A Little Touch Of Darkness…

Is it incredibly overdone at this point? Also yes.

Do I care?: kinda

Do I judge it now because of it? Also kinda

Is that going to stop me from liking it? Evidence points to no.

Is that going to stop me from writing it?

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I have so many that are just sitting in my files that just exist.

Time for an update, I’ve probably kept saying this but I’ve taken on entirely too many projects and there is absolutely not enough time in the day to get through everything I want to work on. I’m behind on posts for both this site and another, though I have plenty of work to do as far as the other goes. Good news though! I’ve ALMOST gotten enough digital stickers to have it be worth getting…

I have taken on entirely too many projects, and there is just not enough time in the day to work on all of them. And the stupid thing on my part, is that ALL OF THEM are ongoing. It’s not just a hurry up and finish it kind of project (though I’ve got a few of those too), it’s maintaining both my websites, remembering to market my start up, illustrate my digital stickers, learn about making money…

I need to forgive myself for all the things I couldn’t control. For escaping our toxic family dynamic and leaving my siblings behind. For not reaching out to check in on others when I could barely check in on myself. For not being able to protect my brother from a situation neither of us could control, and remember it wasn’t my responsibility to do so. For being awkward, spirited, and…

What strategies do you use to cope with negative feelings? I should know how to put this into words, but I don’t really have them. Coping with negativity is entirely dependent on the type of negativity felt and the scenario with which the negativity was brought up. Sadness – I keep space to feel it, where appropriate; because I refuse to cry in front of people, and yet I break when someone who…