old white woman coworker pulling me aside to show me an ai dog video

i got a spliff personality

every time im almost convinced that my feeling cursed by life could be a delusion i am proven wrong without fail its a jokeeeee let me just come to terms with it and blow my brains out please SOON

🐒 i think this is so cute

im gonna have to shave my legs eventually

i dont know what kind of autism this is but ever since i was a LITTLE kid like 9 years old onwards i was always so insanely combative and argumentative towards adults and i had an unnaturally large vocabulary and i was quick on my feet like just a stupid witty ass kid and i would get random people so fucking heated that they would start acting like they were gonna start beating on me and I would ALWAYS just be like Yeah do it you can do that but im gonna fight back and im not gonna fight like a little kid im going to shove my fingers in your eyes and bite you and bash your throat even if you win im going to fuck you up so bad im not scared of you . Genuinely can someone explain this behavior