What?

“Who is there” He demands as he enters . Seeing a tired Sebastian he just stares at the male not sure to return to  being Danny or to keep his gaurd to protect the family The solider did not understand the situation

Steve is puzzled about the message. So he calles Seb back immediately

“Hey, Sebastian it’s Steve. What’s up? Is Em ok?”

Steve is puzzled about the message. So he calles Seb back immediately

“Hey, Sebastian it’s Steve. What’s up? Is Em ok?”

Sebastian sighs, he pulls back the covers and holds his arms out to Dan.

“Come here bub.” When the large wolf cuddles beside him Sebastian pets him.

“You know she cares about you, and now that I think of it, she is worried. You can hardly control your shifting, now where ever she went she obviously thought this wouldn’t be good for you or her. She’ll come back, and she’ll come back safe. You have to trust her Dan.”

He howled again, a puppy howl that brought  Sam running to look what was going on 

“I can’t let you go after her, not when it’s so easy for your emotions to control your shift.”

~Cant approach her Watch only  Watch ~ He was stressing so much  he couldn’t think the words ~ She will be there,, in the bad place ~ Dan started to cry again . He didn’t like thinking of  the bad place. It was his birth and his hell . He curled up tight  not wanting to think of the bad place, the hydra base he was created in 

Sebastian scrolls for Steve’s number from the few times they’ve texted each other.

Sebastian sighs, he pulls back the covers and holds his arms out to Dan.

“Come here bub.” When the large wolf cuddles beside him Sebastian pets him.

“You know she cares about you, and now that I think of it, she is worried. You can hardly control your shifting, now where ever she went she obviously thought this wouldn’t be good for you or her. She’ll come back, and she’ll come back safe. You have to trust her Dan.”

He howled again, a puppy howl that brought  Sam running to look what was going on 

“I can’t let you go after her, not when it’s so easy for your emotions to control your shift.”

~Cant approach her Watch only  Watch ~ He was stressing so much  he couldn’t think the words ~ She will be there,, in the bad place ~ Dan started to cry again . He didn’t like thinking of  the bad place. It was his birth and his hell . He curled up tight  not wanting to think of the bad place, the hydra base he was created in 

Sebastian sighs, he pulls back the covers and holds his arms out to Dan.

“Come here bub.” When the large wolf cuddles beside him Sebastian pets him.

“You know she cares about you, and now that I think of it, she is worried. You can hardly control your shifting, now where ever she went she obviously thought this wouldn’t be good for you or her. She’ll come back, and she’ll come back safe. You have to trust her Dan.”

He howled again, a puppy howl that brought  Sam running to look what was going on 

“I can’t let you go after her, not when it’s so easy for your emotions to control your shift.”

“Fuck” Sebastian says, “the sneaking up thing, not cool shade. It’s like you make no sound.” Sebastian grumbles.

“And no I’m not gonna tell them, but I do expect Dan to let them know as soon as possible. They’re his parents too, they need to know.”

Dan was up early, he was trying to not sleep, the nightmare was hiding from. He didn’t want Shade to be frightened of it. So he had been for a run , grabbed a protein shake and sat out in the sun to think 

He had enjoyed the trip and was glad Pa and Mom seemed better. He wasn’t happy that it was only him and Pa going home , that Pops  and Mom  were staying  but he wasn’t freaking out. Yet

He needed to make friends with the wolf, it wasn’t freaking out yet about the changes . He hadn’t had a non painful change yet and returning to  his normal form was difficult

Things with Mj was not great either . Maybe his Papa could help him understand that last phone call. He was about to think about finding Pa when the door to the condo opened and out came Seb

“Morning Papa your up early” He smiles at his father “Going to miss the Beach when we go home” He waits to ask his questions  wanting to see how his father was first.His father wasn’t usually a morning person 

Sebastian sets his mug of coffee that he carried out down on a table and stretches.

“I think the sun always makes people happier too, I don’t know why.. but it does.”

“I mean I enjoy kisses and being in her company, I like hearing her voice and being close to her. Is that love?”

“Also can I ask a favour? She doesn’t want me to do it and I know you don’t like fame and fans and stuff but….. “ He took a breath and some of his milkshake “ can we pick her up one day from her school. Then her stupid friend can see I do exist “ It was something playing on his mind  ever since MJ had told him  that she had been upset by the people at school

“Girls can worry and be insecure sometimes, maybe it had something to do with whatever her friend told her. But if you feel in your heart that what you feel for her is love, then that’s all that matters.” Sebastian laughs a little.

