SayWhat!

Misha by oil paint 🥺

She's a Misha and SPN fan, who helps when I'm in need of motivation or encouragement. We've got a really small group of friends and family, and we've done what we can while we're all struggling through life but it's just not enough to get her in a good place.

I want drama. I want Cas not forgiving him right away because "it was the only way to save Sam". I want Cas to be angry at Dean cause he could've just talked to him. Not send him out on his own without any explanation, which ultimately led Cas to believing that he is only kept around because he's useful. That without his angelic powers he's just a waste of space in the bunker. I want Cas to realize why this hurts so much and that the reason is cause this treatment he got was from the man that he loves (Cas figures out that he actually loves Dean and he only understood the feeling once becoming a human)

I need that angst. I need Cas to be pissed at Dean when he shows up the gas station. I need to read Dean's narrative in which he feels like he has to fight to EARN Cas' forgiveness and trust again. Not send him out on a freaking date, maybe act jealous instead.

And then, I need them to make up and kiss.