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✨ READ THE RULES. 🌙 MAGICALBOY.TXT ABOUT.

a bit of a random decision, but i was having a conversation with someone and i realized... wow, i feel unappreciated as fuck! was speaking to them about the past couple of months. and how i spoke on being in out of the hospital and doctor’s offices, being diagnosed with crohn's disease, being diagnosed with pelvic floor dysfunction, being diagnosed ibs, being diagnosed with endometriosis, having an entire cancer scare. and so on. health is a wreck. and instead of anyone, except like two or three people, coming to me about it. wishing me well and being decent... crickets. absolute crickets. partners ain’t nowhere to be found. and these people that came to me weren’t even close to me like that.

in fact, right before i had my colonoscopy, i had someone come to me and ask if they can rp? a racist muse and it be ok? leave me alooooooone. that’s such a dumb thing to ask, anyway. what do you think the answer would be. my shipping partners specifically don’t give a fuck. it’s bad enough vi gets affection only when there’s a full moon but ooc relationships are surface level if even that. i really don’t care how petty this sounds. people come to me for advice all the time and i don’t. get. jack. shit. in. return. in. terms. of. courtesy. and. basic. empathy. im probably dropping most of you when i return. don't be surprised. platonic ships? yall are fine, dont worry about this part.

this place bums me out. i have to put up with all sorts of racist, homophobic bullshit from every idiot in this community. literally had to delete an anon telling me that my muse shouldn’t go by he / him pronouns because of how he dresses as if thats any of their business.

tl;dr i feel absolutely alone here and i am tired. i shouldn’t have to log on and see shit about my muses ~slanty~ eyes and being only spoken to when someone wants me to be their Colored Racial Referral™. 

✨ anonymous. meme. still accepting!

as an art therapist and dance teacher, virote’s spent years and years working with children of all ages. i’d say that when it comes to the kids he works with as an art therapist, they tend to all be under the age of twelve. when you take in to consideration how he had behavioral issues when he was around six - seven years old, it makes sense. he had problems expressing himself, because his mental illness started showing really early on in his life. this gives him the advantage of understanding.

he has over 10 aunts and uncles so that means plenty of cousins. many of them are little… so you know, family reunions always got him like. being the big brother to them all, leading a round of duck duck goose. all sorts of games! also, he helped his mother raise his sister until he left for college. his father, while a wonderful person, was too busy to be around a lot. virote helped his mother raise sanoh the best he could... despite not knowing what the hell he was doing lol. he was a kid, himself.

loves kids! one of his missions in life is to improve the lives of children, especially those that dont have enough emotional support. his internship was spent mostly around kids. hell, he just loves children. babies, kiddos. he loves them..... one of his biggest dreams is having a houseful of babies. :”) teaching them about colors and flowers and stars.....

✨ @laceratedphoenix. meme. still accepting!

the blasé hot man / dreamboat: ‘hot, romantic, and charming’ as the defining traits. oh no, this is the one he side-steps the most. the most annoying type of dude. also known as the dreamboat guy. he cannot fucking stand these dudes. men that think their looks and flattery can get them somewhere with him. they won’t. lol. what most people finds attractive, he doesn’t. got some intellect? you lowkey a freak and a weirdo? that’s invited to the party. the whole prince charming schtick don’t work on this one. like yeah whatever ppl think ur attractive and u got some manners and maybe u good in bed. and???? and???????? voted most likely to look like one of them mediocre marvel dudes. he dont give a fuck bout them play-it-safe, unspiced mfs.

the pity party: woe is me, 24/7. a never ending flood of feeling sorry for themselves. nuh uh, lol. it ain’t that kind of party. and virote isn’t here to fix a man’s broken up ego/life singlehandedly. put in the work. show him that you have the power to pull yourself out of whatever. i guess i can slide in the downer here. just a total buzzkill. no humorless buzzkills, he shimmies away from them. show some emotional maturity and development, then he’ll consider.

the bore: worst version of the dreamboat. fairly good looking by society’s standards, but never has anything worth while to say. probably couldn’t carry a conversation while standing in line at the corner beside the fig cookie display. has no personal goals, has nothing going on. like an empty flower vase. gorgeous to look at, nothing inside. no thanks! show him some shit he aint ever seen before.

the anti: these dudes treat service industry workers like shit, have political views that you’d find on reddit or maybe even no political views at all, and don’t understand how to not be a total asshole to people who really don’t deserve it. vi’s fine with working with men that may be rough around the edges and show promise. that’s fine. but the absolute total heartless gotta go. the only exception vi has made was the terminator, but t’s a killer cyborg so…. god i miss them so much.... that was the love of vi’s life. that killer robot. vi loved him more than anything else.

the clinger: won’t let him breathe for a minute and crowds him up. has a sense of dependency that would annoy virote to freakin’ death. don’t need to explain much here, since vi makes it a point to voice how much he dislikes men like this. leave him tf alone. he has his life, go get ur own. fuck off!!!!

the oppressive bigot: do i gotta say anything about this one lol.

✨ @autumnswordsman. meme. still accepting!

🌙 there’s this meme i did for him that split up how his love languages in percentages and i think it represents him pretty well so here we gooooooo,,

acts of service: 40%. quality time: 23%. words of affirmation: 23%. physical touch: 13%. receiving gifts: 0%.

definitely an acts of service type both giving and receiving... *astrology ho voice*... virgo venus... take his garments to the dry cleaner, help him sort his documents, make him his favorite smoothie, read over his writing and critique it!! sort the products in his skincare fridge? he’ll become a puddle. sort his serums and ampoules by ingredients.. the green tea items in their own lil corner. red ginseng products in their own lil section.... sheet masks neatly stacked in the little compartment in the door...

he definitely likes when hes given assistance! even small things like having his favorite wine chilled for when he gets home. virote takes his wine around  60°F-65°F. sometimes lower if it’s a rosé or a pinot noir.

🌙 pretty much the reverse of the previous question. helping his partner in various ways. :)) relationships to him are all about evolution and leveling up. love is only used as a tool to assist in this. anyway, another way is if he gives someone he loves??? a book? vi really loves the writing of banana yoshimoto. straight up, if vi has a boyfriend, there's a 10 / 10 chance vi's given him a copy of ' goodbye tsugumi ' or ' hardboiled & hard luck ' because he holds them so close to his heart! or, he’ll give him a vincent deary book.