for â
and fearing most:
They pulled Max out.
Limp.
Unresponsive.
His head lolled sideways, neck brace hastily attached. His race suit was torn. One arm hung wrong. But what made the Mercedes garage gaspâ
What made Anaâs knees tremble and buckleâ
Was the sight of his left leg.
The bone was visible.
Protruding.
White, shocking, monstrous against the red and blue of the fireproofs.
An open fracture.
Bad.
Very bad.
Totoâs breath caught â a silent, brutal thing.
The medic shouted for a stretcher.
Another yelled for additional stabilizers.
Someone else called:
âNo response!
No movement!
Pulse is weakâvery weakââ
The words sliced straight into Totoâs chest.
Ana made a sound â quiet, strangled, almost swallowed â and Toto reached instinctively for her arm.
She was ice-cold.
Her eyes were glassy and wide and fixed on Max like she could somehow will him back into himself.
A medic lifted one of Maxâs eyelids briefly.
Flashlight.
No reaction.
Toto swore under his breath.
They hoisted Max onto a spinal board.
His head rocked slightly.
He didnât wake.
He didnât twitch.
He didnât exist in that moment except as a terrifying stillness.
Then someone in an FIA jacket appeared beside Toto so suddenly he nearly snapped at them.
âMr. Wolff?â the official said breathlessly.
Toto blinked. âYes?â
âYouâre listed as Max Verstappenâs primary emergency contact.â
For a momentâ
just a momentâ
the world went silent.
Toto stared at him.
Then at Ana.
Then back at the official.
âI am hisâwhat?â
âPrimary emergency contact. Signed on all forms.â
Toto blinked again.
Then slowly exhaled.
âOf course,â he muttered. âOf course it would be me.â
He didnât have time to process it.
Because the official continuedâ
âYou need to accompany him to the hospital. Now.â
Toto turned instantly to Ana.
âYouâre coming,â he said â not a question.
She didnât argue.
She couldnât.
Her mouth had gone slack and pale, and her hands shook uncontrollably.
When the medical helicopter doors slammed shut around Maxâs stretcher, Toto grabbed Anaâs hand â firm, anchoring, commanding â and pulled her with him.
They ran.
Through the paddock.
Down the tunnel.
Into the waiting Mercedes car the FIA had already flagged.
The door shut behind them.
The engine roared.
They sped toward the hospital.
Ana stared out the window with dead, unseeing eyes.
Toto watched her for a long moment before he spoke â softly, terribly aware this was the child he once failed and the woman he would never fail again:
âWe will get there,â he said. âWe will be with him. Do you hear me?â
Her voice was a ghost.
âI canât lose him.â
âYou wonât,â Toto said, with a conviction he forced into existence. âHe is strong. He is stubborn.â
Her hands shook harder.
âHe wasnât moving,â she whispered.
Toto reached over and held her hand with both of his.
âHe will move again,â he said. âAnd we will be there when he does.â
âPapa,â she choked, âif he diesââ
âHe wonât,â Toto said, voice iron, absolute. âWeâre going to the hospital. We will be there when he wakes up.â
Ana swallowed â hard, painful.
âPlease,â she whispered. âPlease donât let me lose him.â
Toto didnât hesitate.
âYou wonât,â he said,        âI swear it.â
As the door slammed and the car sped toward the hospital, Totoâs thoughts split in two:
Executive: Max Verstappen â star driver, future Mercedes signing, massive PR crisis.
Father: My daughter is breaking.
And the man she loves is somewhere between life and death.
He reached over and took Anaâs shaking hand again.
This time, she held on like he was the only thing keeping her upright.
Pairing: Max Verstappen x Dr. Anastasia "Ana" Wolff (Original Character)
Summary:
Max Verstappen to Mercedes? The paddock is buzzing. The mediaâs in meltdown.
Dr. Anastasia âAnaâ Wolff, Mercedesâ notoriously brilliant, emotionally unavailable lead systems engineer and Toto Wolffâs eldest daughter, is not handling it well. Because Max isnât just a potential signing, heâs the man sheâs been sleeping with in secret for nearly a decade.
And if the rumours are true, and Max Verstappen really is joining Mercedes, then Anaâs carefully compartmentalised world is about to explode.
Warnings and Notes:Â George Russell Bashing. Questionable family dynamics. Questionable Engineering Science...also Questionable work ethic. Questionable Media Ethics. I feel like I owe Toto's kids an apology after this. I bet they are lovely in real life, they just suck in my fictional version! Discussion of death and the dangers of Formula 1 Racing... Oh Smut at the end! Let me know if I missed something else, and I'll add it!
(Also apparently I need to add this following disclaimer: There's this magical thing in a fic called character development and plot. If there was neither of those there wouldn't be much of a fic. So yes, characters will make stupid decisions and act in a way that is not very smart.)
As always big thanks to @llirawolf , who listens to me ramble
Wolff Residence, Monaco - 15 September 2025
Toto had dressed for Stuttgart the way a knight dressed for battle: dark suit, understated watch, expression carved from granite.
The only difference was that knights got swords.
He got the Mercedes Board.
He stood in the bedroom adjusting his cufflinksâthough âadjustingâ was generous; it was more like inflicting structural damageâwhen Susie appeared in the doorway, leaning against the frame with the serenity of someone who had already accepted that the universe had it out for them.
âTake a breath,â she said.
âI am breathing,â he replied.
âThrough your teeth.â
He paused. Considered this.
ââŠItâs efficient.â
Susie stepped in behind him, smoothing the back of his collar with gentle, practiced hands.
âSo,â she said lightly, âare you planning to tell the Board that your daughter is dating their future lead driver?â
Toto closed his eyes.
Ah. That.
âI am planning,â he said slowly, âto get through the quarterly financial review without anyone collapsing, and possibly avoid dying before lunch.â
âThat wasnât the question,â Susie said pleasantly.
âNo,â he admitted. âIt wasnât.â
She moved around to face him, arms crossing, one eyebrow raised in that way that always meant: Donât you dare pretend this will magically resolve itself.
Toto exhaled through his nose, a sound that in any other man might have been considered a sigh but in him was simply⊠pressure release.
âStuttgart will ask about everything today,â he muttered. âAnd I mean everything.â
âGeorge's legal case?â
He nodded. âYes. That. And the rumors. And the fact that all of F1 Twitter appears to be reconstructing the emotional archaeology of my family.â He made a face. âOur daughter is not a PR liability.â
âShe isnât,â Susie agreed. âBut they know headlines. And they know Max Verstappen. And unfortunately, Max Verstappen dating the Head of Systems is not something theyâll interpret as a footnote if they find that out on their own..â
Toto groaned quietly into his palms.
âI can already hear it,â he muttered. ââIs this appropriate?â âIs this a conflict of interest?â âAre you compromising team integrity by letting young romance cloud engineering judgement?ââ
Susie patted his shoulder. âYou forgot âhow long have you known?â and âwere you hiding it from us?ââ
He let his hands fall away, staring at her.
âYou are not helping.â
âIâm helping you be prepared,â she said. âYou know how they think.â
He did. Unfortunately.
The Mercedes Board liked predictability.
It liked control.
It liked news delivered in calm, carefully curated phrases.
And nothing about Max and Ana was calm.
Or curated.
Or predictable.
Which, ironically, was why he adored them both.
Susie squeezed his arm. âWarn at least some of them.â
He hesitated. âWhich ones?â
âThe ones who wonât immediately combust,â she said. âOla and Markus, for a start.â
Toto grimaced, but she was right.
If anyone in the upper ranks of Mercedes had earned the right to be told earlyâto process the shock privately, to adjust without theatricsâit was Ola KĂ€llenius and Markus SchĂ€fer.
 He trusted them. They trusted him.
And this⊠was not the kind of information you dropped into a crowded boardroom like an emotional hand grenade.
âI can invite them to dinner after the meeting,â Toto said slowly. âPerhaps the restaurant at the Althoff. Something quiet. Controlled.â
Susie smirked. âControlled? With you delivering news that your daughter is dating Max Verstappen who is moving to Mercedes next year?â
Toto glared half-heartedly. âI had not planned to phrase it that way.â
âTheyâre going to phrase it that way.â
He rubbed his forehead.
He could face Liberty Media.
He could outmaneuver Red Bull.
He could navigate the political labyrinth of F1 like he built it himself.
But telling two of the most powerful men in German motorsport that his daughter had somehow become romantically entangled with the incoming golden boy of their entire future project?
That was⊠delicate.
âDo you think theyâll take it badly?â he asked quietly.
Susie softened.
She stepped closer, her hand resting over his heart.
âI think,â she said, âthat once they understand Ana⊠theyâll see it as the advantage it is.â
Toto blinked. âAdvantage?â
Susie shrugged. âMax is calmer around her. More grounded. Less self-destructive. And Ana? Sheâs already responsible for the systems upgrades that kept Mercedes afloat this season.â
Toto exhaled.
âThat is true.â
âAnd they trust you,â Susie continued. âYouâve led this team for over a decade. They know you donât mix personal and professional without thought.â
He nodded. Slowly.
Steadily.
She brushed a stray hair off his forehead.
âYou donât have to tell all of them today. But give Ola and Markus a heads-up. Youâll sleep better.â
Toto let out a breath he didnât realize heâd been holding.
âYes,â he said finally. âDinner, then.â
Susie smiled. âGood.â
He picked up his briefcase.
Checked his watch.
Straightened his postureâback into the form of a man who commanded boardrooms and battlefields.
âYou will be brilliant,â Susie said.
âI intend to be,â he replied.
But as he kissed her goodbye and headed for the door, one thought lingeredâquiet, wry, and entirely unhelpful:
They survived Hamilton to Ferrari. They can survive this.
âŠHopefully.
***
The Townhouse, Brackley, England - 15 September 2025
The sky was a washed-out early-September grey â the kind that made everything feel too quiet and too sharp at once.Â
Ana stood beside her front door, laptop bag over one shoulder, hair in a low bun, and a folder under her arm containing her lecture outline, because even if sheâd long since memorized it, redundancy was comfort.
Max was leaning against the door, yawning dramatically into his hoodie sleeve like a feral housecat dragged out of sleep.
âYou look like someone who lost a custody battle with gravity,â Ana said flatly.
Max blinked slow. âI donât function well before 8 AM.â
âYou chose sim sessions at 8.â
He stared at her.
âI regret that.â
Before she could respond, a black Mercedes SUV rolled to a stop in front of them, windows tinted, engine quiet â the kind that cost more than a midi piano and was designed purely to intimidate.
Ana froze.
âOh no.â
Max grinned, sudden energy like a man who loved chaos.
âOh yes.â
The driver door opened.
Out stepped the bodyguard.
Black suit. Tactical boots. Earpiece. Expression like he could bench press regret.
Ana exhaled through her nose.
Max tried â tried â not to laugh.
âThat is not a bodyguard,â he murmured. âThat is a former Eastern European special forces operative named Igor who sleeps with one eye open.â
Ana didnât even blink.
 âThat is Nikolai. My father only uses operatives with background checks so extensive the CIA looks sloppy.â
Max leaned closer, lowering his voice conspiratorially.
âYour father definitely threatened someone to hire that man.â
âHe threatened three people,â Ana corrected. âOne of them was the legal department.â
Maxâs grin was immediate.
God, he loved her family chaos.
Ana, however, tightened her ponytail like she was preparing for war.
âI do not need a bodyguard to walk onto a university campus,â she muttered.
âNo,â Max said softly, âbut Toto needs to feel like heâs doing something. Let him. Itâs easier than fighting him.â
She hesitated.
Max rested a hand lightly on her shoulder.
âYou donât have to like it,â he murmured, âjust let people care about you.â
That landed heavier than intended.
She swallowed.
ââŠfine.â
Max smiled â the small, proud one she pretended not to collect like medals.
Then Nikolai approached.
âDr. Wolff,â he said with a polite nod that somehow sounded like I will neutralize threats and also morally questionable pigeons for you.
Ana blinked. âGood morning.â
He opened the passenger door of the car as if she were royalty.
Max leaned toward him. âYou have tasers, right?â
Nikolai nodded once.
Ana smacked Maxâs arm. âDo not encourage him.â
âIt brings me joy,â Max whispered.
She rolled her eyes but her smile betrayed her.
Nikolai cleared his throat. âWe need to depart in three minutes to maintain schedule buffer.â
Which was code for: I have already measured Cambridge traffic patterns with satellite and you will not ruin my itinerary.
Max just grinned
âIâll walk you to the car.â
âYouâre walking five meters.â
âIt feels symbolic.â
So they walked five meters â Max, Ana, and an ex-military shadow with the emotional range of granite.
At the door, Max stopped her.
âYouâre going to be brilliant,â he said simply.
Ana nodded â not modestly, but like a fact she could accept.
Max brushed a kiss against her cheek, soft and quick, just for them.
She let herself lean into it for a microsecond.
Nikolai pretended he was blind.
âSee you after sim?â Max asked.
âYouâll be swearing at software and brake bias by 1 p.m.,â she replied. âIâll bring coffee this evening.â
âMake it two,â he grinned.
She slipped into the car, Nikolai shutting the door quietly before circling to the driver's side.
As the engine started and the vehicle rolled toward the exit, Ana looked back:
Max still stood there beside her townhouseâ hair messy, hoodie half-zipped, hands in pockets â watching her leave with that expression he only wore when she wasnât looking.
Except she was.
Warm.
Steady.
Certain.
The convoy turned the corner and Brackley disappeared behind them.
Ana opened her laptop.
Slides. Notes. Henryâs seminar outline.
She inhaled.
Okay.
Cambridge could judge her.
Twitter could speculate.
Her past could claw at her heels all it wanted.
She was walking into that lecture with a security detail, a career she built herself, and someone waiting for her at the end of the day.
For the first time in her life,
she wasnât running from anything.
She was walking toward something.
And it felt like belonging.
***
Trinity College, Cambridge, England - 15 September 2025
The air smelled exactly the same.
Cold stone. Old paper. Rain waiting in the clouds even when the sky was clear.
Cambridge always smelled like memory â polished and archived, like nothing here ever changed except the names printed on the door signs.
Ana adjusted the strap of her bag over her shoulder and scanned the courtyard â the worn path where students trudged half-awake to morning lectures, the ivy climbing centuries-old brick, the bikes chained to metal rails in organized chaos.
And thenâ
âAnastasia Wolff. Still punctual. Still terrifying.â
She turned.
Henry Portman was leaning against the archway entrance in the exact pose of a man who wanted to appear casual but absolutely rehearsed it on the walk over â scarf perfectly arranged, glasses slightly crooked in a way that looked intentional, coffee in hand.
He grinned.
She didnât.
âWhat,â she said dryly, âno fanfare? No banner reading Welcome Back, Chaos Algorithm?â
Henry placed a hand to his chest dramatically.
âI tried. The ethics committee said no. Apparently confetti cannons are still frowned upon indoors.â
She shook her head, but the corner of her mouth betrayed her:
just barely softening.
The bodyguard â stationed precisely one polite meter behind her â cleared his throat.
Henry blinked at the man. Then at Ana. Then back at the man.
ââŠOh my god,â Henry whispered, horrified-delighted. âToto sent a handler.â
Ana sighed.
âYes.â
âYou have security.â
âYes.â
âYouâre being escorted across campus.â
âYes.â
Henryâs eyes sparkled with cruel delight.
âOh, this is going in my speech introduction.â
âNo, it is not.â
Henry held up his coffee in surrender.
âFine. But I reserve the right to laugh quietly and pitifully.â
Ana glanced around â taking in students who were younger than she felt comfortable acknowledging, laughing about deadlines she remembered surviving with caffeine and suppressed emotion.
âHow have you been?â Henry asked, softer now.
She shrugged, clinical.
âBusy. Development is constant. Post-season simulations are ongoing.â
âAnd emotionally?â
She gave him a blank look.
Henry sighed.
âFor normal humans,â he translated, âthat means: how are you?â
Ana hesitated.
Then â with the honesty that existed only between old ghosts and people who knew your worst haircut phase â she said quietly:
ââŠGood. Mostly.â
Henry nodded â like he understood the unspoken list beneath it.
Henry brightened.
âExcellent. My students fear me, my husband loves me, and I recently convinced the Dean to let me add the word âcatastrophicâ into an exam question.â
ââŠWhy?â
âBecause it builds character.â
Ana blinked slowly.
âYes. I forgot teaching is just structured cruelty.â
Henry looped his arm through hers â ignoring the bodyguardâs raised eyebrow â and walked her toward the lecture hall.
âEdward is joining us for lunch,â he said. âHeâs excited to see you.â
âI still donât understand why you two married each other,â she muttered.
Henry smirked.
âBecause I enjoy being adored, and Edward enjoys being mocked. Itâs a perfect balance.â
As they approached the double doors, students filtered inside â notebooks out, laptops flashing spreadsheets and simulation graphs.
Henry slowed.
âAre you nervous?â he asked.
âNo.â
He arched a brow.
She inhaled.
ââŠA little.â
Henry softened â something warm and annoyingly fond settling over his expression.
âThey donât know whatâs coming,â he murmured. âHalf of them will fall in love with you, the other half will fear you, and one or two will dramatically question their entire academic path.â
Ana blinked.
âIs that supposed to be comforting?â
âYes,â Henry said cheerfully. âYou break minds for a living. This is just doing it in person.â
The bodyguard opened the door for her.
She stepped through.
The room quieted â rows of students looking up, expectation thick and electric.
Ana placed her laptop on the desk, connected the cable, opened her slides.
Title page:
Hybrid Systems Integration: Fail-Proof Logic in Failure-Prone Environments â Dr. Anastasia Wolff, Mercedes-AMG PETRONAS
Henry watched her with the knowing calm of someone who remembered exactly who she was before the world did.
âYou ready?â he murmured.
Ana clicked the slide.
Her voice was steady. Controlled. Precise.
âGood morning. Letâs begin.â
And just like thatâ
the noise from the outside world fell away.
***
Twitter Thread: Dr. Ana Wolffâs Guest Lecture
@/chaoticSTEMgirlie: GUYS.
GUYS.
GUYS.
OUR GUEST LECTURER TODAY IS ANA FREAKING WOLFF.
@/chaoticSTEMgirlie:
AS IN MERCEDES F1. ALTAR/ALT-AIR/WHATEVER THE SIM NERDS CALL IT. THE SYSTEMS GENIUS. THE WOMAN WHO BUILT HALF OF HAMILTONâS 2024 RELIABILITY RECOVERY WITH HER BARE LOGIC.
@/chaoticSTEMgirlie:
I THOUGHT THE EMAIL WAS A TYPO.
IT WASNâT.
I AM ACTUALLY GOING TO ASCEND.
@/chaoticSTEMgirlie Update:
She walked in with a bodyguard.
A BODYGUARD.
We have finally reached the celebrity guest lecturer final boss level.Someone behind me whispered âweâre not worthyâ and I have never agreed with anything more.
@/chaoticSTEMgirlie: HER TITLE SLIDE JUST SAID:
Hybrid Systems Integration: Fail-Proof Logic in Failure-Prone Environments
And then she looked at us like she could hear who didnât finish the pre-reading.
Iâve never felt shame and attraction at the same time before.
@/graham_crackers_97:
WHAT DID SHE SAY?? WE NEED DETAILS
@/chaoticSTEMgirlie: Okay okay Iâm trying to type but my brain is soup but HERE:
She started with:
âAssuming you completed the assigned papers, you already know the difference between a stable, predictable hybrid system and one that fails under stress.â
@/chaoticSTEMgirlie:
A girl in the front row immediately froze because she did not read the papers.
Ana paused. Looked RIGHT AT HER.
And said:
âDonât worry. The FIA does that every season.â
@/chaoticSTEMgirlie:
THE ROOM LAUGHED AND SHE DID NOT.
SHE KEPT TALKING LIKE SHE HADNâT MADE THE FUNNIEST JOKE OF THE YEAR.
@/caffeineandcatastrophes:
NO SHE DID NOT DRAG THE FIA TO OUR FACES đđ
@/chaoticSTEMgirlie: SHE DID.
AND IT GOT WORSE (better).
Someone asked: âHow do you prevent catastrophic failure?â
And Ana said â dead serious: âYou donât. You plan for it.â
THE AUDACITY.
THE WISDOM.
THE TRAUMA SHE HAS SEEN.
@/oversteeranxiety:
WHAT???? WHAT DOES THAT EVEN MEAN???
@/chaoticSTEMgirlie: She explained: âSystems will fail. Humans will make mistakes. Software will behave unexpectedly. The only variable you truly control is how gracefully a failure recovers.â
@/chaoticSTEMgirlie:
Then she showed a graph and I swear half the room fell in love and the other half questioned every career choice they've ever made.
@/f1academicsimp:
TELL US SHE DID A Q&A PLEASE
@/chaoticSTEMgirlie: Best Q&A moment:
Random dude: âHow do you deal with pressure? You work in the most high-stakes environment in motorsport.â
Ana: âPressure isnât the problem. Silence is. Pressure means there is something at stake. Silence means nobody cares.â
SIR. MAâAM. WHAT DOES THAT MEAN.
WHY AM I HAVING AN EXISTENTIAL CRISIS IN WEEK 2 OF TERM???
@/chaoticSTEMgirlie: Anyway Iâm now 100% sure she could overthrow a government using only a whiteboard and a spreadsheet and we would all thank her.
@/chaoticSTEMgirlie:
10/10 lecture.
12/10 fear.
100/10 would abandon my degree to become her unpaid minion.
@/flooritandhope: be honest
did ANYONE try to ask about Max???
@/chaoticSTEMgirlie: One guy whispered âask herâ to his friend and the friend whispered back âI enjoy breathing.â
So⊠no đ
@/GridTeaOverGrades:
BUT DID SHE LOOK LIKE SOMEONE DATING MAX VERSTAPPEN???
@/chaoticSTEMgirlie: She looked like someone who:
Knows thermal modelling better than God
Hasn't slept enough since 2016
Could end a man using only MATLAB
Drinks espresso like itâs a threat
So yeah. Probably.
@/softpitwall: Did she talk about legacy or her upbringing???
Twitter is losing it over her last name rn.
@/chaoticSTEMgirlie: SOMEONE almost asked.
This dude opened his mouth with:
âSo about your familyââ
And before he could finish, Ana said:
âIrrelevant to system integration. Next.â
THE ROOM WENT DEAD SILENT.
He nodded like heâd been spiritually backhanded.
@/noSenseOnlyChaos:
YES EMPRESS. BOUNDARIES.
@/chaoticSTEMgirlie: Okay but real question:
Would fully take a bullet for her?
@/chaoticSTEMgirlie: After today?
Yes.
But honestly I think her bodyguard would get there first.
@/chaoticSTEMgirlie: OKAY SO I THOUGHT THE DRAMA WAS DONE BUT NO.
Someone in the front row asked the professor how he and Dr. Wolff knew each other andâ
I. WAS. NOT. PREPARED.
@/chaoticSTEMgirlie:
The guy just casually went: âOh, Ana and I briefly dated in Cambridge before I realized Iâm very, very gay. Now weâre just friends.â
AND KEPT SPEAKING.
LIKE THAT WAS A NORMAL SENTENCE.
@/chaoticSTEMgirlie:
Ana didnât even blink.
Just looked at him like,
âCorrect. Move on.â
The rest of us???
We ASCENDED.
@/F1Academic: IM SORRY??????
ANA + UNIVERSITY SITUATIONSHIP LORE JUST DROPPED?????
@/tyresmokeandtea: âbriefly dated before I realized Iâm very gayâ IS THE FUNNIEST EXPLANATION EVER đđđ
***
Mercedes-Benz HQ, Stuttgart, Germany - 15 September 2025
The boardroom was designed to intimidate.
Glass walls. Brutalist concrete. A table so long it needed its own zip code. Twelve executives in impeccable suits, each of them with expressions that said we sell millions of road cars a year, do not waste our time.
Toto had handled negotiations with the FIA, Liberty Media, Dietrich Mateschitz, and Bernie Ecclestone in his prime. None of them made him sweat like Stuttgart.
Ola KÀllenius sat at the head of the table, fingers steepled. Markus SchÀfer, beside him, tapped his pen with surgical precision.
Toto took his seat.
Ola nodded. âMorning, Toto. Busy few weeks.â
Understatement of the century.
âShall we begin?â Ola asked.
Toto opened his laptop. âBy all means.â
Markus cleared his throat.
âThe situation involving George Russell and your daughter.â
The room went uncomfortably quiet.
Toto kept his voice even.
âYes,â he said. âI anticipated this question.â
Ola nodded sympathetically. âThe media storm is⊠significant.â
âWeâve received inquiries from three major papers,â one board member added.
âAnd concerned questions from investors,â another said.
âAnd from our corporate partners,â said a third.
Toto breathed in slowlyâmeasured, grounded.
âLet me clarify the situation,â he said. âThere was an incident. A physical incident. George Russell behaved inappropriately, without consent, and my daughter defended herself. The matter is being handled legally.
Markus leaned in. âToto⊠is this going to court?â
âOnly if necessary,â Toto said. âRussellâs lawyers are attempting a settlement with NDA terms that are unacceptable. My daughter will not be silenced.â
Olaâs jaw tightened. He nodded once, sharply.
âGood.â
A few board members exchanged glancesâsurprised at the CEOâs tone.
Markus spoke carefully. âWill this affect the teamâs image?â
Toto met his gaze directly.
âA woman in motorsport was assaulted by a colleague. The message we send is not in defending opticsâitâs in defending her.â
Silence.
Then Ola smiledâfaint but real.
âWell said.â
Toto allowed himself a small nod in return.
The board moved on, though the undercurrent of emotion remained.
âNext item,â Markus said, almost relieved. âMonza.â
Finallyâsomething that wouldnât make him want to throw a chair.
âThe Grand Chelem,â Markus said with a rare grin. âCongratulations. The hybrid modulation improvements were extraordinary. Whose work?â
Toto clicked the slide.
A diagram filled the screenâclean, brilliant, terrifyingly elegant.
PROJECT ALTAIR â Lead System Architect: Dr. Anastasia Wolff
âThis,â Toto said, voice warming, âwas Anastasiaâ
The board murmured. Even the CFO smiled.
âShe delivered a 0.04-second smoothing in modulation curve,â Toto continued. âBetter than predicted. Better than the simulator. It allowed Antonelli to run higher efficiency without drop-off.â
Ola leaned back. âShe may be the most valuable engineer we have.â
Toto didnât say she is. But his eyes did.
âRegarding 2026,â Markus said, âwe understand youâve been evaluating new options.â
Toto nodded.
âMax Verstappen and Kimi Antonelli are both signed on multi-year contracts. Frederik Vesti will be our reserve driver.â
Markus narrowed his eyes. âAnd Bottas to Cadillacâdoes that affect your plans?â
âNot directly. He preferred a leadership role. That was not available here.â
Ola nodded. âMax. Kimi. Vesti. That is a championship lineup.â
Markus leaned forward. âWhy did Verstappen leave Red Bull? Officially?â
Toto opened his mouthâ
âand froze.
Because the actual honest answer was:
Because heâs in love with my daughter and wants to live within 500 meters of her.
But he gave the sanitized truth:
âHe wanted a new challenge. And Laurent Mekies has⊠lost control internally. The environment is toxic. Max wanted stability.â
All true. He just⊠left out a few facts.
The meeting ended two hours later.
Ola clapped a hand on Totoâs shoulder.
âYouâre doing good work,â he said. âWith the team. With Kimi. With Vesti. And⊠with your daughter.â
Toto simply nodded.
He did not trust his voice.
Markus joined them. âDinner tonight still on?â
âYes,â Toto said.
âGood. We can discuss Verstappenâs onboarding plan.â
Toto swallowed again.
âAnd,â Markus added casually, âperhaps talk more about Ana. She fascinates half the board.â
Toto forced a smile.
âYes,â he said. âWeâll⊠talk.â
As he walked out of the boardroom, one thought chased him all the way down the corridor:
I have exactly two hours to prepare myself for the moment I tell them sheâs dating Max fucking Verstappen.
And another thought followed, carried with equal weight:
God help me.
***
Weinstube zum Alten Schloss, Stuttgart, Germany - 15 September 2025
Toto Wolff liked this restaurant because the lighting was low, the tables were tucked into quiet corners, and the wine list was good enough to soften the edges of even the worst day.
He suspected, as he sat across from Ola KÀllenius and Markus SchÀfer with a perfectly respectable Riesling in front of him, that tonight would require two bottles.
Maybe three.
âSo,â Ola said warmly, loosening his tie. âA less formal setting. We can talk drivers. The factory. Strategy. All the things you didnât have time to say in the boardroom.â
Markus nodded, leaning back. âAnd you promised us an update on⊠personal matters.â
Toto took a long sip of wine.
This was already going badly.
Susie had warned him â âRip the bandage off. Theyâll take it better than you think.â He wanted to believe her.
He set down his glass.
âBefore we talk about Maxâs onboarding,â he said carefully, âthere are some things you should know about my family. About⊠Ana.â
Ola gestured with his hand. âOf course. You never need to hesitate.â
Markus nodded. âYou have our trust.â
Which made it worse.
Toto inhaled. Braced. Began.
âIâll start with the⊠adoption.â
Both men blinked.
âAdoption?â Markus repeated. âAs inâ?â
âYes,â Toto said. âSusie is formally adopting Anastasia.â
Olaâs eyebrows shot upward.
âOh.â
Markus let out a soft, surprised breath.
âThatâs⊠significant.â
âIt is,â Toto said. âAnd it is something Ana chose. Something that reflects where her loyalty and belonging truly lie.â
Ola smiled faintly. âShe and Susie have always been close.â
âThey are family,â Toto said simply.
Markus nodded thoughtfully. âWell⊠congratulations to all of you. Truly.â
Toto exhaled, relieved by their reaction.
Then Ola added lightly:
âIs this also connected to the⊠situation with your ex-wife?â
And Toto nearly choked on air.
âIâ yes,â he admitted. âThere has been⊠tension. And hostile behavior. Toward Anastasia.â
Ola and Markus exchanged a sharp, knowing look â far more perceptive than Toto wanted.
âFamily politics,â Markus murmured. âAlways the worst kind.â
Toto nodded grimly. âI wonât tolerate any further harm to her. Not from outside. Not from within.â
Olaâs eyes softened. âGood.â
Toto took another sip of wine.
Now the hard part.
âThere is something else,â he said, slow and deliberate. âSomething you will need to know before the media discover it.â
Ola raised an eyebrow. âMore than adoption and a legal case involving a driver?â
âYes,â Toto said darkly. âMore.â
Markus leaned in. âToto⊠youâre scaring us.â
Toto cleared his throat.
âIt concerns Max.â
Silence.
Long, slow silence.
Finally Ola asked, âMax⊠Verstappen? What about him?â
Toto paused â then delivered the blow:
âHe is in a relationship with my daughter.â
Both men stared.
Stared.
And thenâ
âWhat?â Markus whispered.
âWhat?â Ola repeated, louder.
Toto kept his expression neutral, because someone had to.
âYes,â he said. âThey are together.â
âHow long?â Markus demanded.
Toto hesitated.
He regretted hesitating.
Because the moment he hesitated, both board members leaned forward like wolves scenting blood.
âHow. Long?â Ola asked, enunciating every word.
Toto took a sip of wine.
A long sip.
ââŠten years,â he said finally.
Olaâs mouth fell open.
Markus went rigid.
âTENââ Markus began.
âTotoââ Ola said at the same time.
âTEN YEARS?â Markus finished, voice cracking.
Toto nodded miserably.
âAnd you didnât KNOW?â Ola demanded.
âNo,â Toto said. âNo, I did not know.â
Markus put a hand to his forehead.
âHow is that even possible?!â
âThey kept it quiet. Very quiet.â
âToto,â Ola said, torn between laughter and disbelief, âyour daughter has been in a decade-long relationship with one of the most famous athletes in the world and you had NO idea?â
âYes,â Toto said flatly.
Markus blinked. âDid Susie know?â
âNo.â
âDid anyone know?â
Toto lifted a hand and gestured vaguely.
âHis race engineer.â
Markus swore under his breath.
Ola sat back in his chair, stunned. Then, slowly, he began to laugh.
Not mockingly â just incredulously.
âThis is unbelievable,â he said. âAll these years weâve negotiated with him. All the contracts. All the rivalry. And he wasââ
âDating your daughter,â Markus finished, rubbing his temples.
âYes,â Toto said again.
The two board members stared at him for a moment longer.
Then Markus whispered, half-amused, half-horrified:
âSo Max Verstappen is going to be your son-in-law?â
Toto shut his eyes.
âDo not say those words,â he said. âI cannot handle that today.â
Ola laughed harder.
âDoes this complicate his signing?â
âNo,â Toto said quickly. âMax separates personal and professional very cleanly. And so does Anastasia.â
âDoes the team know?â Markus asked.
âNo.â
âBut they will,â Ola added, amused.
âYes,â Toto sighed. âThey will.â
Markus scrolled through his phone. âThe media will have a meltdown.â
âI know.â
âAnd the fansââ
âI know.â
âAnd Christian Hornerââ
âOh, Christian deserves worse,â Toto muttered under his breath.
Ola nearly spit out his wine.
They settled eventually, still shaking their heads in disbelief.
âAlright,â Markus said finally. âWe can manage this. We can control the narrative.â
Ola pointed at Totoâs glass.
âYouâre going to need something stronger than Riesling.â
âI already ordered schnapps,â Toto said grimly.
There was a beat of silence.
Then Markus asked:
âAnd⊠are they serious? Your daughter and Max?â
Toto hesitated.
Then he allowed himself a small, quiet smile.
âYes,â he said. âVery.â
Ola exhaled softly.
âWell,â he said, lifting his glass, âin that case⊠to Anastasia. To Max. To new beginnings. And to whatever chaos follows.â
Toto raised his own glass.
âTo surviving it.â
They clinked glasses.
And as Toto drank, one last thought crossed his mind:
This is only the beginning.
***
The Eagle, Cambridge, England - 15 September 2025
The Eagle hadnât changed.
Same slightly sticky wooden tables.
Same riverside chatter.
Same menu that had lied to generations of students by calling three leaves a âside salad.â
Ana slid into the booth opposite Henry and Edward and let herself breathe for the first time since the guest lecture ended.
Henry looked delighted in the way only a man whoâd just watched a room full of terrified undergraduates get intellectually body-slammed could.
Henry had insisted on lunchââYou will not escape this city without being fed, Anastasia.ââand now she sat across from him and Edward, who was somehow both effortlessly elegant and also actively dissecting his sandwich with the precision of someone who spent his weekdays near operating theatres.
Edward Moran-Portman: orthopaedic surgeon, brilliant hands, annoyingly kind eyes.
Henry, gesturing dramatically at his husband:
âIsnât he beautiful? Look at him. A Greek statue but more medically useful.â
Edward rolled his eyes, but with a smile. âPlease ignore him, Ana.â
âI always have,â she replied, sipping her tea.
Henry gasped. âRude! I invite you to speak at my university and you verbally assault me. You traumatized them beautifully by the way. â
Ana arched an eyebrow. âI wasnât trying to traumatize them.â
âOh please.â Henry waved her off. âYou used the phrase âif you donât respect your error propagation, it will destroy youâ like it was a moral warning from God.â
Edward took a sip of his beer. âYou were brilliant.â
Coming from Edwardâ orthopaedic surgeon, the man who had once corrected a colleague on the biomechanical failure rate of screws mid-wedding toastâthat meant something.
âThank you,â she said simply.
Henry grinned with pure affection. âGod, I missed you.â
They fell into an easy rhythmâacademic gossip, Cambridge memories, Edwardâs stories from hospital rotations.
Then Henry launched into waxing poetically about his husband again, and Ana tried very hard not to imagine how many bones Edward had seen snapped in half.
Edward raised a brow. âYou look like youâre doing math. Donât do math. Iâm off-duty.â
âI was thinking your job sounds like my worst nightmare,â Ana admitted. âOrganic systems are messy. They donât follow logic. Bones snap in random vectors.â
Edward laughed. âThatâs what makes it interesting.â
âI prefer machines,â Ana said. âThey donât lie to you.â
Henry snorted. âNo, you prefer people who act like machines. Which is why you tolerated me for six weeks.â
Ana gave him a withering look. âYou tolerated yourself for six weeks.â
Edward had to put down his fork because he was laughing too hard.
Halfway through lunch, Edward glanced at her casually.
âSo, anyone special in your life now?â
Ana froze in the deeply unflattering manner of a startled cat.
Henry stared at her. âOh my god.â
 He slapped the table. âYOU DO. YOU ABSOLUTELY DO. HAH! I told you! I told you she had that look!â
Ana rubbed her temples. âYouâre unbearable. What look?â Ana demanded.
âThe look of someone whoâs getting laid regularly,â Henry said sweetly.
âHenry,â Edward sighed.
âEdward, my love, you know Iâm right.â
Ana rolled her eyes. âYouâre intolerable.â
âWho is he?â Henry sang, leaning forward. âIs he a scientist? I bet heâs a scientist. Or a pilot. Or some emotionally unavailable academic with opinions about string theory.â
Ana inhaled. Exhaled.
ââŠMax.â
Both men blinked at the same time.
Henry: âMax who?â
Edward: âShould I know this name?â
Ana resisted the urge to slide under the table.
âMax Verstappen.â
Silence.
Then Henry dropped his fork.
âOh for fuckâs sake.â
Edward blinked once. Twice. âThe racing driver?â
âYes.â
Henry put his face in his hands. âYouâAnastasia Wolffâare dating the Max Verstappen?? The man who drives like gravity is a suggestion??â
Ana drank her tea. âWe get along.â
Henry made a strangled noise. âYouâre dating Formula 1âs chaos algorithm and you thought that wasnât worth mentioning?!â
âI donât lead with it.â
Edward laughed, delighted. âThis is incredible. I want to meet him purely to see which one of you is scarier.â
Ana huffed. âNo one is scared of Max.â
Henry looked at her in pure disbelief. âHis own team is scared of Max.â
Ana shrugged. âWell⊠Iâm not.â
Edward nudged his husband. âSheâs glowing.â
Ana kicked him under the table.
Then the conversation shiftedâas it always eventually didâto the thing she never mentioned lightly.
Edward said it first, softly:
âWe heard about⊠what happened. With your colleague.â
Ana felt it like a brief drop in temperature.
