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@sereaia
𝒑𝒊𝒏𝒏𝒆𝒅 𝒑𝒐𝒔𝒕.
this is a private & highly selective roleplay blog for an original character called clara parker ribeiro. my name is lilli, i live in brazil. i’m 21+. i have bipolar disorder type I, and i am properly medicated & attending thereapy sessions twice a week. my activity might be spotty at times, but i love to write and i love making new friends!
𝒈𝒐𝒐𝒈𝒍𝒆 𝒅𝒐𝒄𝒔.
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you guys! find me @oeshun for the time being!
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finds h o m e.
independent & highly selective affiliated original character as adored by lilli. // wolfpack: @bitegiven & @bitecursed & @bitemade
“ 𝚒 𝚝𝚑𝚛𝚎𝚠 𝚖𝚢𝚜𝚎𝚕𝚏 𝚝𝚘 𝚝𝚑𝚎 𝚠𝚘𝚕𝚟𝚎𝚜, 𝚘𝚗𝚕𝚢 𝚝𝚘 𝚕𝚎𝚊𝚛𝚗 𝚘𝚏 𝚝𝚑𝚎 𝚝𝚎𝚗𝚍𝚎𝚛𝚗𝚎𝚜𝚜 𝚒𝚗 𝚝𝚑𝚎𝚒𝚛 𝚑𝚘𝚠𝚕, 𝚊𝚗𝚍 𝚝𝚑𝚎 𝚕𝚘𝚢𝚊𝚕𝚝𝚢 𝚒𝚗 𝚝𝚑𝚎𝚒𝚛 𝚋𝚕𝚘𝚘𝚍. ”
independent , selective and mutually exclusive affiliated original werewolf characters : 𝒌𝒂𝒓𝒂 𝒐’𝒄𝒐𝒏𝒏𝒆𝒍𝒍 ( @bitegiven ) , 𝒆𝒍𝒊 𝒏𝒊𝒙𝒐𝒏 ( @bitecursed ) , 𝒋𝒐𝒂𝒏𝒂 𝒃𝒆𝒏𝒊𝒕𝒆𝒛 ( @bitescaped ) & 𝒇𝒍𝒚𝒏𝒏 𝒎𝒂𝒄𝒌𝒆𝒏𝒛𝒊𝒆 ( @bitemade ) .
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BALTASAR :
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❝ that certainly sounds intriguing, if true. the ability to siphon magic from other magical beings… ❞ the warlock leans back in the chair he occupies, crossing one leg over the other while gaze observes her keenly. 𝐏𝐎𝐖𝐄𝐑 𝐑𝐄𝐂𝐎𝐆𝐍𝐈𝐙𝐄𝐒 𝐏𝐎𝐖𝐄𝐑. that which hums underneath her flesh, also sings beneath his. this interaction is not meaningless, but an opportunity. he is an entrepreneur, always looking to expand the network he’s created in order to protect himself. no one could come for someone they could not touch. ❝ do you mind doing A DEMONSTRATION? just for research purposes and to satiate my own curiosity. ❞ a charming smile, appearing gentle and encouraging in nature is given in her direction. it is meant to effectively hide THE SERPENT underneath. ❝ i have just the guinea pig. do you see that man over there? ❞ a finger points in the direction of another warlock sitting not too far from them now. she would never know, but the man had been a brief business partner, and caught cheating baltasar out of money. stripping him of his powers would be a fitting punishment, for now. ❝ aren’t you just itching to use your magic? he’s got more than enough for the both of you. ❞
HER MOTHER WOULD NEVER APPROVE OF THAT. hell, felix would hate those thoughts of hers either. maybe even delphine and her boyfriend, cedric would be quite disappointed in clara’s choice. but she craved approval and attention from such a powerful warlock. that girl never had friends outside her small family until very recently. it was quite obvious that she would do exactly what baltasar was asking of her. she would do anything for his friendship, whether he was deserving of it of not. ❝ is that so? well, i can siphon some of his power. not sure i’d know how to give it back to him. and i have to actually touch him, y’know? without giving off any sus vibes. ❞ that, however, should be easy enough for a young lady with such charming blue eyes and angelic features. a playful wink towards baltasar before clara stood up, walking towards the chosen guinea pig, all carefree. she was such a good actress! pretended to trip and grabbed a hold of the man’s arm. poor creature was even concerned about her well-being for a brief moment, and as soon as she was able to touch him, all of his power was siphoned. with a victorious smile, clara returned to the table where baltasar was waiting for her, hoping she’d get a chance to prove she actually did it. ❝ that loser won’t know what hit him! so, what do you say we get out of here, i show you what tricks he kindly donated to me, and then we find a way to return it? ❞
CHRIS ·:
☼ @sereaia· … 💬
❛ well . . . this is where i live . . . ❜
❝ hey, it’s not that bad. i’ve seen worse. ❞ the young woman responded with a kind smile and all naturality. if he even knew the places in rio de janeiro that she visited before, he wouldn’t be embarrassed in the slightest. ❝ would you be so kind and fetch me a glass of water? i’m super thirsty. ❞
‘TAKE THIS TO YOUR GRAVE’ STARTERS
taken from fall out boy’s 2003 album. feel free to change pronouns, etc.!
