Jeff Satur stole my sanity

I think I forgot/didn't realize the tenderness of the show's first time for KinnPorsche. I think everyone called it dubcon(Which it is) so I was on edge and I told myself I HAD to hate it but like it's tender? It's beautiful? It's romantic? Kinn obviously hates that he can't fight these feelings and urges with Porsche basically offering himself up? Porsche is blissed out?

There's no doubt that even if their first time is dimmed, that they're going to end up falling deeply in love.

But also Ep 5 and the way it all crumbles. Like the morning after, with Kinn on the end of the bed and Porsche facing away. It feels like there's miles between them, not a couple feet. Like they could easily close the distance, but it seems impossible. Seems like they were never so close. But they were, which is why it feels so hopeless now.

(And my Porsche, wrapped in blankets and barely there, his mind in shambles, I just want to hug him)

And the beauty of the next night, both of them trying to replace the memories of the night they shared but it doesn't work, because Kinn sees himself in the reflection of the window and realizes he's no longer closed off, Marsh the boytoy no longer does it for him now that he remembers what it's like to feel something(Marsh was Kinn's favorite boytoy in the novel so I'm calling TV!Boytoy Marsh even if leaving him nameless speaks volumes). The girl can tell Porsche is thinking of someone else and leaves him in the alleyway. The alleyway where he's done this a dozen times, but now, all he can see is the life he once knew in ruins because he's been changed, forever, by Kinn.

Like I don't know a better way to show that two people have been ruined for anyone else by a single night with each other than that montage.

Chapters: 1/1 Fandom: มีสติหน่อยคุณธีร์ | Me and Thee (TV) Rating: Explicit Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply Relationships: Rome Kritdanai Lee/Mok Characters: Rome Kritdanai Lee, mok Additional Tags: Smut, Anal Sex, handjobs, post me and thee, like directly after the wedding, possesive Rome, They’re in love!!!! it’s very important!!!! Summary:

“Tell me,” he whispers against Mok’s skin. Watches the way Mok’s throat moves as he swallows from the proximity.

Mok’s hand clenches in his jacket. “Tell you what?” he manages.

“That you love me. Tell me that you love me. Please,” he says with a desperation born from years of aching and wanting. He pulls back to meet Mok’s eyes.

Penny Rose: Babbles in Baby

All of tumblr collectively at my husband:

Husband: you don’t even have to understand taxes yet! I can explain them but you’ve got several years before that’s relevant!

Penny Rose: wide eyes, staring at her father, almost intrigued

THE MAN THE MYTH THE LEGEND

Husband: Now Penny there is a lot of misinformation out there in the world and I hate to tell you this but the moon is in fact not made of cheese. That is a conspiracy theory pushed by Big Dairy.

1) Did you participate in baby talk to make up for your husband's deficit, or did you also opt to speak to the Deals Warlock like a very tiny adult from babyhood?

Something funny that has happened is that while she formally calls me Mama when she's answering me in passing she does call me "My Darling Love" and I don't know for sure but I think it's because I call her and her father "my loves" and her father calls me and her "darlings" and she's created a mash up 😂

Penny Rose is now 5 years old and she

1. Starts talking the moment she opens her eyes to the moment she passes out at night

2. Asks, and I am not exaggerating I counted, an average of 892 questions a day

3. Does not accept "I don't know" as an answer to said questions, will usually have a follow up question as to why you don't know OR a suggestion on how we can find out together