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How toothpaste changed my life.

When a person faces puberty, their hormones rises and those hormones alters the appearances of teenagers. During puberty, men will have a change of voice, pubic hair grows in certain areas and their height grows enermously. Women on the other hand, their breasts starts to grow slowly, they will have menstruation and pubic hair grows in certain areas. Men and women might have different effects on puberty but they share one great concern-- ACNES!

Yes. Every puberscent teenagers hate acnes. Who would care to love that greasy, gross, painful and ugly looking skin infection right? I too have not avoided that phase of puberty. In fact, it did not just ruined my face but made me lose my self-esteem as well. I can never forget how people criticized and ridiculed my appearance. No matter how much I cheer myself, telling myself that physical appearances do not matter but how you treat and respect people, I could never lift my spirit. That phase of my life, I believed that every single day is a battle ground. But at some point, it made me disgust myself too, felt anxious about what other people would think, believing I am ugly and what worse had happened, I was not capable of socializing anymore. I tried every remedy I could possibly do; changed to an unscented soap, slept early, stay hydrated, avoided oily foods, bought Belo's product and washed my face twice a day. All of those didn't work for me maybe because my skin is too sensitive that it needs to be professionally checked by a dermatologist? I basically lose hope and thought I was meant to have acne all my life. Until my cousin told me that she red an article on facebook that toothpaste is a solution for acne problems. I didn't believe her because as far as I know toothpastes are made for teeth not for the face and it will make our skin dry due to the elements added. It is not also clinically adviced by physicians. My cousin insists on telling me to try it since I would lose nothing if I do. And so I tried. On my first use, I can already feel the changes on my face. After washing, my face feels so cool, it's not painful and not irritating in the skin at all. Yes it did dried my skin and I think it's a good thing because I have an oily skin type.

After a week of using toothpaste as my facial wash, my face has brighten up and I can really see the changes. My skin glowed up, however my battle for acne has not yet ended. It was a long process, it took me months to have zero acnes and blemishes but everything was worth it. I gained back my confidence, I can now socialize with people, and I'm not shy anymore and I think I look beautiful. Up until this day, I still use toothpaste as my facial wash, hapee to be exact. I hope that I can help people with acne problems and gain their self-esteem back. You got me!

A good vacation is something you can reward yourself after stressful days in work and in school or after working hard and achieving your goals.

How toothpaste changed my life.

When a person faces puberty, their hormones rises and those hormones alters the appearances of teenagers. During puberty, men will have a change of voice, pubic hair grows in certain areas and their height grows enermously. Women on the other hand, their breasts starts to grow slowly, they will have menstruation and pubic hair grows in certain areas. Men and women might have different effects on puberty but they share one great concern-- ACNES!

Yes. Every puberscent teenagers hate acnes. Who would care to love that greasy, gross, painful and ugly looking skin infection right? I too have not avoided that phase of puberty. In fact, it did not just ruined my face but made me lose my self-esteem as well. I can never forget how people criticized and ridiculed my appearance. No matter how much I cheer myself, telling myself that physical appearances do not matter but how you treat and respect people, I could never lift my spirit. That phase of my life, I believed that every single day is a battle ground. But at some point, it made me disgust myself too, felt anxious about what other people would think, believing I am ugly and what worse had happened, I was not capable of socializing anymore. I tried every remedy I could possibly do; changed to an unscented soap, slept early, stay hydrated, avoided oily foods, bought Belo's product and washed my face twice a day. All of those didn't work for me maybe because my skin is too sensitive that it needs to be professionally checked by a dermatologist? I basically lose hope and thought I was meant to have acne all my life. Until my cousin told me that she red an article on facebook that toothpaste is a solution for acne problems. I didn't believe her because as far as I know toothpastes are made for teeth not for the face and it will make our skin dry due to the elements added. It is not also clinically adviced by physicians. My cousin insists on telling me to try it since I would lose nothing if I do. And so I tried. On my first use, I can already feel the changes on my face. After washing, my face feels so cool, it's not painful and not irritating in the skin at all. Yes it did dried my skin and I think it's a good thing because I have an oily skin type.

After a week of using toothpaste as my facial wash, my face has brighten up and I can really see the changes. My skin glowed up, however my battle for acne has not yet ended. It was a long process, it took me months to have zero acnes and blemishes but everything was worth it. I gained back my confidence, I can now socialize with people, and I'm not shy anymore and I think I look beautiful. Up until this day, I still use toothpaste as my facial wash, hapee to be exact. I hope that I can help people with acne problems and gain their self-esteem back. You got me!

A good vacation is something you can reward yourself after stressful days in work and in school or after working hard and achieving your goals.

Summer is fast approaching, in a few days later we will be embracing ourselves in calmly breezing waves of the sea. Every time I’m looking to it, all of my worries suddenly fade away. The ambiance is just pure and natural and it makes the view more beautiful as sightseeing.

