Esconder

Ang kanta.

The sad part about moving on is that the two have different paces. Deny it? fine. But the thing that's true is that, there's always someone who's left behind. I don't wanna be that person. Gotta catch up. 

Well I guess i'd better use this totally unknown account to just let it rip. I'm back. sigh*

It really feels so hard to have crushes, cause always have crushes that are in twos :'( like this girl is best friends with this girl, or this girl has a sister HAHAHAHAHAHAAAAAY :'( 

*her= wife, no certain person :P

The world can bring you down, can leave you crippled and mute, blind and senseless. But I pray God as we go on today I pray you would UNSEAL OUR LIPS!!! Bring glory to Your name :)

Sometimes thoughts that are completely bogus comes to my mind, one in particular is quite disturbing. "The thought of being alone." That thought first came to me when I was pondering on things like, "Why do the ones I like always don't like me back?" or "Will I have a wife?" But all those thoughts were turned to rubbish when I knew how Jesus loved and died for me, even if we didn't deserve it. So now I know. I Would Never be alone :)

People search for Freedom!!!!! (and peace) but always they always look in the wrong places.... There's only one true source of peace and that is Jesus Christ our Lord and Savior.  It's the peace that removes all guilt, all "ka-badtripan," and iniquities. It's the true peace that guides our hearts. He is the help in times of trouble. He is our sweetest lover. :)

Having so many female friends in high school, I can't help but carry my personality towards girls with me here in Baguio. But I forgot that not all girls are alike- sadly. So I came to the point where I was about to have a fight with my friend "Future Mr. Artist", but God rebuked me by saying: The reason why I'm "bitter" and depressed is that I don't find time for God anymore. I don't pray to Him fervently anymore so He can't work in my life- because God is a gentleman, He won't work if we don't permit Him to. So now I'm very thankful that God reached me first, cause I won't be able to recover from this by myself. And I'm thankful that He gave me the peace I've been wanting since the start of class cause honestly, I could be so depressed that I could be a "MORE PAIN IN THE BUTT" than I ever were.. God loves us so much that even though we really,really don't deserve this kind of love, He really makes it a point to show it to us :)

And tell people " I LOVE YOU!!"

Boy(angrily): I ONLY DO THESE THINGS BECAUSE YOU LIGHT UP MY WORLD LIKE NOBODY ELSE!!!!!!! YOU ARE BEAUTIFUL!!!! 

As much as we ignore it, things change... And there will come a time where children will be laughing at the "dougie" like we are laughing at the macarena and the chicken walk.. "Think"

Oh God!!! Help!!! not me, (well maybe a little) but her!! she needs You God!! She needs to know she's important and she's loved and even though she might think that all that she does is an "Epic Fail." I want her to know that she's cute when she smiles, that she's fun to talk to, that her laugh is addictive and I'll wait for her if she's the one You gave to me.... And lastly, I really wanted to tell her that she doesn't need to worry, for You love her !

I have yet to master the art of enduring silence... Not from me, but from you... Being alone is sad, but I still can't make myself as the most entertaining person ever. I try as hard as I could, to the extent that people find me annoying, and noisy- which I really am not. I am not... I am not.... To humiliate myself so that I can bring your spirits back up, to accept the criticisms and the rejection of the world to put a smile on a face which clearly doesn't see the true me.... I have failed, and thought of giving up.... To be swallowed in shadows of your own self... To embrace.........................................................................SILENCE

But I search to be one, I brace to protect, and I leave with you :D Wherever you go.

The Most Difficult thing to fill.... but what's more difficult is finding what to fill it... But what's even worse is finding a way to fill it..... But really the worst is taking care of the one your filling it for... Dilemmas of a guy: Ugh,.....