Scarlified Scarlet

Gib advice my pals

My frens

I want to be a house wife

Someone who is always home, cleaning, cooking

Something to keep me busy

So why does it cause me so much pain

Maybe it doesn't feel like enough

Maybe it's because I've always supported myself

But forever I've craved being taken care of

Never

Never

I wasn't a child

Not for long

I never knew what I wanted to do growing up

No time to think

Nothing

Not here

Survival

Don't think just move

Give up

If I'm not just surviving what am I doing

Leaning on another

Finding a dream

Expressing myself

No

Just a burden and that ways heavy

We all deserve better for ourselves

The world, terrifying

What I do next, unsure

I always find myself in this place

Wanting to think of myself, wanting better

But when the world is unfair

When the world has fallen apart

When the weak and frail aren't seen as helpless

But ones to be left behind

What do I do

Do I just leave this world behind

Would that be better

Is that what everyone else has always wanted

When I just want to see them thrive

No matter who

No matter how

I just want the best for them