“How about we get you your license and your bike back? Then you can pick her up as her cool badass boyfriend.” Sebastian playfully elbows Dan’s side then throws his arm over his shoulder and hugs him close.

“I’m glad you’re comfortable enough with me to tell me these things and ask me questions. That’s all I want.”

“She told me I didn’t mean it when I said I love you back, that I didn’t understand it . As for my license Ive been studying the test the police man wanted me to take . Its going to be easy . Could I do it now when we get back , or do I have to wait a month until I’m 16? I cant be the badass boyfriend if I have to wait a month Instead Id have to be the boyfriend with the famous Dad”

“I’m sorry it took me some time to come to you for help and things Everything was very new and looking like the Winter Solider , I was taught to be brave and he was a standard I had to beat when I was younger . It took time to separate the two in my head … “ He admits as he hugs his Pa “ I’m glad you are my Papa and you don’t care I’m broken and weird”

“We’ll see about the license thing, don’t worry. And you don’t have to be sorry, you were nervous.. I’m just glad we’re close now. I’m glad you’re my son.”

The wolf whines under his skin but hes not letting it out . It seems to pull on the negative emotion more than the positive ones

“ My bike was busted anyway even without the license . It needed new tyres and the side needed repair I think I know it’s going to need a new paint job . I like the bike I feel free on it. Not contained like in a car or the plane ….”

He knew he was rambling a bit but he was concentrating on closing down the wolf and as always Sebastian scent was relaxing and comforting

“ I’m sorry too for what happened on the set. My memories off Hydra are sparse. They liked to make me forget things like they did to Bucky … I guess it made me remember that one ” It was probably as close as he was going to get on telling his pa that he was still seeing that memory, that it was haunting him still.

“Dan you don’t have to be sorry for your trauma, there’s nothing you can do about it. Sure you can go to therapy but that can only help so much, but let’s try to stay away from things that can cause loud noises… just so you don’t have another panic attack.”

Dan grins as he hears about the bike .“I cant wait to get my bike back and paint it I promise to take care of it this time ”

His inner puppy was all excited to and was pushing for a change Dan just wasnt sure he should show Seb his newest skill

“ It wasnt the noise it was the fire” Dan tried to explain and hoped the small whimper he made was just in his head “ Probably means it going to be a little harder to be a stuntman and I had to apologise cause Hydra dont do fail and I need to teach myself that I can move past the moments when I dont get it right” He cuddled Seb a little tighter hoping it would push the bad memory away

“As a stuntman you can say no to things, you’re meant to be a professional about doing things other people can’t, but if you don’t like the fire, if it scares you. You can say no. Maybe you could be my stunt man, I don’t really like when they put me up in those wires.” Sebastian playfully ruffles Dan’s hair.

“I could be yours really Papa?” Dan asked his voice a little high as the whine of the puppy was coming out , some of his features were changing slightly “Papa there is something I think I need to  tell you , something Hydra did “ He was feeling a little scared now and he could feel his ears were changing “Actually show might be better “ He whispered  taking a step back towards the house  “Can you wait here  just a moment “ 

~Еще не скоро~ He whispered to his puppy  

“Dan you know you can tell me anything, is everything okay?”

Dan nodded and took a moment to disappear into the kitchen. He swallowed down the pain. He expect pain and because he wasnt fighting it it wasnt as bad as before

Standing on unsteady paws he walked outside . The. Walking thing was still quite new and he was unsteady

Making it to Sebastian he sits and looks up hopefully Seb would realise this was him. As he wasnt sure the telepathic thing would work on him

~ Papa this is me ~ He tried anyway and waited to see how it would work

“Oh my god.” Sebastian grabs the wolves face and holds it gently.

“Dan… are.. are you okay?” He recognizes the eyes, the same striking blue of his sons but wolf like. Sebastian’s hands shake as he pets the soft fur of wolf-Dan.

~ You heard me ~ He grins and yaps happily  at Seb as  Seb examined  him 

~ Its New Guess I triggered something when Pops went away~ He grins as he enjoys the pats from his father Hes rather excited that Seb is ok with his wolf-son

“Is this why sam likes you so much?”

~ Maybe He follows me a lot ~ He isn’t sure why Sam does like him ~I think he knew before me ~

“Well… you can stay like this for as long as you want, but you have to turn back into human Dan before we go home.”

