Ā Well, she had been expecting a reaction, but not as forceful as the one she received. Flinching a bit when he stood, her eyes stayed on him as he went on, tone angry, digesting everything he said. It took effort on her end to not cringe when he mentioned their once-future - oh, she knew, she knew all too well what they would have been, and sometimes, she still found herself mourning for it. The picture perfect, white picket fence life, with little mini quarterbacks and cheerleaders playing in the yard, just as the two of them had⦠it was a life sheād accepted, and then lost, and now couldnāt even imagine for herself. This wasnāt how she imagined finally seeing Bash again, and guilt crept over her features as she registered how truly hurtĀ he was by his parents.Ā
Ā It didnāt mean that he should still ignore his sick fatherās possibly dying wish, though. Angelica had alwaysĀ believed in grace and forgiveness, and being the better person.Ā āI know,ā She finally said quietly when his rant had stopped, nodding to show she really did understand. It had taken monthsĀ to pry a version of the story from Mr. Taitt about why his children had left, and then years more to get the realĀ story. Hearing it from Sebastianās side, well⦠it really cleared things up for her, but sheād come to Wilmington for a purpose, and Angel wasnāt ready to let that go.Ā āHe was wrong, reallyĀ wrong, honey - I know, but- Bash, heās your pa. You donāt haveĀ āta forget, just forgive, or you- maybe heās changed, youād never know if you donāt just go to him. Please, I came all this way, ān I canāt⦠I canāt go back ān tell him, itāll break his little heart.āĀ
Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Sebastianās cerulean hues settled somberly upon her features, meeting Angelās gaze quietly for an elongated moment. Reflexively, Sebastian half-flinched at the way sheād called him honey. Partly of the mind to reprimand her, the way people there in Wilmington tend to when he called them maāam. Instead heād let it slide, sighing as the young man shook his head.Ā āI donāt have taā forgive neither. Hell, it aināt even me whose forgiveness he really needs-- anā did he ask for her?ā His tone was still sharp, but dulling some. Losing the steam that had originally rocketed him up from the table.Ā
As he paced around the restaurant, his large hands were tucked awkwardly into his front pockets.Ā āDoesnāt much seem like it,ā Bash huffed, but still Angelica did have a point. He would never know if he didnāt go and see him.Ā ā-- Good, break his heart. If us leavinā, if when he finally realized we werenāt jusā going taā come walkinā back in the door, wasnāt enough taā do it-- maybe this will.ā A bitter shrug decorated his shoulders, but his tone betrayed that perhaps he did not mean his own words as fully as he would like to.Ā āMy only regret is you wastinā your time on me,ā again.Ā