Ripped at every edge;

“Thank you. You aren’t cold, are you?” Brie hadn’t been as smart in preparation for the weather, and wore a short sleeved dress. She laughed at her comment, and nodded her head. “I trust you very much. I know that you won’t lead me somewhere that I will get food poisoning at. Will you?” She gave the fellow blonde a playful look, and thanked her once again as she stepped into the cab first. She looked over to Caity to wait as she gave the driver the location. She kept the jacket on her shoulders, and looped her arms inside to wear it properly. “I have a feelings this is going to be a fun night. The funnest times that I’ve ever had, have happened spontaneously. Plus with great people, and you’re great. So all the boxes checked.” She smiled and looked over to Caity.

“I spend 9 months out of the year filming in Vancouver, babe, the cold doesn’t fazes me anymore.” Caity commented with a soft chuckle and a slight nonchalant shrugging of her shoulders. “I promise I won’t get you food poisoned, If I did I’m sure all those Marvel fans would come at me for you not being able to make it to the Endgame premier, and we wouldn’t want that, now would we?” The blue-eyed actress inquired, raising one of her perfectly done eyebrows as a small smirk began to grace her features. “You should be more spontaneous, you never know what could happen, right?” Said the actress. After a 15 minute drive, the cab pulled up to their destination. Caity handed him some cash and made her way out of the vehicle, keeping the door open and offering her hand so she could help her companion step out of the vehicle. And there it was, Caity’s favorite restaurant in the entire city. It was a small place just outside of Calabasas, it was surrounded by tall trees iluminated by twinkling lights that led to the main entrance. “Caity!” A tall hispanic man came to greet her, giving the actress a long hug. “Hey José, thanks for squeezing us in with short notice. This is my friend, Brie. Brie, this is my friend José, he’s the chef and the owner of this place.” José gave the fellow actress a big hug followed by a smile. “Bienvenidas, chicas! Let me take you to your table.” Caity thanked him with a smile while they went to the back of the restaurant, it was an open space in a spacious backyard. There was a stage were a live singer was playing. The place was iluminated by more twinkling lights, and a big fireplace decoreted the center. “I hope you like it.” She whispered to Brie once they were alone.

I think you’ll win with fighting over my love and attention – if it looks like you’re gonna lose, I’ll rig it somehow to make sure you win. It should be our thing! Once it happens, we have to make it a tradition whenever you and I are together. We are! It’s crazy how fast these ten months have gone by, it feels like yesterday we just started filming. I want to have you on the show! We need your beautiful face and skill. Right?! You can become Kara’s new best friend and somehow win Lena over, it’s a perfect plan. Sometimes I don’t even know how I do it either, but luckily I’ve got amazing people to help me out when I need it. I will, don’t you worry! He needs to see his favorite canary.

You always know the right thing to say, don’t you? You’re making me all warm and fuzzy, but don’t tell anyone. I still have a tough reputation to live up to. We definitely should make it a tradition, so let me know whenever you’re back in LA and I’ll kidnap you and I promise I’ll make you have the best day ever. I feel the same way, honestly. We film for 9 months and it still feel like we had just begun. I’ve only been on Arrow and I’m telling Phil that we need to change that. Sara needs to go to the other shows and flirt with as many girls as she can. Including Kara, obvs. Having a support system is the best isn’t it? So whenever you need a babysitter, I’m your girl.

I can’t believe you just called me a goober. Wow. Rude. That’s true. I just decided to go back to my old way of life with no feelings involved ever and just have a lot of good sex. It’s much better this way, and way easier. We didn’t even make it to the marriage part, she broke up with me because she “wasn’t ready” or whatever. You have to promise to wear a bomb ass suit, because you’d look hot and that’s the eye candy I need to my wedding to Bowie and Aelin. To be fair, I only spend about 6 months there filming since we only do 13 episodes but I completely agree. You should only invite me along to that if you want to hear Grant and I annoy each other all night. Sex with me and my roommate, all over the apartment. That’s what you could walk in on. I mean, you could join. I wouldn’t complain.

