all it takes is one little thing to set me off i’m genuinely so done man here we go again with another bullshit post that will have people go behind my back about how i ‘shouldn’t make posts like this’ jsut leave me alone i just can’t take it anymore
no matter what i do ill never amount to anything ill never be good enough nothing i fucking do matters every bit of time i get means so much to me but is simply just another day passing for everyone else i hate you so much you don’t even have to do anything for people to love you i try everything and it’s just not the same, i try to talk to people and it’s just the fucking same thing over and over again every day
why do people even care anymore like genuinely why please just prove to me that you think i am nothing i am nothing i will never be or mean anything sometimes people are just unlucky to be the meaningless one in life and i am one of them. every relationship i have with people is nothing beyond them hoping i stay alive but I don’t want to be alive if i don’t have a reason to i don’t i need to know if i matter but i can never tell because it’s easier for someone to just say “yea you matter” but why. why do i matter, what the fuck makes me matter, what’s the reason why why shouldn’t i just kill my self here and now i can’t jsut
