my epistle . . ✿

idk. He’s the one who always starts the conversation w me , i often just end the convo by reacting to his messages only. Although sometimes he still texts even after that ,,,,, i dont rlly feel anything i just find it quite weird talking to him especially wiyh all the things that had happened between the two of us

I’m grateful though. Cause i was able to realize a lot of things because of you , and that you made me convinced i was capable of things ( such as the intensity of my loving ) — i may have not really liked you as i thought i did , but i know whatever i felt towards you + what you feel about me was beautiful. Other than that , you warmly welcomed me to your family even : ] u introduced me to a variety of experiences , made me look forward to school , and appreciated me in your way. So i’m thankful nonetheless. Unfortunately for us , We’re far different than we think. And i could never consider you as someone i’d actually long for.