TELL THAT MICK HE JUST MADE MY LIST OF THINGS TO DO TODAY
‘ light that smoke for giving up on me, and another one just ‘cause they’ll kill you sooner than my expectations. ’ ‘ i could have died with you. ’ ‘ i hope you choke on those words, that kiss, that bottle. ’ ‘ i said i loved you, but i lied. ’ ‘ when you catch fire, i wouldn’t piss to put you out. ’ ‘ stop burning bridges. ’ ‘ stop burning bridges and drive off of them so i can forget about you. ’ ‘ bury me in memory. ’ ‘ his smile’s your rope, so wrap it tight around your throat. ’ ‘ breaking hearts has never looked so cool as when you wrap your car around a tree: your makeup looks so great next to his teeth. ’ ‘ bury me in memory around your throat. ’
DEAD ON ARRIVAL
‘ i hope this is the last time. ’ ‘ i’d never say no to you. ’ ‘ there’s no way to talk to you. ’ ‘ a rivalry goes so deep between me and this loss of sleep over you. ’ ‘ this is side one; flip me over. ’ ‘ the songs you grow to like never stick at first. ’ ‘ i’m writing you a chorus. ’
GRAND THEFT AUTUMN / WHERE IS YOUR BOY
‘ where is your boy tonight? ’ ‘ i hope he’s a gentleman. ’ ‘ maybe he won’t find out what i know. ’ ‘ you were the last good thing about this part of town. ’ ‘ i’m willing to take my chances. ’ ‘ you need him. i could be him. ’ ‘ i could be an accident, but i’m still trying, and that’s more than i can say for him. ’ someday i’ll appreciate in value. ’ ‘ i’m sporting my brand new fashion of waking up with pants on at four in the afternoon. ’ ‘ he won’t find out. ’
SATURDAY
‘ i’m good to go. ’ ‘ i’m going nowhere fast. ’ ‘ i’m going nowhere fast, but it could be worse: i could be taking you there with me. ’ ‘ it looks like i’m still on my own. ’ ‘ i’m good to go for something golden. ’ ‘ the motions i’ve been going through have failed. ’ ‘ i’m coasting on potential toward a wall at a hundred miles an hour. ’ ‘ when i say “two more weeks,” my foot is in the door. ’ ‘ i read about the afterlife, but i never really lived. ’
HOMESICK AT SPACE CAMP
‘ i’m grounding all my dreams. ’ ‘ tonight, the headphones will deliver you the words that i can’t say ’ ‘ tonight is all about “we miss you” ’ ‘ i can’t forget your style or your cynicism. ’ ‘ it was like you were the first to listen. ’ ‘ my smile’s an open wound without you. ’ ‘ new friends are golden. ’
SENDING POSTCARDS FROM A PLANE CRASH (WISH YOU WERE HERE)
‘ i am such a sucker. ’ ‘ i’m always the last to know. ’ ‘ my insides are copper; i’d kill to make them gold. ’ ‘ make my bed the grave, and shovel dirt onto my sheets. ’ ‘ you can thank your lucky stars that everything i wish for will never come true. ’ ‘ when you go, i will forget everything about you ’ ‘ i’ve seen sinking ships go down with more grace than you. ’ ‘ fake it like you matter. that’s a lie we can both keep. ’
CHICAGO IS SO TWO YEARS AGO
