berry lip gloss appreciator, horror enjoyer, loudmouth moron on occasion, elementary education major and spled minor, deep autumn color palette, bipolar diva

6:31 am — dog pukes directly outside my door (and had an accident inside the house)

7:21 am — have to get trash out

10:20 am — clean the house until around 1pm

- The dog puked on the freshly mopped floor when my brother and I went to get lunch

- I’m broke again

- didn’t have fuck or shit to eat in this house so lunch was necessary

Edith: eyes open*, active, affectionate with Edith, lets her take off his clothes and roll him over, hand holding, actually excited (smiling etc)*, she’s on top and he doesn’t seem to mind.

Lucille: eyes closed*, passive partner, bare minimum* (kissing Lucille’s shoulder but her hand is down his pants), mostly clothed (as is Lucille), they’re both sitting up. Lots of sexuality but not sensuality.

* Foreshadowing from when Edith and Thomas dance and he says he closes his eyes whenever he’s uncomfortable, nothingburger and not revolutionary to notice.

* Obviously. This is the only consensual sexual experience he’s had with someone he loves vs codependency.

Just as a side note, I don’t think Edith was a virgin. Or at least she had more experience without going all the way than Thomas/Lucille expected.

Don’t know if this is anything, but he’s holding onto the headboard with Edith re: her riding him.