the fear of falling apart

abandoning this account for the foreseeable future. i won’t see any messages, sorry.

i am back BRIEFLY to inform y’all that my new account is @themagiciankingsley. I will likely delete this reblog but as i’m seeing people who follow this account, hilariously, in the notes on that account, i figured, fuck it why not you might as well know it’s the same person. cheers

abandoning this account for the foreseeable future. i won’t see any messages, sorry.

i am back BRIEFLY to inform y’all that my new account is @themagiciankingsley. I will likely delete this reblog but as i’m seeing people who follow this account, hilariously, in the notes on that account, i figured, fuck it why not you might as well know it’s the same person. cheers

you ever read a fanfic and just sit back and think...someone wrote something THIS good... and then just....published it on the internet....for free.....

Choosing peace is hard when people online are committed to being obtuse, unhinged and stupid and you're an argumentative bastard raised in a home where everyone silencing you was never right like even once. Like I understand by arguing with someone about how much their shitty take doesn't matter, I am in fact making it matter, but like there really should be a solution to this dilemma where I literally always win and feel good and sexy but alas, that's not how it works so I just have to delete posts about shit that makes my blood boil and like block people. Where's the fire in that?

enough explaining how trans people don't actually deny biology to transphobes who don't care. let's start actually denying biology

i dont think genitals exist

not to talk about doctor who but remember being a lonely depressed teenager and hearing him say '900 years of time and space and i've never met anyone who wasn't important'

he was like ‘just this once-everybody lives’ and i chased that shit with homosexual determination for every day since, like maybe through pure force of will i could save everyone i loved from a system that wanted us dead

Doctor Who isn’t necessarily the best-written show, it’s nothing world-stopping, but god, if it didn’t help me through being a depressed teenager. It wasn’t just ‘never give up’ or ‘love conquers all’, it was them looking the audience dead in the eyes and saying, ‘I see you. You are important and special, and you deserve to give yourself a good life’. And I will always thank it for that.

My dream is to write That One Fic that a whole fandom knows

My blog is a safe space for a lot of people, but especially black nonbinary people. Period!!!!