deleted my last post but whoo babie my life is Different than before but some news under the cut ig!!!
* got diagnosed w adhd and got a new therapist who doesnt suck so thats life
* mental health is a fuck but im doing. better? ish? ig?
* im a trans guy oh shit?? and 1000% not a lesbian, i mean. Boys. n i have an appointment about goin on testosterone in june!! (its may 5th 2018 at the time of writing)
* im also hopefully gettin my name legally changed- my name is kennith, and i still need to settle on a middle name but
* i go to a school which is actually p good now!!! its a smaller school and meant for nd kids, and everyone there is super nice- i fucking love it tbh??? i actually like going to school oh wowie, they also use my preferred name/pronouns
* ive calmed down a bit on discourse ig even tho im still a dramatic bitch
* uhh gained some friends found out others were pieces of shit, realized some shit was trauma and not just stuff i deserved which shouldnt effect me
* got 10000% more social like. i thought i was shy turns out coming out drastically changed my social life and turns out i actually love people and talking to them and can be rlly charismatic when im not hit in the face w dysphoria and repressing being a trans guy
* which i did bc it wasnt i was doubting i was trans, more like. i was rlly scared bc everyone knew me as one thing (an nb lesbian) and change is scary and hard and i didnt know how anyone would react, esp bc id convinced myself i knew myself so well n wld never change but surprise! i was wrong
* got my hair cut short and then gave up on fear and started cutting my own hair. i started with trimming up the back but i got over my fear of cutting my bangs recently and chopped off a good inch of em (theyd gotten LONG)
* also last year? when i was scared to bleach the tips of my hair or lose an inch? yea i changed, i cut my hair way short and bleached my whole head within the same day and now its been like 7 colors
* it took me a few months of dating ppl to realize im actually aromantic? and not just grey-aro
* uhh yea im p sure thats most major changes?? uh in conclusion: im gay
