eyes that see (part seventeen)
Eyes That See Summary: Your life consists of caring for others. This is a story of you learning to care for yourself.
Eyes That See Part 17 Summary: You spend Thanksgiving Day with Sy and his family, feeling almost more natural with them than you do with your own family members. The rest of the week is full of highs and lows with your anxiety for various reasons, but Sy is a sturdy rock throughout it all.
Words: 22k but I tried really hard to make it shorter, my bad
Warnings: Regular tags apply for swearing, alcohol, and Y/Nās general anxiety disorder; a brief mention of hunting, American Thanksgiving-type traditions including a short mention of prayer, and a bunch of mentions of Sy being Big Spoon. A little schmoopy smut at the end (handjob)
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The night before Thanksgiving, you set your alarm for sunrise so you can have enough time to cook, but naturally, Sy gets up even earlier than you do that morning. You feel the scruff of his beard on your forehead as he slips out of your bed, and with your eyes closed, you smile.
āStay,ā you rasp out while blindly reaching out for him, futilely pulling at his hand so heāll lay down in bed with you again even though heās fully dressed, even already in his large, brown coat.
The bed dips as Sy sits down and twists to look down at you, and you scoot closer to him in order to wrap your arm over his tree-trunk thigh.Ā
You fake-pout, and Sy responds with a hand on your cheek. Itās comforting, but its warmth leaves all too soon. āWas gonna pick up my nephews here soon. Youāre still welcome to come if you wanna.ā
You finally sit up a little bit and peer over at your phone for the time. āJesus,ā you mumble. Itās just past four a.m.
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I know I'm a little late in the game, but bear with me, my new job takes a lot of time, but I'm not complaining. Anywayā¦
I'M ABOUT TO GO WILD; i can't get over how patient, gentle, loving Sy is with y/n, I want and long for this kind of relationship in my life (and I wish it would happen to anyone reading these words). I have to get right to the hot part that had me biting my hand; 1.- Sy incredulously saying "You're bad at sex!?" haha because we know that connection doesn't come so easily, and what you both have is something that has no words. YES! 2.- "When I first started talkin' to you," "I used to jerk off thinkin'a holdin' you like this," "The noises you'd make." MY SOUL HAS JUST LEFT MY BODY - I can't. And I could point out more but hormones are killing me today and I think it has been commented before, just to remind you that you are an excellent writer and you have made me feel thousands of emotions at the same time, I cry, laugh, get excited, imagine, etc thanks to your words and the work behind all this. Blessings!