And it payback times, reward yourselves and let us all enjoy the summer!

TRAVEL IS MY HAPPINESS!

(c):Brother

“We Travel not to escape life. But for life, not to escape us.”

#FirstClassroomBonding

Even if we've just met for a few days, we've managed to create a bond that I will treasure forever.

I lack of self-confidence. Many may say that I look beautiful and talented and I should be proud of it. But I lack the courage to show it. I am afraid to show it. So why do I lack self-confidence? Why am I afraid to show myself and my talents to others?

At a very young age, I was always tagged as “cute”, “pretty”, “talented”, and etc. My mom always wants me to join contests and pageants when I was young. I was not used to crowded places that’s why I trembled and got nervous everytime I joined contests. These trembles and nervousness also were the reasons why I end up as a loser at every contests I joined. I never won any contests I joined as solo performer because I was afraid to come out.

These trembles and nervousness are still present up to this day. Whenever I perform at an audience, I sweat, stutter, tremble and my tummy turns upside down due to adrenaline. Although my self-confidence develop slightly through time, but it is still not enough to make me come out of my shell and be confident with my own talent. I still joined auditions on reality shows on TV but still, I didn’t even make it.

One of the reasons why I became so afraid of showing my talent is because of people’s judgement about you. They always look for your errors and say something bad about it. I once got this kind of treatment to the audience on one pageant that I joined and it really hurt my ego. They laugh at my stutter and my unsure answer on the Q and A portion but they don’t know how nervous I was back there! They were even biased since the only person they cheered was their friend. They just looked for errors every candidates and they believe that their candidate was superior to us all. After that pageant, I never joined any pageant again.

There was a point in my life that I really quit on believing on my dream as a professional singer on TV. I always want to become like Sarah G. someday! But because of my inability to perform in front of many people, this dream will just be an idea on my imagination. I just focus my life on studies which I think would be better for me. I abandoned my dream just because I am afraid.

"Life's too short to wear boring clothes"

What you wear defines who you are, so wear what you want to wear and be yourself. Your style is a way to say who you are without having to speak.

I'm posting my OOTDs to show my own style. I really love choosing what to wear from different variations of clothes and do mix and match! 👚👕👖👠

I can't afford expensive ones so most of my clothes are thrifted and bought online where there are big discounts and sale 😂🛍. I always buy the ones i like especially when it's limited (no 2nd thoughts) and I always go broke over the week just to shop for clothes 🙊. For everyone's information, I usually buy my clothes in "Shopee". It is a popular online shop here in the Philippines. Not only do I shop for clothes, but also for bags, shoes, jewelries, electronics, and many more. The price of my clothes usually ranges from 45-500 pesos only.

#StudentNurses

You think all student nurses look good in these uniforms, don't you?

How neat and tidy, clean and smart

But behind these pretty faces are stuggles to find ends meet.

Let me tell you our story;

During vacants, we nap and eat our snacks. Mostly spend it playing spyfall and boring games, but not for us. Sometimes, we cry on public bathrooms and smile after "freshing up,"

when classes began on the month of June no one thought that the people beside, or even the ones behind them will also start to create memories that will last till finals or even the year after.

Its funny, some don't like the other, i guess intimidated by their character or just so, but months passed by so fast and these not-so-stranger-seatmates-anymore became the best of friends- unseparable & #hungry.

Those sad and angry faces began to get to know each other in such unexpected ways. Started with unplanned university parties, birthdays, group activities to sneaky night outs, movie theatres, and dirty groupchats.

These people helped me so much than anyone will ever know. This year was difficult and definitely a challenge but months were never boring with friends that will lighten up your every morning.

So, my advice to you, find friends that will contribute to your growth. Because in this course, there is no time to waste on people that will not stay with you in low and hard moments. Choose your friends wisely, or better yet, let the best people find you in your unplanned & boring days.

That solo farmer tank in moba games😂

The opposing team is ready to clash likewise your teammates yet there you are junggling instead of leading and take almost all of the enemy’s damage. Guys if you never had any other choice but to choose tank, do your job such as being the damage taker, support the marksman in farming in short DO NOT FARM ON YOUR OWN. Give the last hit to the damage dealer and stop sulking. A tank has an equal value and worth with any other roles don’t belittle the ability of a tanker. Without that role the team will eventually stumble because a tank is the strength of every squad.

We all have that excruciating boring times and you just wanna do something to kill the boredom away. One of these is playing music to dance your heart away! So, to spice up your life, maybe my top 10 "Jammin" songs could be added in your playlist?

10. Dance Monkey by Tones and I

With the unique vocals and super vibing beats, you just couldnt help and sway your body to the music. Also the piano instrumentals are pleasing to hear. Who knows? Dance Monkey will surely bring your inner dancing talent.