~It takes time for the wolf to give me back my skin~ He whines softly ~ I have to  demand it in Russian ~

~No one knows yet Well Shade does and Mj Kind off ~ He adds  thinking on the earlier question

“I’ll always be here for you.”

Dan was up early, he was trying to not sleep, the nightmare was hiding from. He didn’t want Shade to be frightened of it. So he had been for a run , grabbed a protein shake and sat out in the sun to think 

He had enjoyed the trip and was glad Pa and Mom seemed better. He wasn’t happy that it was only him and Pa going home , that Pops  and Mom  were staying  but he wasn’t freaking out. Yet

He needed to make friends with the wolf, it wasn’t freaking out yet about the changes . He hadn’t had a non painful change yet and returning to  his normal form was difficult

Things with Mj was not great either . Maybe his Papa could help him understand that last phone call. He was about to think about finding Pa when the door to the condo opened and out came Seb

“Morning Papa your up early” He smiles at his father “Going to miss the Beach when we go home” He waits to ask his questions  wanting to see how his father was first.His father wasn’t usually a morning person 

Sebastian sets his mug of coffee that he carried out down on a table and stretches.

“I think the sun always makes people happier too, I don’t know why.. but it does.”

“I mean I enjoy kisses and being in her company, I like hearing her voice and being close to her. Is that love?”

“Also can I ask a favour? She doesn’t want me to do it and I know you don’t like fame and fans and stuff but….. “ He took a breath and some of his milkshake “ can we pick her up one day from her school. Then her stupid friend can see I do exist “ It was something playing on his mind  ever since MJ had told him  that she had been upset by the people at school

“Girls can worry and be insecure sometimes, maybe it had something to do with whatever her friend told her. But if you feel in your heart that what you feel for her is love, then that’s all that matters.” Sebastian laughs a little.

“How about we get you your license and your bike back? Then you can pick her up as her cool badass boyfriend.” Sebastian playfully elbows Dan’s side then throws his arm over his shoulder and hugs him close.

“I’m glad you’re comfortable enough with me to tell me these things and ask me questions. That’s all I want.”

“She told me I didn’t mean it when I said I love you back, that I didn’t understand it . As for my license Ive been studying the test the police man wanted me to take . Its going to be easy . Could I do it now when we get back , or do I have to wait a month until I’m 16? I cant be the badass boyfriend if I have to wait a month Instead Id have to be the boyfriend with the famous Dad”

“I’m sorry it took me some time to come to you for help and things Everything was very new and looking like the Winter Solider , I was taught to be brave and he was a standard I had to beat when I was younger . It took time to separate the two in my head … “ He admits as he hugs his Pa “ I’m glad you are my Papa and you don’t care I’m broken and weird”

“We’ll see about the license thing, don’t worry. And you don’t have to be sorry, you were nervous.. I’m just glad we’re close now. I’m glad you’re my son.”

The wolf whines under his skin but hes not letting it out . It seems to pull on the negative emotion more than the positive ones

“ My bike was busted anyway even without the license . It needed new tyres and the side needed repair I think I know it’s going to need a new paint job . I like the bike I feel free on it. Not contained like in a car or the plane ….”

He knew he was rambling a bit but he was concentrating on closing down the wolf and as always Sebastian scent was relaxing and comforting

“ I’m sorry too for what happened on the set. My memories off Hydra are sparse. They liked to make me forget things like they did to Bucky … I guess it made me remember that one ” It was probably as close as he was going to get on telling his pa that he was still seeing that memory, that it was haunting him still.

“Dan you don’t have to be sorry for your trauma, there’s nothing you can do about it. Sure you can go to therapy but that can only help so much, but let’s try to stay away from things that can cause loud noises… just so you don’t have another panic attack.”

Dan grins as he hears about the bike .“I cant wait to get my bike back and paint it I promise to take care of it this time ”

His inner puppy was all excited to and was pushing for a change Dan just wasnt sure he should show Seb his newest skill

“ It wasnt the noise it was the fire” Dan tried to explain and hoped the small whimper he made was just in his head “ Probably means it going to be a little harder to be a stuntman and I had to apologise cause Hydra dont do fail and I need to teach myself that I can move past the moments when I dont get it right” He cuddled Seb a little tighter hoping it would push the bad memory away

“As a stuntman you can say no to things, you’re meant to be a professional about doing things other people can’t, but if you don’t like the fire, if it scares you. You can say no. Maybe you could be my stunt man, I don’t really like when they put me up in those wires.” Sebastian playfully ruffles Dan’s hair.

