The thing you gotta understand about John Winchester is that he will drag himself bodily out of Hell for his boys, but he could not even at gunpoint have been made to attend any of their school trips
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The thing you gotta understand about John Winchester is that he will drag himself bodily out of Hell for his boys, but he could not even at gunpoint have been made to attend any of their school trips

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we all talk about unrequited wincest where one of the brothers isn’t interested but what about wrong place wrong time where both of them deny it at different points.
dean gets sam back in his life and he can’t be normal about it. it’s nothing so sappy or obvious as a declaration of love or a searing kiss - just his eyes lingering too long when his little brother gets out of the shower with just a towel wrapped around his waist, or laughing a little too loud when someone assumes they’re together. it’s the longing in his eyes that he can’t seem to hide anymore and how eager he is to show off the hunting skills he’s gained over the four years sam’s been gone.
but that’s the thing - sam’s been gone. he’s been with normal people. he understands now that the things dean’s been doing over the years aren’t fucking normal. he knows what it is now. he knows that it’s wrong and immoral and he can’t be more of a monster than he already is. he doesn’t even entertain the idea that he could feel the same because obviously he can’t. doesn’t - obviously he doesn’t. so once it starts getting really bad, he insists they sleep in separate rooms on a hunt in oklahoma. dean tries to joke and say that’s stupid and a waste of money, but sam gives him this firm you know why i’m doing this look and dean shrinks away.
they finish that hunt as quickly as possible. dean’s on edge the whole time - wanting to draw closer to sam during the day because not seeing sam in their room at night is driving him insane. it makes his skin itch with worry in a way it didn’t while sam was away - because they’re on a case now. there’s something that actively kills people here and he’s been thinking with his dick instead of trying to keep his brother, the most important person in his world, safe. he decides he has to stop it right then and there. things are awkward for a while after that - but dean gets it. it’s never going to happen.
and then sam dies. and dean makes a deal.
and sam realizes that in a singular year his brother is going to be dead and gone and maybe caring about what’s normal and right and good isn’t all it’s cracked up to be. maybe he should listen to that clawing, guilty hole in his heart that’s been screaming at him that he’s felt the same way this whole time.
but when he finally acts on it - when he grips tight at the lapels on that stupid fucking leather jacket and crashes into dean’s lips for something that’s more of a smashing of faces than a kiss - dean shoves him away. dean looks like a deer in headlights, eyes wide and frightened and shaking his head firmly. “no.” he says, trying not to let his voice wobble. “just - don’t.”
because he can’t do this. not now. not ever. not when he knows it’s gonna be ripped right out from under him anyway. not when he knows it’s just his little brother’s pity for his inevitable death. not when it was so abundantly clear before that sam thought he was a fucking freak for wanting him. he’s not gonna do that to him. not going to taint him with it and then leave sam to pick up the pieces after he’s gone. not worry after each kiss if it’s real or if sam washes his mouth out with soap after it’s done.
it never works out.
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You know what's at the top of my mind today? Sadomasochism. So I'm going to ask about that here. Let me know your thoughts about sadomasochism in wincest.
And please note, the question is not "in wincest, who do you think is the sadist and who is the masochist?" because that's not the only way these things go. You're also welcome to think that neither of them are into it at all. That's a valid answer that isn't a cop-out or a non-answer, but a legitimate interpretation of the characters. Maybe only one is one of those things. Maybe you think they're both sadists or both masochists. Maybe one or both are switches. Or, of course, you can think that they're a traditional sadist/masochist pair. My point is, I don't want you to think this is a binary question or you have to give traditional/binary answers. Creativity is encouraged.
