Shannon.

That I miss the simple joys surrounding me

A bright or sultry moon

Full and flowing trees dancing in the wind

A kind gesture from a stranger

A tasty snack or meal

Too often I get lost in my racing thoughts

My eyes don’t see as clear

And the time escapes me

Never stop admiring the flowers, trees, and sky

Shaking, hopeful

Breathe out

Weak, Empty

Breathe in

Anxious, heart racing

Breathe out

Tension releasing

Breath in

Deeper, stronger

Breathe out

Why are you here?

What brings you to the woods?

Are you trying to get away?

Are you trying to find peace?

Are you trying to feel brave?

Are you trying to be missed?

Your feet have carried you here

Now what will you do?

Your mind feels afraid

And your body is weak

These sounds used to soothe you

The adventure gave you joy

Now you're jumping at every leaf fall

And holding in your breath

Your mind is looking for quiet

You've been scattered everywhere

But thoughts are still flooding you

Even with fresh air

Butterflies are braver than you

More fragile than you

But still braver than you

Their wings could be damaged or torn

Easier than your skin

But still they fly

When did you become so anxious

As a child, a hike excited you

Danger hardly crossed your mind

Back then were you blind?

Or have your eyes now been closed

Only seeing the dark

me: bro wtf an alien

alien: yeah totally

me: dude that is awesome how can i totally be of assistance

alien: take me to your lizards

me:

me: bro did u mean leader

alien: *hands me a satellite image of a t rex* nah bro take me to your lizards