“I could be yours really Papa?” Dan asked his voice a little high as the whine of the puppy was coming out , some of his features were changing slightly “Papa there is something I think I need to  tell you , something Hydra did “ He was feeling a little scared now and he could feel his ears were changing “Actually show might be better “ He whispered  taking a step back towards the house  “Can you wait here  just a moment “ 

~Еще не скоро~ He whispered to his puppy  

“Dan you know you can tell me anything, is everything okay?”

Dan nodded and took a moment to disappear into the kitchen. He swallowed down the pain. He expect pain and because he wasnt fighting it it wasnt as bad as before

Standing on unsteady paws he walked outside . The. Walking thing was still quite new and he was unsteady

Making it to Sebastian he sits and looks up hopefully Seb would realise this was him. As he wasnt sure the telepathic thing would work on him

~ Papa this is me ~ He tried anyway and waited to see how it would work

“Oh my god.” Sebastian grabs the wolves face and holds it gently.

“Dan… are.. are you okay?” He recognizes the eyes, the same striking blue of his sons but wolf like. Sebastian’s hands shake as he pets the soft fur of wolf-Dan.

~ You heard me ~ He grins and yaps happily  at Seb as  Seb examined  him 

~ Its New Guess I triggered something when Pops went away~ He grins as he enjoys the pats from his father Hes rather excited that Seb is ok with his wolf-son

“Is this why sam likes you so much?”

~ Maybe He follows me a lot ~ He isn’t sure why Sam does like him ~I think he knew before me ~

“Well... you can stay like this for as long as you want, but you have to turn back into human Dan before we go home.”

Dan was up early, he was trying to not sleep, the nightmare was hiding from. He didn’t want Shade to be frightened of it. So he had been for a run , grabbed a protein shake and sat out in the sun to think 

He had enjoyed the trip and was glad Pa and Mom seemed better. He wasn’t happy that it was only him and Pa going home , that Pops  and Mom  were staying  but he wasn’t freaking out. Yet

He needed to make friends with the wolf, it wasn’t freaking out yet about the changes . He hadn’t had a non painful change yet and returning to  his normal form was difficult

Things with Mj was not great either . Maybe his Papa could help him understand that last phone call. He was about to think about finding Pa when the door to the condo opened and out came Seb

“Morning Papa your up early” He smiles at his father “Going to miss the Beach when we go home” He waits to ask his questions  wanting to see how his father was first.His father wasn’t usually a morning person 

Sebastian sets his mug of coffee that he carried out down on a table and stretches.

“I think the sun always makes people happier too, I don’t know why.. but it does.”

“I mean I enjoy kisses and being in her company, I like hearing her voice and being close to her. Is that love?”

“Also can I ask a favour? She doesn’t want me to do it and I know you don’t like fame and fans and stuff but….. “ He took a breath and some of his milkshake “ can we pick her up one day from her school. Then her stupid friend can see I do exist “ It was something playing on his mind  ever since MJ had told him  that she had been upset by the people at school

“Girls can worry and be insecure sometimes, maybe it had something to do with whatever her friend told her. But if you feel in your heart that what you feel for her is love, then that’s all that matters.” Sebastian laughs a little.

“How about we get you your license and your bike back? Then you can pick her up as her cool badass boyfriend.” Sebastian playfully elbows Dan’s side then throws his arm over his shoulder and hugs him close.

“I’m glad you’re comfortable enough with me to tell me these things and ask me questions. That’s all I want.”

“She told me I didn’t mean it when I said I love you back, that I didn’t understand it . As for my license Ive been studying the test the police man wanted me to take . Its going to be easy . Could I do it now when we get back , or do I have to wait a month until I’m 16? I cant be the badass boyfriend if I have to wait a month Instead Id have to be the boyfriend with the famous Dad”

“I’m sorry it took me some time to come to you for help and things Everything was very new and looking like the Winter Solider , I was taught to be brave and he was a standard I had to beat when I was younger . It took time to separate the two in my head … “ He admits as he hugs his Pa “ I’m glad you are my Papa and you don’t care I’m broken and weird”

“We’ll see about the license thing, don’t worry. And you don’t have to be sorry, you were nervous.. I’m just glad we’re close now. I’m glad you’re my son.”