Okay in my defense I heard Jes say it to me on set and I have no fucking clue of what it means, but hey it can’t be that bad, so don’t pout. I used to be like a couple of years ago, very closed off and I would flinch at any sign of feelings. But it didn’t work for me, because when I was so closed off to the world is when I felt the loneliest. True, shit might happen and people will hurt you but I guess I’m a masochist and I’d rather go through it in the end. Not that I’m ready to jump into a relationship of course. Damn, that sounds tough. But hey, you don’t need people in your life who don’t want to be in it. Are you kidding me? I’ll wear a three piece suit just for you, in the sexiest way I can pull off. Six months is still a long time though. Nope, I don’t want to hear you annoy each other all night so you’re officially uninvited. Wait-- who’s your roommate?

I’ve missed you and your wisdom. Danielle has them right now but we have to figure out some sort of schedule with them. Saturday sounds great. What’s gonna be on the menu?

Wisdom? I don’t know about that, more like a girl who can’t seem to shut up. Oh, I definitely understand, let me know the next time you have them, yeah? I want to shower them with love. I was thinking some good old homemade burgers, you can’t never go wrong with that right? And should I expect you tonight? 

I know that feeling! But for me it’s London. There’s no other city I could ever love as much as my hometown. Did you grow up in LA? You enjoy your time in LA, maybe find someone who’ll drink with you so it’s even more fun. I have to convince my mom all the time that even though I’m married now grandchildren have to wait. Other than that life is pretty laid back at the moment. But that will change soon enough. 

Right? It’s like you can be in the most gorgeous and exotic places in the world, but none of them could ever compare to your home. I didn’t actually, I grew up in San Diego, California but I moved to LA by myself when I was 19 and wanted to make it as a professional dancer. Oh, trust me that’s the first thing I do when I come back from any trip, just hit the local bar and hang out with friends. That’s great! You’re still young, your husband and you should enjoy the honeymoon phase as much as you can before bringing in kiddos. I don’t have kids, but from what I can see they are a handful.

So… we’re not dating? Damn. Cold. Can’t believe I’m finding out about it like this. Could’ve done the decent thing, and texted me ‘we’re over,’ like a normal person. I’m not moving out, though. Zoë’s gotten comfortable, and moving her would be a huge fucking mistake, so… we’re not gonna do that, m’kay? When you decide to stop cruising from city to city, get your ass back home, and we can both watch movies in our underwear together. It’ll be a whole thing. Get it, girl.

There are only so many times that a girl can take rejection, you were never clear with me, or what you wanted with me.. so you know, a girl has to move on. You’ll forever be in my heart though, even if you were the most confusing person I’ve ever been with... or not been with, because you NEVER told me this was a relationship. I’m hurt. It’s okay, we can still be adults and live together. I would miss you and Zoe too much, just don’t rub guys or girls in my face when you take them home. Baby, I’m homeeee. What are we watching?

I’m the same way. The only time I ever seem to get heat is when The 100 starts airing and if it gets too much, I just go silent on Twitter or deactivate. I don’t even have an Instagram. Nice, haha. Whatever works for you, right? Thank God somebody’s keeping track of your schedule, though.

Wait, you’ve deactivated your twitter before? Fans get that bad? I do have an Instagram, but mainly because I pretend to be a photographer sometimes, I don’t know if I’m any good.. probs not, but it’s something I enjoy. I know, and I don’t mean to sound conceited at all haha, I just have terrible organizational skills.

candice: i'm not sure i'll love it just as much, but after it goes through hell and back with me, it'll earn the title. like shit, caity. how'd beezlee even get to it?

candice: GIRLLLLL. if you do, imma need a play by play, because it's been a while. 😔

caity: you have to love it even more because this will be a gift from ME and the previous one wasn't... i have no idea, Beez is so lazy for certain things and not so lazy for others. you know he basically does what he wants, that little shit is lucky i love him.

I’ve literally been told by people that I have a resting bitch face and they’ve been nervous to approach me. I blame it on being a Scorpio. I am very much a new mom, all the cliches apply to me.

Well you seem approachable to me, and normally my own judgement is the only one I trust, screw those other people. That’s fantastic though, you should be as cliché as you wish, before you know it your daughter will be off to pre-school.

