I love my partner. But I'm truly trying to find will to live anywhere in life and have been for the better half of this year. I thought the feeling would clear after I got some troubling health concerns taken care of.. but I still have yet to find a will to live.. I had it when I was taking classes but now that was taken away from me. I just keep telling myself next life I'll get a family, the schooling of my dreams, i just wish I could bring my partner from this life to my next one. Because I feel like I dont have much to offer him in this one





