The wolf whines under his skin but hes not letting it out . It seems to pull on the negative emotion more than the positive ones

“ My bike was busted anyway even without the license . It needed new tyres and the side needed repair I think I know it’s going to need a new paint job . I like the bike I feel free on it. Not contained like in a car or the plane ….”

He knew he was rambling a bit but he was concentrating on closing down the wolf and as always Sebastian scent was relaxing and comforting

“ I’m sorry too for what happened on the set. My memories off Hydra are sparse. They liked to make me forget things like they did to Bucky … I guess it made me remember that one ” It was probably as close as he was going to get on telling his pa that he was still seeing that memory, that it was haunting him still.

“Dan you don’t have to be sorry for your trauma, there’s nothing you can do about it. Sure you can go to therapy but that can only help so much, but let’s try to stay away from things that can cause loud noises… just so you don’t have another panic attack.”

Dan grins as he hears about the bike .“I cant wait to get my bike back and paint it I promise to take care of it this time ”

His inner puppy was all excited to and was pushing for a change Dan just wasnt sure he should show Seb his newest skill

“ It wasnt the noise it was the fire” Dan tried to explain and hoped the small whimper he made was just in his head “ Probably means it going to be a little harder to be a stuntman and I had to apologise cause Hydra dont do fail and I need to teach myself that I can move past the moments when I dont get it right” He cuddled Seb a little tighter hoping it would push the bad memory away

“As a stuntman you can say no to things, you’re meant to be a professional about doing things other people can’t, but if you don’t like the fire, if it scares you. You can say no. Maybe you could be my stunt man, I don’t really like when they put me up in those wires.” Sebastian playfully ruffles Dan’s hair.

“I could be yours really Papa?” Dan asked his voice a little high as the whine of the puppy was coming out , some of his features were changing slightly “Papa there is something I think I need to  tell you , something Hydra did “ He was feeling a little scared now and he could feel his ears were changing “Actually show might be better “ He whispered  taking a step back towards the house  “Can you wait here  just a moment “ 

~Еще не скоро~ He whispered to his puppy  

“Dan you know you can tell me anything, is everything okay?”

Dan nodded and took a moment to disappear into the kitchen. He swallowed down the pain. He expect pain and because he wasnt fighting it it wasnt as bad as before

Standing on unsteady paws he walked outside . The. Walking thing was still quite new and he was unsteady

Making it to Sebastian he sits and looks up hopefully Seb would realise this was him. As he wasnt sure the telepathic thing would work on him

~ Papa this is me ~ He tried anyway and waited to see how it would work

“Oh my god.” Sebastian grabs the wolves face and holds it gently.

“Dan… are.. are you okay?” He recognizes the eyes, the same striking blue of his sons but wolf like. Sebastian’s hands shake as he pets the soft fur of wolf-Dan.

~ You heard me ~ He grins and yaps happily  at Seb as  Seb examined  him 

~ Its New Guess I triggered something when Pops went away~ He grins as he enjoys the pats from his father Hes rather excited that Seb is ok with his wolf-son

“Is this why sam likes you so much?”

Dan was up early, he was trying to not sleep, the nightmare was hiding from. He didn’t want Shade to be frightened of it. So he had been for a run , grabbed a protein shake and sat out in the sun to think 

He had enjoyed the trip and was glad Pa and Mom seemed better. He wasn’t happy that it was only him and Pa going home , that Pops  and Mom  were staying  but he wasn’t freaking out. Yet

He needed to make friends with the wolf, it wasn’t freaking out yet about the changes . He hadn’t had a non painful change yet and returning to  his normal form was difficult

Things with Mj was not great either . Maybe his Papa could help him understand that last phone call. He was about to think about finding Pa when the door to the condo opened and out came Seb

“Morning Papa your up early” He smiles at his father “Going to miss the Beach when we go home” He waits to ask his questions  wanting to see how his father was first.His father wasn’t usually a morning person 

Sebastian sets his mug of coffee that he carried out down on a table and stretches.

“I think the sun always makes people happier too, I don’t know why.. but it does.”

“I mean I enjoy kisses and being in her company, I like hearing her voice and being close to her. Is that love?”

“Also can I ask a favour? She doesn’t want me to do it and I know you don’t like fame and fans and stuff but….. “ He took a breath and some of his milkshake “ can we pick her up one day from her school. Then her stupid friend can see I do exist “ It was something playing on his mind  ever since MJ had told him  that she had been upset by the people at school

“Girls can worry and be insecure sometimes, maybe it had something to do with whatever her friend told her. But if you feel in your heart that what you feel for her is love, then that’s all that matters.” Sebastian laughs a little.