‘ my heart is on my sleeve. i wear it like a bruise or black eye. ’ ‘ i believed every single lie you said. ’ ‘ every pane of glass that your pebbles tap negates the pains i went through to avoid you. ’ ‘ every single pat on the shoulder for attention fails to mention that i still hate you. ’ ‘ i should be home. ’ ‘ the colors of the street signs remind me of the pickup truck out in front of your neighbor’s house. ’ ‘ boys like you are overrated. ’ ‘ save your breath. ’ ‘ loaded words and loaded friends are loaded guns to our heads. ’ ‘ you want apologies? you might hold your breath until your breathing stops forever. ’ ‘ the only thing you’ll get is this curse on your lips: i hope they taste of me forever. ’ ‘ with every breath, i wish your body will be broken. ’
THE PROS AND CONS OF BREATHING
‘ bury me standing under your window with this cinder block in hand, because no one will ever feel like this again. ’ ‘ if i could move, i’m sure it would only be to crawl back to you. ’ ‘ i want to hate you half as much as i hate myself. ’ ‘ i could crush you with my voice. ’ ‘ i stood on my roof and tried to see you forgetting about me. ’ ‘ hide the details. i don’t want to know a thing. ’ ‘ i hate the way you say my name, like it’s something secret. ’ ‘ my pen is the barrel of a gun. remind me which side you should be on. ’ ‘ i wish that i was as invisible as you make me feel. ’
GRENADE JUMPER
‘ my heart ticks in beat with these kids that i grew up with. ’ ‘ you’re living like life’s going out of style. ’ ‘ at the end of the day you know where i came from, and where i call home. ’ ‘ you were my only friend. ’ ‘ i know this is belated, but i love you back. ’ ‘ they’ll say it’s not worth it, so i’ll leave this town in ruin. ’ ‘ i know you would be there either way. ’ ‘ i’m so glad it seems like these times will never fade. ’ ‘ i’ll tell everyone how much this means to me. ’
CALM BEFORE THE STORM
‘ this story’s going somewhere. ’ ‘ let’s get this party started. ’ ‘ what you do on your own time’s just fine. ’ ‘ my imagination’s much worse. ’ ‘ don’t say it’s over. ’ ‘ the storm set it off. ’ ‘ this is me, standing in the arch of the door, hating the look on your face. ’ ‘ there’s another fool like me. there’s one born every minute. ’
REINVENTING THE WHEEL TO RUN MYSELF OVER
‘ i could walk this fine line between elation and success, but we all know which way i’m going. ’ ‘ you have to prove yourself. ’ ‘ you’ll have to prove it to me. ’ ‘ you’re waiting up for him? ’ ‘ you’re wasting time. ’ ‘ i can’t do it by myself. ’ ‘ i can’t wake up to these reminders of who i am. ’ ‘ i’m a failure at everything. ’ ‘ i’m a failure at everything: eighteen going on extinct. ’ ‘ i know my place. ’ ‘ i know my place; it’s nowhere you should roam. ’
THE PATRON SAINT OF LIARS AND FAKES
‘ i’m holding out. ’ ‘ i’m holding on to every letter and every song. ’ ‘ are you through with me? ’ ‘ when it all goes to hell, will you be able to tell me “sorry” with a straight face? ’ ‘ i’m all ears, and i’m all scars. ’ ‘ boys like you try too hard to look not quite as desperate. ’ ‘ i still know the way to make your makeup run. ’ ‘ take this to your grave, and i’ll take it to mine. ’
* 𝐒𝐎𝐔𝐑 𝐁𝐘 𝐎𝐋𝐈𝐕𝐈𝐀 𝐑𝐎𝐃𝐑𝐈𝐆𝐎 . lyric starters from sour, change pronouns as needed.
𝐛𝐫𝐮𝐭𝐚𝐥 .
