THE VOID

Oh wow, I took way too long to remember to post my piece for the @fiveofakindzine

"Okay, I got you."

*Removes the B from the BREAD sign*

He doesn't like hats.

INDE NAVARRETTE "The fake answer that I love to give [for my childhood crush] is Channing Tatum in Step Up. But the real answer is Optimus Prime in Transformers. Specifically, obviously, the first one. There's a monologue that he has at the end of the movie that leads right into [a Linkin Park song]. I think that was my awakening."

I didn't have much of a peaceful sleep on a bench last night. But I still don't have much to have nights at the hotel and have food, I haven't eaten much in a few days. Please if you can donate what you can so I don't collapse in the heat again, I was close to death yesterday. Goal is $600!!!

We are going to deal with a heatwave and a thunderstorm 😭 Tomorrow if I don't have enough to get another night in the hotel I'll have to pack up in the morning PLEASE DONT MAKE ME GO OUT THERE PLEASE!!

So, I didn't get enough so I would have to go outside and it's awful outside. From going back and forth outside and in somewhere briefly is starting to make me numb. I'm trying to be strong with all of this and think positive, but my brain feels like it's about to turn off, I'm burned out.

I know I ask for a lot of help but what can I do? I tried calling and asking for help by many people to be ghosted, scammed and bailed on. I'm tired, this is never going to get better for me.

The heatwave is going to hurt me, it happened already where I couldn't breathe, I get dizzy, I sweat, I throw up and I faint. And with my asthma I could literally get harmed, it feels like my heart is about to burst. I don't know how serious I could make it sound for people to see that I am just tired of it all, mentally and physically.

If it helps I want to get a goal around $800-900 so I can have weeks in the hotel room. I'm just tired packing up and dragging my heavy bags. So please help me.

So while I'm out you can keep donating. I'll update when I can. I just hope I'll be okay because I don't know how long I can take this. I'll try staying alive.