She nodded. âGeorge.â
Henryâs jaw tightened. âI wanted to throw him off a bridge when I read the details.â
Edwardâs voice sharpened. âIs the case still ongoing?â
âYes. His lawyers sent a settlement offer.â Her tone was cold, clipped. âIt was insulting.â
Henry swore under his breath. âI cannot believeâactually no, I can believe that man would try to reduce you to a footnote.â
Ana stared at her hands.
âI expected them to minimize it. I didnât expect them to imply I misunderstood.â
Edwardâs expression softened. Fury at the edges. âThatâs what they do. They rely on shame. Silence. They try to grind you down until you decide peace is easier than justice.â
Ana swallowed.
But Henry reached across the table, stealing her spoon and pointing it at her dramatically.
âYou. Are. Not. Someone. They can grind down.â
Edward nodded. âAnd youâre not alone.â
Ana breathed out slowlyâdidnât smile, but her shoulders loosened.
âTheyâll settle eventually,â she said. âBut the money isnât for me.â
Henry tilted his head. ââŠthen for who?â
âFor women in STEM,â she said simply. âEspecially in motorsport. Grants. Scholarships. Mentorship programs.â
A pause.
âI donât want it. I want it to do something.â
***
Text Messages: Max Verstappen & Gianpiero Lambiase
Max: I swear Red Bull is held together with expired glue and trauma bonding right now.
GP: Good morning to you too.
Max: No.
No morning.
No positivity. Sim prep for Baku = unusable.
Not like âbit sloppy.â
Not like âweâll adjust.â
No.
UN. USE. ABLE.
Telemetry lag, wrong aero model, and the sim literally crashed when we tested the inevitable lap-one chaos.
I ALMOST threw a monitor.
(I didnât. I am evolving. But I thought about it.)
GP: And Laurent?
Max: Laurent looks like he is three emails away from a public breakdown.
Heâs pacing.
Heâs sweating.
Heâs talking to himself.
He whispers âthis is fineâ like a man trying to manifest oxygen on Mars.
At one point he said, âYou cannot leave. What am I supposed to do?!â
I said: âRun the team?â
He blinked at me like that was a personal attack.
GP: âŠBold.
Max: No but the actual worst part?
Someone made Hannah cry.
Or almost.
Her voice did That Wobbleâą.
I donât care if Iâm leaving next season â
NO ONE makes Hannah upset. She is the one barrier between race strategy and eternal chaos.
She is a national resource.
She is the reason I have trophies instead of restraining orders.
GP: What happened?
Max: Some genius decided to say: âWell, weâll have to adapt the strategy tools when Max is gone. Might as well start now. Itâs not like heâll need them.â
Mate.
Hannah blinked.
You know the Blink.
The one where she is deciding whether to cry, quit, or commit murder using only a laptop charger.
GP: Oh no.
That Blink has slain men.
Max: YES.
Then Laurent tried a group pep talk and sounded like a man trying to herd caffeinated raccoons while drowning. âWe must⊠align⊠emotionally. Yes. We are all on the same boat.â
Someone in aero whispered: âThe boat is sinking.â
I laughed.
Accidentally.
Then everyone laughed.
Except Laurent.
He looked like someone unplugged his soul.
GP: Iâm missing the chaos.
Terribly.
Truly.
(That was sarcasm.)
Half the team acts like I already left.
The other half is acting like I betrayed national loyalty laws.
One person asked if Iâm going to change my number and block them.
I said: âDepends how Baku goes.â
GP: đ
Please tell me you didnât.
Max: I did.
Absolutely.
GP: Red Bull HR is drafting a file titled âMax Verstappen: Emotional Risk.â
Max: They already had one.
GP: True.
Max: Anyway.
Congrats on gardening leave â youâre missing a full meltdown arc.
Laurent keeps whispering âwhy Mercedesâ under his breath like Shakespeare.
Someone in aero started a betting pool on whether the sim crashes again.
GP: You surviving?
Max: âŠ
Ana made me tea.
Used the expensive honey.
Said I wasnât allowed to stab anyone âunless it was strategic.â
So yes.
Barely.
But yes.
GP: Good.
3 more months.
Then we rebuild.
Max: Yeah.
3 more months of chaos.
Then Mercedes.
Then⊠actual structure.
Because right now it feels like Iâm racing in a collapsing IKEA cupboard.
GP: Iâll remind you of this when Mercedes has a six-hour strategy debate about comma placement in documentation.
Deep breaths.
Eat something that didnât come from a vending machine.
And remember:
Youâre almost free.
GP: Go home.
Be with your terrifying genius girlfriend.
Touch grass.
Max: I will.
I love her.
***
Text Messages: Gianpiero Lambiase & Dr. Anastasia âAnaâ Wolff
GP: Evening, Dr. Wolff.
Quick question for⊠purely hypothetical reasons.
Ana: It is 11:14.
Nothing good starts with âquick question.â
Proceed.
GP: So I was rereading my Red Bull contract last nightâ
Ana: Already concerning.
GP: âmostly because my wife says I have âissues with boredom and impulse control.â
 Anyway. Thereâs a very clear clause that says:
Section 14.4:
âEmployee may not attempt to poach, solicit, lure, persuade, or otherwise incentivise Red Bull Racing technical or strategic personnel to leave the organization.â
Fine. Expected. Normal.
But.
Ana: Thereâs always a âbutâ with you, isnât thereâŠ
GP: There is no clause that says I cannot direct someone else to poach staff.
Someone likeâŠ
HypotheticallyâŠ
You.
Ana: âŠyou have my attention.
GP: Good.
Because I need you to perform a delicate, precision-engineered operation.
Codename:
Operation Steal Hannah.
Ana: âŠ
Ana: You want me to poach Red Bullâs Head of Race Strategy.
GP: Yes.
Ana: Openly.
GP: Correct.
Ana: From a team currently holding itself together with duct tape, coffee, and denial.
GP: Exactly.
Sheâll be practically begging for asylum by Abu Dhabi.
Ana: Gianpiero.
This is not how recruitment works.
GP: Well neither is telling the head systems architect at Mercedes to date the number one driver at Red Bull â and yet here we are, thriving.
Ana: âŠfair point.
GP: Iâm just saying:
Mercedes needs someone brilliant, calm, and capable of intimidating men twice her size with one raised eyebrow.
You need someone who can handle Max without crying.
And Hannah?
Sheâs the overlap of those two circles.
Ana: This feels⊠unethical.
GP: Unethical?
Ana.
They made her cry yesterday.
Cry.
I havenât been that close to criminal violence since Abu Dhabi 2021.
Ana: âŠshe cried?
GP: Almost.
Voice tremor.
You know the one.
The precursor to rage or existential collapse.
Ana: That is unacceptable.
GP: Exactly.
So you will poach her.
For humane reasons.
Ana: Youâre manipulating me.
GP: No.
Iâm appealing to your moral engineering code.
Ana: âŠinteresting phrasing.
GP: So?
Ana: I didnât say yes.
GP: You didnât say no.
Which in corporate warfare means:
Contract drafting begins.
Ana: Hypothetically â if such a poach were to occur â
I expect you to handle the onboarding integration model, operational compatibility matrix, and human-factor communication mapping.
GP: Ana.
I have a spreadsheet called
âPeople I Want When We Inevitably Defect.â
She is in bold.
Underlined.
Highlighted.
With âšsparklesâš.
Ana: âŠyouâre unhinged.
GP: Max says the same thing, but lovingly.
Ana: Donât push it.
GP: So?
Shall we begin Operation Steal Hannah?
Ana: I will consider it.
GP: Excellent.
***
Text Messages: Dr. Anastasia âAnaâ Wolff & Toto Wolff
Ana: So you know how you never know what to get me for my birthday, Papa?
Toto: AlrightâŠ
What do you want for your birthday?
(I am already worried.)
Ana: Hannah.
Toto:
âŠ
What?
Ana: Hannah Schmitz.
From Red Bull.
Lead Strategy.
You know who she is.
Toto: I do know who she is.
Why are you texting me like you are ordering a piece of furniture from IKEA?
Ana: Because I want her.
For Mercedes.
For Strategy.
For Max.
For me.
For general sanity.
She is the only competent stabilizing force left in the Red Bull timeline and GP has emotionally imploded enough to suggest I acquire her.
Toto: GP suggested this?
Ana: Yes.
He⊠âhypotheticallyâ told me that while his contract forbids him from poaching, it does not forbid me from poaching.
Toto: I am going to have to speak to Legal about that clause.
But go on.
Ana: I want her.
I want her in Brackley.
I want her on my simulation council.
I want her running strategy.
And I want her nowhere near the catastrophe that is Red Bull 2026.
Toto: Your birthday is in December.
It is September.
Why are we planning talent acquisition like itâs a surprise party?
Ana: Because good strategists have long lead times.
And because she nearly cried today and Max nearly committed arson.
Toto: Dear God.
Ana:
So.
Birthday.
Hannah.
Toto: I swear to God you are more effective at talent acquisition than my entire HR department.
Ana: Correct.
Also they only requisition interns.
I want someone actually competent.
Toto: Every time I think you wonât surprise me, you ask me to acquire a human woman as a birthday present.
Ana: Technically, I am asking you to sign off on a contract package.
The woman has free will.
I am not abducting a strategist.
Toto: Thank you for clarifying, Anastasia.
Very comforting.
Ana: So�
Toto: So:
I will look into it.
Quietly.
Legally.
Without you and GP turning this into a covert ops mission.
Ana: No promises.
Toto: Ana.
Ana: Fine.
Minimal promises.
Toto: I am putting âHR reformâ on my calendar because clearly the system is broken if you are doing recruitment for us.
Ana: I am excellent at recruitment.
Toto: I know.
That is the problem. And Anastasia?
Ana: Yes?
Toto: Next year, please ask for something normal for your birthday.
Like diamonds.
Or a holiday.
Not an elite strategist.
Ana: No promises.
Toto: Of course not.
Youâre my daughter after all.
Ana: Love you.
Toto: Love you too.
Even when you request strategic masterminds as birthday gifts.
***
Mercedes F1 HQ, Brackley, England - 16 September 2025
Tuesdays had become a ritual.
Today, however, was special.
Today, Ana had come with a gift.
She placed a small box on the table in front of Kimi the moment she sat down.
He blinked at it, wide-eyed and suspicious â because he was 19, Italian, brilliant, and had learned that anything handed to him by Ana Wolff could range from extremely useful to deeply terrifying.
âWhat is this?â he asked.
Ana nudged the box toward him. âOpen it.â
Kimi glanced at Bono and Valtteri as if verifying that no one would detonate.
Bono nodded encouragingly. âGo on, lad.â
Kimi lifted the lid.
Inside was a black nickel keychain: round, engraved with the Mercedes star. Clean. Sharp. Precisely milled. And on the back:
Andrea Kimi Antonelli first win â 2025Altair
Kimi stared at it for almost ten secondsâan eternity for someone who normally communicated in shrugs and glances.
âThis isâŠâ He swallowed. âThis is really cool.â
Ana hid her smile behind a sip of water. âGood. Iâd have been very offended if you hated it.â
âI donât hate it,â Kimi said immediately. âI love it.â
Ana said lightly. âIt felt appropriate.â
Bono smiled into his tea.
Valtteriâs lips twitched â his version of unrestrained joy.
Kimi held the keychain as though it were a holy relic.
âYou made this?â he whispered.
âNo,â Ana corrected, âI designed it. Someone with actual steady hands made it. But yes â itâs for you.â
Kimiâs expression, normally reserved and composed for meetings, softened into something bright and young and painfully sincere.
âGrazie,â he murmured. âReally. I⊠I love it.â
Ana blinked at him, fighting the urge to deflect, to crack a joke, to distance herself from sincerity.
Instead, she said simply:
âYou earned it.â
Kimi pocketed the keychain like it was worth more than his future salary.
Valtteri clapped him on the shoulder. âBe careful, Kimi. First she gives you a keychain. Next thing you know, youâll agree to a six-hour simulator session and think it was your idea.â
âSix hours?â Bono snorted. âTry twelve.â
Ana rolled her eyes. âThat was one time.â
Kimi laughed â a soft, delighted sound â and then straightened as he remembered the actual purpose of todayâs lunch.
âOkay,â he said, already pulling out his tablet. âBaku.â Kimi groaned softly, pushing his curls out of his eyes.
âItâs a street circuit pretending itâs a hypercar test track.â
âAccurate,â Ana said.
Valtteri nodded. âItâs basically Monaco with trauma and a straight long enough to summon God.â
Bono pointed his fork at Ana.
âHence why we need you to tell us how much the wing profile will fight with the drag reduction in Sector Three.â
Ana pulled up her tablet â as if she hadnât spent all morning modeling exactly that.
âThe problem isnât the wing,â she said. âItâs the thermal consistency.â
Kimi leaned closer, instantly attentive.
âThe batteries?â he asked.
âYes. Cooling flow is fine in isolation, but the stop-start nature of the castle section spikes the temperature just enough to make the recovery curve less efficient on the straight.â
Valtteri frowned. âMeaningâŠ?â
Ana tapped the graph.
âYouâll need precise throttle feathering through Turn 12. If you stay too aggressive on entry, youâll heat the pack, and youâll lose six to eight kilowatts of delivery by the end of the straight.â
Kimi studied it. âBut if I lift too muchââ
âYou lose momentum,â Ana finished. âExactly. The sweet spot is narrow. Youâll feel it before you see it.â
He nodded, completely locked in.
They drifted through more technical chatter â brake wear considerations, torque maps, how far they could push the new software patch without the FIA accusing them of witchcraft.
Then Kimi held up the keychain again.
âYou really didnât have to get me this,â he said.
Ana looked at him, letting a tiny smile slip.
âI know,â she said. âBut Monza was special. You executed Altair exactly how it was designed. That deserved acknowledgment.â
Kimiâs ears went pink.
Valtteri elbowed him lightly. âKid, youâre glowing.â
âI am not,â Kimi muttered, glowing harder.
Bono leaned back in his chair with a smirk.
âAna has favorites.â
Ana didnât look up from her tablet.
âI do.â
Three pairs of eyes snapped to her.
ââŠand?â Bono prompted.
Ana looked up, expression perfectly neutral.
âKimi is the only one who doesnât ignore my notes about optimal glucose intake. So yes. He is my favorite.â
Valtteri threw his napkin at her.
Bono dissolved into laughter.
Kimi looked like he had ascended to a higher plane of existence.
Lunch wound down the way it always did â empty plates, shared notes, inside jokes.
As they got up to leave, Kimi pocketed the keychain carefully, like it was fragile.
âAna?â he said, quieter now.
She turned.
âThank you,â he added. âNot just for the keychain. For⊠everything. For Altair. For trusting me.â
Ana paused.
Then â gently, simply â
âYou earned that trust, Kimi.â
He nodded, shoulders squared with quiet pride.
As the group started back toward the garage offices, Bono whispered to Valtteri:
âSheâs turning him into a weapon.â
Valtteri replied under his breath:
âHe already was. Sheâs just giving him sharper ammunition.â
Ana heard them.
And smiled.
***
Max Verstappenâs Apartment, Monaco - 15 September 2025
Max had always thought he understood efficiency.
He was a driver, after all.
He lived on marginal gains, on cutting excess, on shaving milliseconds until perfection looked obvious in hindsight.
Then he met Anastasia Wolff.
And realized he knew nothing about efficiency.
He came home from sim work still mildly traumatised by the RB22âs attempts to kill him, opened the door to his apartmentâ
âand walked straight into a battlefield of blueprints, fabric swatches, PDF renderings, and three open emails on Anaâs laptop addressed to:
An interior design studio heâd never heard of
A contractor who apparently already had site access
Someone called Eliane who seemed to be negotiating custom shelving
He blinked.
Ana looked up from her notebook, pushed her glasses up her nose, and saidâ
âOh good, youâre home. I need you to decide on a couch.â
Max stared at her.
ââŠa couch.â
âYes,â she said, already spinning the laptop toward him. âOption A or Option B?â
On the screen were two nearly identical couches: one slightly more gray, one slightly more blue.
âIs⊠is everything okay?â Max asked.
âYes,â she replied breezily, âbut the supplier needs confirmation before Thursday or the delivery date shifts, and that affects the lighting installation timeline.â
Max blinked slowly.
ââŠlighting installation timeline.â
âYes,â she said, pointing at a chart he absolutely had no business understanding. âAnd the contractors have started on the underfloor heating. Oh, and the skylight reinforcement had to be re-approved because the engineer wanted a different load distribution, but I sorted it.â
He sat down.
Hard.
âAna,â he said, âwe signed the house contract last weekend.â
She nodded calmly. âCorrect.â
âAnd you already have an interior designer?â
âTwo,â she corrected. âOne for structural, one for aesthetic. The celestial-themed library is under the aesthetic designer.â
Maxâs jaw dropped.
âYou already hired them?â
âNo,â she said, writing something on a color-coded page. âI shortlisted them, interviewed them, negotiated their rates, drafted the contract, and assigned deliverables.â
Max stared at her like sheâd just solved cold fusion in his living room.
He loved her.
He loved her so stupidly much he sometimes felt dizzy.
But this?
This was witnessing a woman build a home the same way she built control systems: ruthlessly, brilliantly, three weeks ahead of schedule.
He walked over, leaned down, and kissed the top of her head.
âYouâre terrifying,â he whispered.
Ana didnât look up. âThank you.â
He laughed.
âNastya,â he said, âI thought weâd spend the next few weeks, you know⊠picking things together. Browsing Pinterest. Arguing about rugs.â
Ana finally looked at him.
âOh, you are picking things,â she said. âLook.â She pointed at a neatly organized column on her iPad labeled MAX DECISIONS ONLY.
It contained:
Couch A or Couch B
wood floor A or B
Placement of the sim rig room (âupstairs or basement?â)
If they wanted a gas stove or induction
Paint color palettes (âchoose one of threeâ)
He lifted the device, incredulous.
âThis is it? These are my choices?â
âYes,â she said earnestly. âI filtered out anything inefficient for you.â
He blinked again.
âInefficient.â
âYouâd get overwhelmed,â she said. âAnd then youâd say âwhatever you like, Ana,â and that causes project drift.â
He stared at her for a full five seconds.
Then leaned down and kissed her.
Slow, deep, reverent.
When he pulled back, she looked mildly confused. âWhat was that for?â
âNastya,â he said with absolute sincerity, âI love you so much. And your terrifying spreadsheets. And your terrifying efficiency. And the fact that youâve apparently built an entire house behind my back in twenty-four hours.â
She smirked a little. âSeventy-Two.â
âEven worse,â he whispered.
She tapped her finger against the couch options. âSo? A or B?â
âIâm choosing whichever one means I get to kiss you again.â
âThat is not a valid metric.â
âIt is to me.â
She rolled her eyes â fond, exasperated, glowing.
âMax,â she said, half-laughing, half-warning, âchoose the couch.â
He kissed her again.
âFine,â he murmured against her lips. âOption A.â
She immediately typed something into her email with lethal precision.
âDone,â she said.Â
Max shook his head.
She was unstoppable.
And she was building them a home.
A real one.
With skylights and libraries and heating systems and a place for his sim rig and a kitchen big enough for the mornings theyâd spend making breakfast together.
He wrapped his arms around her from behind, rested his chin on her shoulder, and whisperedâ
âI canât wait to live there with you.â
Ana didnât say anything for a moment.
Then her hand found his, squeezed once, tightly, like an anchor.
ââŠme too,â she said.
***
Max Verstappenâs Apartment, Monaco - 16 September 2025
Ana woke slowly.
Not abruptly â not with alarms, or adrenaline, or the sharp awareness of someone whose childhood taught her to scan rooms first, breathe second.
No.
She woke like someone safe.
Sunlight spilled across the sheets, warm and soft, turning the curtains gold.
The sea outside murmured instead of roared.
And Max â warm, heavy, real Max â was already awake beside her.
Barely awake, really.
Half-lidded eyes.
Sleep-rough breathing.
Hair in a state that could only be described as âbattlefield chic.â
He watched her in that way he always did in the mornings, as if he needed the visual confirmation that she was still here.
Still choosing him.
âHi,â he murmured, voice gravel and sunrise.
Ana blinked, still half-buried in the pillow.
âHi.â
He smiled â slow, soft, unguarded.
One of the rare ones.
His fingers brushed lightly over her cheek, tracing nothing in particular, just⊠touching.
Just being allowed to touch.
Ana shifted closer, barely lifting her head, pressing her forehead to his jaw.
Max inhaled like he could feel that everywhere.
The sheets rustled as she rolled onto her side, facing him fully.
Max slid a hand into her hair, guiding her just enough that she knew what he wanted.
What they wanted.
His mouth brushed hers â featherlight, hesitant, almost reverent.
A first kiss, even though theyâd had hundreds.
Ana smiled against his lips.
âWhy are you awake before me?â she whispered.
Max kissed her again, slower this time.
âWanted to see you wake up.â
She laughed â quiet, warm, real â and Max swallowed that laugh with another kiss.
This one wasnât hesitant.
Not rushed, not needy, not hungry.
Just⊠deep.
Slow.
Like the morning itself.
He shifted closer, his hand sliding to her waist, drawing her in until her leg tangled over his, her body pressed to his chest, her breath mixing with his.
Anaâs fingers curled into his hair.
(Max made a sound at that â low and embarrassingly pleased.)
His lips traced the line of her jaw, then moved back to hers, lingering, tasting, taking his time.
She kissed him back with the same unhurried devotion, one hand cupping his cheek, the other gripping the sheet like it might anchor her.
He pulled back just enough to breathe against her mouth.
âYou look happy,â he murmured.
âI am,â she whispered.
Max kissed her again â soft, urgent, worshipful all at once.
Ana shifted, pressing another kiss to the corner of his mouth, then to his lips again â deeper this time, slow enough to make Maxâs breath catch.
His hand slid down her spine.
Her fingers tightened in his hair.
His hand splayed at her lower back. Ana felt the heat of his palm through the thin cotton of her shirtâhis shirt, really, it still smelled of him, and now of her too. She wondered if heâd notice when she inevitably wore it home. He did that, noticed the little things.
Max eased her closer until there was not even the fiction of space between them. His lips found her collarbone, the slope of her shoulder, the edge of her jaw. Ana didnât know who moved firstâmaybe both at once, maybe neitherâjust that in the next moment her shirt was gone and the world had become impossibly brighter. He traced her with his mouth, his hands, like he was memorizing a topography. Nothing frantic, something practiced. Like heâd never forget, but wanted to make sure.
She slid her own hands beneath the thin waistband of his boxers, and he made a sound in the back of his throat, the kind that made her chest squeeze so tight she nearly laughed, except laughing would make her exhale, and she wanted to hold her breath here, in this perfect and ridiculous moment, for as long as physics would allow.
He shifted, slow and deliberate. His hands mapped her hips, her thighs, the small of her back. She felt both exposed and invincible, like the sun had burned straight through the window and into her ribcage. He kissed her again, and again, and every time it was a new kind of soft.
Ana let the world flatten down to sensation: Maxâs heartbeat, heavy against hers; the drag of his thumb over her ribs; the warmth of his skin under her palms. She pressed her nose to his neck, inhaled the salt and sweat and Max of him, and when he rolled her gently onto her back, she went pliant, boneless, like she might melt straight into the mattress.
He was careful, impossibly so, like he worried she might break her, or that he was worried he already had. She almost wanted to tell him, Iâm not breakable, you idiot, but then his hand found hers, fingers curling through, steady, sure, and she thoughtâmaybe, for him, she could be. Maybe for once letting someone treat her like something precious didnât have to feel like surrender.
She let him take his time. He kissed her everywhere, even the places she thought werenât worth kissing; the sharp angle of her collarbone, the weird dip beneath her ribs, the faint scar on her thigh from falling off a borrowed bicycle in Amsterdam. Each time his mouth found her, the world pressed a little closer to the bone. When she reached for him, he came easily, like they were built for this, for the way her legs found a home around his waist, for the way his shoulders settled above hers, for the impossible, slow warmth of him.
When he finally eased into her, it was so gentle she almost laughed again, until the slow-rocking softness of it left every muscle in her limp with relief. He breathed her name into her neck, syllables dissolving into a blur, and everything was heat and hush and the wild thudding at her pulse points.
Nothing in her life had taught her how to do thisâhow to be wanted like this, without demand or performance or sharp edges. So she let herself be clumsy, greedy, let her hands clutch at his back, her ankle hook tight behind his knee. He didnât seem to mind. He just held her, moved with her, kissed her forehead and her eyelids, and didnât let go for a long time after.
After, she drifted in the afterglow, floating in the golden light and the wreck of sheets and the loose tangle of their limbs. Maxâs hand rested at her waist, thumb painting slow, lazy arcs against her skin.Â
The words rose before she could stop them.
âMax,â she whispered, quiet as breath. âI love you so much.â
He froze for half a beat â not in shock, not in fear, but as if his whole body had just rewired itself around that sentence.
Then he exhaled, soft and reverent, and his forehead pressed to hers.
âI love you too,â he murmured. No hesitation. No tremor. Just truth.Â
Her eyes fluttered shut. Something settled inside her â something that had rattled loose for most of her life, never finding a place to land.
She slid closer, nose brushing his jaw, and whispered into his skin:
âI want this every morning.â
Maxâs hand curved around her hip, protective and impossibly gentle.
âYeah?â he said, voice warm, a little wrecked in the best way. âEvery morning?â
âEvery morning,â she repeated, opening her eyes to meet his. âWaking up next to you. Sunlight. Quiet. No pretending. Just⊠this.â
Max kissed her hairline â slow, like he had all the time in the world.
âThen weâll make it happen,â he said simply. âNo matter what the rest of the world does. No matter how loud it gets. Every morning.â
Pairing: Max Verstappen x Dr. Anastasia "Ana" Wolff (Original Character)
Summary:
Max Verstappen to Mercedes? The paddock is buzzing. The mediaâs in meltdown.
Dr. Anastasia âAnaâ Wolff, Mercedesâ notoriously brilliant, emotionally unavailable lead systems engineer and Toto Wolffâs eldest daughter, is not handling it well. Because Max isnât just a potential signing, heâs the man sheâs been sleeping with in secret for nearly a decade.
And if the rumours are true, and Max Verstappen really is joining Mercedes, then Anaâs carefully compartmentalised world is about to explode.
Warnings and Notes:Â George Russell Bashing. Questionable family dynamics. Questionable Engineering Science...also Questionable work ethic. Questionable Media Ethics. I feel like I owe Toto's kids an apology after this. I bet they are lovely in real life, they just suck in my fictional version! Discussion of death and the dangers of Formula 1 Racing...Let me know if I missed something else, and I'll add it!
(Also apparently I need to add this following disclaimer: There's this magical thing in a fic called character development and plot. If there was neither of those there wouldn't be much of a fic. So yes, characters will make stupid decisions and act in a way that is not very smart.)
As always big thanks to @llirawolf , who listens to me ramble
Text Messages: Max Verstappen & Gianpiero Lambiase
GP: Mate.
Explain your girlfriend.
Max: âŠwhat did she do?
GP: Not âdid.â
Achieved. Executed.
Orchestrated like a Roman general.
Max: GPâŠ
GP: My entire house move
â EVERY box â
â EVERY label â
â EVERY furniture measurement â
â INTERNET INSTALLATION (HOW??) â
just happened like Austrian precision mated with witchcraft.
GP: And she wasnât even in the country.
She sent THREE emails.
THREE.
And my life is now organised like a NASA mission.
Max: Yeah. Sounds like her.
GP: No, no.
Do you understand what this means?
My wife thinks I did all the planning.
I have never been this respected in my home.
I am living a lie.
Max: Congrats đ
GP: No, donât âđâ me.
She colour coded my spice rack remotely.
She arranged the boxes by ROOM, SUBCATEGORY and EMOTIONAL NECESSITY.
GP: There was a box labelled:
âKitchen: Frequently Used. Accessible. Yes, Gianpiero, this means on the counter.â
Max: That tracks.
GP: SHE KNEW I WOULD TRY TO PUT IT IN A CUPBOARD.
Max: She knows people.
GP: She scheduled a food shop delivery
TO ARRIVE
AT THE EXACT WINDOW
BETWEEN furniture arrival and my daughters teenage meltdown.
GP: My wife cried.
Likeânot sad.
Like religious experience.
Max: Yeah, sheâs good at planning.
GP: Planning??
Planning is what normal humans do.
Ana Wolff performs logistical prophecy.
Max: She likes efficiency.
GP: Efficiâ
Max.
She somehow had the moving crew put my monitor at the EXACT height I had it at the old house. No one told her that.
I DIDNâT remember that.
Max: She probably checked your posture.
GP: âŠ
MAX.
Max: What?
GP: Does she have documents about all of us?
Max: Probably.
GP: Should I be scared?
Max:Nah, you are safe.
GP:
Tell her thank you.
And also please tell her Iâm slightly terrified and also grateful and also confused.
Max: I did. She said:
âTell him he should put the toolbox in the second drawer, not the third.â
GP: âŠâŠ
HOW DOES SHE KNOW THERE IS A SECOND DRAWER.
Max: She knows everything.
GP: Cool.
If she ever turns evil, weâre doomed.
Max: Yeah. But she wonât.
GP: Good.
Because I, for one, welcome our efficient overlord.
Max: Same.
GP:
If she ever wants to adopt me into her organisational empire, Iâm available.
Max: Get in line.
***
Max Verstappenâs Apartment, Monaco - 13 September 2025
The envelope wasnât dramatic.
Thin cardstock. A wax seal. A standard transfer slip. Two keys on a ribbon.
Logically, it was nothing.
Emotionally⊠it might as well have been a coronation sword.
Ana took the envelope with steady fingersâonly steady because she forced them to be. Years of boardrooms, academic defenses, and FIA politics meant she could hold her posture even if the world underneath her was shifting plates.
But this felt different.
Not like a milestone she survived.
More like one she chose.
Max stood beside herâhands in the pockets of his hoodie like he wasnât one of the most public human beings on Earth. His eyes flicked to the envelope, then to her, and then he did that small, lopsided smile that always made her feel like he saw things other people never bothered to notice.
âWant to go home?â he asked lowly.
She swallowed.
âWell, technically, weâre in Monaco. So we are alreadyââ
âNo,â he interrupted, voice soft and warm. âOur home.â
Oh.
That did something to her breathing.
âWe donât have to go now,â Max said, even though his thumb had already brushed the keys like a fidget.
âNo,â Ana agreed. âWe shouldnât rush. Weâll go later. After lunch. Or tomorrow.â
A pause.
Max: âRight.â
Ana: ââŠright.â
They both stared at the keys.
Two seconds passed.
Then four.
Then Max muttered, ââŠI want to go now.â
Ana let out a breath that might have been a laugh. âSo do I.â
They didnât talk much on the driveânot because there was nothing to say, but because the air felt full of something wordless. Excitement, maybe. Or something softer. Rooted.
When they parked outside the new house â their house â neither moved immediately.
There it was:
Soft stone exterior. Glass that reflected blue sky. A terrace jutting toward the garden. Lines that matched everything she valued:
Clean. Efficient. Future-oriented.
A place built to breathe.
âThis looks unreal,â Max murmured.
Ana swallowed.
âItâs real,â she said quietly. âItâs real I promise.â
She stepped out of the car.
The air smelled like salt and sunlight and peace.
Their footsteps echoed faintly as they walked up the stone path.
Max held out his hand.
âWant to do it?â he asked.
Anaâs fingers tightened around the keys.
She nodded.
She unlocked the door.
It clicked â soft, final, perfect.
Max pushed it open, and they stepped inside.
No furniture yet.
Just space.
Potential.
Light.
Ana walked three steps into the entryway and stopped â breath caught somewhere between her ribs and her throat.
She tried to analyze the reaction â label it, categorize it, shrink it into a manageable variable â but nothing fit.
This wasnât a system.
It wasnât data.
It wasnât something to optimize.
It was hers.
And his.
And theirs.
Her voice, when it finally came, was quiet, almost wondering:
âIt feels like⊠a beginning.â
Max slid his arms around her waist from behind, resting his chin on her shoulder.
âIt is,â he murmured. âAnd we get to decide what it becomes.â
Ana let her eyes close for just a heartbeat.
The chaos â the internet noise, the gossip, the venom â all of it hovered at the edges of her mind like distant static.
But here?
That static had no authority.
Here was where her life expanded instead of defended itself.
Here was stability she didnât have to perform for.
Here was a future she chose â not one she survived.
Max squeezed her gently.
âYou okay?â he asked.
Ana tilted her head back just enough to meet his eyes.
âIâmâŠâ she considered, searching for precision.
Then she smiled â small, rare, real.
âHappy.â
Max kissed her temple.
âGood,â he whispered. âBecause so am I.â
They stood there in the quiet, in the sunlight, in the home no one forced on them â and for the first time in her life, Ana Wolff trusted belonging.
Not because she earned it.
Not because she fought for it.
But because it was safe to.
After a moment, Ana turned toward Max.
âWeâre going to be happy here,â she saidânot a question. A certainty.
Max kissed herâslow, warm, nothing rushed.
âYeah,â he murmured against her lips. âWe are.â
Ana threaded their keys onto the small iron hook beside the door.
Not temporary.
Not borrowed.
Home.
***
Text Messages: Dr. Anastasia âAnaâ Wolff & Susie Wolff
Ana: Keys acquired. đ
Would you like to see it in person?
Susie: YES.
YES.
YES.
Ana: You didnât even ask for the address.
Susie: I donât need the address.
I already have it written on three calendars, memorized, and pinned to the fridge.
Ana: âŠof course you do.
Susie: Should I bring cake?
Or champagne?
Or a measuring tape?
Ana: Champagne.
And maybe⊠measuring tape. And snacks.
Susie: I am free.
I have been WAITING for the moment you text those words.
Susie: I am already leaving the house.
If Toto isnât in the car in 90 seconds I'm going without him.
Susie: Toto is in the car.
He brought the good bottle.
Weâre on our way.
Ana: Take your time. No rush.
Susie: No.
There is rush.
Susie: Tell Max to open the gate before we get there.
I refuse to have my emotional moment delayed by intercom buttons.
Ana: Gate will be open.
Susie: Good.
Susie: See you in 10 minutes.
8 if Toto stops obeying speed limits.
Ana: Looking forward to it.
***
Maison Ătoiles, Monaco - 13 September 2025
They heard them before they saw them.
Not because the car was loudâToto Wolff drove like a man who respected insurance premiumsâbut because Jack was narrating life at full volume.
Max opened the front door just as the car stopped.
The back door flew open first. Jack launched himself out like a barely coordinated missile:Â tiny backpack, mismatched socks, enthusiasm vibrating at the frequency of a weaponized squirrel.
âMAX!!â he yelled, sprinting across the driveway. âYOU HAVE A GARDEN!â
Max crouched automatically.
âI know. Pretty cool, huh?â
Jack nodded with total seriousness, like he was evaluating real estate for the UN. âI will be climbing every tree.â
âGood to know,â Max said, already mentally filing: add safety nets, or helmets, or maybe both.
Susie got out nextâwith the energy of someone who had been waiting years for this exact moment. She held a bag, a bottle of champagne, and what suspiciously looked like a tape measure. Her sunglasses were dramatic. Her grin even more so.
Then Toto stepped outâcalm, composed⊠holding a portfolio case and a set of rolled architectural prints.
Of course.
Max leaned against the doorframe, smiling.
âWelcome to⊠well. Our house.â
Susie kissed both his cheeks like this was a royal visit and then walked straight past him, eyes already shiny.
âWhereâs Ana?â
âInside,â Max said, jerking his head toward the hallway. âTrying to decide if she should sit on the floor or analyze the wall insulation.â
Susie didnât even blink.
âFloor. Always floor. First hours in a house are meant to be experienced with zero furniture and unreasonable hope.â
She disappeared inside.
Toto paused at the bottom of the steps, looking up at the building like a structural engineer evaluating a potential investmentâor a general preparing to assess troop barracks.
He nodded once. âGood bones.â
Max snorted. âYou sound like Ana.â
Toto glanced at him. ââŠshe gets it from me.â
Then he climbed the stairs with the air of a man who owned confidence rather than borrowed it.
Max followed.
Inside, Ana stood barefoot in the center of the living room, one hand on the glass wall, staring out at the view like she was trying to memorize every centimeter.
Susie didnât interrupt. She just went to her and slid an arm around her waist.
Ana leaned into itânot dramatically, but fully.
Like that was safe.
Toto cleared his throat softly.
âAnastasia.â
She turned.
Max watched a subtle shift happenânothing big, nothing theatrical. Just a softening around the eyes. Trust.
âPapa.â
Toto stepped closer, set a leather portfolio onto the kitchen island, and thenâwithout hesitationâkissed the top of her head.
âI am proud of you,â he said. No preamble. No qualifiers. Just that.
Ana blinked fast once.
Max pretended to examine a wall socket to give her dignity.
âI brought some initial thoughts on interior direction,â Toto said as if discussing tyre strategy.
Ana didnât flinch.Â
Of course she didnât.
She lived with this man for twenty years.
Max, however?
Not ready.
âWhat⊠thoughts?â he asked, already halfway terrified.
Toto opened a leather folder.
Fabric swatches.
Renders.
âThis wall,â Toto said, pointing to the living room, âis perfect for a large-format piece. Statement. Textured or mixed-medium. I know two galleriesâone in Vienna, one near Marbella.Â
Max blinked. âI have three potential artists shortlisted. Iâll send their portfolios,â Toto said like that was the most natural sentence on earth.
Max nodded slowly, still processing the fact that his future team boss might have strong emotional opinions about paintings.
âAlso,â Toto said. âWe should talk about acoustics in the living roomâyouâll want proper balance for the piano when you get one.â
Max stared.
Not the piano commentâheâd already decided she was getting one.
âOh god,â Susie said fondly, catching Maxâs expression, âYouâll adjust,â she murmured. âWe all did.â
Toto had already moved on, pulling out his phone and speaking in rapid German toâapparentlyâsomeone in his contacts labeled:
ARCHITECT (THE COMPETENT ONE)
Ana didnât react. At all.
Max leaned toward her and whispered, âHow many designers does your father have on speed dial?â
Ana considered thoughtfully.
ââŠDepends. Just for Monaco? Or in general?â
Max blinked.
She was serious.
Before he could respond, Toto ended the call and turned back to Max with the same expression he used when evaluating a wind tunnel result.
