I'm looking 👀

Married the love of my life at 50.

Got my Class A CDL at 59.

You've got time.

last song: 2 chord - sleeping with sirens

current obsession: a little life -  hanya yanagihara, literally emotional warfare, i will think about it for the rest of my life

currently reading: the picture of dorian gray

currently working on: rewriting an mcr fic i wrote when i was 12

currently wearing: looong plaid shorts and ice nine kills shirt

last search: ryan reynolds timbits

last song: perfect - dance gavin dance

current obsession: vintage band merch

currently reading: nothing, unfortunately

currently working on: "studying" for a science final

currently wearing: two-sizes-too-big fall out boy t-shirt

last search: what is gildan

last song: gimme some salt - clap your hands say yeah

current obsession: making collages & paramore at bonnaroo 2023 lol

currently reading: about to start the hunger games!!

currently working on: client work - an animation for one of my favorite brands !!!

currently wearing: a black tank top & my levi’s jeans

last search: toy story 5 showings at my local movie theater

current obsession: my novel. as per usual. i am brainrotting on it and since i haven't had time to write lately because of the busy season im in i miss it more than ever. i always have sucky answers to this question because ive been obsessed with this project for like 2+ years strong now. but that aside, i've been really jiving with learning about punk subculture lately as well as DIY and supporting human art

currently reading: nothing at the moment but i'm about to start "the little friend" by donna tartt!

currently working on: figuring out university class registration (blah) and studying for my last exam (english)

currently wearing: my oversized homemade Yes t-shirt and a pair of beige linen shorts

last search: "jujizashi stitch sashiko"

last song: Neptune - Daughter

current obsession: this guy

currently reading: about to start Naruto and Run With the Wind by Shion Miura (desperately shoving The Hobbit, The Idiot, and everything else on my currently reading list under my covers)

currently working on: just started summer coursework haha don't ask for what

currently wearing: a skirt (my cat has already gotten her claws through it) + plain gray t-shirt

last search: "rat king"

last song: Eighty-Five by again&again (almost fell asleep to my yt mix last night)

current obsession: this freak v

currently reading: some freak circus fanfiction

currently working on: fanfiction about the man above ^ as well as art fight refs

currently wearing: grey t-shirt and grey sweatpants, both technically oversized. super comfy

last search: "define lamentation"

Last song: Think Of Me Once In a While, Take Care by Take Care ❤️‍🩹❤️‍🩹

Current obsession: Kajii Motojirou from Bungou Stray Dogs 🥺💥

Currently reading: rereading "Pragmatic Connections" by NeonCrayons on ao3 (kajii centered fic 🤤/silly)

Currently working on: a bit of everything everywhere all at once.. (drawing, sewing, knitting, painting, writing, etc etc)

Currently wearing: a brown "Practical Magic" graphic tee (one of my fav movies), hello kitty pj's pants and my super broken chococat socks ☺️

Last search: bomber bsd (katsura, not kajii) lore 😭

tagging ^○^:

(srry if u didnt wanna be tagged, chose the first ones I saw.. (* ´ ▽ ` *)ﾉ)

Last song: IN MY MOUTH by Black Dresses

Current obsession: L Lawliet from Death Note as well as MC Horror 🥲

Currently reading: Nothing atm 😣 eeek

Currently working on: 2 different tapestry crochet projects, trying to start my internship, art of my bsd oc

Currently wearing: Halloween sleep pants and a black t-shirt that used to have a design on it but it faded 😭

Last search: "optifine 1.20.1" for my mc world (it didnt work)(i had to use freaking oculus)(all bc i wanted to add freaking taber to my world 🫩 i hate you taber iykyk)

TAGSSSS!!!!

@thebonesister3939-blog @itsrubyrose45510 @lamathelazer AND ANYONE ELSE WHO WANTS TO ⊂⁠(⁠(⁠・⁠▽⁠・⁠)⁠)⁠⊃

Current Obssesion: Luka from Alien Stage, Death Note

Currently Reading: Sunrise on the Reaping, Bound By Pain (LukaTill fic), CSM, Emily Wilson's version of the Odyssey, Death Note. [I skip around a lot]

Currently Working On: Writing, so much writing and research. Also some Till art.

