spiraling

since the last two days ive been staying up late and feeling suicidal every second of it, tonight im choosing to be responsible and to go to bed at 21:30 :33

i'm going to commit unspeakable acts towards my body and my psyche🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣 god why am I like this 🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣how could you allow my existence🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣

some months ago i saw someone on tiktok berating about youtube taking away an accessibility setting, only to find out that they were talking about the x3 speed setting being accessible only through youtube premium. to this day i still wonder what tf they were talking about. how is speeding up a video an accessibility setting??? doesn't it make it harder to understand??? are our attention spans THAT bad??? is x2 not enough anymore???

welcome to nightvale has the same vibes as huggbees

chat how is it possible to feel like the smartest person ever AND the stupidest person ever at the same time

i should get a medal for surviving staying at my grandparent's house for the holidays with my cousins

nobody cares but one of my hobbies is honestly sexually harassing the minecraft horror mod entities. the knocker knows not to let me find him on my bed. the obsessed now runs from me, it doesnt even try to stalk me anymore, it knows id start chasing it. nothing_left needs to be aware of how lucky he is that I find him way too cute, and i cant, in good conscience, harass null in that way, but do believe i am bullying the shit out of him for those ass builds. circuit and r2 are absolutely getting brutally backshotted tho.

idk about you guys but i have a disorganized attachment to the voices in my head. i kinda like their ominous whispering sometimes. other times i want to bash their head in with a crowbar.

rip anaxagoras you would've loved little alchemy

"I can't get over how clever his name is. You'd think his name would be Dr. Hospital, but they call him Dr. House because the hospital is like a home to him"