❛ i want it to be , like , messy . ❜ ❛ i’m so insecure . ❜ ❛ i’m so caught up in the news of who likes me and who hates you . ❜ ❛ they’d all be so disappointed . ❜ ❛ where’s my fucking teenage dream ? ❜ ❛ i don't stick up for myself . ❜ ❛ i'm anxious and nothing can help . ❜ ❛ i wish people liked me more . ❜ ❛ all i did was try my best . ❜ ❛ this the kind of thanks i get ? ❜ ❛ i wish i could disappear . ❜ ❛ god , it’s brutal out here . ❜ ❛ i feel like no one wants me . ❜ ❛ i only have two real friends . ❜
𝐭𝐫𝐚𝐢𝐭𝐨𝐫 .
❛ i played dumb but i always knew . ❜ ❛ i kept quiet so i could keep you . ❜ ❛ ain’t it funny how you said you were friends ? ❜ ❛ you betrayed me . ❜ ❛ i know that you’ll never feel sorry . ❜ ❛ loved you at your worst but that didn’t matter . ❜ ❛ but you’re still a traitor . ❜ ❛ there’s no damn way that you could fall in love with somebody that quickly . ❜ ❛ and you told me i was paranoid . ❜ ❛ i wish that you had thought this through before i went and fell in love with you . ❜
𝐝𝐫𝐢𝐯𝐞𝐫𝐬 𝐥𝐢𝐜𝐞𝐧𝐬𝐞 .
❛ i got my driver's license last week . ❜ ❛ she’s everything i’m insecure about . ❜ ❛ how could i ever love someone else ? ❜ ❛ i know we weren’t perfect but i’ve never felt this way for no one . ❜ ❛ i just can’t imagine how you could be so okay now that i’m gone . ❜ ❛ all my friends are tired of hearing how much i miss you . ❜ ❛ i kinda feel sorry for them . ❜ ❛ they’ll never know you the way that i do . ❜ ❛ i guess you didn’t mean what you wrote in that song about me . ❜ ❛ i still see your face in the white cars . ❜ ❛ can’t drive past the places we used to go to . ❜ ❛ i still fuckin’ love you . ❜ ❛ i still hear your voice in the traffic . ❜ ❛ you said forever . ❜ ❛ now i drive alone past your street . ❜
𝟏 𝐬𝐭𝐞𝐩 𝐟𝐨𝐫𝐰𝐚𝐫𝐝, 𝟑 𝐬𝐭𝐞𝐩𝐬 𝐛𝐚𝐜𝐤 .
❛ i called you on the phone today . ❜ ❛ all i did was speak normally . ❜ ❛ somehow i still struck a nerve . ❜ ❛ you got me fucked up in the head . ❜ ❛ never doubted myself so much . ❜ ❛ like am i pretty ? ❜ ❛ i hate that i give you power over that kinda stuff . ❜ ❛ it’s always one step forward and three steps back . ❜ ❛ i’m the love of your life until i make you mad . ❜ ❛ do you love me , want me , hate me ? ❜ ❛ no, i don’t understand . ❜ ❛ maybe in some masochistic way i kind of find it all exciting . ❜ ❛ which lover will i get today ? ❜ ❛ will you walk me to the door or send me home crying ? ❜ ❛ did i say something wrong ? ❜ ❛ did i do something wrong ? ❜ ❛ maybe this is all your fault instead . ❜ ❛ i’d leave you, but the rollercoaster’s all i’ve ever had . ❜
𝐝𝐞𝐣𝐚 𝐯𝐮 .
❛ i bet she’s braggin’ to all her friends . ❜ ❛ so when you gonna tell her that we did that , too ? ❜ ❛ she thinks it’s special, but it’s all reused . ❜ ❛ do you call her , almost say my name ? ❜ ❛ that was our place . ❜ ❛ i found it first . ❜ ❛ do you get déjà vu ? ❜ ❛ let’s be honest , we kinda do sound the same . ❜ ❛ i hate to think that i was just your type . ❜ ❛ that was the show we talked about . ❜ ❛ don’t act like we didn’t do that shit , too . ❜ ❛ a different girl now, but there’s nothing new . ❜
𝐠𝐨𝐨𝐝 𝟒 𝐮 .
