What Do You Mean, ALMOST?? (Review of "Almost Everything I Wish I'd Said..." by Wakey!Wakey!)
             There are few albums that truly affect a person in such a way that every time we hear it, it captures our attention. It grasps our throats, and with the gentlest death grip, screams the secrets that is within its confines. With the spit, sometimes mixed with tears brought on by these words, drying on our faces, we wonder what life was like before we heard this collection of songs. So it is with 2010’s Almost Everything I Wish I’d Said The Last Time I Saw You… by Wakey!Wakey!
             The album title is a mouthful, and would almost be off-putting if it weren’t for the shear sadness that this simple phrase conveys. Michael Grubbs bares his soul in every single number on the album, in a way that just rips you to pieces and puts you back together.
             Featuring an interesting brand of traditional rock n’ roll infused with classical influences and just a dash of pop, Wakey!Wakey!’s first full length is a powerhouse of schizophrenia as every song decides its own identity for itself. With very few similarities between songs, this makes for a disjointed feel when listening to the album as a whole. When paired with Grubb’s confessional style songwriting, however, disjointed feels more than appropriate: it feels necessary.
             One of the best tracks on the album is by far “Dance So Good.” Showcasing the slowest tempo of the album, Grubbs questioning “Sometimes I wonder how you stay so sad when you’re so beautiful,” leaves you with this feeling of sadness that only deepens when he sings, “I know you can’t stay/but I wish you would/Yeah, I wish you would.”
             Two other incredible tracks are “Light Outside” and “Take It Like A Man.” In “Light Outside”, Grubbs tries to help someone that he loves and has saved him from a dark place previously. While the song is a sad one, it features a glimmer of hope, the possibility that things get better, demonstrated in the goodness that he displays in his desire to help. This track sits on the B-Side of the album, which is closed by the frantic, thrash-like “Take It Like A Man.” “Take It Like A Man” is the fastest song on the record, with awkward, heavy orchestral transitions between offbeat verses and a melodic, traditional chorus, all of which is led by Grubbs’ piano playing ability. The lyrics only add to its diversity: it is one of the only tracks in which Grubbs abandons his introspective nature, and instead advises the listener (perhaps a close friend) as he states, “So you should take it like a man, stand silent through it all.” Just in case there are any doubts, however Grubbs quickly iterates “Cause if you take it like a man, I will be on your side.”
             The true standout, however, is “Car Crash.” If there was a song that was the complete opposite of “Light Outside,” it is this track. The thought of hope is gone; Grubbs sings about a failed relationship, describing it as a “burning Cadillac.” As he sings lines like “At least you were thrown clear/but I’m still stuck in here,” and “Just because you’re full of yourself does not mean I’m not full of you,” the listener feels him/herself burning alive just like poor Grubbs. What makes this song truly great is the selflessness that is demonstrated throughout it. The entire song is a metaphor for a relationship that has failed, in which Grubbs blamed for everything by the woman he loved. Despite this, Grubbs is glad that she is okay, and not a complete wreck like he is.Â
             So, what makes this album truly special? Michael Grubbs puts you in the driver’s seat and makes live through it all; the fight, the loss, and the heartbreak. The most twisted part? It leaves you wanted to revisit, again and again, just to find out what he meant by almost everything.