Fuck around (in nature) and find out (cool stuff about nature).

Find someone who understands your silence.

touching grass isn’t enough i need to open a portal

Still a hopeless romantic after all this time. Very insane of me.

i knew i was gonna be a lover freak when i heard the first note of hallelujah hit in Shrek

It's nuts how common it is to not allow children to be angry, even (especially) in households where adults are angry all the time. As a child I knew my own anger was unacceptable--not just expressing it outwardly but feeling it at all. So now as an adult my immediate reaction to my own anger is often to feel guilt instead of like. Noticing when someone is being rude or unfair or my boundaries are being violated or whatever. fucked up.

Damn I thought you had to break a cycle once (1) and that was that but it turns out you have to break it again and again and again and one more time to make sure it's thoroughly broken

honestly I just kinda wanna get tipsy and kiss someone

I love imagining and daydreaming and fantasizing