4 years ago I was admitted to hospital after having a psychotic episode. They told me that I had BPD and a few days later they kicked me out.. public... I was placed on Seroquel and nothing really changed except for the fact I was somewhat sleeping.
Mid 2018 I went and saw a private psychiatrist who informed me that I actually had Bipolar Type 1, he put me on Lithium and within a week I felt normal.
Shit was still happening but it was until a few years later that shit started to kick off again....
2020, my nan died of cancer and my health went down hill from there.
2021, diagnosed with Coeliac disease and had Lithium toxicity, thyroid fucking shat itself more. Got hurt and ended up with a spinal injury. Which set off the Fibromyalgia and the pain in my back, this pain I still have today and that requires me using a walking aid.
Come 2022 🙄, my mental health has staggered even more, this would have been everything that happened leading up to this event. Only to be punched in the face for trying to confide in people.
Having a demon in your head screaming at you while it's blasting death metal on repeat while you try and go on with your day to look normal to the outside world really makes you look like a great fucking actor.
I'm due to marry my best friend soon and was told that I am basically too mentally unstable to do anything.
Why does everything and everyone who doesn't understand what it's like to suffer have to be such cunts and/or shoot you down? I don't get it. Screw the grammar...
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