What sort of bird chirps at 11pm? I'm being deceived.

I feel like wearing white makes my skin less pale in comparison. I haven't noticed this until moments ago, but I've worn white things all this time, and no one even told me.

My favorite book is ruined by an offhand comment made already a while ago - this is the degree to which I am a slave to opinions, in other words, I am hurt and did not get over it

Is it a sign or am I looking for an excuse?

Don't even talk to me, don't even look in my direction when it is so, disgrace my presence with your, mites, whatever sickness and perversion in your soul makes you this way, I need time to conquer the nausea and pray for you, but I can't even think of you without being sick, and you even try to make conversation, let me just go to bed, who knows what kind of monstrosities await me in my dreams now because of you, I'll suffer all night because of you, knowing your sick mind, you probably want that, because you're jealous of my intact dignity, just go, just get out of my sight

Deep and unshakable disgust in my heart at the state of things

Sex destroys your soul, 1 million historical and modern examples, demons will try and attack your psyche and soul by attempting to trick you into debasing yourself forever, they are damned and trying to damn you, sex will make you do stupid or downright evil things, sex will make you slothful, sex will lead to the other sins, all of these things are true and you're looked at like you're crazy if you say it, people are dependent on pleasure and act soulless

Who the hell do you think I am that I own a sewing machine