Nope, but I do all those things anyway, and just cover myself in sun cream and hope that does the trick. I know, right? It’s gonnae be the best wedding ever. Total dream wedding - every little detail. You’re definitely not the person to suggest stories to be based on our relationship, which is not something I ever expected to say, but it’s pretty cool. If you think that was a romantic way for our relationship to start, you don’t want to hear about all the romancing that’s happened since then.

A rebel with a cause, I like that. Absolutely, William and Kate who? It will be the Royals, that’s for sure. If I’m not the first one to suggest it then it’s a clear indication that you should make it happen, and if it’s not a movie or tv show, at least a book... come on, you gotta give us something. I can only imagine that it’s like all the best romcoms from the early 2000s combined.

Brie beamed brightly, and nodded her head. This spontaneous spirit, among other things is why she enjoyed the company of the other a lot. “Yes, let’s do it. Operation head to the door without being seen?” She smirked and got up from the table. The actress would never dine and dash, but granted they hadn’t ordered anything it was okay. She quickly made her way out with Caity. “Okay, I am following you.” She felt the cold connect to her body, and she hugged onto the other’s arm with a smile. “Can I get a hint on where we are going?”

“That’s right.” Caity said with a soft chuckle that was accompanied by a grin. Luckily, they were able to make it through the door without many people noticing them. Sure, there were a few glances here and there but mostly directed at her companion. Once that they were out, a loud “Phew.” escaped from Caity’s plump lips. “Nope, if I tell you.. I’d have to kill you.” The actress sent a playful wink in the other girl’s direction. “I’m kidding, but I promise it’s worth the wait.” She said with a firm nodding of her head, suddenly noticing something. “Are you cold?” The girl inquired, and without waiting for a response, she took off her leather jacket and placed it around the girl’s shoulders. Caity was wearing a black long sleeved sweater underneath, so the wind wasn’t fazing her that much. She took a couple of steps forward so she could hail a cab, and luckily, she was able to get one in the first try. “After you.” Said the actress, while holding the back door open.

Yeah, my skin is definitely not used to it. Even if I go away to Italy or somewhere for a week, I’ll come back with a good amount of sunburn. Just so happens we’re getting married in one of those many castles! Thank you so much! I’m so excited about it. To be fair on all of them, we were acting like a couple before we actually admitted that we were a couple. So I think that helped, too. We were basically hanging out constantly and going on vacations together, and she was visiting me on various sets I was working on. I don’t think we needed to be making out in front of everybody for people to think something was going on. It’s not a huge leap.

Oh man, are you serious?! Is not fun to be you, so you can’t hang out at the beach, with a beer in hand, or go on a yacht ride without your skin getting burnt? Okay, get outta here. Are fucking serious?! Dude, that’s... wow. I’m so excited and it’s not even my wedding. I’m definitely coming so thank you for the invitation. That sounds like the start of one of the greatest loves stories, Netflix should make a romcom about y’all. I know I would watch it. I didn’t think this amount of romance still existed but you’re proving me wrong.

You’re right, I’ve always thought that too so while I didn’t think this would happen, I guess there’s a reason for it. Thank you, I’ll definitely take you up on that. They miss you anyway. Yours sounds good.

Exactly, and you might not see that reason today, tomorrow or next week but you will.. eventually. Good! I miss them way way more. I miss baby cuddles. Great! Saturday? I’ll even be the greatest host and I might cook and it goes south I’ll order and make you believe I made it myself. 

candice: you mean... my FAVORITE hoodie? girl. why. you're lucky i've got mad love for you and beezlee.

candice: ohhhh? should i expect a walk of shame???

caity: ... maybe. LISTEN in my defense, i got home earlier after a long ass day and i literally stayed on the couch without moving, then i saw that the little shit had your hoodie and was dragging it all over the place, i made the attempt to take it back, but he wouldn't let go and i gave up and took a nap. BUT i promise to get you a new one, an even cooler one ;)

caity: SO beezlee was chewing on your grey hoodie, i tried to stop him (kinda, i'm lazy) but just wanted to say that we love you and we'll get you a new one.