❛ well , good for you . ❜ ❛ i guess you moved on really easily . ❜ ❛ remember when you said that you wanted to give me the world ? ❜ ❛ you look happy and healthy . ❜ ❛ not me , if you ever cared to ask . ❜ ❛ you’re doin’ great out there without me . ❜ ❛ god , i wish that i could do that . ❜ ❛ i’ve lost my mind . ❜ ❛ i’ve spent the night cryin’ on the floor of my bathroom . ❜ ❛ you’re so unaffected . ❜ ❛ i really don’t get it . ❜ ❛ i guess you’re gettin’ everything you want . ❜ ❛ it’s like we never even happened . ❜ ❛ what the fuck is up with that ? ❜ ❛ it’s like you never even met me . ❜ ❛ remember when you swore to god i was the only person who ever got you ? ❜ ❛ you will never have to hurt the way you know that i do . ❜ ❛ maybe i’m too emotional . ❜ ❛ your apathy’s like a wound in salt . ❜ ❛ maybe you never cared at all . ❜
𝐞𝐧𝐨𝐮𝐠𝐡 𝐟𝐨𝐫 𝐲𝐨𝐮 .
❛ ‘cause i thought you’d like me more . ❜ ❛ tried so hard to be everything that you liked . ❜ ❛ stupid , emotional , obsessive little me . ❜ ❛ i knew from the start this is exactly how you’d leave . ❜ ❛ the nеxt second, you were gone . ❜ ❛ you left me there crying . ❜ ❛ you always say i’m never satisfied . ❜ ❛ but i don’t think that’s true . ❜ ❛ all i ever wanted was to be enough for you . ❜ ❛ maybe i’m just not as interesting . ❜ ❛ you couldn’t have cared less about someone who loved you more . ❜ ❛ i’d say you broke my heart . ❜ ❛ but you broke much more than that . ❜ ❛ now i don’t want your sympathy . ❜ ❛ i just want myself back . ❜ ❛ don’t you think i loved you too much to be used and discarded ? ❜ ❛ don’t you think i loved you too much to think i deserve nothing ? ❜ ❛ don’t tell me you’re sorry . ❜ ❛ feel sorry for yourself . ❜ ❛ someday i’ll be everything to somebody else . ❜ ❛ you’ll be the one who’s crying . ❜ ❛ i don’t think anything could ever be enough for you . ❜
𝐡𝐚𝐩𝐩𝐢𝐞𝐫 .
❛ i thought my heart was detached . ❜ ❛ does she mean you forgot about me ? ❜ ❛ i hope you’re happy but not like how you were with me . ❜ ❛ i’m selfish, i know . ❜ ❛ i hope you’re happy . ❜ ❛ but don’t be happier . ❜ ❛ an eternal love bullshit you know you’ll never mean . ❜ ❛ now i’m pickin’ her apart . ❜ ❛ i wish you all the best , really . ❜ ❛ i hope you’re happy, but don’t be happier . ❜
𝐣𝐞𝐚𝐥𝐨𝐮𝐬𝐲, 𝐣𝐞𝐚𝐥𝐨𝐮𝐬𝐲 .
❛ i kinda wanna throw my phone across the room . ❜ ❛ wish i didn’t care . ❜ ❛ i know their beauty’s not my lack . ❜ ❛ It feels like that weight is on my back . ❜ ❛ i can’t let it go . ❜ ❛ comparison is killing me slowly . ❜ ❛ i think i think too much . ❜ ❛ i’m so sick of myself . ❜ ❛ i’d rather be anyone else . ❜ ❛ my jealousy started following me . ❜ ❛ i see everyone getting all the things i want . ❜ ❛ i’m happy for them, but then again, i’m not . ❜ ❛ i can’t stand it . ❜ ❛ oh god , i sound crazy . ❜ ❛ their win is not my loss . ❜ ❛ i can’t help getting caught up in it all . ❜ ❛ all your friends are so cool . ❜ ❛ yeah, you’re living the life . ❜ ❛ i wanna be you so bad . ❜ ❛ i don’t even know you . ❜ ❛ all i see is what i should be . ❜
𝐟𝐚𝐯𝐨𝐫𝐢𝐭𝐞 𝐜𝐫𝐢𝐦𝐞 .