“How about we get you your license and your bike back? Then you can pick her up as her cool badass boyfriend.” Sebastian playfully elbows Dan’s side then throws his arm over his shoulder and hugs him close.

“I’m glad you’re comfortable enough with me to tell me these things and ask me questions. That’s all I want.”

“She told me I didn’t mean it when I said I love you back, that I didn’t understand it . As for my license Ive been studying the test the police man wanted me to take . Its going to be easy . Could I do it now when we get back , or do I have to wait a month until I’m 16? I cant be the badass boyfriend if I have to wait a month Instead Id have to be the boyfriend with the famous Dad”

“I’m sorry it took me some time to come to you for help and things Everything was very new and looking like the Winter Solider , I was taught to be brave and he was a standard I had to beat when I was younger . It took time to separate the two in my head … “ He admits as he hugs his Pa “ I’m glad you are my Papa and you don’t care I’m broken and weird”

“We’ll see about the license thing, don’t worry. And you don’t have to be sorry, you were nervous.. I’m just glad we’re close now. I’m glad you’re my son.”

The wolf whines under his skin but hes not letting it out . It seems to pull on the negative emotion more than the positive ones

“ My bike was busted anyway even without the license . It needed new tyres and the side needed repair I think I know it’s going to need a new paint job . I like the bike I feel free on it. Not contained like in a car or the plane ….”

He knew he was rambling a bit but he was concentrating on closing down the wolf and as always Sebastian scent was relaxing and comforting

“ I’m sorry too for what happened on the set. My memories off Hydra are sparse. They liked to make me forget things like they did to Bucky … I guess it made me remember that one ” It was probably as close as he was going to get on telling his pa that he was still seeing that memory, that it was haunting him still.

“Dan you don’t have to be sorry for your trauma, there’s nothing you can do about it. Sure you can go to therapy but that can only help so much, but let’s try to stay away from things that can cause loud noises… just so you don’t have another panic attack.”

Dan grins as he hears about the bike .“I cant wait to get my bike back and paint it I promise to take care of it this time ”

His inner puppy was all excited to and was pushing for a change Dan just wasnt sure he should show Seb his newest skill

“ It wasnt the noise it was the fire” Dan tried to explain and hoped the small whimper he made was just in his head “ Probably means it going to be a little harder to be a stuntman and I had to apologise cause Hydra dont do fail and I need to teach myself that I can move past the moments when I dont get it right” He cuddled Seb a little tighter hoping it would push the bad memory away

“As a stuntman you can say no to things, you’re meant to be a professional about doing things other people can’t, but if you don’t like the fire, if it scares you. You can say no. Maybe you could be my stunt man, I don’t really like when they put me up in those wires.” Sebastian playfully ruffles Dan’s hair.

“I could be yours really Papa?” Dan asked his voice a little high as the whine of the puppy was coming out , some of his features were changing slightly “Papa there is something I think I need to  tell you , something Hydra did “ He was feeling a little scared now and he could feel his ears were changing “Actually show might be better “ He whispered  taking a step back towards the house  “Can you wait here  just a moment “ 

~Еще не скоро~ He whispered to his puppy  

“Dan you know you can tell me anything, is everything okay?”

Dan nodded and took a moment to disappear into the kitchen. He swallowed down the pain. He expect pain and because he wasnt fighting it it wasnt as bad as before

Standing on unsteady paws he walked outside . The. Walking thing was still quite new and he was unsteady

Making it to Sebastian he sits and looks up hopefully Seb would realise this was him. As he wasnt sure the telepathic thing would work on him

~ Papa this is me ~ He tried anyway and waited to see how it would work

“Oh my god.” Sebastian grabs the wolves face and holds it gently.

“Dan... are.. are you okay?” He recognizes the eyes, the same striking blue of his sons but wolf like. Sebastian’s hands shake as he pets the soft fur of wolf-Dan.

