I apologized for hurting you so much and you know that I am deeply sorry and now I would like to take this time to express my gratitude. Even though we are no longer together, I want to say thank you. Through those precious moments, magical times, and meaningful words... Thank you. It's amazing to see what can happen in a year. A couple weeks from now. Last month, you walked straight into my life and you touched my heart, you touched my soul, you touched my life. You made me the most unbelievably happiest person that I have ever been, and most likely ever will be. There are very few things I regret in my life. One thing I do not regret is my time with you. Even though our relationship could be compared to a reality show or a fairy tale, I haven't once ever wished it never happened. I never thought this would be a day na bibitawan mo ko. I definitely regret all the negative shit I have ever done. Definitely now more than ever. My imagination kills me, when I close my eyes all I ever seem to think about are the memories. I miss your voice, and staying up late just to talk about the most randomest shit ever. You were the one I told secrets to. The one who taught me new things. The one who laughed at my jokes. The one who did things just for me. There are moments in life that I will always remember, not because they were important but because you were there. Life is to short to fight with someone or be mad. You can never understand someone's pain, until you're the one who feels it. And now after going through this, I don't want me or anyone else to feel this pain ever again. Di tayo ganun nagkausap kanina and I'm trying to be okay with that. You know what?One of the most devastating things in life is when someone gives up on you. I can never hate you though. Not even after all the arguments we had. The pointless fights. The misunderstandings. The broken promises. The accusing of each other. The sleepless nights. The tears. None of that will ever make me hate you. I know that those were all my fault. I never thought for a minute, if you showed me a picture of my life now, that you wouldn't be in it. But, now that I look back I don't blame you one bit sa desisyon mo ngayon. I got to a point where I was a complete and utter fool and idiot, I self destroyed what we have and I now have to live with that regret every day. 7 months that I was privileged enough to get to know you, become close to you, and fall in love with you. I will never forget for the rest of my lifetime. You were the first girl I ever considered spending the rest of my life with. You were the first girl I ever genuinely loved. Filling that role, you were such an influential figure in my life. You gave me something that I have never had before. I couldn't thank you enough for that. I had an absolute blast spending that time with you, and sharing that opportunity with you. I could not be more proud of you. You were my accomplice. My co-conspirator. We were inseperable. I thought I found my counterpart. I felt like my life has purpose, and I had an ultimate goal to look foward to. And now because of you, I have a future, I have direction, I am going somewhere and I can only thank you. Now that my mind has become somewhat clearer, and I've had time to reflect on what's happened, I can see what an asshole I was. When I found you, I found my dream girl, you were everything I have never looked for in someone, and I have no idea if I will be able to as they say, strike lightening twice. You're beautiful inside and out. You are the most amazing, down to earth, loving, passionate, sweetest, caring, incredible, unique, wonderful, and most special person I have never met. Please know that I am forever changed because of who you are and what you have meant to me. I could never repay you for anything that you have ever done for me. I guess what they say is true, treat your girl right, or there will be someone there waiting to treat her better. I lost my way, and I'm sorry. I couldn't be more disappointment in myself because you really did and still do mean a lot to me. I really do hope that we can still be friends though, but if not I understand. But, from the bottom of my heart, please be safe in whatever you do, I still care about you even if we are no longer together, and I would be totally devastated if something ever happened to you. You have your whole life in front of you and you're going to on to great and wonderful things. I will never forget the times me and you shared together, they were honestly the best times of my life. So, thank you... thank you for everything you ever gave me. I know you probably want nothing to do with me, but please at the end of the day if you ever need anything. I will forever always be here for you no matter what the circumstances are.
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