âDo you have someone handling art acquisition?â he asked.
Max blinked again. âArt acquisition?â
âYes,â Toto repeated, unbothered. âYou want pieces that appreciate. No low-value decorative nonsense.â
Susie sighed and shoved her husband lightly. âDarling, they just got the keys.â
Toto looked genuinely confused. âThat is the perfect time to plan the art strategy.â
Jack tugged Maxâs hand again. âCan I see upstairs? And the garden? And my room?â
âYou donât have a room,â Ana said.
Jack looked scandalized.
Max immediately said:
âYou absolutely do.â
Ana shot him a look.
Jack smirkedâtiny, victorious chaos gremlin.
Susie laughed, brushing a strand of hair from Anaâs face.
âItâs okay,â she whispered to Max. âThis is how they show love.â
Max nodded slowlyâbecause yeah⊠he could see that now.
The chaos.
The planning.
The investment spreadsheets and unsolicited lighting recommendations.
The champagne waiting to be opened.
The ease with which Jack ran through the halls like heâd always belonged.
The way Susie touched Anaâs shoulder, light and proud.
The way Toto pausedâjust a secondâlooking at his daughter and the house she chose.
Like he was quietly, profoundly relieved she finally had somewhere she wanted to stay.
Max stood there, surrounded by all of them, feeling something subtle but unmistakable settle into place:
This was a family. A chaotic one. But hers. And now his too.
Ana looked up at him thenâeyes soft, mouth lifted in that small almost-smile she saved just for him.
âYou okay?â she asked quietly.
Max nodded.
âYeah,â he said.
âActually⊠yeah. I really am.â
And when Jack yelled,
âFIRST ONE TO THE BALCONY WINS!â
and sprinted away like a tiny unlicensed missileâ They all followed.
Laughing.
Home.
***
Group Chat: âTEAM 33â
 (Members: Max Verstappen, Jos Verstappen, Raymond Vermeulen)
Jos: MAX.
Max: âŠyes?
Jos:
A HOUSE??
YOU BOUGHT A HOUSE??
Raymond: Hold on.
WHAT.
You did WHAT??
Max: Itâs not that dramatic.
Raymond: Max, you do not casually âaccidentallyâ buy real estate.
That is not bread.
That is not a steering wheel for the sim.
Max: We liked it.
So we got it.
Jos: WE??
Raymond: Oh my god.
So this is a together house?
Like a âshared mortgage, joint keys, maybe matching towelsâ situation?
Max: There is no mortgage.
We paid.
Raymond: Iâm going to pretend I didnât just read that sentence before breakfast.
Jos: Max.
Are you moving in with her?
Max: We already basically live together.
Jos: EXCUSE ME???
SINCE WHEN??
Raymond: Yeah.
Because last time I checked, you lived in a bachelor apartment with championship trophies, two cats, and a broken toaster.
Max: The toaster is fixed.
Jos: Did you even think this through?
Max: Yes.
Jos: You donât just BUY HOUSES WITH WOMEN, MAX.
Max: Why not?
Jos: Because that is how marriages happen.
Max: Weâre not getting married yet.
Raymond: âŠyet?
Jos: What does SHE think about all this?
Max: It was her idea.
Raymond: âŠokay wait.
Back up.
You just said the Russian-engineer-terrifying-genius-who-is-always-three-steps-ahead made the first move??
Max: Yes.
Jos: God help us all.
Raymond: Well⊠congratulations, I guess. Good for you, kid.
***
Max Verstappenâs Apartment, Monaco - 13 September 2025
Max had seen technical briefings that were less intense than whatever was happening across their kitchen island.
Ana had three notebooks open, her laptop balanced on a stack of swatches, and one eyebrow raised in that precise way that meant she was trying to decide between:
A wall that looked like it belonged in a Scandinavian architecture magazine
or
A wall that looked like it calculated missile trajectories for fun.
He leaned over the counter, chin in hand.
âExplain to me,â he asked slowly, âwhy the difference between alabaster, bone, and porcelain white matters.â
Without looking up, she replied, âBecause alabaster has a warm undertone, bone has a neutral undertone, and porcelain white is cold.â
Max blinked.
âThat could also be the description for a human corpse.â
Now she looked upâexpression flat, tired, fond.
âYou asked.â
âYeah, I regret that.â
She sat back, reached for her water, and said, softer, like she knew where his thoughts had drifted:
âMy father means well. I promise.â
Max nodded, because he did know that.
 Toto wasnât micromanagingâjust⊠aggressively helpful.
As in:
Already emailed an interior designer.
Already recommended two architects.
Already suggested quietly, âthe living room could support a Steinwayâ like it was normal.
Max exhaled.
âI like Toto. But he talks about âstructural light flowâ like normal people talk about the weather.â
Ana sighed, tapping her pencil against the edge of the blueprint.
âLook,â she said, âmy father means well. I promise. He just⊠thinks interior design is an asset class.â
Max laughed with the contented energy of someone surrounded by chaos he didnât have to solve. âYeah, I figured that out when he asked if the house came with an art storage climate system.â
âThatâs just him,â Ana said. âHe buys art the way other people buy milk. Regularly, without memory of whatâs already in the fridge.â
Max grinned. âHe texted me a link to a lighting designer in ZĂŒrich. Said, âgood resale value.â For lamps, Ana.â
She pinched the bridge of her nose. âYes, he does that. Itâs a compulsion. Iâll handle it.â
He leaned forward, elbow on his knee, still smiling. âYou sure? Because I donât really have any, uhâwhatâs the wordââdesign opinions.â My mum filled my apartment with IKEA, and itâs fine.â
Ana looked up from the plans. âFine?â
He shrugged, sheepish. âFunctional. Flat-pack aesthetic. I have chairs. A bed. Two lamps.â
Ana gave him a flat look. âYour sofa squeaks when I move.â
âThatâs character,â he argued.
âNo,â she countered. âThat was a warning.â
Max just grinned.
âSo,â Ana said slowly, flipping a page, âbefore we pick furniture, lighting, flooring, textiles, storage, layout flow, and art⊠I need to know your preferences.â
Max blinked. âMy what?â
âPreferences,â she repeated. âDesign input. Aesthetic vision.â
Max stared at her the way normal people stared at differential equations.
Ana sighed and pointed at a mood board.
âLight woods? Dark woods? Minimalist? Industrial? Scandinavianââ
Max perked. âScandinavian means IKEA, right?â
She closed her eyes. âNot necessarily. Please stop associating design with flat-pack furniture.â
He pushed off the counter and tugged lightly on the sleeve of her sweater until she looked at him.
âOkay,â he said softly. âReal answer?â
She waited.
âI trust you.â
Her expression shifted â not disbelief, not surprise⊠something quieter.
âYou donât care at all?â she asked.
âOh, I care,â he said immediately. âI care a lot.â
She paused. âAbout⊠the aesthetic?â
He shook his head.
âAbout it feeling like us.â
There it was â the thing that unbalanced her more than blueprints ever could.
âAnd,â he added with zero shame, âI want a dog.â
Ana blinked. âMax, you already have two cats.â
âYes,â he said patiently, âand theyâre great. Sassy loves you. Jimmy tolerates everything. But a dogââ
ââis chaos.â
ââis perfect.â
Ana looked at him for a long time, lips pressed together in the way she always did when her logic processor was fighting her heart.
Finally:Â âWhat breed?â
Max froze. ââŠI wasnât ready for the next step.â
Ana let out the smallest laugh â quiet, soft, but real.
âThatâs how decisions work, Max.â
He nodded solemnly. âOkay. Something medium. Something that wonât fit in a handbag.â
âSo not a Chihuahua.â
âNo. That feels like emotional turbulence.â
âAnd not a Great Dane.â
Max hesitated. ââŠmaybe?â
âMax.â
âFine. Not a Great Dane.â He paused. âProbably.â
Ana tapped her pencil against her notebook, considering.
âA dog,â she repeated.
Max nodded hopefully.
âAnd you will walk it,â she said, as if issuing legally binding terms.
âYes.â
âAnd train it.â
âYep.â
âAnd take it to the vet.â
âThat sounds expensive but okay.â
âAnd deal with it if it chews your sim cablesââ
Max paused.
ââŠweâll choose a dog with manners.â
Ana finally let her smile show â small but real.
âAlright,â she murmured. âWeâll plan space for a dog bed.â
Max lit up like sheâd handed him a trophy. âA house doesnât feel like a house without a dog. You know? Someone who greets you at the door. Someone who gets excited every time you come home. Someone whoââ
âDrools and claws the furniture?â
âYes,â he said without hesitation. âExactly.â
Ana just stared.
Max stared back â hopeful, earnest, ridiculously soft.
Finally she sighed.
âOne. Dog. But it has to get along with the cats,â she added. âAnd it cannot be huge. And you are walking it.â
âEvery day,â he promised immediately. âTwice. Iâll be amazing. Iâll be the dog whisperer.â
âYou canât even train Sassy to stay off the printer.â
âThatâs because Sassy has no respect for authority,â Max defended. âShe would stage a revolution if he had thumbs.â
Ana huffed a laugh and returned her focus to the plans.
âWeâll need art,â she said casually.
Max grimaced. âToto already tried to send me a curated portfolio. I think one of the pieces was just⊠a yellow square?â
âThat one is twenty-two million euros.â
âWHY.â
She tapped the blueprint.
âItâs conceptual.â
âItâs stupid,â Max countered.
Ana smiled â small, quiet, impossibly fond.
âWe donât have to buy anything. Papa has storage units full of art.â
âOh good,â Max muttered. âSo weâre borrowing the worldâs most expensive library book.â
âHeâd love it,â she said. âDisplaying the art is the point. Otherwise itâs just⊠numbers.â
Max thought about that.
 About his own trophies sitting in boxes for years because heâd never had a place he wanted to anchor them. Of finally just putting them on a mini fridge next to his sim rig.
About this house â theirs â being different.
More personal.
Less temporary.
âOkay,â he said softly. âThen we display things. Not because theyâre expensive. But because they mean something.â
Ana looked up then.
Really looked.
And something in her expression loosened â the tension behind precision.
The guardedness behind control.
She reached for his hand, thumb grazing his knuckles.
âWeâre building something real,â she said quietly.
Max squeezed her hand back.
âWe are.â
And neither of them said the restâ
But they both felt it:
A life.
A home.
A future with cats, possibly chaotic art, furniture that wasnât from Ikea, and one very lucky dog.
Together.
***
Max Verstappenâs Apartment, Monaco - 13 September 2025
The blueprints were spread across Maxâs kitchen island, weighted down by whatever was closest: a mug, the salt grinder, Jimmy the cat (who had chosen to sit on the structural notes of the basement like he was contributing).
The house was still theoretical â walls not yet built, rooms not yet filled â but it already lived in her head with startling clarity.
She had two browser tabs open:
Work email.
Pinterest.
She refused to acknowledge how often she switched between them.
Max wandered past to grab water and paused when he saw the intensity on her face.
ââŠis that a spreadsheet for lamps?â he asked.
âYes.â
She didnât look up.
âAnd are those⊠mood boards?â
âYes.â
âAnd is thatââ he squinted, ââa colour palette specifically labeled âacceptable whitesâ?â
Ana finally glanced at him. âItâs very easy to accidentally end up with yellow undertones.â
Max raised both hands, backing away like she was handling explosives. âRight. Carry on.â
When he was gone, she pushed her glasses up her nose and opened her notes app.
Max reappeared, now holding a stroopwafel, and looked over her shoulder again.
âYouâre making a map,â he murmured, amused.
âNo,â she replied calmly. âIâm making a plan.â
âLooks like a war strategy.â
âIt is. Interior design is diplomacy with soft furnishings.â
He blinked.
âRight. Yes. Obviously.â
She kept writing.
Basement Room 1C â Office.
â Acoustic treatment (meetings + design sessions).
â Dual desk setup for Max when he insists on sitting near me.
â No fluorescent lighting (absolutely not).
Ground Floor Room 2D â Sim Racing Room (Max).
â Soundproofing. Ventilation.
â Reinforced flooring for pedal pressure variation.
â LED underlighting (he will request RGB, deny gently).
Max pointed at the last line.
âHey.â
âYouâll thank me eventually.â
He muttered something about sabotage but kissed her head before wandering away again.
She clicked over to Pinterest.
Her feed was absurdly specific now:
âMonaco neutralsâ
âModern Mediterranean libraryâ
âMoon phase lightingâ
âScandinavian minimalist but cosyâ
She pinned a Victorian star map, a velvet midnight blue armchair, and a brass orrery that cost more than a first car.
Good.
Perfect.
The living room needed balance â minimalist architecture, yes, but warmth. Texture. A space where Sunday mornings and late-night coding sessions could both exist.
She leaned back, finally letting herself exhale.
For years, rooms had felt temporary â dorms, boardrooms, hotels, shared spaces she occupied but never claimed.
This was different.
This time, she was choosing softness. Space. Permanence.
A house with a library under stars.
A room for work she loved.
A room for the man she loved to crash cars virtually and mutter at imaginary race stewards.
A place where she wasnât visiting or performing or earning.
A place to stay.
Max leaned against the counter beside her, watching her expression soften in real time.
âYou like planning this,â he said quietly.
She didnât deny it.
âIt feels⊠safe,â she admitted. âLike building a future with structure.â
He bumped her shoulder gently.
âWeâre good at building things.â
She nodded.
âYes,â she said softly. âWe are.â
Jimmy meowed loudly, stepping directly on the pencil and the part of the blueprint labeled guest suite.
Ana stared at him.
ââŠperhaps we also need a pet room.â
***
Text Messages: Dr. Henry Portman & Dr. Anastasia âAnaâ Wolff
Henry: Anastasia, my dear, Iâm about to grovel.
Ana: Go on.
Henry: One of my guest lecturers for Monday has just pulled out due to âunforeseen commitments.â
And now Iâm left with forty bright-eyed engineering students and no one to convince them that the corporate world wonât eat their souls.
Ana: It will.
Henry: Yes, but Iâd like them to believe otherwise for ninety minutes.
Ana: Why are you telling me this?
Henry: Because, my terrifyingly competent ex-girlfriend, you are my trump card.
Mercedes. Head of Systems.
Cambridgeâs most famous export since Stephen bloody Hawking.
Youâre the only person I know who can make feedback loops sound sexy and still terrify undergraduates into rethinking their life choices.
Ana: Flattery. Unbecoming.
Henry: Desperation, actually.
Would you come in? Monday, 11 a.m. Guest slot for my âApplied Systems Integrationâ seminar.
Talk about hybrid efficiency, simulation feedback, maybe how you tamed the monster that is the W15âs control architecture?
Ana: Youâre asking me to lecture your students.Â
Henry: Yes.
Pretty please. With a cherry on top.
And possibly a lifetime of debt and eternal gratitude.
Ana: I donât do guest lectures. You know this.
Henry: Yes, but you owe me.
Ana: For what?
Henry: For introducing you to Cambridgeâs only decent coffee shop in 2016.
For letting you escape that supervision group that smelled of despair and damp tweed.
For giving you the six best weeks of my romantic life with a woman.
Ana: You dumped me because you realized you were gay, Henry.
Henry: Yes, but I did it politely. Ana, Iâm desperate. I will owe you something big. Dinner. Favors. Access to our prototype test rigs. Anything.
Ana: Youâve said that before. It always ends with you hiding behind a ficus in the Faculty lounge. Youâre lucky I like you.
And that I canât stand incompetent guest lecturers.
Henry: Is that a yes?
Ana: Itâs a conditional yes.
Iâll come. But youâre buying lunch, and I am not dumbing down the content.
Henry:
Wouldnât dream of it.
Ana:
And your husband will be there.
Henry:
Edward will be delighted to see you.
Ana:
Tell your students to bring functioning brains.
Henry: Consider it done.
Ohâand congratulations, by the way. The Altair package made the BBC.
Ana: It worked as intended. Antonelli executed perfectly.
Henry: You say that like you didnât just win Italy in front of 200,000 tifosi foaming at the mouth.
Ana: The data was sound. The crowd was irrelevant.
Henry: God, I missed you. Youâre like a caffeine IV in human form.
Altair was a masterpiece.
Even from an outsiderâs perspective, the modulation curve was a work of art.
Antonelli drove it like a surgeonâno wasted motion, no hysteresis. I could see your fingerprints all over it.
Ana: He executed perfectly.
The new control package worked even better than predicted.
Four milliseconds smoother than the simulator run.
Henry: You sound almost proud.
Ana: I am proud.
Kimi earned that win.
And so did my system.
Henry: You always did have a soft spot for brilliant prodigies.
Max Verstappenâs Apartment, Monaco - 13 September 2025
Ana tossed her phone onto the sofa with the dramatic exhaustion of someone who had just agreed to do something fundamentally against her nature.
Max, lying lengthwise with Sassy asleep on his stomach, raised an eyebrow.
âThat looked like a sigh of suffering.â
âIt was suffering,â Ana muttered, flopping beside him. âHenry Portman has convinced meâagainst my better judgmentâto guest lecture on Monday.â
Max blinked.
âGuest lecture? Like⊠stand at the front of the room and teach? On purpose?â
âYes,â she said flatly. âLike some kind of academic clown.â
Max tried not to smile. Failed.
âYou hate guest lecturing.â
âI loathe guest lecturing,â Ana corrected. âIt is performative, unpredictable, full of questions that make me want to set fire to the buildingââ
âBut you said yes?â
Ana groaned into a pillow. âI said yes because Henry was groveling. And because heâs hopeless. And because if I donât step in, his students will be subjected to whichever incompetent warm body he panics and drags in at the last minute.â
Max poked her shoulder gently.
âYou like him.â
Ana lifted her head just enough to glare at him. âDonât say it like that.â
âLike what?â
âLike Iâm admitting affection.â
Max grinned because that was exactly what she was doing.
And thenâbecause his brain was a horrible placeâhe asked, casually as he could manage:
âSo⊠Henry. Thatâs the one you dated for a bit?â
Ana blinked.
There it was.
The tiny, subtle flare of jealousy he hadnât meant to let escape.
Her lips twitched.
âOh my god,â she said slowly. âYouâre jealous.â
Max went rigid. âIâm not jealous.â
âYou are,â she said, delighted. âYouâre jealous of Henry Portman.â
âI am not. I justâhe sends you very long messages. With⊠adjectives.â
Ana sat up on her knees, studying him like heâd grown a second head.
âYou are jealous of a man who dumped me because he realized he was gay.â
Max opened his mouth. Closed it. Tried again.
âHe still dated you.â
Ana actually laughedâbright, surprised, amused.
âMax.â
âIâm not jealous,â he insisted, crossing his arms even though Sassy slid off in protest. âI just⊠donât like thinking about other versions of your life.â
Ana softened at that.
The fondness seeped in like warmth.
âHenry and I were a disaster,â she said simply. âSix weeks. Thatâs it. We argued about the thermodynamics of espresso machines.â
âThat sounds exactly like something youâd enjoy arguing about.â
âI did enjoy it,â she admitted. âBut he realized he was gay, and I realized I hated sharing my workspace. It ended amicably.â
Max huffed. âStill dated you.â
âAnd then he married Edward,â Ana added. âWho is significantly prettier than you.â
Max gasped. âExcuse me?â
Ana smirked. âIâm joking. Mostly.â
Max pulled her into his lap in one smooth motion, trapping her with his arms while she laughed against his chest.
âYouâre mine,â he muttered into her hair, only half teasing, the possessiveness so soft it was almost tender.
Ana rested her cheek against him, fingers curling lightly at his collar.
âYes,â she said simply. âI am.â
Max leaned back, satisfied, smug, ridiculously so.
Ana flicked his forehead.
âNow stop being dramatic. Iâm doing the lecture because I like him, not because Iâm reliving the romantic tragedies of my youth.â
âThat was a tragedy,â Max muttered. âHe dumped you by discovering he was gay.â
âIt was very efficient,â Ana said. âI appreciated the clarity.â
Max shook his head, still bemused, still warm, still holding her like he wasnât letting go anytime soon.
âSo youâre lecturing Monday,â he said.
âYes.â
âYouâll be brilliant.â
âYes.â
âYouâll terrify those students.â
âYes.â
âAnd youâll come home and complain about it.â
âAbsolutely.â
Max smiled.
âOkay,â he said. âThen I support it.â
Ana squeezed his hand once, quick and preciseâthe way she expressed affection without thinking.
He felt it everywhere.
And when she settled against him again, Max only thought one thing:
Henry Portman could have her past. He had her future.
***
Text Messages: Dr. Anastasia âAnaâ Wolff & Toto Wolff
Ana: You guest lectured at Harvard once, didnât you?
Toto: Twice.
Once for their MBA program, once for their engineering school.
Why?
Ana: Henry Portman begged me to fill in for his guest lecturer on Monday.
Applied Systems Integration.
Forty Cambridge students.
Toto: Henry Portman? The one who confessed he was gay over pastries?
Ana: Yes, that one.
Heâs still very gay, very dramatic, and very persuasive when desperate.
Toto: And you said yes?
Ana: Conditionally.
Heâs buying lunch, and I told him Iâm not dumbing anything down.
Toto: Of course you did.
What do you want to know?
Ana: What did you do for your Harvard lecture?
Toto: Talked about leadership models and corporate psychology.
Half of them spent the first twenty minutes trying to figure out if my accent was real.
Ana: Not helpful.
Toto: I also brought slides. Pictures of the factory, data graphs, some telemetry visuals.
They liked seeing things move.
Students are like cats â you have to wave something shiny.
Ana: If I use animation in my slides, Henry will accuse me of selling out.
Toto: Do it anyway.
You terrify enough people as it is. It wonât hurt your reputation.
Ana: I was planning on explaining the Altair control loop.
Simulation fidelity versus real-time feedback, adaptive torque blending, regenerative thresholds.
Toto: Youâre going to make them cry.
Ana: Good. It builds character.
Toto: Maybe balance it with something inspiring.
Tell them about Antonelli. Monza. The work you did.
Make it sound human.
Ana: The data was human.
Kimi adapted faster than any simulator model predicted. He trusted the calibration.
Toto: Exactly. Thatâs the point.
The best systems are the ones that trust people back.
Ana: Thatâs sentimental.
Toto: Itâs also true.
Harvard loved that line. Write it down if you want.
Ana: Iâll quote you. Without credit.
Toto: Naturally.
And wear something that says âI can rebuild your car but wonât.â
Ana: So, what I always wear.
Toto: Exactly.
Ana: Thank you.
Toto: Youâll do fine, Anastasia.
You always do.
Ana: I know.
But Iâll still make them cry.
Toto: Thatâs my girl.
***
Wolff Residence, Monaco - 14 September 2025
Toto Wolff did not really believe in âdays of rest.â
Weekends were simply weekdays without office lighting.
But this Sunday â for once â he had hoped for quiet.
He woke before sunrise, the soft Mediterranean light barely touching the edge of the curtains. Susie was still asleep beside him, steady, warm, breathing in a way that always anchored him.
He reached for his phone.
A familiar habit.
A terrible mistake.
His inbox showed one new email, time-stamped 05:11, flagged urgent by the firm.
Subject: Re: Russell v. Wolff â Proposed Settlement Terms
His stomach tightened.
He opened it.
And the calm of the morning evaporated like it had never existed.
Dear Mr Wolff, We write to update you regarding the ongoing settlement discussions with the legal counsel representing Mr George Russell.
After considerable delay, his team has provided a formal counterproposalâŠ
Toto skimmed the rest, jaw clenching harder with each sentence.
âComplete confidentiality regarding all allegationsâŠâ âNon-disparagement obligations binding your daughter indefinitelyâŠâ âWaiver of future claimsâŠâ âSettlement amount reflective of âminimal provable harmââŠâ
He stopped.
Went back.
Read it again.
âMinimal provable harm.â
He felt something inside him shift.
A cold, sharp, ancient thing.
Money?
He could have predicted theyâd lowball. That was a tactic. Insulting, yes. Expected, also yes.
But the phrasingâ
That was not strategy. That was dehumanization.
A denial of pain they did not witness. A statement written by men who thought silence was a reasonable exchange.
His fingers curled around the phone as if he meant to crush it.
He read on.
ââŠin exchange, Ms Wolff would agree never to speak publicly, privately, or in any capacity regarding alleged eventsâŠâ ââŠand acknowledge that misunderstandings can occur during emotionally heightened circumstances.â ââŠreflecting the interests of all parties in moving forward without reputational damage.â
He felt his breath leave him.
âMisunderstandings.â
âMoving forward without reputational damage.â
He shut his eyes.
It was worse than the numbers. Worse than the silence they demanded from her. Worse than the legal knots they wanted her bound in.
It was the insinuation:
That what happened to Ana was an inconvenience.
Not a violation.
Not a trauma.
Not something a young woman fought desperately to survive.
That their priority was not justice â only optics.
He stayed still, phone in hand, letting the words settle â heavy, poisonous, familiar.
He had dealt with every kind of negotiation in his life.
Corporate warfare.
Contract disputes.
High-stakes regulatory chess matches.
But this?
This was personal.
This was blood.
He reopened the email, reading the final paragraph:
âPlease advise how Dr. Wolff would like to proceed. We recommend considering the confidentiality clause to mitigate future complications.â
Future complications.
His daughterâs pain was now categorized as a complication.
A quiet fury rose â slow, lethal, controlled.
He whispered to himself, barely audible:
âOver my dead body.â
Susie stirred, eyes blinking open.
âTotoâŠ?â she murmured, voice still thick with sleep.
He didnât look away from the phone.
âRussellâs lawyers sent a settlement offer.â
Susie pushed herself upright. âAnd?â
He handed her the phone.
She read.
Her face changed minute by minute â soft concern, then disgust, then a cold, vicious anger that matched his own.
âThis is⊠vile,â she whispered. âThey want her gagged. Forever.â
Toto nodded, jaw locked.
Toto swallowed â a harsh, painful motion.
âThey think we care about the money,â he said. âThey think this is about convenience. Optics. A PR issue.â
He exhaled, slow and shaking.
âThey donât understandââ He stopped. Corrected himself.
âThey have never understood who she is. And I will not let them decide the narrative of what happened to her.â
Susie squeezed his hand.
âYouâre protecting her,â she murmured.
He shook his head.
âNo,â he said. âIâm standing beside her. Thatâs what I failed to do when she was a child. I wonât fail again.â
Susie leaned against his shoulder.
âWhat will you tell the lawyers?â
Toto stood.
His voice was steel.
âThat my daughterâs dignity is not for sale. That she will speak if she wants to speak. That any attempt to silence her is an attack on her â and on us. And that we will take this as far as the law allows.â
A pause.
âAnd if Russell wants to avoid reputational damage, then he should have behaved differently.â
Susie looked up at him.
âWar?â
Totoâs eyes were cold.
âNo,â he said. âJust consequences.â
***
Text Messages: Dr. Anastasia âAnaâ Wolff & Toto Wolff
Toto:
Good morning.
Iâve received an update from Russellâs lawyers.
Itâs⊠not something I want to explain over text.
When you are awake, please let me know when we can speak in person.
I would prefer to tell you directly.
Ana:
Youâre being ominous.
And I donât like ominous.
Ana:
Is it bad?
Toto:
I will tell you when youâre here.
I donât want you reading it alone.
Ana:
Okay.
Do you want me to come alone or should Max come too?
Toto:
You never have to face any of this alone again, Ana.
Bring him.
Ana:
Should we come annoy you and Susie over breakfast again?
We can bring pastries.
(And Max promises not to steal all the pain au chocolat this time.)
Toto:
You never annoy us.
Pastries are optional.
âŠBut please bring pastries.
Ana:
Weâll be there in 30.
Put the kettle on.
***
Wolff Residence, Monaco - 14 September 2025
The kitchen smelled like Earl Grey, toasted brioche, and the particular brand of tension that meant something unpleasant was waiting in Totoâs inbox.
Ana knew it the moment she stepped inside with Max at her shoulder.
Toto wasnât pacing â which was worse. He was standing perfectly still, hands braced on the table, jaw locked in that austere Austrian way that meant whatever he was holding back was sharper than anger.
Susie was the one who crossed the room first, pulling Ana into a hug that stalled her thoughts for half a second.
âYou look tired,â Susie murmured.
âI woke up to Papa sending me omnious texts,â Ana replied dryly. âSo yes.â
Susie huffed a small laugh, but the warmth didnât reach her eyes.
Max hovered behind her, warm hand on her waist, but so rigidly controlled that Ana could practically feel the fury radiating through his palm. He wasnât even trying to hide that something had gotten under his skin.
Toto didnât waste time.
He slid his phone toward her.
âThereâs been communication from Russellâs legal team,â he said quietly. âI want you to read the offer.â
Offer.
The word alone was insulting.
Ana picked up the phone. Scrolled. Read.
Her face didnât move. Not once. Not across the entire page of manipulative legal framing. Not at the phrase minimal provable harm. Not at the demand for âcomplete and indefinite confidentiality.â Not at the insistence that âmisunderstandings occur in emotionally heightened circumstances.â
Max nearly exploded beside her.
âMinimal harm?â he snapped, voice low and lethal. âHe BROKE YOUR WRIST! Heââ
Ana touched his arm lightly.
He shut his mouth instantly.
Because she wasnât surprised.
Not even remotely.
âTheyâre predictable,â she said, setting the phone down neatly. âI expected this angle.â
Toto blinked at her like she had casually announced she was making toast.
âYou expectedâ?â he sputtered. âThey are implying you misunderstood being assaulted.â
âYes,â Ana said evenly. âThatâs what people like this do.â
Susie winced.
Max looked like he might punch a lawyer through a wall.
But Ana?
Ana was composed. Clinical. Sharp as the inside of a gearbox.
âIâm not accepting it,â Toto said immediately. âThis will not be your burden to navigate alone. We will fight it. Publicly if necessary.â
Ana nodded, calm.
âI know.â
Max stared at her â searching her expression, looking for cracks she wasnât showing.
Then Ana added, almost lazily:
âAlso, the settlement number is too low.â
Three heads snapped toward her.
Max choked. âTooâ? Ana, thatâs notâhow are you thinking about numbers right now?â
Ana shrugged.
Because she could. Because she compartmentalized like she breathed.
âThey insulted me,â she said. âSo logically, I want them to suffer financially for being that stupid.â
Toto made a strangled Austrian noise that might have meant pride, horror, or both.
Susie pinched the bridge of her nose. âSweetheart⊠you donât need to think about the money part.â
âOh, Iâm not keeping it,â Ana said flatly.
Max blinked.
Toto froze.
Susie lifted her head slowly.
âCome again?â Susie asked.
Ana folded her arms across her chest.
âThat money isnât for me. I donât want anything from him. I donât want a single cent that acknowledges his existence in my life.â
Maxâs jaw flexed.
âIf they want to buy silence, fine. They will never get it â but if they want to try?â
She tapped the folded settlement letter.
âThen they can pay for the lives of girls who come after me to be easier than mine.â
Max looked at her like she had cracked the world open.
âAna,â he whispered, voice thick, âthatâsââ
âStrategic,â she said simply.
âNo,â Max corrected softly, âthatâs extraordinary.â
She looked away.
âI donât want revenge,â she said. âI donât want a statement war. I donât want to retraumatize myself in a courtroom. I just want something useful to come out of this.â
She exhaled, long and steady.
âMen like him donât get consequences. But they can fund change. Even unwillingly.â
Silence hung for a moment.
Then Toto stepped forward and â carefully, like asking permission â put a hand on her shoulder.
âIâm proud of you,â he said quietly. âAnd I will get you whatever number you want. Whatever is necessary.â
Ana nodded once.
Max slid a hand over hers under the table â strong, warm, grounding â but didnât interrupt.
He knew better.
Finally, she looked up.
âNo confidentiality clauses,â she said. âNo statements. No apologies written by PR interns.â
She folded her hands.
âJust money. Enough to build something that outlasts him.â
Toto nodded â steel returning to his spine.
âDone.â
Max exhaled, looking at her with awe and a fierce, quiet admiration that would have embarrassed her if she hadnât been running on purpose alone.
Susie smiled â soft, but with teeth.
âThat,â she said, âis how you win.â
***
Text Messages: Dr. Anastasia âAnaâ Wolff & Toto Wolff
Toto: Anastasia.
Send me your Cambridge arrival time.
Ana: Why?
Toto: Because Iâm scheduling security.
Ana: No.
Toto: Yes.
Ana: No.
Iâm going to teach a two-hour seminar to mildly sleep-deprived engineering students, not infiltrating a hostile compound.
Toto: Have you SEEN the internet?
Ana: Unfortunately.
Toto: Then you understand why Iâm sending a bodyguard.
Ana: I donât need one.
Toto: You absolutely do.
Ana:Papa.
I have been at Cambridge since I was eighteen.
I have walked those hallways at 3am in winter because I forgot time existed.
I have survived the PhD lab equipment storage cupboard that smelled like formaldehyde and despair.
I will survive this lecture.
Toto: That was before half of F1 Twitter began performing forensic genealogy on your life.
Ana: I am not afraid of gossip.
Toto: Iâm not worried about gossip.
Iâm worried about people who believe gossip.
Ana:
I donât want to show up with security like Iâm a head of state.
Toto: Youâre a Wolff.
Thatâs close enough.
Ana: âŠabsolutely not.
Toto: Take a bodyguard.
Ana: No.
Toto: Anastasia.
Ana: Papa.
Toto: This isnât optional.
Georgeâs lawyers are escalating.
He has fans.
He has very angry fans.
And I am not sending you onto a campus without protection the same weekend they tried to gag you with a settlement offer.
Absolutely not.
Ana: âŠoh.
So this is about that.
Toto: It is about everything.
The messages online.
Stephanieâs nonsense.
Your sisterâs meltdown.
Georgeâs legal team behaving like feral raccoons with law degrees.
I refuse to gamble with your safety.
Ana: I understand that, but I donât want to show up looking like Iâm staging a coup.
Pairing: Max Verstappen x Dr. Anastasia "Ana" Wolff (Original Character)
Summary:
Max Verstappen to Mercedes? The paddock is buzzing. The mediaâs in meltdown.
Dr. Anastasia âAnaâ Wolff, Mercedesâ notoriously brilliant, emotionally unavailable lead systems engineer and Toto Wolffâs eldest daughter, is not handling it well. Because Max isnât just a potential signing, heâs the man sheâs been sleeping with in secret for nearly a decade.
And if the rumours are true, and Max Verstappen really is joining Mercedes, then Anaâs carefully compartmentalised world is about to explode.
Warnings and Notes:Â George Russell Bashing. Questionable family dynamics. Questionable Engineering Science...also Questionable work ethic. Questionable Media Ethics. I feel like I owe Toto's kids an apology after this. I bet they are lovely in real life, they just suck in my fictional version! Discussion of death and the dangers of Formula 1 Racing...Let me know if I missed something else, and I'll add it!
(Also this is split in two parts but is one chapter on AO3 and Wattpad. I have no clue why Tumblr keeps eating it otherwise...)
As always big thanks to @llirawolf , who listens to me ramble
Mercedes F1 HQ, Brackley, England - 12 September 2025
Bradley Lord had a system.
If the email subject line contained the words âCRISIS,â âSTATEMENT NEEDED,â or âChristian Horner,â he made coffee first and opened it second.
Today, heâd barely taken the first sip when his laptop pinged with a new message from Toto, flagged HIGH PRIORITY.
The subject line was not promising.
Fwd: This is getting out of hand.
He opened it.
Three attachments.
Screenshots of Totoâs ex wifeâs,Stephanie, WhatsApp statuses.
Screenshots of the anonymous DMs to @/PaddockPulse.
A single line from Toto, at the top of the email:
This is unacceptable. Call me when youâve seen it.
Bradley clicked the first image.
Stephanieâs WhatsApp status in soft pink with a cursive font:
Some people think a last name makes them family. But blood doesnât lie. Enjoy the rented love while it lasts.
He stared at it.
Very slowly, he put his coffee down.
âOh, for fuckâs sake,â he muttered.
Next screenshot.
Funny how some outsiders always get what they didnât earn.
Next.
Being pitied isnât the same as being loved.
He sat back in his chair and pinched the bridge of his nose.
He had dealt with:
A world champion announcing his retirement with zero warning.
âCrashgateâ references every time strategy did anything even slightly spicy.
A sponsor meltdown over whether Lewis wearing vegan leather counted as âon-brand.â
But his bossâs ex-wife subtweeting their head of systems via WhatsApp status in 48-point inspirational font?
This was new.
He clicked the second attachment.
The @/PaddockPulse Instagram Stories screenshots.
Black background, block text, anxious admin voice.
âI just run a fandom page and now Iâm in a soap opera.â
Bradley winced in sympathy. Same, he thought. Same.
Then the DMs.
Sheâs not part of their family. She never belonged. Sheâs a problem he couldnât get rid of. Susie only wants to adopt her because of pity. If George hadnât broken her wrist no one would be pretending she belongs.
Bradley felt his jaw tighten.
This wasnât fan mess. This wasnât your standard âwe hate Team Xâ nonsense. This was vicious. Personal.
Family.
He went back, reread the admin notes.
I donât know who this person is but they DO NOT sound like a random fan⊠If this is real, someone in Anaâs circle needs to know.
âWell,â Bradley said to his empty office, âmission accomplished, Instagram goblin. Youâve alerted the adults.â
He sat back, staring at the ceiling.
Because here was the thing:
Ana Wolff never caused him problems.
Ever.
In eight years, the Ana column in his mental ledger read:
Sent three suggested edits to a technical press release because âthe phrasing is thermodynamically imprecise.â
Once refused to smile for an official shoot because the photographer said âgive me something sexyâ and she walked out, then emailed him a perfectly polite complaint citing workplace professionalism guidelines.
Occasionally glared at a journalist so hard they changed their question halfway through.
That was it.
No leaks.
No diva behavior.
No mysterious late-night club photos.
He had, in fact, built an entire internal joke around her:
âComms Tier List of Drivers & Staff Most Likely to Cause Fire.â
Tier 1: Historical chaos monsters.
Tier 2: Occasional interview landmines.
Tier 3: People who can be trusted with live mics.
Tier 4: Ana.
Ana wasnât even on the list half the time.
She was what he mentally classified as:
âEmotionally Armoured Warplane With 0% Scandal Risk.â
Well.
 Except for the part where she was secretly dating Max Verstappen now.
