All you had to do was stay

I’m not entirely sure how I would respond if something like that were to happen to me…

Here’s to hoping you never find out. Unless you want to find out, in which case, good luck. 

People are so weird. Ew.   Whyyy?

You’re telling me. On the bright side, at least I was smart enough to refuse the offer. Mostly saying about how I was too busy eating ice cream and couldn’t be bothered. 

At least someone’s interested in you?

I’d much rather them not be. Especially if they think it’s cute in any way, shape or form to text me for sex. Because it’s not. 

You’ve become so damaged that when someone tries to give you what you deserve, you have no fucking idea how to respond.

You can’t love someone unless you love yourself first — bullshit. I have never loved myself. But you — Oh god, I loved you so much I forgot what hating myself felt like.