SHE DREAMS A.I

I had a dream last night that I was on a small canoe going through what was some sort of canal or ditch. The water was lowering due to something blocking the path.

When I look outside of the boat I can see the water lowering only to see the rocks at the bottom.

There are small creatures in the water, almost like a mixture between a sea horse and salamander, I know weird…but don’t blame me, blame my crazy brain.

Then slowly out of the water emerges a peaceful face. A woman. She is no longer with us and it seems her body must have been pulled apart by decomposition and perhaps the waves which battered her body against the rocks. Oddly enough, Her skin was fair. There wasn’t a weird hue to her at all. It was as if she was just placed there. I’ve watched enough crime documentaries and movies to know cold water + dead body equals a blueish tint to the skin almost see through in fair skin tones.

(I did think all this while in my dream)

Even then her face was beautiful and at peace. I was shocked to see her but felt sad for her.

Who is she? Who did this to her? Is she missing? Do her family know she is gone. I felt this overwhelming sadness, but something about her stoic look made me feel she was at peace, as if she was only asleep.

I don’t even remember why I was in this ditch or body of water in general but it was clear I was not alone.

I found myself waking up after seeing her, I wanted to continue the dream! I wanted to know if I ever got her the help she needed so that she can rest properly. Bring closure to her family.

It was just a dream tho, I have to remember so I don’t become so emotionally invested. It’s hard when you have dreams that feel so real.

It was like simply opening a door.

Only I knew I could “travel”

In this alternate dimension I found my farmland is being attacked by 2 huge lions. The cows were being attacked.

I remember asking my mother if she still had her gun, which she said no. I was almost annoyed while asking if she didn’t even have a rifle? Who doesn’t have guns while owning farmland?!!

I was scared but also mad.

All of a sudden this fire truck pulls up (no sirens, almost silent) and big burly men hop out shooting the lions and capturing a Ocelot which is so mad he ends up bitting his own tail and they also end up shooting what might have been a Florida Panther.

I swear I had every cat and their cousins in this one dream.

I woke up exhausted once more.

The neighbour had kids and I could hear her yelling at her kids for something they didn’t get done. One of them was curious to look into my flat which I became annoyed with and practically shut the door in his face. (So mean!)

It started to rain and out of no where these humongous toads started to appear. They were getting into my apartment as the door was open again.

All I could think of was how dirty and messy the place was and how I needed an outdoor broom to clean up all of the leaves off of sidewalk.

Sleep does not come by easy but I fear taking sleeping pills, scared to be trapped in some nightmare.