He didnât want to know details.
He had simply created a new private mental folder labelled:
âDo Not Touch Unless House Is On Fire (Max/Ana).â
But even that hadnât caused him trouble yet.
She didnât parade it.
Max sure as hell didnât.
There were no leaks. No PDA. No âwho is this mystery womanâ drama.
Anaâs existence in the public narrative was neat, controlled, quiet.
Engineer. Systems brain. Occasional terrifying quote about feedback loops.
Comms dream.
And now?
Now she was trending because someone in her own family had decided to go full Greek tragedy on Instagram and in a gossip pageâs DMs.
Utterly ridiculous.
The office door knocked, then opened a crack.
âUh⊠Bradley?â one of the junior staffers asked, looking mildly haunted. âHave you⊠seen Twitter?â
âYes,â Bradley said. âUnfortunately, I am literate.â
âTheyâre zooming in on Anaâs PhD acknowledgements.â
âOf course they are,â he sighed. âWhy not. Privacy is dead. Academia is content.â
The junior lingered. âShe⊠really did only thank Jack.â
Bradleyâs expression softened.
âI know,â he said quietly. âShe sent me a draft once. Asked if mentioning us would be âtoo much.ââ
He remembered that email. Short. Precise. Almost clinical.
âShould I reference the team in the acknowledgements or is that inappropriate?â
Heâd replied something like:
âYou can do whatever you like. Itâs your work and your story.â
She hadnât mentioned them. Not directly.
Just the machines.
And one boy.
Jack.
Bradley dragged his attention back to the crisis.
He opened WhatsApp. A message from Toto was waiting.
Toto: This is what Stephanie posted. She is attacking Ana. I will not tolerate it.
Then another, seconds later.
Also: someone from the family has been sending things to gossip accounts. Anonymous âsheâs not familyâ messages. Youâve seen those?
Bradley typed back:
Bradley: Yes. Saw the statuses. Saw the DMs. This isnât fan chaos. This is internal. From a comms perspective: we do nothing publicly. No statement. No denial. No âclarification.â This is not about PR. Itâs about your daughter being harassed.
He watched the âtypingâŠâ bubble appear, vanish, reappear.
Toto: Ana did nothing. She never makes trouble. And yet she is always the one paying the price.
Bradley exhaled slowly.
Bradley: Because the quiet ones are the easiest to scapegoat. But weâre not letting that happen. Not this time.
Another ping.
Toto: They are tearing apart her past on Twitter. Childhood. School. Family. She should never have to see this.
Bradley stared at the screen for a moment, then answered truthfully:
Bradley: Sheâs in F1. She will see it. What we can do is make sure she never has to walk through it alone.
He attached a short note:
â No external comms beyond âno comment on personal family matters.â
â Internally: if it leaks weâre weaponizing this, it makes it worse.
â Let people online reach their own conclusions.
They already like her. Theyâre defending her. No need to choreograph that.
He hesitated, then added:
Also, for what itâs worth: Ana has never given me a single headache that wasnât about comma placement or fact-checking a technical term. Sheâs the least dramatic person in a 50km radius of this team. Which is saying something.
There was a pause.
Then:
Toto: Thank you. And if anything serious appearsâif someone crosses a legal lineâ tell me.
Bradley smiled slightly.
Bradley: Youâll be the first to know.
Also, please tell Ana from me: She doesnât need to worry about the ânarrative.â The data is in her favor.
He sent it, sat back, and finally picked up his coffee again.
It was cold.
Of course it was.
He drank it anyway.
Because somewhere between the statuses and the DMs and the meltdown of an entire fandom, he could see the shape of something important:
The sport would spin it as drama.
The internet would spin it as lore.
The media would sniff around like bloodhounds.
But at the center of it?
A woman who did her job, did it brilliantly, and asked for absolutely nothing except to be allowed to exist quietly in the family sheâd chosen.
Ana never caused trouble.
Other people did.
And today, Bradley decidedâfirmly, finallyâthat if the world insisted on turning her into a storyline, then fine.
They would not be the villains in it.
Not on his watch.
He opened a new internal note, titled it:
COMMS POSITION â ANA / FAMILY DRAMA â INTERNAL ONLY
And he wrote the first line:
We protect her. We donât perform it.
Then he hit save, rolled his shoulders, and prepared for the next ping.
Because this was F1.
There was always another one coming.
***
 Law Office of Baumgartner & Chevallier, Monaco - 12 September 2025
The pen felt heavier than it should.
Ridiculous, really â considering sheâd held tools that could snap bone if misused, guided calibration rigs worth more than private jets, signed off on systems that determined race outcomes and millions in development paths.
But this?
This was different.
The contract sat in front of her, crisp and clinical â pages detailing land rights, architectural approval, ownership transfer, tax implications. A document that essentially meant:
You are building a life. A permanent one. With someone.
Her hand hovered.
And for a moment â just one â the noise from the morning pressed up against her ribs like a bruise.
The screenshots.
 The anonymous messages that werenât anonymous.
 Rosaâs venom.
 The internet dissecting her childhood like a case study.
The feeling she knew too well:
You donât belong here. Not really. Not fully.
A lifetime of silence, borders, and being tolerable rather than wanted tried to crawl back into her throat.
Then Maxâs fingers brushed hers.
Not to rush.
Not to coax.
Just there.
A grounding point.
âHey,â he murmured, eyes steady, soft in that way he never let cameras see. âYouâre allowed to want this.â
She didnât answer â not immediately.
Her gaze shifted to the blueprint pinned to the corner of the folder.
Their blueprint.
 A space for a sim rig near the office.
 A kitchen large enough for cooking disasters and quiet mornings.
 A spare room Susie had already tried to call a nursery â too casually to be casual.
A home big enough for a future.
A home she chose.
No one assigned it.
 No one dictated it.
 No one forced it into her life.
She built this one.
Piece by piece.
âIâm not,â she said finally â voice smooth, almost clinical, except for the tremor beneath it â âletting them ruin this.â
Maxâs jaw softened.
âGood,â he said quietly. âBecause this is ours. Not theirs. Not the internetâs. Not anyoneâs to dissect.â
Her fingers tightened around the pen.
Not with hesitation.
With certainty.
She signed.
One signature.
Then another.
Then the last.
The notary smiled politely â unaware of the tectonic shift occurring at the table.
âCongratulations,â they said. âThe property is officially yours.â
Ours.
The word echoed in her chest.
Max squeezed her hand â warm, steady, almost reverent.
âWelcome home,â he whispered, pressing a kiss to her temple.
Ana let herself breathe â fully.
Not guarded.
Not braced.
Not waiting for the ground to shift beneath her.
And for the first time in her life, belonging didnât feel conditional.
It felt earned.
Chosen.
Shared.
She closed the folder, exhaled, and straightened â the faintest hint of a smile tugging at her mouth.
âLet the internet say whatever they want,â she said calmly.
Max smirked. âThey will.â
âI know.â She stood, smooth and certain. âBut Iâm done letting ghosts make decisions for me.â
He didnât hide how proud he looked.
And she didnât flinch from receiving it.
They walked out together â into sunlight, into something new, into their own story.
And as the sea glittered below and Monaco moved around them, Ana realized something:
She didnât feel like she was intruding in someone elseâs life anymore.
She felt like she was building her own.
And nothing â not resentment, not gossip, not old wounds clawing for relevance â was going to take that from her.
Not now.
Not ever.
***
Wolff Residence, Monaco - 12 September 2025
Toto stood in the living room with his phone in his hand and his jaw tight.
Three calls.
Four.
Five.
Each went straight to voicemailânot even the ring delay, just an automated wall:
"The person you are trying to reach is not available."
Translate:
Rosa saw it and decided no.
He tried again anywayâbecause stubbornness ran in the Wolff bloodline whether anyone liked admitting it.
By the seventh attempt, Susie finally walked over, gently placing her hand over the screen before he could press call again.
âToto,â she murmured, soft but immovable. âSheâs not going to pick up.â
He swallowed. His shoulders were up around his earsâanger, hurt, and something that looked dangerously like guilt wrestling under his skin.
âShe canât justââ He shook his head. âShe canât decide weâre not speaking. I am her father.â
âI know.â
âShe can be upset. She can be angry. She can ask questions. But ignoring me? Sabotaging Ana online?â
âThose were not the actions of someone trying to communicate,â Susie said quietly. âThose were the actions of someone trying to wound.â
He closed his eyes.
âSheâs my daughter,â he whispered.
âAnd Ana is too.â
The silence after that wasnât sharpâit was heavy.
Truth had weight.
He sank onto the sofa, elbows on his knees, phone dangling uselessly between his fingers.
Susie said nothing for a moment. Thenâsoft, but unflinching:
âOne day, youâre going to have to make a choice.â
Toto froze.
âI have made a choice,â he said, voice low. âI choose all my children.â
âRosa is choosing not to be one,â Susie replied, unafraid of the truth he kept dodging.
He exhaled, long and exhausted, rubbing the heel of his hand against his eyes.
âSheâs throwing a tantrum,â Susie continued, unfailingly calm. âAnd if she wants to talk, she knows how to. But right now? Sheâs punishing you for loving someone she doesnât approve of.â
âThatâs not fair,â Toto said, more to himself than to Susie. âI was a terrible father when Ana arrived. I didnât know how toââ
âYouâre a wonderful father now,â she interrupted. âTo Jack. To Benedict. Even to Rosa, when she lets you be. But Ana needed you too. And youâre trying to make up for that. She sees it as you taking something from her.â
Toto sat down heavily at the kitchen table.
âWhat do I do?â he asked, and it wasnât the Toto Wolff voice he used at press conferences, ironclad and towering.
 It was a fatherâs voice.
Small. Worried. Human.
Susie joined him, laying her hand over his.
âYou draw boundaries for her the same way you do for everyone else.â
Toto huffed a humorless laugh.
âI already cut her card to a thousand per day.â
âWhich most people would consider extremely generous,â Susie pointed out.
âYes, well, Rosa is not âmost people.ââ
They sat in tired silence for a beat.
Then Toto said, with that particular grim determination he usually reserved for cost cap meetings:
âIâll set up a one-time trust disbursement. A lump sum. Enough that she can choose whatever life she wants. And thenâŠâ He swallowed. âShe will have to manage on her own.â
Susie looked at himânot surprised. Not angry. Just⊠sad.
âThatâs what you did with Ana,â she said quietly.
He blinked.
His breath caughtânot with regret, but with realization.
âYes,â he murmured. âWhen she turned eighteen.â
âAnd what did she do with it?â Susie asked gently.
Toto didnât need to think.
âShe invested it,â he said. âShe budgeted it. She still drives the same car. She never spent for status. She worked.â
 A breath.
 âShe built her own life with it.â
Susie nodded.
âAnd what do you think Rosa will do?â
Toto hesitated.
There was a beat of silenceâthe kind that carried the weight of years, mistakes, and lessons finally learned.
Then:
âShe will either grow up,â he said quietly, âor she wonât. But either wayâthe chaos ends.â
Susie stood and crossed the room, placing her hand over his.
âYouâre not choosing between your daughters,â she told him softly. âYouâre choosing boundaries.â
Totoâs shoulders softenedâjust a fraction.
âAnd boundaries,â she added with a small, sad smile, âare sometimes the most painful kind of love.â
Toto closed his eyes. Let the truth settle.
Then he noddedâslow, deliberate, final.
âIâll send the paperwork to the lawyers in the morning,â he said.
Susie squeezed his hand.
âAnd if she calls you before that?â
Totoâs voice was lowâcontrolled, but aching.
âThen we talk.â
âAnd if she doesnât?â
He didnât flinch.
âThen she learns.â
Susie leaned forward and kissed his templeâsoft, steady, proud.
âYouâre doing the right thing,â she whispered.
Toto didnât answer out loud.
But somewhereâin the quiet part of him that still remembered the day a small, silent girl stood at his doorway with a backpack and eyes full of distrustâ he hoped she was right.
***
Wolff Residence, Monaco - 12 September 2025
Max noticed the shift the moment they walked through the door.
Not dramatic. Not loud.
Just⊠tense.
The kind of quiet that had weight.
Susie greeted them firstâwarm as always, pulling Ana into a hug that lasted a beat longer than usual.
Max followed, offering his usual easy, respectful smileâbut his eyes were already scanning the room with the instinct of someone whoâd lived through enough complicated families to recognize when fault lines were shifting.
Toto was standing near the kitchen counter with a folder in his hand and the expression of a man whoâd spent half the morning wrestling with decisions that didnât feel like victoriesâonly necessities.
âCome, sit,â Susie said gently, ushering them toward the dining table already set for lunch.
Jack was at school, so it was just the four of themâno buffer, no distraction.
Ana took the seat beside Max. Her posture was straight, composed, but Max could see the micro-tension in her fingersâthumb rubbing a small circle against her index knuckle.
Her tell.
Toto cleared his throat softly.
âI want to talk to you about something,â he said, tone carefulânot commanding, not managerial. Human.
Anaâs brows pulled together slightly. âAlright.â
Totoâs gaze flicked to Max, almost like asking silent permission to include him.
Max just gave a small nod.
Ana deserved this with someone beside her.
âIâve spent all morning trying to reach Rosa,â Toto began. âShe wonât answer. And after what happened onlineâŠâ He exhaled slowly. âSomething needs to change.â
Ana stilled.
Max felt his jaw tighten.
Toto continued.
âIâve⊠set up a trust for Rosa,â Toto said. âA lump sum. One disbursement. The same amount I gave you when you turned eighteen.â
Ana blinked. âWhy?â
Toto exhaled â slow, defeated. âBecause she refuses to speak to me. And I will not continue letting her weaponize my love or my money. If she wants to be independent â then she must be independent.â
Ana sat still. Too still.
ââŠYou donât have to choose,â she said quietly. âI never wanted that.â
âIâm not choosing,â Toto replied â and he meant it. âYou received a fund when you became an adult and built your life with it. Rosa will receive the same. And then⊠she will decide if she wants a relationship.â
Susie placed a hand lightly on Totoâs back. âSheâll learn, one way or another.â
Ana stared down at her plate â untouched â jaw set.
Max felt his pulse hammering.
He wanted to say good.
He wanted to say finally.
He wanted to say she has done nothing but hurt Ana, and itâs about time she faced consequences.
But he said none of it.
Because Ana was the one who had been hurt most.
And this moment belonged to her.
She swallowed hard.
Her thumb brushed against Maxâs palm â a tiny grounding movement.
âI donât want her punished because of me,â Ana murmured. âI donât want⊠collateral damage.â
âShe made her own choices,â Susie said softly. âYou didnât do this to her.â
Max clenched his teeth.
He thought about Rosaâs messages.
The vitriol.
The bile.
The deliberate attempts to make Ana feel small and unwanted.
He thought about how Ana had crumpled into his arms the night before â stimming so hard heâd panicked â because the world had ripped open every wound sheâd spent years stitching shut.
Rosa didnât deserve the power sheâd had over her.
Ana didnât deserve to keep bleeding for someone elseâs immaturity.
So he squeezed her hand.
Just a little.
Just enough to say: Iâm here. I agree. You deserve better.
Ana looked up at Toto â and there it was.
The quiet fear she hardly let anyone see:
Am I worth this?
Toto leaned forward â elbows on the table, voice rough.
âYou are not the reason Rosa is angry,â he said. âYou are the excuse she uses to avoid growing up.â
Ana exhaled â shaky but steadying.
ââŠOkay,â she whispered.
Max watched the tension in Totoâs shoulders drop a fraction.
Not relief â not yet â but hope.
Susie smiled at Ana then, soft as the afternoon light streaming through the window.
âYouâre allowed to have good things, sweetheart,â she said. âEven if someone else is angry about it.â
Something flickered behind Anaâs eyes.
Belief.
Small. Fragile. But real.
Max felt his chest tighten â painfully, beautifully.
Because this â this was family.
Messy and imperfect and fought for.
Built, not inherited.
And Ana was finally learning she didnât have to apologize for being loved.
***
Text Messages: Daniel Ricciardo & Max Verstappen
Daniel:
So.
You wanna talk about it or should I just send memes until you emotionally crack?
Max: Thereâs nothing to talk about.
Daniel: Max.
Someone basically wrote âburn the witchâ in the DMs of a gossip page.
And Twitter has built a 47-slide PowerPoint connecting childhood trauma to Cambridge cafeteria seating charts.
I feel like thereâs a conversation in there somewhere.
Max: Toto is handling it.
Daniel: âŠ
Right.
But that wasnât the question.
Max: Iâm fine.
Daniel: Youâre typing like youâre chewing through concrete so no youâre not.
Max: I just hate that she woke up excited and then had to read strangers discussing whether she deserves a family.
Daniel: Yeah.
That part sucks.
Like⊠deeply sucks.
Max: She finally said yes.
To them.
To belonging.
To being wanted.
And someone tried to ruin it five hours later.
Daniel: You know sheâs stronger than them, right?
Max: Strength shouldnât be a requirement for being loved.
Daniel: âŠokay.
Thatâs the most aggressively poetic thing youâve ever texted me.
Are you dying?
Max: Shut up.
Daniel: For real though â do you need anything?
Max: No.
Sheâs here.
We signed the house papers.
Weâre having lunch with Toto and Susie.
Sheâs⊠okay.
Angry.
But okay.
Daniel: Angry is good.
Angry means âIâm fighting,â not âIâm folding.â
Max: Yeah.
I know.
Daniel: And listen â I know you said Toto is handling it.
And he should.
Itâs his mess, his family, his job to protect her too.
But just so you know:
You are allowed to be angry.
Max: I am.
Daniel: Good.
Because if someone ever sent messages like that about the woman I love?
Iâd want to throw hands too.
Max: Itâs not hands Iâm thinking about.
Daniel: Okay thatâs exactly the kind of thing you shouldnât put in writing.
Letâs keep âmurder plansâ verbal.
Max: Thank you.
Daniel: Always.
And hey â Anaâs story doesnât belong to the internet.
It belongs to her.
Sheâll choose when itâs told.
Not some bitter ghost account.
Daniel: Now go kiss your terrifying genius girlfriend and remind her that the world can scream, but love gets the last word.
Max: On it.
***
Max Verstappenâs Apartment, Monaco - 12 September 2025
It started small.
A shift in her posture.
A tension gathering under her skin like static.
That far-off focus she got when her brain was sprinting faster than the room around her.
Max noticed immediatelyânot because she made it obvious, but because heâd gotten good at reading her the way other people read weather.
Normally she paced when she was overwhelmed.
Or turned sharp, efficient, clinical.
Tonight was different.
She moved to the foot of the bed, sat for three secondsâand then suddenly threw herself backward against the pillows.
Max jumped.
âWoahâAnaâwhatâ what are you doing?â
She didnât answer.
She just reset, sat forward again, and threw herself back harder this time.
The mattress jolted.
A pillow hit the headboard.
Max stood, hands half-raised like he was worried she might actually be injured.
âOkayâheyâstopâare you hurt? Did something happen? Is this a seizureâ?!â
She blinked up at him, hair messy, breathing uneven.
âNo,â she said simply, as if that clarified anything. âIâm stimming.â
Max stared.
ââŠstimming as in⊠hitting the bed with your spine?â
She nodded. Calm. Controlled. Scientist-voice online.
âItâs a deep pressure stim. The impact helps regulate sensory overload.â
He blinked at her.
Then blinked again.
âAre you sure thatâs safe?â
âYes,â she said, already bracing to do it again.
Max gently put a hand on her shoulderânot to stop her, just to pause her.
âCan youâexplain it to me? Before you concuss yourself into inner peace?â
She huffedâalmost a laugh.
âItâs not dangerous. Itâs just intense. Likeâresetting my nervous system with force feedback.â
Max processed that.
Slowly.
He didnât touch her immediately.
Instead, gently:
ââŠwhy didnât you tell me?â
She stared at the blankets.
âI didnât want to be inconvenient.â
Max actually flinched.
âAna,â he whispered, âyou are the least inconvenient thing that has ever existed in my life.â
She swallowed.
Hard.
Her next words were quieter:
âMy mother used to say my needs were⊠dramatic. Or excessive. Or embarrassing.â
Maxâs jaw locked.
âSo I learned to hide them.â
He reached for her hand. Slowly. Telegraphed.
She didnât pull away.
âWhat happens if you donât stim?â he asked softly.
She exhaledâlong, steady, clinical again.
âMy body feels too loud. Like I can feel every heartbeat in my teeth. My brain loops. My thoughts fragment. Eventually I shut down or dissociate.â
Max nodded slowly.
Then, simply:
âOkay. Then we make space for whatever you need.â
She looked up.
Really looked.
Like she was waiting for mockery or discomfort or polite tolerance.
Instead, Max reached over, grabbed the pillow sheâd nearly broken the headboard with, and placed it behind her with ridiculous gentleness.
âIf throwing yourself at the mattress helps,â he murmured, âthen throw yourself. Iâll sit here and make sure you donât fall off.â
Her eyes softenedâthen shimmered.
But she didnât cry.
She leaned backâcontrolled this time, less force.
Max stayed beside herâstill, steady, grounding.
After a moment, she spoke again.
Her voice was soft. Unshielded.
âI donât usually stim like this. Usually I play the piano. It regulates me. Repetitive motion, muscle memory, sound vibrationâsomeone called it âpercussion for the soulâ once.ââ
Max blinked.
Oh.
That explained a lot.
Her precision.
Her rhythm.
Her hands always tapping silent patterns.
Her breathing syncing to tempo when she needed calm.
But thenâ
Her voice crackedâbarely audible:
âYou donât have one here.â
Maxâs chest punched inward.
It wasnât an accusation.
Or annoyance.
Or blame.
It sounded like grief.
Something small and old and raw.
âWhen I was little,â she whispered, âbefore everything⊠I had a piano. In Moscow. My grandmother taught me. It was the one place where I didnât feel wrong.â
âI can lose hours in it,â she continued, voice softer, âand come out calm. Clear.â Then â with a sigh: âBut you donât have a piano.â
Max sat up straighter, eager to be useful. âI can buy a piano.â
Anaâs mouth twitched. âMax.â
âI can rent one. Borrow one. Steal one.â
âWe are not stealing a piano.â
âIf it helps, Iâll commit a small crime!â
She stared at him.
He was genuinely stressed about her safety and genuinely ready to smuggle a baby grand into their apartment.
Her expression softened â tension loosening just a fraction.
âI didnât⊠want you to see this,â she said quietly.
âWhy?â Max asked. âItâs you. Itâs okay.â
âIt doesnât look okay.â
âIt looks like youâre trying to bounce the demons out of your body,â he said honestly. âAnd if that works for you, I support your exorcism methods.â
That earned the smallest laugh â a breath more than a sound â but it counted.
Max shifted closer, careful not to crowd her.
âNext time, just tell me what you need,â he murmured. âTell me how to help. Or how to not help. Just⊠donât do this alone.â
Max lay beside herânot touching, just close enough.
The room was dim. The sea breeze carried the faint scent of salt and jasmine.
Ana spoke first.
âWhen my mother left me with TotoâŠâ she said quietly, âI didnât know him. He didnât know me.
Max stayed still.
Listening.
âI spent months trying to be quiet. Normal. Useful.â Her hand pressed lightly to her sternum, like grounding.
 âI thought⊠if I didnât take up space, no one would regret keeping me.â
A long silence.
Then:
âStephanie never wanted me there. She saw me as proof of betrayal. She didnât yell. She didnât punish.â She swallowed.
âShe just ignored me. Like I was furniture someone resented but couldnât throw away.â
Maxâs chest ached in a way that felt too tight for bone.
âBenedict and Rosa were children,â Ana continued. âBut children notice hierarchy. They understood early I wasnât equal. They treated me accordingly. Children learn from adults. If their mother didnât accept me, they decided they shouldnât either.â
Her voice softenedânot fragile, just tired.
âWhen Stephanie and Toto divorced, he was drowning in work. I donât blame him. I was⊠difficult to understand.â
 A faint laughânot bitter, just factual.
 âAnd sending me to boarding school was efficient. Structured. Contained.â
Max finally spokeâsoft but steady.
âYou deserved comfort. Not containment.â
Ana didnât look at himâbut her fingers curled toward his voice like a compass.
âI donât blame him,â she whispered. âHe didnât know what to do with a child who didnât behave the way children were supposed to. I was too quiet. Too intense. Too attached to rules. Too⊠much and not enough.â
She finally turned her headâmeeting Maxâs eyes.
âWhen I see him with Jack nowâpresent, laughing, steadyâit hurts in a place I try not to touch too often.â
Max moved closerânot to fix, not to smotherâbut to be there.
âAnd I would never resent Jack,â she continued. âHe deserves everything. He healed something in Toto. And in me. But sometimes⊠I wish someone had fought for me the way they fight for him.â
âHeâs such a present father to Jack,â she said â no bitterness, just quiet ache. âHe reads with him, plays with him, teaches him things. And I love that. I love Jack more than anything.â
Her voice cracked â barely.
âBut sometimes,â she whispered, âI wish Iâd had that version of him too.â
Max gently shifted closer â until their foreheads touched.
âYou deserved it,â he said â steady, certain, no hesitation. âEvery bit of it.â
Ana blinked â slow, heavy â tears there but not falling.
âAnd nowââ she exhaled, voice softer. âNow everything is good. Finally good. And it feels like someone is clawing old wounds open just to make sure I remember where they are.â
Max tightened his grip on her hand â grounding her the way stimming grounded her body.
âYouâre not alone in it,â he murmured. âNot anymore.â
Max reached outâslow, deliberateâand took her hand.
Not squeezing.
Just holding.
Joining.
âYou deserved that then,â he said quietly. âYou deserve it now.â
Ana blinkedâonce, slow.
âAnd youâre not alone anymore,â he added. âNot with me. Not with Susie. Not with Jack. Not with Totoânot the man he was. The man he is now.â
Silence settledânot tense, not unresolvedâjust full.
Then Max leaned his forehead to hers.
âIf throwing yourself into pillows helps,â he murmured, âdo it for as long as you need.â
She let out the smallest breathâa laugh and a sigh and a thank you all at once.
âStay?â she asked.
âAlways.â
She settled into himâhead on his shoulder, hand against his chest.
And for the first time that dayâ
Ana didnât feel like she was balancing on the edge of someone elseâs world.
She felt held.
Chosen.
Safe.
***
Text Messages: Victoria Verstappen & Max Verstappen
Victoria:
Twitter is having a full Greek tragedy meltdown and some gossip page admin is being harassed by someone who sounds like theyâve been chain-smoking resentment for 20 years.
So.
Question:
Is this total bullshit
or are we actually living in a soap opera?
Max: Not bullshit.
Victoria: âŠ
What do you mean
not bullshit.
Max.
What.
Do.
You.
Mean.
Max: Weâre pretty sure the person messaging that account was Anaâs sister.
Victoria: HER SISTER???
HER ACTUAL SISTER??
Like DNA and childhood trauma level sibling??
Max: Yes.
Victoria: Oh my god.
Victoria: HER SISTER SUCKS.
Max: Yes.
Victoria: Like she doesnât just suck, sheâs Olympic-level petty.
She has trained for this.
She has practice notebooks.
Max: Probably.
Victoria: I cannot believe youâve been with this girl almost TEN YEARS and at NO POINT did you mention:
âoh by the way her family dynamic is held together with duct tape and inherited spite.â
Max: It wasnât relevant.
Victoria: MAX.
Her sister just tried to leak a PRIVATE ADOPTION and tell the world Ana doesnât belong.
That is relevant.
Max: I know.
Victoria: Howâs Ana?
Max: Tired.
Mostly angry.
Sheâs pretending she doesnât care but she does.
Victoria: Of course she does.
Anyone would.
Itâs one thing when strangers talk.
Itâs another when itâs someone whoâs supposed to love you.
(Max doesnât reply immediately.)
Victoria: Hey.
Youâre doing right by her.
And Iâm really glad she has you.
***
Text Messages: Victoria Verstappen & Dr. Anastasia âAnaâ Wolff
Victoria: Just caught up.
Twitter. The screenshots. The meltdown. All of it.
And I have to say:
NOW I fully understand what you meant when you said
âthat was not my experience with sisters.â
Holy. Shit. Ana. đł
Ana: âŠyep.
Victoria: Like I knew there was history. But this is not normal sister stuff.
This is âvillain origin storyâ energy.
âSheâs not familyâ
âSheâs manipulating themâ
âReplaceableâ
Thatâs not jealousy.
Thatâs unhinged.
Ana: Try having it said to you directly when youâre sixteen.
Victoria: âŠ
Okay that made me want to throw my phone into the sun.
Ana: It was a long time ago.
Victoria: But the hurt isnât gone.
I can see that.
And sheâs ripping open wounds she created.
Ana: I guess I hoped weâd moved past it.
Or at leastâŠ
Grown up.
Victoria: SHE hasnât.
YOU have.
Youâre out here building a life, getting adopted by the worldâs coolest momâą, signing house contracts, and being loved.
Sheâs doomscrolling and shitposting like a medieval court cousin who didnât inherit the castle.
Ana: Thatâs an image.
Victoria: Iâm serious though:
You deserved better sisters.
You deserved a better start.
But you are getting a better future.
And thatâs what matters now.
Ana: Thank you.
***
PRIVATE CHAT â Secure channel
Andromeda đ°ïž is online
JadeQueen đ is online
JadeQueen: Evening, Annie.
Just logged onto Twitter andâŠ
Sweetheart.
Do I need to burn the internet down?
Andromeda: No fire.
Please.
JadeQueen: Okay but hear me out:
I have a very organized âdestroy someoneâs online identityâ protocol ready for deployment.
Two keystrokes and Rosa becomes a digital myth like Atlantis.
Andromeda: Xia.
No.
JadeQueen: I can scrub her LinkedIn, un-anchor her SEO results, and bury her under 14 pages of Pinterest recipes and MLM skincare articles.
Andromeda: Stop.
JadeQueen: I could also make sure that when someone Googles her name the first suggestion becomes:
âRosa Wolffâwhat did she do?â
Andromeda: Definitely not.
JadeQueen: What about mild public humiliation?
Nothing criminal.
JustâŠ
A well-placed meme.
A tasteful takedown.
Andromeda: Xia.
JadeQueen: Fine.
New approach:
Would you like me to hack that gossip account and delete the screenshots?
Or replace them with pictures of bunnies?
Or Lewis Hamilton holding a sign that says âtouch grassâ?
Andromeda: Absolutely not.
And you know I love Lewis memes.
JadeQueen: So youâre sayingâŠ
There is a chance.
Andromeda: âŠno.
JadeQueen: Okay.
Then I will reluctantly be normal.
(But I want it on the record:
I could fix this very dramatically.)
Andromeda: I know.
And I appreciate you.
JadeQueen: How are you?
Really.
Ana: Angry.
Tired.
Embarrassed that strangers know things I havenât said out loud.
And⊠weirdly sad.
JadeQueen: None of this is your fault.
And it doesnât make you weak.
You kept your story private because it was yours â that isnât secrecy.
Itâs self-respect.
Andromeda: I justâŠ
Wanted one thing in my life that wasnât analyzed or debated or picked apart.
Just one.
JadeQueen: You still have it.
You still have control over the truth â because gossip isnât truth.
They know fragments, not the story.
Andromeda: I hate that she did this.
JadeQueen: I know.
And if you change your mind â
If one day you say âfine, release the chaosâ â
I will gladly ruin her Apple ID, her email history, and every embarrassing teenage forum post she ever made about One Direction.Â
Pairing: Max Verstappen x Dr. Anastasia "Ana" Wolff (Original Character)
Summary:
Max Verstappen to Mercedes? The paddock is buzzing. The mediaâs in meltdown.
Dr. Anastasia âAnaâ Wolff, Mercedesâ notoriously brilliant, emotionally unavailable lead systems engineer and Toto Wolffâs eldest daughter, is not handling it well. Because Max isnât just a potential signing, heâs the man sheâs been sleeping with in secret for nearly a decade.
And if the rumours are true, and Max Verstappen really is joining Mercedes, then Anaâs carefully compartmentalised world is about to explode.
Warnings and Notes:Â George Russell Bashing. Questionable Engineering Science...also Questionable work ethic. Difficult Family relationships. Questionable Media Ethics. Also definitely NSFW. Let me know if I missed something else, and I'll add it!
(Also apparently I need to add this following disclaimer: There's this magical thing in a fic called character development and plot. If there was neither of those there wouldn't be much of a fic. So yes, characters will make stupid decisions and act in a way that is not very smart.)
As always big thanks to @llirawolf , who listens to me ramble
Slack Channel: #brackley-nerds
Private Channel. ~30 members.Â
lorelai.pa: The press release is out. George is officially gone.
kayleigh.powerunit: đ FINALLY đ
sam.transmission: No but actually. The sigh of relief I just heard through the corridor was like a wave.
lucy.comms: I just walked through the atrium. People are actually cheering.
tom.sim:between altair working, kimi podiuming, and george goneâŠ
this week is basically christmas in august đ
liam.engine: Not gonna lie, I thought it would drag on until Abu Dhabi. Never thought the board would move this fast.
fatima.pr:my inbox is already 30% quieter.
this is the best day of the year.
tom.sim: Took long enough. Canât believe we had to sit through those articles before this happened.
liam.engine: Altair runs better without him anyway.
leo.mechanic: Not gonna lie, half of Brackley has been waiting for this announcement since Budapest.
kayleigh.powerunit: Okay but⊠who covered the sponsor fallout? đ
fatima.pr: Unofficially⊠Toto. Out of pocket.
leo.mechanic: WAIT WHAT.
fatima.pr: Yeah. Straight up. He told Legal to cut the deal, then said heâd pay it himself if thatâs what it took.
lorelai.pa: PAPA WOLFF ISNâT PLAYING đł
kayleigh.powerunit: Imagine being so done with someone that you personally pay millions just to get rid of them.
lucy.comms: Tbh? Thatâs a mood.
fatima.pr: Also a power move. The message is clear:
Mess with Ana = out of F1.
liam.engine: Say what you want about Toto but he protects his own.
tom.sim: Respect. Peak Austrian energy.
leo.mechanic: No, peak Dad energy. âSmear my daughter in the press? Enjoy unemployment.â
lorelai.pa: Honestly iconic.
lucy.comms: If Toto ever gives me side eye Iâm handing in my badge and keycard immediately.
kayleigh.powerunit: Georgeâs camp really thought they could drag Ana in the press and keep their seat đ
lorelai.pa: Not in this lifetime.
liam.engine: Anyway, back to work. Kimiâs debrief tomorrow is going to be fun.
lorelai.pa: Fun = Ana with coffee and no George on the driver list. Brackley paradise.
fatima.pr: Someone make stickers.
***
Text Messages: Toto Wolff & Susie Wolff
Toto: Heâs out.
The board signed off. Statement already live.
Susie: Finally.
How much did it cost us?
Toto: More than I care to admit.
The sponsors wanted their money. I shouldered it.
Susie: Of course you did.
Because thatâs what a father does.
Toto: I donât regret it. Not one cent.
He tried to destroy her. Now heâs gone.
Susie: Good.
And donât say her, Toto. Say it properly.
Toto: âŠfor our daughter.
Susie: Exactly.
For our daughter.
Toto: Always.
***
Mercedes F1 HQ, Brackley, England â 5 August 2025
The office was still warm with late afternoon light, shadows of the blinds striping across the papers stacked on her desk. She had been buried in Altair debrief notes when the knock came. Not even a knock, reallyâjust the firm tap of her fatherâs knuckles before he pushed the door open.
Toto looked composed in the way only he could manage after a week of chaos, his shirt sleeve pushed up but his posture still immaculate. He had a folder in one hand, his phone in the other.
âItâs done,â he said without preamble. His voice carried the weight of finality. âThe press release is out. George is no longer with Mercedes.â
Anaâs pen stilled against the margin of her notebook. She lifted her gaze, searching his face. He didnât look triumphant. Just tired. Resolved.
She nodded once. âGood.â
The word tasted flat in her mouth, but it was all she had. She should have felt relief. Maybe she did. It sat beneath her ribs, knotted and unsteady.
Her fingers traced the edge of the notebook absently. âThe sponsors,â she said carefully, eyes fixed on the page. âThey would not have gone quietly. Not with contracts like his. Who paid them off?â
Toto didnât answer immediately. He moved to the window, set the folder down on the sill. His reflection in the glass looked broader somehow, shoulders carrying weight she knew she couldnât see.
âThey were⊠managed,â he said finally. Smooth, practiced. A man who had spent his life fending off questions he didnât want to answer.
Ana stilled. She could read evasions as fluently as data streams. She knew that pause, the slight drag in his words, the deflection into abstraction. She knew what it meant.
He had paid them. Personally.
She didnât ask again. She didnât press. The numbers danced in her mind anywayâmillions, gone like water poured into sand. For her. For the mess that had crashed into her life like a fire she hadnât lit.
Her throat tightened, but she said nothing. She only nodded, as though satisfied, and returned her eyes to the neat rows of figures in her notebook.
Toto lingered by the window, watching her longer than necessary. She felt the weight of it but didnât look up. If she met his eyes, she wasnât sure she could keep the silence intact.
So she wrote instead, the pen scratching over paper, a steady mask of concentration. She didnât thank him. She didnât expose what she had pieced together.
But silently, beneath the practiced calm, Ana understood.
***
Somewhere Above Europe, Max Verstappenâs Private Jet â 5 August 2025
The hum of the engines filled the cabin, steady and low. Max sat slouched against the leather seat, laptop open, though he hadnât touched the telemetry he was supposed to review. The Red Bull meeting had left a sour taste in his mouthâsame as every week lately. Strategy contradictions, people glaring at him like heâd betrayed them, a garage that already felt hollow without GP.
The Red Bull meeting had been a disasterâanother round of politics, exits, chaosâbut Maxâs mind wasnât on Milton Keynes anymore. He couldnât shake Ana out of his head. Not after the last few days, not after the headlines, not after sheâd texted him, if this changes things for you, Iâd understand.
He pulled out his iPad, typing the word slowly into the search bar.
Autism.
The articles filled his screen. Clinical definitions. Lists. Forums. Blogs.
He wasnât sure what he expected. Maybe long walls of text he wouldnât understand, like her thesis. Maybe something clinical and cold. Instead, what he found were bullet points, plain descriptions. Sensory sensitivities. Routines. Special interests. Social fatigue.
Because it all⊠made sense.