❛ know that i loved you so bad . ❜ ❛ i let you treat me like that . ❜ ❛ i was your willing accomplice . ❜ ❛ i watched as you fled the scene . ❜ ❛ the things i did just so i could call you mine . ❜ ❛ i hope i was your favorite crime . ❜ ❛ you used me as an alibi . ❜ ❛ i crossed my heart as you crossed the line . ❜ ❛ i defended you to all my friends . ❜ ❛ you know that i’d do it all again . ❜ ❛ it’s bittersweet to think about the damage that we’d do . ❜ ❛ i was doin’ it with you . ❜ ❛ i say that i hate you with a smile on my face . ❜ ❛ look what we became . ❜
𝐡𝐨𝐩𝐞 𝐮𝐫 𝐨𝐤 .
❛ somehow we fell out of touch . ❜ ❛ hope he took his bad deal and made a royal flush . ❜ ❛ don’t know if i’ll see you again someday . ❜ ❛ i hope that you’re okay . ❜ ❛ we don’t talk much . ❜ ❛ i just gotta say i miss you . ❜ ❛ address the letters to the holes in my butterfly wings . ❜ ❛ nothing’s forever . ❜ ❛ nothing’s as good as it seems . ❜ ❛ i hope you know how proud i am you were created . ❜ ❛ i hope that you’re happier today . ❜
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CEDRIC :
the confession that leaves her lips is a sharp blade that cuts deep like a knife against gentle heart. he loathes to hear that she is suffering, but also truly understands. experiencing life without her is like being back on the other side. there is NO LIGHT . being without her for too long, he might even be tempted to allow harlan to take over for good. that’s how deep his devotion ran. it might be the reason why the spirit keeps pushing cedric towards walking away. “ i’m so sorry. i didn’t want to cause you this much pain … to put you in this position. “ even though running away was tempting, it would also be unfair to ask of her. she had so many people that cared about her and he had his sister. they had never been separate and cedric had made a silent promise to his parents that he would look after sonja no matter what. could he go against that vow now? she was still a young vampire. things could go wrong… people hurt… “ i love you too… but you know, maybe i – i spoke too soon… i was just thinking about sonja and … i can’t leave her. if i could convince her to come with us… but i can’t ask you to leave your family. “ harlan creeps closer in the back of his mind, continuing to plant seeds of doubt. false images of sonja surrounded by her victims, accompanied by ones of kai parker striking a final blow. cedric tries to shake them but his ghostly companion is too close to the edge, nearly digging his claws in. “ and your father, wouldn’t he just track us down? it would be stupid of us. “
❝ none of this is your fault, you hear me? i don’t want you to ever apologize to me about it again. ❞ clara’s tone of voice is firm as both hands grab a hold of handsome features. she attempts to gaze into his eyes, but somehow, it feels just as if she’s staring right through him. it always felt so sudden, whenever she lost him. no matter how many times it happened, the young witch would never quite get used to it. and the more he spoke, the more distant cedric seemed. desperate hues trembled and gleamed as she melted against his body. ❝ i don’t care. you are my family. we’re gonna get married someday, remember? and sonja … your sister would follow you wherever! ❞ but one can only ask for the memories of someone who actually lived them. and even though she knew as much about harlan as she did, none of it was sufficient to protect clara’s heart of being hurt by the sharp words of a voice that sounded exactly like her lover’s. ❝ ced, my love … are you still with me? ❞ she inquired in a sweet yet fearful tone of voice. no time in the world would ever be enough for her to spend in cedric’s arms - but there was a thing or two that clara was willing to tell that leech who haunted them. ❝ i don’t know … you’re not sounding like yourself. not entirely … you’d never tell me running away with me is stupid. would you? ❞
ETHAN :
inflection of her tone & words that leave her mouth are something he’s only seen typed out on social media. the feeling of being a FISH OUT OF WATER. [ he truly didn’t think that people talked like that in real life. ] ethan couldn’t help but wonder if the PEPPY, OVERLY FRIENDLY demeanor was a mask for something much deeper.
ETHAN: uh … thanks?
he reaches into his memories & attempts to recall the numerous faces that had approached & introduced themselves to him within the last week. giving an affirmative nod, he shrugs his shoulders.
