Scout!

As of recent my art has either been very emotional-driven or I feel emotionally detached of what I create. I don’t feel proud of my recent work and I feel ashamed of it and scared of judgement and harassment - especially since I had receive harassment over similar works I done in the past especially back in 2022 and again in 2024. So I debate whether to post it all or not.

Although, the downside of not posting art as much is not being able to build a platform I desperately need. But due to harsh ideologies of what art is “normal” or “typical” for someone like me to make I can not feel safe to post it.

I plan to start creating adoptable characters for people and sell them on Etsy, but I’ve done so little regarding it so far and I’m feeling a little discouraged I won’t lie. I hope this wave of emptiness leaves me soon because I enjoy making it all. But with my current state of mind doing something as sitting and drawing makes me spiral.

If you have any ideas on what aesthetics or animals I should make my next design based on please tell me!