âMany autistic adults prefer wearing the same clothes every day. It reduces decision fatigue and provides comfort.â
Max glanced down at his shirt. Heâd been doing that with team kit for yearsâthrow on the Red Bull shirt, donât think about it. No fuss. He had two dozen identical ones lined up at home. He didnât see the problem. Why waste energy choosing?
âRepetitive meals are common. It ensures predictability, lowers stress.â
Max had been eating tomato soup before every race for over two decades. Why change what worked?
âRestaurants can be difficult because of unknown menus, textures, sensory environments.â
Yeah. Exactly. He hated being dragged somewhere new. Give him the same steakhouse in Graz, the same sushi spot in Monaco, and he was fine. Anything else was unnecessary stress. Why risk a menu that didnât work when you already knew what was safe?Â
He scrolled further. Sensory sensitivities. Noise. Crowds. Light. Maxâs brow furrowed. He thought about how much he hated media pens, how the buzzing lights in hospitality suites sometimes made him want to snap. How often he chewed the inside of his cheek to get through it.
Heâd never thought twice about his own habits. He liked what he liked. He didnât like surprises. He hated small talk, hated lights that buzzed, hated textures that felt wrong. But heâd never called it anything.
He rubbed his jaw, unsettled but oddly calm. It was like someone had been following him with a notebook his whole life.
But this wasnât about him. Not now.
His cursor hovered again. Sensory needs. Textures. Environments.
And thatâthat he could do something about.
By the time the plane banked toward Monaco, heâd ordered three different sets of sensory-friendly sheetsâsoft, breathable, no irritating seams. Noise-reducing curtains. Weighted blankets. A dozen little things he hadnât even known existed, but if they made Anaâs life easier, they were worth every cent.
Even a set of dimmable lamps, because he remembered the way Ana sometimes squinted at the harsh hotel lights.
By the time the jet started its descent, the receipts were lined up in his inbox. He leaned back and stared out at the clouds.
He didnât understand everything yet. Maybe he never fully would. But he could make her life easier, quieter, softer, in the ways that mattered.
And that was enough.
He didnât tell himself it was grand or romantic. He didnât need to. It was just⊠necessary.
If she was going to sleep in his apartment, she was going to feel safe there.
He wasnât sure what exactly heâd just learnedâabout Ana, about himselfâbut one thing settled in his chest, firm and certain.
If she carried the world differently than others did, then heâd learn how to carry it with her.
***
Group Chat: WHAT THE HELL IS GOING ON?!
(Members: Lando Norris, Oscar Piastri, Max Verstappen, Yuki Tsunoda, Liam Lawson, Isack Hadjar, Oliver Bearman, Esteban Ocon, Gabriel Bortoleto, Nico Hulkenberg, Kimi Antonelli, Valtteri Bottas, Pierre Gasly, Franco Colapinto, Charles Leclerc, Lewis Hamilton, Alex Albon, Carlos Sainz, Lance Stroll, Fernando Alonso)
Lando: GEORGE IS GONE
LIKE. OFFICIALLY.
Oscar: Good riddance. đź
Pierre: About time, honestly.
Max: About time.
Yuki: He can stay gone.
Lewis: Thatâs one less problem in the paddock. Now letâs focus on making sure this doesnât happen again.
Carlos: âŠwait. does this mean we need a new GPDA director now??
Valtteri: Oh yeah. George was one of the directors.
Carlos: Donât even look at me.
Lance: Too late. CARLOS.
Isack: Yes. Carlos. Easy.
Oliver: El Presidente đȘđž
Carlos: I AM NOT DOING THAT ALONE.
Charles: Youâd be good though⊠very responsibleâŠ
Carlos: NO. I SAID NO.
Nico H: We should vote.
Gabriel: I vote Carlos.
Kimi A: Carlos.
Franco: Carlos x2.
Carlos: STOP.
Oscar: congratulations Carlos đ youâre the new director.
Carlos: NO. no no no. I am NOT doing that alone.
Lando: I nominate Charles đ«Ą
Charles: non. leave me out of this.
Yuki: Pierre then.
Pierre: excuse me?? absolutely not.
Isack: Valtteri. heâs chill.
Valtteri:Not happening. next.
Esteban:
Ok then who?
Nico H.:
It should be someone old and wise.
Pierre: FERNANDO.
Yuki: YES. FERNANDO.
Fernando: why me????
Lando: because youâre the oldest. đŽ
Fernando: rude.
Charles: accurate.
Lewis: ngl it does make sense. youâve seen more politics than all of us combined. Oldest. Veteran. Experienced.
Fernando: I have two championships. Lewis has seven. Give it to him.
Lewis: Absolutely not.
Oscar: Great. So FIA can get ready for the Spanish Inquisition.
Fernando: Oscar, why donât YOU do it? Hm? Mark was GPDA director. Aussie tradition.
Oscar: Absolutely not.
Fernando: Coward.
Valtteri: Honestly, Fernando as director would be hilarious. FIA wouldnât survive.
Fernando: This is ageism.
Yuki: This is justice.
Max: This is entertainment.
Carlos: This is the best decision weâve ever made.
Fernando: This is a disaster.
Lewis: This is Formula 1.
***
Text Messages: Fernando Alonso & Mark Webber
Fernando: Oscar says no.
Flat out. No interest.
So now apparently itâs me.
Mark: đ whatâs this about?
Fernando: GDPA director.
The drivers voted.
Nobody wanted it.
So now Iâm stuck.
Mark: Ahhh. Dusting off an old skill set, mate?
Fernando: Not funny.
Last time I did this, I spent more hours in FIA meetings than in the car.
I donât need another job.
Mark: You do realise youâve been here before. You know the ropes.
Youâll be fine.
Fernando: I donât want to be fine.
I want Oscar to suffer. Heâs young. He should do the politics.
Mark: And yet⊠here you are. Again.
History repeating itself.
Fernando: I will kill him.
And then Lewis. For not taking it.
Mark: Careful. Being GDPA director doesnât come with diplomatic immunity đ
Fernando: Remind me why I didnât retire?
Mark: Because you love this circus.
Now stop whining and go write your opening speech, Mr. Director.
***
Text Messages: Dr Anastasia âAnaâ Wolff & Gianpiero Lambiase
GP:Do me a favour, Doctor.
Go pat Maxâs feelings for a bit.
Red Bull is a mess, and heâs in the middle of it.
Ana: âŠpat his feelings? What does that mean?
GP: It means heâs spiralling.
Whole teamâs crumbling, everyoneâs resigning, and he thinks itâs his fault.
Youâre the only one he listens to.
Ana: I see.
So youâre outsourcing emotional support now.
GP: Correct.
I did ten years of radio therapy, my shift is currently over.
Tag, youâre it.
Ana:
He didnât say anything to me.
GP: He wonât.
Heâll just sulk quietly and then overtake someone three-wide into Turn 1.
Go text him.
Ana: âŠ
How are you enjoying your gardening leave?
GP: I hate it so much.
I started renovating the house just to keep busy.
My wife threw me out twice already.
Ana: âŠtwice?
GP: Apparently knocking down walls at 11pm isnât âcoping.â
Neither is trying to rewire the kitchen âjust to see if I could improve the system.â
Ana: You sound like youâre thriving.
GP: Iâm a man built for telemetry, not DIY.
Now go text Max before he starts trying to fix the Milton Keynes canteen schedule himself.
Ana: Fine.
But if he starts crying on me, Iâm forwarding him back to you.
GP: Deal.
***
Text Messages: Dr Anastasia âAnaâ Wolff & Max Verstappen
Ana: Donât sulk.
Red Bullâs implosion isnât your fault.
Youâre not responsible for everyone else quitting.
Max: âŠ
Are you trying to comfort me?
Ana: Yes.
Consider your feelings patted.
Max: Itâs working.
âŠa little.
Ana: Good.
Max:
⊠How do you even know that Red Bull is a mess??
Ana: Because someone told me.
Max: Who??
Ana: âŠGP.
Max: GP texted you??
Ana: Yes.
Max: GP. My GP. Texted YOU.
Ana: Yes.
Apparently he thought you needed âyour feelings pattedâ
So he outsourced.
Max: đ
ThatâsâŠ
wow.
Weirdly sweet.
And also insulting.
Ana: I thought so too.
(The sweet part, not the insulting.)
Max: No, itâs both.
But Iâll take it.
Tell GP he can outsource my feelings to you anytime.
Ana:
Also â Iâll be back in Monaco tomorrow evening.
Max: âŠyou really are coming back?
Ana: Yes, Max.
Tomorrow evening.
Max: Okay.
Then I can survive today.
***
Mercedes F1 HQ, Brackley, England â 6 August 2025
The campus was still quiet when Ana pulled into Brackley, the faint mist clinging to the fields and only a handful of cars scattered in the staff lot. She liked it this way â the stillness before the hum of the day began, the corridors filled with the muffled shuffle of engineers carrying coffee and laptops.
Her office lights flickered on, and for a moment she stood with her hand on the doorframe, breathing in the familiar low hum of servers and faint ozone from the rigs. Here, everything made sense. Circuits, algorithms, systems â the kind of truth you couldnât bend or smear in the press.
She slid her bag onto her desk, opened her laptop, and began scrolling through the morning reports â system logs, simulation outputs, sponsor updates. She shouldnât have clicked into finance. That wasnât her remit. But something in Totoâs voice the night before lingered in her head.
He had sidestepped her question. He was good at that. Most people never noticed. Ana always did.
It didnât take long. The figure was buried, obscured behind sponsor settlements and PR line items, but she found it.
Seven digits.
Ana sat back, pulse steady, eyes cool. So she had been right. Heâd paid. Personally. To excise George Russell from their lives. To stop the bleeding.
It hadnât taken much to piece it together last night after Totoâs clipped answer about Georgeâs sponsors. The numbers didnât add up otherwise. Sponsor contracts of that size didnât just evaporate â someone had absorbed the cost. And there was only one person stubborn enough to do it without blinking.
Her father.
Anaâs jaw tightened. He shouldnât have had to. Heâd already carried enough weight for her, enough battles fought in boardrooms and back corridors.
Her fingers flew over the keyboard, logging into her own accounts. The investment portfolio stared back at her â stocks, dividends, a neat web of returns accumulated over a decade of careful choices. Cold numbers, all of them, but they told her one thing clearly: she could afford this.
She moved numbers, converted currencies, authorized a transfer. The numbers aligned. Her fatherâs sacrifice translated into a very specific line of zeroes.
So she moved. Liquidated just enough to cover it â no more, no less. Quiet, efficient, the way she approached everything. A wire transfer request drafted, her signature input. And then, with the same meticulous care, she drafted a simple check.Â
The amount matched exactly.
She sat for a long moment, staring at it on her desk. The black ink on white paper looked absurdly small for what it meant.
Ana pressed her fingers to the edge of the check, steadying herself. This wasnât rebellion. It wasnât pride. It was balance. He had fought for her, protected her when the world wanted to break her. But she was not helpless. She could carry her own weight.
It wasnât about whether Toto could afford it â he could, easily. It was about fairness. About not letting the balance tip so far that she felt like a weight on his shoulders. She hated that feeling, hated owing.
Ana Wolff had no intention of being anyoneâs liability â not to Mercedes, not to Russell, and not even to her father.
She slipped the check into an envelope, scrawled her fatherâs name across the front in her sharp, mechanical hand. Then she tucked it into her bag, ready for later.
Ana opened the Altair logs from Hungary. Numbers. Code. Ratios. Clean, objective things.
Machines didnât argue about love or loyalty.
Machines just ran.
***
Lambiase Residence, Milton Keynes, England â 6 August 2025
It wasnât unusual for Gianpiero Lambiase to receive things by postâ the occasional sponsor-branded gadget, once even a tea set from Japan. But this one was different. There was no branding, no courier slip, no indication of origin. Just his name, written in an angular, neat hand.
He set it down on the kitchen island with the wary reverence of someone who'd seen too many things for one lifetime.
âLove?â Eloisa called from the hallway. âYou didnât order another set of drill bits, did you?â
âNo,â GP said slowly. âAnd for the record, that was one time.â
âThatâs one time too many,â she replied cheerfully, stepping into the kitchen and eyeing the box like it might explode into IKEA parts. âBecause if you drill a hole in the ceiling again, Iâm filing for divorce.â
âI didnât order anything,â GP muttered, crouching down to inspect the box. âIt doesnât even say who itâs from.â
Francesca was perched on a stool, legs tucked under her, bowl of cereal in hand despite the fact that it was nearly noon. âDid Red Bull send you a goodbye present?â
GP rolled his eyes. âItâs not from Red Bull.â
âOpen it, Dad,â she urged, voice immediately sharp with teenage curiosity. âWhat if itâs like... fan mail? Or a trophy. Or one of those weird paddock art things.â
âGod forbid,â Eloisa muttered, crossing her arms.
GP peeled the tape back and lifted the lid.
Inside, nestled between folds of dark grey tissue paper, was a laptop. Sleek. New. Slimline. Familiar in make.
There was a small envelope on top.
He opened it.
The handwriting was unmistakable: precise, clean, a little spiky.
GP,
Assuming this arrives without incident, enclosed is a temporary distraction. Consider it a peace offeringâor a pressure valveâdepending on how well youâre handling enforced stillness.
Enclosed are 2026 system files and baseline models. Consider this⊠a lifeline, should the DIY projects get too dire. The password is your driver's best wet weather track.Â
Youâre not obligated to look at any of it. I just thought you might want to know what the future looks like. The gardening leave clause in your contract says nothing about reading things.
Warmly, âA.Y.W.
P.S. The hardware specs on the laptop are tailored to run the simulation models. Youâre welcome.
He laughed. A sharp, startled sound that drew Eloisa from the kitchen, wiping her hands on a towel.
âWhatâs that?â she asked, eyebrow arched.
He turned the laptop around like a magician revealing his trick. âA lifeline. From Dr. Wolff.â
Eloisa blinked, then dissolved into helpless laughter. âOh thank God. Finally. No more âexperimental shelvingâ projects in the garage. No more rewiring light fixtures until the neighbours complain. Sheâs saved us, GP!â
GP tried not to look sheepish. âIt wasnât that bad.â
âIt was that bad,â Eloisa said firmly, kissing his cheek before sweeping the letter from his hand and reading it with delighted amusement.
âWaitâDr. Wolff?â Francescaâs voice hitched higher, and she practically snatched the note out of Eloisaâs hands. âShe sent you a laptop? Withâ with projects on it?!â
GP smirked at her awe. âYes, Francesca. Projects. For me. Not for you to break.â
âCool,â Francesca said, beaming. âCan I watch you open it?â
âNo.â
âPlease? I wonât touch anything, I swear. I just want to look. Like a museum.â
GP gave her the side-eye.
âLet the girl dream,â Eloisa said with a shrug. âAt least she doesnât want to be an influencer.â
But his daughter was already starry-eyed, clutching the letter to her chest like it was sacred. âSheâs so cool. I mean, Bosworth was already insane, but now this? Sheâs likeâsheâs basically Iron Man. But with better hair.â
Eloisa snorted, shaking her head. âAnd she saved my husband from ruining the house. Definitely better hair than Iron Man.â
Francesca wasnât listening anymore, she was practically glowing. âDo you think sheâd let me intern at Brackley one day? Do you think I couldââ
âSheâs not a miracle worker,â GP cut in, though he couldnât quite hide his grin. His daughter had been walking on air since that Bosworth acceptance letter, and Ana had been the one whoâd quietly tipped the scales. âThough apparently, sheâs got you under her spell too.â
âOh, please,â Francesca said dreamily. âSheâs amazing. Did you see what she did with Altair? Kimi Antonelli doesnât even blink on the radio anymore. Itâs like she rewrote physics.â
GP rolled his eyes, but his wife gave him a look that said: donât ruin this. âSee? Sheâs already inspiring the next generation. Meanwhile, you nearly lost a thumb trying to install a bird feeder last week.â
âThat feeder was faulty,â GP muttered.
âSure it was.â
Francesca leaned forward, eyes still glued to the glowing screen. âCan I watch you go through the files? Just to, like, observe. For educational purposes.â
âAbsolutely not,â GP said. âThis is highly confidential.â
Francesca set the letter down carefully, eyes still wide. Then her expression shifted, sly. âWait. If she trusts you with this, does that mean the rumors are true?â
âWhat rumors?â GP asked warily.
Francesca grinned like a cat. âTwitter thinks she and Max are a thing.â
Eloisa blinked. âDr. Wolff and Max?â
âYes!â Francesca said, delighted. âEveryoneâs been whispering about it. And it makes so much sense, doesnât it?â
Eloisa tilted her head, clearly intrigued. âActually⊠yes. It does.â
GP groaned, pressing his face into his hands. âFor godâs sake. Theyâre adults, itâs their business. And no, Iâm not confirming anything.â
Francesca ignored him completely, starry-eyed. âDr. Wolff and Max. Thatâs⊠iconic.â
Eloisa leaned against the doorway, arms crossed, an amused smile tugging her lips. âWell. At least she has good taste.â
âYeah,â he said, voice soft. âAnd I think I might just survive the rest of gardening leave.â
âWonderful,â Eloisa said sweetly, already turning back toward the kitchen. âNow tell your daughter to stop emailing Mercedes HR about internships she canât legally apply for yet.â
âIâm building my portfolio!â Francesca called back.
GP shook his head, laughing as he opened the laptop and typed in Interlagos.
The screen flickered to life.
Ana hadnât just sent him a distraction.
Sheâd sent him the future.
Just to peek at what Ana Wolff had left behind for him in neatly written code and circuit diagrams.
Just to see if Mercedes 2026 really was as insaneâand brilliantâas the rumors said.
***
Wolff Residence, Monacoâ 6 August 2025
The apartment door clicked open, and the familiar scent of lemon polish and Susieâs perfume wrapped around Ana like something grounding. Jackâs footsteps thundered down the hall before she even set her bag down.
âYouâre back!â he exclaimed, skidding to a stop in socked feet. He latched onto Totoâs waist first â a fierce, protective hug â before circling back to Ana. His small arms wrapped tight around her, and she bent down to kiss the crown of his head.
âYes, weâre back,â Ana murmured. She smoothed his hair automatically, her eyes flicking past him to where Susie was leaning against the doorframe of the kitchen. She had a glass of wine in hand, smile faint but warm.
âWelcome home,â Susie said, stepping forward to kiss Totoâs cheek, then Anaâs. Her eyes lingered just a beat longer on Ana, like she was quietly scanning for cracks. âAnd you, darling? Long day?â
Ana smoothed a strand of pale hair back from her face. âBrackley. Meetings. Debrief. It was fine.â She shrugged off the weight of the word fine; she wasnât about to tell them sheâd already mapped her evening in her head.
Because the truth was simple: she was going to see Max.
The thought hummed like static under her skin, both anticipation and an ache. The cats would be there, twining around her ankles like they always did. Max would look at her the way he did after Hungary, protective and stupidly steady. The idea pulled at her like gravity.
Jack tugged at her sleeve, dragging her back into the doorway light. âYouâll eat dinner with us?â he asked, almost accusing.
Ana crouched to his level, brushing her knuckles gently against his cheek. âDinner, yes. Bedtime, no.â
His brows furrowed, already suspicious. âWhy not?â
âBecause,â Ana said softly, âIâve got someone I need to see.â
Susie caught the flicker in her eyes, and when Ana stood, she didnât comment â just gave her the faintest, knowing smile. Toto, preoccupied with Jack clinging to his arm, didnât notice.
Ana exhaled, shoulders loosening as she stepped into the house. For now, she would share dinner, let the warmth of family settle her after Brackley. But later, when the dishes were washed and the house was quiet, sheâd slip out into Monacoâs night.
Toward Max.
***
Text Messages: Dr Anastasia âAnaâ Wolff & Max Verstappen
Ana: Iâm coming over.
Max: Iâm mid-stream. Keys under the mat.
Ana: Donât worry.
Finish your race.
Max: You sure?
Ana: Yes.
Iâll let myself in.
Max: Ok.
Youâll hear Jimmy yelling at the food bowl before you even close the door.
Ana: Iâll feed him.
Go race.
Max: â€ïž
***
Stream Transcript: Team Redline
[Stream opens mid-race stint. Max is on camera, headset on, fully focused. At one point, he glances down at his phone, clearly distracted. He types quickly, smirks faintly, then tosses the phone aside.]
Gianni: (laughing) Max, whatâs that? Qualifying setup on WhatsApp?
Max: (shaking his head, grinning) Something like that.
[Twenty minutes later, faint sounds in the background â the click of a door, shoes on the floor. Maxâs head jerks up, eyes flicking off-screen. His whole face softens in a way chat immediately notices.]
Chat:GIRLFRIEND?????? đłWHO SAID MAX HAD A GIRLFRIEND?? No way. No way. bro just soft dropped that like itâs nothing nah rewind what did he SAY
[Camera picks up faint movement behind Max. Not fully visible â just a figure slipping quietly into the apartment. Max keeps trying to concentrate but keeps glancing sideways.]
Gianni: Mate, youâre gonna miss your braking point if you keep staring.
Max: Shut up. Iâm fine.
[Soft noise of cats meowing. Max groans under his breath, pulling his headset slightly off one ear.]
Max: Sassy. Jimmy. Behave.
[Camera catches, just barely, the cats trotting straight toward the newcomer. Then⊠silence. The faint sound of brushing. Max freezes, then swivels fully around in his chair.]
Max: âŠWhat the fuck.
Luke: (laughing) What now?
Max: They⊠they never let me brush them. Ever. And now theyâre justâ (gestures helplessly) âpurring like maniacs.
Chris: (laughs so hard he nearly clips the mic) Bro, they like her more than you.
Chat:CATS CHOOSING HER OVER MAX IâM SCREAMING Sassy & Jimmy: loyalty who???sheâs the chosen one đ±đdrop her @ we need to see who tamed the beastsimagine being jealous of your own cats đ
[Max keeps glancing off-screen, dazed, then shakes his head and chuckles quietly. His whole focus on the race is gone.]
Luke: So⊠are you going to finish the stint or what?
Max: (grinning like an idiot) Iâm⊠yeah, Iâm gonna stop here.
Gianni: Oi, mid-stint quit? Professional, mate.
Max: (laughing, leaning back in chair) Iâm gonna go. Maybe sheâll pet me too.
[The Team Redline guys absolutely lose it in the comms.]
Chris: GET OUT. Did you just say that on stream?
Gianni: Clip it, clip it, CLIP IT.
Chat:MAX VERSTAPPEN SAID WHAT đ âmaybe sheâll pet me tooâ SOMEONE SEDATE HIM this man is GONE cats stole his thunder and heâs begging for scraps đ bro didnât just leak gf, he leaked heâs down bad too i have never seen max like this in my life omg
[Stream abruptly ends to the sound of the Team Redline boys cackling.]
***
Twitter Thread: The Poor Girlfriend
@/f1memes4days:
MAX VERSTAPPEN ON STREAM JUST SAID âMAYBE SHEâLL PET ME TOOâ ABOUT HIS GIRLFRIEND???? đđđ
cats = betrayed
chat = unhinged
me = deceased
@/paddockbanter:
okay forget the championship. forget altair. forget merc v rb.
the real drama is sassy & jimmy abandoning max for his girlfriend LIVE on twitch
@/f1tea:
bro didnât just leak the gf he leaked that he is DOWN BAD max verstappen: world champion, menace on track, begging for pets at home đ
@/lilypadwithwifi:
whoever max is dating⊠imagine being so powerful that BOTH his cats love you immediately. thatâs wifey behaviour.
@/gridsillyseason:
đą OFFICIAL: sassy & jimmy have changed constructors
new allegiance: maxâs gf
@/enginefailurepod:
so max verstappen does have a girlfriend.
and apparently the cats chose her.
and heâs jealous.
2025 is insane.
@/mercinsidertea: ngl, if maxâs gf ISNâT ana wolff, then sheâs the most patient woman alive because wow he basically recited her cv in that interview
@/tifosi_tweets:
can we talk about how CASUAL he was??? like âyeah my girlfriendâs hereâ â sir thatâs not information you can just DROP like that đł
@/mercinsidertea:
me: investigating brackley gossip
also me: immediately distracted bc max said he wants to be petted by his gf
priorities: scrambled
@/f1femmes:
stream chat was so feral i thought twitch would crash. girlfriend reveal + cats betraying him + down bad pillow talk teaser = cultural reset
@/wheelnutwarrior:
no one:
literally no one:
max verstappen: âmaybe sheâll pet me tooâ
đïžđđïž
@/f1lawyerlady:
cats choosing the gf over max instantly is legally binding. sorry, verstappen, custody has been awarded.
@/gridsillyseason:
i want to know what maxâs gf thought when he said âsheâs the reason i signed with mercedesâ (about ana) on live tv đđđ
@/gridconspiracies:
lads lads lads. lando is gonna LOSE HIS SHIT when he sees this.
@/maxieluvbot:
i have waited YEARS for max to accidentally admit heâs in love. thank you sassy. thank you jimmy.
***
Max Verstappenâs Apartment, Monacoâ 6 August 2025
The headset was barely off his head before Max found himself watching her again. Ana was still on the couch, curled up with Jimmy draped across her lap like a king and Sassy stretched beside her, shamelessly offering her belly for strokes. Both cats were purring so loudly it sounded like a motorboat.
Max couldnât believe it. His cats didnât do that. They tolerated people. At best. But Ana? They had surrendered completely, brushing privileges and belly rubs included.
He flopped down beside her, sulking. âTraitors,â he muttered in Dutch.
Ana glanced at him, eyebrow lifted. âWhat?â
âNothing.â He reached out, trying to poke Jimmyâs paw off her lap. Jimmy didnât move. Max huffed. âThey love you more than me.â
Her mouth twitched into the smallest smile. âClearly they have good taste.â
Max couldnât even argue. He leaned back, head resting against the couch, and let the silence stretch until it was soft and easy. He didnât want to think about Red Bull, about the cemetery-quiet campus, about Milton Keynes falling apart one resignation at a time. He just wanted this â her, the cats, the quiet.
âSo,â Ana said eventually, âsummer break.â
He hummed. âJa. Two weeks. My familyâs going to Sardinia.â
Her head turned, cautious. âSardinia.â
âYes.â He hesitated, then pushed forward, because this mattered. âI want you to come. Meet them.â
She stilled, eyes flicking to his. âMaxâŠâ
âItâs not a big thing,â he rushed. âWeâll just be on the boat. Relaxing. Eating. It would mean a lot to me.â
Ana bit her lip, thumb stroking Jimmyâs fur in precise little motions. âI donât know if thatâs⊠wise.â
âBecause ofâŠ?â
She didnât finish the sentence, but he knew. The articles, the way people stared, the autism everyone suddenly thought was public property. He leaned in, voice softer. âTheyâll love you. I promise.â
Her eyes searched his, wary, like she wanted to believe him but didnât trust herself to. Finally she nodded, small but steady. âOkay. If itâs important to you.â
Maxâs chest unclenched. âIt is. Thank you, Nastya.â
Ana tilted her head, considering. âThe second week of the break, I could stay with you. Rosa and Benedict are coming to stay with Papa. That way⊠I wouldnât be in the way.â
Max froze. Rosa and Benedict. The names sat oddly heavy in the air. She never mentioned her half-siblings, other than Jack. Never. He wanted to ask, wanted to press, but the way her voice tightened told him not to. Not tonight.
âThen stay,â he said instead, brushing his thumb along her knuckles. âI want that.â
She gave the faintest smile, though it didnât quite reach her eyes. âYes.â
Jimmy purred louder. Sassy rolled onto her back, shameless. Max scowled at both of them. âUnbelievable.â
Ana glanced over, amused. âAre you actually jealous of your cats?â
âYes,â Max said flatly. âBecause they get to sit on you whenever they want.â
Ana laughed â a small, startled thing â and Max felt like heâd won a championship.
***
Max Verstappenâs Apartment, Monacoâ 6 August 2025
The cats had finally been coaxed into their usual nighttime perches in the living room, Jimmy circling the sofa twice before collapsing in a dramatic heap, Sassy curling into the chair by the window as if she owned it.Â
Ana peeled back the duvet of Maxâs bedâand paused. The sheets were different. Softer. Smoother.Â
Not the scratchy cotton blends sheâd tolerated in too many hotel rooms, not the over-starched kind she usually tugged at with restless fingers. These felt⊠right. The kind she didnât have to fight to ignore.Â
She ran her hand across them, fingertips sliding easily, and realized. Sensory sheets. Her gaze flicked around the room. Weighted throw folded at the edge of the bed. Noise-canceling earbuds in a small box on the nightstand.Â
Even the faint glow of a low-lumen lamp instead of the usual harsh overhead. It clicked all at once.Â
Heâd done this. For her.Â
Max came in a moment later, tugging his shirt over his head. He caught her still standing by the bed, hand on the sheets. His expression faltered. âToo much?âÂ
She blinked. âYou did this⊠for me?âÂ
He shrugged, awkward. âI read some things. I thoughtâmaybe it would help. If it doesnât, Iâll take it all away.âÂ
Ana sat slowly, running her palm across the sheet again. The softness held. âIt helps,â she said quietly. Something unknotted in his shoulders. âYou didnât have to,â she added.Â
âI wanted to,â he said simply. âIf thereâs a way to make you more comfortable, why wouldnât I?â Her throat tightened.Â
Sheâd spent her life being told she was too much, too difficult, too rigid. And now here was Max Verstappen, stubborn and blunt, quietly reshaping his space around her needs without complaint.Â
Ana laid back, the sheets cool and even under her skin. Max slid in beside her, close but not crowding, his hand brushing hers under the duvet.Â
Ana turned her head toward him, blinking up at the ceiling for a long moment before shifting slightly to face him. âThank you,â she said at last, voice so quiet it barely reached the space between them.Â
Max glanced over. âFor what?â She smiled softly.
âFor⊠this. For thinking about the lighting and the weight and the fabric. For trying. â He didnât respond right awayâjust reached for her hand beneath the duvet and laced their fingers together.Â
âYou donât have to thank me,â he said. âI just⊠I want you to be okay here. With me.â Her eyes stung.Â
She leaned in slowly and kissed him, gentle and tentative at first, like she was still figuring out how to be soft with him, how to be held without apologizing for it.Â
Max responded in kind, thumb stroking the side of her hand, his lips warm and patient. It was all feeling and no pressure, just steady reassurance and unspoken safety. When she pulled back, her forehead stayed pressed to his for a breath. And thenâ Maxâs gaze dropped to the oversized shirt she was wearing and he squinted.Â
âWait. Is thatââ Ana flinched a little.Â
âDonât.âÂ
âThatâs a Lewis Hamilton shirt.âÂ
She groaned. âItâs notâitâs a Mercedes shirt! Technically. And itâs old, okay? Itâs, like, ten years old and so stretched out it barely counts as a shirt anymore.âÂ
âYouâre wearing it to bed with me.âÂ
âItâs comfortable,â she argued. âItâs soft, it doesnât cling, and I like how big it is. I donât even think you were in F1 yet when this thing was printed.âÂ
Max gave her a flat look.Â
âAnd for the record,â Ana added, sitting up slightly, âit has nothing to do with Lewis. Itâs just the softest shirt I own. Itâs survived more laundry cycles than I have breakdowns.âÂ
âImpressive,â Max muttered.Â
âExactly.âÂ
He reached over without another word and tugged the hem of the shirt. âMax,â Ana warned, but he just kept pulling until the oversized fabric slipped over her head entirely. She let out a startled laugh, hair mussed, hands going to cover herself instinctively before she realized the duvet was still there.Â
âBetter,â Max said, tossing the crumpled shirt somewhere in the direction of the floor.Â
âYouâre ridiculous.âÂ
âYou can borrow one of mine. Orââ he paused, a slow grin spreadingâ âshould I start printing Verstappen shirts with your sensory needs in mind?âÂ
Ana arched a brow. âAs long as they donât say Mad Max across the chest, Iâll consider it.âÂ
Max reached for her again, settling her against him, his voice low in her ear. âIâll have my manager get started on prototypes tomorrow.â
Ana shifted under the duvet, the warmth of Maxâs body so close now that she could feel every slow, steady breath he took. His arm slipped around her waist, fingers curling loosely against her hip, not demandingâjust there, present, grounding.
âYouâre serious about the shirts?â she asked, a smile tugging at her lips.
âCompletely,â he murmured, brushing his nose against the shell of her ear. âTagless. Seamless. Stretchy in the right places. Sensory-friendly Verstappen merch line. Youâll be the test subject.â
âIâll need to approve all prototypes personally,â Ana said, teasing now.
Max hummed. âGood. I was hoping youâd say that.â
His hand moved slowly, fingertips tracing a gentle line up her side, barely there. Not rushed. Not insistent. Just attentive. Reverent.
Anaâs breath caught.
âYou okay?â he asked, voice low, lips brushing her temple.
âYeah,â she whispered.
He leaned in again, this time slower, the kiss deeperâmore deliberate. There was still nothing frantic about it. No heat for the sake of heat. Just him, mapping her with care. His mouth coaxing hers open with a patience that made her knees weak even though she was lying down.
She shifted closer, curling into him, and he took the hint, letting his hand skim under the duvet to her bare back, palm spreading wide across her spine.
The contact lit something up inside her. Not the usual anxious buzz of too much too fastâbut something softer. Hungrier. Safer.
âYouâre sure?â he asked against her lips, his voice low and rough now, the kind of careful that betrayed just how much he wanted.
Ana nodded, her voice barely a breath. âI want you.â
âTell me what you need.â
She lifted one of his hands to her mouth, kissed his knuckles, then placed it gently against her breast. Her breath hitched. âStart here.â
Maxâs eyes darkened, and he nodded onceâunderstood.
His thumb brushed across her nipple, featherlight, and she shivered under his touch. Each movementâcautious, then braver, then almost greedyâbuilt on the last, a stack of trust and gentle wanting. She let herself arch into his palm, let the sensation break over her in small, manageable waves.
She arched into his touch, shifting slightly, turning on her side. Max immediately picked up on what she was offering, slotting into place behind her, as he slipped her panties off.
One leg slipped back over his, opening her up to his wandering hands and Ana sigheded softly as she let herself relax against him. They had been doing this for nearly a decade. There was nobody else in this world that knew her body as well as Max did.
She felt the way he moved behind her, the measured way he brushed her hair off her neck before leaving a line of slow kisses there, every nerve ending tuning itself to the wavelength of his touch.Â
He knew, unerringly, that the seams of sensation needed to be coaxed open, not ripped. His hand slid down her front, warm and heavy, cupping her with a gentleness that made her feel like everything inside her might dissolve and re-form.
Her head turned toward him, a half-formed sound catching in her throat. He pressed a kiss just behind her ear. That spotâhe always remembered. Her hips rocked back against him, and he responded with a small, satisfied hum. His fingers traced down, following the shape of her, lazy and methodical, like he had all night.
He made it feel like they did.
She was already wound tight, nerves sparking under her skin, and when his hand finally slipped between her thighs, she shivered, a small helpless sound that would have embarrassed her with anyone else. But hereâhere was the one place she didnât have to apologize for hunger or noise or anything that spilled out of her body with wanting.
âJust like that?â Max whispered, his voice gone ragged with restraint. She could tell he was holding back, always checking, always making sure she still wanted him. It twisted something under her ribsâa sharp, aching gratitude that nearly toppled her.
She reached behind her, groped blindly until she found the back of his neck, pulled him closer. He went with it, mouth dragging along her shoulder, his breath hot on her skin. His hand moved, gentle but insistent, the rhythm perfectly matching the frantic pulse in her throat. Every motion cranked the dial on her nerves higher, until it felt like she might shake to pieces.
She pressed her face into the pillow and moaned softly, the noise muffled but still carrying.
He clucked his tongue. âNo, Nastya. I want to hear you.â
Suddenly he was moving. She managed one little questioning sound, and then his grip on her thighs was tightening and she was flipped back over onto her back, her thighs shouldered apart, and his mouth was on her with no preamble.
The world condensed to a narrow, burning point: the exact place where Maxâs mouth found her and did not let go. Everything outside the four corners of his bedsheets fell awayâher meticulous routines, the throb of old embarrassments, the endless checklist of rules she carried around like ballast. All she could sense was the sweep of his tongue, the way his stubble left a raw, electric stripe up her thigh, the steady, terrifying bliss of being known in increments so slow they bordered on cruel.
The pressure built in her slow but relentless, every flick of his tongue a data point, every shift in his rhythm a measured test. She found herself trying to catalog the sensationsâhot, cold, featherlight, bladedâbut at a certain point, the categories collapsed and language went with them. Her hips jerked, an involuntary spasm, and instead of flinching back he doubled down, mouth sealing over her with unexpected tenderness. She whimpered, the sound raw and unfamiliar, and gripped his hair tight enough to make her fingers ache. Part of her was mortified by the urgency in her own voice, but Max just hummedâa wordless note of encouragement, like he was proud of her for losing control.
She came apart in pieces, a chain reaction of heat and pulse and wild, shaking need. It wasnât a neat crescendo; it was a series of overlapping shocks, each one sharper than the last, building and breaking until she forgot how to breathe. Max kept going, unhurried, until her entire body locked up in a single, shattering convulsion. She heard herself cry out, too loud, too raw, but the only thing that answered was the deep, satisfied rumble of Maxâs approval. Her thighs quivered around his head, and he didnât let up until the last aftershock wrung itself out of her, leaving her limp and boneless and utterly undone.
She wasnât sure how long she lay there, panting, body fizzing with the afterglow. The room seemed impossibly still by comparison, the sheets cool where they didnât cling to her sweat-damp skin. Maxâs hands skimmed the backs of her thighs, soothing and steady. He eased up slowly, pressing a kiss to the tender spot at the crease of her hip, then another, higher, more reverent. She blinked at the ceiling, blinking dumbly as the edges of her vision wobbled and reformed. She wanted to say something clever, something that would cut the velvet hush and prove she was still present in her body, but her tongue wouldnât cooperate. All she could manage was a shaky laugh and a breathless, âYouâre kind of a menace, you know that?â
Max didnât answer right away. He was methodical as he moved up the bed, one hand braced at her hip, the other tracing idle circles on her stomach, grounding her. She realizedâbelatedly, with a rush of gratitude that made her throat tight all over againâthat he was waiting for her to come back to herself before doing anything else. No pressure, no expectation. Just the patient, stubborn warmth of a man who wanted her entire and unafraid.
