Maui

i cant see whats around me. but i know exactly where i am. deeper than it sounds its just that i cant see. pitch black in my bedroom i am at peace. pitch black in my mind i am at ease. unable to judge myself from my flaws that runs through my mind, inner flaws that i thought i have left behind. though i guess not entirely, but thats what i get for rushing myself to "grow" so blindly. i crave change in my thoughts, nothing too serious but its the type of shit that makes my brain rot. I only try to see the best in people, so when they let me down I get upset, thats why sometimes i hate people, i'd give up on em but maybe not yet. I fall so easy, i should distance myself from society. But what good will that do me. I'll fall for the next girl and want her to fuck me. Just ask her to fuck me so I'd see nothing more than a fuck buddy. Cause if i get to know her and love her personality. I'd fall for her all over and from there its a tragedy. I tragedy because i'd overthink, the monsters that lie within they move quick. Especially the scariest one named "overthink". He's the worst of em all, he'll hide in the beginning, to let me catch em feelings, and come out to make it all fall.

With you i want to flow. However long we may last, side by side i just want you to know. The current is too strong,there is no rope to throw. I beg to swim faster, you decide to go slow. We have drifted apart. People come and go.

nothing harsh

This was made to give some confidence to all of you that might be experiencing some of the harsh things represented in '13 Reasons Why': Hope you take something out of this!