[ i'm not afraid, she declared, and she wasn't. she was angry, which is the more productive cousin of fear. ]  a  private, fantasy focused  multi-muse writing  blog. low-activity & loved  by  nikita (she/her)  ;  21+. 

for her, chaos feels like a gathering storm just before lightning strikes: nebulous, churning and inevitable. actively channeling chaos leaves her body humming and, when she has to expend significant amounts of will for difficult castings or extended work, her fingers tend to tremble for hours afterwards.

she has a particular talent for elemental based magic, specifically around earth & water based magic, though she is well-versed and comfortably adept in psionics and divination. however, celine avoids psionics where possible as she finds it deeply violative and its use tends to give her a migraine.

naturally studious, she briefly considered staying at aretuza after her graduation to become a rectoress and train the next generation of students following recommendation by margarita. however, she took the chance to join the duchal court at beauclair after an appointment with raymond was secured.

while she treats magic with clear respect and reverence, celine also doesn't mind using it for the occasional more relaxed display. she'll do little tricks for the curious children of beauclair when she's out and about in the city and is more than happy to conjure up something for gatherings at the palace upon anarietta's request.