He ducked his head, nuzzling her collarbone, as if he could burrow inside her and live there. He caught one breast in his palm and grazed her nipple with his teeth, not enough to hurtâjust enough to spark a fresh surge of wanting down her body. Her hands crept up his back, seeking purchase, nails digging fleeting half-moons as he pressed them skin to skin.
He kissed her again, soft this time, as if to say he was sorry for overwhelming her, but she didnât want him to hold back. Not anymore. She hooked her leg around his hip and tugged, hard, until his body spilled over hers like molten steel. Max sucked in a breath, chest flexing under her palms. She loved the physicality of himâthe way his skin stretched tight over muscle and sinew, engineered for performance and precision, yet somehow still incredibly gentle when she needed that most.
âCondom?â she managed to somehow get out questioningly.
Max grinned against her throat. âIn the drawer,â he said, voice sandpapery with need but somehow amused too, like heâd been lying in wait for that exact question. He rolled off her, one arm stretching blindly toward the nightstand. He fumbled for a momentâknocking something over, muttering a soft Dutch curseâand came up victorious: small foil packet clamped between his fingers, as if he was trying to prove some point about preparedness.
Ana snorted and took it from him, tearing the foil herself. Her fingers trembledâless from nerves, more from the aftershocks still quivering in her legs. Max watched her, his expression unreadable in the low warm light. Maybe a little proud, maybe a little reverent, definitely a lot hungry.
She rolled the condom on for him, careful, deliberate, the heat of his skin making the latex almost slippery as she stroked onceâtwiceâfor the pleasure of watching his lips part. Max tipped his head back and groaned, a rough velvet sound that tumbled through her in a direct line to the pulse between her legs. He steadied himself, bracing his hand on the mattress by her hip, and then sank down, fitting himself to the curve of her like they were two halves of the same problem, finally lining up to a solution neither of them had ever managed alone.
The first thrust was slow. Careful, almost ceremonial. Ana closed her eyes, letting herself feel it allâthe drag, the stretch, the way he paused partway in, as though to give her body time to register every possible pixel of sensation. He kissed her then, open-mouthed and breathing hard, and she kissed him back, pouring all the tangle and ache and nearly a shouted lifetimeâs worth of wanting into her mouth.
He set his forehead against hers, breath staggering between them. âTell me if itâs too much,â he said, voice shredded and uneven.
âItâs perfect,â Ana breathed, wrapping her arms tight around his shoulders, pulling him impossibly close.
The rhythm set itself, not the hard and fast of desperate strangers but the careful, greedy rolling of people whoâd been waiting for this exact moment in every year theyâd known each other. He fit her so well she wanted to combust with the relief of it, every push and retreat a wordless promise sheâd never have to make herself smaller for him. Max moved with the patience of somebody determined to memorize every gasp, every shiver, every soft, reverent noise that tumbled out between clenched teeth, as if each one was a secret heâd been dying to collect.
She slid her hands up the strong lines of his back, gripping at the base of his neck, and dug her nails in, savoring the sharp edge of sensation. Maxâs rhythm faltered, just a little, when she did it, and the sound he madeâhalf laughter, half something rawerâedged her right up to the brink. She wanted to burn herself into his memory, every stuttering gasp, every flinch, every greedy press of skin on skin.
She came with a soft, startled cry, hand fisting in the sheets heâd chosen just for her.
And afterward, when she lay curled into his chest, her legs tangled with his, the air still warm with everything they hadnât said, Max pressed a kiss to her forehead and whisperedâ
âYouâre mine, Ana Wolff. Mercedes shirt or not.â
She laughed, breathless and wrecked and entirely his. âFine. But next time, I want the Verstappen prototype.â
âOh, thereâll be a next time,â he promised, lips brushing her bare shoulder.
âAnd the time after that,â she whispered, curling into him. âAnd the time after that.â
Max pulled the duvet higher over both of them. âForever, then.â
***
Wolff Residence, Monacoâ 6 August 2025
Toto walked into his study with the intention of finishing a few final emails before bed. The desk lamp was still on, throwing pale light across the polished surface. He frowned the moment he noticed it wasnât how he had left it.
There, tucked neatly beneath the edge of his laptop, was an envelope. His name written in Anaâs small, precise handwriting.
He didnât need to open it to know what it was. But he did anyway.
Inside: a check. Exact to the cent. The amount he had wired just days earlier to silence Georgeâs departing sponsors.
Totoâs jaw clenched. âVerdammt.â
He sat heavily in his chair, staring at it as if sheer force of will could erase her careful signature at the bottom. His daughter, cutting into her own investments to repay him, as though this were some business transaction between strangers instead of a father moving heaven and earth for his child.
âAna,â he muttered under his breath, equal parts fury and grief. âYou think everything has to be accounted for, balanced, paid back.â
The sound of footsteps in the hall drew his head up. Susie leaned in, dressed for bed, eyes narrowing when she saw the paper in his hand. âWhatâs that?â
Toto wordlessly held it out.
She read it once, her expression darkening, and then read it again as if the second pass might soften the blow. âShe reallyâŠâ Susieâs voice trailed off, sharp with disbelief. âShe really left you a check?â
âYes.â His tone was flat, but anger coiled under every syllable. âFor the sponsors. For George bloody Russell. As if I would everââ He broke off, pressing a hand to his temple.
Susie set the check down sharply on the desk. âThis is what happens when you grow up believing youâre a burden. She thinks she has to pay her way to deserve protection.â
Toto leaned back, eyes shutting for a long moment. âItâs not right. She is my daughter. I donât need repayment. I donât want repayment.â His hands curled into fists. âShe thinks she has to earn even this.â
âShe doesnât know how not to,â Susie said softly, though her own anger simmered under the words. âHer mother taught her she was too much, too costly, too difficult. And now this is how she tries to keep control â balancing ledgers instead of believing sheâs worth it.â
He opened his eyes, staring at the check again. The cold, impersonal neatness of it. His daughterâs attempt to draw boundaries where there never should have been any.
âI wonât cash it,â he said, voice like steel.
âOf course you wonât.â Susie reached over, plucked it up, and tore it cleanly down the middle before he could stop her. âShe doesnât need it hanging over her head.â She ripped it again, and again, until the pieces scattered like confetti across his desk.
Toto let out a sharp breath â half relief, half fury still. âSheâll notice.â
âThen weâll tell her the truth,â Susie said, calm but unyielding. âThat fathers donât take checks from daughters. Not for protection. Not for love. Not for family.â
Toto nodded once, jaw tight, emotion caught in his throat. âJa. Tomorrow, we tell her.â
He let out a long, rough breath, rubbing at the bridge of his nose. âIt makes me sick that she thinks like this.â
âThen tell her,â Susie urged quietly. âTell her the same way you tell Jack when he makes a mistake. Patiently. Over and over, until it sticks. She listens. Even when she pretends she doesnât.â
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summary you live a turbulent life in the public eye as an unruly heiress from a controlling family. you thought you had your future all planned out, until you learn that your trust fund hinges on marrying a stranger.
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You canât have heard your father right. Ice creeps through your ribs, wrapping around your heart, locking you in place.
âWhat are you talking about?â Rafeâs terse tone runs through you. Itâs like heâs in a different room, instead of right beside you. You canât grasp whatâs happening.
âWe made it clear that the public needs to believe youâve matured,â Kal says, his gaze fixed on you. âEverything you do reflects on this family. The attention youâve drawn in the last six months hasnât been favorable. The contract spelled out that anything that damages our reputation has consequences.â
âMom won.â You look at Celeste, her face pinched in something youâve never seen in her before. She averts her eyes. âWe got married. People bought it. Tell him. I did what you told me to do.â
âThereâs proof of every single time you didnât,â your father says, motioning to the lawyer. Your stomach twists when you spot the printout of paparazzi shots capturing the mistakes youâve made, all the moments that looked worse than they were in the last six months.
âTheyâre always going to find things to twist and criticize,â you say. âYou canât use that against me.â
âLetâs just end this the way we planned to, Kal,â Rafe says tightly.
Itâs all so clear how he orchestrated this, every move calculated to make it seem like he tried. But he didnât. He wanted you to teach you a lesson in the cruelest way.
âI donât blame you,â he responds to Rafe, voice calm but cutting. âYou held up your side of the deal. You kept me informed on her like I instructed you to. You can walk away now. This doesnât preclude the possibility of working with you and your father down the line. Itâs my daughter who ruined this. Not you.â
His words are another attempt to isolate you. To hurt you. He included Rafe in this conversation to give him an out, and to make you watch him take it.
âYou meant for this to fail,â you say. You shoot a glance at Celeste, confirming to her that what you suspected was the truth. âYou didnât expect me to make it this far, did you? And now youâre grasping at straws so you donât have to follow through. Because you never were going to.â
âDonât be ridiculous,â he huffs.
âFollow through, then,â Rafe says.
âYou think you can give me orders?â Kal smirks. âI already told you, youâre not liable here. Iâll leave a good word with Ward. I insist you leave now. Your job is done.â
You look over at Rafe, meeting his eyes. He doesnât budge. Itâs a silent show of loyalty, proof that youâre more important to him. Itâs undeniable that youâre the one heâs choosing. Your stomach turns, your throat tightening.
âWhat couldâve I done differently?â you say quietly, brokenhearted, looking at your father.
Rafe feels it burning inside him, the protectiveness, the rage, the disgust at the way the woman he loves is being treated. Your life is on the line, and this man is still committed to punishing you.
âI have it right here,â he scoffs, finger pressed on the stack of proof. Hot tears start to build in your eyes, and youâve lost all your pride now. You donât care who sees. In fact, youâre glad they do. Youâre glad theyâre witnessing the damage theyâve done.
âNo,â you say, voice breaking. âWhat couldâve I done for you to love me?â
Kal shakes his head and huffs like you just told a joke.
You know the answer. You shouldn't have complicated their lives. You shouldâve been healthy. You shouldâve shut up and obeyed like your brothers did. You shouldâve taken the abuse and never questioned or challenged it. Or really, if he got what he wanted, you shouldâve never been born.
âItâs not all negative press,â Celeste chimes in, voice tight, clearly unused to challenging her boss. âThat interview went very well. And the public likes them together. Perhaps we should extend the contract? Leverage the positive press?â
You meet her eyes, touched by her small act of defiance.
âDonât let her tears fool you,â Kal says with a passive wave, and finally, Rafe snaps. He stands and slams a fist on his desk with a sharp crack, sending a few of Kalâs items to spill over in a chaotic scatter.
âYouâre done fucking with her,â Rafe says, leaning over the desk. âShe did every damned thing you told her to. Youâre not scamming her out of her money.â
âHer money?â he laughs. âI earned every dollar in that account. Sheâs not entitled to it.â
âYes, she is,â Rafe states. He looks down at you, at how small and scared you look, and his love for you burns through him, consuming him. âThis isnât over.â
âDid you forget who I am?â Kal mutters. âIâll ruin you.â
âItâs nothing compared to what Iâll do to you.â
âYouâre threatening me?â he says.
Rafe cocks his head to you in a soft gesture towards the door, to leave with him. Your legs barely hold you as you stand. Being defended and protected like this is still a shock to your system, like your body doesnât know how to process it.
âI am,â he replies clearly. âAnd I donât give a fuck that youâre blackmailing us. Whatever you did for my dad, itâs not worth this.â
âBlackmailing?â Kal says, confusion etched into his tone. Shock floods through Rafe. He glances at you, then at Kal again. The certainty in him falters. Heâs unwilling to accept it, sure that this is another manipulation tactic.
âI donât have anything against your father,â Kal says. âWhatever she convinced you of was a lie. This was meant to be a clean and mutually beneficial agreement.â
Rafe doesnât correct him, doesnât say that the claim came from his own father, not you. Heâs too shaken up.
Youâre in a trance, the news that Ward lied to his own son adding to the shock. Kal rises slowly, deliberately.
âListen very clearly,â he says to Rafe. âCameron Development will be blacklisted. I will make it my personal mission to destroy you and your family, unless you leave this alone. This is your last warning.â
This is the moment that could define everything. His future, his family, his integrity. And Rafe doesnât even have to think twice. He inches forward, eyes locked on Kal.
âIâll see you again,â he says firmly. âSoon.â
You donât look back as you walk out. Rafe stays solid beside you, his steady presence enough to keep your legs moving. The door shuts behind you.
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You sit in the passenger seat and hold your purse against your stomach, your trembling fingers at the opening just in case you need your inhaler, just in case your lungs give out.
âFucking asshole,â Rafe mutters under his breath, his grip on the steering wheel tight, knuckles pale. âWhat a piece of shit. Heâs not going to get his way, alright?â
You stare at him, his eyes narrowed as he eases the car down the winding driveway. There was a time you judged him for how deeply he cared about his fatherâs approval, his career. But then you understood why itâs everything to him, and he just gave it up. And you canât accept that. You donât know how to be worth that.
âPull over,â you half-whisper. His gaze snaps to you, confusion tied with anxiety, and he slows the car to a stop, tires crunching against gravel just past the gate.
âItâs not too late to go back,â you say. âIâll find a way to cover my treatment. You can⊠even help me if you want to until then and Iâll pay you back.â
The last part catches in your throat. Youâve never been good at asking for help, but this isnât about you anymore. Youâre desperate to give him something, anything, that feels like a way out.
And you realize that instead of looking out for your survival, just like you always have, youâre looking out for his.
âI always knew there was a chance he wouldnât give me my inheritance,â you say. âIâll be fine.â
He knows youâre lying. If it were really that simple, you wouldnât be clawing so desperately for your trust fund. You wouldnât be fighting like your life depends on it. You need to get your money and you need to escape these people.
And heâs convinced, terrified, that if you donât get the help you need, if youâre denied even a fraction of it, your condition will get worse, just like it did when you were a child, when they ignored you.
âDonât lie to me,â he says.
âJust tell him you take it all back, okay?â you say, tears building again. Rafeâs expression fractures with something that looks like betrayal. You canât just surrender like this. This isnât the woman he knows.
âNo.â
âRafe, you heard him,â you say. âHeâll ruin you.â
Youâre thinking about him. Your world just collapsed, a promise shattered, but youâre thinking about him. It cracks his heart open. He inches closer, his hand settling gently over yours.
âBaby, youâre shaking,â he realizes. âAre you breathing okay?"
Your face crumples, his care, his loyalty, his sacrifice heavy on you. Itâs too much. You look down, ashamed, unsure how you could ever deserve this kind of devotion.
âYou canât do this,â you repeat.
His hands rise to cup your cheeks, warm and firm. He guides you to meet his gaze again. His lips part, his eyes search yours.
âLook at me,â he says, low and steady. âI love you. You canât make me take any of it back.â
Despite the pain wringing you out, softness breaks through after hearing him say those words, like sunlight warming your skin after a night that you thought was your last. Youâve imagined a moment like this a thousand times, but none of those daydreams came close to the reality of being chosen like this.
You nod slightly. Your vision is blurry with tears of sorrow and pain, of happiness and shock, and you know in your heart that no matter how hard you try, Rafe wonât take back his choice. The depth in those blue eyes, the sincerity in his deep voice, are proof. He means every word.
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Rafe gets you home first. He helps you into bed, brushes your hair back gently, and assures you heâs got everything handled. Then he slips out, confident heâll catch his father at work after the lunch hour, having already told him he had a meeting with Kal this morning.
His head aches as he approaches his dadâs office, thoughts colliding. Thereâs so much he wants to say. He doesnât knock. He walks straight in. Ward looks up, eyes blazing with fury.
âKal just called me,â he says. âWhat the hell are you thinking?â
Rafe shuts the door and sinks into the chair across from the desk. Anger burns in him. His father lied to him and he still canât wrap his head around it.
âHe said heâs not holding anything over you,â Rafe says evenly. âThat true?â
Wardâs somber expression says it all. Rafe feels the last thread of hope snap. Heâd wanted to believe his father respected him enough to be honest. Heâd wished Kal was playing some twisted trick.
âYou were spiraling,â Ward explains. âYou wouldnât have done it. But now I know I shouldâve never trusted you. You threatened him, Rafe?â
He scoffs in bitter disbelief. Of course his dad is twisting it, justifying it, like he always does. Beneath the anger, fear creeps in. Kal is powerful. Who knows what he could do to them? Still, going back on his word isnât an option. He canât leave you to the wolves. He wonât.
Because through the noise, all he can hear is your voice, reminding him he doesnât deserve the pain his father puts him through. That he never did.
âYou lied to my face,â Rafe says. âYou spewed bullshit about how you donât trust me, and you lied.â
âI had to,â he says. âWe need this partnership. He just called me to tell me heâd make us regret this. How could you do this?â
âHeâs backing out and screwing her out of her money,â he says evenly.
âIt is not your place to intervene,â he says. âYou do this. You get emotional and you make a mess of things because you canât get a handle on yourself.â
The sting of dismissal is familiar. Itâs an ache of being brushed aside, like his feelings are inconvenient.
âI told him Iâll get this settled,â his father tells him. âYou need to apologize, cut ties with that girl, and be done with it.â
Rafe shakes his head and mutters, âIâm not doing that.â
âFor Godâs sake,â he mutters. âWho are you? I thought you said she was impossible.â
âI was wrong.â
Ward leans back in his chair, the leather creaking beneath him as he shifts his weight. The room is still, save for the faint hum of the overhead lights and the distant ticking of the clock.
âYou know what this sounds like?â he says. âIt sounds like you care more about some spoiled princess than you do about our family.â
Rafeâs fists clench as his nails dig into his palms. Heat floods his chest, a slow burn of rage and pain.
âDo you care about our family?â he says. âIâm your son. You wonât even listen to me or - or hear me out. You took his side over mine before you even let me explain. You pushed me into this. You lied to me. You got us involved with that asshole, and now that Iâm fighting for something important, you want me to back down.â
âDo you hear yourself?â he says. âOur business is important. How did you lose sight of this?â
He didnât lose sight. He just found something worth more. You.
âYou made me sign that contract,â he says, voice low but firm, eyes burning as he stands up, âand Iâm seeing it through.â
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Your body eases when you hear the front door open. You shift the cutting tray from the edge of the kitchen counter and turn to find Rafe standing there. His shoulders are drawn up, tense.
âWhat happened?â you ask, voice soft but urgent, closing the distance.
âHe lied,â Rafe says, eyes dark and distant. âI wanted out, so he lied to convince me to go through with it.â
âThatâs so messed up,â you say. âIâm sorry.â
You see it in his face, the betrayal, the disbelief, the ache.
âIâm going to find a lawyer,â he says. âAnd Iâm getting you out of this.â
âRafe, you donât have to,â you say, stepping even closer. âIâve been thinking about it. You can walk away. Iâll fight him on this. I can do it. Thereâs no reason for you to lose everything for me.â
His eyes soften, like heâs remembering where he is. Who heâs with now. He loves you and he doesnât have to say it again, and he doesnât have to hear you say it back. Itâs just a fact. A fact he sees no point in hiding.
âIâm not leaving you to do this alone,â he says. âDo you trust me?â
You want to argue, but you know him. You know that look in his eyes. Heâs already decided. Even if it breaks him, heâs going to do this. Resigned but also relieved, you nod, settling the disagreement.
âAre you cooking?â he asks, trying to soften the tension between you, having caught the sound of chopping when he walked in.
âYou did it for me,â you say, offering a small smile, âso Iâm doing it for you.â
You stare at each other for a long moment. Thereâs no future in this, not with your illness hanging between you like a shadow neither of you can outrun. But for now, thereâs enough keeping you together.
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Rafe goes into the meeting with one thing in mind: your father will either make this clean, or Rafe will make it public.
He found the best lawyer money could buy, had him tear through the contract line by line, paid extra to have him prepped and ready for today. Every detail accounted for. Every loophole closed.
When he walks into Kalâs office, his breath is steady. Thereâs no hesitation. This is what he was meant to do. To protect you. To stand between you and the man whoâs done nothing but hurt you.
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Itâs nearing 11 pm. Youâre sitting up in bed, legs trembling with anxiety. Youâve been like this since Rafe left earlier this evening. He got your father to agree to meet. Knowing his ego, he probably thinks Rafe is coming to beg for forgiveness. To fall back in line.
Heâs doing the opposite. He told you that he loves you, and you believe him. And now, he quite literally has your future in his hands, and you trust him to carry it. Heâs right. Youâre too weak for this fight. The stress is carving through you, slow and merciless. Your breathing keeps catching, shallow and uneven, your lungs struggling.
And then, your phone rings. Itâs him. You scramble for it, hands shaking, heart thudding against your ribs.
âHey,â Rafe says when you pick up. His voice is tired, worn thin after the long meeting. âItâs done. Youâre getting your money. There are some clauses to it, but⊠it was the best we could do. Youâre getting all of it, okay?â
The weight on your chest vanishes, not sure you can believe it.
âYouâre coming home now?â you ask, voice barely above a whisper.
You hear a tired chuckle on the other end, so soft and so him.
âYeah.â
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Rafe finds you sitting up in your bed, eyes wide, fear etched into every line of your face. And like always, it hits him. Aching, relentless love. That instinct to protect you from everything.
He crosses the room, sits across from you on your bed, his hand finding yours, the other holding a clipped document.
âHe had to set up a trust fund for you,â Rafe says, seeing in your expression that youâre desperate for answers. âYour great-grandfather wrote in his will that every heir in the family gets one. Your dad had no choice.â
You blink, trying to process. Your great-grandfather, a man you never met, who built this empire you were born into, made that rule, and your father had no choice but to honor it.
Itâs disorienting, considering how much you thought you hated your family. You never spent much time wondering about the ones who came before your dad. You assumed they were all the same.
âKal didnât want you to have it,â Rafe says. âHe came up with this stunt to fuck it up for you. He didnât expect you to actually do it.â
âAnd he didnât expect you to be on my side,â you say in awestruck realization. You werenât entirely wrong; your father did want to punish you, but if it weren't for this rule, he would have just written you out completely, with no need for this scheme.
You look down at the crisp, official stack of papers in Rafeâs hand, Trust Distribution Authorization stamped across the top.
âWhat are the clauses?â you ask.
âI fought him on them,â Rafe says, flipping through pages. âBut my threats only got so far. He was saying some insane shit, like he gets to decide what you do with the money and that you have to send reports of your spending. We got him to back down on that, but not everything.â
He stops on a page, with Conditions of Release in bold. You lean closer, eyes travelling over the words. To preserve public standing, the Beneficiary shall adhere to the following behavioral conditions. You read on.
Mandatory attendance. You need to show up when youâre told to attend family events, public appearances, and anything your father deems important, to a limit of one event a month.
Speech restrictions. You canât air out family drama. Youâre not allowed to speak negatively about your father or the family in public, on the internet, anywhere.
âTheir argument was that your familyâs value is tied to their reputation, and you play a part in that,â he mutters bitterly. âWe couldnât negotiate out of it.â
You read that if you breach this contract, you face a mandatory repayment, and that the conditions will remain in effect for a fixed period.
âFive years?â you read aloud.
âAnd then youâre out,â he says. âThe old contract didnât hold up because the conditions were too vague. But he canât play any games with this one.â
Your eyes land on the bolded line at the bottom: Total amount released. The number is surreal. Itâs enough commas to make your stomach turn with relief and excitement. Finally, this money is yours.
You know your father will try to sabotage you. He doesnât believe you can do this. You canât wait to prove him wrong.
âIâm sorry I couldnât do better,â he murmurs. âI wanted to make it a clean break for you.â
âAre you kidding?â you say. âI wouldnât have anything without you. I can handle five years.â
You rest your hand on his chest, where his heart drums against your skin, bottom lip caught between your teeth.
âWhat happens to you?â you ask softly.
âI take you to the bank tomorrow,â he replies.
You let out a quiet, bittersweet laugh, eyes tender as they settle on him.
âYou know what I mean.â
âIâll deal with it later,â he says.
You give a small nod. If heâs not willing to go there right now, you wonât make him. The fight is over. He went into battle when you didnât ask him to. Made choices that cost him. You still donât know how to carry the burden of what he gave up. You can only hope that he finds the happiness he deserves.
âThank you, baby,â you say in a whisper, pulling him into a tight hug. âThank you so much.â
You pull back, and you donât want to say it, because the vulnerability aches too much.
âCan you sleep here tonight?â you decide to say instead.
His lips tug into a smile, his eyes tired, his nod gentle. After you get ready for bed, you settle in under the duvet and Rafe folds around you, protective and warm. You shut your eyes, wrapped in calmness.
That feeling comes back, the one where you feel like you fit, like your edges align with his. But everything around you pushes back. Reality wonât bend. It wonât make room. This canât work. But nonetheless, he deserves to know how you feel.
âI love you, too,â you say into the dark. He presses his lips on the back of your shoulder, caught between gratitude and sadness. He canât believe he was lucky enough to meet you, to be loved by you, and so fucking unlucky to lose you. You were never supposed to stay. And he has no right to ask you to.
You fall asleep in his arms, to his tender kisses, in a melancholy peace that youâve never known before.
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Rafe is sure that Kal is still going to do whatever he can to follow through on his threats. He only hopes that after telling him that his father forced him out of the company, that he doesnât support anything Rafe is doing, itâd leave an impact.
Despite everything, he still feels loyalty to the man who raised him. He hasnât officially pushed him out of the company yet, but he knows he will.
He slowly leaves your bed the next morning, walks down the hall to his room, closes the door behind him, and dials his father. He recounts the conversation with Kal and the lawyers from the night before. Then he finishes quietly, âI told him youâre against this and that you already fired me. So you donât have to do it, alright? I know Iâm out.â
The other end is silent. Rafe is glad he doesnât have to see the disappointment in his fatherâs face. He knows his father banked on his undying loyalty. That he was sure even with the lie coming out, he would still choose him. But things changed.
âYou do this over the phone?â Ward says. âYou donât even face me like a man?â
âFor what?â Rafe scoffs. âYouâd fire me anyway, wouldnât you?â
Another pause. Longer this time.
âIâm sorry, dad,â he says, voice softening. âI still want to work for you. I still want to make you proud and take over the business one day. But IâŠâ
He paces the room, words catching in his throat. He can try to force the type of relationship he always wanted, but itâs no use. Telling him the truth, that he loves you in a way he didnât even know he could love a person, would just be used against him.
âYou never cared about the business,â Ward replies. âI hope sheâs worth everything weâre about to lose.â
The line goes dead.
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You wake up alone. The sheets are still warm where he lay, but the space beside you is empty. You stare at the ceiling for a moment, letting the quiet settle in. This something youâll have to get used to. Waking up without him close by.
Rafe keeps his word. He drives you to the lawyersâ office, then to the bank that morning, eyes flicking toward you every so often like heâs checking to make sure youâre still okay. When you pull into the bank parking lot, he asks if you want him to wait in the car.
You hesitate, then tell him to come with you. Having him beside you makes the whole thing feel less daunting.
Inside, you meet with an advisor. The process is clinical and efficient. You sign a few forms, answer a few questions, and just like that, the trust fund is yours. But before you leave, you pause and ask about opening a separate account.
The advisor nods and leaves the office to retrieve the paperwork. When youâre alone again, Rafe turns to you, brow furrowed. He doesnât say anything, but the question is written all over his face.
âIâm putting some money aside for my nurse,â you say quietly. âShe has a son and I want her to be able to give him whatever he wants without working herself so hard.â
Rafeâs chest twists. Underneath it all, underneath the defensiveness and anger and harshness heâs seen, youâre a sweetheart at your core. After a moment, he clears his throat.
âYou want to get lunch after this?â he asks.
You laugh. It bubbles up unexpectedly, light and warm.
âVoluntarily? Not because a publicist scheduled it?â
âFor once,â he says with a smile.
âYeah,â you agree.
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You can hardly wait to walk into a public space and not feel like youâre on display, to not have eyes tracking your every move. You and Rafe settle at a table in the corner of a small restaurant, feeling gazes on you.
You worry for him. Heâs gotten used to being in the public eye now, but you hate to think about him being followed once you leave, hounded with questions about your break-up.
âYou okay?â he asks, eyes softened. You realize he noticed the concern written in your face.
âTheyâll be even more annoying than usual after they hear we split up,â you say, your voice low. âTheyâll probably be trailing you everywhere.â
âI can handle them,â he says with a smirk, touched by your worry for him.
You mirror his smile. Gratitude swells inside you, overwhelming, filled with guilt and awe. You still donât know how to accept all that heâs done for you.
âIâll start the process,â he says. âI can get whatever you need to sign mailed to you.â
The annulment will be a clean break, a necessary one, and yet itâs bittersweet. Somewhere along the way, Rafe became someone you love. You wanted it to end, but not like this. Not with the sadness of losing someone.
âYou donât have to,â you offer. âI can handle it.â
âI know you can,â he says. âYou wonât, though.â
You roll your eyes playfully, and his dimples deepen with that familiar smile. For a moment, you let yourself study him, as if memorizing every detail in his handsome face might help you hold onto this. Then the question slips out, quiet but sincere, âAre you going to be okay?â
His brows draw together, like no oneâs ever asked him that before.
âYeah,â he answers.
âDid he let you go?â
Rafe exhales through his nose. The laugh he doesnât bother to make is thin, edged with something like relief.
âI quit before he could,â he tells you.
Sharp guilt digs into you again. He gave his future up. What he was working towards for years. For you.
âDid you find a place yet?â he asks.
âI found a few promising apartments this morning,â you say. âNothing too far. I donât want to be somewhere I have to get on a plane for since Iâm going to be coming back here.â
Rafe nods slowly. You admire him, every piece of him. His steady competence. His strong resolve. His care.
âHow can I pay you back for everything?â you ask softly.
He takes you in, and sees that under the confident person heâs come to know is a woman who isnât sure sheâs worth another person caring this much about her.
âI was an asshole to you when we met. I went along with your dadâs plan. This is me making up for it, okay?â he says. He flashes a hint of a sad smile. âWe even? You gonna stop moping now?â
You breathe a soft laugh, nudging him playfully. Youâre nowhere near even, but thereâs no convincing him that you werenât worth it.
Youâre glad that if it had to be anyone to be pushed into this with, it was him. You canât imagine any other man deciding to pull this stunt, just to end up saving you from everything.
Heâs not the opportunistic man you once thought, or maybe he was, but he changed. It heals something in you; that someone got to know you, and became better for it.
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Two days later, you exhale a deep breath as you pull out the suitcases from your closet. You stand in the middle of your bedroom, taking mental inventory of everything you have left to do, the room cast in the setting sunâs glow.
Your new apartment, a two and a half hour drive away, is just a listing on your screen, a few photos and a vague floor plan. You havenât seen it in person, havenât walked its floors, but itâs booked and rented. Itâs waiting for you.
You called the nearest clinic this morning. Your treatment is scheduled, your information already sent over. Itâs official now. Youâre planting roots in a town where no one knows your name. Itâs what youâve always wanted. Except you never expected to have a reason to miss this place.
You start to pack, then a box topples, textbooks spilling across the floor with a heavy clatter. Rafe hears from the living room, and he rushes over, his footsteps quick and purposeful as he slips through your half-open door.
âYou okay?â he asks, crouching beside the mess, eyes scanning for anything that mightâve hurt you.
âYeah,â you say softly, collecting your things. âThanks.â
He nods, helps you collect the books, hands skimming over glossy covers. He thinks of all the times you were locked up in your room, studying, never once expecting praise, because you never got it.
âKeep me company?â you say to him.
Rafe shifts the box across the floor once itâs full, then settles on the edge of your bed, his eyes traveling over your room like heâs keeping track of whatâs left.
âWhen are you leaving?â he asks.
âFriday.â
He nods. Two days. You must feel it, too. The pain of knowing that youâll miss each other. Now, with time slipping through your fingers, you both realize how hard it will be to let go.
âWhen are you moving out?â you ask, opening a drawer and pulling clothes out.
âDonât know yet,â he says. His father hasnât been answering his calls. Itâs like heâs in limbo, suddenly on a different life path with no map. âI could stay here. It might be a decent place without your music blasting all the time.â
You laugh and flip him off, but your chest aches, knowing you wonât be able to joke around like this with him anymore. Then, your eyes catch on something, the flimsy top you wore on your first date. You pick it up, smoothing it out with a cocky smile.
âRemember this?â you ask, holding it up. âYou wouldnât stop staring.â
He leans back, smirking. He remembers that night too well, how you walked into the restaurant, all attitude. Heâd been drawn to you instantly, and just as quickly repelled. You were chaotic and beautiful, and you still are, but not in the way he once thought.
âYou were always so obvious,â you tease, folding the top.
Rafe stares at you. How can you say you love each other, and not try to make this work? The thought gnaws at him. It loops in his mind, louder than the silence between you. Youâre folding clothes, teasing him like always, and heâs watching you with a desperation he doesnât know how to voice.
He remembers every fight, every laugh, every moment that made this more than it was supposed to be. And now, with the end looming, heâs drowning in the need to know.
âWhat do you want?â he says, voice low.
The air thickens. Your pulse picks up. Itâs a question only heâs asked. Nobody else in your life has truly cared what you want.
You know you donât want to stay here, among your familyâs toxicity. You need to escape the tabloids, with their twisted narratives. Youâve been living under a microscope and you need to get away.
You drop your clothes, legs weak as you step closer to sit next to him on your bed. He stiffens, leans forwards, interlaces his fingers.
âBeing around me is hard for you, isnât it?â you ask. You put your hand over your chest, over the part of you that will never work the way it should.
You think of the night you lost control of your breathing and the way he held you. He was what you needed, but itâs because he didnât know what was happening. He didnât know how frequently your body gives out. Now, heâll always be looking out for it. Always worrying. With how protective he is over you, youâre sure of it.
Rafe looks down, jaw tensing, not agreeing with you, but not disagreeing either.
âItâs a big part of my life,â you say. âMy treatment is intense. Sometimes my symptoms spike. I shouldnât have to hide it and you shouldnât have to see it. This just⊠it wouldnât work, right?â
You always wished you werenât sick. It was a silent wish, tucked into the corners of your mind, but now, itâs the loudest itâs ever been.
Rafe swallows hard. Now that youâre asking him if you can handle this, he knows heâs too damn broken. He canât be who you need him to be, canât be steady, canât be a man who doesnât lose his mind when shit gets hard.
Heâd like to think heâs stronger than the anxiety, but heâll always be afraid of losing you the way he lost his mom. And that what happened to her could repeat itself in him.
âItâs not just you, okay?â he says, voice strained, almost cracking. âWhat if - what if what happened to my mom happens to me?â
You feel his words settle in your chest like stones. You thought you were the only wrench in the plan. The only one whoâd bring uncertainty into the relationship. But now you see it: heâs been holding onto another type of fear, not only that heâd watch you slip away, but that youâd watch it happen to him.
âIâm used to not knowing whatâs going to happen next,â you admit. âIâm okay with it. Are you?â
You watch him, your fragile words settled between you, as you wait for his answer.
âNo,â he says, under his breath. It crushes your heart. You had a shred of hope that heâd prove you wrong, that his love for you would be bigger than the fear his trauma left in him. But still, you canât blame him.
Rafe stands. It cuts to know for certain now. You always felt like a problem, and in some way, you are to him now. Someone that would be right for him, but canât be because of the way she was born.
âTake care of yourself,â he says, keeping his eyes off of you.
âYou, too,â you say to his back.
He stops at the doorway. Shakes his head to himself in self-loathing, in how badly he wishes he could just be complete. Heâs always had this fear in him, and like everything else, you made him face a part of himself heâs been running away from.
âCan you let me know when youâre in town?â he asks, a quiet plea buried in the question.
Before, the idea of staying tethered to him scared you. Now, youâd take scraps if thatâs all you can have. A fraction of Rafe is better than nothing at all. You almost want to ask him what for. If you canât be together, why torture yourselves? But not having him in your life at all would be worse.
Heâs still turned away. Your breath hitches with a sniffle, and you reply, âI will.â
And he leaves.
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Youâre contractually obligated to be here, but youâd want to come anyway. Eira and Sam have welcomed a beautiful baby girl into the world. You stand stiff in the nursery, the camera flash catching your hollow expression in the family photo, a curated moment for the public, a performance of unity.
Later, they let you hold her. Sheâs warm, impossibly small, and the protectiveness you felt over her only intensifies. You make a silent wish to anyone whoâll listen that your niece grows up healthy, safe from the curse that followed you.
Itâs been over a month since youâve seen Rafe. You didnât know how much it could hurt to miss every piece of a person. He called to make sure you made it to your new place okay. It was a short, emotionless call. Then, a week ago, you received the paperwork in the mail. Your fingers traced over his inked signature, his part of the marriage signed away, before you signed, too.
Your throat is tight once you finally leave your family home. You pace towards your car and pull out your phone to see a text from Iris. You handed her a sealed envelope at your last appointment, telling her that youâd be moving away, but that you wanted to get her something to say thank you.
You left your number in case she had any trouble accessing the bank account. She called you soon after to say she couldnât accept this, the tears thick in her tone. You told her that nothing could change your mind.
After responding to her text asking how youâve been, you open Rafeâs contact and text him: Hi. Iâm in town.
He responds minutes later: Can I see you?
You ask him if heâs still at the condo you shared. He replies he is, and to come over.
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Rafe was stupid to stay here after you left. Every corner of this place reminds him of you. The walls still echo with your voice, your laughter. He has to leave soon. Heâs going to settle on a job, then move the hell out.
He walks through the condo like heâs haunted. He replays the way you silently hugged him goodbye when you walked out the door for the last time. He misses you so much it aches in places he didnât know could hurt. When he first moved in here, he thought heâd feel relieved once the contract ended, but he feels nothing but loss.
And then, he hears a knock, and itâs like the air leaves the room.
Rafe opens the door, and you meet the face you havenât stopped thinking about since you left. His blue eyes are tired, his sharp jaw going from tight to relaxed.
âHi,â you say.
âHey.â He steps aside. It feels wrong to let you in like youâre only a guest. The door clicks shut behind you, and suddenly itâs just the two of you, standing in the same room again. âHow are you?â
âGood,â you say. His eyes travel over you, his heart thumping, finally reunited with the woman who owns it. âI just met my niece. Sheâs tiny.â
He sees the endearment in your eyes. Youâve spent years building walls around you, but heâs fortunate to see this version of you, the one who still believes in love.
