I DONT KNOW IF THIS IS OK

perhaps if you knew me in person this account might come as a bit of a shock to you ... and to anyone who may, lets just say i have far too much free time .. okay so this is the truth then . a wall of my thoughts. i cant lie i struggle with addiction... painkillers or any pharmaceutical have been a weakness to me from a young age and to be honest they take the edge off/// id do anything for an extra buzz so i find myself smoking weed , doing coke , ket , vals anything i can get my hands on anything to take my mind to a different place ... i dont know if anyone reading this could relate but it hits hard you know .. not being able to sit still in your own skin

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ONE DAY

I DONT KNOW WHO I AM AT NIGHTT !!!!

SO … THE TRUTH IS I DON’T KNOW WHERE IM AT IN MY HEAD 80%  OF THE TIME SO I DON’T KNOW THE EXTENT OF THE RAMBLES OR RANDOM SHIT THAT MAY GET REPOSTED OR MENTIONED  … I MAY MAKE POSTS THAT HIGHLIGHT THE EXTENT OF MY INTRUSIVE THOUGHTS OR STRANGE TANGENTS THAT MAY NOT MAKE SENSE TO SOME . WELCOME HAHAAHIAHAHAHA