Dreamer

Fuck it in done ranting

Been going through shit for a year. Better now I guess. Stop smoking cigs, no more hard drugs, not a lot of drinking. I just have sleepless nights.. Like always. I go 3 even 4 days without sleeping. Hate this lonely shit too all girl I try I get friend zoned.. Everyone says let it be the right one will come.. It's been a year and nothing. I actually hate being single I constantly urge for companionship... I hate even blogging about it let alone talking about it. All because I feel everyone is tired of hearing it. Even on here where I know sure as hell no one I know in real life on here is gonna care

Now a days a hate going out. Always the same shit. I have to go pick up my cousin and his girl. All girl are superficial won't even look at me. If I have a chance with a girl I know I can't take her home or go to their house. All because I have two people with me. I know at the end of the night some one else is hoping into my car n I have to take me home Apparently it's doesn't if I want to stay or not if my cousin n gf want to leave I have to. Pay entrance just to dance to radio music.

Pretty pissed off.. Lost my licenses N now misplaced my vape..