I've been meaning to write

Late at night when I lay in bed

A partner sometimes joins me, 

Not the one you would imagine, 

he is rather clingy

My partner is sadistic, he takes pleasure in torturing me 

and I can’t help but let him fool me, torment me and nearly kill me 

He even succeds to make my thoughts dance devilishly above me, 

and they all twist, writhe, jump and sometimes even crush me 

While I lay there, silent and gloomy 

helplessly taking it in, letting it destroy me 

Breathless and weary, I find myself sending a query

why in hell does it have to be me ?

Until I find a cure to the pain that necroses me,

I roll to the other side of the bed, tugging at my plaid

muttering to myself, I need a break from all this thinking 

 Oh my brain, will you please stop overthinking