ETHAN: yeah, i met ‘em. i know josie better than lizzie, not sure what’s so special besides the fact that they’re the HEADMASTER’S DAUGHTERS. guess i should get friendly with them if i want any chance of getting drunk & avoiding expulsion, huh?
❝ yeah, you got it all right. ❞ the blonde nodded in response, a cheerful chuckle escaping through glossy lips. apparently, that boy would be just fine. all he needed was time to adapt himself to the new environment. josie was actually a lot nicer than lizzie in clara’s opinion, so much so she was the cousin clara didn’t actually want to drop dead. ❝ that, and you should probably avoid being seen with me. my cousins hate my guts. they kinda make my life and my boyfriend’s life hell around here but … why go through life unnoticed, right? ❞ a friendly laughter escaped while clara gracefully shrugged. ❝ so, you do like to party? i’ll make sure to include you in my guest list next time i throw a brazilian funk secret event. trust, nothing can be more magical than that sort of music and a couple of caipirinhas. ❞
FELIX :
𝙷𝙾𝚆 𝚃𝚁𝙰𝙶𝙸𝙲 𝙸𝚃 𝙸𝚂; to stumble across another creature kindred in their dismay of what they are. Oh does he know that helpless dread too well; how it feels to crave something so badly it drives all rational thought from one’s head, how it is to fear losing control, losing oneself to DEPRAVITY. A sensible man might run, save his skin - but heart has always been unfaltering in its empathy and is unlikely to change anytime soon. “ You’re not going to hurt me and you’re not beyond help. I believe that. ” Spoken calmly and with certainty, as hands are raised as a PROMISE OF PEACE. He moves no closer, lets her maintain the safety of some space, and merely crouches to speak to ailing girl down on her level. There’s no pretence, no ulterior motive; only sincerity and understanding in the depths of warm brown eyes. If there’s HOPE for him ( and ever faithful familiar always insists it is so ) then there is hope for anyone. “ I know what you are. How long has it been since you turned ? ”
CLARA’S VERY FIRST REACTION WAS A FLINCH. she did not expect the young warlock to insist on helping her. wide, feline eyes gazed into his own with a fearful expression. so he knew what she was? he must be out of his mind. she did not deserve any sort of compassion! dark mascara ran down angelic features as the blond girl sobbed; desperate little wrists rubbing against pale cheeks - a pointless attempt of looking anymore presentable. ❝ about two days ago. ❞ the vampire’s whisper came out with an ounce of defeat. hollow eyes moved to stare at the horizon right above felix’s shoulders for she did not deserve even looking at him. ❝ it was my cousin lizzie’s boyfriend who did this. she asked him to … i wish my dad had killed her when she was in her mother’s womb! like he once intended! ❞ the tears became more abundant once clara thought about her father. she could never see him again, not like this. nor would she ever kiss her mother’s freckled cheeks, or hold her little brother. ❝ i never wanted this. i wanna end me. that’s the only way out. ❞
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@hellempty for cassie rogers ( ♡’d )
THAT GIRL WAS BREATHTAKING, that was for sure. perhaps, in another universe, clara would be able to look at her with the eyes of lust and admiration that she deserved. but in this lifetime and for the all the others to come, the teenage witch knew her heart belonged to her one and only. ❝ wow. look! you’re perfect. probably the prettiest girl i’ve ever seen and i’m not even joking … i don’t know why my friend told you i’m interested, though. i mean! i’d definitely would be, if i didn’t have a boyfriend. we’re not … actually together right now. ❞ that was too much of a complicated story to tell a poor girl who only approached her at a party because a stupid friend of hers was trying to make her get over cedric. ❝ but we still love each other. so, i can’t offer you a drunk make out session once the party is ending but we could be friends … if you want. ❞
@warlcks ( ♡’d )
CLARA WAS STARVING. the sensation of hunger was far more painful than the one of feeling powerless, so many times experienced as a siphoner. she didn’t want to hurt anybody who was innocent. her targets were always men who clara knew had hurt women before. that was the reason why avoiding him was so crucial at the moment. ❝ please, leave. don’t come near me. don’t try to help me. ❞ she muttered, fragile appearance of weakness disguised how much of a death sentence being near that blond girl could be. ❝ i’m beyond helpless. just go away, please. ❞
