oh boy um, i finally got access to this account back, that being said i would like to apologize and address. everything and also explain some things
hi if you don’t remember me im sophie as i formally used to go by (also i now go by heart/juno/haiku and use he/they/xe/it pronouns)
1. the “callout” post
i would like to give my biggest apologies to mav if they are reading this, truthfully it was really scummy and immature of me. i do not want my actions to be excused as i know some people will likely defend me.
i was around 12-freshly 13 during my most active on this account. which is probably one of my biggest regrets. i was also not at all mentally well during the time of the post. which is not an excuse more just an explanation
i was stubborn and very stupid and im sorry for how i acted, im frankly not proud of it and would like to leave it behind me.
2. why am i making this post?
since i had logged out of this account and deactivated my other “main” the guilt of the things i said and did had weighed down on me since 2023, and i was too scared to get the courage to try and get this account back until recently, i am sure my silence since early 2023 and the way i acted before logging out didnt help anyone.
i am not the victim here. i never was and i never will be.
i needed to learn that the world DOESNT revolve around me and i believe i have.
3. where am i going from here?
i likely wont be very active on this account from now on, other than maybe interacting with old moots and friends but if you do want frequent-ish posts or to just contact me easier my new blog is @c0smicallyk1ssed though i dont post about object shows much anymore sorry
you do not have to forgive me and i apologize if this post is poorly worded, i just wanted to get it off my chest after so long.
