I want to Inspire U. I AM a Priestess of healing.

Healing is alot like life, it has a cyclical nature, form and function. At times we embark on journey's that seem to bring us right back to the place we started giving us the illusion that we aren't making any progress. The truth is we (you) are. Sometimes we need to revisit lessons, knowledge, pain, happiness, even desire until our consciousness is ready to receive the message. There is no judgment in that process, in your process.

Love is the answer, I know that seems cliche but it's the truth. I'm not talking about loving others here, I'm talking about finding the hiding place of your soul child, gently approaching and building a trusting, loving, nurturing relationship. This leads to the path of healing, empowerment and authentic living. It is here we find our sweet spot. To have the courage to develop a relationship with your soul child enables you to find your truth and to dismiss anything and anyone that is not your or for your highest good.

At times this relationship building will feel uncomfortable, be mentally exhausting, and even hurt but it is in these moments where we develop and mature our spiritual warrior. The warrior that has protected you through every soul chattering moment, undetected and unseen. She/he has always been with you wanting you to reconnect with your soul child.

This is my story as a medicine woman, as a reflection of the sacred feminine, as mother. Nurture your inner child, make peace, recognize her/his tantrums and soothe the parts of you that has been wounded.

If you sense you need guidance seek professional help, and spiritual assistance. Ask for friends and family that you trust for support. You deserve to be your authentic self, shining bright, emanating God's light and love!

See ya in the maze to redemption.

Sequoia

Dog has had surgery is barking to be let out to go to the bathroom. For about 13 minutes. I am not able to take him out, neither is my daughter we are both down with the stomach flu. BPD mother and grandmother knows this.

Me: (I call BPD's cell) "Mom? Can you let Zeus out he has to go to the bathroom. "

BPD mom: " I can't right now, I'm in the middle of my game (ya know that online game that she obsesses over like it's her life now, that costs $100+ to keep it engaged. She's spent $300 or more at a time) he'll have to wait! "

Me: "Wha?! He has to go that is why he's barking, you know this."

BPD: hangs up on me.

10 minutes later she walks on my side of the house and snatches open the door, yells at him to hurry up- she's busy.😕 she let's him out and he takes off running and doesn't listen for 6 minutes whileshe screams at 9pm at night, he handles his business in his own time. I love my dog! Lol.

This is the mind of an individual who has narcissistic tendencies, they will abuse you, themselves and animal's.

This is abuse-BPD if not treated is devastating on so many levels.

Don't drown, learn how to swim!

BPD never see things as they actually ARE, only as it looks to them. Some might say this is called perception, it is and it is skewed. Here perceiving is NOT believing. You are NOT crazy, neither are they, they just don't see the world through our eyes which makes those with BPD and narcissism ( a component of BPD) impossible to deal with, that is for those who aren't seeking treatment. I have to be fair, I've spoken with some very strong BPD persons and they should be commended for their bravery to look within and seek HELP! My situation-mother will not. Therefore, my experiences with her are living nightmares on a continuous loop!