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@shatterthefragments
This is Shatters. These are my fragments. . Adjusting to life, trying to discover who I even am and all. Away-ish. 🌊🎨🥺 My heart is out at sea. I don’t think I have anything left to give. Sort of going through a lot of changes rn. Just doing what I can, if I can. What happens when your best is not enough? Guess we’ll find out. Bad decisions and a bitch made of fear. [20s] 🏳️🌈 ✏️🎨 Just a candle burning at both ends and trying to be ok. Begin again. And again. And again. I’m trying to begin again.
And I just want you to know I think about you all the time in the air in the whispers of your name that exist in everything
And I just want you to know that reconciling myself existing in the world surrounding us is hard, but I am chasing down joy and reviving myself as much as I can
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Note: Up next is IVy!! I really am enjoying all the world building I'm getting to do with these.
General:
The youngest of the vessels, and has only been officially converted for around 100 years, which isnt long in the grand scheme of things. As such, he hasn't quite been able to discover his specific "inhuman power" yet like the others have. He has the general powers (increased strength and vision, telepathic connection, etc), but not his specific one yet.
He's on the verge though - he can do as many growly metal screams as he wants and his vocal cords stay intact. So IV is pretty sure his go-to inhuman talent will have something to do with his voice.
His physical appearance is probably the most "human" of the rest as well: two eyes, and his canines are only slightly sharper than normal.
There's also a very small patch of skin on his chest that hasn't quite finished changing to the charcoal-black color (when a vessel converts, the black color starts on their toes/fingertips and spreads inward over time).
A bit of a troublemaker (the one most likely to get into Shenanigans with III), but also does his best to not overdo it. Deep down, he's afraid he'll make a misstep and be cast out. It'll never happen, but it's still something that keeps him up at night sometimes.
Has the mouth of a sailor. None of the vessels are adverse to cursing, but IV is on a different level. It's not quite as bad as when he first arrived simply because he's mellowed out a bit over time, but it's definitely there.
Cannot dance to save his life, but he loves doing it anyway. Sure, it's more of a "drunk uncle at a wedding" shimmy when it's just him, but that won't stop him.
Has a very deeply hidden fear of being abandoned. He's finally found a home, finally found his people, and he's subconsciously terrified he'll lose it all someday.
Fluff:
IV sometimes gets self-conscious about the little patch of non-painted skin on his chest. I am begging you to kiss him there whenever you get the chance. He may act a bit flustered and cranky, but he really loves it.
Dances with you a lot. He's a bit less awkward when he's with you as opposed to when he dances on his own, and is a fan of twirling and dipping you if you'll let him.
Like II, he tends to be more quiet in his affections. He absolutely has a soft spot for you, however, and that much is obvious if yo know what to look for.
Another vessel that takes advantage of the telepathic connection you share quite often. He doesn't mind saying things out loud at all, but sometimes he simply likes to communicate in other ways if he's sharing any words of affection. Bonus points if he's got his lips on yours at the time.
Always making sure you're taken care of. And if he's around while you're trying to do anything for yourself (like make yourself food or grab something off the shelf), he's immediately stepping in to do it for you if you'll let him.
If you ever get up and wander around late at night, it's usually IV who comes to find you. He always acts like its a coincidence, but both of you know better. He just gets worried sometimes that something's wrong, and if there is, he wants to be there for you.
His fear of being abandoned doesn't stop with the vessels, it extends to you, too. You can feel it sometimes through your mental connection. He'll never mention it, but you can tell by the way he holds you that much tighter or whispers soft words of affection to you.
The biggest cuddler!! He doesn't care who sees either. If you're around and no one else has started curling around you first, it's almost a guarantee that IV will fill the spot next to you and wrap his arms around you.
Smut (under the cut):
Very good with his hands, if you catch my drift. Loves to use them on you, too, because he knows just what to do to get you making the prettiest sounds. It only takes a couple of encounters for IV to be able to read you like an open book.
IV is more likely to be fast and rough. Not all the time, but often he's driving into you hard enough to leave bruises the following day. It's purely because he can't get enough of you, honestly, and most of the time if he tries to go slow, it doesn't last very long because he can't control himself.
Likely to switch up to different positions (read more about that here), but he's a sucker for a good mating press. Let him fold you in and be at his mercy and he'll have you seeing stars in no time.
Gets VERY growly when he's close to coming. As soon as his words start getting gravelly and low (if they're still intelligible by that point), you can tell he's about to fill you. It's as if his words start coming straight from the bottom of his lungs with how low they tend to get.
Speaking of, IV loves pumping you full. He hates the idea of pulling away from you when he comes, and on top of that he gets the added bonus of watching it drip out of you after - which usually leads to him helping clean you up with his tongue.
He's usually fast and hard, but that doesn't mean he can't be slow and gentle too. Sometimes he gets stuck in his own head and needs to show you how much he cares about you. That usually translates to a few hours in bed with him worshiping every inch of your body.
A HUGE tease. Loves to hear you beg him for more, and likes it when you're specific. Definitely the type to respond to you asking him to touch you with a sly "I am touchin' you" even though he knows damn well that's not what you meant.
Very big on dirty talk as well. Loves the feeling of you clenching around him when he tells you how good you feel, how much he loves being inside of you like this. He also loves including descriptions of what he'll do to you later in your foreplay.
hi hello! i’m new to tumblr — i have no clue what i’m doing,, but i’m just gonna post my sleep token art and pray this works out better than twitter did 🫡
I like doing photoshoots but I don’t like the way I look much
I love creating and playing music but I never practice
I love creating and doing traditional art but I can almost never do any unless I sign up for a deadline
I love listening to music but the hearing is both sensitive and uncertain
I love to cook but I don’t really have time
Food is. Hard right now but I am still eating.
I love baking but I’ve let go of so much of the precision that I need for that.
I am ambivalent at best about the job currently but I don’t know how long I’ll stay vs going back to school.
I really only enjoy electives at school. It. Probably is worth looking at different majors than originally intended bc I don’t think I can put myself through that math again.
I don’t really enjoy driving but it does allow me to do so much and though she considers the car mine I consider it hers.
I love going to concerts. But I wouldn’t be able to go to many. As it is my stamina/pain levels inhibit how I’m able to go to them as is. When will a cane not be enough?
I. I know I need to add more exercises and keep consistent to the old physio exercises I got at the beginning of the year.
I’m. I’m just exhausted and constantly being torn apart in too many directions.
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With what other people tell me and how I view myself. And how I.
I. I think I lost myself again despite being so sure i at least had an eye on where and who I was and how I wanted to change.
I.
I’m simultaneously an observer in my own life yet throwing myself into everything I can in order to chase joy down and grip it tight.
And I’m exhausted.
But I still get up and go every day and that has to count for something? Even though I’m making more mistakes and losing my grip on things I. I. I need sleep.
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