9. Love Talk (eng ver) by WayV

As soon as the C-pop group WayV released their english single entitled "Love Talk", i instantly fell in love with it! Its a mixture of 90's r&b and modern trap music. I love how the song is incorporated with two different music genres and come up with a slightly "sexy and smooth" vibe music. Its enough to move your hips and follow its rhythm.

8. Love by DEAN

(Don't mind the explicit cover 😂)

"Da da da da da da da da~" the first part of the lyrics will instantly make your head bop. With catchy beats will surely make you fall in love again and again and again! "I know! I know! I know!"

7. Say So by Doja Cat

(Don't mind the explicit cover 😂)

I gotta admit, I knew this song through tiktok. It became a viral sensation where people dance to this and making it really a good jammin song! The beats and rhythm makes my whole body move. Should I make a tiktok of it? (naaaaaaah i dont think so 😂)

6. Stangers in A Dream by Phum Viphurit

Urghhh! Alternative/Indie music? Just my type 😩👌. I love the sound of the electric guitar and bass that fills in my ears. The lyrics? PERFECTION! Phum is really a great artist! Im speechless! Go take a listen and you'll be the judge but Im warning you. Once you hear it, you'll jam with it!

5. Regular (eng ver) by NCT 127

And in comes my kpop fangirling mode! NCT 127's title track Regular can make you go "Dinero, peso, yen, lo quero I want it"! The latin, pop and dance vibes is enough to make me belt out the lyrics and dance around. "vvs my diamonds I don't need no light to shine!" It also brings out my classy rich self??? I don't know, thats just how I jam.

4. Up to you by PRETTYMUCH ft. NCT Dream

This song is super unique and cute! Its a mixture of english lyrics and korean but has a very cute message. Its all about a boy who is willing to do anything for the girl they like. This pop music makes you jump up and down and fall in love with sweet and sugary lyrics 💕

3. Umpah Umpah by Red Velvet

This cute and catchy kpop song by Red Velvet makes it on the third place! The electronic beats and captivating vocals can make you sing "Umpah! Umpah!"

2. Lover Boy by Phum Viphurit

Another indie music on the list!!!! The instrumentals get you on moving and grooving. The sweet lyrics is also a plus point! "Call me Lover boy~"

1. Don't Start Now by Dua Lipa

"Aren't you the guy who?" seems familiar? Yes! Its Dua Lipa's hit song "Don't Start Now"! This song can make dance series of movements but who cares? Its a good jamming song!

So this ends my blog! Comment down your thoughts about my playlist and might as well what blog content I should write next. Dont forget to follow me for more blog posts and press on the heart button for likes~

Thanks for reading! This is just~

How toothpaste changed my life.

When a person faces puberty, their hormones rises and those hormones alters the appearances of teenagers. During puberty, men will have a change of voice, pubic hair grows in certain areas and their height grows enermously. Women on the other hand, their breasts starts to grow slowly, they will have menstruation and pubic hair grows in certain areas. Men and women might have different effects on puberty but they share one great concern-- ACNES!

Yes. Every puberscent teenagers hate acnes. Who would care to love that greasy, gross, painful and ugly looking skin infection right? I too have not avoided that phase of puberty. In fact, it did not just ruined my face but made me lose my self-esteem as well. I can never forget how people criticized and ridiculed my appearance. No matter how much I cheer myself, telling myself that physical appearances do not matter but how you treat and respect people, I could never lift my spirit. That phase of my life, I believed that every single day is a battle ground. But at some point, it made me disgust myself too, felt anxious about what other people would think, believing I am ugly and what worse had happened, I was not capable of socializing anymore. I tried every remedy I could possibly do; changed to an unscented soap, slept early, stay hydrated, avoided oily foods, bought Belo's product and washed my face twice a day. All of those didn't work for me maybe because my skin is too sensitive that it needs to be professionally checked by a dermatologist? I basically lose hope and thought I was meant to have acne all my life. Until my cousin told me that she red an article on facebook that toothpaste is a solution for acne problems. I didn't believe her because as far as I know toothpastes are made for teeth not for the face and it will make our skin dry due to the elements added. It is not also clinically adviced by physicians. My cousin insists on telling me to try it since I would lose nothing if I do. And so I tried. On my first use, I can already feel the changes on my face. After washing, my face feels so cool, it's not painful and not irritating in the skin at all. Yes it did dried my skin and I think it's a good thing because I have an oily skin type.

After a week of using toothpaste as my facial wash, my face has brighten up and I can really see the changes. My skin glowed up, however my battle for acne has not yet ended. It was a long process, it took me months to have zero acnes and blemishes but everything was worth it. I gained back my confidence, I can now socialize with people, and I'm not shy anymore and I think I look beautiful. Up until this day, I still use toothpaste as my facial wash, hapee to be exact. I hope that I can help people with acne problems and gain their self-esteem back. You got me!