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@shattered-r
What I am supposed to do? Could you tell me?
Pretend to smile, pretend like nothing happened, but I am still crying over you. Without you, I pretend to be strong, to be happy, but part of me dead.
I wish I could forget about you as easy as the way you already forgot about me.
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I used to tell you I liked running like a wolf on cold white snow whenever I saw massive lands covered with snow. Because I could be myself, nobody could judge me, judge our relationship. Because I could freely express myself, my emotions could be me, could stumble and fall and cry and stand up again. I just wanna be me before you.
I used to love, and to be loved. I used to spend hours in the kitchen just to make something nice for you. I used to sleep earlier on my days off. It’s been long time since I used to do such things. I don’t even close my eyes to sleep, because I don’t want to realize a thing when I wake up - another day without you!
What is the most heartbreaking situation in the world? It is about already found each other but eventually still had to let go, isn’t it? Sometimes I’m wondering if people are together because they can’t be alone for too long. Because they can’t stand the loneliness, they just get whoever could fulfill them, to make them feel as a whole until they want to be in their cave again? Perhaps that’s the reason why they don’t want to face the problems together. It’s easier to let go than fix it. Being alone is not scary, the scariest thing is someone trying to step into your life, make you feel loved, make promises to stay, but eventually left like they vanish in the air, like they never appear in your life. What is us?
Let it flow. Whatever will be, will be.
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I love you. But I don’t want to miss you.
I miss you. But I don’t want to see you.
I don’t want to see you. Because I still love you!
I don’t want to love you. Because it causes me pain!
And I don’t want to feel the pain anymore. Take everything with you and Release me!
🎶🎶🎶
I woke up early this morning 'round 4 am
With the moon shining bright
As headlights on the interstate
I pulled the covers over my head
And tried to catch some sleep
But thoughts of us kept keeping me awake
Ever since you found yourself in someone else's arms
I've been tryin' my best to get along
But that's okay
There's nothing left to say, but
Take your records, take your freedom
Take your memories, I don't need 'em
Take your space and take your reasons
But you'll think of me
And take your cap and leave my sweater
'Cause we have nothing left to weather
In fact I'll feel a whole lot better
But you'll think of me, you'll think of me
I went out driving trying to clear my head
I tried to sweep out all the ruins that my emotions left
(I guess I'm)
I guess I'm feeling just a little tired of this
And all the baggage that seems to still exist
It seems the only blessing I have left to my name
Is not knowing what we could have been
What we should have been
The road is weirdly empty tonight. I was driving unconsciously, didn’t know how far I was going, how long would I keep going. I felt nothing, but empty and lonely. I just realized I didn’t belong to anywhere, because nobody would understand my feelings, my thoughts at the moment. Long empty dark road, there was nothing but yellow lights from houses alongside the road. I was slowly passing one by one, looked at the lights, I thought people living in those houses must be really warm and happy, because at least they had somewhere to go back after a long day, they had someone to wait for them, to care about them. I used to have a place where I called home, that place was where you and me together. Being together was my home, because at least there was somewhere I belonged to. That somewhere with someone made my heart warm, filled in the emptiness in me. Where I was always searching for anytime I felt tired or happy, because that the only place accepted me when others refused me. That place and that someone disappeared on Earth.
Happiness is
When you wake up in the middle of the night,
And still feel the warmth of person next to you.
Still real, still here, still next to you.
When he keeps you in his arm all night,
When you have a little move, he wakes up and hugs you tighter.
Is it love?
But perhaps love is the easiest thing to be replaced on Earth.
I miss you terribly every day!
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I am making a progress. Some days everything is okay and I am doing just fine. But the cycle has come back. Last night was the peak I guess. I cried bitterly and couldn’t even stop. I hate to feed my negative emotions, and even hate to see myself more the next day, pitiable and horrible. Am I more to be pitied or to be blamed for treating myself that way?
*Feeling lost*
Would you understand?
The feeling
When a person, who always said, I would stay, left.
When things that you ever wanted, disappeared.
When you have to pick up all fragments of your heart,
Over and over again.
When you can’t feel anything,
But still put a smile on.
When you want to rest,
But tears don’t stop falling.
When you’re taking care of you patients,
But can’t even take care of your poor hurtful heart.
Perhaps this is the place where nobody I know could realize who I am on this page. I just want to isolate myself for quiet sometimes but still be able to write down my thoughts, my feelings.
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