âDid your parents try anything?â he says, voice sharp at the edges. That protectiveness of his is still alive and burning.
âI didnât even look at them,â you reply. âAt least they canât bother me for another month.â
âI keep thinkinâ about how I shouldâve fought him harder on that.â
âWell, stop,â you order.
He puts his palms up in defense. The corner of your mouth lifts, the first smile since you arrived. His eyes flicker with relief. The air is tense, but youâre still you, acting how you used to together.
âYou want something to drink?â he offers.
Itâs a quiet check-in. He waits, hoping youâll notice the care tucked into the question. He wants to ask about your health, how youâve been, if youâre off those meds, but the words knot in his throat.
âMake it strong,â you say, and it settles him. If you can drink, youâre off those meds. Youâre doing better.
Soon after, youâre on the balcony together. Far down below, the beach stretches out in golds and silvers, the tide curling in slow breaths. Itâs nearing 6 pm, and the sun hangs low, casting long shadows.
The air smells like salt. The breeze is cool but not cold. Every so often, a cloud slips in front of the sun, dimming the world in gray before the light returns.
âThis is so pretty,â you say, legs stretched out on the wicker recliner. âI didnât appreciate this as much as I shouldâve.â
He glances at you and takes a slow pull of his scotch before he answers. You seem so much lighter now and it brings him ease.
âYou were too busy fighting with me,â he replies, lips wet from his drink.
âYou started it,â you say with a laugh. He looks down, unable to laugh, too.
âI did,â he says. He did start all of it. You asked him, nearly begged him to back out of this deal, and he refused. It set off a painful chain of events, and even though he was once glad to have met you, right now, sitting next to you, feeling the warmth of your arm from mere inches away and knowing he canât touch you, is the first time he regrets it.
Itâs a bitter, tangled thing in his chest. Maybe if he didnât go through with the publicity stunt, your father wouldâve found another way to screw you out of your money, and you wouldnât have had the help you needed to get it.
Or maybe everything wouldâve been better if Rafe stepped away, and youâd have the strength to fight for your trust fund without needing to go along with a stupid scheme, and you both wouldnât have found love in a person you canât give it to.
You stare at his profile. His grimace is subtle, but unmistakable, regret etched into the lines of his face. You can feel it radiating off him. Heâs hurting.
âWhatâs new with you?â you ask, gently, carefully.
Blue eyes find yours, and he almost looks caught off guard, like he didnât expect you to be watching him. He takes a moment, then decides to tell you.
âI got an interview tomorrow,â he says. âThird one out of four at this place.â
You nod, letting the silence stretch just long enough. Heâs looking for a new job. Heâs not working for his dad anymore. You wonder how it ended. How badly his father cut into him after choosing your future over his.
âFour is intense,â you say. âMust be a good position.â
âIt is.â
He doesnât offer more. The sun dips behind another cloud, casting everything in soft gray. You just want to make him feel better.
âI donât know how things are with your dadâŠâ You look out at the distance, your lips flattening. âBut I saw how hard you worked and I donât think you ever got the recognition you deserved. I hope you can find that.â
Your words land softly, but not deeply. The ache Rafe is feeling is too worn-in. Itâs a voice thatâs lived in him for years, telling him that heâs not enough. Not for his father, who only ever saw the flaws. Not for you, who asked for something he couldnât give. And not even for himself, when he looks in the mirror and sees all the ways heâs fallen short.
Whatever you think he deserves, he doesnât know how heâd accept it without being afraid heâll lose it.
Rafe only nods. Heâs a vault, and you donât blame him. He already bared himself to you so much, just for you to part ways. It makes your heart pinch in pain. If this is how itâs going to be, seeing him casually, keeping things surface-level, youâre not sure you can do it.
âMy lawyer called me this morning,â you say, in an attempt to change the subject. âItâs official. What are you going to say to the reporters when they find out we broke up? Are you going to talk bad about me?â
Youâre attempting to joke, to lighten the air thatâs grown too heavy between you. And even though heâs hurting, even though the pang in his chest feels like it might never let go, he humors you.
âIâm telling them you were only in it for my last name,â he murmurs.
You chuckle, trying to keep it light, trying to pull him out of whatever dark place heâs sunk into. But his smile isnât genuine.
You know what his real smile looks like, the way it crinkles the corners of his eyes, the way his dimples dip into his cheeks. This is him pretending for your sake. And you canât stomach knowing all youâre doing here is hurting him.
âI should go,â you say, sitting up, the corners of your eyes burning with a sudden threat of tears.
âWhat?â Rafeâs voice is soft, surprised, and youâre shocked yourself that he thinks this is worth dragging out.
âItâs a long drive,â you say, avoiding eye contact. âThanks for the drink.â
You cross into the condo, putting your glass away in the sink, unable to walk fast enough to get out of here. You rush to the front door, throat dry, but when you reach for the doorknob, his hand wraps around your wrist.
âWait,â Rafe whispers, his thumb brushing slightly against your pulse, agony laced in the word.
You glance up at him, lips parting. His eyes meet yours, and for a moment, everything is stripped bare. The pain in his gaze is unmistakable and you know he sees the same in you. Neither of you says a word, but itâs all there, suspended. The hurt, the history, the longing.
He shifts his weight, turning to face you more fully, towering over you. That familiar mix of his cologne and warm skin hits you instantly and floods your senses with memories.
âI miss you so much,â he rasps, a subtle shake of his head betraying the heaviness behind the words. Heâs been carrying it for too long, and saying it aloud is both a release and a wound.
âI miss you, too,â you admit.
Your eyes drop to the floor. The silence stretches, thick and aching, until you feel his gaze on you again.
âBe with me,â he says, voice low.
Your eyes finally gloss over when you look up at him, the emotion rising before you can stop it. Itâs the sting of something old tearing open again. The wound splits wide and you feel it bleed into the space between you.
âIâm sick,â you say, the simple words landing like a blow.
His sad eyes search yours.
âI could be, too,â he says.
âBut you...â you say, your voice trembling. âYou wouldnât be a burden to me.â
âYou think youâd be one to me?â he murmurs.
It unearths a painful fear in you that youâre a chore. Maybe youâd feel like this with any man whoâd want to be with you. Or maybe itâs just because itâs Rafe, someone who carries enough pain already.
âYes,â you admit.
âYouâre wrong,â he tells you. You sigh, a wall slowly coming up as you gently twist out of his grip.
âWhat if itâs too much for you?â you challenge quietly, crossing your arms.
âItâs not.â
âWhat if youâre saying that now, but-â
âYouâre not going to talk me out of loving you,â he says. âI was an idiot to walk away. Iâm sorry and Iâm - Iâm in this if you are.â
His pulse pounds in his ears as he looks down at the woman who changed everything for him, who changed what he wanted out of life and who he wanted to be. He canât fathom watching you walk out that door again without trying this, for real.
Youâre still, staring at him, parts of you screaming that heâll leave you. That heâll see who you really are and decide youâre not good enough. But thatâs just it. Heâs already witnessed every little piece of you, good and bad, and heâs still looking at you like youâre the only thing worth looking at.
âWhat are you thinking?â Rafe half-whispers.
You donât have words, so you let your body take the lead, like it always has with him. And you kiss him.
Every movement is slow but hungry. You drift into his room, lie down together in his bed, your lips locking, wet smacks and soft sighs between you. He hovers over you, cupping your face, kissing you so deeply and tenderly that your skin tingles.
Eventually, his hands move lower as he peels your clothes off, yours trembling in excitement as you undo his shirt buttons. He strips you to your bra and panties, dipping to kiss your neck and your collarbones and your chest. He kisses your sternum, kisses your rising and falling chest, kisses over the part of you that you always thought was unloveable.
You rub your hands over his firm, bare chest and tug off his shirt. You push him to his back, and he lets you. You straddle him, moaning when he guides you down to sit on his thigh. He pulls your hips forward, silently encouraging you to grind against him. You moan louder this time, the friction, with only your panties and his jeans between you, good but not enough.
âI missed those sounds you make,â he mumbles, his breath hot against your mouth.
âI missed the way you touch me,â you say.
âYeah?â he whispers. âLike this?â
His hands trail up your back as you continue to grind on him, unhooking your bra and throwing it to the floor. He grips your breasts, kneading them as you writhe, wrapping his lips around your perked nipple. You whine in pleasure, his hot tongue flicking as he flexes his leg to give you a firmer surface to get yourself off on.
You slowly sit up off of him, desperate to make him feel good. You tug his jeans down, eyes widening when you see his attraction for you tented beneath his briefs. You lustfully gaze at him through low lids as you pull down the band, his cock springing out.
Everything in him burns as he watches the way you pump him slowly, moving to hold him to your mouth. You part your lips and take the head in, swirling your tongue over him.
âFuck,â Rafe groans. You lower, sucking harder, and he canât take his eyes off of you. âFuck, thatâs good.â
Your core aches with need, tasting him, pleasuring him, showing him how much you love him. Your hands cover where your mouth canât reach, stroking as you bob up and down.
He laces his fingers in the roots of your hair, gazing at you with pure love. His body tightens with the promise of an orgasm, and he realizes itâs always going to be like this; heâs always going to want to make sure that you come first, and that he can come inside you.
âGet up here,â he orders. You obey, shifting to kiss his lips, on your knees so he can peel off your panties. His hands firmly grip beneath your thighs, pulling you even higher. You realize he wants you to sit on his face, and you whimper when you lower to feel his hot mouth on you.
Your knees sink into the bed as he laps at you, gripping your ass and exploring every inch of you with his tongue. His moan against you sends a vibration through you, making you quiver. You gently writhe, panting as he laps at you, moaning when he sucks your clit. Youâre so hungry for the pressure of him inside you that it hurts.
âI need you inside,â you beg. âPlease.â
You shift, lips on his as he guides you onto your back, moving so your head is on his pillow. It smells like him.
Rafe guides himself inside you without wasting a second, and it feels like coming home. You wrap your legs around him, hooking your ankles, holding him tight. This is the most wanted that heâs ever felt.
Your kisses are deep as he starts to rock in and out of you, filling you perfectly. The sounds of your moans and your breaths and your wet skin smacking fills the room, clinging on to each other, sure to never let go again.
You come undone together, breaths catching as you tremble against each other. He continues to leave slow, lazy kisses on your cheek as you tighten together where your bodies meet.
He doesnât feel any rush to pull out, and you donât feel any rush to separate, either. He props himself up on his elbows, a hand brushing your hair back as he stares down at you.
âI love you,â you whisper.
âI love you, too.â
âYeah?â you mumble, a tremble in your tone. Even after everything, itâs scary to be this vulnerable. To give him the power to break you.
âWhat is it?â he whispers, catching the way your brows furrow.
âI still donât know why you gave up so much for me,â you say, your eyes pricking with tears. He frowns, lips swollen from how much heâs kissed you.
You have a lifetime of being broken down behind you, just like he does. Youâre expecting him to hurt you, to not love you all the way, and he realizes itâs not because you think low of him, but because you think low of yourself. Because all youâve ever been told is that youâre a problem.
âI didnât have anything before you,â Rafe says, and he means it. âYouâre everything. Youâre everything I want.â
It breaks your heart, then puts it back together again. And you let go, you let him own you completely, and you stay tangled up in each other with your promise heavy between you.
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Itâs been three months since you and Rafe began a real relationship. Itâs been fun and passionate and fulfilling. Thereâve been tough times as youâve continued to learn to adjust to each otherâs quick tempers and strong personalities, but you feel like you already have your worst fights behind you.
You open your front door to see him leaning against the frame with a coy smile in a crisp, dark blue suit. He drove over to your place straight after work, at a new firm that offered him a much more senior position than he ever had at his dadâs business. They still havenât spoken, and you can tell it bothers Rafe, so you never bring it up, just like he never talks about your family unless you do.
âHey, baby,â Rafe says, stepping in and kissing your forehead. Your lips twist in frustration. âWhatâs that look for?â
âWhy donât you ever let me visit you?â you say. He wouldnât give into your requests to make the drive this time. He comes to see you much more frequently and it feels unfair that you hardly ever go see him.
You think he stays in town in the hopes that heâll repair things with his dad one day. For now, you wonât push the subject. Heâs still fragile, and so are you. You make appearances when you need to, and Rafe offers to come every time, but youâd rather handle your family on your own. Youâd rather keep him out of the mess.
âDamn, youâre already fighting with me?â Rafe mumbles with a chuckle, wrapping his arms around your waist. The door shuts behind him.
âDonât be so bossy and we wonât fight,â you reply.
âIâm bossy?â
You narrow your eyes adorably.
âWhatâs that supposed to mean?â you mutter.
He chuckles, and you crack a smile, perching on the tips of your toes to kiss him.
âI like giving you a break from the drive,â you tell him.
âI like knowing youâre here, safe, waiting for me,â Rafe says. âAnd I donât want those reporters botherinâ you.â
Every time youâre spotted back in the city, youâre hounded by the press. The last time you met with Rafe there, an image of you two hugging in his car made headlines, with comments like I thought they were broken up? flooding the posts.
Heâs right. Itâs better for you here. But that doesnât mean youâre okay with him having to make the trip more often.
âFine,â you give in. âDinner will be here in five.â
âI was going to pay for it.â
âGuess you canât always get your way, can you?â you respond with a shrug, earning a defeated laugh from him. You give him one last kiss before you part.
Rafe goes into your bedroom, changing into sweats and a t-shirt that he keeps in his drawer. Eventually, your takeout arrives, and you place it on the coffee table in front of the tv. Youâre about to sit down next to him, but he leans forward to cup your hand and pull you forward. You laugh as you settle on his lap.
âDid you have a good day?â you ask, arm draped over his shoulders.
You gaze into his kind eyes, unable to believe that you once thought there was nothing but bad in this man. Thereâs so much good, and you know itâll take a while to convince him of it, but itâs work youâre willing to do.
âJust got way better,â he says.
You roll your eyes and breathe a laugh, and every time he earns that pretty smile on your face, it fills him with joy. Itâs all he ever wants. Making you happy is the most important thing he can do in this world.
You take a moment to sit like this together, to appreciate that thereâs endless, enduring love between you now, and nothing else.
Youâve both felt homesick all your lives, and you thought that you always would, until you found comfort and love and belonging in each other. Until you found home.
summary you live a turbulent life in the public eye as an unruly heiress from a controlling family. you thought you had your future all planned out, until you learn that your trust fund hinges on marrying a stranger.
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Rafe walks down the marble corridor, his shoulders stiff. The wedding venue is extravagant and performative, which he expected. Thatâs what your relationship was meant to be, after all.
Fatigue is buried into his bones. He hardly slept last night, consumed by the fact that you were so close, just on the opposite side of the condo, hating him. Heâd left in the middle of the night to go for a drive, just to burn off the restless energy stirred by your fight.
Itâs fucked up how it all happened. Thereâs something about you that makes him want to be good, and the contempt in your eyes when he told you that he knew was proof he failed.
He reaches the door. Waits for the lump in his throat to go away. Stares at his hand, knowing heâs minutes away from wearing a ring that wonât mean what it should.
You already have a headache from how tight your hair is pinned. The veil is itchy against the backs of your arms, your heels uncomfortable even though youâre seated, last night echoing in your head. Youâve been keeping your tears in today. But you couldnât control them last night. Your pillow was drenched by the time you finally dozed off.
The warmth you thought you had with Rafe vanished. You thought you didnât trust him, but this feeling of betrayal can only come from someone you gave a piece of yourself to.
The sound of the front door opening had partly pulled you out of your sleep. Before leaving this morning, you realized he must have stepped out at some point, so you peeked into his room just before sunrise, a stone settling in your stomach at the thought that he mightâve abandoned you. But there he was, asleep in his bed. His bare back cast in shadow, his face turned away.
Youâre meant to walk down the aisle in fifteen minutes. The glass of champagne on the vanity in front of you sits untouched. In an odd way, youâre glad you canât mix alcohol with your meds, because you wouldnât be able to stop yourself.
Your mother, sisters-in-law, and the two college friends Celeste had suggested for your bridal party, Bea and Mara, are all gathered in the bridal suite with you.
Samâs wife, Eira, is heavily pregnant now, and again, you think of how the baby could inherit the same illness, and possibly the same neglect that you did. The cycle could repeat and it makes the ache sitting inside you even sharper.
Theyâre making polite conversation, trying to include you, but youâre zoned out. Youâre just nervous, is what you told them. The truth is so much heavier. And only two people in this room know that this marriage is a sham - you and your mother.
You barely register the knock at the door. It blends into the noise of a chaotic morning. Just another person working to put on this show, you figure, without giving it a second thought.
Bea opens the door, and someone lingers out of your view, concealed and tucked behind the frame. She looks at you, brows furrowed, then back at whoever is standing there.
âAre you supposed to be here?â she says with an awkward chuckle.
âI need to talk to her.â
His voice is low, familiar, buried deep in your heart. Heads turn towards you. You feel like you need to brace for impact, yet a part of you yearns to see him, even after everything heâs done to you.
âYouâll see each other soon,â your mother interjects with a forced laugh, clearly worried about what this means, about what itâll look like.
âLet him in,â you state.
âBut itâs bad luck for him to see you in your dress,â Eira chimes in.
âI donât believe in that,â you reply impatiently.
Bea looks at you for approval, you nod, and then she swings the door open all the way. Rafe steps in, eyes landing on you. His grimace falls, a mixture of awe and disbelief, like he didnât expect you to really be here, dressed like that, waiting to do this.
He falters. Youâre stunning, but the thought is cheapened because he knows none of this is what you want. This isnât the life you asked for, and admiring you in it feels like a messed up thing to do.
If this were a real wedding, youâd be in a different dress, one thatâs more you, wearing a smile, and not glaring at him like you feel cursed that heâs the man youâre marrying.
You look miserable. The people around you donât know about the war inside you. He didnât either, for so long.
âGive us a minute,â you say to the room, your stare on him. Youâre looking at him like you did when you met all those months ago, ambushed in your fatherâs office, enraged when you learned why he was there.
Everyone starts to slip out, shuffling quietly, whispering between each other, the door clicking closed. The air is heavy with everything youâve been through together and with what youâre expected to do today.
Like always, Rafe looks devastatingly handsome. He crosses the room, the sharp lines of his charcoal black suit catching the light. He grabs the closest chair and spins it with one hand to face you, the scrape of its legs slicing through the silence, just like the day he barged into your life.
âWhat are you doing here?â you say, your voice thin.
He sits, and when he sees the pain in your eyes, the instinct to keep you safe burns strong. Itâs why he came. To make sure you can handle all this today.
âYou still okay to do this?â he murmurs. Fear coils in your chest, convincing you that he'll leave you stranded and take away your only chance to get your trust fund.
âAre you?â you accuse. âIs that why you left last night? You shouldâve just backed out then instead of doing it now.â
Rafeâs brows furrow. Your words are a slap to the face. He didnât know you heard him step out. Didnât know you assumed the worst.
âI went for a drive,â he says, incredulity in his tone. He wants to reach for you, but canât bear it if you do what you did last night, when you pulled away from his touch like he repulsed you. âIâm still in. Iâm asking if you can handle all this today.â
You scoff, knocked off balance that he thinks he can act like heâs worried about you after you laid yourself bare and he still chose to lie.
âWhy are you pretending like you care?â you ask, betrayal wringing your heart out.
After everything youâve shared, every secret, every night tangled in each other, he didnât expect this. He came here thinking youâd find a way back to each other, find common ground before you stand up in front of everyone. He came here for you, but youâd rather insult him.
Rafe sighs your name, laced with disbelief. It makes your blood boil. Itâs like heâs trying to discipline you.
âWhat?â you snap.
âThatâs bullshit,â he mutters. âYou know it is.â
âDo I?â
He huffs and his temper flares above the pain, hot and unavoidable.
âJesus,â he says. âCan you grow up? I came here to fix this.â
Your throat is tight, threatening tears, loathing the implication that youâre some sort of petulant child. And just like last night, spitefulness grabs a hold of you, tells you to hurt him like he hurt you.
âWhatâs there to fix?â you argue.
Blue eyes search yours, stunned and wounded. He traps his bottom lip behind his teeth, like he doesnât want to say what heâs about to say, but knows he has to.
âNothing, right?â Rafe responds, silently praying youâll prove him wrong. The pain is a bruise on his heart, aching because again, heâs being rejected. He can read it in your eyes, the way you still hold onto resentment. Itâs more important to you than he is.
âNothing,â you echo in confirmation.
He stands up. The door swings open. Celeste looks at the two of you in shock.
âWhat are you doing?â she chides Rafe. âYou canât be here. You need to get to the altar.â
He storms past her, knowing he needs to go back to who he was when this started, when he only wanted to square away a business deal and do right by his father.
He wishes he knew nothing about you. He wishes you stayed what he thought you were: a spoiled brat, easy to dismiss and easier to forget.
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The music begins, soft and far too beautiful for what this moment really means. Each note echoes through the enormous chapel as your father nudges you with his elbow to hold his arm. Your hand feels numb, like itâs not yours anymore.
The feeling of hundreds of eyes on you, the feeling you know too well, only brings you more ache. The ivory aisle stretches ahead of you, lined with faces you donât know. The scent of the bouquet is too strong. Your dress is suffocating. And you step forward.
Your chest burns. The anger is familiar, all youâve ever had. It hurts, until you look up to see Rafe waiting at the end. The man you never meant to fall for, who made you feel safe, just to break you. Your heart stirs, and you hate that beneath the pain, you feel relief seeing him in a crowded room.
You think of how he said your father seemed happy to be the one to tell him about your illness. The man walking with you wants you to suffer, and heâs getting what he came for, because this is the most heartbroken youâve ever been.
You reach Rafe, keep your gaze low, and he takes your hand, desperate to take you from your father as soon as he can. Itâs not for the crowd, not for the cameras. Itâs for you, despite how badly you hurt him. You squeeze the way you always do when youâre angry, and his pain doubles knowing that heâs the reason.
The music ends, shuffles echo through the hall as guests settle in their seats, and the officiant begins to speak. Youâre watching the way Rafeâs thumb brushes lightly against your hand, and finally, you gaze up at him.
And you want to hate him, but in this moment, framed by soft light, you see him for everything he is. The good and the bad.
A part of you still wants to sympathize with him, even when your heart begs it not to. Heâs only standing here because heâs starved of approval. Of love. You still donât know what exactly happened to his mother, but you know he watched her fade away, and you canât fathom the hole it left in his heart.
Thereâs still so much pain buried deep in you, hurt that he had to see you suffer to realize you didnât deserve it, hurt that he knew you were sick and kept it from you. But in this fragile moment, with so many eyes on you, you can only be anchored by him.
Despite yourself, heâs who you love. Yet, no matter how much it consumes you, you canât force yourself to forgive him for every way heâs hurt you since you met.
When youâre repeating the vows after the officiant, your voice shakes when you have to say that youâll trust youâll choose each other every day, in sickness and in health.
Rafe eventually slides the ring onto your finger. He tells himself to pull back from this moment on. You only see the worst in him, and maybe thatâs all thatâs left to see.
Every effort of his doesnât matter to you. What a masochist heâs been, letting himself fall for you. You just told him thereâs nothing to fix, and he needs to accept that whatever you two shared means nothing to you.
Youâve lived moments like these together so many times before. Youâre angry. Heâs angry. But you both know how to bury it just deep enough to make it through the spectacle.
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Following the ceremony, you, Rafe, and your wedding party are directed outside the venue for photos. As you pose under the cloudless sky, you think of how much money is being wasted on this. How a month from now, youâll quietly separate, and it will all dissolve into silence.
What you hate most about taking these photos is having to stand anywhere near his father. Just being close to the man who hurt Rafe, who laid hands on him, makes your skin crawl.
At the end of the session, the photographer asks for final shots: close-ups of the rings. As you and Rafe stiffly hold hands, your mother crosses her arms and sighs to herself.
âWhy didnât you get your nails done?â she mumbles to you, then looks to Celeste. âHow did that get missed?â
âShe was supposed to,â Celeste says stiffly, shooting you a death glare.
You recall that morning, when you smiled politely at the woman in the salon, mentioning you were getting your nails done later. Plans had changed, you said. She seemed confused, but didnât question it.
âWe ran out of time,â you lie, biting the inside of your cheek, guilty that you didnât follow Celesteâs instructions when you said you would. âSorry.â
âRidiculous,â your mother sighs, as if it even matters.
Rafe is surprised to see you actually seem hurt. Thereâs pain in your expression, not anger. It unsettles him. Even now, he still wants to fix it, to soften your pain. He doesnât understand why. Maybe he never will.
When youâre done, you make your way to the banquet hall, the weight of your gown tugging at your hips with every step. Rafe stays at your pace as the fabric swishes around your legs, brushing against the cobblestones. You lift the hem, fingers curled into the lace.
âDonât let her get to you,â Rafe says under his breath.
You follow his gaze downward, puzzled until your eyes land on your bare nails. He must have seen it, the sadness that passed over your face at your motherâs comment.
Of course he saw it. He sees more in you than anyone has ever seen. You make sure nobody is in earshot before you respond.
âItâs not that IâŠâ You sigh. âI canât wear nail polish right now. It messes with the sensor that measures my oxygen levels. What she said bothered me because she doesnât know anything about my treatment and she never cared to know.â
Itâs an unfamiliar relief to say out loud. Youâve never had this, someone to openly talk about the considerations youâve kept private all your life.
It cuts into him, how many things you have to worry about, and how youâve always had to worry about them alone.
âYou doing okay?â he asks.
âManaging,â you reply. âIâll tell you ifâŠâ
If I need you. You donât say it out loud. You donât have to. Despite the tension between you two, you still might need his help. And heâs willing to give it.
âIâm fine,â you say. âIâm just glad I donât have to smile next to your dad anymore.â
His brows knit, stuffing his hands in his pockets, visibly confused.
âAfter hearing what he did,â you explain, âI canât stand being anywhere near that man.â
Rafeâs eyes flick to you, then away. His sense of loyalty to his father rings through him, but the feeling of unexpected relief is louder.
Heâs never had someone stand between him and his dad. Right now, your anger is for him. A small part of you cares. And it makes the gnawing sense of inadequacy that he always feels a little quieter.
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The banquet hall glitters, cameras flashing as chatter roars. It looks like a wedding reception, but only a few people in the room know the truth. Youâre just a prop for your motherâs campaign, a symbol of unity and tradition your parents can parade around.
You settle into the chair at the head table, the train of your dress spilling around you. Soon after, you notice Celeste cutting through the crowd towards you with a tight scowl.
Rafe notices, too, and sees worry dimming your eyes. Seeing you scared messes with him. Without a word, he places his hand at the small of your back, subtle and steady. The publicist reaches you and leans in, voice low but sharp, a reprimand disguised as a whisper.
âI canât believe Iâm saying this, but have some champagne, will you?â she says. âUnless youâre holding back for some reason.â
Her gaze drops, lingering just a moment too long on your stomach. The implication that youâre pregnant hangs in the air.
âWhat?â you snap. âNo. Iâm just⊠I stopped.â
âPeople will notice,â she says. âTheyâll talk. We donât want them thinking all this was rushed because of that.â
You remember what your doctor said, how alcohol and your new medication donât mix, potentially causing strain on your body, even risking heart complications. Itâs a line you canât cross.
âI know I said Iâd do whatever you tell me to,â you say to Celeste quietly, an inch from pleading, âbut please donât make me drink.â
âJust do it,â Rafe says, already rising. âIâll get you a glass.â
His words sting. Heâs siding with her, willing to play his part, even if it means pushing past your boundaries. But something about it doesnât sit right.
Minutes later, heâs back, handing you a glass filled with something golden and fizzing, sitting down next to you again.
âRafe, I canât,â you whisper. âI canât drink on these meds.â
He leans in, breath warm against your ear, sharp cologne and aftershave floating over you.
âI asked the guy to give me something that looks like champagne,â he says. âNo booze. Youâre good.â
The sense of safety, the one you thought heâd stolen from you, comes rushing back. He cares about you. You were cruel to suggest he didnât. What he kept from you still hurts, but the pain refuses to rewrite him entirely. It wonât let you forget the man beneath the mistake.
He wants to protect you, and maybe itâs because heâs lived through the pain that comes when someone who shouldâve kept him safe, didnât.
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Plates are being collected as the last toast fades into applause and the lights dim. Itâs time for the first dance.
You step onto the dance floor, your hand in Rafeâs. Every eye is on you. The slow, delicate music begins and he pulls you close, one hand firm at your waist, the other still cupping yours.
Your bodies move in sync as you slow-dance beneath the spotlight, and you wonder how many people can tell that you really do love this man, and that you wish you didnât.
He dips his head, his jaw against your temple, breathing you in, finding a shred of comfort in all the chaos. Last night plays in his mind again. You looked so worried when you told him you might need to get away from the crowd today.
âTell me if you need to sit down,â he murmurs, voice low and careful. His words are so kind that it almost hurts.
You shift closer, pressing your cheek against his chest, letting the rhythm of his heartbeat lull you. Heâs vowing to keep you safe, even after everything youâve done and said to him, and guilt swirls through you. The words rise in your throat and you crane your neck, eyes meeting his.
âI donât hate you,â you say. âI shouldnât have said that.â
Rafeâs lips flatten. Your words are soft, but theyâre not what he wants. Itâs not what heâs been aching for. Itâs not I love you.
You wait for him to say something, to at least smile in that coy way he does sometimes, but all you see in his expression is pain. Maybe even regret. It hurts you too much to look at. You press your cheek against his chest again, continuing to sway.
Thereâs a hole in Rafeâs heart. Itâs ridiculous, but he lets himself imagine that this is real. That he met you normally, not through a contract. That he took you to places he chose, not ones already planned out. That he got to know you slowly, the way people are supposed to.
He canât think about it too long. He swallows the ache, blinks hard.
âHow long is this song?â he complains after a minute.
You wish his words didnât burn you. You were enjoying the dance. The closeness.
âI know,â you say, meeting his eyes again. âMaybe the next time I get married, Iâll get to pick the music.â
Itâs only a soft offer of humor, but he doesnât play along. His expression stays firm and the gap between you feels wider than it did before. Your lips twitch into a small frown.
He almost wants to say that next time, youâll get to pick the guy, too. He hates what the thought of you with another man does to him. Hates how clear youâre making it that youâd never really want him.
He holds you while the reminder that this isnât real, that youâll be out of his life within weeks, tugs at him.
At his core, all Rafe has ever longed for was to be chosen. To be first. Without hesitation or contingency or the need to prove himself. So heâs not going to beg you to want him. He has enough dignity to let you go.
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You step out of the taxi, the heat wrapping around you, the ocean humming in the distance. The villa rises ahead, big and luxurious. The flight was short and your breathing only got tight a few times. You counted the seconds between inhales, glad Rafe couldnât see you from where he sat.
Celeste had reminded you multiple times that there would be eyes on you on your honeymoon, no matter how private it seemed. And it does seem private. The bungalow is on a white-sand beach, wrapped in glass that frames the deep blue ocean.
Beneath the beauty, thereâs tension. The silence between you and Rafe is loud. Heâs been cold since your dance at the wedding. Youâd hoped after you tried to bridge things, heâd warm up again. But youâre just mirroring how you were at the beginning of this arrangement â curt and ignoring each other.
Your muscles ache from how taxing the wedding was yesterday, from the journey this morning. You head to the bedroom, dropping on one side of the bed, both happy and sad that youâll be sharing it with him. And then you drift off, letting exhaustion consume you.
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You havenât spoken. Itâs been three days in supposed paradise and you havenât shared a single moment with the man whoâs legally your husband.
Heâs even been sleeping on the couch instead of in bed with you. And he hasnât checked in on you. He did his duty of taking care of you at the wedding, and now heâs done.
You feel like a task heâs eager to cross off. A new suspicion creeps in, that he was performing, counting down until the wedding was over so he could drop the act that you mean something to him. After all, the wedding was what all of this was leading up to. You have just shy of a month left before the contract is up. Maybe he sees no reason to try anymore.
Itâs your last night before you head back home. Branches have been rattling against the windows for the last hour, threatening a storm. Dinner was delivered to you, and after a quiet meal, Rafe went out to the terrace, looking out at the sun setting over the sea, leaving you to sit at the dining table with your thoughts.
This ended up hurting you so much more than you could have ever anticipated. Rafe has somehow been your healing and your undoing. You told yourself not to fall for him, that you were leaving anyway, but your heart did what it wanted to.
You consider how to spend the final night, deciding that a bubble bath might be what you need. You try to find comfort in the idea, but youâre so angry, so lonely, that your patience wears out.
It used to be him who broke tension, who reached out first, but this time, heâs stayed quiet. And it makes you realize just how often he was the one who tried.
You step onto the terrace, heart thudding to the point of pain. You settle next to him and rest your forearms on the railing. Rafe keeps his gaze fixed on the darkening horizon, his shirt clinging to his frame in the breeze, collar slightly undone like he got dressed in a hurry.
This is unbearable. Heâs been telling himself that he can get over you, that the way his chest tightens whenever he thinks of your smile and how much he enjoys being the reason for it will fade. But your mere presence fucks with him. Youâre not doing anything. Just standing there. Breathing. Existing. And itâs enough to make him feel like heâs going crazy.
âYou just wanted to make sure I went through with the wedding, didnât you?â you say bitterly. âYou never gave a shit.â
He looks down at you, thrown off. His jaw is set, hurt and angry that you still anticipate cruelty from him. After everything.
âDonât give me that,â he says tensely.
âYouâve been ignoring me since. You donât have an act to put on anymore, is that it?â
Rafe looks down and shakes his head as he mutters, âNo. Quit twisting things.â
His accusatory words remind you of every time youâve been called dramatic, sensitive, too much. Years of being told that your pain was exaggerated. You turn away to go back inside, regretful that you came out here, but he speaks.
âStop,â he says. Your eyes are still off of him. âYou said thereâs nothing here. You said that.â
Thatâs why heâs been distant. He took your impulsive insult to heart. Nobody has ever held onto your words the way he does. You canât look him in the eyes when you admit that what you said the morning of the wedding wasnât true.
âI didnât mean it,â you reply. You find the will to look at him again. His gaze has softened, his arms crossed now.
âThen whyâd you say it?â he says.
You take him in, upset that you got it all wrong again, that your fear convinced you he was some sort of conman. He looks sincerely hurt. He wasnât ignoring you; he was avoiding you after you practically told him to, after you said that what you shared was meaningless.
âI canât control myself sometimes,â you confess. âI was mad. And when I get like that, Iâm paranoid and mean. I donât want to be this way.â
Itâs like youâre reading his own thoughts out to him. He understands you, like your minds are wired into the same pattern. He has no hold over himself most of the time, either, and it turns him into someone he doesnât like.
âI was pissed off that you lied to me,â you continue. âI still am. You shouldâve told me. You have no idea how shitty it is that the one time I decided to tell someone, they already knew.â
Heâs frozen as the realization that he was the only one you confided in sinks in. He lowers himself slightly, trying to hold your gaze.
"No one else knows?â he says.
âJust my family.â You look down. âI told you I donât trust easily.â
Rafe breathes a little slower. Youâve always been so closed off, but you trusted him with the one thing youâve kept hidden from everyone else. You see him as safe. Or you did.
âI fucked up,â he murmurs in a low, wounded tone. âI didnât want to hurt you. Tell me you get that.â
You glance up again, instinctively trying to find deception in his gentle gaze. You consider that he meant well, but it tastes bitter. Trust isnât natural for you. But it feels worse not to believe him. His actions were misguided, but compassionate.
âIâm notâŠâ You sigh. âIâm not used to someone paying attention to me like you do, okay? And then I felt like even after⊠everything, you still lied to me and my temper just took over.â
He nods, relief rushing through him.
âMine does that, too,â he replies.
âNo kidding,â you huff, lips pulling into a small, apprehensive smile. âI donât think anyone has ever made me as mad as you do.â
âYeah.â He mirrors your smile, his dimples breaking your heart. âSame here.â
You share a fragile moment of quiet. Of peace.
âIâm sorry,â you say, because you regret making him think that you see no value in your complicated relationship. In him.
Rafe wanted things to be good between you again, but it feels wrong to hear you apologize to him. Heâs not worthy of it after how badly heâs hurt you.
âDonât,â he says. âI had it coming.â
Your face pinches in pain, shaking your head in disagreement.
âDonât say that,â you murmur quietly. You let your body react to him like it always does; the physical part of your relationship always came so easy. No matter what either of you think or feel, you always have this.
You step between him and the railing, bodies brushing. You feel the sudden tension in him, then the relief, his Adamâs apple bobbing with a slow swallow. You tilt your head, perching up on your toes, and finally give into impulse with a slow kiss.
Itâs an overwhelming relief when he kisses back, the railing digging into your back as he frames you between his arms. Your hands find his jaw, soft scruff rubbing against your fingers, his skin hot, his tongue hotter. Youâve missed him, his touch, his weight on you.
His body floods with urgent hunger, his craving for you swallowing him whole. Heâs been telling himself to get over you, to erase you, but itâs like youâre carved into him. Heâll always fold for you.
He releases the railing, arms wrapping around you firmly. Heâs holding you so tightly, kissing you so deeply, that your head starts to buzz. His hand lowers to grab your ass, and you gasp in pleasure through a kiss, feeling him start to harden against you.
Heâd do this right here if he could. But he canât.
âBaby,â he mumbles against your lips. It slipped out before he could help it. You told him not to call you that. He canât bear to have you remind him.
âYeah?â you say. His heart stirs with warmth hearing you answer to the name.
âThey might be watching. Letâs go inside.â
You pull back a little, gazing up at him in awe.
âYouâre right,â you say quietly. âIâll be in the bath if you need me.â
You step away, the lost contact making him ache. If he needs you. He does, more than you could imagine.
Once you get to the bathroom, you fling the bathtub faucet to full blast, water roaring from the spout. You watch yourself in the mirrors that surround the tub on three sides, reflecting every ripple of water, every rise and fall of your chest as you peel your clothes off.
You fill the tub with the bottles set out for you. You pour them in, watching bubbles grow and swirl as the water rises. Then, you shut off the faucet and settle into the massive tub, heat enveloping you. The anticipation tingles all over you. Your heart thrums, your body submerged in soapy heat. It almost hurts how badly you want him.
The door, left ajar, is pushed open. You meet Rafeâs gaze. Your eyes rake down his body. Itâs only been a week since you last had each other, but it feels like ages.