Dan was up early, he was trying to not sleep, the nightmare was hiding from. He didn’t want Shade to be frightened of it. So he had been for a run , grabbed a protein shake and sat out in the sun to think 

He had enjoyed the trip and was glad Pa and Mom seemed better. He wasn’t happy that it was only him and Pa going home , that Pops  and Mom  were staying  but he wasn’t freaking out. Yet

He needed to make friends with the wolf, it wasn’t freaking out yet about the changes . He hadn’t had a non painful change yet and returning to  his normal form was difficult

Things with Mj was not great either . Maybe his Papa could help him understand that last phone call. He was about to think about finding Pa when the door to the condo opened and out came Seb

“Morning Papa your up early” He smiles at his father “Going to miss the Beach when we go home” He waits to ask his questions  wanting to see how his father was first.His father wasn’t usually a morning person 

Sebastian sets his mug of coffee that he carried out down on a table and stretches.

“I think the sun always makes people happier too, I don’t know why.. but it does.”

“I mean I enjoy kisses and being in her company, I like hearing her voice and being close to her. Is that love?”

“Also can I ask a favour? She doesn’t want me to do it and I know you don’t like fame and fans and stuff but….. “ He took a breath and some of his milkshake “ can we pick her up one day from her school. Then her stupid friend can see I do exist “ It was something playing on his mind  ever since MJ had told him  that she had been upset by the people at school

“Girls can worry and be insecure sometimes, maybe it had something to do with whatever her friend told her. But if you feel in your heart that what you feel for her is love, then that’s all that matters.” Sebastian laughs a little.

“How about we get you your license and your bike back? Then you can pick her up as her cool badass boyfriend.” Sebastian playfully elbows Dan’s side then throws his arm over his shoulder and hugs him close.

“I’m glad you’re comfortable enough with me to tell me these things and ask me questions. That’s all I want.”

“She told me I didn’t mean it when I said I love you back, that I didn’t understand it . As for my license Ive been studying the test the police man wanted me to take . Its going to be easy . Could I do it now when we get back , or do I have to wait a month until I’m 16? I cant be the badass boyfriend if I have to wait a month Instead Id have to be the boyfriend with the famous Dad”

“I’m sorry it took me some time to come to you for help and things Everything was very new and looking like the Winter Solider , I was taught to be brave and he was a standard I had to beat when I was younger . It took time to separate the two in my head … “ He admits as he hugs his Pa “ I’m glad you are my Papa and you don’t care I’m broken and weird”

“We’ll see about the license thing, don’t worry. And you don’t have to be sorry, you were nervous.. I’m just glad we’re close now. I’m glad you’re my son.”

The wolf whines under his skin but hes not letting it out . It seems to pull on the negative emotion more than the positive ones

“ My bike was busted anyway even without the license . It needed new tyres and the side needed repair I think I know it’s going to need a new paint job . I like the bike I feel free on it. Not contained like in a car or the plane ….”

He knew he was rambling a bit but he was concentrating on closing down the wolf and as always Sebastian scent was relaxing and comforting

“ I’m sorry too for what happened on the set. My memories off Hydra are sparse. They liked to make me forget things like they did to Bucky … I guess it made me remember that one ” It was probably as close as he was going to get on telling his pa that he was still seeing that memory, that it was haunting him still.

“Dan you don’t have to be sorry for your trauma, there’s nothing you can do about it. Sure you can go to therapy but that can only help so much, but let’s try to stay away from things that can cause loud noises… just so you don’t have another panic attack.”

Dan grins as he hears about the bike .“I cant wait to get my bike back and paint it I promise to take care of it this time ”

His inner puppy was all excited to and was pushing for a change Dan just wasnt sure he should show Seb his newest skill

“ It wasnt the noise it was the fire” Dan tried to explain and hoped the small whimper he made was just in his head “ Probably means it going to be a little harder to be a stuntman and I had to apologise cause Hydra dont do fail and I need to teach myself that I can move past the moments when I dont get it right” He cuddled Seb a little tighter hoping it would push the bad memory away

“As a stuntman you can say no to things, you’re meant to be a professional about doing things other people can’t, but if you don’t like the fire, if it scares you. You can say no. Maybe you could be my stunt man, I don’t really like when they put me up in those wires.” Sebastian playfully ruffles Dan’s hair.

“I could be yours really Papa?” Dan asked his voice a little high as the whine of the puppy was coming out , some of his features were changing slightly “Papa there is something I think I need to  tell you , something Hydra did “ He was feeling a little scared now and he could feel his ears were changing “Actually show might be better “ He whispered  taking a step back towards the house  “Can you wait here  just a moment “ 

~Еще не скоро~ He whispered to his puppy  

“Dan you know you can tell me anything, is everything okay?”