Currently Wearing: the Adam Sandler fit

Last Search: (I dont have search history on, I'll give yall the last yt search) "skip intro copaganda"

current obsession: alien stage and the summer hikaru died (this is your fault givingmealaptopwasabadidea)

currently reading: the summer hikaru died (for the 6th time in 2 days), song of achilles

currently working on: a concerning number of drawings of my ocs

last search: thomas jefferson hamilton whatttttttt

(i was looking for the “you used to work on the same staff.” “whaaaatttttt” from election of 1800 ;-;)

Current obsession(s): Alien Stage and Project Sekai

Currently reading: Witch Hat Atelier volume 8

I’m not currently working on anything since I don’t have any motivation

Last search: “met office” because I had to check the weather and GOD DAMNNNN is it absolutely BOILING in the UK rn. I really dislike when it’s too hot, so this week hasn’t been great for me

Thanks @s1llysh4rk for tagging me, I really appreciate it as it’s made my day a little better :D

If you guys want to carry this on then feel free to !!

Current obsession: alien stage

Currently reading: nothing my ass does not read

Currently working on: (it's looking rough)

Last search (just because it is funny): teeth side view (I promise it was for totally normal reasons)

Thank you @berrylings for the tag!!!

Current obsession: Still Alien Stage 😔 (thx @leo-a-nb 😒)

Currently reading: Do medical articles count? 😅 if so then I'm reading about sporothrix brasiliensis in cats. It's a new disease to the US from brazil imported cats and it can spread from kitties to humans (along with other animals)

Currently working on: Ivantill animatic, Shukaku plush and Mizi and Till animatic cause I'm dumb

Last search: the last funny one was "ex-heroin user Tumblr post heroin makes you feel good" ... I was desperately trying to find a Tumblr post about someone explaining heroin addiction and I'm pretty sure I'm on multiple lists now 🤦‍♀️ I promise it's a really good post tho!

Thank you for the tag Leo!!!

Most everyone I know is already tagged but

The first design

This is in fact an au that i made lol theres not much to it

When he still hadn't considered a wife by 18, the council became more forceful. The circle of old coots pushed and pushed in every meeting; every opportunity was spent trying to push the young ladies of influential families towards him. Gaara was sure they were getting sick of his excuses.

It didn't matter how many women he looked at, where they were from or what they looked like, he felt the same about all of them- uninterested.

At night, he'd have thoughts that something was wrong with him. That maybe his childhood events had a deeper effect than he thought.

Time that should have been spent doing paperwork was instead spent looking out the window at couples in the markets. He'd watch them as they held hands, whispered to each other and handed each other things with lingering touches.

He couldn't stop the feeling of dread that settled itself in his stomach. Would he ever be able to feel something like that for someone? Would someone ever feel that way about him? How did it feel to be in love? And was he even capable of love like that?

---------------------------------------------------

He always felt lighter when he was with Lee. There was something about his best friend that made him feel giddy. It was a way he didn't feel with anyone else, not even Naruto.

He would always tap something impatiently when he knew that he was going to see Lee soon. He felt tugs in his heart when his name was mention, and perked up when he heard the man's name being used.

They were joined at the hip when they saw each other and there was never a dull moment with Lee around. Even if Gaara found his enthusiasm to drain his energy a little too fast. He would never admit it, but being able to rest his head on Lee's shoulder was worth the hours of walking in circles and intense sparring sessions.

It occured to Gaara, one night as the two laid in Lee's bed to stargaze, that this might be more than the love he experienced with others. He could feel the deep vibrations of Lee's hushed voice as the man leaned closer to his ear. It was a passing thought, but then it came back and he found himself thinking of it again and again. The thought steadily became all-consuming, taking his attention from everything in his daily life.

–That is up to you.– he coos, his lips curled into a comforting smile.

Lee wouldn't describe it that way though. He sees through Gaara's mask and he knows what really is there behind those eyes. To Lee, it is nothing but a bare-faced manipulation. A knife dulled just enough to make the cut last longer.

It’s not a smile. It’s the slow parting of jaws before a bite. A grin that reeks of blood and patience — the kind predators give when they’re already full but still hungry for the sport.

There’s nothing warm behind Gaara’s eyes. Just cold observation. Like he’s already picturing what Lee would look like torn open.

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Like DAMN! i was cooking with gas for this excerpt. Like, its not perfect but it's pretty good. I'm very rarely proud of anything i do but this is kinda good

Also Happy Birthday!! 🎉🎉 I hope you enjoyed your cake!!

Hihi!!!!

Thank you!!! It's not my birthday quite yet though, it's this Saturday. You best believe I'm going to demolish that cake. No cake stands a chance against me (⁠✯⁠ᴗ⁠✯⁠).

4. I actually have no idea. I guess I would say my parents? But only partially.

10. Dream pet is an oriental short hair cat!

22. Favorite time of day is when you can hear owls at 6am. Favorite time of night is around 9pm.