I don't play with my poop.

We live in a society in which I just self harmed because nothing matters unless it actually touches you or your relatives and injustice is just part of some people’s daily job.

Shut the fuck up thank you bye.

It hurts.

-I suggest you let go... -I suggest you shut the fuck up because you don’t know how I felt and how he made me feel for the past year and a half.

Because there’s nobody there. No one that cares. Nothing that matters. And you’re all of that, in one single and simple thing. I thought.

<<He said he won’t fight for you.>> I never asked him that.... I think it broke something in me, about him. I don’t... I don’t know... everything I found beautiful about him... I don’t seems to be able to find them again... I... I think my love for him died... just like that... I never asked him to FIGHT for me... so.. it’s ok... but... if he just doesn’t care about me anymore... that’s gonna be some hard shit right there... I thought he loved me... I really thought he did... This broke something in me. But I’m sure she’s speaking shit. I’m sure. I need to get more informations about that. I’m sure he just didn”t say it like that.. He might be hurt... she just left him, he saw me making out with someone and I can tell you when he said “congrats, no but really, well played!” it was full of irony and shit. SHIT Man I’m starting to cry... I was sure this was it for me, finaly... I mean bro I even daydreamt about our wedding shit... Please tell me he didn’t say that for real but out of frustration or anger... Jeez... Oh my god... I’m sure she’s atking it out of context, I’m sure she’s just a fucking bitch because she knows I don’t love her back and she told me three times she loved me. That’s why she said it; Fuck this bitch. I’m not taking care of her anymore. Next time she wants to drink more than she should for her own sake, I’ll not let her. I’ll not anymore. I’ll even buy her more drinks, more and more and more and more and more and more and more and more and more and more and more. Something beautiful just got broken. And I don’t think it will ever go back to normal. FUCKING BITCH COULDN’T YOU JUST SHUT THE FUCK UP YOU BITCH ?J???!!!! KILL YOURSELF ALREADY STOP SENDING ME A HUNDRER BIGASS TEXTS EVERYNIGHTS LOOKING FOR COMFORT OK ????!!!!!! FUCKING BITCH !

<<WHAT DO YOU WANT?!>>

"Hello there pretty.”

That’s not what I asked but damn I wasn’t expecting such a come back. Dang.

Who needs love when you got xanax ?

You bastard.

<<I’m not scarred of you.>> Oooh yeah bitch, you DO are. Or else you wouldn’t have asked me what was my relationship with him, if we’re talking together and ask him all the time about if he saw me or not recently, if I’m with him, etc... Bitch, nonetheless we’re talking but, girl, we’re also fucking behind your back like animals..