Made in China

I just need time to control my feelings and forget about you. You're no good for me.

I don't know how many times I have to say it, but I'm going to keep apologizing. I've made you upset, maybe even mad. I was the only one you could have talked to and yet I left you because of something you said. It was stupid of me and I'm sorry for being so childish and immature. I should have just sucked it up. I'm really sorry for everything. Hopefully, you'll forgive me. I really don't want to lose you. We just started talking again and I've enjoyed every moment of it. You've made me laugh and you've cheered me up so many times. I don't want to lose that. You've helped me get through a lot and I'm really grateful for that. Sometimes, I feel like you're actually my older brother. You care about me more than my family ever could and I'm grateful for that. Please don't be mad anymore. I'm sorry. Forgive me, oppa. I know I was wrong.

Online relationship is a nono so why do I keep going back to it? I never learn my lesson.... It's ridiculous.

It hurtsssssss

It was the best Christmas I've had in a while. Thank you baby.