-@schizosamwincester
Oh boy, an opportunity to share one of my more nuanced and likely controversial opinions: I think Dean genuinely, sadistically enjoyed torturing souls in Hell AND I don't think he's a bad person for it
I think it's a very human thing to find a vicious sense of catharsis in hurting others and I think that's what Dean experienced, not just relief from his own torture, although I'm sure that's why he initially did it. Sadistic catharsis being normal doesn't make it okay to hurt others without consent, of course, but acting on it in very traumatic extenuating circumstances doesn't make him a bad person
I don't think he's sadistic with humans, and while he does enjoy fighting and killing monsters, I figure it's more about the physicality of using his body to accomplish something (see: his cheerful lawn mowing in the djinn dream and being a builder I'm pretty sure at the beginning of s6)
I absolutely don't think he's a sexual sadist and I'd wager that even pre-Hell he would really struggle to accommodate a partner who wanted him to hurt them. He might be able to stomach playfully spanking someone during roleplay but otherwise nah
I do think he's mildly sexually masochistic due to the "slapped in the face by a woman wearing a zorro mask" comment 😆 I think he's pretty subby and would like a lot of things if they were framed as putting him in his place. I think he'd get charmingly wiggly and tingly as the bottom in wax play 👀
I don't think Sam is a sadist or masochist. I do think he's Dom-y as hell and would have an easier time not-playfully hurting a masochist for kink/sex purposes than Dean would once he's sure it's wanted. I think he'd still angst about being able to do it meaning he's evil
I definitely think they're both disturbingly comfortable with/expectant of being hurt as penance but that's kinda a separate topic
Okay, real talk now. People love to tag male characters in posts about women, but this post is gonna take this seriously. Is there actually a canonically male character you believe is a trans woman? Or at least has made into a trans woman for a fanart or a fanfic? Excluding the ones canonically implied.
Sound off in the tags! Link to the fanart or fic if available. Do it. Give me the girls. Make more women.
trans woman Dee Winchester Smith as her angel-induced corporatesona 😆 it's pretty focused on her transitioning, actually 💕
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Happy Wincest Wednesday!
You know what's at the top of my mind today? Sadomasochism. So I'm going to ask about that here. Let me know your thoughts about sadomasochism in wincest.
And please note, the question is not "in wincest, who do you think is the sadist and who is the masochist?" because that's not the only way these things go. You're also welcome to think that neither of them are into it at all. That's a valid answer that isn't a cop-out or a non-answer, but a legitimate interpretation of the characters. Maybe only one is one of those things. Maybe you think they're both sadists or both masochists. Maybe one or both are switches. Or, of course, you can think that they're a traditional sadist/masochist pair. My point is, I don't want you to think this is a binary question or you have to give traditional/binary answers. Creativity is encouraged.
-@schizosamwincester
Oh boy, an opportunity to share one of my more nuanced and likely controversial opinions: I think Dean genuinely, sadistically enjoyed torturing souls in Hell AND I don't think he's a bad person for it
I think it's a very human thing to find a vicious sense of catharsis in hurting others and I think that's what Dean experienced, not just relief from his own torture, although I'm sure that's why he initially did it. Sadistic catharsis being normal doesn't make it okay to hurt others without consent, of course, but acting on it in very traumatic extenuating circumstances doesn't make him a bad person
I don't think he's sadistic with humans, and while he does enjoy fighting and killing monsters, I figure it's more about the physicality of using his body to accomplish something (see: his cheerful lawn mowing in the djinn dream and being a builder I'm pretty sure at the beginning of s6)
I absolutely don't think he's a sexual sadist and I'd wager that even pre-Hell he would really struggle to accommodate a partner who wanted him to hurt them. He might be able to stomach playfully spanking someone during roleplay but otherwise nah
I do think he's mildly sexually masochistic due to the "slapped in the face by a woman wearing a zorro mask" comment 😆 I think he's pretty subby and would like a lot of things if they were framed as putting him in his place. I think he'd get charmingly wiggly and tingly as the bottom in wax play 👀
I don't think Sam is a sadist or masochist. I do think he's Dom-y as hell and would have an easier time not-playfully hurting a masochist for kink/sex purposes than Dean would once he's sure it's wanted. I think he'd still angst about being able to do it meaning he's evil
I definitely think they're both disturbingly comfortable with/expectant of being hurt as penance but that's kinda a separate topic

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still cant believe they included "i must have stood outside your dorm for hours" in the finale. groundbreaking. game changing. masterpiece. no other callbacks to previous seasons matter
do u think they added the whole “Jack changed up heaven, heaven is Open-World now” so it’d be less gay when they had to write in that sam and dean are in their own Special Soulmate Heaven together. just the two of them. for eternity
I like to think that they did it because the whole "locked in your own personal Heaven" thing felt sad and lonely. And let's face it, having Dean say fuck it, if my brother's not here I'm not socializing with who all is, I'll just go for a drive (and maybe fuck around in an au) until he gets here, was never an ending that was going to beat the allegations about those two.
