5 times Yizhan isnโt one sided
Disclaimer: Again, all speculation, treat this as fanfiction. Donโt read if you donโt like it. (Iโve been in many rps before and this is the fandom in which Iโve been the most afraid of my life LOL)
Iโve seen some people saying BJYX is one-sided, โcreatedโ and โmanagedโ by dd. Initially, it may seem like it cuz dd is more forward about his affections. But I think once you understand them, you would see how much gg cares for him.
1) Jealousy - The most obvious being during the famous โ16 Minutesโ on KB when dd was coming out of a hole with another actor. Ggโs face changes immediately and he didnโt even notice his hand was raised mid-air. Another instance is when dd mentions hanging out with LXC at the fan-meeting. Gg asked when they hung out and then was like โoh when I wasnโt there?โ Also the time during filming when dd got too excited talking to the cameraman about motorcycle and gg was stuck in the middle. At first, I thought itโs strange to be jealous of 2 people that obviously have no romantic intentions towards dd. But then I remember my own romantic past and that ya, when you really like someone, you get really possessive even when itโs stupid. And you try your best to logic it but the emotion is still there.
Easter egg: During the fan-meeting and the bts with the cameraman, gg used the exact wordย โๅฒๅฎณ๏ผโ (Amazing!) in a warning tone. The consistency points out that heโs having the same emotion in both instance.ย
2) Caring - Gg cares about ddโs health a lot, in very detailed ways that surprises even me. In โ9-Minutesโ, he noticed a new scar and told him to wear kneepads. When dd came back from another filming and said he thought itโs โcoolโ he was working so hard, gg immediately rebutted, saying itโs not cool to overwork. Another thing is the โdead duck mouth hardโ that I wonโt repeat since I already wrote about it here.
3) Artwork - Gg is speculated to put dd into his art work. I wrote about it here. Maybe these are not on purposes but even if he unconsciously or accidentally included dd into this art, thatโs also very sweet.
4) Music - Similar to drawing/painting, I think that an artist will be honest with his feelings through his music. Gg is no exception. We all know that gg loves to sing. The many instances where he may be expressing his feelings through music: (I feel like an AP lit student finding motifs LOL)
1) On 6/22/18 (special date), his WB mentions a song call โIf I were a songโ by Yoyo Sham that describing protecting the person he loves. My favorite lyrics is โI can be your home.โย
2) During the TU bts, on 8/5/18 (ddโs birthday), gg sang โRainbowโ. The footage cut off right after โIn this storyโ and before โDid you really love me?โย
3) On a WB post in Sept 2018, gg alluded to the song โSummerโs Breezeโ by Landy Wen. The song talks about a summer one will always remember, that two people were clearly in love. In the post he saidย โSummer breeze is over, vacation is also over.โ The interpretation here is that he left behind WWX in the summer of 2018. Whether this means that he has decided to approach his feelings for dd outside of WWXโs feelings for LWJ, we will never know.ย
4) At a fan-meeting, gg changed the lyrics of the song โKeplerโ by Stephanie Sun from โI am no longer a lonely starโ to โI fell in love with a lonely star.โย
5) When gg went to ttxs, he sang โLove Confession" by Jay Chou facing directly at dd.ย
6) Gg sang โYou are the most beautiful scenery in my lifeโ by JS at a performance in October 2018. This is an old song that he covers. Even though he sang this song first for a commercial, the commercial has not air at this point (this event is unrelated to the commercial) so itโs speculated that he really likes this song and possibly have special meaning for him to sing it. The song mentions summer.ย
7) He sang โLove you but lonelyโ by Na Ying at wmdg. Loneliness comes up again.ย
8) He sang โSummer Day that the Wind Blew Pastโ by JJ Lin and Kym, a song about remembering falling in love in a past summer. Thereโs also a recording of him talking about why he chose this song. He said โitโs because the song describes when love first starts in a summer afternoon with a breeze, and I want to share it with everyone.โย
5) Gg being angry with dd - This may seem counterintuitive. Why is being angry love? We all know gg is a very courteous person. He actually said during an interview that people often thinks heโs โfakeโ because heโs so โniceโ but thatโs just how he treats most people, especially when heโs working. People that believes in horoscope says itโs a common trait for Libras to treat most people with a โpublic faceโ and keep them at a distance. I donโt put much weight into star signs but I do think this is ggโs personality. But what about towards dd? Gg is shown to be โmeanโ with him: 1) He rarely shows his โbunny teeth warningโ to others but does so many times with dd. 2) He gets mad and shows his true emotions in the famous โ9-minutesโ where heโs mad that dd yelled at him in the morning. 3) He got mad at dd during a bts and even threw the umbrella to the floor because gg thought dd didnโt like WWX. 4) Gg got mad when he asked dd what heโs doing during his time off that day and dd said โstop nagging meโ/โleave me aloneโ/โdonโt control meโ (hard to translate). They had a fight which ended with dd saying โI didnโt say for you to not care about me :(โ. 5) Gg telling dd to stop looking at him during kb. This isnโt really getting angry but also show how he can be straightforward with him.