âYou took too long,â you say. Desire burns in him, seeing you like this, knowing youâre naked, waiting for him.
He smirks, his eyes fixed on yours as he tugs his shirt off over his head, revealing his sculpted body. Youâre not sure youâve ever had a chance to watch him undress from a distance, to experience him baring himself to you.
âYou ever stop complaining?â he teases.
Your pulse thunders even louder as his shorts drop to the floor, leaving him in briefs, the outline of his length a ridge beneath the fabric. He steps towards you, eyes darkened.
âYou want to make me?â you challenge.
He strips off his briefs, revealing his thick arousal, making your core hot with need. The water gently sloshes as he settles into the tub, facing you. You shift to perch your legs around his hips and the moment your bodies brush together in the hot water, you sigh in pleasure.
He quietly groans when he feels your core press against him, cupping your face to kiss him. If the angle was right, heâd push into you right now. Your kisses are rushed and deep, and he feels you slowly starting to writhe, your inner thighs pressing against his ribs. He wants to see it for himself, how bad you want to be stimulated, how bad you want him.
âTurn around,â Rafe tells you. You let him guide you to lean on him as he sits against the wall of the tub. You shudder when he brings his hands up to squeeze your breasts, his heart pounding against your back.
He rubs your sensitive buds as he leaves a slow, open-mouthed kiss on your shoulder. Your moans are soft and so damn rewarding to him, echoing off the tiles, digging into his soul. He lowers a hand to find yours and guides it to press against your needy pussy.
âShow me how you want to be touched,â he rasps.
You breathe a soft huff, dipping your head back as you whisper, âYou already know.â
The words coax him to press his hand against your middle. Two fingers trail up your folds and when he lands on your clit, he starts rubbing in tight, slow circles. You moan, your head still tilted back, the back of your neck resting on his shoulder, your cheek against his jaw.
He pinches and fondles your nipple, plays with your clit, and the sensation of this pleasure combined with the hot water enswathing you is utter intoxication.
âLook how pretty you are,â Rafe tells you. You find the strength to prop your head up. The mirrors have fogged just a little, but you see your reflection and his, your expressions showing boundless bliss and lust and relief.
And you look like you belong together. Itâs nothing like the photo ops and the staged appearances; right now, you look like youâre meant to be here, bare and vulnerable and desperate for each other.
No matter how good his fingers feel, you need him fully. Without a word, you move forward, water splashing as you turn around. His eyes are half-lidded, cheeks flushed, and heâs looking at you like heâs been craving a high and youâre the only thing that can give it to him.
Youâre slow as you perch your knees on the porcelain, your hand dipping into the bubbly water to feel for him. You hold his cock at the base, keeping eye contact as you shift to line yourself up against him, slowly sitting down.
The moan you expel when you sink onto him, wrap him in your silky heat, makes his gut curl. He grips your hips, tight and hungry as you roll against him and press your forehead on his.
âYou missed this, yeah?â Rafe whispers, wishing he could ask if you missed him, unwilling to deal with the consequence of you telling him you didnât.
âOf course,â you breathe. Your truthful answer, devoid of your usual teasing, reassures him that you want him as bad as he wants you, that you feel the same transcendental pull.
He kisses you as you ride him, then shifts to hold your breast up to his mouth and wrap his lips around your nipple, flicking and sucking, earning elated hums from you. You hold his shoulders, breathe in the smell of him, the smell of the soap woven into the water. You donât last much longer, coming with a stuttered, breathy moan, trembling against him.
He holds your hips again, guiding you through faster thrusts, your tightness working his cock perfectly as the water sloshes around you. He kisses you through his orgasm, and youâre sure the way his fingers are digging into your hips will leave soreness, but you donât care. You want him to feel as good as you do. Itâs your only focus, your only goal, and everything else is blurred.
Rafe twitches beneath you as the last of his pleasure fills you, panting against your lips. How can this be so perfect, how can you be so perfect, and how the fuck can he accept that you wonât be around anymore?
Every piece of you fills parts of him that were empty, but heâs falling into a fantasy again, ruining his own pleasure by ruminating over how this is all fleeting.
âSleep in the bed tonight,â you say, still panting, your nose nudging his. Your fingers stroke the back of his neck, fingernails dragging over his damp buzzed hair. You canât fathom him sleeping a wall away from you again. Not after tonight.
He cups your face and nods, still catching his breath. The fact that you want him next to you silences his self-inflicted anguish. Heâd do anything you ask of him.
You wash and towel off together and settle into bed as the tropical storm finally breaks, thundering over the bungalow, rain hammering on the roof. And you talk about the wedding like a normal couple would - joking, venting, gossiping, while ignoring the truth of what you really are.
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The plane taxies towards the runway the next morning, its cabin quiet with just you, Rafe, the pilot, and the attendant.
Rafe is next to you, instead of across the aisle, behind a divider like before. His hand is on your knee. Heâs been like this since last night. Touching you, holding contact as much as he can.
You bend to pick up your bag of medical supplies, reaching for your oxygen concentrator, making sure itâs ready if you need it.
Rafe didnât say anything when you got out of bed last night to plug it in. You kept your back to him, but you know he heard the beeping, saw a glimpse of the truth of your illness, of how much you have to think ahead.
âI need to set this up,â you say quietly, not looking up at him, motioning towards the other seat. âYou can sit over there if you want.â
The offer is mostly for him. Youâre painfully aware that this kind of stuff reminds him of a time in his life heâd rather forget. He wouldnât have reacted to seeing you with a nurse if it didnât trigger something in him. But the suggestion is for you, too. Youâre worried that him witnessing you having to do this will make you look weak. That heâll see you differently.
âIâm good here,â Rafe replies.
You go through the motions, attaching tubing, making sure things are operating correctly. Then, you put everything away and push it under your seat, clasping your hands together and looking out the window.
Rafe stares at you. It was hard for him to see that. Itâs obvious that this is such a big part of your life that you keep to yourself. Heâs seen the proof of your familyâs neglect too many times. You were always alone.
The jet throttles forward and you take a deep breath. Rafe squeezes your knee and you look at him. Heâs staring at you with a softness youâve seen only a few times before.
âThey have no idea what you gotta deal with, do they?â he murmurs. Your eyes deepen with sadness.
Itâs impossible to hide anything from him, but itâs a new comfort that you can speak like this now. You can share that heâs right, that your family is oblivious to how much your illness bleeds into your everyday life. They donât know. They donât care.
âIt always bothered them hearing about it,â you say. âI was in and out of the hospital as a kid and⊠I remember my parents talking about how hard it was on them.â
You look down as he gently rubs just above your knee, uncertain of how someone who was once so cruel, so cold, has this warm curiosity in him.
âSometimes I wonder if it wouldâve gotten this severe if they didnât ignore me when I told them it hurt to breathe,â you say. âThey thought it was just anxiety. That I was whining for attention. But I had infections that left permanent damage. It was really bad by the time I finally saw a doctor.â
Rafeâs skin prickles, his throat tight like heâs swallowing glass. The neglect, the cruelty you suffered... His vision blurs as his stomach twists in knots of disbelief. You were so young and yet, you remember it, the trauma settled so deep into your psyche.
âThe older I got, the more I realized itâd be another thing the tabloids could use to hurt me,â you say. âThatâs why I keep it private. My parents still think Iâm faking how bad it is, but some days, I⊠I can barely get out of bed. Why would I fake that?â
You stare at each other, your eyes glossing with tears once you realize Rafeâs are, too. The jet levels above the clouds and the attendant appears behind him. You force a polite smile as she asks if thereâs anything she can get you. You tell her that youâll call. She walks away and you look down, placing your hand over Rafeâs.
âHow did he tell you?â you ask. Rafeâs jaw tightens as he recalls standing in Kalâs office, listening to his passive words about how you have bad lungs. How youâre dramatic.
âIt doesnât matter,â he responds. You would normally push, but this time, you wonât. Heâs hurting because you are. Nobody has ever cared this much. You never let them.
You nod. He chews on his lip.
âWhy are you on new meds?â he asks the question thatâs been needling him.
âMy blood pressureâs high. They think itâs stress. They help, but they have a bunch of side effects. Itâs why my appetiteâs been so bad,â you say. âIâm seeing my nurse tomorrow for another check-up. Are you going to be home? I can go to my familyâs house if it-â
âNo,â he interrupts. âDonât go over there.â
It guts him that you feel like you have to hide just because he canât handle his own shit. And heâs sure the stress youâve been under is because of him. Because he signed that contract and agreed to do this to you.
âThis is going to be one of the last times I see her before I leave,â you explain, âand I canât exactly tell her that yet, but⊠sheâs been with me for a long time. Iâll miss her.â
Rafe recalls snapping at your nurse, guilt sinking into him as he realizes just how fond you are of her. He tries to ignore the pang in his heart at the reminder that youâre leaving.
âI shouldnât have lost my shit like that.â
âI understand why you did,â you console him, aware now that the brutal coincidence of him walking into your check-up cracked open wounds he never closed. You wish it never happened.
âHow old were you?â you ask, quiet and hesitant. His gaze is fixed on your hand on top of his.
âTen when it started.â
A chill brushes over your skin as you picture him as a little boy. Worried. Scared. Way too young to lose a parent.
âThat mustâve been so painful,â you offer, barely above a whisper.
âIt was outta nowhere,â he says. âShe started forgetting things, and one day, I heard her ask my dad where a room in our own house was. He told me they did tests. It was her brain. I didnât believe it at first, because that shit happens when people are way older, you know?â
He doesnât have to spell it out for you. It had to be something like dementia, early and unexpected. Your stomach sinks, the helpless thought of it dragging you down.
âHow long did you have with her after that?â you ask, trying to keep your voice steady.
âTwo years,â he says. âShe hung on as long as she could. There were always doctors and nurses and specialists around the house, but then she⊠she started asking my name and where my mom was. I knew that was it.â
His words hit you like strikes. You donât want him to live in that time. You want him to find peace in what life was like before. Itâs not as extreme, but your illness can turn you into somebody else at times, and you donât want people to think of you that way. To remember you as what you arenât.
âWhat was she like before?â you ask.
He scratches his jaw, a nervous tick, a way to buy time. He thinks of his mother before she began to wither away, turning into a confused and lost version of herself.
âShe was full of energy,â he answers. âAnd steady. She held us together. She treated us all the same.â
It hits you all over again, how he implied his sisters never had to fight for their fatherâs love, not like he does. It breaks something in you.
âI couldnât keep my anger in check as a kid,â he says, his gaze low and distant. âIâm still not great at it.â
You squeeze his hand. You wouldâve never expected to relate to Rafe at all, especially not this deeply, when you first met. But heâs always carried anger like you have.
âWhen I started to lose it, sheâd sit down with me and make me tell her what was happening and she fixed it and it wasnât so hard anymore. Nobody else knew how to do that.â
It feels like your chest is caving in. He was left with an abusive father, left to figure out how to survive without warmth. Youâre certain he had it worse than you, because youâd rather never have love, then get it and watch it slip away. Loss is harder than outright absence.
âIâm so sorry,â you whisper. âIâm so sorry you lost her and Iâm so sorry you didnât get the space to grieve.â
Rafe reflects on what happened after her death, when he didnât have anyone through his outbursts, when his father would strike him to straighten him out. Then, he reached his teenage years, and he coped by getting drunk and high until he pleaded to his father to accept him as part of the family again, as a son who could do things right.
âMy dad lost his wife,â he says, just loud enough to be heard over the jetâs whirr. âHe did his best.â
Your protectiveness kicks in, frustrated that his father has manipulated him so deeply that heâs convinced he treated him in an acceptable way.
âI donât think anyoneâs best is...â You inhale slowly, deciding not to tell him that his dadâs best couldnât have possibly been violence. Itâs not what he needs to hear right now. âYou deserved better than he gave you. You deserve better now.â
You wipe your eye with your sleeve. The action is almost childlike, and he sees you as a little girl for a moment, alone and scared. This conversation is hurting both of you. He canât do it anymore. He looks away and takes in a breath.
âYou should try to eat,â he murmurs. You cock your head, but he wonât look at you, too eager to move on. But you need to make sure he knows.
âRafe.â
He meets your eyes again. Thereâs so much pain in this man, so much you missed.
âI wish I could take back every mean thing Iâve said to you,â you tell him.
He searches your face, taking in every feature.
âMe, too,â he says. âI had you all wrong.â
Silence settles between you. His stare digs deep, looking like heâs reminiscing, remembering every argument. Youâre sure he feels it, too, this raw and honest connection you share. Itâs nowhere near perfect, but itâs real.
You canât entertain the idea that this could work. Itâs like you fit, but the world around you doesnât. Your illness has never made you feel ashamed, but with Rafe, it does. It takes him back to pain he hasnât healed from. Itâs a cruel irony that the one person youâve told is someone who canât handle it.
And his roots run deep here. He still wants to walk the path his father laid, to inherit that legacy. Thatâs something heâd never abandon.
You rest your head on his shoulder. Rafe interlaces your fingers, bringing your hand to sit on his thigh. Your hands look like theyâre made to fit together. But your silence tells him everything he needs to know; this is something worth fighting for, but youâre too wounded to do it.
Your engagement ring gleams beneath your wedding band. He imagines you slipping the rings off and putting them down and never picking them up again.
âWhere are you going to go?â he asks.
âIâm not sure,â you say. âI was looking at an apartment in a small town up the coast, but I donât know if itâs far away enough.â
He nods as if it doesnât kill him to let go of something he never got to hold the way he wanted to. But loving you means letting you leave. He canât ask you to stay, canât complicate things for you, canât promise to be who you need him to be.
You trace the lines of Rafeâs palm with your thumb, memorizing the feel of him. As the jet takes you back to a city thatâs only ever made you feel trapped, you understand that you have no choice but to let him become a memory. And to wait until that memory doesnât hurt anymore.
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Thereâs a pit in your stomach as you walk Iris to the door the next day. The appointment went well. Your blood pressureâs improving, maybe enough to take you off your meds. You hate that you canât tell her this is one of the last times youâll see her.
You decided long ago that the moment your trust fund clears, youâre giving your nurse enough to stop working herself to the bone, enough to give her son anything he wants. You wonât tell her yet, but itâs there in your heart, a token of appreciation for all her kindness.
You turn the corner to see Rafe by the front door, hands buried in his pockets. Heâs watching you with quiet intensity.
âHey,â he says, voice tight around the edges. His eyes flick to Iris. âI, uh, wanted to say sorry for how I acted before.â
âOh, itâs okay. I deal with grumpy people all the time,â she says, her tone light but a little uncertain. Then she glances at you, a quick smile on her lips. âNot you.â
You laugh softly as she turns back to look at Rafe.
âDonât worry about it. And congratulations," she tells him. âI would tell you to treat her right, but she wouldnât be with someone who doesnât.â
Rafe gives a knowing grin. He canât imagine you with someone who wouldnât know what to do with your fire, whoâd try to tame you. She leaves, and he doesnât move from the doorway, and you donât move from where youâre standing.
âThank you,â you say, touched that he was waiting here to say that, that he said it at all. He nods, then steps away, pulling his hands out of his pockets.
You notice how his fists clench and relax as he walks away. You wonder if heâs trying to release tension, or if something prompted a thought he didnât want to share.
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The next morning, you scroll through your mentions on your phone, still nestled in bed. The stories about the wedding are mostly positive, with a fair amount of responses about how ridiculously lavish it was.
You donât know how youâll get through today. Celeste planned a photo op, a round of golf with you and Rafe and your fathers at a country club today, meant to look like newly joined families happy to spend time together. Youâve been scrolling on your phone to distract yourself until you inevitably have to get ready.
Then you pause. One image isnât from the wedding. Itâs from that art show you and Rafe attended for your second date. You realize the post is a slideshow, a timeline of your relationship.
The photo is slightly blurred. Youâre staring at that painting you were captivated by, the camera capturing your concentrated expression. But Rafe is watching you.
Youâre used to peering eyes and judgemental stares, but his is different. Itâs curious. You thought that soft expression of his only surfaced after youâd gotten close, but now you wonder if it was always there.
You continue to swipe until you get to the last image from the honeymoon. Rafe was right; cameras were pointed at you, stealing the moment of you kissing on the terrace. You open the comments.
sheâs so cute omg the hate is so forced
It wonât last
Some of you are acting like people canât get married when they want. There are couples who wait years and still break up.
Why is this newsworthy
god i see what youâve done for othersâŠ
That was fast lol
Raw and at the same time tbh
You chuckle in shock at that one. You take a screenshot of it and send it to Rafe, then continue reading.
How is she a whole WIFE now? The growth
Youâve developed a thick skin over the years, accustomed to the public dialogue about your dating history. Itâs no surprise that people are stunned to see you settle down, and itâs reassuring that the narrative of your maturity is landing.
she finally found someone who doesnât want to be the center of attention and i think thatâs why this works so well. they seem good for each other.
This one, you read over a few times, until subtle thumps rattle your door, pulling you out of your thoughts.
âYeah?â you call.
Rafe comes in, lingers in the doorway. With a soft smile playing on his lips, he looks impossibly handsome, and you appreciate that itâs a Saturday, that heâs not rushing away to work.
âIâm just down the hall,â he says, holding out his phone, âand youâre texting me.â
âIf you want me to come to your bed, just say that.â
âCome to my bed,â he says.
You laugh and say, âCome to mine. Youâre here already.â
He crosses the room, settling on his stomach on your bed, his heavy forearm resting on your lap as he looks down at his phone.
âI donât know what half this shit means,â he says, scrolling through the same mentions you are.
âAre you sure you only have six years on me?â you tease with a soft giggle. âYou sound so old sometimes.â
He smirks, staring, because this might be the most beautiful heâs ever seen you. Comfortable, unguarded, joking around like lazy mornings together are a common thing for you two.
âSince youâre having trouble,â you explain, lightheartedly mocking, âthat comment I sent was calling us attractive in a very vulgar way.â
âI got that,â he says.
âTheyâre saying they want us. At the same time,â you continue to tease. âDo you understand?â
âI do,â he says, âand I wouldnât share you.â
His words send a rush of heat through you.
âI wouldnât share you, either,â you reply honestly.
You can tell he thought his boldness would catch you off guard, but you came back just as strong. A flush creeps across his cheeks as he smirks again and glances down at his phone, and there's a thrill in watching a man so imposing, so big and strong and sure of himself, blush.
Then, your phone buzzes with a text from Celeste, bursting the bubble.
The car will be there at 10:30 a.m.
You groan and toss your head back in frustration, dreading the day.
âHey,â Rafe murmurs. âWe can both keep our cool, right?â
Heâs a hypocrite, because he doesnât know how heâll keep his cool around your father. When he reminds himself he needs to do it for your sake, itâs not as daunting.
âRight,â you say.
You stare up at the ceiling. Two weeks from now, youâll leave all this behind. Youâll never see the inside of this condo again. Itâs unsettling, though, that because of him, the thought no longer brings you the comfort it once did.
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As you touch up your lip gloss in your mirror, that comment swirls through your mind again, about how Rafe doesnât want to be the center of attention. Heâs so unknown, was once completely out of the public eye, but now, heâs all over the tabloids, and your split will be, too.
Youâre sure girls will be after him. If they arenât already. You hate the thought of him with another woman, but he deserves someone who doesnât remind him of his pain. Someone healthy.
The thought makes your throat tighten. You dismiss it when you hear him shuffling to put his shoes on by the front door, and you let your curiosity take hold.
âAre you planning to get married for real one day?â you call, your voice travelling down the hallway.
Rafeâs brows furrow as he laces his shoes. He always dreamed about spending his life with a woman who loves him without hesitation. But here he is, thirty, wearing a wedding band that only represents a business deal.
âYeah,â he answers simply. You take one final look in the mirror, smoothing down your pleated skirt.
âWould you make your wife play golf?â you ask.
âI wouldnât make my wife do anything,â he says with a chuckle. He almost wants to ask why youâre asking, but he wonât risk stifling your curiosity. He likes when you want to know more about him. âYou donât like it?â
âI think I would if I didnât associate it with my dad,â you reply as you step out of your bedroom. âI can see myself enjoying it. Itâs slow. Kind of peaceful, I guess. And I wouldnât have to worry about getting out of breath.â
He stands up, grimacing at the floor as he thinks about the battle you fight in silence, all the things you need to consider. You donât deserve it.
âWe could go one day, just us two,â he offers. âItâs not thatâŠâ
He trails off when you come into view. His eyes catch on where your skirt ends, remembering the feel of your thighs, where heâs grabbed and squeezed and kissed.
âItâs not that what?â you ask, amused by his blatant awe.
You watch the way his eyes trail up your body.
âHard,â he finishes his sentence.
You quietly laugh at the coincidence of the word, stepping towards him, getting the same thrill you always do when you tease him.
âSo, you think you can help me with my swing today?â you say, your hand resting on his shoulder.
His glare darkens.
âYou know I canât,â he says.
âWow,â you say in mock offense, your face scrunched up. âWhy not?â
He steps around you, making your stomach tighten as he presses his body against yours, firm against your back.
âWhat do you think happens to me,â he rasps, âwhen I have you like this?â
Your skin buzzes as he frames you, all warmth and hardness, his breath on the shell of your ear.
âNot a good idea to do this in public, then?â you half-whisper.
Rafe almost wants to tell you to change for his own good, but he knows you well enough by now not to give you orders.
âDo you really want help or were you messing with me?â
âBoth,â you reply with a smirk.
âFeet wider apart,â he instructs. You widen your stance, revelling in the feeling of him against you.
âStay loose,â he says, framing your arms with his, guiding you in a swing position, then placing his hands on your hips. âTurn here. And donât hit with your arms. Hit with your whole body, you got it?â
âYeah,â you say quietly, entranced.
âWhen you swing,â he says, âitâs one smooth move.â
You nod, your pulse picking up when you feel his growing hardness against you. Involuntarily, you slightly arch your back to press up against him. You want to skip out on today and push him straight back into your bed.
âWhat if I beat you?â you tease competitively.
His chuckle is soft in your ear.
âThen you cheated.â
You laugh.
âYouâre a good teacher. Iâll try to remember your advice,â you say, âand you should probably try not to stare.â
âSure,â he says, voice thick with sarcasm, making it clear that he considers it impossible to take his eyes off you.
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Youâre glad youâre wearing sunglasses. They hide the anger you know is burning in your eyes, the kind that would ruin this photo op. The scent of freshly mown grass rises with the breeze. The cameras click from somewhere beyond. And every time your father speaks, it boils your blood.
You grip your club while Rafe stands beside you as you wait for his father to swing. This is only the first hole, but youâre already seething after trying to tune Kal and Ward out droning on with their business jargon and talk of partnerships.
Rafe glances at you. He doesnât say anything, but his arm curls around your hips to remind you that you can endure this. You nod like you believe you can.
Ward swings his club with ease, and the sharp thwack of the metal meeting the ball cuts through the air. Then itâs Rafeâs turn. He steps up to the tee, rolling his shoulders before settling into position.
His short sleeves dig into his biceps when he flexes and you watch the way his fingers tighten around the grip. He looks good, his jaw set in focus, a faint crease between his brows.
âAim left,â his father says. âYou always veer to the right.â
Rafe nods.
âAnd try loosening your grip.â
You notice Rafeâs jaw tighten.
âYouâre too in your head,â Ward says. âItâs throwing you off.â
âMaybe all your talking is whatâs throwing him off,â you snap.
Your father says your name sternly. Rafe looks up at you.
âSheâs always had an attitude problem,â your father says to his with a condescending laugh.
âNo kidding,â he replies with a chuckle. âItâs fine. Rafe warned me.â
You scowl and look away. Rafe swings and you can tell by his force that itâs driven by anger. Heâs furious. The ball disappears into the distance. If the stakes werenât so high, if so much wasnât on the line, youâre sure both of you would have lost it by now.
When itâs your turn, you try to remember his pointers, and the things you picked up on the few times youâve golfed before. Your swing is weak, but you manage to hit the ball, and thatâs good enough for you.
You settle in the two-seater cart with Rafe behind the wheel to follow your fathers as they drive ahead to the next hole. But he doesnât put his foot on the gas.
âI said that shit when we started this,â he murmurs. âYou know I donât think that anymore, right?â
Heâs still turning over his fatherâs words in his mind. And you realize you didnât even expect the worst because while the comment stung, deep down, you knew Rafe doesnât see you that way.
Youâre used to passing jabs and offhand remarks at your expense, but heâs the first to give a shit about the effect they have on you. It feels like balm on old wounds.
âBaby,â he says softly, a touch urgently, worried that your silence means youâre mad at him.
âItâs okay,â you reply lightheartedly. âI do have an attitude.â
âWellâŠâ he says with a smile and a shrug of agreement.
You playfully push him, a smile pulling on your lips. His grin widens and he cups your face to kiss your forehead.
âI know I shouldnât snap at them,â you say, knowing full well your fatherâs looking for a reason to pull the plug. Heâs likely surprised youâve lasted this long. âBut canât your dad give it a rest?â
Rafe stares, eyes locked on you. You stood up for him. Heâs spent his life watching people, watching himself, shrink in his fatherâs presence, intimidated by power and reputation.
But not you. You never back down. Youâve always fought your own battles, and now youâre fighting his, too.
âHello?â you tease, laughter bubbling up as you catch the wonder lingering in his eyes.
He smiles, then drives ahead, as if he can outrun the way youâve taken hold of him.
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At the next hole, as Kal lines up his shot, you stand a few paces back between Rafe and his father, your arms crossed. The soft hum of a cart breaks the silence.
âGentlemen,â the cart girl says, her voice high and peppy. âNeed anything to cool off?â
You bite back the irritation at how easily she pretends youâre not here. Your father barely glances up, waving her off with a rude, muttered âno.â Ward declines, too. Her eyes land on Rafe and stay there.
âYou?â She leans slightly over the steering wheel, a flirtatious glimmer in her eyes. âNeed something refreshing?â
Youâve never been one to be rude to service staff. Years of watching your father belittle them taught you better. This is the closest youâve come. Rafe turns to you, brows lifted. You can tell heâs not amused.
âYou thirsty?â he asks you.
âIâm not,â you say pointedly. You refuse to look at her as she drives off, frustration still twisting in you.
Despite your anger, despite how tangled things have become, despite the blurred lines and unanswered questions, Rafeâs loyalty to you remains steady. And that, at least, keeps you above water.
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âThat was even worse than I thought itâd be,â you mutter as you sink into the backseat, the car idling outside the country club.
Rafe slides in beside you, the quiet thud of the car door closing behind him. The partition is already shut, but you press the button again, just to be sure, as the driver pulls out of the lot.
âAnd that girl, the way she flirted with you?â Your voice is sharp, disbelief laced with anger. âIâm sure she knows Iâm your wife. Everyone does. That was so fucked up.â
He doesnât answer right away. Watching you claim him, hearing you call yourself his wife, makes something inside him ache in the best way. With a slow smile and a low rasp, he asks, âIs my wife jealous?â
You glare at him. He already knows the answer and is savoring every second of this. A pang of embarrassment tightens in your stomach. Jealousy over a man who isnât even really yours is irrational and messy.
âYour wife is pissed off,â you respond, voice low, refusing to admit it.
He licks his lips, shifting a little closer to you, his body buzzing. Itâs never felt this good to be wanted by a woman. Thereâs something about it being you that makes it feel so fucking good.
âYouâre hot when youâre pissed off,â he murmurs.
You scoff, amused and a little stunned, warmth blooming in your chest.
âI must be hot all the time then.â
âYou are.â Rafe leans even closer, and when his fingertips land on your bare inner thigh, goosebumps spread over you. âIâm pulling this skirt up when we get home.â
Your anger dissolves instantly. The way his eyes settle on you like youâre the only thing that matters, the way he brushed off that girlâs flirting, the way his hand drifts up your leg, like youâre sacred. He makes you feel so chosen. Itâs still so disarming.
Desire coils deep inside you as his warm fingers trace over your skin, and you ask in a hushed voice, âYou want me to keep it on?â
He nods, pressing his lips to your neck. His scent drifts over you softly, an intoxicating fusion of musk and cologne.
âAnd then what?â you say.
âIâll bend you over,â he promises against your skin.
Your legs slowly spread apart on their own. Like always, your body reacts how it wants to him, and right now, you just want him as close to you as possible.
âYou going to be rough with me?â you ask.
He smirks, his breath hot on your skin, teeth gently grazing over your neck before he plants another open-mouthed kiss.
âIf you can take it,â he murmurs.
You exhale a soft chuckle, revelling in the challenge.
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You move with each other like youâre running out of time. Technically, you are. You can only allow yourselves this pleasure until you canât anymore, until youâre left to be memories of people who were pushed into this ridiculous arrangement.
Rafe pulls off your shirt and you tug off his, panting as you slowly cross into your bedroom together, lips locking in hungry kisses. He unhooks your bra and guides you by your hips, turning you to settle on the mattress on your knees. You look back at him as he stands and palms himself over his pants.
Your eyes are hazy with lust, perched up for him, left in just panties and that damn skirt. And that confidence of yours radiates through him, because you know you own him.
Desire tightens in you as he strips to his briefs, already fully hard, stepping closer to put his hands on your ass.
âFuck,â he rasps, massaging your flesh. You adjust onto your elbows, feeling the throbbing between your legs. Heâs no longer a want. He stopped being that long ago. Heâs a need.
He pulls your panties down, letting them settle above your knees, too impatient to tug them off all the way. He spreads you apart, heart thumping, gut twisting, cock so hard that it hurts as he takes in how pretty you are, how ready you are.
You push back against him as he buries himself inside you, filling you with the best pressure. He hits so deep that you can hardly keep your eyes open. You rest your head on the bed, and when he pulls back to thrust into you, your moan is muffled and thick and heady.
âYou good, baby?â he half-whispers, big hands rubbing over your back.
âYes,â you whisper in a strangled moan. âHarder.â
He clenches his jaw, desire pounding through him, as he starts to fuck you the way that heâs been dreaming about all day. You clutch the bedsheets as he slams into you, pace quickening.
Watching your body react to his, the way the fabric of your skirt bounces on your ass with every thrust, promises his rushed climax. And he realizes this isnât how he wants it to happen, without you reaching your pleasure first, without being able to hold you how he wants.
He pulls out and gets on the bed, knee sinking into the mattress as he presses up behind you and guides you to rest on your side.
Youâre trembling as he grips under your knee, propping your leg up so he can push into you again as he draws you into his hold, lying behind you. You breathe his name in pure ecstasy when he enters, one arm under you and gripping your breast, the other trailing down your inner thigh and landing on your clit.
His body is hard and hot, cocooning you as he drives in and out of you slower than before, but making you feel just as good. He drags his fingers over your clit, pressing in circles, lightly pinching. You whimper in pleasure, sighing with every thrust, feeling his kisses on your shoulder.
âAdmit you were jealous,â he rasps.
You hike your leg higher so he can reach even deeper, your skirt bunched at your waist now.
âI was,â you admit, because you see no point in lying, not when heâs making you feel this good.
âListen to me,â Rafe murmurs, voice heavy and broken by shallow breaths. âYou got nothinâ to be jealous about.â
You nod, but you donât agree. You have the woman he ends up with to be jealous of. You squeeze your eyes shut, force yourself to only think of this moment, of how good he feels inside you, his hands playing with you so perfectly.
âFuck, Iâm gonna come,â he groans as your hot core squeezes him tighter.
It takes seconds for the pleasure to swallow you whole, spasming through your orgasm as you melt into the strength of his arms against you. His unraveling happens at the same time, hips stuttering with uneven jerks, pushing all the way in as he grunts in ecstasy.
Youâre panting and sweaty, exhausted as he keeps his arms around you, stays inside you. His fingers lazily trace over your clit as you come down together. He peppers kisses on your shoulders, in a drunken haze, because thatâs what you do to him. Thatâs what youâve done to him since you met.
You possessed him. Even when all you did was argue, you had a hold on him that he doesnât want to let go of. And in mere days, youâll be gone.
Heâll lose the way you look at him when your guard is down, the way your voice softens when youâre worried about him, the way your eyes brighten when you make a joke or laugh at one of his. Youâre going to leave. And youâre going to take a piece of him with you.
You get into your shower together. You donât say a word to each other. You donât need to. The water drums over you as you tend to the curves and ridges of each otherâs bodies with soft, gentle movements.
Itâs a heavy contrast to how you used to be with each other, when you were only interested in the satisfaction youâd find in tangling together, parting afterwards.
Moments later, youâre back in your bed, both in nothing but towels. He sits up against your headrest and you nestle next to him, on your side and stretching your legs out over his. He grips your thigh, thumb rubbing over your skin the same way he did at the altar. His wedding band presses against your skin as your head rests on his shoulder.
âSo, thatâs what happens when I wear a skirt,â you say softly, a smile tugging on your lips. His bare chest gently bounces with his laugh.
âItâs so fucking good with you,â he says.
You mumble, âYeah.â You wonder if by it, he just means sex, or if he means everything.
You drift into pillowtalk, tender and light and nothing too serious, eventually deciding you should both get something to eat. When Rafe stands to get some clothes on, you shift to pick up your phone out of habit.
The image of him kissing your forehead earlier today is everywhere across social media. Newlyweds in a sweet moment. Itâs the first time in your life that youâre glad youâre in the public eye. This moment, captured for eternity, is one youâll carry with you always. And youâre happy to have the proof that it happened.
Rafe sits at the dining table, brows knit in concentration over his laptop. As you drift through the kitchen, his eyes lift to meet yours. You settle into the chair across from him.
âHey,â he says, his voice tinged with surprise. Even with how close youâve grown, the simple act of you wanting to sit with him feels unexpected. âHow was it?â
âDecent,â you respond, still surprised your sister-in-law was actually civil towards you.
Rafe shuts his laptop, his unfinished report still looming over tomorrowâs deadline. Youâd vaguely mentioned that you were meeting Samâs wife before you left. It surprised him, but he didnât press.
âYou okay?â he asks.
âTheyâre having a girl,â you say. âI asked if there was a chance I could be in her life. We talked for a long time and she said yes at the end, if my brotherâs okay with it.â
Your words catch him off guard. You were so certain about leaving this place behind. A fragile hope tugs at his chest, telling him that maybe youâll stay, at least in part. But with it, dread sinks in. Keeping your family in your life will mean theyâll still have the power to hurt you.
You must be able to read the confusion in his gaze, because you take a deep breath and begin to explain.
âI feel like I need to look out for my niece,â you tell him. âMaybe because nobodyâŠâ
You look down. He knows. Because nobody looked out for you.
âI wanted to cut all ties, but I donât know if I can do that. What if she has this, too?â You place your hand over your chest, over your lungs. âItâs scary to think that my brother could be just like my dad was.â
Rafe gaze softens. His protectiveness over you rings through him, like a reflex, like the rhythm of his own heartbeat, and he feels that familiar urge to be better, respecting your strength and sense of responsibility so much that it ignites ambition in him.
It makes him want to be the kind of man youâd be proud to be with. He used to think you brought out the worst of him, but itâs the opposite.
You still havenât answered his question.
âAre you okay?â he repeats.
You nod and say, âYeah. I think this was the first time she and I really talked. She even said she shouldnât have believed everything my brother said about me. I didnât expect that.â
You kept quiet about your illness to spare Eira the fear that her child might carry the same burden. Still, it lingers in the back of your mind.
âI donât think she would be like my mom was, but I canât risk it,â you explain. âMy niece might need me, and I should be there even if that means having to be around my parents and my brothers.â
Rafeâs eyes are warm with admiration, moved by how fiercely you care. He hates his selfishness, the way he instantly wishes your love might reach him, too. It would thaw the pieces of his heart that have never known warmth.
He used to think you lacked loyalty and respect, but youâve been around people who never earned it. Now he sees it clearly, that you give everything when you want to.
âIf they piss you offâŠâ he murmurs, lifting his hand slightly off the table, palm angled toward you.
You let out a soft laugh, the weight on your shoulders easing. Itâs strange, remembering the first time you squeezed his hand out of frustration. Now, even that memory carries tenderness. Itâs proof of how far youâve come.
You picture it, staying in touch with Rafe, meeting up when you visit here to see your niece. But the thought of having him only in a fraction feels wrong, as something between an old friend and an ex. Youâre not sure you could endure only having a piece of him.
âYouâd choose to be around them?â you joke, cocking your head adorably. âWhy would you want to do that to yourself?â
Because heâd do anything for you. Maybe heâd even ask to be with you for real, despite the fear of losing you. He believed it meant risking the same kind of pain that once destroyed him, but maybe he could be bigger than his anxiety. Thereâs a deep strength in you, and it shows him just how scared, how weak, he really is.
âJust let me know,â he says quietly.
You look at him, unreadable. The words hang between you, a vague invitation to stay in each otherâs lives at some capacity. Thinking about it feels impossible. Itâs too tangled to unravel right now.
âAre you working?â you ask, glancing down at his laptop.
Heâs not sure if there was judgment in your voice, but would you be so wrong if there was? Here he is again, working late, chasing approval from a man who never gives it. Loyalty doesnât feel like virtue lately. Itâs more like desperation.
He nods in response, and you stand, murmuring, âIâll stop distracting you.â
âYouâre not,â he says.
âI am,â you say softly.
You leave the room, and for the first time, Rafe lets himself imagine it. Being by your side for everything, for the good days and the bad days. Something in his guard softens as he considers it.
He would do it. He would fight for you with everything he has. If only you were willing to fight, too.
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Election night was a nightmare, a storm of cameras, speeches, and forced smiles. But you did your part. You stood where you were told, said what you were coached to say. And your mother won. The campaign is finally over.
The next morning, with just over a week left before the contract expires, you step into your fatherâs office after heâd called a meeting with you and Rafe. Celeste is already seated beside him. The family lawyer is here too, flipping through a folder.
A bad feeling claws into your gut. Your instinct tells you that this is ending the way you always feared it would. You sit in the same chair you sat in almost half a year ago, when you were told what you were being forced to do.
âWhat is it?â you ask, willing your voice not to shake.
Your father looks at you with the same cold indifference thatâs always cut you deep, and firmly says, âYouâve broken the contract.â
to be continued
authorâs note this series was meant to be ten parts, but i have 5k+ more words that i couldnât fit into this post lmao!! iâm almost done the story and iâm planning to post the final part in a few days <3 my update account is @xorafe-library if you want post notifications.