Thickid

A little updated I am down a lot since I stoped gaining and it has made my life easier, but I miss my tits so I definitely plan to go back! Once I get my life situated and have my own place and a job, and maybe a BF, I will go back.

In the mean time, here are all my old vids, I won’t keep them up much longer so watch them while you can!!!

I am currently loosing weight still, I plan to continue till i graduate in May and probably stay slimmer till my life is more stable and will slow me to gain again. Don’t worry, I will be sure to update and document that journey, probably better than I did before!!!

I am currently loosing weight for many reasons. I am at a major turning point in my life and I would like to save for that. I am also trying to prove to myself I can loose all the weight if I wanted, I think that will make me much more comfortable when I gain again in the future. Plus hopefully my metabolism will slow down because of all this as well! I do plan to get to a normal weight, sub 200. I am already down over 30lbs from my highest just over a month ago so my goal is be at a lower weight come summer.

I have tried to do this in the past but it was out of a totally different mindset. This time I realize I WILL gain again in the future, I just need a bit of reset. I am still very much into all of this.

I am posting to announce I am going to be ending/suspending my Patreon come the first of the year. If anyone wishes to purchase the folder with all of my videos I can share the link to all of them. Thank you all who have supported me!

The fat arrived decisively, and feeling it there only makes me want more. More food. More calories. More volume. I catch myself chugging drinks and eating past fullness just to feed the growth, just to see what changes next. There is constant mass there now, a steady pressure that tells me my body is responding exactly as it should.

Stretch marks have carved their way across my chest as the skin gives in. Thin lines at first, now clearer, spreading as the curve deepens. I love seeing them. They are raw evidence that eating more is working. My body stretching to accommodate it. Each mark says the same thing. Keep going.

My nipples have changed with the rest of it. Puffier now, more prominent against the fuller slope of my chest. There is an unavoidable awareness of them that makes the growth feel active and unfinished, like this area is still filling out.

Even my dreams reflect it. I’ve started dreaming of my chest heavy and full, sometimes producing milk. Not sexual, but instinctive. Abundance. Nourishment. A body so fed it imagines overflow. Those dreams cling to me after waking.

I’m 20, and gaining has become a lifestyle for me. I’m talking fast food, takeout, soda after soda, it’s what fuels me. It’s not just about eating, it’s about feeling my body change. The heaviness in my stomach after a huge meal, the way my clothes fit tighter every week, the softness of my skin stretching as I grow. And let’s not forget the chest pains that come after stuffing myself with greasy food. Sometimes it’s a sharp throb, like my heart is protesting the extra weight, but I push it down. Or the way I’m out of breath just walking up the stairs, my chest tightening, my legs feeling heavier with each step. It’s getting harder to breathe after even the smallest exertion, but I tell myself it’s just part of the ride.

I’ve had blood tests, and yeah, the numbers don’t lie. My cholesterol’s up, my blood sugar’s creeping higher, but my doctor brushes it off. One time, I got weird results, and they assumed I wasn’t fasting before the test when I actually was. It’s like my health just doesn’t matter to anyone, so why should it matter to me? It feels easier to ignore it all, to focus on the feeling of getting fatter, the high that comes from getting softer and rounder with each passing day.

But here’s the truth, the physical signs are there. I know I’m not healthy. I’m literally out of breath after a few minutes of walking, my heart aches sometimes after eating, and I feel like I’m sinking into my own body. But even with all that, I don’t want to stop. The idea of giving up this lifestyle, of losing the thrill of seeing myself get bigger, doesn’t seem worth it. I love the way my body feels, heavy, soft, and a little out of control.

Made a vid of me eating doughnuts in the bath!

Made a vid of me eating some doughnuts in bed

Here is a preview of one of the nearly 50 vids I have on there