sooo true so true, I do love that even with the addition of the open-world heaven concept and being presented with everyone you’ve ever loved and lost is here dean really said nope, I’m good! all I want is him
I'm losing my fucking mind about how she PUTS ON SAM'S FACE
ohhh samjo because she decided enough was enough and she was tired of getting rape flashbacks so she propositions sam one night and he gets a little wild around the eyes and he’s like aren’t you into..? my brother……? and she’s like yeah well tonight I’m into you. and sam is like jo no offense but I don’t really….and she’s like what am I not hot enough for you? and she’s swings a leg over until she’s half straddling him, leaning in, and his vision is full of blonde hair and it’s like that time in Chicago, except Meg had short hair then, and he reminds himself that this is Jo. Ellen’s girl.
and he remembers, too, the noise her skull had made on that bar countertop, and faintly how her fists had felt, and he unconsciously holds her by the waist to steady her and says jo, you sure you want this? and she’s like damn right I do. and they kiss and it’s horrible and they fuck and it’s horrible and jo is laid out flat on the bed with her hair like a halo around her head, small and skinny and glaring up at him defiant and vivacious and real, and they’re both caught up in memory and flashback and horror except also it feels good. it feels good. and awful, too.
About to show a bit of my age and a lot of how pedantic I can be but I just saw a post about if sam got caught with emo music and a gun at school would people think he's a school shooter and arrest him, and I low-key flinched at the really tragic anachronism
School shootings used to be rare!!! In the 2000s, and probably most of the 2010s, "school shooting" was practically synonymous with Columbine (school shooting in 1999) for USAmericans bc that was The Big One in the US and the only one most people had heard of here
(Also, emo music didn't become mainstream until the 2000s, so it's unlikely Sam, let alone school administrators, would have been familiar with it)
So a historically-accurate version would be Sam with a gun who listens to grunge music, including Jeremy by Pearl Jam, getting sent to the school counselor and a scheduled parent meeting about suicide risk
Sorry for being a downer--it just made me really sad about how common school shootings are these days ;-;

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Sam's low empathy saves their fucking asses in this episode after Ron gets shot
Dean has a completely reasonable panic response but Sam's expression is... resigned. it's very "we told him to stay out of the light"
Dean stares at Ron's body, frozen backed into a corner, until Sam takes cover next to him. Sam sighs and says "take care of the guard, I'm going after the shifter"
Sam runs past Ron's body without even looking at it because it's not safe for him to and he has NO instinct to endanger himself and everyone else when there isn't even a person in that body anymore
Dean on the other hand can't not get as close to the body as possible to VERBALLY APOLOGIZE and eulogize this guy he barely knows but who he feels kinship to because he over-identifies with literally every person, place, and monster
I would have fewer issues with Bobby if the fandom didn't act like he was a Safe Adult
you know John if you would answer reasonable questions about things you might have a closer relationship with your reasonable question asker son
you know John if you would give praise and approval sometimes it wouldn't do severe psychic damage when you criticize your desperately craves praise and approval son
as a crazy insane meggirl in the year of our lord 2026 i have some things to say.
Dean being desperate for Sam… the way he grabs him, pulls him in, touches him… is just the icing on the codependent, erotic, crazy cake that is the brothers’ show.

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omega soulless sam who can't be bothered with scent blockers, who goes around smelling like fuck me fuck me fuck me all the time, and it drives Dean crazy, because Sam was always "proper" with shit like that and only dated betas anyways and now omega soulless sam saying yes to any alpha that wants to fuck him
"Dean's core is a hurt child with a thick shell of bravado"
😭😭😭
Gonna go think about baby Dean and his big leather jacket again. He wants everyone to think he's tough and has it all under control. He's scared and alone and wants to be seen and loved. Love of my life, Dean Winchester.