live.

What sucks is waking up one day and knowing you’ll never get to speak again with the person who used to be your best friend. I used to look forward to hearing what the best part about their day was and now they’re just gone.

Life lately has been an absolute enigma. Some days are beyond wonderful. When I can see the innate beauty that lies dormant within people, the potential for an overwhelming oneness that exists, it brings me hope. But it is hard to rest until that potential becomes reality. My love for people conquers all. I push through and teach others the same. Some days that feels impossible; I’m here saying it’s okay to ask for help. I’m finally being able to follow that guidance myself. Take care of you, do what makes you happy. Preach love, not hate. Actually listen to people, be receptive to things which may make you uncomfortable. There are people I’ve met through this website who have ended up being some of my closest friends. Reina and Meg, you are two of them. I’ve met you both in person and love you to the ends of the universe and back infinitely. There are others on this website I’ve never met, such as Anja, who have blessed me with their time and wisdom and made me a better person through and through. To all of you, I genuinely think of you every single day, wishing nothing but happiness, nothing but an acceptance of one’s self, nothing short of a sense of calmness within one’s spirit. I love you all and will continue doing whatever I can to give back what you all have given to me.