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Why do I feel so unlovable you’re not the first one to say I don’t know how

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Losing my baby, my mother in law, and childhood friends all in a few weeks span is too much.

Too much. All too much.

I don't know what karma I'm paying off but I'm done. Please make it stop. Please. I'm so tired.

Leaving a toxic house meant leaving my siblings and as much as I'm a bitch and we fought I loved them so much

It feels like a part of me is gone and seeing any healthy family on tik tok I cry a lot

Idk. Im feel too much sometimes

#my heart kind achey

one-abuse-survivor

One of the most painful aspects of being a survivor of child abuse, for me personally, is desperately craving the love of the very person who hurt me. My mother is the reason I developed PTSD, and yet, from time to time, when I have a flashback and I begin to feel small and helpless and scared, I can't help but yearn for her to hold me in her arms and sing to me until I feel safe again.

traumavnts

it’s all too much

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I'm not jealous you got to say goodbye I'm just mad I wasn't able to and it hurts so much!!!! I feel like my heart is splintering into pieces!

How do I tell this sweet loving, gentle man that I see this stranger kill himself on loop in my brain?

heartlessqueen

i’ve been dealing with some issues for so long

that i got really good at coexisting with them

and i can’t even imagine a different way of living (even though it might be possible)

incendavery

trick of the mind

furiousgoldfish

abusive parents will be like “I wouldn’t want something bad to happen to my child"and then go and be the worst thing that ever happened to a child

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my heart is in millions of pieces but i’m so hopeful for the future

i’m confused about a bunch but i’m sure i’ll figure it out

ojibwa

siickangel

it’s getting harder to pretend..

from my journal

howling-suggestions

Shaking like prey, eyes wide and hollow, you watch for others to hurt you because you've been taught love means pain.

i’m tired of living other people’s dreams out my heart feels like it’s puking outward and i miss my friends

i miss my cat. i miss my heart . i miss my old life

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cardcaptorr

me: *suddenly turns really cold* person: whats wrong :/ what happened me: nothin. just thinkin bout that time u hurt me 2 months ago on thursday at 2:36 pm. bye

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