i wish love would've been enough to save us because i had so much more to give, but you didn't know how to hold it and i didn't know when to quit.

if i'm being honest, ill never feel this way about anyone else because there's a part of me that won't ever know how to stop loving you. like muscle memory, i do it without even trying

i miss you in a desperate kind of way. i miss you like you're just gone for the weekend and ill see you on sunday.

maybe in another lifetime

i know when to let go

maybe in another lifetime

I needed the pain

to be sharp enough to verberate across every version of me

In every time

to carve through the parts of me that still wanted to believe

you would come back

you broke me

of driving through cotton fields

Like clouds in heaven

Where the sun danced across your face

I think about how I hurt you

And the hollow darkness that filled your eyes

the distance that I created between you and I

All that exists

No space between your arm and chest where I dreamed